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#how do I explain the existence of Cyn to my friend she doesn't understand what she's for no matter how many times I say it please help#if you (the friend) are reading this. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. I AM CALLING YOU OUT ON PUBLIC TELEVISION!!! >:[#I'm gonna start rewatching season 9 of FOP tomorrow! WOWIE! Can't wait to finish the show and then move on to... *breathes heavily*#... fairly odder... And after that I get to rewatch a new wish! AGAIN! :D Yaaayyy!!!#sowwy if she looks kinda stupid I have to pay attention in class ya know economics wow I sure do love taxes (liar...)#cyn md#cyn#absolute solver#tagging her is a lil problematic to me... I'll just leave it to anyone who reblogs!!! m'kay!!!#murder drones#murder drones fanart#sometimes I wonder if I should give her a nose but I really like the smooth “snout” it's funny and *sigh* I just... don't know...#funfact when episode 7 released I drew her with the worst hair imaginable but what if some weird solver magic makes it kept in well#condition that would be funny make the rest lowkey rot and her hair is just silky soft#okie that's enough byeeeeeee
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hello it is i, your local tumblrarian, here to drink tea from her pumpkin mug and tell u the following important announcement: being on tumblr every single day is possibly not a great idea. let's use a metaphor here. it's like squeezing a lemon every day, but it's only got so much juice, you'll only end up getting frustrated and upset that the juice is no longer flowing. and then it's building up this habit of squeezing lemons every day, but then one day you're not around and you're worried, because what if the lemon had juice today? what if we missed the juicing opportunity?
but now let's sprinkle in the following notion: every once in a while, we step outside of the lemon juicer, and we go to the market to buy more lemons. the next day, we wake up, we go back to the juicer, and what do you know! the juice is flowing again!
gonna step back from the metaphor here to just explain a few things. we have all been in the situation of staring wretchedly at the computer screen, begging for a drop of inspiration. most of us are online each and every day. and that's okay! i'm the same! but maybe we need to refresh the cycle here, because i took a day to myself today, i consciously refused to go online until 6PM, and even that 24 hour break was enough to get some very exciting ideas going! and tomorrow i'll be writing more than i have in weeks!
we put too much pressure on ourselves to be here 24/7, and it's time that we just knocked that out and started treating writing as what it always was: a hobby. so go take a break. go out for a walk, go get lunch in a nice cafe, step away from the computer and just let yourself do something that isn't absorbed in writing or in your education/career.
#ooc.#( listen to me my metaphors are strange but i know i'm right abt this )#( i went and had sushi on my own today and i just didn't worry about drafts or my inbox )#( bc i've been having migraines from stress lately and i just figured )#( i just want to feel rested. and i do! and i got a kickass new coat as well! )#( and tomorrow i'm gonna go get nice food and make a cozy spot for myself and do some writing !! )#psa
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୧(՞o̴̶̷̤ ̫ o̴̶̷̤ ՞)و if you see this know i love u very much!
#〝 𝓬𝓾𝓫𝓬𝓱✩𝓽𝓼 ₊ ࣪ ㅤ ꣓ㅤ#kaomoji is so me since holiday hours end tomorrow ! ! !#celebrating immensely this is the best thing since .. argenti's first leaks 💞 DHEJIS#+ i'd be less drained and tired when i return home ! ! which means more time on here since im also in break !!!#a win ... even tho it's tmmr .. still a win#today is a major drain since i'm gonna have to keep pushing for seven frickin HOURS#ahem ... excuse my french . but what the fuck#glad to be helpful but TT i miss my bed#a closing shift to morning shift IS depressing i commend everyone who does them !!!!#but nevermind my complaints..#to the sweet angels in my ask box i will be getting to you soon ! ! i want to give you guys my utmost attention where i'm not drowsy nor#busy ! it feels rude to me to do anything of the sort ! i cherish each ask i get hehe#+ i need to write them into my diary so (⸝⸝•ᴗ•✿) yeth#i'm not ignoring!!! NEVA !!#+ i still want to visit inboxes :3 so i'm mustering strength!#if i don't make it christmas ( eve ) i'll so spend the rest of the year doing soo !#will rebloop tht post so i know which angeld pernit me to do so hehe#take care loves !! been slackin tew hard eeeep#will run da q 🏃
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#tko_art#hahah wrong eye shape#hers is more droopy and less awakey#wow colors suck#really hard#but i've noticed it doesn't feel like my brain is going to explode everytime I try to determine color and values#i kind of got too tired and wanted to giv eup so no tear drop#which made me sad because i did want to try that#but back hurts#gotta go to bed to fight god tomorrow/today#i love rendering skin tones#they're so much fun#lovely love#I have accidentally locked in#suddenly every single moment of time that i'm not spending to do art is unappealing and so damaging#i'm psyching myself out of doing things I know will give me instant gratification and will make me pretty happy for whattttttttt#it's kinda depressing#If i think about it too hard it's just a constant cycle of oh god this is it for the rest of my life#so no thinking it is!#blegh this seems so silly and trivial#i hope nobody reads this shit#i'd have to kill myself or something#im never gonna stop thinking about how i didnt say i loved you back#and it haunts me#and i cant stop thinking about what u said to me#and even tho u didnt say it harshly i cant stop my mind from running away from me#and theres something horribly wrong with me that i need to gouge out#i hope u never read this#i didnt want to be (x) how fucked up is that#i wish i wasnt like this i wish i didnt have to learn how to live with trauma i wish i was normal
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i was feeling a bit bleak earlier but then i went outside just for a change of scenery and saw the three frogs and hung out with my dad for a bit while he chopped wood and then played imagination with my friend via the internet and then a different friend said they'd come and visit from their country and now it's like WOW!!!! the cup overflows!!!!! :')
#moral of my story you (i) gotta continue to engage!!!!!!#i'm so glad for my friends :') <3#ALSO we planned my garden centre trip its THURSDAY >:3#i'm gonna rest soooo sensible style tomorrow and have a nice day doing as many of my thursday chores as i can (they're v minimal and#also sitting down ones quite a bit) and hopefully i'll feel better then (:#i mean we're going regardless but it'd just be nice to feel less bad u know!!!!!! YIPPEE!!!
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Somewhere in here I gotta fit a speech bubble BUT. Sillies...
#I KNOW I SHOULDN'T SPOIL THIS ONE. I KNOW I SHOULDN'T. BUT AT THE SAME TIME.#i feel like it WILL hit different w the context/dialogue. so. i'm not spoiling anything at all actually.#i'll probably have to move around the sparkle effects anyway. but. it's so funny to me. the way it is rn#I'M MAKING PROGRESS!!!!!!!!! almosd ALL THREE PAGES have basic pencil work done now!!!!!!#LIKE. THAT'S SO CLOSE TO BEING INKED. WHICH IS SO CLOSE TO BEING COLORED. WHICH IS SO CLOSE. SO CLOSE ......#i'm. really not all that close i shouldn't set myself up for unrealistic expectations LMFAOOOOO#BUT... BUT...... I'M MAKING PROGRESS.............#i am gonna be a little busy though! so. unfortunately won't be able to keep chipping at it lmfao#but maybe that'll help too. i do almost feel i was stuck in a rut about it.#ALSO. CRAZIEST THING. WAS DRAWING ALFONSE'S HAIR LIKE. CONSISTENTLY. FROM PANEL TO PANEL.#like yes i draw him all the fucking time. but i am developing A Method for it. after like. don't make me count the years again .#i gotta rest up though i got an early day tomorrow! helping out the neighbor 🫡🫡🫡 yard sard....#fe alfonse#moe tag#summoner oc#wip#my art
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I am officially snowed in.
#ladylynse#lynse complains about the weather#I mean we need the snow#I know we need the snow#but there's so much snow#everything I had on today was cancelled thankfully#and we were told to come into work for noon tomorrow#so I have a bit of time in the morning to figure it out#if someone else can make it in to do the one thing that really really needs to be done the rest of us will wait till the next day#and just kinda hope this doesn't screw us completely#but if no one else can make it in I'm gonna have to walk#which ordinarily takes about an hour but#not with two feet of snow#ugh it's gonna be cold tomorrow too
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I had a bunch of things that I needed to do that - one I'd been putting off for literally months. I did them all in less than an hour.
#I'm so bananas sometimes#it's the menty illinois#now I have the rest of the afternoon off#and I'm gonna go to a museum and then do grocery shopping so I can have traditional US meal tomorrow (hot dog)
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I wanted to go on a drawing spree yesterday, but I could only muster these two before dozing off.
First one, even if I'm not that sure about how I drew her face shape in this angle (and most importantly I forgot her neck and torso bandages OOPS) I do really like how most of the drawing came out. And at least it isn't a bland bust this time, though I'm pretty sure I've already drawn a pose like this before. (Oh no the next drawing is a 3/4 bust again..)
Second, yesterday I saw an artist draw some of the coolest redesigns ever for a different media piece, and thought about the many awesome gg redesigns I often see so I wanted to give A.B.A a spin... Except I was out of ideas so most of this drawing is her regular design haha. I got too tired to even try to attempt to draw the rest of the body and half-assed the key but I like the vibes and pose (even if I.. think I made her neck a bit too long? Old habits die hard... Necks are my enemies when drawing!)
I like the idea of her having a key take on the classic frankenstein bolts (though wait, her head key is referred to as a screw. Would this also be a screw or key shaped bolts??-)
#this counts as a pride post because I am very gay for her#her uneven shoulders and stray eyebrow hair (like some d.bz characters <3) have captivated me#anyways sorry for being so wordy in the post... I will be wordier in the tags! sorry. feel free to skip these I'm just gonna ramble#while drawing these I realised I was accidentally doing a shitty a.b.a cosplay: eyebags. hairband. stitches and what Ishiwatari would call#morbid pallor LMAO. I admit I put on the hairband because of her <3 but the rest was unintentional. I hadn't worn one in yrs cause I don't#*didn't like how my hair looks w it plus felt kinda rigid but.. my current hair w a hairband is growing on me? prob not gonna wear it outsid#but thank u a.b.a for making me retry it <3. also the head feeling is kinda cool. though mine is of a hard material n I'm p sur hers is soft#anyways. I have one of this year's most important assignments/appointments tomorrow. wish me luck#after that I'll still have to go do productive adulting but I'll be able to sleep better n have energies n time to draw stuff n gaming#til that happens stuff is super hectic in all senses so drawing this goober is my escape valve. uh dunno what else. I'm tired#also oh I wanna take a moment to say thsnk u to all the people that like my art of her (and art in general but 95% art I upload her is her#LMAO) I don't wanna get parasocial but I do recognise your usernames and how u keep up with my kilometric tags. you make my day sometimes.#also huh my art (style?) got different lately. Idk how I feel. but drawing dif stuff is cool#wtf did I catch up the habit of drawing each hairstrand. my hand dislikes it. IMAGINE IF I DREW MILL.IA INSTEAD AAAAA#a.b.a#art tag2b named#edit for better term: thank youuu. may the homunculus obsession unite us all <3
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stays up until 5am writing 4k of OC fanfiction that 3 people tops will ever see including myself. <3
#i love writing so much i was having such a blast#lalalallaaaaaa#the world when ur able to create uninhibitedly and without shame or embarrassment#im excited to maybe keep writing tomorrow#today was a good day.... i made it entirely a rest day besides the writing so I'm hoping ill be feeling a little more#energized tomorrow.... knowing me probably not but still it was good to have a break from Everything.#and just do Nothing for a day.#its funny bc normally i am desperate for just Something to do Anything. manic episodes really turn things around#anyways my eyes are barely staying open I'm gonna go pass out but good night to all the wonderful people in#the world who read my tags. if you are here i love you<3
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I need to draw more unfortunately the allure of hitting pixels in a silly game is too strong
#I'll be takiing with my 40 year old coworkers and they always go 'i have to take my kid to dance practice and the other to boxing#we'll get home at 7 pm and then I'll have to cook for the rest of the week oh and btw my husband is oit of town so i have to do everything#alone and tomorrow I'll get up at 3 am so i can go on my one hour morning jog and get them ready to school again'#and I'm like cool I'm gonna go home take a nap play minecraft sleep and get up 45 minutes before i have to step out the door#nothing makes you feel more like 12 years old than having only middle aged mother coworkers#szolposting
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I'm so fucking close to dropout school
#this year started like shit#i failed most tests and I'm probably gonna fail most subjects this term#and the grades i get NOW apparatus are important for an access exam for in two years#and access grade on biology is like 11#i want to kms#i have a physics exam tomorrow and a maths one the Wednesday and I can't understand shit#also i couldn't go any single day last week bc i got sick#it's not even like I don't want to study anymore#i just need a year long rest or something#i don't have time or motivation for anything#like I want to draw but I suddenly remember I have school stuff to do but I get distracted very easily and I neither draw or study#maybe this isn't for me#but i also don't want to be an entire year without doing anything#god i wish i could be like my classmates and be good at studying#but I NEVER studied before#i always retained information well without studying#and here i am now possibly with ADHD#I'm gonna tell all of this to my psychologist tomorrow but idk what to do#i don't think my parents will allow me to dropout#i technically can since I'm no longer on obligatory education#i can't do anything#not art#not scp#vent
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eon SUCKS bc I feel like I can't write analysis posts about him without detouring thru a small explanation of a small segment of his ridiculous mental gymnastics course which just throws off the whole thing bc like. What do you mean you think like this you geezer😩
#...not having a significant part of his childhood out there also makes things harder#Alsooo fyi irt the ask game..#I think I'm gonna post the rest of the pics I do in a single photo set probably sometime tomorrow ^.^
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haha! my depression keeps getting worse
#delete later#vent#the thought of going to work tomorrow is daunting but i've already left early on a sunday once.#IT'S WHATEVER it's whateverr i'll be fine i'm just deeply unhappy as a person#deeply unsatisfied with myself. and no medication seems to get rid of the pain#what the fuck am i even doing with my life. am i gonna work this job for the rest of my days.#i sure fucking hope not because even working part-time is a lot for me. why am i like this. why can't i be normal.#people have gone through eorse than me and still succeeded why am i struggling.#WHATEVERRR whatever i'll just get high or something#i won't actually because i have work tomorrow but it's very tempting
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good morning!! <33
#wah i'm trying to like plan out when I'm gonna do the rest of the archon quest#bc i wanna get it done in one sitting for reasons#like today would be a good day but i might have to switch when i play hsr and genshin to make it work#like it'd be better suited for after lunch - over the afternoon#instead of now until lunch#anyways i also need to get tomorrow's prompt written :3#like i managed to finish today's like late last night so that's good#anyways i hope today/tonight are kind to you <333#morning rambles
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saturday quest is catsitting in the most slug mode way possible 👍
#it is an activity i find challenging in many ways. mainly due to needing to wear a mask so it's hard to hang out for long periods#due to i need to eat and drink! :P also their mealtimes are the same as mine? so that's tricky!#bc that means i gotta eat late as i have to cook all the meals for me so!#anyway it's totally doable and i love to hang out with the baby cats who are sweet and wonderful and lovely <3#it's mainly just my anxiety and insecurity that i'm not doing the best for them. but i AM doing the best of my ability. so!#also. i'm allergic to cats :P not too badly luckily but it does make me wary again of hanging out for too long and without a mask!#SECOND ANYWAY! i'm looking forward to hanging out with the beasts again tomorrow and it's gonna be sunny in the morning (:#it's a complicated kind of mix of rest and activity bc i need to actively watch them somewhat but also that mainly consists of#looking. which is not a big activity. but i don't want to do something ELSE at the same time because i need to be alert!!!#THIRD ANYWAY! it's normal guy hours 👍#i think this is whats tripping me up bc i simultaneously feel like i need to find something to do and also like i can't do that.#whadda hell am i gonna do with my day. think about cats whether in their presence or not apparently hahahaha :P i'm no thoughts#head empty atm which has meant i'm having trouble figuring anything out or remembering what i like to do or my hobbies :P#FOURTH ANYWAY! it's tome to LOG OFF! AND CHILL! :P
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