#I'm just sitting here

[lover-of-skellies]

If god is real, then this cheesebread will fix me

[gearbox-doll]

I'M IN AN AIRPORT

WHERE IS THE STAR WARS MUSIC COMING FROM

[myriad--starlings]

what a great time to remind myself that the reason I sometimes feel like emotional things are life or death is because, as I realized when I was actually for real dying, the intensity of my emotions in some of my romantic relationships literally felt life or death. you know how babies and small children can feel something so strong and so new, that they don't know how to process, that it can feel like they're dying? yeah that but I was 18-22. I just...was so severely emotionally neglected as a child my nervous system didn't learn how to deal with emotions related to relationship rupture or anything even slightly perceived as such.

this is why I spent all of 2022 thinking I wasn't stressed. because I experienced almost none of this life-or-death, suffocating, emergency feeling in my body. that, to me, was my lower threshold for stress. nothing less registered. sometimes I still have moments where I can't recognize smaller stressors as existing, especially after the medical trauma year from hell; if you spend enough time with your nervous system screaming that it's dying, the warning lights start to burn out.

no. fucking. wonder. I am so. fucking. ill.

[h2llish]

my cat keeps attacking my foot

[heavenslittlehellion]

really feeling that rarepair "be the content you wanna see in the world" pressure tonight

[ghcstcd]

It's not fair how many feelings Sleep Token makes me feel.

[tko-draws]

Urchin girl with pastel aesthetic... With a goth octoling girlfriend.. they both have one eye.. on opposite sides.. and they're in love..

[kanerallels]

Can't do any writing can only rotate the new OCs in my head helplessly until I eventually pass out

[spiderwithaknife]

The feelings of needing to do absolutely everything in existence and the need to lay on the floor for the next thousand years are such a joy to experience at the same time

[pearl-kite]

Just me, minding my business, and suddenly, idk, drooling into my windpipe and setting off a minutes-long coughing fit? That's new

[actual-sleeping-beauty]

i know i haven't talked about this much but the thing is. the thing is. i have been so upset with my mother that i haven't been able to think straight since monday night. but also the meal i just ate was soup and bread she sent with me after i was home last weekend, because i couldn't muster up the strength to cook anything. she sounded so happy to talk to me when she picked up the phone earlier and then i made her cry for forty minutes straight. and i know i had to do it because otherwise our relationship will just rot from my end, but it hurt so so much. god. i am so ready for this week to be over.

[the-astral-fairgrounds]

shout out to Izzy they're surprisingly managing to keep the peace between Iv and Linc who hate each other for some reason

[princemick]

anyway, I need to wait til my colleagues r done, anyone online n wanna chat bc I'm so bored

[xxdrwhovianxx]

♡♤

[egophiliac]

crossing my fingers and wishing upon every star that chapter 10 finally brings us the tweel cards 🤞🤞

[domorebemore]

He then added me on Instagram and sent me a link to his album that he just released today shdghdhahsjajsjd slay and serve honestly