#I'm Fxne

[justalittleauthor]

It's been years since the Krang had taken their hold on Earth, and the populationwas starting to dwindle in numbers. In one broken down building in the center of New York the last spark of hope was fading.

@baskeigh-ball I would like to let you know that now you've created an ask blog. This is your fault. I blame you ;-;

[justalittleauthor]

I drew a reference for my raph, his au is labeled I'm FXNE, he obviously isn't. There is still a lot in working on but he is a lovable cave man I wanna protect.

Thanks to @baskeigh-ball for inspiring me to actually try to draw, I used their work as a general reference on body shop but yee!!

[justalittleauthor]

hey Raph, what kind of food do you have?

he's assuming you're hungry. If you don't take it you'll break his little heart.

Part 1 -> Part 2

[justalittleauthor]

Oh nooo...poor little raph this is so sad

Raph has Brothers!

ok im not super proud of the second image... but it ok!

[justalittleauthor]

[justalittleauthor]

I'm FXNE Master Post

Hello and welcome to I'm Fxne! A Rise of the Teenage Mutatant Ninja Turtles (ROTTMNT) AU! I hope you enjoy my little pocket of angst!

Got a question? Wanna chat with Raph so he's a little less lonely? Go ahead!

Ask Driven Art/Comics

Food for Raphie

Someone is looking

Home is Hell

Ask Driven Info Dumps!

I'm FXNE name explained

Solo Art

Sleepy Raph

Sad Raphe

Not to proud of this, but oh well.

The start of I'm FXNE

Comic

Coming Soon...? Maybe??

Refrences

Raphie

Donnie

Mikey

Leo

[justalittleauthor]

Why is it called im fine when they obvious aren't?

HI! I have been WAITING for this! So the offical title of the au is not I'm fine, but I'm FXNE. The whole point around the title is actually something a lot of people with trauma do, which is say that they're fine when they very much aren't. Wether that be them breaking at the seams or holding it together under a fake smile.

I'm FXNE is supposed to be a lie, and the reason why it's spelled that way is because they aren't fine, nor will they be for a while. The X instead of the I is supposed to kindof represnet crossing out fine. Because later, even if they all end up together and even slightly happy, they won't be fine.

Raph will always carry the blood of his brother's that drips down his finger tips, and the haunting voices that torment him in the back of his head. He still has scars even if the wounds have healed.

Donnie will always be missing his leg, even if the pain has subsided, and he is no longer bleeding, he can never get that part of himself back.

Leo

Mikey

They aren't fine, and that's okay. And even if they need to lie, that's okay too. Healing is a process that never truly ends. So....

I'm FXNE

[justalittleauthor]

That's obviously Donnie.

I think your right.

Part 1 -> Part 2

[justalittleauthor]

Heeeeyy Raaapphhh

Sooo...what's the apocalypse like?

[justalittleauthor]

ah, is Leo being here why you are sticking around this building specifically?

[justalittleauthor]

Wait wait wait wait wait

Who is looking for the turts

And why aren't they looking for Donnie-

Wait...IS THE MYSTERIOUS PERSON LOOKING FOR THE TURTS DONNIE!?

Why would Donnie be looking for everyone if he's dead? Raph's Donnie is dead. So how could Donnie be looking?

Part 1 -> Part 3

[justalittleauthor]

okay so, here go again? gonna actuall try? comic scare me? this story means a lot to me? I'm Fxne?

I got a new art program and i like it a lot better than my previous one

[justalittleauthor]

I'm Fxne

page 1 of I'mFxne

tw: Blood, trauma, death, isolation.

I'm fine is a post trauma healing series that talks about traumatic deaths and grieving of loved ones.

Sorry this uploaded in the shittiest quality i've ever seen.

text Raph : Why can't I see?

Raph: Leo! Why are you hurt! Get away from that monster!

Leo: Come on buddy, I know you're in there, I'm sorry.

Raph: No! Not Mikey! Move! Please!

Mikey: It's okay Raph, We're here for you! We love you!

Raph: No no no no no!!! Leave them alone! TAKE ME INSTEAD!

Donnie: We'll figure this out raph. Just hold on for us.

[justalittleauthor]

I'm Fxne Ask-A-Thon

4/10/2023 I'll be answering a lot of asks! If you wanna ask our cute raphie anything go ahead! Or maybe you wanna dig deeper into this mystery person who is looking for the turtles? Seems they've located Raph for the most part? Who'll be next to be found?

[justalittleauthor]

D:

*Donnie is alive*

:D

:D

*donnie doesn't have a leg or an eye*

D:

*is also not the Donnie you think it is*

DD:

*is the I'm FXNE Donnie*

T^T

[baskeigh-ball]

Dude the angst potential for this AU's premise, YESSS

I drew a reference for my raph, his au is labeled I'm FXNE, he obviously isn't. There is still a lot in working on but he is a lovable cave man I wanna protect.

Thanks to @baskeigh-ball for inspiring me to actually try to draw, I used their work as a general reference on body shop but yee!!