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is this the tragic clown the sims warned me about
#tadc#the amazing digital circus#pomni#art#doodles#sketchdump#just kidding that's the other guy that got turned into the forbidden polygon spaghetti and eyeballs#artblock go brrt haha#''say the line cozy'' i don't like how this looks (crowd cheers)#maybe I'M the tragic clown#the first fanart is always the most intimidating i'm fine now probably#i also have to draw feddy fanart i just don't have any good ideas for that either#feddy movie is good btw. surprisingly. i have already seen it three times#anyway pomni is cute i like her. i hope nothing demented happens to her (so many demented things are going to happen to her)#once again scheduling this for when i will be asleep so i can't change my mind about it. which is how i post most of my art
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my obsession with people waking up to start a scene in their pov is showing again
#oh my GOD ok ok it's not my fault this time (it is)#he's already asleep!!! what do you want me to do#NOT wake him up? hello??#what the fuck#what an interesting convo that would be#“hello i'm astral projecting right now. ur gay. insert sokka meme here.”#also u guys probably want me to check on everyone else properly#what better way than to talk to them? u gotta be awake for that tho homie#chicken scratch#smoke & ashes#linked universe#sometimes i just start talking ok#idk what's coming out of my mouth#don't ask me#i could be doing something productive rn. i'm doing this instead#anyway. anyone else do this?#also: poor boy is not having a good time. dream trauma for the win#eh he's fine. king of repression over here#if you Don't Think about ur problems they don't exist
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FFXIVSwap gift for @mythandral :>
I decided to use one of the themes, and went with 'Vacation'! I have sent Myth on a trip to Sharlayan so that he can take in the sights and discuss engineering triumphs and tribulations with like-minded folks. And maybe get a nap or two in, too :>
#ffxivswap#he is SO fun to pose I hope I did him justice + that you like!#i'm sorry i gave him neck cramps from falling asleep on a bench :(#the guy taking notes in shot 2 has been trying to solve for an engineering problem for the last MONTH#and myth has just provided the stack overflow response that works with his setup#arguing guy has a one-liner response that is incorrect#pink hair has already thought of six ways to silence him forever :)#hat guy just loves automatons and just might be waiting his turn to infodump on his latest project#on which noteguy helped! arguing guy did too because in certain arenas he's a goddamn wizard even if a bit abrasive#coming in right at the deadline this time thanks to some rl matters OTL thank you for your patience!
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Dancing with the devil...
@estelletheskeleton forgot to add this here but here you go >:Dc
#illustration#my art#dust sans#utmv#undertale au#dust!sans#dusttale#dust#i wasn't sure if i was gonna post it today but it's midnight now so it technically counts as tomorrow right?? ;D#all thanks to you drag if you're reading this! you never ask for anything so how could i say no to you precious bean?? >:'Dc <3333#anyways hoo boy you guys sure liked my last dust drawing!!#which still baffles me to this day cause like. first of all i really forgot just how many of y'all liked this crusty dusty man HHH#and second i'm sorry but why is it always the art that i'm 'meh' about always the ones that pop off?? i was hiding my head in shame-#nitpicking it like crazy but then going ''eh it's not like people are gonna see this one so *shrugs*'' posting it then going °O°??!!#sorry i just never like any of my dust drawings for some reason cause i can't!! get the hang of his whole silhouette/hoodie/face combo!!#he always looks so stiiiiff in my art i'm sorry dust stans you draw him so elegant and i can't do him justice xD#((side note but the phrasing of the ask made me giggle the first time i saw it xD#thanks estelle and i really do draw if it weren't already already clear by now hhhh :'Dc <3333))#anyways i'm rebloging it later in the day for those of you that are asleep rn so bye for now >:Dc hope you liked this one<3333
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I woke up at 3am again and I'm not able to get back to sleep for the life of me 🙏🏼 SO!!! I have a proposal in mind hihi
how would we feel about an mha actor!au smau?? 🙋🏻♀️
"being a romance movie director meant you knew all about the clichés, plot twists, and narratives that could happen in them. you knew how to handle and execute them in films, so why were you clueless on what to do when anonymous love letters were constantly scattered around set and addressed to you?"
and yk all the stuff about "actor x actor relationships are a pain to manage by their pr teams, but what if it was an actor x director relationship?" OK???
if ever I do this, I think it'd be clear who the character I do this with will be hihi
#I'll probably hate that synopsis when I fall asleep and wake up to see this post later#but yk it shows the gist of what I'm thinking lmao#i really do have to stop waking up at the most ungodly hours#LIKE IT'S SO COLD IT'S BEEN RAINING ALL NIGHT I HATE THIS#though back to the smau#yes ik i have two ongoing ones already#and yes ik that i haven't updated jamais vu for so long now#BUT#hear me out on this plz lemme cook#okey anyway lmk what you guys think abt this plz and thanku<3#🖇️frans; [ yaps !! ]#probably going back to bed after i post this too so gn guys!!!#mha#mha x reader#mha smau#mha smau series#bnha#bnha x reader#bnha smau#bnha smau series
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good afternoon
that's it, that's everything.
#i have to take care of a dog and a 19 year old boy#my family is not home#fell asleep to TWA#“oh I've done so much with already! might as well just actually listen to him.”#the first video that popped up was the apology video.#THE APOLOGY VIDEO.#mr. jp beaubien i really don't want your real life eyes staring me down when I'm trying to sleep#anyways it took me like 30 minutes to fall asleep but we got there in the end.#it's currently afternoon#he's still playing#i skipped the apology video if that wasn't obvious#“the new animation is kind of uncanny valley” does NOT hold a candle to “literally just him staring me down from behind the screen.”#the next vid was filler arc#which i gladly finished#Don't stay up until 8am guys#if i counted correctly then i stayed up for like 21 hours [i mean you can technically call it an all nighter]#ANYWAYS good morning guys#and if i don't see you again#good afternoon#good evening#and goodnight :)
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Day 5
Madara is running, mind trying to keep up with everything that just happened. Take a left and then a right, there’s a contact there that can help. He feels blood dripping down his arm but he has to keep going. The shouts behind him are getting louder so he takes a left instead of a right, hoping to find a place to hide for a moment and catch his breath.
He has to make it to the meeting point and get his arm checked out before his date with Leo later. If he has to cancel again over this… He’ll make it. He has to.
Madara must have bled more than he thought at first. He’s stumbling and it’s harder to breathe and he almost doesn’t notice when he runs into someone else until that familiar voice cuts through the fog.
“Mama? Mama are you okay?” Why is he here? Did he have something going on? Madara tries to turn around, find a different place to hide. He can’t talk about this right now, not with Leo. Leo grabs his hand and Madara is too weak to pull away.
“I’m fine, Leo-san.” The shouts that were following him seem to be getting quieter. They must have taken the bait. He relaxes just a little bit. “I have somewhere I need to--” He collapses before he can finish, everything goes blurry and he has to force himself to focus on Leo’s voice. He can tell that someone’s speaking but he can’t tell if it's himself or Leo. Stay awake stay awake stay awake.
He feels his lips moving and he’s trying to say something while Leo is on the phone and applying pressure to Madara’s arm. Please don’t leave. I love you I love you I love you. Leo places a hand on his face and forces Madara to look up at him. Leo is saying something but Madara can’t hear it. I’m sorry you had to see me like this. Leo looks stressed. Madara caused this. He needs to leave before he makes it worse but Leo pushes him down when he tries to stand. His arm is throbbing.
Someone hands Leo a bottle which Leo then puts to Madara’s lips, cool water quenching a thirst he didn’t realize he had. His head clears just a little bit and he can hear Leo finally. Stay with me Mama, please stay awake. I love you too.
There’s more talking and Leo is pulled away while the emergency responders put Madara on a stretcher and put him in the ambulance. He tries to grab Leo, get them to let him into the ambulance as well, but they just strap his arm to his side and begin to assess the damage.
Madara wakes up in the hospital, Leo sitting in the chair next to his bed. Leo tackles him in a hug before he can say anything and the nurses are running in to check on his vitals. He’ll be okay but he won’t be released until tomorrow.
“I’m sorry, Leo-san. I really wanted--”
“What’s going on? Don’t lie to me.” Leo’s voice cracks.
“I was… trying to protect you. There are a lot of people who want to hurt you and I can’t…”
“I can make my own decisions, Mama.”
Madara doesn’t speak. He opens his mouth but any words he could say die on his lips.
“I know you want to protect me but I don’t want you to get hurt because of me either.”
“I know.”
There’s silence and Madara is afraid Leo might finally break things off. His cheeks are wet and he refuses to look at Leo. Instead, Leo grabs his hand and squeezes it.
“I love you. I don’t want to see you hurting.”
He was much more serious than the Leo Madara knew and loved. He couldn’t bear to see Leo hurting either, especially if he was the cause.
Madara squeezed Leo’s hand and made a silent promise that he’d be more careful from now on. Something had to change and continuing to get hurt like this wasn’t helping anyone. Maybe someday they could be happy together with nothing to worry about, but he would have to work to make that happen.
#shay writes#january writing challenge#madaleo#cw for blood/injury and violence (though the violence is just mentioned)#I'LL DO SOMETHING CUTE WITH THEM ON THE 8TH I PROMMY#HOLD ME TO IT#i just had such a bad day at work today oh my fucking god#it was so busy and we had two people who had to leave early#(they carpool and one of them got a call that their kid got hurt at school and he's already sick so. they went to go pick him up)#and then we just. got slammed from like 1-1:45 i didnt actually get a break or anything#i took 10 minutes to eat some food and that was my break#we were kinda slow from 2-3 but at 3 we got busy again#died down for 15 minutes and then another 10 cars in the drive thru and 5 people in the dining room#at least one guy gave us a little tip so that was sweet of him#i'm just so out of it but i had to write. i had to i'm determined to keep up with this#if i skip a day i'm going to lose steam so on we go#no guarantees for quality i'm falling asleep as we speak snork mimimimi
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have we ever considered that maybe i am in fact the biggest loser ever and it's not my silly kp0p men after all..
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i don't Want to go to bed, i don't want my bedtime to be 8pm anymore, i want to see an 11pm that doesn't physically hurt me and won't kill me utterly the next day :( but alas i have the bedtime of a 1st grader or whatever age group of kids goes to bed at 8. it's the 6 year olds And Me <3
#yes it's 9pm here and yes i already have a headache and it's pissing me off#i'm gonna smoke weed and hope that it knocks me out quixk enough to get more than 6.5 hours of sleep before an 8.5 hour workday tomorrow -_-#('-_-)/| <- me falling asleep standing up at work tomorrow#did everyone see the poll does everyone like the little guys? i quite like the little guys. anyway good night i guess 🫶#where's my good night post hold on#a post
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What if my name was Emily. Just Emily, no Mia involved whatsoever, just good ol fashioned E M I L Y
There's even nicknames ! Em, Emmy, Emma (it's literally a different name but some people use it as a nickname??), so many more options than Mia
#really souring on the name mia as of late#like I only half picked the name through pretty dumb circumstances#it was suggested as the best option to me by a rando school counselor for a reason that didn't even end up being followed through on#and for the past like decade I've been the at best androgynous guy people know that just so happens to go by mia#ignoring all the weird gender nuances I feel I know nobody saw me as a girl during that time#not to mention the sheer number of people that know both my (former) preference for mia and my dead name. not a fan of that#but now I'm on hrt and although I don't pass I can make it very very obvious I'm not a cis male at least#and I'm moving in a few months and nobody there needs to think of me as either a cis guy or by my dead name#even if they're dicks about it I'd rather be the tranny emily than Weird Cis Guy Named Mia that everyone saw (well. sees) me as#god I feel like I've end up thinking about this every time I can't fall asleep these days#it's either that or my totally normal and normal (not to mention normal) feelings regarding [-]#I wish I wasn't out of edibles already damn I just wanna sleep#god I need to shut up#I might be very sleeped deprived. experts say it may be possible#this isn't even a big deal why do I care so much about it and why am I so nervous to actually follow through on it. nobody else cares
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that moment you're trying to read fanfiction and it's 3 in the morning and you're half asleep and you read a bit and then close your eyes bc you're so tired but then you open your eyes and try to keep reading from where you stopped but you just slipped into another reality while you napped for a millisecond so now you don't know in which part of the multiverse you are and you wonder if maybe you just woke up from the matrix
#guys i swear im just really sleepy#i did not smoke pot#the only drug i've ever taken is wine for crying out loud#why can't i just fall asleep already tho#sorry i sound crazy#i exercised a lot so I'm tired#tori is going mad again
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everyone send me strength for i have a blood test tomorrow morning and i might die
#no i won't. i wish. better than getting a blood test that's for sure#already failed my first task which is fasting for 12 hours. bc i forgot. so hopefully 9 hours is fine too :/#now my next task is falling asleep. may have taken some medicine for a bit of a chemical help with that.#and then. oh god. tomorrow is gonna suck so bad. i hate blood tests sm. rip.#wish me luck guys o7 I'm gonna need it
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i think the end of ep 7 plot twist in severance just got me harder than any plot twist in any media has since like..... the first season of htgawm.
#holy FUCK.#things i didn't see coming at ALL but that have woken me UP#i should be ASLEEP because i have COVID but holy FUCK#severance#sidenote it's been 9 fucking years since htgawm came out. what. but yeah that's the only comparable thing i can think of#i was vibing so hard with everything happening like FUCK YEAH CHARACTER ARCS I LOVE HOW WELL THIS SHOW PLUMBS EXTREMES AND HOW WELL ALL OF#THIS JIVES WITH MY INITIAL META I'M HAVING A GREAT TIME I LOVE ALL THESE LITTLE GUYS AND THEIR PROBLEMS#and then. AND THEN!!!!!#and the thing is i was already CURIOUS about ms casey because 1) dichen lachman is too big a powerhouse for a cardboard role and#2) i wanted to know what the fuck 'part time innie' meant. i felt clever for calling that she was severed LONG before the show confirmed it#but I DIDNT EXPECT ANY OF THAT AT FUCKING ALLLLLLL#partly my bad for imagining mark's late wife as a vapid blonde woman. because all fridged wives are vapid blonde women. but WOW#UNFRIDGING THE WIFE LIKE THIS... WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW I LOVE IT HERE#severance spoilers
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one of the most batshit things to think about from hellblazer is that constantine has been physically present to watch angels of god tear somebody apart, twice, not in human bodies but in their real biblical forms, and one of those times it was another angel they were ripping to pieces. how do you process that? what does it feel like, to be in the same space as the intention of slaughter in divine casing?
like no wonder he doesn't treat heaven differently than hell, no wonder he doesn't want their absolution, no wonder "i'm on the side of the angels" is such an ironic line for him. the forces of divinity in his world are just as monstrous as demons, and maybe even scarier, because what he remembers most about those moments he witnessed is the absolute apathy with which those angels acted.
#( ooc. ) OUT OF CIGS.#i'm falling asleep but i'm also absolutely losing my mind to think about this#i already have a list of funny absurd things that have happened in hellblazer but i need to make a list of serious ones too#because some of the shit he's seen and had to do...........guys this man is Fucked Up. the world he inhabits is Deranged#and he has learned to twist himself to match its shape in order to survive so what does that make him in the end?#he's monstrous to people and painfully human to monsters and living with the memory of shit that nightmares have nightmares about#makes my fucking brain go brrr
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I saw Jay's playthrough of Sally Face today and it made me remember how much I love this game, so I drew Sal :))!!
#seriously I just ahafgz I'm going to be so annoying about this game now I'm sorry (lying)#(everytime I say/read/etc the word seriously I read it in Ocean's voice when she's singing What The World Needs omfg)#his hair looks like that because........uhmm#cute :33 but also I just..can't draw straight hair ://#in pigtails specifically. idk why it just two ponytails so I don't know WHY I can't...#my dad is saying I HAVE to go to school or he won't pay the wifi bill uhmm apparently it 2 months behind?? uhh yeah...? oof guess I'll#fucking kms instead because if I have to be at that DAMN HIGHSCHOOL AGAIN#I am only a freshman and I already wanna bash my head into the desk#MY GYM TEACHER DIDN'T EVEN KNOW MY FUCKING NAME#AND I have to deal w/ shitty fucking allergies on top of that because my mom SUCKS and I didn't think to grad the medicine when I was#leaving yesterday morning mostly cause her BITCH ASS EX WAS THERE IN THE LIVING ROOM (that's connected to the kitchen; where the medicine#was) because she can't kick him out and she has work so she need him there anyway because free babysitting because she had this stupid#fucking kid with him 4 years ago ://#what am I talking about???#sorry for ranting babe hehe <3 back to being a silly little guy ^^!!#so my friend wants me to play D&D with her and her other friend (idk who they are?? she never told me their name)#so that's cool :)#anyway I listened to Sanity Falls again I fucking love those songs god Idk y I stopped listening to these what was wrong w/ me damn :DDD!!!#gonna queue a few post so they go up while I'm either asleep or at school#probably school cause my dad said if I'm asleep he'll beat me awake :/ so yeah...not new whatever :/#can't even complain; cause according to my parents it isn't abuse to hit you're CHILD and they had it worse so stfu and I hate you' like#WTF WAS THAT? BRO?? ughh like okay yeha I get it I've been out for a bit but like...really? has Hitting use worked EVER? no? THEN WHY ARE#THEY STILL DOING IT??........ugghhh fuck#night dude :p#omfg I ranted to much I forgot to tag#sally face#sal fisher#sally face sal
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Five and twenty-three?
5 - just did that one!
23 - do you listen to music or watch shows while you work? If so, what’s your favourite?
oh all the time, i have such a hard time working in silence!! shows i can't do even if i've seen them because i only have one monitor, but my god i can CHEW THROUGH a podcast in record time. i like ones that aren't narrative focused so i can zone in and out and not miss any payoff like eight hours down the line, so 'stuff you should know' 'normal gossip', 'this podcast will kill you' that sort of thing. music i'll do now and then but i'm much more likely to listen to something with like, really morbid fun facts
#if i have a hard time sleeping i'll put on creepypastas! i could probably recite russian sleep experiment from memory at this point#i always think ha! glad i'm not those guys! then immediately fall asleep#ask game#i am also always taking podcast recs about everything all the time. i am hungry for podcasts#like if it's an ask i may not publish it because i don't want to overwhelm my page i'm doing that already. but i WILL see it
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