#I'll be sure to stay hydrated!! thank you so much :D

[kofeedoggo]

koffee koffee koffee my beloved do you do commissions?? your art style is so scrumptious

also remember to stay hydrated!! take a break and get some rest you deserve it!!

Ahhh rock!! Yes I do commissions! ^^ Currently on my Kofi it's only sketches, but I'm open for illustrations too if one is interested!

(Truthfully I've been trying to make a formal commission sheet for it but my artstyle is still a lil bit inconsistent :"D)

And AHH TYY ROCK, I love your art style too your art of Nyx and other's ocs are so cutee and I'm in love with themmm <3

[beefslipper]

Hello! sorry to bother you again. But this thought came to me at 2 am and I need to see your writing on it. How do you think hsr men show their affection? I know Dan Heng would be a man of service but Jing Yuan? Is he going to be like Dan Heng or more open about it? 🤔.

Anyways, I'll be there to eat up the masterpiece. Stay hydrated and Thank you! 💜

Don't apologize! :D

I'll try to do ALL the male characters, excluding MC and Duke Inferno. I thought about it but decided against it cuz AAAAAAAAAAAA. I'm going to cry like a baby if I forget any. Since there are 17 men (I think, I'm half asleep) I'm gonna number them in alphabetical order and just. Go with it.

Argenti

Argenti would do everything humanly possible for you. Whatever love language you're most comfortable with, he's doing that all for you and you only.

You like physical affection? Whenever you're okay with it, he's holding your hand, giving you kisses, doing whatever makes you feel best.

You like verbal affirmations? Bro isn't hesitating to never shut up about everything he loves about you (P.S., it's everything).

Gifts? Be prepared to get something from him every time you see each other. He's not gonna hold back at all for the person he loves most.

Arlan

Dude's 100% a cuddler. Spending hours with you is his way of showing he cares. He isn't just asking to cuddle to avoid his responsibilities, he willingly spends lots of time with you (and gets yelled at for doing that instead of doing what he needs to).

However, if you're alright with doing little tasks with him, he's bringing you with. You two often walk Peppy together or go to deal with anything that won't get you hurt. You could be like 20 times stronger than him and he'd refuse to 'let you risk getting hurt'. Lol.

Aventurine

You already know this peacock's buying you everything you want. That cute dress you saw in a shop window? All your's. A new pair of earrings that you don't really even need? Dawg you're getting that and like 50 other pairs. That one perfume everybody's talking about? He's buying the whole company for you.

However! Behind closed doors, he's all about physical affection. Whenever it's just the two of you, he's always clinging to you like a sloth.

Blade

No Gif for Bladie cuz Tumblr asked if I was suicidal LOL

Bladie would seem like he hates you in public. Like you killed his pet dog when he was 6 and has hated you ever since type stuff. But when you're alone, he LOVES physical affection. Mostly receiving it, but he's definitely sure to make you feel loved, too. Whenever he's not feeling too good, he sends you little gifts to show he cares since he's not good with his words.

In short, he'd be extremely dedicated to loving you if he didn't have such a negative relationship with love.

Boothill

He loves using his words because he comes up with the craziest affectionate names for you. Some that have your eyes popping out of your skull before you even have a chance to get blushy over 'em.

Besides that, it depends on what kinda person you are. Yapper? He's more than willing to sit there and listen to your voice. He'll try to pay attention but it's a 50/50. Listener? He's always got something weird or interesting to tell you.

Dan Heng

He likes physical stuff the most but to an extent. He refuses to do anything bigger than hand-holding and small, quick kisses while in public. He REALLY shows his love behind closed doors to make up for it.

However. If someone's bothering you in public, he's gonna unintentionally do that 'don't worry kitten, daddy's gonna protect you' thing. He'll be mean mugging the person while holding you because he hates seeing you so uncomfortable from random weirdos.

Dr. Ratio

BATHTUB GIF RATIO SCREAMS

As much as I hate 'tsunderes' from cringey 2020 stuff, Ratio's one of them. He'll call you the most offensive names you've ever heard as he makes you the most godly, perfect-tasting meal you've ever had.

Once the two of you have gotten close enough, he'd probably allow you in that stupid bath of his, but if you dare to try any NSFW stuff while he's reading, you're getting a thick-ass book to the head.

Gallagher

Words and physical affection. Yk that one image of the two blank characters swapping spit? That's you and him whenever you come up with some comeback to one of his teasing compliments.

Anyways, he'd always be holding you while in public. Anyone dares to express concern about it? Bro's throwing haymakers (reference).

Gepard

Geppieeee :D Although I wanna do Geppie, I've done some HCs on him on a different post (excuse for me to be lazy LOL)

Imbibitor Lunae

A plankton drooling and screaming yes gif came up when I searched his name sjfjkldsjf

IL would spoil you with gifts. He'd always be off doing his weird dragon shit, so he'd send gifts from where ever he was. You could get sea shells or flowers that somehow stay fresh for ever. You could even get hairpins or clothing.

He isn't big on physical affection only because I'm sure you'd be obsessed with touching his tail and 'horns'?. Whatever, he's not letting that happen lol.

Jing Yuan

Physical affection 100%. When he's cooped up indoors doing work, he brings you with him and has you sitting within arm's reach at all times. Or in his lap if you're especially clingy.

He'd try to be verbally affectionate, but he'd use a weird nickname once and forever be embarrassed by it so that's out the window.

Luka

Me rn omg the brain juices are running lower as this post goes on, I'm sure you can see the effort decreasing. My apologies for that.

Luka's probably physically affectionate and really wants that treatment from you, too. I can't imagine how sore he must be, bro punches robots and big-ass monsters all day.

I'm sure he'd also give you gifts and whatnot, but physical stuff > anything else.

Luocha

I feel like he'd switch constantly. Without warning. One day he's all happy and clingy and the next he's super distant but leaving you gifts like he's about to leave. He doesn't even have a real reason behind this other than he doesn't know which is easiest for him.

Misha

NAUR I GOT TRAUMATIZED BY THE GIFS SFLKJSKFJF :(

He'd be all about gifting. I only say this 'cuz of the little side stuff about him having a buncha candy and other little souvenirs. He'd definitely get you something if it reminded him of you.

Sampo

I couldn't help myself the gif was too tempting I'm sorry

He'd always be stealing random crap for you. He'd even use his beautiful persona to get you the more expensive things you want.

Besides that, I'm sure he uses lots of verbally affectionate words with you and makes sure you know how much he loves you. Even if he constantly dresses up as a beautiful woman to distract another man LMFAO.

Welt

Literally all of the above. There's nothing he wouldn't do for you. You need to be held? You're already in his lap. Craving anything? Bro's learning how to make it for you as we speak. Need to hear someone tell you that you're worth something? He's got a big-ass 36-page love letter for you already.

Yanqing

Physical 100%. He doesn't know how to use his words without turning into a blushing tomato. He'd rather hold you for hours on end than try to compliment you. He loves so much about you that he's physically incapable of coming up with a compliment.

BONUS BOYSSSSS

no more gifs omfg my computer gonna explode

Jiaoqiu

Gifts and verbal stuff definitely. He'd spoil you with your favorite food and would always compliment you to the point it seemed like he had endless compliments stored away for you alone.

However, you're getting thwacked with a spoon if you dare to try and touch his tail or ears. Cuddles and hugs are a-okay, but touching the sensitive parts? N O

Moze

He loves physical stuff... Ignoring his VA's crimes.

He'd probably spend a chunk of the day cuddling you and refusing to get out of bed. Whenever he's not cuddling you, he's making origami things of your favorite animals until you have an army of them, varying in size and color.

Screwllum

Definitely a gifter. He's always making new things to give to you. However, when he makes new inventions, he forces the MC to play with it to ensure it's absolutely safe before it gets into your hands (You're gonna find a way to break it and set everything on fire no matter what LOL)

Sunday

FINALLY THE LAST ONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

He sends you expensive gifts, but before he really got to know you and what you want, he'd be sending some weird stuff. Like a cat killing a bird and leaving it on your porch for you or something.

Over time, he got better about his gift choices. He probably goes to Robin to beg for advice on what to get you next.

Holy breaking and entering Batman! That's a lotta yap. And gifs. Good lord the gifs. My computer's hardly alive. I'm hardly alive.

Well, despite the decrease in quality and effort over time, I hope you enjoyed the HCs!

Have a great day, evening, and/or night! :)

[impactedfates]

Hello! Is it alright if I request platonic headcanons for Dan Heng, March 7th, and Welt with a teen!reader who’s really calm and chill? They don’t cause trouble/chaos, has a really calming presence, easy to talk to, is mostly mature for their age, but they aren’t cold or blunt. They are nice but not naive, and they are quite observant + smart when they need to be, so they’re good at solving problems (reader is kind of like the calmest one on the Astral Express lol)

Please remember to take breaks and to stay hydrated! Your health comes first :)

A/N: Yes it's alright :D Thank you, I'll remember to take breaks and drink water, you will too alright?? I'm so sorry if this came out so late :sob: I didn't mean to make you wait for so long!

Genre/Trope: Platonic + Found Family (Express Family)

Format: Head Cannons (Separate)

Warnings: None

Extra: Reader slightly of taller then March despite being younger // Grandpa Welt <33 // Reader was also found in ice along with March

Dan Heng admires how calm you can be, even in stressful situations and is thankful at how observant and smart you are. Likely helping the group get out of certain situations due to it. You're rather different to the girl who was found floating near you in ice and he noticed quickly how you two were almost polar opposites.

He enjoys having another person on board the express who's calm and he's thankful you're easy to talk too. And that you don't mind how closed off he is himself, he's also thankful you don't cause trouble on missions or the express and rather you help defuse them.

He sees you as a younger sibling and makes sure you're being taken care of as well. Everyone on the express is his family and he will ensure all will be protected. This means you have to eat your vegetables, hydrate and sleep.

I see you two relaxing in the archives as you help him with adding things into the Data Banks when neither of you can sleep. And when you do ultimately fall asleep, he carefully carries you back to your room and tucks you in before continuing working himself.

Also, despite being younger then most of the express, you're more mature then a good few of them which are adults. And he's unsure if he should be concerned cuz of that fact.

March 7th is older then you, but she considers you her twin! Simply because you were both found on the same day, and even though everyone knows you're a teen so younger then she is. People go along with it.

She complains a bit about being shorter then you, one of the times she doesn't call you her twin. But she means well, all her little annoyances and complaints with you slightly being taller is a joke.

Anytime she's stuck on a puzzle she always call for you (And I mean like, those puzzles you buy in shops) and always watches intently as you figure it out.

She's of course aware at how calm and chill you are, and honestly. When you two first got to know each other she wanted to see what would change that. Pulling pranks and attempting to annoy you but not too much. Yet you still stayed calm.

She's very interested at how you're so calm in nearly every situations, now a days. She accepts it as you and won't try to break the calmness you have. If she's ever having a bad day, she comes to you. You oddly have an aura that helps her calm down.

When Welt saw not one but TWO ice blocks containing people in it, he was shocked. However wasted no time in saving the two of you. Just like March you seemed to have lost your memories and he's determined to help you find out your past.

He sees you as his grandkid, and was even a bit protective of you at first. However seeing your calm nature and how smart you were in many situations calmed himself down. He's still worried if you go on missions but he trusts that you'll be protected.

He's not that surprised you act so differently to March when you two were both in ice however he does find it amusing in a way. You're still a teen so even if he does trust you now to go on missions, he wants you to update him.

Just like Dan Heng, he's thankful you're not only chill but don't cause problems, also you're rather mature for your age, if you were older then he'd definitely consider putting you in charge of the train if Dan Heng wasn't able too take charge. Considering you're age currently, only Dan Heng is in charge.

DIWNDJFEHW. Hopefully I'll be able to finish the next requests in the following days, I feel so bad for not being able to write them yet :,)

[zaimta]

I TOTALLY FELT YOU WHEN YOU SAID DR STONE IS LIKE A DRUG OMG its like my lifeline at this point

i was wondering if i could request a small drabble or headcanons for ryusui !! i keep having this repeating idea of him with a reader who’s like his childhood friend and ever since they were young, ryusui always tried to pursue them romantically but reader would always just laugh it off, thinking he was joking. but ryusui never gave up on his love for the reader!!

(spoilers for the treasure island arc)

but once everyone on the perseus gets petrified, leaving the reader (who had gone with the recon team to scout the area), reader starts to realize just how much they were worried for him, and especially when he comes back to them in fragments after kohaku smashed him. and the second that he gets revived, the reader is all over him and telling him how worried they were, and the second that the two of them are alone (maybe the team recognized that they were having a moment and let them have it?) reader confesses that they return his feelings and the possibility of possibly losing him helped them realize that? O:

male reader would be preferred (ryusui bi icon frfr), but i dont mind gender neutral!! :D

thank you so much for your time in advance, and remember to stay hydrated!! (expect more interactions from me, im literally obsessed with your works ❤️❤️)

彡zai says- the brain rot this gave me was insane back on my dr stone grind!! he really is a bi icon i'll never forget what he said to tsukasa (ngl i read it a year ago so i spitballed the lore lol)

paring: ryusui x male reader

warnings: SPOILERS BELOW THE CUT

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ever since you were kids you were always the main thing on his mind. he was constantly teasing you and clinging to your side. as you got older it turned into him flirting with you and seeing how far he could push your buttons until you got flustered.

when senku broke him from the stone he was more focused on you than himself, he knew you had an impressive skill set and he used that to his advantage. even if they didn’t have enough revival fluid he brought you along anyways, dressing your statue so when they could revive you, you were ready to go.

when you came to you immediately fell into someone’s arms. their hold on you was firm but also familiar, and their scent was familiar too it was almost comforting. you pulled back to look back at them, and you were met with ryusui smiling down at you “i missed you.”

you laughed and gently removed yourself from his hold “i’m sure you did.” you didn’t notice it but his face slightly faltered.

his flirting was no better when the two of you were alone, as a matter of fact, it was only worse. the two of you sat alone staring at the moon, he spent most of the time staring at you instead of the sky “you’re so handsome, the way you shine in the moonlight is amazing.” you laughed again and rolled your eyes. you always assumed his flirting was just empty words, he was the human version of greed after all he craves everything the world has to offer and he does this to everyone.

“you don’t have to keep saying those things ryusui. i know you don’t mean them.”

he stared at you, no matter how many times he tells you he adores you or how many times he admits how he wants nothing more in the world than you, you never believed him.

at least not until the incident.

when you first laid eyes on his stone body you wanted to scream but you couldn't, the scream was barely louder than a whisper hardly a scream at all. it only got harder when kohaku brought him and the others back as fragments.

the second he was revied the team cleared out and kohaku sent you a knowing glance.

one the two of you were alone you immediately wrapped your arms around him pulling him into a hug "i was so worried about you, i thought i lost you." he returned your embrace and rested a hand on the back of your head pulling you closer to him "you could never lose me." he pressed a gentle kiss to your temple, and for the first time instead of backing away from his affection you accepted it.

you gently pull back from his hug to look at him face to face "i've realized some things."

he raises a brow "and what would that be?"

"how much i care for you, and how much you care for me." his hand moves to gently cup your cheek while his thumb gently caressed your cheek "oh? and how much do i care for you?"

"you've basically spent most of our lives trying to win me over, and every time i never really responded to them or gave you any straight answer. so why did you never give up?"

he smiled at you "that's easy. because i'm the greediest guy there is." your face slightly fell which caused him to chuckle "you didn't let me finish. because i'm the greediest guy there is i know there's no greater treasure than your heart. i'd stop at nothing to make you my boyfriend and to be yours."

[ukranianacearo]

Hii! I've never done a request b4 so I'll try my best. Could you do DtK with a non binary person (they/them pronouns) who is very socially contemplative and justice oriented. Like writing out charts explaining how misogyny gets fueled and possible solutions, while also going on long winded explanations of the psychological foundations of oppression.

If it's too much don't worry about it. ^^ (Sorry if there are any spelling errors)

-I hope you have a very lovely day/noon/night! Also... Stay hydrated!!

Similar minds

Non binary!reader

Tw: a little spoiler at the end

Pairing: Death, the Kid x Non binary!Reader

Synopsis: Death, the kid has a partner? Wait, they're also into justice?

Genre: fluff, I guess

Author's note: Hii, yes, thank you for your request. Don't worry, your request is good. This is more of headcanons of what you requested, so I'm sorry if you wanted one shot! I hope you like it and there might be spelling errors, I didn't proofread this. More under cut!!

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✾ | I'm sure that your sense of justice was something that got his attention in the first place

✾ | Kid is very serious about the balance of everything, so I'm sure he would sit through your presentations

✾ | He might ask or add more to the discussion

✾ | Being so serious about the topic, you have earned a lot of funny stares, to the point that it's almost daily occurrence.

✾ | The first time Kid heard someone trash talking about you, he was a little bit surprised

✾ | He may or may not say something to the people who talk bad about you

✾ | "How dare you talk like that about them, when you..." and so on

✾ | You two became friends really fast

✾ | I'm sure that he talks to his dad about you from time to time

✾ | Liz and Patty also become your friends

✾ | It takes some time for him to fall in love and if you didn't ask him out, he would take some time to ask you

✾ | He would want to be sure that you like him too

✾ | After that, he would prepare a speech and memorise it

✾ | If you accept him, he wouldn't change much

✾ | pda is still not his favourite thing, but he doesn't mind hand holding and maybe his hand on your back

✾ | He already was visiting most of your presentations/discussions, so now he tries to be on even more of them, if his schedule allowes him

✾ | You would need to have some patience with this boy, especially when he starts thinking that something isn't symmetrical or balanced

✾ | He would appreciate a lot if you reassured him patiently

✾ | Please don't die, he wouldn't be able to compose himself that easily if both you and his dad are dead

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That's it, I hope you like it :D also, does anyone remember when Kid was kidnapped and while saving him, everyone got reversed to the opposite gender? What would happen to non binary reader if they went to save him too? Because, since they're non binary the opposite is binary, but like, ?? I don't know, something I was thinking after writing this

[anincompletelist]

2023 writing roundup :D

hi all! thank you to @hgejfmw-hgejhsf @rockyroadkylers @songliili @littlemisskittentoes for the tags on this! I loved getting to go back through all of the works you guys have shared with us this year (and hearing about some of your upcoming projects as well!)

I realized that I did do a year in review post, but that was mostly stats, so I figured I'd participate in this one as well since it'd be nice to have all of my fics linked in one place for organizational purposes!

thank you guys for everything this year, I can't wait for all that's coming in the next one! <3

sarah / anincompletelist xx

Sure As The Stars in the Sky | E | 20k

It shouldn't matter that Alex has been present for each and every one of Henry's most important life milestones, sometimes the singular catalyst for them. It shouldn't be important that he's grown to be more familiar to Henry than even some of his own family members, that part of him is burrowed so deeply into Henry's subconscious that he can taste it sometimes, that even when Alex crashes in, spirited and passionate, it feels like an easy exhale; like coming home. It shouldn't matter, but it does.

praying our bridges don't make waves | E | 82k

When June gets sick, Alex knows he'll do whatever it takes to make sure she gets the care that she needs. Even if that means convincing his nemesis/sexuality-crisis-inducing/clandestine hook-up partner/somewhat of an actual friend to pretend to be his soulmate in order to pull it off. It's both more and less complicated than it sounds.

kiss me like you've got nowhere to be | M | 3k

In the three years they’ve lived together, he thinks it’s safe to say that he and Alex have gotten… close. The kind of close that other people like to point out sometimes when they’re in public, and not just their overinvolved older sisters and overly suggestive friends. A few of Alex’s colleagues have made comments when Henry shows up at the holiday parties or after a stressful work day to make sure Alex is eating and staying hydrated, just the same as Henry’s clients each know little bits of odd Alex-facts that he lets slip sometimes in his sessions. Regardless, it’s all terribly domestic, and the twinge of satisfaction Henry gets when Alex’s dates don’t go well is most definitely not appropriate, even if they are kind of in a weird, probably mostly platonic, very codependent relationship. If he’s not careful, Henry’s going to get himself so, so hurt one of these days.

I feel the beating of your heart, I see the shadows on your face | M | 18k

It’s certainly not what Alex would have predicted a few days prior. If someone had told him he’d be tenderly embracing his self-imposed enemy after switching bodies with him for seventy-two hours and embarking on an unintentional journey of self discovery and then finally finding their way back to each other to ask for a True Love’s Kiss that may or may not break the curse that flipped their lives upside down - Well, Alex would have told them to fuck off.

but I can count on you to tell me the truth when (I've) been drinking and you're wearing a mask | M | 8k

The room goes quiet again, Alex too focused on the sound of his own breathing. He’s already started, he figures, and the person still hasn’t left. But this next bit is a little more personal, and Alex isn’t positive what the parameters are for one-sidedly conversing with a masked stranger about your best kept secrets at a halloween party when you’re so drunk that the floor is beginning to look like it may open up and swallow you whole. Isn’t sure if that might be better anyway.

who ya gonna call? | M | 7k

Henry is a ghostwriter. Alex is a little confused on what exactly that means.

I'll bet it all on me and you, I'll bet it all you're bulletproof | M | 11k

“Let’s do this,” he says. “Let’s,” Alex agrees, pushing down on the handle until the door swings open. “After you, boyfriend.” This is most definitely not his finest idea. Henry usually practices much better self preservation skills. Much better common senseskills. He steps over the threshold of Alex’s room and it feels like sealing his fate. They’re doing this for Alex to win over their bosses in a lighthearted game with a harmless lie, but Henry can’t fight off the bitter knowledge that, regardless of how tonight goes, Alex will be fine, but Henry has so much to lose.

(+ listen to the podfic here!)

but if you could see us from a distance you'd know I've always been so close to you | E | 10k

Objectively, standing half-soaked from rainwater with a stitch in his side and an uncomfortable, raging hard-on outside his worst enemy’s door is not Henry’s finest moment. It’s not even on the list. [or, henry is afflicted with a curse-gone-wrong that stipulates that only his sworn enemy, alex claremont-diaz, can touch him.]

you make it look so easy, I know it's not | T+ | 8k

Bea’s to his left, speaking frantically on the phone with who Henry hopes is the fire brigade or someone else trained to deal with these— situations. In front of him, Pez is fumbling frustratedly with the water hose, showcasing his colorful vocabulary with a flourish of jerky hand movements and chaotic pacing. On either side of the fence, his neighbors are peaking over the sides to ask if everything’s okay, and Henry feels the resolution to make a good first impression crumbling and slipping rapidly out of his grasp. Even David watches on from inside the house, his sage eyes and patriotic bowtie appraising the scene and looking back to Henry as if to say I told you so. And the fryer — the fryer itself is up in flames, thick gray smoke swirling up into the air and soaring high above the tree line now. In the distance, the echo of sirens. Henry may faint right here, in the middle of his backyard at his new home before he's even unpacked, with all the neighbors and his family and friends watching on, on his first official American Thanksgiving. It is, by all means, not what he’d envisioned for the day.

somehow I'd get by (part one) | E | 13k

Henry should have known, probably, that accepting a job offer from Pez would have its nuances. It’s his own fault that he hadn’t asked more questions, that he hadn’t regarded it as a red flag when he’d had to sign several very thick NDA’s at the onboarding, when Pez had smiled so big and so secretively when they went out to celebrate afterward that Henry had to physically look away from it. Though he’s new to the city, he’d thought that working as an accountant wouldn’t offer all that many opportunities for any sort of overly odd, eclectic jobs. So he’d shown up on his first day at the provided address, a big, nondescript brick building in front of him with a duffel bag full of his sign-on papers, his computer, and a framed photo of his dog, David, ready to take up its rightful place on yet another boring, blank desk. He’d made it all of two steps inside the door before realizing that he’d just accepted a contract working for some kind of sex club. He’d stood his ground despite the burning flush that bloomed on his cheeks and then, miraculously, he’d stayed.

take my hand if you can take me as I am | E | 14k

It would hurt less, Alex guesses, if he wasn’t head over heels for the guy he’s supposed to be fucking through an ancient one-sided sex curse with that was partially — a lot, actually — his own fault. But. It’s not like there’s a fucking handbook. Alex has looked. 

if you take a life, do you know what you'll give? | M | 9k

It would have been one thing had Alexander’s job description been simply to stay in his hotel room and operate the funds covertly, an exceedingly safe distance away from Henry and any of Le Chiffre’s men. As it is, they’d instructed Alex to play the part of Henry’s date for the night, subsequently granting him the access he’d need to the private cardroom within the casino in order to report back to headquarters the funds needed in the precise moment Henry would need them. It's too dangerous, and he knows it. Henry's had a lot of blood on his hands in this life, but he refuses to have Alex's as well.

miles to go, but we're almost home | M | 5k

Texas is a bit of a last minute decision. As in, at the actual last minute, Henry had begged them at the station for whatever ticket they had left to get out of the city, shoved his credit card at them expeditiously, and promptly boarded the vessel just as the doors slid closed behind him. Turns out it’s the best decision he’s ever made.

something borrowed, something blue | (to begin posting jan 1!)

dom!alex part two

dom!henry

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THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU ALL FOR BEING HERE TO WITNESS ME SCREAM INTO THE VOID! this space has meant so much to me since I first read the book when it came out, but even more so once I started writing again these last few months. 2022/2023 was a very long, very lonely time in my life and I just didn't have words for a while. when the movie came out, I remembered how much I loved the book and finally opened a blank page again! I needed an outlet, and I found so much more than that <3

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cheers to a wonderful year, friends! I am so grateful for all of you and for this space that we've created to share and connect with each other and the art that inspires us. here's hoping 2024 has a lot more of that! <333

xx

[tonberry-yoda]

Heyy.. since you liked the previous Ramattra request so much I might have another one..? :D I've had this idea where somebody keeps leaving Ramattra anonymous small gifts during his time in the monastery. How does he react when the secret admirer turns out to be a super secret human admirer with a not so secret crush on him? Obviously Ramattra is the only one who doesn't realize that somebody has feelings for him. Such a classic situation xD Maybe headcanons or a short story? Up to you! Thanks!

notes: OMG I HAVE BEEN WAITING TO WRITE THIS ONE FRRR. You have the coolest ideas and I just love writing requests for you! this one is so creative and just super fun to write, so thank you <333 thanks for all of your support! have an amazing day and stay super duper hydrated <3

Secret Admirer - Ramattra

word count: 674

warnings: probably typos, but nothing other than that

It was snowing. Nearly a blizzard. It's not like Ramattra could feel the cold, but he knew he would have to head inside. The monastery had warm light and was always quiet. Full of other omnics who needed a place of refuge, somewhere to call home for a little while. There were some humans, which was a hard obstacle for Ramattra to cross, but seeing as most of them wanted to help the omnics and rebuild their lives made Ramattra hopeful. Just a bit.

He greeted omnics as he walked in and headed over to the room where he spends most of his time praying, his staff hitting the ground with every step he took.

The room was empty, as it usually was, and snow was falling into the room diluting all sound around him.

Then, he saw it again. Another present.

For the past two weeks, there have been small presents left behind in the room. At first, he had believed that these gifts were for the monastery or for the sake of prayer, but he began to notice that they were really for him. There would be notes attached or simply just a gift with his name on it, but never theirs.

He never figured out who it was. He never saw anyone come into the room, so it confused him, but at the same time, it brought him a bit of joy.

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"Why don't you just tell him, y/n?" An omnic had asked you as you were fixing her up. "I think it's pretty dang obvious that you like him."

"I don't even think he knows my name," you giggled. "Plus, I think it's fun having this little secret. He'll never know." You put your finger in front of your mouth to signal that you wanted this secret to keep going.

If the omnic could roll her eyes, she would've. "When you have the rare chance of talking to him, you have goo goo eyes. I think he knows."

"Do I make it that obvious?!" You buried your bright red face in the palms of your hands.

The omnic gave you a supportive pat on the back. "Look, y/n, why does that have to be a bad thing necessarily?"

You looked at her in shock. "I'm a human!"

"So?"

"It's kind of known by the whole world that Ramattra hates humans."

"But you've been so kind to us and to him, I don't see the problem."

You jokingly rolled your eyes and stood up, collecting your things. "Well, I think it's fun being anonymous."

"Are you dropping off another present today?"

"Did Ramattra go home already?"

"I'm pretty sure he did."

"Well, I guess I'll be off then. To drop of the gift. I hope your recovery goes well."

You waved to the omnic and headed over to Ramattra's part of the monastery. You decided to get him a new candle. Something new to light up the dark halls.

As you walked into his room, you froze. His giant figure was standing in the room, as if he was waiting for you.

"Ah, y/n. How are you?" He asked.

You quickly hid the candle behind your back and smiled. "Hey Ramattra. I-I'm good! How are you?"

He chuckled and walked towards you, tilting your chin up with his staff to look at him. "I'm good. Thank you for all of the gifts these past couple of weeks."

Your face flushed a bright red. "Y-Yeah, of course. S-Sorry."

He took the candle from behind your back. "Don't apologize. Why were they for me?"

Oh god. He didn't know.

"I... uh.... they uh..."

Ramattra tilted his head and you took a breath. "Did you read any of the notes?" You asked, a little embarrassed.

"Secret admirer." He said faintly before coming to a realization. "Ah, I see now." He looked down at you a little shocked.

"Sorry." You said, looking down at your hands.

He kneeled down to your level and lifted your chin with his index finger. "Don't apologize."

~~~~~

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[nogenderbee]

Hi I really love your works you write everything so well so I thought I should try requesting:D

So could you write An ,Mizuki and a character of your choice :) saying to their S/O they are proud of them and than reader gets emotional and starts crying BCS they haven't heard someone say it to them for so long and you continue what happens from here :)

You are free to ignore this too have a nice day/night and don't forget to eat something and stay hydrated and also get some sleep :D

Hi hi, thank you so much! So I decided to add Kanade since she just suits here so well! And I really enjoyed writing it so I hope you enjoy it just as much <3

An, Kanade, Mizuki telling reader they're proud of them but reader strats crying

You and An wanted to have your classic date at her dad's cafe but there have been a lot of people on that say so you decided to help her take care of all the orders.

Some customer ordered coffee with art on it and your girlfriend said that you can do it yourself since she showed you how it's done and she knows your abilities are extremely good. But you weren't so convinced about it but still done it to make your girlfriends job easier.

"Hey, An, is that good enough?"

"It's perfect! Omg you did so good! I'm so proud to have lover like you!"

She was what...? It really touched you and you maybe even didn't knew why it did, and so you didn't even noticed water spilling from your eyes.

"YN?! What's wrong?! Did I said something I shouldn't?!"

"N-No it's not that, don't worry! I just... didn't heard it for a really long time..."

"How about we take a little break? We finished most of orders so I'm sure my dad can carry on from here for a while."

After that she went to ask her dad for a break which you both got. So she lead you to some quieter place where she decided to just cuddle with you and spend some time.

"I have always been proud of you... I'm sorry if I haven't told you this enough but I promise that from now on, I'll tell you this every day so you know how much I appreciate you!"

You had classic lazy date with Kanade on which you usually just eat some noodles, snuggled together and either watched or listened to something, or took care of your own things.

Today she was texting some Nightcord members when you come to her house so she just wanted to say goodbye to them so she can spend some quality time with you.

"What did you talked about with your friends? Is another song coming up?"

"Oh no, I was actually talking about you. Do you remember that limited matching bracelets for us? I was telling them how proud I am of you."

"You're proud of me...?"

"Of course I am. I'm proud of everything that has anything to do with you."

In that moment you kinda let it all out but it wasn't bothering you that much, after all her room is like your safe place where you can just be yourself. And once she saw that you let out couple of tears, she immediately started to rub your back.

"Hey, it's alright. Did I said or done something that made you feel so bad?"

"Don't worry, you didn't. I just... haven't heard it for a while and well... they're happy tears..."

"I'm glad those are happy tears but I promise I'll make sure to tell you I'm proud of you every day. Because I really am. Whatever you do, I'll always be proud of you, especially if you worked hard for it. Results don't really matter"

You spend your date cuddled into each other while she was rubbing your back and told you comforting words, constantly reminding you that she's proud of you.

Mizuki had a shop date with you and now you ended in her room trying every outfit they made you buy and judging every outfit they bought for themselves.

"Oh, try this one out! I remember you saying that you like it but I didn't saw you in it!"

Your lover said it handing you one of the outfits you picked for yourself but in fact, yes, you didn't show them since you wanted it to be a surprise. So you took clothes from them and went to change really quick.

"I'm done! What do you think?"

"You look so good! Next time you simply have to pick something for me as well! Everyone is gonna be so jealous I have partner like you!"

"Why jealous?"

"Because you're simply amazing! I'm so proud of you, my dear!"

They're... proud of you? You really didn't expected them to say it in that very moment so you couldn't help but let a couple of tears out which of course they noticed quickly.

"Hey! Why are you crying? You look amazing so what's wrong?"

"It's just... are you really proud of me?"

"Of course I am! I'm so proud of you that I don't know if it's possible to be proud even more!"

They quickly catched on why you feel this way, after all they know a lot about not feeling good enough. So they decide to ignore this little fashion show of yours and spend your date cuddled into each other on comfy bed.

"I promise you're enough. I love you for who you are so of course I'll be as proud from you as I can."

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[demonpiratehuntress]

Hey hey hey, how you doing? Hopefully you're having a good day and staying hydrated and rested, I just stumbled upon your blog and I'm already loving it, I was wondering if requests are open? If they are may I have a Ace x reader where she's the biological daughter of lovely cute adorable insane psycho Doffy? (can you tell I love this horrible man? 😂) so just like... Shenanigans? Also somehow he's saved in marineford (he just doesn't fall for magma bitchs taunts) (I HC her to have the Otto Otto No Mi her words carry the power of command... Like Inumaki Toge cursed speech from JJK, also basically the affects of a siren hypnosis and such like Doffy ppl don't really know her DF or how it works so she just hypno-Comands him to run but says it in a mocking tone as to not alert the others "run~ run~ Fire Fist~ run away and don't come back~ hhehehe") yeah she laughs like her dad, yeah she's a daddy's girl and absolutely spoiled and definitely got her own feather coat it's about ✨flamboyance✨ and style (yes he ain't too thrilled that he's a D. Clan member but he's also never thrilled about the idea of her having a partner but he let's them be cause she's happy, amused he's Rogers son), so Doffy pulls the Boa Hancock move and is just like yeah I'll hunt them down that's interesting lmao (she does too cause Luffy lol... Imagine being chased by two warlords just cause you've got two brothers with astronomical rizz 😂) ofc they don't take the Polar Tang and Laws help cause ah, Doffy is here and Law don't do that, so some tension cause she manipulated him to run away and she's like yeah cause I rather you live idiot, happy fluffy ending pls? Thank you for listening to my ramble I can't summarise my requests to save my life and I gotta make sure I'm getting my poimt across so I over explain to avoid my stupid from confused ppl (sometimes I explain in stupid ways lol). You obviously don't have to take this request, and if you do take your time and adjust as much as you wanna adjust (just please keep in good dad Doffy my daddy issues are screaming for him after reading all of his being a dad fics... And I still thirst for him too... Benefits of having an individual OC for each character I like), again thank you for reading this and thank you in advance if you write and even if you don't, and take as long as you want and need have a good day dear. Also no matter what you decide can you please confirm this reached you cause Tumblr tends to eat my asks please? (I suck at conveying nice things so I'm sorry if I sound rude or demanding).

hello! im doing okay, thank you for asking! unfortunately, i don't know anything about Doflamingo because the last time I saw him was before Skypeia so I haven't seen him much yet. I also haven't gotten to the Marineford part yet, so I wouldn't know what to do there either! I'm so sorry if this is disappointing 🙈 im just not sure about a lot of things in this request 🙈

feel free to request anything else, though! I'm happy to write about things I CAN do 😊

also, Inumaki Toge 🥺🥺

[stqrbxy]

THAT WAS BEUATIFUL I LOVE YOU THANK YOU SO MUCHHH

GIGGLING AND KICKING MY FEET SND SHIT, ROLLING AROUND IN MY BED SQUEALING AT MY PHONE-

HERE'S A WHOLE BAKERY FOR UR WORK:

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THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR WRITING THAT, PPL DONT TAKE POLY STUFF A LOT OR MASC READER U LITERALLY HAVE MY HEART IN YOUR HANDS

✨️🫂🫂🫂✨️

Also eyyy another aquarius in your life hehe :D

LOVE,

🏳️‍🌈♒️

AHH IT'S NO PROBLEM I'M SO GLAD YOU LIKED IT HEHE !! <3 AND FEEL FREE TO BE OPEN ABOUT ANY POLY OR MALE READERS I'LL BE SURE TO CHECK 'EM OUT !! (I have a few writings planned on poly & male readers upcoming~) take care of yourself,, eat well and stay hydrated ilysm >:DD !!

[breedaboyd]

NSFW Headcanon Alphabet - Mo Lundy

A/N: I recently sat down and watched The Free World and this man. Ughh. I adore this man. Marry me, sir. Anyway, before I wrote anything, I wanted to do some headcanons for him because we don't know all that much about him I feel? I'll probably end up doing these for all the Boyd Boys™ so stay tuned and enjoy

A = Aroused (How does he act when he's in the mood?)

He'll tend to keep it to himself, even when you're together, until he knows you're okay with him being open with those kinds of things. Before then, he'll probably just slip off to the bathroom and jerk one out but, after he knows you're okay with him making the first move, he'll be a bit more vocal about it, holding you and snuggling close until it clicks that he wants to have sex.

B = Body (What's his favourite body part on his lover?)

Literally anything and everything. He's so starved for touch after his stint in prison that he'll take anything. That being said, he loves holding hands during sex.

C = Climax (What is he like when he orgasms?)

He learned to be quiet when he came while he was in prison, after all, they could all hear one another. He never quite gets used to being vocal (and he was never loud, even before he was locked up) but he will whisper thanks, praise and prayers during the deed because, in his eyes, being able to be intimate again is a miracle. You don't understand what he's saying at first but you learn the clipped phrases he repeats; "شكرًا لك…" ("Thank you…"), "انت نعمة…" ("You're a blessing…") amongst others.

D = Dominance (Is he dominant, submissive or a switch?)

Service top. With how strong he is, he can lift you into positions and support the both of you during sex but he never uses this strength against you as he's terrified of hurting you. But he'll very happily haul you up against the wall or pick you up while you hug and kiss.

E = Experience (How experienced is he in the bedroom?)

Not very. Because he went into prison around 17-18, he never really got a chance to explore his sensuality, especially not with others. It's important to be patient with him as he's easily overwhelmed by sensation and emotion. (He may cry if you tell him you love him or anything soppy like that while you're getting busy.)

F = Fortitude (Does he have a lot of stamina?)

Yes, a lot. He can go for hours but, don't worry, he'll regularly check in with you to make sure you're still doing okay and you want to keep going. He's also usually got water on hand to keep the both of you hydrated. He's a sweetheart like that.

G = Gratification (What really gets him off?)

Simple touching, stroking his hair, kissing him, words of affirmation, etc. He's quite vanilla and anything showing your affection to him makes him so unbelievably happy (and turned on).

H = Habitat (What's his preferred place to get busy?)

Somewhere quiet, somewhere secure, where he knows no-one's going to be able to get to you. Occasionally, this kind of space isn't available. In these such cases, he'll probably pull you into an alley or an empty room and do it against the wall or on a table. When he gets really riled up, anything goes.

I = Intimacy (How emotional is he when it comes to sex?)

Very. It isn't 'sex' for Mo, it's 'love-making'. It's the most connected he's ever been with a person and he honours that.

J = Joke (How much does he play around?)

He's not much of a joker. Intimacy is almost sacred to him, almost as sacred as prayer. It's a time for connection, reflection and affection.

K = Kink (Does he have any toys or kinks?)

As he's still exploring his sensuality, this is very much a work in progress. Handcuffs are out, for sure, he's really not a fan because of what he associates them with. He does a lot of body worship and he loves praise so that's a start. Otherwise, most of the time, he tends to be quite vanilla.

L = Lust (How often does he want it?)

Mo has gone months without jerking one out before, a year even in one case, but, as soon as he has a partner, he wants them 24/7. But that's not just for sex, it's the closeness and the security of having you there with him. He wants you with him most of the time; holding his hand, ruffling his hair, whispering encouragement when he's facing a new experience.

M = Masturbation (How does he jerk it? What does he use (if anything)?)

Hands only really. Mostly it's getting off as quickly as possible for stress relief. He prefers getting off when you're there with him, even if you're just whispering praise in his ear and kissing his jaw. When he's on his own though, it's all about the practicality and speed of it because that's what he's used to.

N = Never (What he will not do?)

He would never want to hurt you or do anything that could potentially hurt you. So, despite his strength, choking, spanking, slapping, hair-pulling, etc are all off the table. If he loved you, why would he hurt you. You're his to cherish and adore. Hurting you just doesn't make sense.

O = Oral (Is he more of a giver or a receiver?)

He likes receiving oral, for sure, but he loves giving it even more. He likes the way you gently guide his head by pulling his hair, the way you moan his name, the way you shiver and arch and it's all because of him. He loves making you feel good.

P = Position (What's his favourite position?)

He likes having you ride him, having you in his lap so he can kiss you and hold you close. In second, he likes taking you on your back so he can watch as you come undone. He loves being able to hold your hands and look at you as you moan and praise him.

Q = Quickie (What is a quickie like with him?)

Supposing you've been teasing him and he's just reached a boiling point, he'd probably pull you to the nearest semi-private spot (an alleyway at night, a bathroom stall, etc) and take it from there. He'd haul you up against the wall and just plough into you as you whisper in his ear and press kisses to his forehead. He's also not very good at looking casual after a quickie because he's usually covered in sweat, breathless and just has a big, ol' bashful smile on his face.

R = Roleplay (Does he have any favourite routines/tropes?)

Roleplay isn't really something he's tried and it doesn't really factor into your sex life because who would he rather have sex with than the love of his life?

S = Seduction (How does he get you in the mood?)

A lot of gentle touching, the occasional whisper in your ear, pulling your body against his; mainly physical stuff. He can't really express in words how much he loves and needs you so he leaves it all down to body language.

T = Teasing (What's the best way to arouse him?)

Again, a lot of touching; brushing your hands through his hair, trailing your fingers up his arms, pressing kisses to his knuckles. Anything that lets him know that you're just as in love with him as he is with you. Whispering in his ear, calling him sweet nicknames (especially in Arabic) and just generally telling him how much you love him just makes him go wild.

U = Underwear (What's he got under them slacks?)

Loose-fitting, worn-out pattern boxers. He doesn't have that many pairs so beggars can't be choosers.

V = Verdict (What do you think of your sex life with him?)

Very soft, very sweet, very loving. Some people may call it boring due to the lack of kinks but you and Mo manage just fine. Intimacy is sacred to the two of you and you enjoy it every single time.

W = Words (How vocal is he? Does he talk dirty?)

He doesn't dirty talk but you might be able to make out the occasional word. As mentioned before, Mo murmurs a lot during the deed, either in English or in Arabic. He rarely swears. Mainly, he just tells you how good it feels, how good you look and whispering cute names in Arabic as he kisses you. His favourite is calling you 'شمسي' ('my sun') because one, he revolves around you, and two, later in your relationship, you take to calling him 'قمري' ('my moon').

X = X-Rated (How does he feel about porn?)

He's not really interested. It sounds sappy but he'd rather get off to the thought of you.

Y = Yawn (What's he like after sex?)

Sleepy and caring. He'll probably ask if you want anything; a drink, something to eat, a shower, etc. Once he knows you're happy, he'll happily pull you against him, wrap his arms around you and fall asleep.

Z = Zodiac (What does his sign say about him in bed?) Descriptions by SoSyncd.

Though we never find out Mo's birthdate, I see him as a Scorpio. 'There'll be no holding back when you're in bed with a Scorpio. They have an unquenchable thirst for pleasure and will do whatever it takes to ensure both partners get their fill. Their enthusiasm and passion make them some of the best lovers out there.'

[gojonanami]

Hello Sabina!! Greetings to you!! I heard there's an election for Professor Geto"s admirer"s community? I hope it's still open! I'm sorry for the delayed application, you know how much I respect him, it's just that I had exams past few weeks!! If they are open, I'd like to apply to be the representative! I hope the following skills and traits suffice (if there is any other particular need, please let me know! I've only included things about myself which I suppose would fulfill the criteria!) --

•I'm the "🤩 kid" of any group. I can create the hype. That is my personality. My energy is contagious, I can help in making sure the mood of our community is never too gloomy. 😌 My only weakness being going without prof. geto for too long.

•I've won several debate competitions throughout my academic career, scored a whooping out of out on every English project assigned to me and not only that - I manage to impress the teacher genuinely (you know what that amused eyes and pleasant smile looks like, don't you? 😌). Which means I know how to use words to sell a idea and convince people to be on my side - something that's expected of the representative. We gotta grow out our smol little cult afterall too <3

•My friends trust me with impromptu speeches (after, let's say, any seminar), I'm their go to. I'm a confident public speaker, and a natural at it. I can represent our propaganda opinions. And shut down anyone who shames us for being simps, even though we are :D

•I'm a Math + computer sciences major, which means I can bring kids from other majors and make this as big help them realise the beauty of his gorgeous face this amazing subject called ethics. :D

•I have helped kids carry out shenanigans in past, I'm good at being partner in crime and keeping a secret. The club can stay a secret from Prof. Geto himself if that's the need. I can bring that assurance if I'm given a position of power.

•I can bake top class chocolate cake, which shall do to keep people entertained and their taste buds fulfilled. Besides that, I can sing, dance and be the group clown. :D

•I'm confronting, don't avoid conflict. Can play devil's advocate, which means I'm also skilled at hurting people with sharp words if it comes to that. (Prof. Gojo being my personal inspiration and daily mentor at it, yes physics is one of my subjects too) and is really needed. As I said, I'm good at debates, I as a representative I will stand in front as a shielding barrier, talk on behalf of us and protect our community if anyone dares threaten it. Hmph.

•I'll keep reminding everyone to stay hydrated.

•I'm good at planning (given I've been studying maths and computer sciences majority of my life ; my brain is just wired to build algorithms to get desired output) so I can also help the president plan our meetings in a way it best accommodates everyone's schedules.

•I'm also a social butterfly and am more inclined on the "likes and enjoys social interactions" side, so I can update the members with essential information if they miss out on any club meetings.

•I'm a diplomatic person in nature, I can also help resolve and minor (or major for that case) issues among club members.

>>> Honestly, I'd take pride in calling myself the representative - that tag is a flattering one for me to hold and have. But if you and the other members decide I'm better suited for any other position I'm more than willing to take it up!!

Thank you for your time and consideration!! Looking forward to the election results!! If I'm given the power and position of a representative I promise to work hard and fulfill my duties for the same. 😌🤝🏻

🤩 anon

Dearest 🤩 anon,

no need for apologies — your studies come first, as we as a community and prof geto believe. you have several incredibly useful skills and I believe you would make a wonderful representative! I would love to appoint you as such.

speaking of which, I’ll set the deadline for these elections for when part 3 comes out (2/23 at 8 PM EST)! so if anyone wishes to apply, this is the time :)

[catamaurrr-star]

hello darling. how are you today? how is soup? i love you very much, my dear mutual. i'll give you a little flower bouquet 💐. i wish you a very good night, or day, or whatever lapse of time you are currently living through. give soup a head pat for me, if soup wants it. thank you <33

ps. stay hydrated, get some food in your body and make sure you are resting and giving your brain some happy relaxed time daily! you are a star <3

OHMHGHHFF THIS IS SO SWEET <33333333333333333333 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SOUP IS DOIGN GREAT THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

[sky-squido]

How are you doing? I love all your works, and I think you're a great person! Stay hydrated and get lots of sleep!

ah!! thank you!!! this summer has been a gently undulating rollercoaster that regularly alternates between "hnnnnnnnnnnng i miss being okay aaaugh my brain is full of bees" and "oh! everything's actually just... okay! heck yeah!! i feel good!" right now i'd say my head is full of jellies and they are blooping and blorping around. i'm not quite sure what that means either but i don't think i could put it any more accurately if i tried.

as i have for the past two summers now, i've been addicted to sewing, so i have capes and floofy pirate shirts and petticoats galore and i will be flaunting ALL of them next semester, thank you. i've had a digital artblock for some reason, so i've been doodling on paper lots, and i think my writers' block is less writer's block and more "ehhh i'll do it later" (doesn't do it). my goal is still to have the next chapter of hfwkadwm done by the end of the summer, and i think i can make that, because i've knocked out most of my low-hanging-fruit-projects so before too long the next chapter of that will be the next lowest hanging fruit sfkghf.

thanks so much for checking in aaaaah you all are so sweet! i love all you guys so much and am wrapping all of u up in big cozy weighted blankets :D

[cripticmotherfucker]

Things nobody tells you when you get diagnosed with adrenal insufficiency so I'm gonna tell you:

Invest in a blood pressure monitor and a blood sugar checker. This has made it way easier for me to discern if I need to take more medication or not, or if I'm starting to go into an adrenal crisis. If my blood pressure and blood sugar are low, I know i need more Hydrocortisone. A thermometer is also a good thing to keep around.

Speaking of which, your blood sugar may be low in the morning until you take your meds. It's absolutely okay to start ur day with something sugary.

The time between waking up and taking ur meds is going to really suck. Cortisol used to wake you up, it won't anymore. Your meds will.

You absolutely should be put on omeprazole (other some other ppi) once you're put on Hydrocortisone. Otherwise the pills cause ur stomach to produce too much acid and it causes problems (I know... for reasons).

Avoid stress as much as possible. Avoid too much heat, people who are sick, too much exertion. Get enough sleep. Stay hydrated. Eat enough. Anything that can stress ur body out will cause you to need more cortisol (or in this case, hydrocortisone) to deal with it.

Do not. ReUse towels multiple times before washing them. Thank me later when you're not constantly dealing with skin infections (acne, boils, etc). Don't use other people's towels.

On that note, don't sit on directly on public toilet seats. Use the toilet seat protectors some places have and if they don't, use toilet paper to sit. This includes at your work. I get boils whenever I sit on a toilet that is used by too many people without doing this because my immune system is weakened.

Don't share drinks with other people. Your body can't fight off infections as easily, especially not once on Hydrocortisone.

You have to be cautious about being in large crowds. Wear a mask! And carry around hand sanitizer.

You might be infertile.

Use a nail brush to clean the sides and underneath parts of ur nails where dirt builds up. Be careful when trimming your nails. Again. Easily get infections. This will reduce that. Fingernail infections are like, my most frequent infection I get now. I've found releif with PRID salve from Hyland naturals (I'm not usually a natural remedies person, given the whole chronic illn3ss thing, but there's scientific evidence behind multiple of the ingredients in this). I also use hydrogen peroxide beforehand once they start draining (gross i know)

You probably should disinfect any wound you get, normal people don't need to use hibiclense, but I do. If I don't use it, it gets infected. Bacitracin is ur best friend.

You may need to invest in some decent non alcoholic mouthwash. I'll add my favourites here later (one of them is by natural dentist i think? My other fav is one sold at walmart in a solid green bottle). If you struggle with dry mouth biotene is a good option, it also has xylitol so thats a plus. Make sure you're taking care of your oral health. I've had a few oral infections just from minor irritation or accidents like biting my lip, having a good mouthwash has helped me reduce that.

Probiotics are a good idea if you can afford them. Kombucha and kefir are good if you can tolerate them. They have helped me fight off some infections.

DO NOT. TAKE ASHWAGHANDA. (Its in a surprising amount of stress receiving supplements, drinks, gummies, etc.)

There are three kinds of adrenal insufficiency. It's important to know which you have. Also. If you have GI issues or a family history of celiac. Get checked for celiac. Get your thyroid hormones checked as well if you haven't already.

I've had sommee success with Elderberry supplements, echinacea and goldenseal supplements, zinc, high dose vit c, vit d, oregano oil and also ginger and tumeric helping me while I've been sick. There's studies with evidence of these having a positive effect when fighting infection. I only take them short term or when I'm exposed to someone who is super sick (example, exposed to covid by accident). But talk to your doctor before you take anything, especially if ur on other medications.

Keep covid tests around. If you get covid, talk to your doctor right away, you may be able to get something like paxlovid. Which helped me a lot. (Though I personally wish the amount of time they prescribe it for was longer). The process is a little complicated but don't be afraid to ask for it. There's other options available too so, be sure to look into those. I may. Get around to linking information on those eventually lol.

Life isn't over just because you're sick. This all used to be so overwhelming to me but now its ingrained. You've got this!

[sunstaar]

Hiii, I just read your newest kakashi fic and omg your writing is BEAUTIFUL!!! So, I don't know if you're still ok with requests but could I ask for another kakashi fic? (with a fem or gn reader?) Maybe a friends to lovers one, where they never talked about their feelings but everybody else knows. So they (maybe genma? I could imagine him doing that) try to get them together by making him jealous (and he realizes that he is worthy to be loved). And he confesses in the heat of the moment?

And if you're not into that maybe a one bed scenario where they wake up cuddling together? Because I know that he is touch starved I know my suggestions are cheesy and I'm so sorry

Just some more pure fluff for our traumatized sweetheart Thank you for considering; Please ignore this if I made a mistake Stay hydrated ☼

I'm always up for requests! When I saw this, I promise you, I squealed!! First of all, thank you for the compliments and for reading my works, I am super honored! I love both of your ideas, but I felt more inspired to write the first one. I'll make sure to keep your second idea noted down, though!

Also, make sure to stay hydrated yourself, nonnie! And I gotta add, sorry this took some time, I was caught up in work sadly, so this took a lot more time than anticipated D:

Jealousy, Jealousy

Kakashi Hatake x gn!reader

Word Count: 3k

Ao3

Summary: Seeing both Kakashi and you stumble around your mutual feelings for years and with no end in sight, your friends decide to bring the two of you together ... with jealousy, that is.

In Konohagakure, it was no secret that Copy-Cat-Nin Hatake Kakashi and his best friend (Last Name) (Name) were head over heels for one another. As their closest friends would describe to those new to the overworked gossip mill, the pair were positively infatuated with one another to the point that their mutual adoration was more than just obvious (obvious, that was, if you weren’t either of them). It was just as ridiculous as it sounded when worded aloud, the fact that neither of them knew about the other’s feelings should be an impossibility instead of reality.

As though they were a pair of blind moles, the two of them walked around the truth that hung in the air, seemingly unable to see it for what it was. Their feelings were mutual, undeniably so, but remained unacknowledged by both parties.

Things couldn’t continue on as they were, so everyone knew.

After seeing the couple (of friends, sadly enough) walk on eggshells around the other, their shared friends had decided that enough was enough. Not only was it quite pathetic to see two people, especially their close friends, miss their shot at the love they deserved, but it was also pretty frustrating to have the two of you drunkenly complaining over your supposed unrequited love.

The plan the group consisting of Sarutobi Asuma, Yūhi Kurenai, Maito Gai, and Shiranui Genma created was rather foolproof, that much they could agree upon. Over drunken ramblings of their own they had come up with the idea to somehow force your relationship to progress from friends to lovers, or otherwise, both of you would continue wallowing in self-pity.

“If I hear either of them complain one more time about their feelings being unrequited, I will tell them myself.” Asuma had threatened after dragging a breath of smoke from his cigarette.

Kurenai, who leaned against his arm shook her head with a soft sigh. “I tried. (Name) wouldn’t believe me when I told them. They kept denying it and told me to ‘stop lying to them to make them feel better’.”

“When I told my eternal rival about the love our lovely flower (Name) holds for him, he told me all about how I must have misread their friendly gestures for signs of affection,” Gai added. He took a sip from his almost empty beer and practically slammed the glass back down onto the table. “He does not believe that (Name) could love him.”

“So neither of them will confess on their own because neither believe that the other has feeling for them?” Kurenai summarized.

Without a doubt, they could collectively agree on the fact that their friends were blind idiots.

Asuma took another drag from his cigarette, forming delicate shapes with the smoke. “Force is the only plausible solution.”

“I agree with that,” Genma leaned forward in his seat and placed his chin on his hands in thought. “I have an idea. How about we make either of them jealous? That will surely get them acting on their feelings.”

At that, Gai perked up. “Jealousy?! Oh, how youthful such a proclamation of one’s feelings for the other is!”

“I gotta agree with Gai. That’s genius.” Asuma said.

Against his arm, Kurenai nodded with the slightest furrow of her dark brows. “But how do you plan on doing that?”

With a smug expression, Genma now leaned backward in his seat and chewed on his senbon, making it move upward in his mouth. “We have to get someone to ask (Name) out, preferably when Kakashi is present. That will get him acting for sure.”

“How do you know that it won’t backfire?”

Jealousy was a powerful emotion that could give a mind a complete twist. It was no secret that many who acted upon jealousy fell into a fit of rage, one that made them the servant instead of the master of their own emotions. They were often uncontrollable and also unpredictable, a dangerous combination if underestimated.

Genma let out a short laugh. “It won’t, just relax, Kurenai. And even if he decides to deck me over the head, I will just dodge. Easy as that.”

The others around the table couldn’t help but give the overconfident brunette man looks of doubt, which he merely brushed off. It was decided: Genma would make a faux move on a certain silver-haired’s (Name) to provoke the man into acting so that hopefully, by the end of the day, the two of them were dating. That is, if everything goes according to plan.

Already minutes ago, Shiranui Genma had set eyes on his target, you. There was no doubt that you were indeed a sight to behold, with a pair of gleaming e/c-color eyes and a smile so bright it was almost blinding. Were it not for the fact that Kakashi was utterly infatuated with you, Genma may have asked you out by now (but again, he couldn’t do such a thing to a friend, that went against all fundamental rules of camaraderie).

His trademark senbon portruded from his lips, as pointed as ever with the dull end held in place by his tongue. While it was primarily a weapon, it was also a nervous habit of his and one that gave him the confidence needed to enact his plan perfectly, that is once he found the right moment to strike.

As of right now, you weren’t alone. In fact, the silver-haired target number two was standing beside you, almost protectively shielding you from the few civilians walking by with their shopping. From what Genma could make out, the two of you were planning to buy something yourself, most likely something simple from the little shop behind the two of you. According to the mission plan, the two of you were set to go on a mission together the following day, so now you were most likely planning out what you would take along the way. All he needed to wait for was for Kakashi to enter the store and leave you alone for a moment or two, so Genma could hurry over and do his thing.

It was easier said than done, however. The silver-haired was practically attached to your side, as though glued to it. While that hindered the brunette’s plan greatly, he would not allow himself to entirely be deterred from it. Not even Hatake ‘too blind to see the person he loves also loves him’ Kakashi could foil his plan, he wouldn’t allow for that to happen.

His time to strike was once Kakashi turned away from you to enter the store. That was the moment he had been waiting for such an excruciatingly long time.

(Ignoring the prospect that maybe both of you decided to go into the store together then Genma would have to improvise, but fortunately for him, that did not happen.)

Once Kakashi was safely out of view, Genma hurried over to you with a sly grin playing on his lips.

You noticed the brunette practically creeping closer to you immediately. It was difficult to miss him, at least that was what you thought. With the way he had his set of gleaming eyes solely focused on you, as though making a beeline in your direction was also hard to not notice (despite him acting rather sly about it).

Quickly, you glanced behind yourself and into the store, hoping to catch a glimpse of a certain silver-haired making his way back to you or at least standing at the tills already. Yet, there was no one but you, the civilians, and Genma with something clearly on his mind. 

Once he was close enough to hear you, you let out a small sigh and peered up at the undeniably handsome man. “What can I do for you, Genma?”

You were well aware of the fact that of you, it was more than just a tad bit unfair of you to react with a small groan to his presence, but you couldn’t keep the annoyance away from your tone. Secretly, you had been hoping to spend your day alone with Kakashi, only you and him with no one else (even though such meet-ups were absolutely deadly to your feelings for him) for yourself to be able to pull yourself together before the mission tomorrow began. While Genma’s new presence certainly was not a bother, since he was the friend of both of you, it was still surprising and again, a bit annoying.

Maybe it was the jealousy bubbling up in your stomach that a person such as Genma was able to express his love for others so easily, that he always blurted out the right words to wrap anyone around his fingers. You, meanwhile, already struggled with confronting your own feelings, nevermind speaking them. How he was able to do everything with such confidence, you wished you knew.

"I really need to talk to you, (Name). It's really important." Genma said seriously, the sly expression almost fully wiped off of his face.

Your brows knitted together in obvious confusion, concern slowly rising to your features. "Are you alright? Did something happen?"

Genma winked at you of all things. "You happened."

Now that confused you even more. Without a doubt, the brunette was a walking enigma.

"I'm sorry- what?"

"You make me go crazy, (Name), make my mind spin and be dizzy, my thoughts spin and my heart beat faster. You do something to me."

Maybe Genma was not as suave as you had always perceived him to be, but that was not the point. More so, you were confused by his words or confession, if you will. It had come out of the blue, utterly unexpected by poor shocked you, who was still trying to comprehend what had just happened. The warmth of emberassment that rose to your cheeks was utterly mortifying and left you speechless with your mouth gaping open.

"Genma, I-"

"And I've got to say, I really like you, (Name), so would you maybe like to go on a date with me?"

Before you could even get one word out of your mouth, a large hand clamped down on your shoulder, startling you. A glance behind yourself revealed the sight of a fuming Kakashi, with his visible eye gleaming with an emotion you found difficult to read and obvious anger. You barely ever saw him in such a state, with his emotions out like that, so that certainly took you by surprise.

"Isn't it obvious that you are confusing them?" Kakashi spoke, his hand on your shoulder tightening the smallest bit.

From the peripheral of your vision, you could see his gaze flit to your features once before resuming to glare at the brunette man again.

Genma crossed his arms over his chest with a teasing smirk. "I think (Name) can speak for themselves. If they don't want to go on a date with me and rather with someone else, then they can tell me themselves."

Your palms felt sweaty once the attention of both men traveled to you. You weren't entirely used to being the center of attention, so it was both unfamiliar and nerve-wracking for you. While both of the men maybe had the best intentions in mind, they still made you nervous.

Before speaking, you took a deep breath to calm your rising heartbeat. "Genma, I'm s-sorry, but I don't think I can reciprocate your feelings-" Now Kakashi's grip on your shoulder loosened. "and I don't want to lead you on. I would rather stay friends."

To your explanation, Genma calmly nodded along without interfering at all. Then, he smiled at you as though unbothered by your rejection. "I understand, (Name). I always knew that against Kakashi I had no chance. With the steam practically coming out of his ears, I think it is better if I don't ask again."

Against … Kakashi?

Genma's word barely made any sense to you. Why would he have to compete against Kakashi when it came to your feelings unless … unless … it couldn't be, could it?

“That’s right. Just as (Name) doesn’t reciprocate my feelings, they don’t yours either.” Kakashi said, his jaw clenching.

Did Kakashi maybe, potentially, share your feelings? The mere concept sounded like a lie to you (even though you heard him just speak it). You know he would never lie to you about such a thing, especially not to hurt you. And yet, it sounded like a fever dream to you.

You just had to know the truth, you were yearning to know, to get a confirmation.

"Kakashi?" Hesitantly, you turned around to face the silver-haired man behind you, making his hand fall off of your shoulder along with your motion. Then you looked up at the silver-man, who appeared to not even have realized that you had spoken his name. As though falling into his own bubble, the man in question froze in an instant, barely blinking as he looked down at your confused figure.

He swallowed harshly and you could see his adam’s apple bop down. “(Name), I-”

With clammy hands, you got yourself to speak the words floating around your mind. “D-do you also have feelings for me, Kakashi?”

In an instant, he froze yet another time before his visible eye widened drastically. “‘Also’?” He whispered almost breathlessly.

Now it was time for you to mirror his position in obvious shock. You hadn’t meant to tell him like that! Rather, you had planned that in a few years, one eventual and lucky day, you would figure out a proper way to do so without stumbling over each word you spoke, to at least have a minuscule chance with him. And now, now you managed to ruin and throw away all of your friends in one go.

The reasons why you hadn’t confessed up until now were glaringly obvious and now, there was no way to backtrack. You had done what you wanted to do for years already, after all.

So, you swallowed your pride and the spit gathering in your mouth and nodded. “I do.” You spoke firmly to keep the nervousness away from your voice.

The many emotions that flashed across Kakashi’s face were too many in mere moments and had you stunned, unable to say anything more but to merely stare at him, awaiting a reply. Whether it would be a rejection or acceptance, or even neither, you just wanted him to somehow react.

With a flush peeking out from underneath his mask, Kakashi looked away from you, fully averting his gaze as he turned his head away. “Why me of all people? I don’t understand, (Name). Couldn’t you have chosen someone else to-”

“No,” You interrupted him immediately with newfound confidence. When it came to erasing his doubts, your passion lit up as a flame would. Gently, you placed your hand onto his masked cheeks to turn him toward you, to be able to face him as you spoke, “I never chose who to fall in love with Kakashi, I just did. Falling in love with you was the easiest thing I have done and something I didn’t want to fight against.”

Slowly, he allowed your hand to turn his head toward you.

“I love you, not anyone else and there is reasons why that is, Kakashi. I love you, for being you. Nothing could ever change that.”

Externally, you appeared calm and most likely lovestruck, but internally, you were pretty much ready to smash your head into the nearest wall. Most likely the warmth spreading onto your face revealed said fact.

You had always known that Kakashi was not an expert when it came to expressing his feelings, especially when he decided to open up and talk about them. The road he walked on was a difficult one with many obstacles in his way that had him close up time and time again, the words not even pushing past his lips. Words were not always his strong suit, but his actions were clear.

The way Kakashi pressed his lips to your own almost felt magical. To be involved with the stunning silver-haired man was something you thought would remain a dream forever, with no realization in sight. And yet, his lips moved slowly against your own, his tongue even teasing your mouth as though begging for entry. His lips were slightly chapped against your own, but regardless of that, anything other than him that you could possibly recognize was drowned out by the harsh beating of your heart drumming in your ears. For you, there was only him.

If you could, you would stay in the position the two of you were in forever. In his presence, you not only felt safe but also loved and appreciated, based on the way your heart thumped against your chest in an irregular manner. It was only once the two of you separated from one another that you took a deep breath to calm yourself down from the sudden euphoria you were experiencing.

Sheepishly, Kakashi rubbed the back of his neck, his face completely red. “If it wasn’t obvious, I like- no wait, I love you too.”

You were sure that, without a single doubt, you were right now the happiest person there was on the planet. Nothing could compare to how you felt at that moment. “I love you too.” You blurted out shortly afterward, unsure of what to say.

Kakashi chuckled. “You may have already mentioned that.”

Again, your face felt warmer than it did before. “I just wanted to remind you.”

“Something like that, I could never forget.”

It may have been the emotion of jealousy that managed to bring the two of you together (but not without an almighty push stemming from an overeager Genma), and yet it would always be your mutual love for the other that would connect you and hold the two of you together. Through wind and weather, you would stand united and hand in hand, and all of that would not have happened if it weren’t for your thoughtful friends.