#I'm going to put my head through a wall

[theangrypomeranian]

me at my brain: STOP COMING UP WITH CRACK SHIPS!!

my brain: ✨️ Chillie ✨️

[muzzlemouths]

the world is a cruel and unforgiving place. darkness lurking in every corner. i cry out and only silence responds. we were all doomed from the start, weren't we? if this is the last time you hear from me know that i tried. i really did try. (<<< stuck on hold for 37 minutes and my phone is dying)

[witchmd13]

back to being insane it haunts me that arthur doesn't recognize the de bois crest on tristan's shield when he comes back as a ghost. uther truly didn't allow him to learn even one thing about ygraine. he doesn't even know what his mother's family crest looks like.

[luminousbeings]

happy stampede saturday eve to this panel of casual wear wolfwood that i can’t get out of my head

[pessimisticgh0st]

I am running out of words but people expect me to talk like it's a monologue here

[kiyomitakada]

JESUS FUCKING CHRIST WHEN THE BASS KICKS IN IN L NO THEME

[phonydiaries]

my body is really fighting me every day I had a nonspecific virus for a week and then a double ear infection immediately after and now stomach pains from the antibiotics and dizziness from the infection yay :3

[radioisntdead]

alright y'all wish me luck I'm gonna try to bulldoze through my requests because there's 25 of them and some have been there for MONTHS, I gotta watch a movie for one of em' [I mean I don't have to but like its better if I do]

[dawntheduckrb]

I'll stop posting wips eventually but it's been five days since I've said anything and I don't want anyone to think I'm dead/dying/stuck in a ditch and withering away, so here's 10% of the reason I disappeared (the duck is stuck in rendering hell) (and my little baby laptop is screaming at me every time I open up this file)

I might still be mostly lurking for a little bit so please be patient with me in the meantime 🙏🙏

[deepwoundsandfadedscars]

I am almost done with this fic and I feel like I need to give warning that there is a character in this fic with one of the weirdest speaking habits ever and it's going to be really weird for those of you who read my fics even if you're not familiar with the source material, cause oh boy 😂

[walterdecourceys]

i don't have strong feelings on most of us tour but the ending actually makes me want to eat glass (positive connotation)

[captainclickycat]

Agree with all of this, and want to make a couple of additions:

Regardless of how mindful and realistic you are about your relationship with someone, it's natural to feel some level of shock and distress when something like this comes out. Even if you only enjoyed someone's work and couldn't give less of a shit about them as a person, you still might never be able to engage with their work the way you used to and will have to contend with some difficult ethical questions about exactly how you plan to engage with their work going forward, if at all. When it comes down to it, something you loved will never really be the same again, and you're allowed to take some time to grieve for that.

If you feel upset or blindsided, it doesn't mean you did something wrong or even that you unrealistically idolised anyone. Assuming that someone is capable of the bare minimum of basic decency is a far cry from hero-worship.

If you decide that never engaging with their work in any way again is the way forward, you can still acknowledge that it was something you loved once. You can have fond memories of it. You don't have to retroactively declare it all evil or all your positive experiences with it meaningless.

Ultimately, letting yourself sincerely love something always runs the risk of being thrown a curveball and the thing you love being snatched away from you or tainted in some way. And it's ok to take that risk; we all do at some point or another. You're allowed to love and be attached to things on some level, even if it's "just a book/show/film/whatever".

That being said, if you're relying on any one thing - one book series, one TV show, even a personal relationship - as your sole source of happiness and wellbeing, to the point where losing it would be soul-crushingly devastating for you, it's time to take a step back and start branching out your interests. Not being too parasocial with celebrities is a good thing, but their work shouldn't be your entire raison d'etre either. There's a balance to be found.

End of the day, it's going to suck on some level and there's no guaranteed way to fully prevent it from sucking. But there are ways of processing and dealing with it for yourself. You can survive it.

also. re: neil gaiman. for all the people wondering, "what if the celebrity I like turns out to be like him?" I just want to say a few more things-

now is a good time to evaluate your relationships with celebrities or internet personalities. this is just like, a healthy thing to do in general; I do it on a regular basis when considering the celebrities whose work I like. take a minute to think about how you feel about those people, and ask yourself how personal your attachment is to them. if you feel attached to them as you would a friend, family member, or partner, you may need to confront that.

if a celebrity you like turns out to have done something reprehensible, that doesn't make you a bad person for liking them in the past. you likely didn't know. if you loved neil gaiman's writing, and even if you still do, you don't have to feel guilty about it. however, you may want to reevaluate continuing to support them financially.

I deliberately said "celebrities whose work I like" earlier, because that's an important distinction to make- a celebrity's work is just their job. you can admire their work, and it can be very important to you, but at the end of the day, they are not their work. people will talk about "separating the art from the artist" when someone does something awful like gaiman, but I think this might even apply to celebrities you admire. for instance, I'm a big fan of tom waits' music. he has a very entertaining stage persona and is an extremely talented artist. as far as I'm aware, tom waits hasn't had any major controversies. but even so, it's important for me to remember that I adore tom waits' artistry, not tom waits himself. I do not want to become personally attached to someone I do not know.

just because neil gaiman did something awful, or because any number of celebrities did something awful, doesn't mean that you should be automatically suspicious of the ones that don't have allegations against them. it does mean that you should be wary of how you should attach to them, but it doesn't do to be paranoid about, for example, david tennant, because you were wounded by neil gaiman's actions. it does mean that you shouldn't form a parasocial attachment to david tennant (or anyone else), but it doesn't mean that he's also secretly an abuser, too.

[rmayuscula]

age gap autumn girl fuck you

[youllalwaysfindyourwaybackhome]

The epic highs and lows of trying to do laundry at a hostel

[legendaryskyscale]

I think about Raennyn a lot.

Maybe too much.

[sylusismybby]

Sylus doesn't realize how big he is until the first time you two have sex. You hiss, your hand gripping onto his bicep tightly as he pushes his cock into you. "Everything alright, sweetie?" His voice held a certain amount of gentleness, he stops moving as he waits for you answer. "Yes...you're just...big..." Sylus lets a small smile come to his lips. "I'll just have to be careful then. Wouldn't want to overwhelm you thus early on, kitten." His hips move forward again, this time he takes his time, making sure you feel all of him. Your gasps and moans are like music to his ears, he can listen to them all day. "Tell me if it's too much and I'll stop." It was too much but you didn't want him to pull out, it felt painfully good.

Once he was fully inside of you, he let's you adjust to his size, moving only a little bit. Your pussy squeezed him a few times making him groan. "You feel amazing. Can I move now?" He leans down feeling the way your legs wrap around his body, he holds onto your thighs as he kisses up to your jaw. "Yes." It's a weak yes, you felt so full, he felt so good. Sylus nods and then starts moving his hips setting a slow pace at first. As soon as he sees that your experience grows to one of full pleasure, he speeds up, his hips moving quicker, harder. The moans that leave your mouth get louder, your hands move from his arms to his back, nails digging into his pale skin. He chuckles, he isnt fucking you fast, he is fucking you well. "There we go. Thats my good kitten." He kisses you on the lips, it's a kiss of raw passion, you feel him everywhere in your body. The room is filled with skin slapping noises as his cock moves in and out of your pussy.

Pulling away from the kiss, he grabs your hands pinning your wrists above your head. "Look at yourself. You're taking me so well." His red eyes are filled with adoration and lust, this is exactly how he wanted you. You look up at the mirror that was above the bed, it's an imagine that you wish you can take a picture of. Sylus is on top of you, his body moving against yours, his back painted by the scratches of your nails, your sweaty bodies illuminated by the dim lights. It didn't him long to realize where you were looking, he bites into your neck before speaking. "Enjoying the view are we? Atta girl." Then he starts to thrust into you faster, his cock pouding you deeper than before. A loud moan of his name echoes through the room, you grab onto the sheets, eyes rolling back. He was hitting all the right spots.

When your velvety walls start to clench around his length, he knows that you're close, so he slows down, wanting to savor every bit of you. Sylus takes one of your breats in his mouth, his tongue eagerly swirling against your nipple. The combined pleasure is making you lose your mind, your back arches. "Syl! Faster please!" You're begging him now, something you swore you'll never do. "Is that so? Well, what my kitten wants, she gets." He takes hold of your legs and puts them on his shoulder.kissing your ankle before his movements speed up. Sylus admires the way your breasts bounce at his every hard thrust, he admires how your body reacts so perfectly to his. "Syl! I'm close!" The desperation in your voice makes his cock twitch, you feel it too. His hand moves down your leg until it reaches your core, he gently rubs his thumb over your clit to get you to cum. It works, tou cum around his cock, your body twisting in pleasure as your orgasm washes over you. He follows, pulling out quickly and painting your stomach white, his eyes are closed for a moment before he looks at you again. Sylus gives you a few moments before he turns the position around si you were on top of him. "We aren't done yet. Afterall..." He looks up, looking at your reflections in the mirror. "...it's time for me to admire the view too, sweetie."