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maxphotoarchive · 17 days

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sugared-violets · 3 months

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still actively in shock about my newest development btw. i downloaded bumble again on like tuesday literally just for the entertainment value and didn't plan on talking to anyone and then the most gorgeous fucking girl messaged me on wednesday and we hit it off INSTANTLY, planned a date for sunday, got impatient on thursday and planned a new date for friday, and i've seen her literally every day since.

and she's literally so sweet i can't handle it at all, like over the weekend i made some joking comment about how normally i clean my apartment on sundays but that i was happy to put it off for them, and then yesterday they came over with pizza and insisted on washing some dishes for me so i could catch up on my other chores. like are you kidding me??? that's so cute!!! and then also on saturday she saw me struggling to take a hot ass bowl out of the microwave so when they came over yesterday she brought me these adorable mini potholder things so i wouldn't keep burning my fingers 😭😭

#andddd last night when we were going to sleep i told her i was glad we met and she told me ''soon enough i'll ask you to be my girlfriend''#so if i suddenly stop posting forever it's because i literally died of gay #dani.txt #also if i can be super real with yall for a sec.#i've never personally known anyone with multiple pronouns so im struggling a little to remember to use both #just from lack of practice #so if you see me switching every sentence thats why!! i'm doing my best out here im sorryyyy

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greyias · 1 year

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Oh c'mon devs, don't torture everyone by accidentally releasing unfinished assets into the live game.

#this is literally the first thing that popped up when i went to move a painting in my stronghold lol #i nearly did a spit take seeing the granny date night placquard #i wonder if they're going to be this small when we actually get them #either way i'll cherish all of mine forever #all one of them because (with the exception of ben) i cannot remember to play anyone but a grey or grey clone to save my life #hashtag oops #although technically now that there's an asset in game #even one they didn't intend to release #that means the date nights are technically no longer in datamining #so now we can't get in trouble for talking about datamined stuff #the game breaks the game #swtor spoilers #I GUESS #grey's silly swtor tag

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july-19th-club · 11 months

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one thing about me is that the first time i go to an unfamiliar place i screw it up worse than anybody ever has even with directions. but the NEXT time i go to the place i remember the route exactly and for the rest of all time i know it without having to check . the dichotomy of man

#last night i went down not one but two one-way streets trying to find the goddamn entrance to the parking garage #luckily nobody else was on the streets and i was BARELY on them. like i turned off as soon as i found a way to #it's just that one-ways in this town are SO not clearly marked ever #BUT! now that i know the parking area is directly attached to the restaurant i ate at. and that while google maps says it's on 10th street #you really can only get inside it from one street further up #i'll never forget again. it's opposite jekyll and hyde where there was a live band playing when i left the symphony #and it's on the same block as my old favorite asian market that closed down a couple years ago #bing boom. never forget again #basically i will remember landmarks and patterns forever but written directions or maps are completely useless

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somelazyassartist · 3 months

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You ever just like. Have something randomly pop into your head that like causes you to spiral rapidly but then you snap out of it like 30 seconds later. Yeag

#sorry i thought about my great aunt's peach perfume that she let me have when i was like 5 because i loved it so much #and i freaked out because i couldn't remember if i had finally runout of it or not and if i did that would be Bad For Me Mentally Right Now #but i snapped out of it because I'm positive i still have some. i know this i know it #i promised myself when i was little that i would never use the last bit so i could keep it and smell it forever #so i KNOW i still have it somewhere in my box of makeup stuff. maybe I'll have to find that tomorrow #because if i was out of that i. don't know what I'd do about it but i don't think they sell it anymore so I can't just get more #and anyways this bottle specifically is special because it was my great aunt s and there's no replacing that #anyways. i don't know why I'm posting this i am just going through one hell of a night tonight and i guess talking makes me feel less alone #i really should be sleeping now but. idk

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peri · 1 year

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i remember i was listening to this song ("dreamt we were closer" - ash tuesday) on repeat while i yearned to be closer to my boyfriend before we even got together. idk how i didnt realize it was a crush sooner

#log date.txt #well i remember tossing the idea around but i wasnt sure since its hard to tell an FP between a crush #whatever it was i knew i was Feeling It #ive always really admired him for as long as we've been mutuals which has been. a while #but something just Clicked one night between us #i'll forever be grateful for whatever caused that

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userlaylivia · 1 year

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@forbescaroline, @smudgedbypen

#because I'm rewatching I wanna do this and a favorite mj tyla season too!!!#and I really shipped tyra/landry too but don't wanna do one for them lol #I loved every season and idek which one I'll choose and I'm still rewatching I'm on s3 lol #friday night lights #fnl #nbc friday night lights #julie taylor #matt saracen #eric taylor #tami taylor #tim riggins #lyla garrity #jason street #tyra collette #can't remember landry's last name lmao #tumblr poll #polls #I'll post this one now then the others tomorrow lol #I haven't done a polls in forever!!

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pulchrasilva · 6 months

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Having people you care about who are suicidal while you're not suicidal is truly a special torture I think I want to go back to wanting to kill myself im gonna throw up

#vent post #it's just. knowing theres no quick fix or surefire solution because there never was for /you/#it feels a little hopeless yknow? like what can i do really? how can i singlehandedly restore your faith in the world?#how can i stop your body from causing you constant pain?#i literally cant. and im not good at handling the fact that i cant do much #doesnt help that last time a friend tried to kill themself i sorta didnt see or didnt take note of the warning signs #now someone is letting me see all the warning signs it's setting off the 'THIS IS WAY WORSE THAN LAST TIME ALARMS' and idk if thats true #but its really putting me on edge about it #for forever i was used to knowing people who want to kill themselves but dont ever take action to do it #which is miserable and terrible but it's not particularly scary #PLUS doesnt help that by coincidence i was remembering other horrible miserable things that happened after my friend tried to kill themself #and my brain loves to imagine what mjght happen if they /do/ try to kill themself. what I'll do when i find out. whay ill do if they succeed #i dont really want to think about it but we're thinking about it i guess #hey isnt it kinda funny that my parents /still/ dont know my friend tried to kill themself that night #and i got yelled at for being antisocial while i was sobbing and sick with grief and unable to get out of bed #oh im gonna throw up. anyway #dont mind me im mostly ok #feeling a little sick but i can manage

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ehlnofay · 6 months

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in the midst of a little depressive episode at the moment I fear and it's causing me to Ponder... in a weird way I'm almost grateful. like this is UNBELIEVABLY better than it used to be, even as much as it sucks in the moment. I wish I could go back to find myself at twelve years old hiding out in the school toilets and tell them that as long as we stick it out for long enough then one day the outsize bad emotions will be triggered by actual definable events and they'll be a noticeable change from our baseline. I'm not ✨recovered✨ and I don't know if I ever will be - I think I might have spent too many developmental years creating terrible patterns and associations to be able to straighten it all out - but it's Better and I'm able to know that it can continue to get better, too. and that's fucking huge.

#fay gets uncomfortably personal on her video game blog. NOT SORRY.#idk it's just crazy to think about #I really struggle to tap into this space enough to remember when I'm not actively in it #but I was SO FUCKING SICK back then. I was a child. and I was so fucking ill. I didn't know how young I was and I didn't realise how #disturbing it would feel down the line #(obviously. you don't lie down on the road in the middle of the night thinking 'I can't wait to suddenly remember this moment #in several years so it can become a sticking point in my psyche')#but like. that's my brother's age that's my sister's age I work with kids that age and it's so fucking young! and I'm so young now!#and I bet in five years I'll be going 'what a small little child... crazy' all over again #but like. idk. I was SO ILL. and I don't think it's like people say they thought they'd be dead by a certain age #it was a possibility for me but not an inevitability #but I don't think that I could have foreseen being better #in such a material way. you know. like I can't imagine myself ever fully healthy #or as close as anyone can get. I've had all this shit for so long. the idea of not carrying it anymore is honestly unappealing #like what would I even do without it. who would I be. how could that possibly happen #but this shit is BELIEVABLE. it's not gone it's just better and when it crops up I can deal #and I wish I could take the me of back then by the shoulders and say THIS IS NOT FOREVER!!!!!!!#ride it out long enough and you'll learn to live with it!!!!!!!!#it's just. really fucking huge. and I am so grateful #peace and love on planet earth!!!!

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the-golden-ghost · 7 months

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*comes off a year's Fic Hiatus to post Old Man Yaoi and then go back on a year's fic hiatus*

#it's not really yaoi and actually it's just an ancient askbox fic that I remembered due to the A:TLA reboot #and was like 'oh yeah I should post that' cause having tumblr-only fics is a risky business #tumblr WILL hide them forever. I should really try to find the rest of my Lupin ones but alas #also if I tried to get all my Twelfth Night ones? ooh boy #there's probably like 20 of those. I'll never see half of them again

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magentagalaxies · 2 years

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as i'm reading the buddy cole autobiography of course i'm thinking about aubrey aubergine's backstory and tbh i think it'd be really funny if the events of other girls are canon to aubrey as a sketch character but ze just doesn't think they're the most interesting thing about zir. like someone comes up to aubrey like "hey weren't you in a time loop when you were in high school?" and aubrey just sarcastically responds "wasn't everyone in a time loop in high school?"

#blorbo from my brains #honestly i feel like it's in character. all the other main characters in other girls have some big moment #that's like this is the most important night of my life and i'll remember it forever #and not to say aubrey *doesn't* have that bc of course the decision to not rely on zir powers is huge as well as their bond with juno #but aubrey's in a unique position bc zir character growth is tied to walking away #and letting go of this idea that the night has to be important at all and allowing zirself to just be a kid regardless of lillly #idk if aubrey's happy ending is even being told about the time loop. like ze probably finds out eventually #even by eye of the beholder ze suspects lillly isn't telling the full truth #but while the rest of the characters have their arc tied to what they do with the information that their world was not what it seemed #aubrey's arc ends with this idea that high school doesn't define who you are. and i think that's why the character stuck around afterwards #and why zir arc became the one i related to most by the end of the production even tho it didn't start out that way #damn this was supposed to just be a shitpost but now it turned into character analysis lmao

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noxtivagus · 2 years

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the night sky was so pretty..

#🌙.rambles #the sky was so clear n #the night was cold yeah but it wasn't too much for me. i'm used to the cold #n the stars were.. so bright. i recognized some constellations n planets n #it's. been so long since i saw the night sky as clearly as that n i felt like crying a bit ngl #i'll forever remember the sight i saw tonight. of how i missed it so much. n the many times i've imagined n dreamed of it #finally i.. was under that night sky again. n time stopped for me then n i felt like myself. renewed hope. remembrance.#warmth despite the cold. n. oh my god i'm at a loss for words rn i'm so sleepy but yeah #to my dismay the moon wasn't seen but. the night sky was still so beautiful #one day i rlly want to just stargaze w my family again properly. w my friends n. someday one day with a significant other as well #i'm so happy hfksjfsjfs it's been so long since i saw the night sky so clearly n it means so much to me 🥹#i'll sleep early tonight. i want to be up by dawn tomorrow #i'll always remember this night fr hfkjsfjsjjfs 🥹🤍 please.. please please let me remember that moment forever #edit/ i'm rlly so happy rn i feel like crying bcs last night i.. felt so. nvm i'll move forward from then. i'll remove these tags #n focus on doing better instead forging onwards to the future. n last night will always be a reminder. but seeing the stars tonight i..#i'll still hope! i'll hold on! the sight of the stars tonight make me dream of a better me. they remind me of who i really am #i think i'll sleep early tonight i. i deserve that rest. today was good.#words i have rn aren't enough for me to convey just how much the night n the sky n the stars n. rlly just all of that mean to me :<<#ever since i was young n. honestly just rlly throughout my whole life. yeah. too personal for here though #i wish the wonder n love i felt under the night sky tonight wld last forever. even w its cold i found warmth. w apollo n my family n #one day.. you? if you ever wanted that. if you ever imagined it. one day i know i'll feel this way again. i'll hold unto myself until then.#n one day we'll meet under the night sky n i'll be glad i chose to hold unto myself n continue to forge ahead #ohh last thought yk next time i'll bring a proper camera too ehe i just used my phone this time ><#i just love love capturing memories n keeping them to myself n remembering n reminiscing.#i'm so tempted to write some stories or ideas or wtvr but i think i'll remember what i felt earlier tonight forever.#it rlly means a lot to me for. so many reasons. i'll sleep early tonight since i want to be up for dawn!!!! so. gn <3 #i miss the dawn i used to know so well just as much as i missed the same night sky i saw tonight. feels like i'm living in a dream rn #but this.. i guess a scar yeah. its meaning is different from last night n that means the world to me. a reminder i'm still alive.#i can dream n think n write more another day but tonight i hope i'll sleep in peace #there's more i want to do but.. i think i'll just do this for myself this once. yeah. so gn please take care n i'll see you on the morrow

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vesselslut · 6 months

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life sucks sometimes

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redemn · 8 months

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tags. finally. pt 1.

╰ ゜out of character. * kat's blabbering about cowboys again. ╰ ゜save. * this is mine now ! get your own ! ╰ ゜out of character. * starter call. ╰ ゜in character. * starter. ╰ ゜in character. * thread. ╰ ゜out of character. * answered. ╰ ゜in character. * answered. ╰ ゜out of character. * dash commentary.

╰ ゜study. * old iron bearing down like wind ; it's built by ruin. ╰ ゜musing. * they say i do it wrong runnin from the law. ╰ ゜mannerism. * ain't gonna be no jury ; no self-defense. ╰ ゜headcanon. * i'll fight forgiveness ; so suffer for my shame. ╰ ゜skills. * but where the fire died ; it burnt a hole in me. ╰ ゜aesthetic. * i can't quite remember just what guided me. ╰ ゜art. * my nights go on and on ; my days are dark and tarred. ╰ ゜music. * under the blazin sun ; my heart's forever charred. ╰ ゜self promo. * this train keeps rollin ; filled with sinners. ╰ ゜promo. * i've still my cross to bear ; will i be saved ? ╰ ゜meme. * tell me once again that old story ; cure the pride. ╰ ゜wishlist. * too tired to feel this old ; too late to start again. ╰ ゜edits. * no one to blame this time ; i'm forsaken in this land. ╰ ゜crack. * the pines often whisper what no tongue can tell. ╰ ゜queue. * i leave my life behind ; ruined by my hand.

#╰ ゜out of character. * kat's blabbering about cowboys again.#╰ ゜save. * this is mine now ! get your own !#╰ ゜out of character. * starter call.#╰ ゜in character. * starter.#╰ ゜in character. * thread.#╰ ゜out of character. * answered.#╰ ゜in character. * answered.#╰ ゜out of character. * dash commentary.#╰ ゜study. * old iron bearing down like wind ; it's built by ruin.#╰ ゜musing. * they say i do it wrong runnin from the law.#╰ ゜mannerism. * ain't gonna be no jury ; no self-defense.#╰ ゜headcanon. * i'll fight forgiveness ; so suffer for my shame.#╰ ゜skills. * but where the fire died ; it burnt a hole in me.#╰ ゜aesthetic. * i can't quite remember just what guided me.#╰ ゜art. * my nights go on and on ; my days are dark and tarred.#╰ ゜music. * under the blazin sun ; my heart's forever charred.#╰ ゜self promo. * this train keeps rollin ; filled with sinners.#╰ ゜promo. * i've still my cross to bear ; will i be saved ?#╰ ゜meme. * tell me once again that old story ; cure the pride.#╰ ゜wishlist. * too tired to feel this old ; too late to start again.#╰ ゜edits. * no one to blame this time ; i'm forsaken in this land.#╰ ゜crack. * the pines often whisper what no tongue can tell.#╰ ゜queue. * i leave my life behind ; ruined by my hand.

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keeps-ache · 10 months

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mooooah than you could evah knowww all i want for chirstmaaahhessss, ieeeyissss youuuu0oou0oouo0ouyeaaaaAaa

#just me hi #[absolute gibberish for 4 consecutive minutes]#SPINNING #spinning SO FAST #or a relatively fast. it might depend lol .w.#//it's Saturday that's pretty cool !!#i like tuesdays more but saturdays are okay !!#//AH i'm teaching myself over the rainbow on the piany !! took me like 3ish days but i'm starting to smooth it out lol :3 :DDD #i keep getting D+F confused with F+A which has been. a Time hfbshf #and i get the sharps mixed up sometimes but that's okay because i'll get it eventually :D #//started rewriting p1nk space last night again because i do really love the story and i want to see how i could get myself to finish it lo #turns out it's easier to write if i'm reading too! that's interesting !!#//ooo i'm sneepy though hfvsh #i stayed up til 1 a.m. last night for some reason ?? i didn't even really do anything so ?#//also i think i forgot to say but apollo n i finished the 2nd twilight movie + i think i'll draw a thing for it before we watch the next #one lol #we had to take a break because he was fed UP with the squad's nonsense hbfshbafbvja #but he's been asking if we could finish it so :33 i gotta make my thing before i forget forever again lmao #//!! i have legos i just remembered #i have somehow amassed a decent amount so i'm going to add little things to my set. very neat!!#i have a pie and milk and some other things and stuffs i don't remember lol #//i am going to go now though! not cuz i'm gonna do anything but probably because i'm starting to lose focus here hsfbv #toodles ciao see you some time from now ! :>>

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tsukimirecs · 2 months

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nanami kento // fic recommendations

note: remember to read the tags! + i do not own any of these works

i'll pretend you'll stay forever

blind date

it's always six o'clock somewhere

math help

oneirodynia

desperation

my valentine

after last night

photo albums

the curse of optimism

cloud 9

sweeter

appreciation

romantic dreams

inevitability

afternoon naps

this charming man

piece of cake

and they were roommates!

drinks with a friend

chocolate chip pancakes

return the favour

us together for a while

what about me and you

exactly my type

during work hours

when you say my name, nothing's changed

it's the thought that counts

cause my love is mine, all mine

naturally

erosion

steadfast lover

between friends

family ties

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