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dazedabby · 1 year ago

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#I haven't felt so small in so long #Just absolute dirt #A waste of space #Surrounded by people who love me and it's not enough #How selfish of me #I'm feeling so numb #Still no professional help #I'm on a waiting list #But I don't know if I can wait any longer #will delete soon

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ryanthel0ser · 1 year ago

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Moodboard for post Spider Verse

#i'm gonna be insane for the next year over that #it was so good but i feel numb now how do i go on #i broke for a solid hour and all i did was scream and go “what” “heh” “i dont” “what”#spiderman #spider man across the spider verse #spider verse #across the spiderverse #miles morales #spiderverse

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sainz100 · 22 days ago

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Daniel Ricciardo and Max Verstappen in Tokyo ahead of the 2016 Japanese GP | x

#max verstappen #daniel ricciardo #autumn posts #filing under things that are just new to me #escaping the dread for a moment with making some little gifs #thinking of everyone today #I've been numb with dread but I've been thinking of that Justin Mc Elroy quote like I'll keep doing good and no one can vote on that #I'll keep helping and supporting my friends and community and taking care of myself too #and one of those ways will be momentary escapes here in F1blr #I won't ramble too much but I'm just so heartbroken and dissapointed ... I had such hope #but we'll keep going and keep being strong ❤️ or I keep telling myself that!!#I gotta get back to the office #but sending everyone lots of energy and good thoughts and thank you for this space to get away and feel better for a little moment #have a restful day night and morning ahead 🏙️🌃🌆#be back soon!!#mentally will be at Daniel singing in the car and Max vibing along with him #maxiel hours in my heart only always

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findmeinthefallair · 1 year ago

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"It's been a year, I feel so heavy... Mama, will this feeling ever stop?"

“Mijo. It hurts. But you have so many people who love you. We can help you carry that feeling and one day it might not feel as heavy.”

(Dialogue by @childlikegoblinqueen, with some smol additions by me)

#the owl house #toh hunter #hunter noceda #camila noceda #for Flapjack #toh edits #loz's edits #my notes: I may be having an unpopular opinion after Dana said Willow would cut his hair short again..but --#I think he'd only make that step after he hits the 1-year mark. I've felt extremely similar numbness/depression that lasted almost a year #I'm not sure he'd have the focus to be proactive to change his hair so quickly. coz everything will be a reminder: he may not see the point #anyhow yea it's sweet to think of how respectful the others will be to him. asking him if he wants to take part during the first anniversar #the house wouldn't be decorated. he'd feel bad that they can't have as much fun as they apparently otherwise would #but obvs they insist they are very willingly dialing things down a lot and are also sad and grieving #but the key here is..aesthetically he's wearing a red sweater. that counts for something (thematically). for a reason

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kaddyssammlung · 1 year ago

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#I'm going to write a few things here...yes in here actually #I feel so weird...I'm very dissociated at the moment...I can't feel my hands..they are damn numb but also in general just so far gone today #that is all I guess...now back to our strange dancing ballerina XD #sleep token #sleep token worship

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mirensiart · 2 months ago

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Youve got MY brain churning now >:D

With regards to the lu x kiznaiver au, if someone is in so much pain that they pass out, do the remaining Links get an instant reprieve? The panic that would seep thru the chain if so- especially the first time it happenssss oohohoho

Im also watching the anime with a friend next week, ty for the unintentional recommendation 😂

It's such a fun concept, the brainrot is real lol!

And ooh, I would think so! Like when u pass out cause of pain, it's because the brain wants to shield u of it, so I would assume that if one of them passes out the rest would stop feeling that link's pain 🤔

The potential hurt/comfort though... you're cooking!

I actually want to rewatch the anime now too! I've watched it twice, but the last time I did was in 2017 so it's been A While lol

It's a short but fun watch, i liked the concept a lot, and I believe there's so many ways to explore it outside of what the anime did !!

I hope u enjoy it! I do remember the cast being very lovable hehe

#i do remember it having like some pretty dumb sex jokes #like I'm super sure those aged like milk lol #just felt the need to warn u just in case!#the main character is like blorbo material so good his whole thing is that he is numb and doesn’t feel pain #so the pain sharing experiment is the first time he feels stuff #and it's good very good #also a lot of whump #oh and love triangles #idk if u enjoy those but this anime has A LOT lmao i personally didn’t find it annoying but i know people do #ANYWAY enough yapping #sorry lol #lu pain sharing au #miry's ask box

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xoxoemynn · 6 months ago

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I know it's been months, but there are still some times I see a reference to OFMD's cancellation in news articles and I'm hit with the feeling of "what?! no! how could that be?" all over again.

Just seeing the words "Our Flag Means Death's cancellation" takes me out at the knees.

Those words weren't supposed to be typed.

It wasn't supposed to be like this.

It still doesn't feel real.

Get me out of this gravy basket.

#emynn.op #ofmd #idk with all that's come out since the cancellation I'm not surprised #but then I think back to October/November/December #when we were SO certain #ALL the signs were there #sometimes I feel numb to it but times like tonight #just a sudden deeply unpleasant jolt #I hate it

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itsyouch · 8 months ago

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no because I regret EVEN saying that I hate tex as a joke. This scene hurt man....

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worthless-misery · 3 months ago

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Dear diary...

I'm sorry...

I'm sorry I always feel so hopeless...

I'm sorry I think ending myself is the only way out...

I'm sorry I don't take care of myself...

I'm sorry I don't study or work hard enough...

I'm sorry I'm so bad with money...

I'm sorry I sleep so much...

I'm sorry I don't go to therapy...

I'm sorry I dissociate so much...

I'm sorry I always want to relapse...

I'm sorry I don't try hard enough...

I'm sorry I want to give up...

I'm so sorry... You deserve so much better than me...

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shannonsketches · 8 months ago

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he's so important to me

#i guess i need to watch the anime but super's manga has just been a self-indulgent fever dream for me from start to finish #100000/10 absolutely perfect so validating so extremely catered to my tastes and headcanons and analyses and humor #so fucking funny and emotional and intense and goofy and beautifully drawn #my beautiful son getting to finally fucking see his HARD won character growth fucking shine and choose love and choose to be loved!!!!!!#Goku just being Goku Vegeta being Team Dad Piccolo being Team Grandpa Bulma being a fucking superstar keeping everybody organized and fed #god i love this squad i love this series i love these dumbasses and their struggles and their triumphs and their stupid childish bonding #I love that Toriyama just spent the last several years reminding the class that DB as a whole has always been an ACTION-COMEDY about LOVE #and I'm SO sad that the z anime really never did it justice in that sense because of having to fill time with dramatic tension but god. GOD #THE MANGA HAS ALWAYS BEEN SO CLEAR ON THAT THESIS.#Just all about Restorative Justice and Community and CARING even when you wish SO MUCH that you didn't care but yoU DO GODDAMMIT!!!#SUCH a great series I'm so sad it took losing mr t for me to finally read it but my god I needed to read it now and I'm so glad he wrote it #and i'm SO glad he wrote it Exactly Like This #once again rip to a legend i'm caught up and crying it's so perfect it's SO everything I've wanted to see onscreen and embedded in canon #and canon isn't everything but it still feels gREAT to be SO 1:1 on the same page with an author re: how you interpret your blorbo yknow???#been rotating this man in my head for 25 years and Mr Toriyama just mWAH kissed me on the forehead about it #anyway enough tag rambles I'm off again aklsjla #bonus for that kenpachi shit and letting him say 'sorry dude I can't be cold and numb anymore but this is still cathartic as fuck lol' like #mr t i hope you see the HIGHEST tier of heaven for that (and obviously for like everything all of it the whole life you led)#dbtag

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okaydays22 · 4 months ago

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#i'm in a very tough spot mentally #idk what to do #anxiety is driving me nuts #and at the same time i feel completely numb #like my soul is curled into a tiny ball hidden somewhere inside my chest #i'm so tired #so so tired #why am i like this #i feel so pathetic and miserable #weird web #weirdcore #oddcore #strangecore #orange #abstract art #pics that make you go hmm #2000s internet #2000s web

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homefryboy · 7 months ago

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Thanks for completely ruining the ending of TADC episode 2 for me./lighthearted

During that entire scene all I could think of was your comic and I was mumbling “He existed.”

IKR I was mumbling too ! i ruined an emotional sceeeEene X0 I love/hate being validated hA

like I said before, I am so smrt

#ask #tadc spoilers #tbf I can't give myself so much credit i'm sure i wasn't the only person w/ that idea #i don't engage w/ fandom much so how would i know #also in hindsight i feel a lil bad making them so callous to kaufmo i rly thought they didn't give a rat's ass abt him #ig they're just kinda numb to abstraction #but hey i did it for the lolz

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marclef · 9 months ago

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surgery update time fellas, i finally got my drains taken out and my binders/gauze stuff and

holy fucking shit

MY CHEST MAY BE SCARRED TO HELL AND SORE AND HEALING BUT OH MY GOD IT'S SO DIFFERENT SEEING IT THIS FLAT

I SPENT HALF THE DAMN CHECKUP JUST STARING AT MYSELF THINKING HOW WEIRD IT FELT

i still have to wear at least one binder for a bit for healing but, getting the bigger one off was such a damn relief though, legitimately felt so nice not being squeezed like that any more

thanks to everyone who's had such nice things to say too, i love y'all very much and it means so much to me 🥺❤❤❤❤❤

#hello another long rambling post but AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH I'M FREE I CAN TAKE A GODDAMN SHOWER AFTER A WEEK #I CAN SLEEP IN MY BED TONIGHT!!!! MY BED!!!!!!!! I DON'T HAVE TO SLEEP IN THE GODDAMN RECLINER ANY MORE #I'M SO MUCH MORE FREE NOW AND IT FEELS SO FUCKING GOOD EVEN THOUGH I KNOW THERE'S A LOT MORE STILL COMING #my chest is also like. weird and numb. i mean it's probably gonna be like that 'til the scars heal more but. oouuuooghhhhgh it's different #my gay trans ass staring at my scarred marker-covered bruised chest though like 👁👁

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good-to-drive · 7 months ago

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I totally agree with the general consensus that Ringo provided a lot of emotional support and coolheadedness to the other beatles to the point where they'd have probably killed each other without him but I do also wonder sometimes how much of that is being supernaturally patient and easygoing and how much of it is Ringo just having a tumultuous and isolated childhood where he was never taught to recognize and assert his own emotional needs so he became a blank slate on which others could process their emotions

(And tbh I also wonder how an inability to access or assert his feelings may have contributed to his tendency to process pain by numbing himself and the pretty shitty way he treated women)

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ladylaser07 · 8 months ago

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#she's so awkward w everything #i love her #jokes aside she probably has some serious mental issues #i feel like she's even more numb than she was in season 2 #great comparison is how she reacted to a gun being pointed at her in season 2 and now in season 3 #in s2 there was genuine fear in her facial expression #but now?#nothing #god i just want her to be happy but i'm afraid the chances are high it's not gonna happen #this post was supposed to be silly why am i doing a depressing analysis in the tags #the bad batch #emerie karr

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desi-yearning · 15 days ago

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The best way to deal with Big Feelings is to not deal with them at all

#follow for more amazing advice #abhi rants #im feeling too many Feelings #i feel so much love and i feel a shit ton of fear because of that #I'm also angry at someone #and sad and nostalgic #and kinda happy too #I'm yearning sooooo bad too #i kinda like feelings tho because feeling too much to me is always better than feeling nothing #i hate the numb periods during which i feel indifferent towards everything #those times make me feel very alienated and unnnatural #so yeah feelings are nice #I'll just have to deal with them better

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