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So here's what I've done today.
#my fic#matty healy#george daniel#matty x george#loads of crisps#the first chapter is a little short#don't hold it against me#please#I'll get the next one done soon#ish#soonish
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What ARE they doing??
#UTDR#UTMV#I kinda wanna draw but I've had no motivation to start anything all day#So I doodled this#I have one (1) idea for what he's walking in on#But I'm open to suggestion if anybody wants (I can't promise I'll draw anything but I will try)#OR you could reblog and put your own drawing of what Nightmare sees if you want#Also the next truce au part is soon!#It's been done for a while but I like to get more done before I post a part so I have a buffer in case anything happens#I'll hopefully draw more for that this week
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[ AFK Journey ]
Ok, last one....
GET THESE FREAKS OUT OF HERE!!! /J
#afk journey#afk journey fanart#afk merlin#afk mc#afk valen#merlin x valen#verlin#stormage#forgot to post this yesterday—#oop#btw#i have exams next week#and w newyear getting closer#i might stop posting for the time being#until next year of course#i wanna focus more on school#because I'll be going to collage soon#but I'm happy with what i have accomplished this year!#also also I'll be remaking my sonas next year#hopefully i can fit my actual merlinsona there#like the one in the actual game#because i haven't actually done that...#anyway that's all
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Fiiinally posting Tecna's s1-3 transformation redesigns here! Irl stuff got messy for a bit so it took me a lil longer to get this one done.
As always, transformation lore for my version of the show is here, more in-depth design discussion and such below. :)
Alright so. I do not like Tecna's canon Magic Winx design at all LKJDKLG. She was one of the first fairies I thought of when I originally tried doing redesigns like, 2-3 years ago now (idr if I posted hers here, but I might've). Either way I knew going into this I was not gonna be sticking close to her canon outfit at ALL beyond the colour scheme, but I kept a few elements here and there, like the long socks and gloves she has reflecting the appearance of the boots and gloves in her og fit, and the green gem on the center of her chest. I will admit, I did not expect to like the crop top look on her but it works so well imo. I think my favourite detail is actually the goggles. I feel like they're a solid replacement for that weird lil hat she has in canon.
Also, I change up her wings to make them look more...wing-like. Although I do think the way they unfold into an almost paper airplane shape when she flies to be pretty cool. Unsure if these ones do that or not, haven't decided.
Enchantix was an interesting one for me because I wanted Tecna's specifically to feel much more futuristic than the others (for obvious reasons). Idk when or how I decided to do the thing with the top and how it flows up from the belt over the shoulders, but it's probably one of my favourite design choices ever right now, I love it. I do feel like I might go back in the future and try to give this outfit more detail, but idk, I kinda like the simple look of it, it feels fitting.
Oh, and of course, I gave her wings bottoms. :)
#winx club#winx#winx tecna#winx fanart#winx redesign#magic winx#charmix#enchantix#winx rewrite#cup's winx au#cupcake draws stuff#next set will not take as long as this one bc I'm already more than halfway done so :D soon#also starting to plan the designs for future transformations...#not sure when I'll get to them but. :) there will be more
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So,
As I said earlier this week, I'm on vacation and hope to get around to some of your asks soon. But in the time I posted that and now, things happened, the world has blown up and the life my 67 year old friend and helper had in Oahu, is upended. I'm currently helping with relief efforts for Maui, and if anyone is so inclined, please see this link for a list of local Hawaiian charities that can get real help to people who most need it right now. It's a list made by native Hawaiians with confirmed charities on the top tabs.
#small psa#also for the anon who asked if I'm okay and had seen their ask#I see your asks and I'll get to the good ones soon#sometimes life intrudes and life is rude#I've split my vacation into two sections and will be done with this first section in the next couple days#I'll have more time then#Maui needs a lot of support right now#And my friend is shaken but fine. She doesn't need a GFM but the people of Maui need all the support they can get right now#If you have the means and just didn't know where to donate#please consult the link in the post#maui#maui wildfires#maui strong#hawaii
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"You play your cards right, I'll let you team up with me."
"He needs me."
🚨 SUMMER OF 51’s 🚨 ⮑ Day 4: Back Roads
#summer of 51's#emergency!#johnny gage#randolph mantooth#roy desoto#kevin tighe#johnny & roy#squad 51#ok didn't get this one done in time...#when i do posts with this layout i always take forever lol#but here we are ; )#i was trying to give this a johnny pov feel#how he didn't initially want to join the paramedics program#but soon realized it was the right decision to do so#and as a bonus it formed a beautiful partnership with him and roy : )#alright hoping to work on some more posts over the weekend!#maybe i'll be on time for the next one...#we shall see ; )
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it's happening :)c
(due to popular demand (my brother) i'll be using Boy Savior, but just know these might be used as titles for chapters so :)))
#hehe#i'll be working on this fic for MONTHS btw i wont be doing the normal thing which is:#finish one chapter and publis#im going to finish all the chapters and THEN publish them one by one#its how i can get it all done yknow#i dont like the pressure#if anything when i say 'next chapter will be finished soon' i mean the revisions and beta reading will be finished soon#shout out to skelle for offering to beta read it for me :D
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every single time I cough and have that very particular taste in my mouth... it takes me a moment to remember that I am not in 2022, I'm not dangerously sick. I do not have to physically see my parents ever again. I know I'm okay. logically. but the environmental triggers on top of this is just... so much. I'm miserable and putting on a brave face about it. I'm trying so hard to not spiral into medical trauma holders and health anxiety.
#I keep telling myself I'll start getting better soon... and yeah my sinuses aren't anywhere near as pissed as they were day one...#but my lungs are getting questionable and it scares me so so badly. because I might just keep telling myself#that I'll get better soon. and then next thing I know I'll be coughing up blood from how raw my throat is and gasping for air while#suffocating in my own body. and my ribs will be out. and I'll be sitting there. so sick I'll never be the same again (again)#and it'll be my own fault for waiting so long to see a doctor. again..#I no longer know where I'm going with this. I'm just gonna hit post and be done with it. sorry if this makes no sense.
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Okay so I'm only 6 episodes into w.bg so needless to say I have absolutely no idea what to expect regarding the actual narrative arc of the show, but one thing I can say for certain is that Mike Walters is definitely a Character who makes Decisions.
#Why is he like this#:] and yeah I started it lol this is for 2 mutuals maybe#I'm probably not gonna do what I've done with a lot of other podcasts where I binge that and only that for a while#i.e. might start some other ones along with it#but yeah!#No but seriously why is he like this#I feel like if the gamemakers were like ''your next challenge is to end the world including yourself''#He'd go on a 5 minute ramble on why he obviously shouldn't do that all the ways it could go wrong why he shouldn't trust them etc. etc.#and then he'd be like ''so anyways I knew ending the world was gonna be tricky but I underestimated just how tricky it would be''#Like as long you present it as ''winning the challenge'' he'll do anything#That's the impression I get anyways LOL#It feels silly writing here knowing how very in the dark I am but...#Curious about this Eliza character (idk how you spell it)#Really wondering if she has both her arms or not#Cause well if she doesn't okay well she did challenge 2 but more importantly if she *does*#Well that has very interesting implications...#Cause the tacksies backsies nature of the game hasn't been proven at this point where I'm at#that's just an assumption everyone's made...#Well anyways. I'm sure I'll find out much much more soon and probably a lot of the stuff on my mind now will become irrelevant anyways?#only time will tell
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Gencon is very busy...!!!
Ummmmm highlights of the day..!!!
I maybe bought 4 Naruto figurines. Thankfully not individually expensive (though perhaps a little expensive all together...) see I wanted Sasuke but I also wanted Kakashi and I couldn't have Sasuke without Naruto and well it would feel wrong to have the 3 of them without Sakura and so I somehow. Got all 4. Haha. I'll most likely post pics later, whenever I end up opening them. I'm still at the convention center rn lol
(Putting the rest of this under a cut bc it got a little long lol)
I was on the field of the Lucas Oil Stadium, aka the stadium that the Indianapolis Colts play at. I've attended all of One game here (not professional football, it was a high school game lol) so I've felt the size of it, but it's still fucking crazy being on the field. It's so BIG...... and obviously they've got the grass covered rn, but it's still pretty cool!!!
I maaaade dice!!! Pretty precise process it seems, & definitely would require a Lot of work (after the sanding and the painting etc etc). I do still wanna get into it, but if I wanted to spring for stuff like the vacuum chamber or the pressure pot...
Yeah, it'd get expensive. Add in the fact that I don't have a good place to do this away from the cats & it really is not feasible to start rn. But!!! Eventually!!!! I think I'd really enjoy it. I just need a dedicated workshop space where I can spread out without worrying about poisoning my cats lol.
Here's some cool game set stuff I saw in the event hall. This picture is maybe... hm... a fourth of the event hall? And then when you consider that the vender hall (connected to the event hall, though it's closed right now) is maybe 1.5 times as big as the event hall?? Give or take a little...
Aka just imagine booths upon booths upon booths... I'm gonna have to take a pic of it tomorrow. I was there too briefly to think about taking a pic. Honestly I maybe managed to get through like a tenth of the whole vender hall in an hour of wandering. It's fucking huge. And So Many Dice... I bought one set of 14 (I think it was) dice. Aka an extended set. And then I got a random set bag of dice (just a basic 7). And then a d20 with a cat on it. And a dice of LETTERS. Aka I guess a d26 (I totally did not have to double check that there were 26 letters in the alphabet)(I have 702k words written & posted to ao3)(😂😂😂 I'm very tired) but with letters instead of numbers. And it's glow in the dark!!! And I found some hxh buttons, and a mighty nein poster, and uhmmmm. A cute lanyard. And that's all I bought. Which really is such restraint for me. (Omfg I just saw a dragon cosplay)(someone just dressed as a dragon)
OH YEAH I saw a fucking. Persona 5 Ryuji cosplay. Hanging out with the biker lady from Durarara. Featuring the Ryuji holding her scythe hfksbfmd which was such a funny image. I was too shy to ask for a pic but just trust 🙏 i saw this
Anyways yeah the only real big thing I bought is the naruto figurines. I'll show pics later once I got the stuff again (I dropped it all off in the car earlier)
Omfg literally as I've been sitting here (on a bench at the side of a main hallway) someone stopped by and gave me a handmade bracelet !!!
DND's 50th anniversary!!! So cute!!!!
#speculation nation#not Too much anime stuff. tho i clearly found some stuff. no trigun yet unfortunately 😔#which i already walked thru the artist area (as much as i could)(i was getting a little stressed by how crowded it was)#so idk maybe i missed a booth or smth but it'd definitely be less likely to see elsewhere in the vender's hall#but WHO KNOWS it's a wonderful massive world in there.#im actually sitting outside it rn and staring longingly at the closed doors. tomorrow... i will be able to Actually peruse it more...#and i will quite possibly wear some ear plugs next time bcus i was getting Stressed Out!!! overstimulated!!!!#pulled in a million different directions!!!!! aaaaaaa!!!!#anyways yeah my events are all done for the night. just kinda hanging out now waiting for my sister's game to be done.#gonna collapse into bed as soon as we get back. so i should probably eat some more.#i had an overpriced and underwhelming sandwich. but there is pizza somewhere. maybe i should eat pizza.#i actually... still have the keys lol. from when i dropped the stuff off at the car earlier.#which is weird. I have the ticket to home with me. but i still wait. bc it would be a dick move to leave with them lol#and also. while i Can drive. i do not have my license. so that would be. a bad. idea.#my shoulders Huuuuurt but thankfully i dont have any combat classes tomorrow#hurting shoulders is more just from my bag bc my shoulders fucking suck. but it makes me glad i can rest more tomorrow.#oh yeah i did the sword knife and longsword today. might get bruises from that knife one. it was very focused on parrying#swords. swords. swords. swords. the longsword class made me really want to own a longsword. i dont own one. yet.#i could. i could. i could. sometime. eventually. i want a longsword. i think i technically just own uhmmm um um#a rapier? a machete? a uh. i dont know what that cheap anime convention sword is actually. OH YEA AND CANE SWORD#no longsword though. i really want to own a katana too. someday i'll own both. someday.#real swords are unfortunatelly really expensive. thats why i only have uh. uh. uhhh. oh yeah i do have those 2 swords from mountains trip#i dont really know what those are either. you know i really should know what bladed weapons i own. i dont though.#i own cool swords and knives bc oooh fun pointy things! wheeeeee!!!#i'll study up on it later. lol.#anyways i guess i should go look for more food. i have rambled enough. bye!
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a handful of chinese songs that give me big robit energy
translating cpop songs is like my second favourite hobby so it's frankly surprising I haven't made this post sooner
Him - Floruitshow (马 - 福禄寿)
I've talked about this song on here before but this is the 3.7 song for me
the second chorus is definitely MR-SN but i like to think of the first chorus (Let me take a good look at your visage as we count down the time till the curtains’ close. Forgive me for holding back my voice so soon, do you know, in your graceful escape, all I see around me is disaster?) as VR-LA during the flashback sequence
specifically 'all I see around me is disaster' because yeah not wrong
'This time I’m not here to bring you home' just kills me like the please please take care of yourself because I can't be there with you anymore of it all
'Oh spring, oh warm sun, please come sooner, grant him a smooth and safe journey' same point, just the desperate plea for the universe to protect VR-LA because he can't do it himself anymore
How can I make you stay - Floruitshow (我用什么把你留住 - 福禄寿)
(conveniently I have actually done a full translation of this song!)
definitely one of the Maxim songs of all time
"You’ve believed that you can let your life pass in numbness, but [...] why do your tears fall in the moment of letting go?' YEAH because we've seen so many times how Maxim keeps trying to convince himself that he can stop just caring but it never works
'You say don’t fall in love, yet you’re unwilling to let go' same point, this man is in such denial about how he just can't stop caring
specifically the second verse feels a lot like Maxim waiting for VR-LA to return from Tu'narath
'You stay silent, holding onto starlight as you wait through your darkest hour. Your mind is struck, when familiar murmurs pierce your ears once more' aaaAAAAHH
the bridge (?) as a conversation between VR-LA and Maxim, VR-LA inviting Maxim to see the beauty and wonders of the world ('Do you want to see the sea of flowers blooming?', very 4.5 wedding invite honestly) but Maxim's trauma just would not allow him to take that risk ('If none of them come back, then who should I live for?')
fun fact the second version of the bridge in my translation ('You must stay to see the flowers bloom' onwards) is exclusive to that live performance of the song so it's not in the spotify version i linked here. as for which version you think fits Maxim more.. well.
Borrow - Mao Buyi (借 - 毛不易)
finally banging out a translation for this song was kinda the inspiration for me to make this post actually
the tldr of this song is that it's an unnamed/unidentified speaker asking to borrow various small things for the sake of somebody else (like 'an inch of frozen sunlight' to provide warmth in a cold world) so you can probably see where i'm going with this
'A simple ‘we have plenty of time’ etched into the soul to prepare for the chance of forced separation' ouch ow okay
'Those blown apart by these winds will say that they never loved deeply' / 'There is a sincerity that cannot be blown apart by this wind' DX-TR betraying the old crew vs VR-LA fighting through so much just to get them back
'There are tears that cannot be washed away by this rain' this line just haunts me. like in general
'An acre of land for him to call home, an ordinary life for him to live' as MR-SN watching over the old crew like I can't be there for you but I hope you will find peace and a home...
#rolling with difficulty#rwd starship#rwd professionals#my feel good hobby! as opposed to art: my feel bad hobby /j#im actually learning to play how can i make you stay on the guitar right now its a lot of fun but ow my fingers#ive also found a score for him but its super outside my skill level so we'll see how that goes#bmadd11 my beloathed#/also/ working on a little something based on that song but that wont... come into play for at least the next few weeks so#its an absolute monster of a project and school has started so i dont have high hopes for getting it done soon#i dont think i got to mention this on the actual post for borrow but ive literally been spinning that song in my brain since like 2020#genuinely. i've been thinking about how to translate that song for upwards of 3 years#grammar is just weird sometimes#i was gonna include let's go wandering by bibi zhou but i couldve SWORN i wrote a translation for that song before i just cant FIND it#spent 30 minutes hunting for the doc in my drive thats 30 minutes of my life wasted#but 'lets go wandering with a smile because we carry our home in our hearts' just fucks severely#also considered including forget your sorrows when the flowers bloom by zhou shen#bc im not gonna make a cpop post and *not* try and subject more poeple to zhou shen#but like that songs vibe is too... cottagecore to really make a good point there im just obsessed with one specific line#'If my memories are stolen and I forget all my love; I'll say to you “Hello!”#post amnesia vrla to the old crew??? the 'i dont know you. id love to get to know you again' of it all????#did this instead of my programming homework :|
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fox your tags on the falcon/pigeon video are sending me
i can’t wait for the rest of your fic because those tags are going to haunt me. i need to witness how falcon/pigeon coded sam and rinzler are (i still want to say rizzler every time i see his name)
ok, but the thing is, is that this is totally how i see them, in the sense that Sam does some dumb shit, and kinda flirts without expectations, but it WORKS. It works on Rinzler, and he's just stoically standing there.
but also, in this annalogy of Sam being a pigeon and Rinzler being a hawk, the pigeon is a god.
So a god is doing dumb things (like trying to take off on a lightjet without knowing how to make it work completely) with witty one liners and it's working.
#hihi!!!#friend exie!!#also like.... I think my fic is the only one you've read for tron yeah?#there are so many fun anatomy things I get to work with next chapter. *rubs my gay little hands together* theres a lot of agreed on#headcanon for things and I can't wait to play around with stuff#yeah I have smut stuff planned for the next part but I am also so so so excited to put my own spins on how I see Grid society and stuff.#I haven't started the next part just yet. I was actually thinking of starting tonight#it was hard cause of those migraines I was having but I hope to get started soon#I have vague plans. But I also hope to just..... let the words flow like I did with part one really#ok I'll be done rambling now!#also if you want fic recs for the ship let me know? Some of my all time favorite fics are Tron and SamTron fics.#idk if your actually into it or not and it's absolutely a-ok to not be into it haha I just. there's some amazing fics out there.#ok ONE recc. It's only vaguely SamTron. but if you want a REALLY nice angsty bittersweet fic that is from Alan's POV#it's Mea Culpa by 2019-2020 (EnglishLanguage)#I rec most everything by EnglishLanguage. but this one and Genesis especially#ok NOW I'm done rambling.
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Every single time I defend someone shitty who has done nothing but be a cunt to me because they did 1 (ONE ) decent thing THEY ALWAYS TURN AROUND AND DO SOMETHING SO MUCH WORSE TO ME
#every single time i praise aomeone for turning a new leaf they fuck me over#my life is continuing getting worse and worse and worse and worse and i really don't know how much longer i want to deal with this shit#if things do not change soon I'm quitting I'll run away and i will never come back#i praise y sister for growing up she steals and then lies about it and i print with out a shadow of a doubt she did it wont admit it#coworker who bums job off onto me dose. one piece of work then fucked off and dowe nothing else all day then spreads rumors i lied about my#moms cancer#like i can pull up her obituary bitch#dad dose 1 nice thing then like let's me go to bed instead of doing all the dishes that accumulate while i was at work#then need day turns me back into a slave#is goin to marry his yandere bitch gf my mother has not been dead a year yet good for him#I'm done#i hate being alive i can't daydream about anything anymore except death#i used to be able to daydream ocs n stories that stopped years ago then it was day dreaming about a better life with my wife#that's hard to believe it'll ever happen in just trapped and my dad constantly discourages me getting independent or doin anything for mysel#no don't get a full time job don't move out you cam never do it no don't try to learn sewing again doing try dnd again doing make new friend#don't do anything to make like nice#I'm allowed Wednesday nights after the kids go to church and that's it and if it clashes with family aucks to be me#and i don't get to make. it up the next day like dad#i cant stand my life i hate it so much#i hate my family minus my four youngest siblings#i hate my job i hate waking up i hate feeling exhausted all the time#being alive is disappointment and work I'm tired of it#I'm tired#i dont want to do this anymore#i need something to change but I'm trapped nothing will change unless i do it#and i hate that I'll probably have to leave ao much behind
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Kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me
#I am so fucking tired of my parents#if I don't find a full time job soon (which i haven't been able to find for the past six months)#it's possible that my dad will be given the opportunity to live in our house by the state#apparently it can be done in around ten days once it's decided#can i trust my mother with these kinds of informations? absolutely not. but there is a 50/50 chances that it's true#i have saved as much as i could all my life in preparation of this moment and i do have enough money to move but it takes time#every other week my mother comes home with similar kinds of insane informations for me to process#one week she reassures me everything is fine and i have like a couple of years before leaving this house#the week after. this.#i have no idea of what's real or not#i am so stressed that last week i lost the ability to finction for three days straight#i am going insane#and i am in no condition to find jobs i've applied to very little positions in this timeframe also because of this stress that paralyzes me#i am not depressed but god i am indeed exausted#i also have surgery planned (do not know the date yet it's not a difficult one but i never had one and i am scared shitless)#and technically i am in a promising job selection but it's a public one so no one tells you nothing and it can take up to six months before#someone calls you back#so i am inside a limbo on every aspect of my life and it's unreal#i can't even see my psychologist because she's getting surgery next week so i'll see her the week after#i don't have the streight to write this new developement to friends#i think i'll just deadscroll for a while and then go to bed#i don't know. i'm so tired and at the same time not at all tired#i'm doing nothing with my days but i still need everything to stop#i don't know#stuff
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what they don't tell you is that writing poems can be so. difficult. when you're doing it for a purpose and not just to write a poem.
#which means that you should just write poems and have them for a purpose when you're done but 🙄#idk bro it fucks with something in my brain#writing poems? awesome!#there's something you're writing them For? well boys. kill him with hammers#my stuff for my creative writing workshop always felt like it SUCKED cause smth in my brain wouldn't turn off while writing#so everything i wrote + turned in for it felt so stilted and uncharacteristic nd not like my best possible work :(#will have to redeem myself next semester in the second level workshop. anyway#writing someone a poem for christmas and it has me Fucked Up what am i supposed to do with this!#can't write a cheesy love poem for shit either i hate that stuff.#like i could Do it i would personally dislike it very much though#i have written poetry about how frustrating i find writing 'love poetry' when i know all the formulas for it#but still find the topic itself ultimately unfulfilling#anyway. god. one of these days i'll get a poem done properly for this kind of thing.#one day soon...#valentine notes
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the brainrot is continuing. im making sims now. nobody would like to seem them though i’ll probably showcase them at some point anyway. when i like them. when they pass the vibe check
#i have made a few. wil q sap karl tommy tubbo nikki and puffy. im in the process of making techno#bc he's the next easiest on the remaining list (ive got all the cc i need)#(and yes somehow with a hold on#187 - jesus fucking christ - GB mods folder i don't have everything i need. next will be... ranboo... probably. and i'll finish manifold#once i get a pair of white 3D red blue paper glasses which are really really hard to find#jsyk. and that's annoying but whatever. after that i guess its a dartboard. not dream. he's so specific how am i going to make that skin. he#doesn't even have a face. wil was hard enough with his blank stare and no mouth but dream??? he's just GREEN#anyway. ive also made hannah#antfrost literal cat man kind of impossible. way down the line that one#badboyhalo probs not too difficult. maybe him after ranboo.#eret soon. eret asap#also yes i keep spelling niki wrong im sorry.#oh ive also done schlatt. hm. purpled and punz don't seem too difficult#finding a mask (ski mask? balaclava?) for ponk will be like impossible that's a very specific pattern#skeppy is gonna. need a lot of fanart references. yeah.#slimecicle the beloved will be when i feel up to the daunting task of making my blorbo#sam is. horrendous. how do i make a creeperman in the sims#phill is just that guy from bleach his sim probably already exists lbr#michael hbomb eryn boomer idk who you are so they'll be later on when i do know who they are#same for tina.#connor's full legal name is ConnorEatsPants so im. not. making him. sorry. get a better surname i don't have to see in the sims Mr. EP#as for dream xd md and drista... probs only drista#if i feel like it#idk them either though. so. when i know them. maybe then.#md wouldn't be difficult. i've already made quackity lalksdjf;alsdf#i forgot to close a bracket somewhere in there. oh well. better late than never)#dsmp#for my own later finding. hopefully that tag is buried enough not to end up maintagged oh god
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