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Dabi x Mary: "I'm glad that you were born"
"Look at me, Touya," Mary gently cupped her hands against Dabi's scared, burned cheeks. "I don't care what that bastard thinks. You are not a failure. No one is perfect, no one. We all have flaws and insecurities because that's what makes people human and frail."
He ignored her, chose to look outside the window instead of meeting her patiently, waiting eyes. Knowing that if he did. He would crack underneath her gently and understanding mismatched gems he loved so much.
"Touya, please, look at me," Mary tried again, whispering as tears burned, stinging her eyes, ears flat against her head. She turns his head down to meet her gaze, it hurt to see his beautiful ocean blues so lifeless and vacant, without of her reach. "You are not useless or worthless. You've cared too much and got burned for it."
She was crying for him?
No. Don't fall for her tears, don't offer her comfort. Bawling his fists at his sides, his knuckles turning white, don't look, don't move, she will give up and leave. It took everything in him not to scoop her into his arms, into his chest, kissing her tears away and apologizing, say anything until her tears dried and she turned into the sappy, happy, annoyingly lovable ball of energy and sunshine. Hold dammit!
Licking her dry lips as she continued, noticing the change in his body language as his hands twitched, the settle turn of his head in her palms, he had to know her true feelings, "I'm glad that you were born. You are here with me, by my side as my mate. My Touya is handsome despite these scars and burns, and I won't ask you to change who you are." She gave him a smile, despite her tears, clear distress, and worries.
Dabi's eyes refocused and widened at her words, turquoise irsis' staring down at tear-filled, wet violet and gold. "Do you mean it, beauty?" He whispered, voice cracking.
"Yes," She whispered, smile widening as she sniffed.
Reaching out, he wiped her stray tears again, more feel in it's place. "Say it again."
"I'm glad that you were born." She repeated without hesitation, "I thank the moon goddess everyday that you were born, Touya. For sending you to me that night we first met."
His breath hitched, her words cutting him deeply, straight into his still beating, blackened, burnt and frail heart. He swallowed thickly, mouth and throat dry, he felt his bottom lip quiver, breath growing labored; he couldn't breath, its as if his lungs stopped working. His chest ached and throbbed, heartbeat echoing loud in his ears, as he gasped for air, bloody tears welling up in the corner of his burnt tear ducts and falling.
"It's okay to cry when you are hurting, when you are sad, angry, let it go, my darling." Mary wasn't disgusted or didn't pull away. "Let me shoulder your burdens, your worries, your fears, your dreams, everything." She pulled him back into her chest, he quickly nuzzled and burred his head against her warmth, openly and quietly sobbing as she rubbed his back and ran her fingers through his inky black tresses. "Let it out. Scream, cry, wail, I wont judge you. Let it out."
Dabi wrapped his arms around her, clinging to her for comfort, his last lifeline and sanity; digging his fingers into the back of her shirt.
Mary nuzzled her head against the side of his, closing her eyes and crying along with him.
"Thank... you.... Mary..." He whimpered, shoulders shaking, shuddering, and trembling in her arms.
Mary decided then and there, that she would never forgive Endeavor. She didn't care, if the man was her father-in-law now. She didn't care that the man was currently Japan's Number Two Hero, didn't care if, the poor excuse of a man eventually got his wish and become number one. Hurting his family, his wife, his children for the sake of his pride, arrogance, greed and need to surpass All Might?
It made her grit her teeth, anger burned hot in her veins as she held her Touya, biting back and swallowing the snarling growl trapped in her throat. If she ever ran into that man, she would be civil, but if he tried anything, she would make sure to bite him, dig her claws into his flesh, she wasn't going down without a fight.
Now, there were two men she had to protect her family from.
All For One, and Enji Todoroki, Endeavor.
Mary blinked back angry tears as she forced herself to take a deep breath, it wasn't about her, it was about Touya and comforting him. Closing her eyes and holding him tighter, she swallowed her negative emotions for now and focused on humming a song.
She kisses the side of his head.
He sinks into the embrace, trying to remember the last time anyone held him like this aside from his mother, his mind goes blank. Closing his eyes, loving how she clings to him like she never wants to let go, and he never wants her to.
Pressing his weight fulling into her, pushing them down, she lets him and giggles lean back until they are flat against the bed, her legs spread and welcoming as he turned his head, listening to her heartbeat, thudding hard and fasts underneath her rib cage.
He sniffs and chuckles, teasing, "My wolf has turned into a rabbit." His voice was deep, rough and raw from crying his heart out.
"I would say the same about you," She fired back, blushing and wiping her eyes. "My monster turned into a puddle of mush." Smiling as he sits up, leaning on his forearms, a noticeable pinkish hue on his own cheeks. "Nothing like a good cry every once in a while, hmm?"
"I'm not crying, I hit my head." He muttered, growing more flustered as he pouted cutely. Okay, that sounded like total crap, even to him. "Dammit, beauty. You've made me all soft n' shit." He grumbles, reburying his heated face into her chest and shirt, "I blame you."
"Sure, whatever you say, pyro," Mary chuckles, running her fingers gently through his hair, rolling her eyes. "Don't worry, your secrets are save with me."
"It better," he replied, voice muffled. Peaking from his hiding spot, watching as she tilted her head, waiting, patiently and curious, tail wagging lazily against his stomach, tickling him. The odd sensation made his snort and choke back a laugh, fuck, that tickles, oh no, she's noticed. "Pff, dammit, stop, pff, it-"
Quirking at eyebrow as her smile curls into a smirk, "Stop what?" Tail swishing back and forth, brushing against his abdomen on purpose this time, watching at his face morphs between mopey, shocked and surprised to down right biting his lip, fingers clutching the sheets to try and not laugh.
"Stop-" He tried again, but she cut him off, hooking her legs around him and flipping them over. "It," he grunted, blinking and staring up at the woman now above him, straddling him and pinning his arms to his sides. "The fuck are you doing?" Dabi panted, trying to regain his breathing, eyes narrowing playfully, smirking. "If you wanted me on my back, so badly all you had to do was ask nicely, baby."
"Where's the fun in that?" Mary giggled, tail swishing back and forth like a cat waiting to pounce, her thumbs rubbing patterns on his forearms, mismatched orbs trailing from his face down to his scared and burnt abdomen.
He quickly caught on and quickly opened his mouth to protest, "No, don't you da-"
Too late.
She attacked, releasing his arms to tickle his weak spot, "Gotcha!"
"Hey!" He laughed, barking and cackling, squirming and trying to move away, "Ah, fuck! That's not fair," buckling his hips to try and shove her off, but she retaliated, wrapping her legs, around his waist and lock him against her. grabbing her wrists to try and shove her off.
"Awe," she cooed, tickling a few more times and stopped, "there's my casanova, smiling so pretty for me."
"Curse you're stupidly inhuman strength," he grumbled and scoffed, a hint of a smile curving his scared lips. "Fine, fine." He relaxed and leaned against her pillows that smelled like her. "You win this round, my beauty, but don't think I'll let you win next time."
Mary giggled, laying down and cuddling against his chest, smiling. "Anytime, loser."
He chuckled, voice rumbling beneath her. "You're the loser, bookworm."
She could hear the smile in his teasing tone as her eyes grew heavy, humming, nuzzling her head and yawned. "Letting out all those pent up emotions is exhausting," muttering out loud, and adding, "but worth it. It's not good to bottle it up."
Dabi wrapped his arms around her lower back and the other, running his fingers in her soft, silver-white locks. "Get some sleep, I'll be here." Tightening his hold and getting more comfortable, his breath fanning her ears and his scent filling her lungs with the sweet smell of burnt caramel, masculine and all him.
"Night, Touya," Mary mumbled, hand gripping his shirt, dozing off and whispering faintly, "I love you."
Dabi's turquoise eyes widened as his body tensed, then relaxed. His small smile, widened as he tried to calm his racing heart, thudding wildly and his stomach flipped, feeling giddy and sappy, blush spreading across his heated cheek.
He laid their sorting out his thoughts. Listening to her light breathing, feeling the rise and fall of her chest as his mind took in her words from earlier.
She was glad that he was born, thankful even. She didn't think he was a failure, a fuck-up, found his scars and burns attractive and wasn't scared of him, she's never been, not even the day they met. Anyone else would have been terrified, judging him on his scars and appearances, but not her.
She even cried for him, the thought alone made his chest ache and throb again, just as bad as her claiming mark had been on the night of their first night together.
He bit his lip and rubbed his face with the back of his hand and sighed, "Night, beauty."
Dabi felt stupid, but perhaps being tied together with this woman he adored wasn't so bad? He fell asleep, holding her tighter against him, that night, he didn't dream of fire, the past and the pain; instead, he saw his cute wolfish beauty's smiling face.
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Kingdom Hearts Dream Drop Distance - Naminé
#kingdom hearts dream drop distance#khddd#namine#my gif#she used to be so small and tiny#i'm so glad the reports in this game include alternate models for you to cycle through#it's cool to see her side by side like this and see how much she's grown because for some reason i thought the changes were more subtle#but she's a whole head taller. and her feet shrunk..?#i kind of like how minimalistic her design is because she stands out so much next to the other characters#with all their belts and buckles and zippers and accessories#it gives her somewhat of an ethereal look. she's a unique nobody with an incredible power so it suits her#but she deserves a nice new outfit too. she was pretty much born in that dress it's time to let her express herself#she is an artist after all
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Headcanon that Luo Bingge's birthday would be the day he left the Abyss, hear me out
Realistically, we have no idea when LBG's birthday is - and I'm pretty sure even he doesn't know exactly because he was, you know, sent down the Luo River for who-knows-exactly how long. The point is that birthdays are a touchy subject for him, because that implies that someone wanted to bring him into this world. His parents? Did they even want him? Why did they abandon him? Why did he have to grow up like this?
The only positive point is the washerwoman, but even then, that was the best part of his life. When she dies, a part of him dies too, and birthdays become an even more distant part because the only one who truly cared for him isn't even in this realm. Besides, when he comes along to QJP, he's probably thinking along the lines of "I've got no time for birthdays when I could be CULTIVATING"
And of course he gets bullied and everything, and the abyss is the last straw holding him sane. When he gets pushed into it, he gets the confirmation that indeed no one wants him. Even though there was NYY, she was still pampered by SQQ. And if anything, she might not want to see him like... this unless he gets powerful enough to EARN her love. (Aka Luo Bingge has self-esteem issues).
After all that hell in the abyss, when he comes out, he's no longer that white lotus, the one who believes in the good in everyone and that hard work will always pays off. No, he is now fully blackened and renewed with a new goal in mind: to make everyone pay and go down in history as a someone. He feels as if he found his true purpose in life, and god he is going to fulfill it. For once, he celebrates his birthday - not as the day of his physical birth, but of the person who he believes he must be and the person that was something he could never dream of. When Luo Bingge fell in the Abyss, Luo Binghe the sheep died and Luo Bingge, demon cultivator and tyrant, was born.
Also, it makes for a great tragic story when trying to wife up someone, and LBG fully intends on manipulating it to serve his purpose.
But sometimes, just sometimes, he dreams and thinks about the life before it. What would it be like if... if...? However, he promptly soon dismisses it because the past is the past. He cannot change it even if he wanted to. All he can do now is seek vengeance upon it.
#svsss#scumbag self saving system#luo binghe#luo bingge#blackened lotus#look I want the dude to have a birthday#svsss headcanon#also this makes for GREAT therapy when sy comes along and is like: “I'm glad you were born”#hell yeah sy#scum villain self saving system
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Sometimes i remember a comics moment i randomly came across somewhere, where Sam Wilson mentiones a musical and Steve Rodgers says he doesn't like musicals, to whitch Sam goes "Guess that means you really are straight" and even tho i don't care about Cap America or the Avengers, the moment stuck in me for that quote by Sam. And like....Sci, any ideas if straight men actually don't like musicals or is that bullshit?
actually i think i know more gay men who hate musicals than i know straight men who hate musicals. i've had a drag queen stop me point blank when i was about to sing a barbra streisand song, and i know so many gays who pointedly hate abba. so based on my experience i think the inverse is true. most of the straight men i know are kind of impartial about musicals, but gay men? hate.
my theory is that a lot of gay men don't want to fall into stereotypes, maybe. but thaaaaat's just a theory! a gay theory.
#sci speaks#i'm trying to understand the gays. they are a mystery to me.#i've seen a lot more toxic masculinity coming from gay men than i have from straight men.#i think it makes sense. they have less women in their lives. so they reckon with a lot more masculinity. more dick measuring.#also gay men have some of THE most unhealthy romantic relationships i've ever seen in my life.#this isn't a blanket statement on everyone but just from what i've seen. it's such a strange pattern i've observed.#lesbians? healthy. straights? usually healthy. gay men? universally a tire fire that makes me say “if you hate each other so much ??”#“why are you together??????????”#i have never met a cis gay mlm couple in real life that was healthy. every single one of them made my eyes widen in horror.#i want them to be healthy. please treat each other better.#the number of bitchy bitchy fights i've seen between mlm couples in public that make me so terrified#but i know mlm relationships in general are usually less... affectionate than wlw relationships. even and especially friendships.#just an observation.#i hate to say that there is a definite difference between amab vs afab experiences when it comes to relationship dynamics but.#of course there is. there is. as much as i want to say gender and sex do not matter. it really does.#it makes a difference. it does.#which is kind of why i'm glad i was born in the body i was. when people say “trans means you feel you were born in the wrong body”#im like.. i don't think that's true. i don't think that's true for me.#i wouldn't be me if i wasn't born the way i was. and i want to be me. but i'm a boy. i'm a boy but in the body that i have.#my body is still a boy's body. because i live in here.#sorry this went off on a tangent.#but yeah i know my brain would be different if i was amab. and i don't want all those other issues.#i think the only reason i'm so peaceful and serene is because i'm afab. and afabulous.#i see cis guys and im like.. yeah i don't want what you got.#once again! lucky to be me! i'm lucky. im lucky i have a vargooba. thank fuck for that!#couldve been so much worse off. could've been born with a dick and would be fighting for my life right now.
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chenford birthday episode save me.
#*carly catalogs#lucy’s been 29 for like 2-3yrs now lmaoooooo szzdfrtygshyjkl#tim needs to throw a surprise party for her when she turns 30#or ngl i would love for it to be tim's birthday and would love a dawson's creek parallel#of lucy holding out a cake for him and mouthing 'i love you' in the middle of singing for him#like 'happy birthday i love you i'm so glad you were born' 😚💕#the rookie#tim bradford#lucy chen#chenford#otp: you know me so well
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I mean this in the most affectionate way possible, of course.
But hey, that's okay! Somebody has to keep the people in Geneva busy😂
#nothing to see here folks#just America's psychotic hat doing what they do best😂#anybody remember those ''99 Things I am Not Allowed to Do'' lists that were popular back in the day?#well this is Canada's#proposed alternate title for the Geneva conventions: List of Things Canada isn't Allowed to do Anymore#maybe they're born with it maybe they're a war criminal🤣#(I had to modify it but shoutout to anna-pineappel for the original one with the word 'she')#to quote HLC: ''When the sorry stops the war crimes start.''#can you imagine if it didn't tho?#just imagine brutally stabbing someone and then being like ''Oh sorry.''#that would be awkward lol#side note: I'm so glad I saved this as a draft first instead of posting it right away#bc I was making my tags VERY late at night#and when I opened this one of my words was spelled wrong#I also had put something I don't even remember typing🤦🏻♀️#this is why the combination of late nights exhaustion and writing do not pair well together#sorry for the tag rant#as always it will happen again😂#spongebob squarepants#spongebob meme#my ramblings#random fun
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for those wondering why i have been mostly quiet regarding israel and palestine: most of the pro-palestine stuff i come across is dismissive of hamas' horrors, blatantly antisemetic in parts, and generally conflates the israeli population with their government. or worse, treats them as a monolith; it is true that there are many israelis mocking the people their soldiers are destroying. it is NOT true that all of israel doesn't care and is just totally cool with what's going on. i will share what i find of israel's atrocities, but i will not make my jewish followers feel unsafe for shit they had nothing to do with. most of the stuff i've seen that *does* acknowledge the horror is jewish bloggers who have spent much of their life advocating for palestine, now having to struggle against antisemetics coming to them, furious that they DARE to be upset at the lost israeli lives. as though they are not allowed to mourn for both sides. as though they are not allowed to be horrified by what has happened; that they can ONLY be worried for palestine and how the attack was the perfect excuse for israel to double down. i refuse to send even more hatred their way by spreading their grief further into the void; you never know Exactly who's following your follower's followers. i am glad, at least, that nobody i follow was outright celebrating. but i know that people WERE, and now they're trying to act like that never happened. so incase this wasn't clear, cheering on the deaths of Israelis does not fucking help palestine.
I am truly disgusted with the blatant racism and colonialism that manifests israel's very core. it is an attempt at a violent ethnostate, intent to not only destroy the people it seeks to replace, but fully erase them from history. i am also disgusted with the way that the left is happy to celebrate genuine terrorism if it's committed "for the right side", as if parading dead bodies and raping people does fucking ANYTHING good. as if that doesn't fuel the israeli government's chances for propoganda. as if it hasn't traumatized your jewish neighbors. there are no fucking winners in war. free palestine and protect your muslim AND jewish friends in this time, they are BOTH getting their shit kicked in by ignorant people who want to take out their anger on some random kid in ohio. we are all posting in anger here. but let's check ourselves before we post; misinformation and antisemitism weakens our voices. Edit for clarity: this post is for my mutuals. I am specifically asking my mutuals to think carefully about what they post; i am aware that i've been too quiet, and i am trying to remedy that. i am also warning my jewish and muslim followers that if you've been using my blog as a safe spot to not think about it for a little bit, you're gonna wanna block the tags below. 'horrible things' will usually do it. i am also venting about how every jew i follow is getting hit with the "die you stupid zionist" shit from coward anons who can't tell the difference between supporting israel and just being fucking concerned for your family over there. it's fucked.
#palestine#israel#nsfc#real death#genocide#rape#horrible things#i'm glad everyone's so concerned but can you PLEASE check yourself for antisemetism here#neither side is a monolith. israel is clearly the one in the wrong here but israelis are not all collectively guilty.#let's not forget some people were born into this cult and fed propoganda to keep them from the truth.#i will continue to post blatant information. i will also continue to TAG THEM and post silly memes and cats as well.#frankly i think our jewish and muslim followers deserve a fucking break here and there. don't you?#rants#edit: if you read this post and somehow got NEUTRALITY out of it i am seriously questioning your critical reading skills.#and if my post doesn't reflect your experience THAT IS PROBABLY A GOOD THING. I AM GLAD YOU'RE NOT SEEING THE SHIT I AM.#i am a LITTLE wired from seeing the shit getting fired at my very pro-palestine jews right now.
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^unrestrained summer fun
#listening to mitski after a while...her songs are so good but so sad.and i dont really have anything to be sad abt just wanted to b dramatic#thinking abt kawoshin...“you're so delicate like glass especially your heart” and “maybe i was born so that i would meet you” ....#“Thank you. I'm glad I met you ” as he got crushed by shinji is good#“Kaworu said he loved me. It was the first time someone told me they loved me . I loved him too” like woargh doomed yaoi in my mecha anime#the only good thing the rebuild had going on were the kaworu screen time tbh. i really loved the piano à quatre main ....#earlier this day i went through my screenshot and found stuff from no6 manga too .....white haired anime boys and the grip they have on me#maybe i should read some more doomed yaoi anyone wanna rec smthg ?doesn't have to be from a bl
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well, managed to go all day wearing a brazilian soccer shirt without anyone asking me if i'm from brazil/asking if i'm from a specific brazilian city that doesn't have the team of the shirt i wore. that's a first.
#this will forever be a mystery for me#it happens with brazil a ton now but people have always assumed i'm not white/parents are immigrants#people have thought i'm hispanic brazilian jewish native american & wildest of all pakistani#& always for weird reasons#me: *learns spanish in high school and enjoys it* everyone: oh are you latina? are your parents/grandparents latina?#answer: no i decided to learn spanish bc i thought it could be useful. no i'm not fluent bc i only learned in hs (but portuguese does help#me understand some)#me: *does an english project on antisemitism* everyone (INCLUDING MY TEACHER): oh are you jewish? religiously or ethnically?#answer: nope#me: *exists* this one guy i met in brazil: you must be pakistani i used to work with one and you look super similar#answer: also no me: *confused as heck seriously the others i can maybe see this one makes no sense*#me: *exists* someone: you look like you have native american ancestry#answer: no i do not#me: *has lived in brazil speaks portuguese etc* others: *assume i was born there*#answer: no i lived there for a while though#me: *eats at brazilian restaurant knows basic knowledge about brazil & wears a soccer shirt* everyone: OMG YOU MUST BE BRAZILIAN#like i get that i can be confused as brazilian for knowing portuguese and having lived there that one does make sense#what gets me is that people seeing me eating rice and beans or wearing a brazil team shirt are more confident that i'm brazilian than the#people that literally hear me speaking in a foreign language sometimes which is wild#me: *wears flamengo shirt* someone: are you from sao paulo me: no me internally: be glad i'm not brazilian bc if i were i would have killed#you for assuming that i'm from sao paulo while wearing a flamengos shirt that team is from rio de janeiro!#liv won't shut up#idk all of my ancestry pre-going to the us is from western or northern europe#& like my skin is darker than average for a white person but not dark enough to think i'm from a different race#i look like someone that can go outside without burning up. that's literally it#people are weird
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guys the rimlaine brainrot is setting in guys i need headcanons and fanart right now you guys this is a critical situation help me help me help me
#rimlaine#bsd rimlaine#bsd verlaine#bsd rimbaud#why are they so SAD#also i know he's horrid at some points but verlaine really is so handsome#and rimbaud is babygirl as shit#“Happy birthday. I'm so glad you were born.”#KILL ME STRAIGHT UP JUST SHOOT ME DEAD#also i just did a tiny bit of research of the real rimbaud and verlaine's relationship and...*yikes*#i mean kinda yikes in bsd but like WAY more yikes irl
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how do some people have normal boring coworkers. every job I've ever had I've been surrounded by people saying the most unhinged shit I have ever heard every single day
#god wants us to work until we drop dead.#sephiroth was my gay boyfriend in another life.#boy I was eating pussy before you were born.#you're a gamer? what do you think of hollow earth theory?#I respect the gay community and do you want to hear about a time I almost died.#good morning have you ever stabbed a man just to watch him die.#I think I was supposed to be a man but I'm glad I'm not because then I'd be gay.#all things people have said either to me or right next to me at work. context not provided because there was none
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It is absolutely infuriating that the list of priests found to be guilty of sexually abusing kids for the last eighty years in the Baltimore Archdiocese has some of the names redacted to protect the identities of the priests. If literally anyone else is guilty of CSA they get put on a publicly viewable sex offender registry, why should clergy be exempt from that?
#I'm so glad my mom was well past lapsed by the time i was born#mind you i don't think the Baptist Church is any better than the Catholic Church#but it wasn't my parents who made me go i went alone. hell they were just as worried about me regarding it#that was right as news was breaking of priests abusing children and being protected by the church#but i in my naïvte thought 'well I'm Baptist and not a boy so I'm safe'#Protestant clergy are just as guilty#csa tw#Baltimore#edit: accidentally repeated myself in the tags
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I hadn't read the ztd prologue in a while but I'm midway through writing my fic that could benefit from that knowledge so I finally got around to it with some of my friends and I firstly did not recall Sigma losing his cool that quickly but also the only canonical interaction this Sigma has with this Akane being "Swear future you will not lie to past me about how the end of the world goes down" and her essentially lying about not lying is so good and Phi being just as mad at him as Akane but otherwise staying off to the side oough the dynamics at play there
#because! I was fact checking on the wiki and it indicated that they were simply inconsistent with this information#as in she never gives the details away despite her own memories having left D-COM intact#but I did already think she probably just decided to lie by omission about the decision game#but this really did make it feel like that was the intention all along!#so yeah I'm glad about figuring that out logistically speaking it was bothering me while writing to not be sure#she was about to cry from how Sigma was talking to her too... that one fanart I made of her with big weepy eyes.......#stop bullying the criminal mastermind she was born in a wet cardboard box all alone#it works for the angle I'm coming from writing her though that she's feeling the pressure of not knowing everything™#and suddenly having to prevent a whole apocalypse after she just started to have a life again™#Sigma this girl is the best liar of the series do you really expect her to not take the chance if she has to like it isn't second nature#underrated dynamic they're the worst coworkers and no one actually respects one another#they're so funny to me they're sooo at odds while working towards the same goal but no one really got a choice to#and in the end the real time loop was the friends we made along the way and the world really only ended because she got them to prevent it#''oh but there's also the fanatic-'' shhh....#zero escape#ztd#zero escape spoilers#vlr spoilers#sigma klim#akane kurashiki#not art#writing
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✨ Understand my ship in 5 minutes : Ty and the Godkiller, early '23 edition ✨
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[Sketches] Ty is sketched in blue and all data about him is written / notched in blue. He has straight black hair nape-long, is wearing a fit open hoodie above a v-collared t-shirt, and has a smug and lightly condescending look looking at the viewer. The top of his head is touching the top of the square frame he's drawn in to indicate how tall he is. Sha'an is sketched in orange and all data about him is in orange. He has very short tousled hair, is wearing a too-big-for-him closed hoodie, and has a neutral-to-frowny expression as he looks downard and to the side.
[Data] Name : "Ty" (not actually his name) Height : Tall Age : around 21 (at the beginning of the story) Gender : Guy Sexuality : Bisexual Name : Sha'an Height : Short Age : around 19 (at the beginning of the story) Gender : Guy (gender apathetic) Sexuality : [citation needed]
Height difference : around one head, one head and a half Age difference : around three years
[Sliders] Big / little spoon : Ty likes to hug or have an arm over the shoulders of people's he's close with, so he's a strong big spoon contender. Sha'an has been touch-starved since he was a kid and has anxiety ; human warmth and weight surrounding him calms him and makes him sleep better => little spoon coded.
Lends / borrows clothes : Ty is voluntold as a lender of clothes, as Miya - Ty's adoptive sister / mentor - has clothed Sha'an in all his forgotten cast-offs and teenage garments. Sha'an accepts and wear whatever Miya gives him.
Use / doesn't use pet names : Sha'an doesn't even know what a pet name is, and would probably mistake the concept a little. Ty uses pet names to tease, play, or annoy, but wouldn't use any with the people he actually like. However he is partial to nicknames.
Introverted / extroverted * : (*meaning used here is "socially, what gives them energy or what use it) Ty needs his personal space at time to sort through things, as well as let his mask down and breath from the persona he uses at school or work or politic situations. But otherwise he likes and needs to be with his close ones around the clock, or he becomes quickly bored and restless. He would count as extroverted. For Sha'an, every social situation - no matter how many persons are present - is draining as he is constantly checking and reviewing input and calculating what is the "right" output. This ways he is introverted. However, alone time is not great for him either if he's not in nature, as he does not know how to relax and take care of himself. Quiet parallel play with Miya (and then with Ty as well, farther down in the story) is something he rather likes.
Affection through words / through actions : Ty uses both, but the depths of it will always be shown through actions. Words he uses for casual, friendly affection. Sha'an uses neither because he barely knows how to feel and recognise affection, let alone show it.
Confesses first / waits for confession : Easy one there : none of them ever confess ! at least, not in the sense of a "romantic confession" as we're used to. Screams about the bugs / squashes bugs with a shoe : They both squashes bugs with their shoes. Sha'an is technically a wild child who ran barefoot in the forest, and Ty a street urchin who slept in abandonned places. Bugs are not a problem.
Drives the car / can't drive lol : If they were in a world where cars exist, Ty would confidently road-trip with his friends or sister. Sha'an could be taught how to operate a car but would have zero knowledge of even the simplest roadsign and would be a danger to everybody himself included.
Can't cook for shit / makes dinner : Sha'an can't cook for shit as he never had to / never had a choice to learn or observe. He's fast at peeling and mincing though as it's a chore he did for a long time when he was a child / teen. Ty is reasonnably good at cooking, for his own sake because Miya is quite mediocre at it and generally do not care what she's eating as long as it's filling. Ty has taken upon himself to cook their meals whenever they're together since he learned how to in the House.
Dislikes PDA / loves PDA : Ty likes PDA because he loves doing whatever he wants wherever he wants. Skinship is one of his favourite ways to show his affection, as well as his possessiveness when he indulges in it. Sha'an, at the beginning of the story, doesn't register skin touch as conveyor of affection, and is left trying to infer the meaning each time, which doesn't help his anxiety. Way later in the story, he appreciates the touch but doesn't care about the public display part.
Overprotective / chill going : Ty is quite chill going, unless it comes to Miya and her hidden tendencies to carry out dangerous missions without what Ty deems as proper back-up. Ty has been banned from being "overprotective" of Miya until he can actually best Miya in hand-to-hand and armed combat, which hasn't stopped him griping even after he loses (which is every time). Sha'an is neither, because the idea that he could be in a position to say something about somebody's else choices is not a thing at the moment.
Has more relationship sexual experience / has NO relationship experience : Sha'an has the zeroest experience in sexual or relationship experience. [shrek "they don't even have dental" meme vibe :] He doesn't even know what friendship is ! Ty has a LOT of sexual experience, because he is a horny young adult and before that had been a horny teenager for a while. However he's not interested, at least for now, in romantic relantionships and is not pursuing them.
[Body silhouettes filled with colors (blue for Ty, orange for Sha'an)] Horny level : Ty filled in blue from toe to shoulders. This dude is HORNY horny. Sha'an silhouette is cut in two in a before / after way, and only his feet up to the knee is filled in orange in the 'after' half. I fucked up there cause it's actually much more than what he actually is, even wayyy down the line story wise. Sha'an has a long road ahead of him to reconnect with his body, and it's a good part of his arc. But even with that, he's just not that horny. Awkwardness level : Ty's feet are underlined in blue but that's all. This boy is very suave in social situations, have great physical grace, and just happens to not be perfect cause he's human and also still young. Sha'an's filled up to the knees : he's not actually awkward himself ; he juste makes situations or conversations awkward now that he's not evolving in the environnement he was raised for, where the etiquette, rules, and expected behaviours are completely different. Possessive level : Ty filled up to his hips. Ty is not particularly possessive about things, unless it's his. For actual things, it means his bed at the House and his room at Miya's, his daggers, and his necklace herited from Miya (who herself got it from her own mentor). For people it means Miya, and Sha'an after a long while. Sha'an filled up half of his feet. He is used to not own things for various reasons, and has learned to just let it go / to not see things as "his". He does however get the side possessiveness of 'this was given to me as a particular gift and by respect to this person i will not let it be taken back by anyone else not legitimate'.
And whoop whoop we're done ! As always with oc's, everything here is subject to changes, and also depends on when you are in the story ; but i'm still happy with this as of now :D (yes it says early '23 edition and was posted in december of 2023. i'm just that slow at doing creative things, but that's ok !)
#machdraws#ocniverse#ty and the godkiller#ty & the godkiller#oc's#hello this are my blorbos !#they were born nearly one year ago !#i wasn't planning to finish this tonight but this makes me happy actually#very glad about ty's smug look which is just. so very him.#sha'an however does not actually look like that he's much more square faced#but whatever it's sketches i made in literally two minutes like 8 months ago so i'm still bery happy#if you have questions / are curious please do not hesitate to ask !#and if not it's ok as well i sure discovered the pleasure of doing something for oneself lol#it's the first time i have oc's with an actual story and stuff... generally i just have one or two melodramatics scene i play in loop#now i have MANY dramatic scenes !!#(actually it's mostly domestic stuff. and landscapes.)#have lot of other things planned / i want to share (or just do for me to look at it again) so i hope there'll be more in the soon future !#also i don't like to write because Perfectionnism but this was. kinda nice. i really liked it rereading#alted#thank you transcriber !
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"the reason why most people think that the holocaust is the worst tragedy to happen to humanity i the modern are is because israel paid for it"
i'm sorry, but if you think that, not only are you a disgusting human being but i immediately doubt that you know anything about the holocaust.
much like the guy in the video, i do not believe in ranking tradgedies, but people making it a common talking point nowadays (i urge you to watch op's reblog with ppl's comments. i am personally too repulsed to reblog them) are fucking concerning, and often do it with the smug ignorance of knowing nothing at all.
real quick and without looking it up, name me a ghetto besides warsaw and a death camp besides auschwitz. hell, tell me what is auschwitz's full name. tell me what is the death march or the death trains, tell me why the gas chambers were even made, tell me what instigated kristallnacht, or what was the evian conference. tell me what jewish communities outside europe suffered from the holocaust. and if you can't answer me all of that, know that you know less than i did at 12.
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i’m going to let this video speak for itself. bc i don’t even know what to say anymore. i don’t know how we come back from this level of radicalization among young people to the point where holocaust denial has become the norm.
#antisemitism#holocoust#holocoust denial#again ppl with the shittiest opinions on the planet are making me comment about a subject i would rather keep my head down about#i'm writing this bc i read ppl's comments to this guy's vid and both misrepresented what he said#were glad that they had an excuse to hate him (even though he raised a lot of money for palestinians)#and implied that holocoust denial is fine since the guy was born in israel - doesnt live there now mind you -#but at some point in his life had his soul tainted but the ontologically evil ppl
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Do I think now's a good time of day to second guess myself? Yeah.
#if you consider spewing in the tags as an off the record venting thing then this might be what it is#there's some apparent discomfort coursing through me at the moment about writing#(and to be fair. i've only been writing for one unoriginal thing and not. you know. an Original. it's been 4 years since)#and i know it takes repetitive action to be able to put the Up in upskilling#i've been seeing that when i draw too!#but the gnawing anxiety over IF my writing makes sense in a given space is looming about#i only wish to outdo the versions of me that came before who i am now and i see that. i've read that.#the works i have proudly introduced to a number of friends has me reflecting on the fact that i have and CAN finish things after all#what does suck is having that small gap in your safe place be infiltrated by the negatives. even while you're in the process of keeping on#and just putting in the work.#i'm just very glad to have a number of people run through the stories i write and discussing where it'll go with me#how little turnout is never indicative of the work's worth#nor is it negating all the effort and learnings that were born out of it#personal#text post
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