#I'm going to vent besties so maybe there's going to be a lot of tags idk yet

[no-you-can-not]

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[silentanomaly]

Long post.

Today is a good day, and I want to take a moment to express appreciation on here. I don't often talk about more positive things when I do type out posts.

First off, I received The Amulet of Kings. I donned it. It did not fall off. This is an incredible feeling. Mighty big thanks to my bestie, @buttchugger. Happy early birthday to me! I feel very special! I could rant and rave about what this means to me. But, I type a lot as is, when I do.

Second, I got my wheels realigned, and that was far less expensive than I anticipated. I owe my mother dearly. I will always owe her regardless of her assistance with the car. I cannot afford much of late, and I am working on correcting that. It was nice visiting her today while the car was in the shop. She gave me food to bring home. I love my mom!

Third, my homeboy (friend from kindergarten/roommate) shared the news that he has quit smoking tobacco and casual drinking. Only smoking weed now. He also shared that a former friend of mine has quit drinking as well as smoking anything. I was shocked. No more tobacco smoke in the house dirtying everything outside my room, going through the vents, and no more alcoholic empties!!! This will not only be good for him, but, a massive relief on me and my efforts to keep things clean and organized. I hope the consumption of less toxic substances helps him to clear his head and gain better perspectives. Says that he and my former friend are both already feeling a wee bit better. So, good for the both of them, and even those around them!

Fourth, a friend of mine told me I look like Legolas (not from seeing this picture though). I love that. I absolutely aspire to be like an elf, and I relate to sentiments often held by them - more peaceful ones, like in Tolkien's literature. I'm going to hold on to that compliment and remember it fondly. I forget if I ever expressed that to her, my fondness of elves or Tolkien's literature and the LOTR movie trilogy. If I did, I'm glad she remembered and knew just what to say - of which I don't anticipate from people ever (that kind of compliment, that is, people have known what to say to me in the past, credit is due). I would tag her. But, I'm unsure if she is comfortable with that. I refrain, respectfully.

I love today. I'm glad I was awake for all of this. Sidenote: have been consistently working towards bettering my mental health and establishing a better financial situation in the meantime while I make steps towards getting back to work. I really hope I find a means of employment based around horticulture/agriculture, or just generally working with plants. Could be gardening. Could be at a plant nursery. I don't know. I need that though. I've always been one for wanting to grow alongside others who matter to me, and this whole time plants have meant a great deal to me and I've not been helping them grow as much as I'd like to. I am very hopeful for golden opportunities to do so some day! The more I can contribute to the growth of nature, the more I can counter the pollution from the nearby chemical plants and just in general. That has always been my goal when it comes to pursuing a career. I don't want my work to be just for money. I have to do something that benefits the world, even if it is small.

Maybe I'll plant a garden in the front yard this year, if my homeboy doesn't mind. Something I can do in the meantime while I heal. I will take advice from anyone who feels compelled in leaving some for me, in regards to gardening. I know not to plant lilies because I want my garden to be safe for cats. I must have border plants...ferns...and a smattering of colourful flowers. That is the current vague vision. May post updates on that, if I ever get around to it. I have something to look forward to this Spring!

[ghostlytalkin]

what happened with mads? askin because they have allegedly been horrible to my friends multiple times as well

okay didn't actually expect anybody to check my tags on that post. Using She/her pronouns because that's what she has on findrps and what I remember her using when we were in rps

Mads was absolutely the nicest person when I first met her. We vibed super well, she showed me cute bongs, I listened to her vent a lot. So she started out really great, was super sweet, we were in a few rps, I joined her scream group and even got to be made admin because she needed a tough admin and I said I didn't mind being that. I'm use to people being upset with me. I think that's when I started notice the flaking? Or maybe I was just being hyper aware

I was one Mads' mods for Nightgate, Illinois. Doing admin stuff, helping out the other admin. She said she got busy and fell off so like I get that. But when there were issues it was impossible to get a response in the group chat sometimes. Kinda excused behavior while behind the doors complaining.

When the coming soon post for Elysium dropped everyone in our lil circle was excited. Mads seemed to have changed right then. She wasn't really talking to us except to complain. Then it offically dropped and we joined the discord. When one friend was denied joining I asked if we were all going to dip in unity. Mads response? "Jenna really wants to write with me again so I'm not going to leave." She suggested alt account and admittingly we all were like "Yeah good idea!" The three of us admit that was a bad choice and even apologized.

Mads sent the Elysium admins screenshots of our conversation, having deleted where she was the one who suggested it and encouraged it. We all found out when she left our group server and blocked us everywhere. EXCEPT YOU DIDN'T BLOCK ME ON SNAPCHAT MADS!

Mads bestie is Jenna, the mun who said transphobic shit. She hasn't talked to us, could have said "you know what guys actually bad idea" and we'd all have left. Because we all agreed it was stupid and we got caught up in the moment and hype of what she said. We've taken accountability and took the blame for Mads idea.

She also talks mad shit to whoever will listen, especially her besties in Elysium and misgendered me at times even though I told my pronouns. Oh yeah and she talked shit about the admins of Elysium as well. Bit I guess didn't want to expose herself that way.

[commander-gloryforge]

okay since this has gotten a lot more notes than i would've liked it to get, and while i'm happy to see others feel validated and resonate with this, let my try to clarify things a bit since i dont think i worded this post in a way to really say what i wanted to say.

before i say anything though i want to note that this post was created 1. in the middle of the night when my brain is the meanest and 2. because of general personal issues/fears that i currently face that are unrelated to gw2 but just happened to carry over into my fandom activities

this wasn't meant to be a complainy "weh nobody likes me ocs" kind of post. i have a couple of people that like my ocs and even if they didnt, thats not gonna stop me. its more about struggling to keep up with a fandom very centered around creation when when you dont have the energy to create, and a very personal yearning for finding friends and community, especially since i'm currently in a headspace that makes finding "my people" very hard and very scary. i know there are a bunch of people that like my ocs. i know that because they tell me and i love them and kiss them on the lips also. but sometimes theres still a very somber feeling looming over me.

like yes obviously in a fandom you have to interact to be interacted with, you cant stand in a corner hiding behind a houseplant at a party and then expect someone to drag you onto the dance floor. even if its scary, youll have to talk to people and put yourself out there if you want to get something back.

but i think because this community is so heavy on ocs, art and writing, it'll feel difficult to keep up and really "truly" be a part of it if one "can't" draw/write/edit etc or doesnt share it online or doesnt do it consistently. there's going to be a pressure to create "content" (blarg) in order to keep up and stay "relevant" (blarg²) and "interesting" (blarg³).

this does feel a little isolating at times and one may start to believe that they don't belong or that their characters arent as interesting. that they have to create "proper" stuff in order to keep up with all the fantastic work this community produces. and this is kind of an experience one might have in any community that is heavily focused on ocs.

i'm also aware that there are no "cool kids" (and i probably should've put it in quotes in the original post) or as @hawkepockets said in his reply "there is no inner circle of popular creators & posters that anyone is being denied admission to", but in the end there's still people and/or friendgroups one would see as more known inside the community, people with ocs that everyone kind of knows their name of, that everyone gets excited over when they show up at an event, that are known because their creators put tons of art and posts out about them, that seem to have so many friends and connections to other people and their ocs. and i guess its natural to be like. man wish that were me but i dont have the time/energy/whatever to be that present within my fandom. theres a struggle with finding friends because everyone already seems to be grouped up and especially if its difficult for someone to keep up conversations or socialise, it'll easily feel like one may not be interesting or "cool" enough.

then again i had people reblog this post that i consider to be "popular" or "bigger figures in the fandom" so i suppose that also says something about something. i think.

in the end i didnt even want this to come off as a vent. and while i'm fine with people in the tags airing their feelings out, what i would've liked this to be was a post with maybe a couple of likes and people who don't create as much art or don't appear on everyone's dash a thousand times a day to go "yea! i don't really do much either! lets be besties!". and that did partly work, but on the other hand i also feel like maybe i've worded it too bitchy whiny, which wasn't my intention in any way.

my brain is kind of fogging up and i'm forgetting what my point is as i write so i'll wrap this up. i do feel like i did in fact not clear up shit but uh. well yeah. idk.

fellow guild wars 2 enjoyers that arent popular and part of the cool kids and have ocs that everyone knows/loves and create banger fanart and post really good fics and all that

fellow guild wars 2 enjoyers that are just kinda there and kinda average

lets band together. and maybe kiss.

[hoeforinarizaki]

Hello There! Navigate Here:

"Welcome to hoeforinarizaki's page!"

I'll make it clear i write only for haikyuu on this tumblr account, but if there are other fandoms you want me to write for just go to my main @sparklingbluerose !

At the time, my requests are open so ask away. I don't really have any restrictions so go as wild as you want. Except maybe Character x Characters, since i'm not too good at writing those types of things (though i'm an IwaOi shipper–)...

POSTING SCHEDULE!

I already thought of this beforehand...so i guess i'll write down the schedule here as it's easier to understand.

MONDAY.

TUESDAY.

THURSDAY.

FRIDAY.

SATURDAY.

I removed Wednesday and Sunday because i sometimes end up not posting something at all, and i actually want to follow this schedule so Wednesday is basically a small break to be able to get enough idea and motivation to write. My family and i usually go out to church and eat out together on Sundays, so that'll also be counted as a break somewhat.

REQUESTING PAGE!

I will write anything and everything you want, but i guess there's always going to be rules. Not to worry! I won't put too many restrictions since i want everyone to enjoy and say what they really want to read. And so, here are the do's and dont's.

DO NOT...

Request extremely kinky stuff (piss, knife play, etc.)

I am fine with kinks actually, but extreme stuff are a bit too much for me to actually write. Sorry about that.

Be rude to others in any way (racism, insulting, etc.)

I want this to be a good place for people to express themselves without any judgement! Please be mindful.

Make multiple requests at the same time.

Having people tell me too much stuff is a little overwhelming, and so maybe make another request once i finish the first.

YOU MAY...

Send me anything in my inbox, ranging from requests to questions to venting. I'm all ears and listening is what i mostly do, so please just type away.

Tell me what you want me to write whether it be triggering or just pure smut. I'll make sure to put the warnings i need to at the start. Feel free to ask to get tagged.

Chat with me and call me whatever you wish. Let's be good friends, it would be nice. Send me lots of memes since i laugh at everything and anything, though.

CHARACTERS || LIMIT:

The request limit for individual characters is 10.

However!

If you request teams, i will do all of them.

I write for everyone! From main characters to side characters, heck i'll admit i'm a simp for everyone, especially Futakuchi.

Complete Character List...

KARASUNO

Hinata, Kageyama, Tsukishima, Yamaguchi, Sawamura, Sugawara, Nishinoya, Ryunnosuke, Azumane, Ukai, Takeda, Hitoka, Shimizu, Kinoshita, Ennoshita, Kazuhito, Saeko

NEKOMA

Kuroo, Kozume, Morisuke, Lev, Alice, Taketora, Akane, Nobuyuki, Shibayama, Fukunaga

AOBA JOHSAI

Oikawa, Hanamaki, Iwaizumi, Matsukawa, Yahaba, Kyōtani, Watari, Kunimi, Kindaichi

FUKURODANI

Bokuto, Akaashi, Konoha, Washio, Sarukui, Komi

INARIZAKI

Shinsuke, Atsumu, Osamu, Ojiro, Rintaro, Omimi, Ginjima

SHIRATORIZAWA

Wakatoshi, Tendō, Semi, Goshiki, Shirabu, Yamagata, Ōhira

JOZENJI

Terushima, Bobata, Misaki, Futamata, Numajiri, Īzaka

DATE TECH

Futakuchi, Takanobu, Moniwa, Sakunami, Onagawa, Nametsu, Kamasaki, Fukiage

NOHEBI

Suguru, Naoyasu, Kazuma, Yoshiya, Yamaka, Isumi

Writing Forms...

SCENARIOS. Whether short or long, i'm happy to know you enjoyed thinking about this and picturing it internally XD

HEADCANONS. Got anything you want to be briefly written in these terms? Then go ask away! I'll take it on.

ANGST. My whole blog might be filled with angst tropes, because why not? I'm a little obsessed. Up to you though.

SMUT. I'm supporting all horny thoughts and my fellow lovely thirsty people out there ;) whatever it is, just ask.

FLUFF. If you need some serotonin, i'm definitely going to make my writing just diabetic as that depression /hj

PLATONIC. You wanna feel like the lovechild of a ship or be your favorite character's bestie? Then type away.

DISCORD:

I'm thirsting on haikyuu so much, and this is the only fandom i've been attracted to longer than the rest i've been. So if you have any active discord servers related to haikyuu in any way, please chat me and give me a link i'm just a simp 🤣

And also, i just want to make friends. So if you're thinking the same, don't hesitate to send me a hello 👌 (i don't bite at all lol...no but seriously i don't fr–)

Masterlists...

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[kitkatisinspace]

𝗜𝗻𝗳𝗼 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗺𝗲 𝗯𝗰 𝘄𝗵𝘆 𝗻𝗼𝘁

Hello stranger! Welcome to my blog and to my pinned post, in this case. You are probably reading this because you are stalking me or considering to follow me (if you are not you should consider it y'now?), so keep reading. Also if you see this on your dashboard this works better on the "web" blog I don't know how to say it. Like, when you go to the url.com that thing. So go, what are you waiting for?

I'll put a cut because this is infinite. I don't want you to be scrolling till death if you don't want to read. I recommend reading it though. Well, if you're already a mutual you don't have to.

𝓑𝓪𝓼𝓲𝓬 𝓭𝓪𝓽𝓪

First off, you can call me Kat! I have my name in the blog title but anyway, it could be useful.

Any pronouns. I'm agender and I don't have preferences for pronouns, so as you like, I don't really mind.

English is NOT my first language, expect a lot of mistakes. I usually check a couple of times what I post, but sometimes I'm too lazy to do it. This post is the best example (I'm not checking and I won't do it).

I get bored easily. That's it that's the point.

I don't know what else to put here, I'm a dumb bitch. What do people even put on these? I'm just improvising, sorry.

𝓐𝓫𝓸𝓾𝓽 𝓶𝔂 𝓫𝓵𝓸��

Surprise! I don't know how to draw, I don't know how to write and I don't know how to communicate with people! Have I mentioned that my English sucks? No? Well, there you have, then.

I can't be on two fandoms or like two shows at the same time (in this case), so don't expect me to post about anything else that isn't JoJo's. Also, expect tons of shitpost or me just talking about things that happen to me.

Every now and then I post something interesting, but not that much. My two most popular posts are an Araki drawing of Caesar and Joseph and a comment on TikTok about Stardust Crusaders and how fucking sad it is.

I used to talk a lot about DIO. Now I don't do it much, but just wait till I rewatch Stardust Crusaders. My gallery is filled with pics and videos of DIO, just you wait.

Caejose is my current brainrot, but I don't post much about it because I suck at headcanons. I think about old Caesar in Stardust Crusaders a l o t, but I just imagine specific scenarios, so that's why I don't post them (oh shit I just had a déja-vu).

I sometimes post about my dreams, when I'm not too embarrassed of them. I once dreamed with Abbachio poledancing, another one with Bucciarati and me in a jacuzzi and the last one I had I was hiding with Caesar in some secret place, I don't remember the context. My dreams are elite I don't care what y'all say.

I love tag and ask games, so feel free to tag me. I'm bored 80% of the day. If you like you can leave a random ask, I don't mind. Actually, I like random asks. Do it.

Also, I have like "sections" of my blog, like tags. "Kat draws" where I... post my sketches???, "Kat is mad" where I just post random stuff I'm mad at, "Kat kats"... I don't know what this is about it's me in my most pure state, that's why it's called "kats". I had to invent a verb.

If you see this tag ":]" on a post (most likely to be sth about DIO), hell is going to unleash on the rest of the tags. You can check it for yourself just by searching it on my profile.

Everyone is welcomed here and I want y'all to feel safe on my blog, unless...

𝓓𝓸 𝓷𝓸𝓽 𝓲𝓷𝓽𝓮𝓻𝓪𝓬𝓽...

(I have to fix this part but it's 1 am I'll do it tomorrow ig)

If you are or support proshippers, this is not your blog, I'm sorry. I'm not comfortable with you around here.

If you are TERF/rad-fem. I don't share your ideals, sorry. I'm not comfortable with you around here either.

If you are or support pedophiles, racist, homophobic, transphobic people. Don't be an asshole please, open your eyes.

I want this to be a safe place for everyone and you are a threat to my goal.

𝓕𝓾𝓻𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓻 𝓲𝓷𝓯𝓸 𝓪𝓫𝓸𝓾𝓽 𝓶𝓮

Well, you can skip this, this will be long.

I'm dumb af, you can notice in many of my posts but it's important to get this clear before starting.

I'm a minor. I don't mind adults interacting as long as they aren't weird and aren't mentioned in my do not interact. Thank you.

Sometimes I'm too friendly, but please do not misundertand my words. I'm aro and I don't want any relationship. Sorry if you're uncomfortable with how I talk, just tell me and I'll stop.

I think I'm funny but I'm not.

I don't know how to communicate with people. I don't even know how to do it in my mother language, I don't know what you are expecting from me. I'd love to talk to you if you want though, I just suck and I'll probably run out of things to tell after 2 minutes of chatting.

I vent sometimes, but just trivial things. I think I do not have any TW to put like, in the general blog. If it is one, I'll put it on the specific post.

I get obsessed over a specific series, anime or book and I stick with it for months. In that time, I can't watch any other series or anime that isn't the one that I'm obsessed with at the moment. Right now I'm on my JJBA obsession.

Also, I've just watched the anime parts. I would start reading the manga, but I'm waiting for the Stone Ocean anime release. I don't know if I could wait til then though.

My personality type is INTP in MBTI and 5w4 in Enneagram. I was True Neutral in Alignment but I did the test on January. I have to do the tests again. By the way I know this tests aren't 100% accurate but it's the unstoppable need to try to know myself that keeps me inspiring me to do them on repeat, don't mind me. Annnd because I'm too lazy to read all the personalities one by one.

I don't know if anyone wants my Discord, but here it is anyways:

sakima#2527

I usually forget things a lot so expect a bunch of "I was going to say/complain about something but I forgot what it was".

I had more things to put on here but I forgot so this section will be constantly updated.

𝓚𝓲𝓷𝓼 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝔀𝓱𝔂

Again, the unstoppable need to know myself. Here's my kinwheel:

If you don't know how this works, in the centre is my main kin, then medium or highkey kins and lastly, the lowkey ones.

𝓘𝓷𝓽𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓼𝓽𝓼

JJBA

Get my blood sucked by DI- Oh no I shouldn't say this publicly sorry

That's it that's the section.

Recommend books and songs thank you

𝓣𝓻𝓪𝓭𝓮 𝓸𝓯𝓯𝓮𝓻

I think that's it by now. Thank you for doing it this far! Now, can we be mutuals? Or besties maybe? I don't have much to offer, but here is my visual representation:

If you want to know about my JJBA opinions search the tag #jjba 30 day challenge. I left it on day 6 but I'll continue soon. I promise.

Well, now's definitely over. I hope you see me as a cool person because that's my goal in life. Also, I'm praying for this shit to work well on my blog, this ain't Amino.

Have a nice stay! Thank you for making it this far. And remember: you're cool, you're loved and you matter. Take care of yourself please. See ya.

Kat out ;)

PS: If you read this, you have to follow me, I don't make the rules /j

[every-dayiwakeup]

Bestie I too would like to know why they are here. They can block us, they can simply just not interact, they can filter tags...

I'd like to add that it's harder to find Billy content on social media, but for some reason my "fyp" is of characters I don't care about. I have to search for Billy.

My point is... there's no way in hell they haven't done the same. Plus joke's on them! When they clog our tags, more Billy stuff is going to show up on their dash, and I'm betting they didn't block shit.

What you said about the edits!!! It makes no sense. You get clips of a character you say you hate, and you waste time editing him???

A little hater education: if you're making an edit for your least favorite character (one, that's stupid) then why would you use the saddest scenes? That's Hater 101, come ON.

I remember seeing this one edit where an anti used Billy about to sacrifice himself, and Billy about to tell Karen to stay away from him. Then switch to clips of Steve, where he's in his sailor costume. Okay if I didn't watch the show and this was the only "information" about both characters, then I'd be for Billy all the way. Use better clips of Steve, if you're going to pull that shit lmfao.

It's funny when they say they love Eddie, honestly. Because they're just making him into Billy more and more every day. The character they hate. Imagine that.

Every time I see on an antis' bio that they're not kids I lose five years of my life I swear.

This fandom is generally very sheltered. I also sense there's a lot of self projection going on, along with denial. The things they say we are, or whatever trumped up crime they accuse Billy of, they end up doing.

They say Billy's way of dealing with his trauma is unhealthy. Okay?? His environment is not healthy. Plus when they whip out "I was abused, I didn't act like that". Your reaction is perfectly healthy. You go after other abuse victims online and tell them to commit suicide. You even go as far as to mock their trauma. I must've missed that one in therapy.

Speaking from experience, Billy could be so much worse. They think he's the devil reincarnated, but of course they're vecna stans too! Irony at it's finest.

Even if you can't relate to Billy in some way, it really doesn't matter? If a character like Billy makes you uncomfortable, maybe that's a good thing. Exposure in media to "the other side" of a story we don't know about is important. It can help with perspective. New knowledge can make you uncomfortable. The unknown is something that society as a whole has always reacted badly to. Yes, the fear of being exposed to something you know nothing about is truly terrifying 🙄

If you don't understand something, that's good! You don't know everything! No matter how long you live on this earth you will never know everything.

Perfection and "pure" morality do not exist. That is a myth.

Listing why you don't like something isn't a meta, and it's not critical thinking. Refusing to see the other side is why antis' arguments are weak. They repeat the same shit over and over, word from word, and for what?

I don't like the color yellow. But does that mean if I see someone wearing a yellow shirt I'm going to holler "problematic" and make a vent about it on my blog? No. And if by chance I post it, I would just... not tag yellow. It's really not that hard.

Getting exposed to what we are not familiar with is how we learn. Y'all are just anti facts, so I can see why your "movement" is the way it is.

"DNI" *proceeds to interact* 🤡

People (billy antis) in this fucking fandom just HAVE TO BE kids. They just REFUSE to see situations, scenes and all if it's not in the surface, if it's not superficial. They ignore EVERYTHING what dacre said about billy, they ignore everything what he said about Neil, they ignore everything what he said about the kids, they are so used people on internet trying for some reason being perfect and excluding every behavior that shows their humanity bc its way better pretend to be a perfect-robot, that they just forget that people have flaws, that people are built different, that traumas can change someone in a lot different ways, but, no, they PREACH the same fucking discourse.

They even can like really try to prove their arguments, it's just copy and paste the same shitty reasons.

Two facts, that is interesting about them, a lot of them loooove Eddie, I like Eddie too, but they just hc personality traits about billy in Eddie. Like, "oh Eddie loooves fix cars", since when? Why? Because he connected two wires? Fanarts of him dressed as a mechanic...are u fr? And, a lot of them, the same people who are "boohoo Billy's a psychopath abusive 😔😔" are watching and making edits about him. Not edits like sedualizing him, it's like, harringrove edits, showing how his parents fucked up with him, like, WHY ARE U THERE? Idk man, for someone who's saying that this character is that bad, u are too much into him.

@every-dayiwakeup I saw the post of the both antis who are crying about billy existence that for some reason follow u in ur blog and I had to write about. We suffer for no reason bestie