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Bad Day (Papa Emeritus IV x Gender-Neutral!Reader)
Requested by @ollies-station !!! <3
Tags: Fluff, Established Relationship, Hurt/Comfort, Reader Is Hinted Trans But It's Pretty Vague, Mentions Of Body Dysmorphia/Dysphoria, 2nd Person POV
Copia hovered over you, paints smudged and halfway wiped off. He stopped in the middle of washing his face when he noticed something wasn't right with you. You lay face down in the bed, unmoving, just so done with life.
"Eh... t-tesoro, what's wrong?" Copia asks warily, head tilted like a confused puppy, eyes darting around the room awkwardly. He was never very good at comforting people. But you were the love of his life, how could he not at least try to be of help? He just can't stand to see you like this.
"Everything." You reply hoarsely, muffled by the pillow you were crying into earlier. You were hardly exaggerating, everything seemed to be going wrong and sending you further down a spiral. Not to mention, you've not been very kind to yourself today either. When you first woke up, things immediately felt off. You felt off. Looking into the mirror, you instantly felt dread, like something wasn't quite right with you. Deep rooted insecurities bubbled up to the surface, your body not feeling like your own. You just want the day to be over already, but every passing moment feels like eternity.
"Bad day, huh?" Copia sighs, sitting down on the bed with you, mindful to give you a little bit of space if you needed it. You finally lift your head up, and the sight makes Copias heart ache. Red, puffy face, tear stains down your cheeks, hair tussled and greasy. You hadn't even gotten a chance to shower that morning, notably the first sign today wasn't going to be all that great. You probably looked like a hot mess right now, but to Copia, you were the most beautifully ethereal being he'd ever laid his eyes on, no matter what state you were in.
"Is there anything I can do?" Copia asks concernedly, softly stroking your back with a gloved hand. "Do you want to talk about it? It might make you feel better."
"Maybe... But there's still so much stuff I have to do today-"
"Non importante. Whatever needs to get done today, I will do it for you. You've had enough stress put on you today, now it's time for you to relax. Now, tell your Papa what is wrong, okie dokie?"
You couldn't help yourself, airing out all your grievances to him. You spared no details, every little thing that went wrong and every little worry you had was brought to his attention, and he listened intently to every word. That was the one thing he's always been very good at. Listening. And he was right, it did make you feel a little better, especially with how earnest you could tell he was.
When it was all said and done, he said nothing at first, simply holding you close to his chest, his warmth and sweet smell of cologne quickly lulling you into a sense of security and comfort. You knew you always had a safe space with him.
"Bad days come and go, amore. You must keep in mind that this won't last forever. The good days will come back sooner than you think. And yes, maybe they will fleet sooner than you want them to as well, but the important thing is that they will come again. Look outside, tesoro..." You did as you were told, gazing out the window to see the sun slowly setting over the horizon.
"The day is almost over, you see? And tomorrow is a new day. A better day. Why don't you sit here for a moment and focus on that while I run you a nice relaxing bath, hm? I'll quickly run whatever errands you have left today, and after that I'll order some takeout for the two of us, how's that sound? I'll get you whatever you want."
"And... And can we maybe watch something after? And cuddle?" You sniffle. A comfort show would be great right now. He smiles. "Of course! Anything for my baby." He presses a chaste kiss to your forehead, pulling away to get up and do the tasks he promised. You quickly grab the lapels of his jacket, keeping him from leaving you so soon.
"Copia... You know you don't have to do this, right? I'll be fine, really." You murmur, self conscious and worried that you're asking too much of this sweet, perfect man you've somehow managed to claim as yours. He chuckled.
"I know, amore; I want to. I want to make you happy, I want to make things easier for you. Because I love you. Because you deserve that. Capisci?" He says, a gentle firmness in his soft-spoken voice. Hesitantly, you nod. Still, you don't let go of his jacket just yet.
"Could you stay with me for just a little while longer?" You ask, hopeful and bleary eyed. He grins.
"As long as you need, tesoro."
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#the band ghost#ghost bc#ghost band#ghost band fanfic#papa emertius#papa emeritus iv#papa emeritus iv x reader#papa copia#cardinal copia x reader#cardinal copia#copia emeritus#copia#frater imperator#frater imperator x reader#hurt/comfort#nameless ghouls#ghost band fandom#fluff fic
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Terry Richmond + Female Reader ❤️🩹
Fandom: “Rebel Ridge” Film Universe
Character: Terry Richmond
Main Storyline: Your “best friend” offers some news.
@episodes-ff @becauseimswagman1 @helloncrocs @diaries-of-me @liquorlaughslove @babybratzmaraj @cloveroctobers 🏷
This Idea 📞
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2024
Blocking time off from work, you noticed that your cell phone started ringing out of nowhere.
Officer Jessica Sims from the Shelby Springs Police Department called.
“Jess?” Picking up this afternoon, you definitely responded.
“Girl! I'm so sorry for not reaching out, but guess what?” J's Southern accent revealed itself.
“Don't worry.” You're fully aware that the rural precinct struggled now. “What happened?”
“Think I found your husband.” Despite that police station keeping vintage technology, you noticed Jessica's humor loud and clear.
“Oh, God!” You nearly laughed out loud. “What are you talking about?”
“I helped out this man earlier and…” Jessica wouldn't go on.
“Spit it out, J!” You kept listening to her no matter what.
“I'm working, but we don't have reception outdoors.” Jessica cleared her throat for a moment. “He's fine.”
“Don't play matchmaker again.” You quickly rolled both eyes.
“Listen: Light eyes, in shape with service tattoos, and acts respectful.” Jessica detailed this man.
“Sounds too good to be true.” For once, you don't believe her.
“Visit tomorrow. He's still in town. Bye!” Jessica dropped the call before you could say anything else.
Here we go. You thought.
*****
Uniformed once more, Jessica traded this brief smile when you entered the department.
“I'm here. What's going on?” You spoke quietly en route to her desk.
“I'll explain everything.” Sims then faced your direction.
Just before you could sit down and learn gossip, the door opened again.
Leaving her desk behind, Jessica held your wrist and you both hid near one corner, watching whoever arrived.
“What's wrong?” Your voice immediately whispered to Jess.
“That's him!” As Jessica pointed upfront, her accent pulled all over again.
Uh-oh. This time around, you finally realized what Sims meant.
Remarkable eyes noticed the building and service tattoos inked along his muscular frame.
This morning, the handsome individual paired another tight shirt with jeans and sneakers.
“Go back to work. We'll talk soon.” You prompted Jessica to speak with this man.
“All right. Pardon me…” Jessica excused herself from your side and sat down, addressing the man.
******
“Who was that?” When Officer Jessica Sims found her longtime desk this morning, veteran Terry Richmond chuckled through his deep tone.
“My friend…” Jessica would pull this vague response.
“I could use some good news at this point.” Terry encouraged Jessica. “What were y'all talking about?”
“Nothing.” Jess shrugged while beginning to work as usual. “How are you holding up with the case?”
“No better than before.” Richmond lost bail money for his cousin during an altercation with law enforcement. “Know any lawyers if I can't reach out on Monday?”
“Attorneys pool from the local courthouse, but workloads get swamped over there.” Jessica declined.
“Fair enough, but you didn't answer my other question.” Terry arched his brow.
“Which question?” Jessica asked.
“What were y'all talking about?” Catching Sims red-handed, Terry's smile offered brightness.
“Should I tell the truth?” Jessica spoke up for many reasons.
“I don't appreciate falsehoods.” Terry crossed both arms.
“You.” Jessica stopped playing around and headed out for lunch. “Good luck with your case.”
Right when Officer Sims walked away, Terry glanced down and noticed a sticky note waiting on her desk.
Jessica had discreetly written your phone number on paper.
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“Sorry.” Terry apologized when you first met him up close. Drama flew all over the police station now.
“Everyone hopes for better circumstances around here.” You picked up Richmond and started driving away from this hospital.
On the other hand, medics helped legal assistant Summer McBride for various reasons.
“Sims told me about you.” Terry changed the subject.
“Surprised you didn't call me first.” You know that Jessica slipped your phone number by this man.
“Chief got in the way.” Richmond almost laughed and chided Sandy Burne.
“Where should we go since you're free?” You learned that Terry confirmed this settlement for this case, especially with his cousin Mike gone.
“Anywhere you want.” Terry grinned toward you and watched the city limits disappear.
#movies#terry richmond x black reader#terry richmond x reader#terry richmond x y/n#terry richmond x black female reader#terry richmond#aaron pierre#slight angst#❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹#fanfiction#au fanfiction#my writing#violetmuses#💜💜💜#rebel ridge
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was anybody going to tell me that the fraggle rock reboot has a nonbinary character (their name is Pogey) or was I just supposed to find their page on the LGBT Characters Wiki myself
#season 2 came out today and I forgot#I'll have to watch it tomorrow if I have enough time#fraggle rock#fraggle rock back to the rock#fraggle rock pogey#nonbinary#lgbtq#muppets
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i have one more clip to post but that's being saved until i feel like doing a mild edit. which means it will probably be next week i am On A Schedule right now every single day is being meticulously planned out kjgfhgk (help)
on the bright side, skyblock update. 85% TO FISHING 42 AAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGH 💥💥💥
#i just wanna be fishing 45 please send help#long youtube videos save me...#every show i wanna watch requires captions so i cant devote enough attention to reading and playing >:( so im stuck with youtube videos#it's a slow grind but it's been a lot better with my gear upgrades and the new mixin they added :0 i was 0% two or three days ago#and considering i havent been able to play much. THAT'S A LOT OF EXP#goal is fishing 45 by 2024 but i dont think that'll happen. might set my sights for at least 43 i'll take ONE more level#it's going by faster rn with marina but i've been schedule for work her entire term#BUT DERPY IS ABOUT TO BE MAYOR AND IM OFF FOR THE HOLIDAYS WOOOOOO time to grind#i dont go back till wednesday after tomorrow life is beautiful#i'll try to be a little bit social but. can someone please come to my house for once instead of me leaving the house#i am driving All The Time now it's starting to wear me out :(#''wanna come over wanna go do this'' can we hang out here i have a dog who would love to see you#chat
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ignore if you don't give one for my streams Anyways potential stream schedule goin forward Just Until I Finish Judgement
thursday i'll stream judgement from like. 3:30 ~ 7:30
friday'll be 4:30 ~ 8:30
saturdays will be the usual 3:30 ~ . fuckin whenever LMAO art stream i do
#snap chats#ew i just remembered i have my spanish exam tomorrow im going to throw up#anyway i thought i'd stream today but the more i thought of it the more i wanted to throw up#im already really drowsy and plus i dont want to be stressed under the time crunch in-between class#plus assembling and disassembling The Tower is nerve racking i dont need something breaking while i rush to class LOL#thursday'll be chill since i only have my morning class then and friday i only have The One class. and its friday.#i'm putting a strict time limit on gameplay days since i want to try to record these and i think four hours is just enough time#firstly to watch but also i think it's small enough to be able to be saved onto my computer#idk we'll see how it plays out. i think the usb could only record about two hours before it ran out of space#and my computer's space As Of Now is about twice the size of that usb#i'm gonna try to clear up more space but yeah thats the deal for right now#four hours is by no means a lot of gameplay time- much less than id like LMAO but we do what we gotta#maybe i'll do a similar schedule for IW except instead of thurs being a game day i'll make it sunday#i have a night class thursday next semester unless i edit my schedule at some point#honestly i might cut out art streams during IW... lemme speed through the shit so i can draw stuff for it LOL#but we'll get there when we get there
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Hi, regarding your JD vampire agenda, did you watch the latest Hidden Hangout? Joong has a very vampire-y moment and Dunk is very unbothered by it 😂 You were my first thought when I saw it, so congrats on the legacy 😃
hiii, i've been busy all day and haven't had the chance to watch today's ep yet 😭😭😭
but omg good to know 👀 you've got me really curious now fjcjjfjf
also YES i love that this is my legacy on here!! my personal hidden agenda is to slowly turn everyone into a JD vampire bl supporter 🤭 glad to have you on board, anon, and i'm absolutely delighted that i'm the first person you think of when there's anything related to JD + vampires. all is well in life 😌😂😂
#anon#asks#hidden hangout#sexy joongdunk vampire bl#adrm#my semester break ended and i'm currently back on my way to the city where i study#normally i'd use the time on the train to watch today's ep of hidden hangout#but unfortunately i desperately need to revise for my exam tomorrow#i'm so underprepared for it rip#i just didn't manage to find the motivation to study and even when i did look at my notes i didn't retain shit rip#i have two exams this weeks that are mostly about memorizing which person came up with which concept during what time period#it's so fucking dull ughhh i don't wanna know this shit#i don't wanna make translation my career anyway in fact it's a plan b. if not plan c actually#whoops that turned into a rant sorry#maybe i should just go watch the new ep of hidden hangout instead after all fjcjcjfj#fingers crossed i'll manage to bullshit my way through the exams well enough to get a D that's all i need tbh
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Oh I should do something with that toh/spider-verse art I made a while back
#ramblings of a lunatic#toh#spiderverse#yeah i guess we'll tag for that!#it was in my sketchbook so you guys haven't seen it#i put luz as miles bc while they're characters definitely aren't like. The Same#there are some similarities i see and appreciate#like luz isn't a high expectations kid but she is artistic and has the like. not the same but a similar thread in her arc#of realizing that she is enough on her own despite the ways she fails to conform to what ppl want/try to force her to be#also. afrolatino bisexual swag. obviously#also it's really funny bc I DREW HUNTER AS BEN REILLY#JUST BC I WAS LIKE 'Oh sad blonde clone boys' AND THEN BR WAS PORTRAYED LIKE THAT IN SPIDER-VERSE#HILARIOUS#I LOVE IT#i think somewhere in my notes i said that gwen was amity eda was peter b and caleb was 'perfect Peter'#with gus and willow presumably filling in for the spider b-team that appears in both movies#(penny noir and ham in movie 1 and pavitr and hobie in movie 2)#anyway yeah idk if I'll like. have time tomorrow to that (or. anything else. so scared for Wednesday but also LET ME OUT PLS GOD)#but if i do i will#also gotta download both movies so i can have a movie night w/ the gang where we watch both
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i am allowed to both be delighted and content with the way my evening went and how lovely it was to be around friends, and also be really upset over the fact that i cannot do much without intense and great pain.
#like tonight was super fucking pleasant!#i really enjoy hanging out with people and talking and meeting new folks and just having a Nice Time!#it's one of my favorite things is to Hang Out with a group of people#and i just...i just#it is hard not to feel like i'm being punished for having fun#but that's apparently more rooted in my trauma than i initially realized#and also it just...does kind of feel like a punishment like you're allowed to have fun#so long as you can handle the QUENCIES#and i'm like my *guy* i just.#i didn't get to hang out with people as a kid can i please get to have friends now as an adult like a normal people finally?#preferably without needing to brace up and have the heating pad on while i wait for the meds to do work#and i'm allowed to be mad about this!!! i am allowed to be so upset!!!!#and i am!!! i am incredibly upset by this!!!!!#this is also just How It Is and i don't have a way to fix it yet#and i don't know if there *is* a way to fix it at all#so i just... just gotta deal#doesn't even get into the fact that i had to save up spoons not just to hang out but also to watch a Favorite Thing#and that i didn't realize how many spoons Favorite Thing was going to take out of me and now i'm out of spoons#so imight not be able to hang out tomorrow with friends again and i *wanna*#i'm not even sure i'll have enough energy to continue watching Favorite Thing like !!!!!!#this is so bullshit#i hate this
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There is Literally no reason for me to stay up and watch the rwrb movie the moment it drops i have read the book and will not be spoiled for this cheesy romcom but my stupid Don't Sleep Or Tomorrow Will Start brain is going and latching on to the idea of there being a New Thing and therefore and Incentive to stay awake
#i literally didn't sleep til 4am last night and felt like hell today#i should NOT repeat that#but by god i am falling bakc into some old unhealthy sleep habit lately#if i stay up for this stupid movie it will be like 3am when its over and then I'll also be like eh might as well watch wwdits live#and then i can just fucking kiss tomorrow goodbye can't i really#ugh#i love sleeping and being unconscious but then you see there's the having to repeat the whole rotten getting up and doing things thing again#and i have a few things i need to fit in tomorrow. not even bad things just things. so now I'm like. nope.#never enough time for all the things#mr. bees speaks
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unsurprisingly, looking at gifs of a musical episode doesn’t actually fill you in on much :(
#i really doubt i'll have time to watch it before saturday :(((((((((((((((((((((#i can't tonight#i have a Really long day tomorrow and i don't think#i'll survive more time in company of others long enough to watch it and actually enjoy it#y a y introversion#and frankly i'd have watched it when it dropped this morning but nope. schedules just haven't aligned.
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Month 3, day 7, got the nose done and since the guide helped a ton with that (and fixing some weirdness in the eyebrows), I'm gonna try animating the eyes and mouth at the same time and see if I can get them to agree with me. If they don't, it's no big deal; I'll just go back to animating one facial feature at a time :)
#the great artscapade of 2023#art#my art#my animation#walk cycle#oc: mizu#I've only gone one day not playing Forspoken and already I miss having Frey and Cuff being snarky assholes at each other ):#I'll have time to play tomorrow (in theory) but I miss them anyway ):#I should hurry up and beat the game so I can go lurking in the subreddit and other places with Forspoken love and appreciation#I need to beat it first so I don't accidentally spoiler myself again#because if I understood that one spoiler right I'm sad I won't get the full impact of the reveal scene#but I'm really hoping I misinterpreted the spoiler and can still be fully surprised#bc it was just a picture and a name#unfortunately there were enough context clues I'm pretty sure the conclusion I came to with that one glance is the correct conclusion#which makes me sad because that would have been one hell of a plot twist to get blindsided by#as it is I'm looking for clues and foreshadowing and man oh man let me tell you#if I'm not wrong and I read the context clues right and I'm not misinterpreting everything the game goes BONKERS with the obfuscation#because I can see the spoiler coming if it's actually what's going to happen but it's the kind of ''I can see it coming'' where it's like#I'm watching the shadow of an invisible hawk dive-bombing me from my blind spot#plus I'm actually like this close to writing fix-it fic for how I expect the reveal to play out just for some catharsis about it XD#but I don't actually know! and that's really the worst thing about spoilers! it's not knowing what happens that makes spoilers suck#it's knowing what's going to happen but not knowing what leads up to it and driving myself frantic looking for the foreshadowing!
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I missed drawing so much, I actually do love drawing...
but God is it killer on my back 💀💀💀
#hi I stopped watching the stream because it was distracting me too much from the thing I'm working on lol#I'll probably catch up some other time or through everyones liveblogs since I'm rly bad at vod watching#I do wish I could draw more often but the the thing is the only place I have enough space and privacy is on the bed ;u;#which as you can imagine is killer on my back ;u;....#also yeh this is the thing I said I was gonna do yesterday but I ended up getting a bad headache and went to bed early that day#but I still wanted to do it! so I started it today! it probably won't be done for awhile tho since I have work tomorrow 😔
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God that mood where you both need to do stuff and want to do stuff but both needs are vague and have too many options so you just. Do nothing you want or need to do and realize all the time you had is disappearing. A good time!!!
#haeroniel talks#forget the tag oh well#but for real. had 4 days off work and a ton of real life stuff i both have to get done and have been meaning to get done for a long time#ive pretty much only played video games and called my friends. genuinely not time wasted and i love when i get to do that#and like rn i would love to play more games and spend time with my friends like if one offers you know i never say no#but its also already getting dark and i have to go back to work tomorrow and ive not done everything i promised to have done yknow?#time doesnt feel real and i dont wanna get up even if the anxiety slowly builds to hopefully productive panic#but in the mean time im like ugghh i wanna stop laying around just playing sudoku and watching lame youtube. i wanna play something#(unclear what it is i actually wanna play too many options i kinda wanna play all of them and none huehheh)#im also very sad i havent drawn in ages and any attempt just feels shit. like maybe if i read enough fanfic thatll respark the love.#id love to post something before christmas to get me excited to draw again over the break but who the hell knows if i'll manage#and yeah still have the annoying job related/driving school related/therapy applying/other life admin that really really should be done#im just being grouchy and stuck and need to vent hi tumblr love you all kiss kiss i wish i could function better#i think maybe perhaps. ill concede that driving school and therapy arent priority (important but ive wasted ages on them already)#i think i can do work related things bc theyre sort of fun. i can use my parents help to whack through the life admin and then#maybe i can let myself spend the rest of the evening guilt free either calling my friends and/or playing or if im going totally w drawin
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I'm so tired. but I'm also so going to try to make Halloween Marchly fic happen this weekend.
#I have the house to myself (again!!!) this weekend so I'll have lots of time to sleep tf in tomorrow at least#love love LOVE having the house to myself. I can have the tv up loud enough to hear at night!#I can do laundry at 10pm who cares! vacuum at 9:30! sleep in as late as I want! it doesn't matter!#everything still gets done cause no one needs to go to bed at 8pm!#anyway. I've been. so busy. I'm monitoring Felix's teeth now also so like.... that's a thing#I think he's fine overall. he has some weird tooth stuff though that he was born with so#I'm kinda watching him like a hawk#anyway!!!! he's gonna help me edit that fckn thing one last time and post it lol#this weekend. fck it. I'M SO TIRED FCK IT. BASIC ASS TITLE AND ALL IT'S GOING UP THIS WEEKEND. FUCK IT.#but not tonight. I'm so goddamn tired bro.#erin explains it all
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Haven’t been this of an emotional wreck for a while but now I feel like Im gonna be randomly tearing up throughout the whole day, and the reason? Fucking sports 😂😂
It's kinda hilarious tbh. I haven’t cried on my cousin's wedding two days ago but I did after our National man's volleyball team finally, fucking finally, won their quarterfinal at the olimpics just now, because they haven’t been able to do that for fucking five consecutive times, last three of which Ive watched and seen them completely wrecked about after and Im just--
Im so happy for them 🥹🥹🥹
#personal#Im not a huge sports fan#but Ive always been a fan of our national mans volleyball team#we've had such huge hopes for Tokyo and then that did work our#but that didnt work out*#but today they finally won and Im just#oh my god#and the way Kubi was there and hugging Kurek after?? he was so happy for him too Im---#my heart hurts for Kubi bcs olympic medal was his dream and it didn’t work out in Tokyo#but Kurek and the wholw team have a chance now and I believe with my wholw heart they wont let this chance go#gosh Im gonna be emotional about it for the whole day 🙈🙈🙈#and then there's Bieniu with his ankle right at the end of the match ;_;#gosh I Hope its nothing too serious#bcs apparently Hubi has some problems and then we'd be without one middle blocker and that#nope not gonna consider that!#Fornal's back so that's Amazing#but he had enough time to recover which Bieniu might not have and Im#extremely worried about him#but we have to wait for official news after they do some tests and see what exactly happened with his ankle#fucking hell...#anyway I'll prob watch the other quarterfinals that are today#see who else wins and could be a potential rival later on#and then there are our ladies tomorrow which im also cheering on#hopefully its gonna be a good year for our volleball team!!#teams!*#and it was lovely seeing Iga with the guys after taking pictures too 😄
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I NEED waitress!reader accidentally letting it slip that she’s got a date after her shift and so when bartender!simon overhears, he suddenly has a list of things she needs to do after work, causing her get to stay late ))): missing her date ))):
ANGST TIME
He's been watching you like a hawk for the past two hours - and rightfully so. You've been rushing through your tasks, rolling more than enough silverware, keeping your tables happy and stocked - you somehow managed to convince Soap to mop front of house for you. He doesn't like it. Why are you trying to get away?
"Got a date tonight." You tell him, skimming through your receipts as you sit at the bar and calculate your tips. You're not off the clock yet - you still have thirty minutes left. But the restaurant's empty, and all your tasks are done. Your makeup is a little nicer today, softer and less "morning after a deftones concert".
Simon's thankful for the mask, or else his frown would be impossible to miss. Is he dumb? Haven't you been flirting with him all week? Was this another one of your games, pretending to act innocent and coy, messing with him, then announcing you're going out with someone else?!
He feels his shoulders tensing as he watches you tap away at your phone's calculator. He shouldn't be so bothered by this - some things just need to be let go. But he can't. He wants to keep you in his back pocket, or in an empty whiskey bottle on his liquor shelf - not the one behind the bar, but the personal collection in his room on the third floor.
"That's nice," he grumbles, slicing through a lime. "Jus' make sure you finish your chores 'fore you head out."
"Already did!" You chirp at him with a smile. "Just need to do my tips, and I'll be done."
"Did ya clean the ice bins?" He asks.
You furrow your brow. "Huh?"
He jerks his head to the whiteboard on the wine fridge - sure enough, your name is scribbled in, right next to "drain and wash/sanitize ice bins + buckets", along with today's date.
You look back at Simon, your expression now crestfallen. Your date is in an hour, and you still have twenty minutes on your shift. "Don't you usually do it?"
Truthfully, he does. He could do it today, in fact. But his brain is acting on thoughts before he has the chance to consider the consequences. "Can't today, luv. Preppin' for a bigger crowd tomorrow."
Your shoulders slump. "How long does it take?"
"Well, you got to turn 'em off - one by one, I can't have two empty ice bins durin' a shift - then ya dump the ice, wait for 'em to warm up, then ya go in there with soap n' a rag, rinse 'em out, then-"
"God, can this please wait until tomorrow? I'll come in early and do it, I promise."
He looks at you sternly, and you suddenly feel ashamed for asking. "Wot, so I can pay you overtime?"
"Simon, please - if you do them, I'll give you half my tips for today."
"Now y' dumpin' your work on me?"
"I've got a date!"
"I've got my own shit too!"
You snap your mouth shut. He's never been this stern with you, but you know it's well deserved. It's your chore, after all. You'd been wrong to assume he would do it himself, despite that being the usual. You quickly hop out of the barstool and make your way behind the bar, unplugging the first icebin.
Simon watches as you scurry around, running to and from the ice bin into the kitchen, filling up bucket after bucket of ice and dumping it into the sink in the back. You pace as the machine warms up, glancing at your phone every few minutes, then touching the inside of the ice maker to check the temperature. After a few minutes, you're scrubbing the machine as fast as you can with a soapy rag and a bucket of sanitizer eater next to you.
Twenty minutes have gone by. You're supposed to be on your way to your date, but you're biting your lip, staring angrily at the ice machine as it cools down again. You need to wait for it to be cold before you refill it with ice, and only then can you start on the other machine.
You make another attempt towards Simon. "If I just do one tonight and do the other in the morning-"
"No." Simon snaps, his eyes angry as he drops a container of sliced fruit onto the bar. "This is part of havin' a job."
You look away from him, tears stinging your eyes now. You're so frustrated you want to snap back at him - but he's right, isn't he? Maybe you could ask him if you could just call Max and let him know you'll be running late - but the thought of asking Simon for anything right now (other than more chores) makes you queasy.
Simon doesn't know where the anger came from, but it's still simmering. He watches as you continue to run back and forth, filling up the old ice bin, unplugging the second one, dumping the ice in the back... he's refilling the bloody Mary mix and restocking the bitters. Simple things. He's got nothing to do after this besides go up to his flat and sit in front of the telly, or maybe chat with Soap before he heads home. Why didn't he just do it? Because you had a date, and that was a problem for him. Why? Now you're upset, and it's that knowledge that makes him finally feel the shame that he'd been swallowing down.
You finish dumping the last bucket of ice into the second machine. It's forty minutes after your shift ended. You still have to get to the restaurant you and Max were meeting at, which is a twenty minute walk. You were supposed to be there ten minutes early - now you're going to be an hour late. Frustration mingles with anxiety and burns in the forefront of your mind. But you can't be mad. You should've done your job.
Simon doesn't say anything when you run to the back, your phone pressed to your ear and tears in your eyes. You barely manage a wave to Soap as you grab your bag and jacket and flounder back into the restaraunt. You don't look at Simon.
"I'm leaving now, I'm so sorry- I had to finish up at work and it too longer than I-" you slowed to a walk, then a stop, standing in the middle of the floor. Simon was frozen, watching your shoulders shake.
"I'm sorry, I didn't realize I had-... it's not an excuse, I promise I'm-... listen, we can go for a walk or something, right? Or go get fast food, someplace still open, just you and me, and we can try again another-"
His eyes burn in his skull as he watches you stand there for a few more seconds, staring at your phone as the call disappears from the screen. He wants to say something - but what can he say? He's already fucked you over. And he doesn't feel any better than when he first discovered your little date. He feels worse.
You stuff your phone in your back pocket, unable to hide the single, choked sob that escapes your throat. You shoulder your bag and stomp your way out of the restaurant, door clanging behind you. Your bike is still in the alley out back, and your unfinished tips are still on the bartop. He wouldn't be surprised if you never come back to collect them.
Soap emerges from the kitchen breaking Simon from his thoughts and wiping his hands on a rag. "Real feckin' kind of ye, Ghost. Never seen such a right cunt." He glares at Simon, before slapping the rag on the table and heading back into the kitchen. His shift was over, too.
Simon has three more hours left to deal with himself before the bar closes.
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