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She's already gone.

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realized i should probably be posting these on here too lmao so here are my artfight attacks so far

@paperstarry for the top left, @kofeedoggo for the top right, @starry-skiez for bottom left, and @alien-til-i-stage for bottom right

@apple8ees for top left, siphri on artfight for top right, @billfrancois for bottom left, and circus of seraphim for bottom right

top left @nottoonedin, top right @yunoftheclouds, bottom right @luna-the-shooting-star, bottom middle that_sparrow_15, and bottom right @dustyisnotok

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blehhhh

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I keep getting nostalgic thinking about toonator, ,, ,,, I miss that hellsite ngl but I'm glad its gone because there was just. a lot 😭

Like i kinda wished they didn't just nuke the whole thing without warning or at least made it read-only :(((( bc of that all my old art is lost media now (it kinda pisses me off that wayback doesn't have the images/animations saved properly too like man. ... . . .. . ........... if only yk)

AND I STILL REMEMBER ALMOST ALL OF THE USERS AND LORE AND FLAMEWARS TOO?!??!?!?? LIKE MAN THAT SHIT REALLY WAS MY CHILDHOOD HELLO??????

So sad that I fell off Toon tho bc i highly doubt anyone would remember who I was highkey, I was not a part of the cool people LMAO 💔 but also tbf i had 10 million accounts for some reason HELPP,, so maybe i'd get recognized from certain accounts who knows lmfao (one of the main was VanillaTwilight YES it was based off the song 😿)

Still tho I had some friends on there and I remember having fun talking w them or drawing each others ocs :( i remember there was this one site that was like magma but it was before magma was ever a thing and I drew ponies and comics with this one user I cant rememeber the username for the life of me.. but they were a really good artist omfg. I have a list of them too bc just keeping it in my head drove me crazy

This is getting super rambly now but whatever this is my brain dump of Toonator now!!!!!!!!!

also ENDERGIRLGAMING HOLYYYYY she was my first online friend 5ever and then she slowly stopped coming on Toonator 💔💔💔 if you're out there... ender... :( I still remember the one time I posted something sad because i had too much internet access and they drew their sona with my sona being comforted like OUGH they were too nice to me and I miss them

ALSO CTEA???? I wasn't friends w them but OMFG HER ART WAS GODLIKE AND WAS ONE OF THE MAIN PPL THERE THAT INSPIRED ME TO GET BETTER AT ART HOLLYYYYY i saved some of it bc I was so enamored and i literally cannot even try to search for them bc her usernames was ChineseTea and Bubbletea like... how am i supposed to, find them :( I remember one time I made another #account maybe in 2020? 2022? idk but somewhere there just for fun and they saID THEY LIKED MY ARTSTYLE 😭😭😭😭😭 I WAS SO HAPPY???? AND THEY DREW MY OC??? LIKE???? OMFG WHATT Im so upset tho bc she asked if I had any socials and I fucking. didn't so I said NO BUT LIKE IWAS. SO CLOSE. TO KEEPING CONTACT MAYBE OR AT LEAST SEEING MORE OF THEIR ART???? Gawd. what a time.

But like, Toonator was one of the main reasons I wanted to make art and animate fr like hello one of my first ocs was made on toon and the first art of them can only be found on Toon which doesn't exist anymore, i was on that site almost the whole damn day refreshing the page and drawing and shit. I still recall when Toonator would go down sometimes we'd all migrate to multator (russian/og version of Toonator) lolll

I won't deny though the moderation on that site was absolute ass LOLL there were a lot of people on there that was probably around the same age as me when I first joined that should NOT have been seeing some of the things on there uhmm. yeah. one of the reasons why I'm glad its dead now.

ANYWAY THOUGH 💀 I have so many stories from Toonator but this is getting so long so idk maybe if I get nostalgic again I'll talk about it but yeah

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current batch of artfight attacks :3

in order: @vincord, @harrowharr0w, @kofeedoggo, @rhinoyo, @blueberry-peri

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Deltarune Concept Art compared to its final product!! Visual by @radialasymmetry on Twitter!

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i finally finished this about two days ago btw 😭

Imagine color theory

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I really like the way I doodled Noelle for some reason

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and for the period i was (still) very into EPIC so I made something for Valentine's day and never finished it </3

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Also ummm I started drawing this last month but I haven't had the motivation :(( maybe I'll finish it at some point though

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I always come back when I'm obsessed with something new then leave for a while .. . ... . .. . .

okay so I played Deltarune a few weeks back

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R O U N D 30

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C I R R U S V S T O V

( Please select your preferred contestant . )

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S O N G S :

T O V : Skyfall

C I R R U S : Just Pretend

ALT :

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[ CIRRUS : @cirrusoftheclouds / TOV : @ivanttakethis ]

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reblog to give a plushie to the person you reblogged this from

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Character Intimacy Levels: S39 Pt. 2 of 2

Based on the character intimacy percentages from the art book. Covering my characters’ intimacy levels with characters they have notable relationships with within and outside of their classes. This is part 2 for my S39 kids, then there’ll be Non-Competitors (Eddy and Itsaso), S40 (Naz and Yael), and S41 (Light and Halo).

Himei

Tallis: 100% You’ve always been so authentic, whether you like it or not. …I like being needed by you.

Tov: 98% My best friend—more than a best friend? You’re more strong-willed than Tallis. It’s harder to control and keep you where I know you’re safe.

Dian: 95% My less complicated best friend, haha! I feel like I can tell you anything. Well—most everything.

Hayate: 70% I love you. I will always love you. But you’re wrong.

Rose: 67% We used to clash a lot. It’s funny to remember those times, actually.

Moran: 52% One of Tov’s friends and I like to think one of my friends too! You’re the first classmate I met when we were in those containers. You do make me a little sad sometimes…

Min: 50% I wish we could dance again, Min…

Nyx: 30% Silly, reticent boy! Poor DiDi is head over heels for you and you have no idea.

Lark: 16% I didn’t even think much of you until… well.

Leona: 10% Strange…

Ellie: 10% I’m not much of a fan.

Noora: 8% I will never forgive myself, for what little it’s worth.

Halo: 1% I know you’re supposed to be some kind of replacement for me. Good luck, child. It’s not as great as it looks.

Cirrus: 1% It should’ve been me.

Daiki: 1% You bring out the worst in me.

Kyo

Castor: 99% I love you, Castor. And I have no idea how to reach you.

Nyx: 85% Cas has tried to sway me into mentoring way too many next class kids with him, but you I genuinely like. I want to protect you.

Haneul: 80% You pay a lot of attention to me, which I’m not really used to… it’s nice, though.

Evon: 70% I could sit with you for hours in comfortable silence.

Faolan: 70% So cool…

Jae: 36% Err, you’re a little tiring. Nice though.

Azure: 33% You’re not as bad as Cas thinks. I feel bad for you, to be honest.

Akane: 30% I find a kindred spirit in you, Akane.

Aegaeon: 20% You annoy me.

Tagging: @ivanttakethis for Tov. @imperfectnothing for Nyx, Dian, Han, and Fao. @rosedeleca for Rose. @geospiral for Moran. @starry-skiez for Min. @kamersona for Lark and Noora. @bittersweet-adagio for Ellie. @cirrusoftheclouds for Cirrus. @daiki1k for Daiki. @kofeedoggo for Jae and Evon. @azureitri for Azure. @aakaneeee for Akane. @14-alc for Aegaeon.

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Tumblr is gatekeeping the boops 😿

Boop!

BOOP!!

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End of Round 29 - Tov’s Log

Tov (50) vs. Jae (49) -> Tov Win

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Tov only saw the final scores for a fraction of second before the lights cut out.

50 - 49

She won.

Barely.

Again.

Emergency sirens blared to life.

The crowd, consumed by the darkness, began to panic.

Two guards rushed the stage, barreling past Tov and snatching Jae up by both his arms.

One of her heels snagged in a groove on the stage and she stumbled back, but someone caught her before she could fall and a gloved hand took hold of her arm.

She flinched at the unwanted contact, trying to pull away.

“Tov, we need to go. Now.”

Familiarity prickled at the back of Tov’s mind. She stopped struggling.

As her eyes adjusted to the dark, she could make out a medic patch faintly glowing on the guard’s sleeve.

Elias?

She bit her tongue to keep from saying his name aloud, drawing blood.

Another guard took Tov’s other arm and quickly led her off stage. They were shorter than Elias, with a smaller build.

The slope of their shoulders was a dead giveaway.

Prem.

“What’s going on?” She shouted over the ensuing chaos.

“Not sure yet, but we need to secure your safety first.” Prem said, cutting through the throngs of frightened backstage staff.

He ushered her and Elias to a door that led into a stairwell. The same stairwell Tov had used to get to Himei and Tallis before their rounds.

How long ago was that?

She shook free of her thoughts, forcing herself to stay in the present as they exited the stairwell into the tunnels.

It was quieter underground, the wailing of the sirens above them muffled by the thick layers of concrete.

After a few turns left and right, the number of aliens the trio passed grew fewer and fewer, until they turned onto an empty hallway that deadened.

Prem stopped and looked over his shoulder behind them before locking the set of doors they just came through.

“Okay, I think we’re far enough away now.” He exhaled like he’d been holding his breath. “Find any new info, Eli?”

Tov turned to Elias, who was tapping away at a device with a small screen attached to his left sleeve.

“The alarms going off are meant for intruders, but I don’t see any alerts about security breaches.” Elias said, removing his helmet. “Something’s off about this whole thing. I don’t like it.”

“Whatever it is, we should be safe here.”

Prem pulled off his helmet in turn and shook his curly hair loose.

It was Tov’s first time seeing what he looked like.

He was a bit paler than her and Elias, dark hair and dark eyes, with a scar running from the bottom of his right eye to his chin. It looked old and somewhat faded, likely from his childhood.

Based on his youthful appearance, she guessed he was closer in age to Nyx than he was to her.

Prem noticed Tov’s assessment of him and flushed at the tips of his ears, “Oh, yeah, I guess we haven’t really met before.” He let out an awkward chuckle before extending a hand to her. “I’m Prem, Elias’s junior.”

“Nice to meet you, officially.” She said, shaking his outstretched hand in the formal manner Cassio taught her. “I assume you also know my benefactor?”

“Yep! Not as well as Eli, since I’m younger, but I know them all the same. I offered to help out with delivering the messages.”

If Prem also knows this person, they’d have to be rather young, right? Maybe around my age?

But how would they know Alien Stage guard medics?

Are they a medic too? Or perhaps another guard?

“Shit.” Elias hissed.

Both Prem and Tov turned to face him as he furiously tapped the screen, his expression pinched.

“What’s wrong?” Prem asked, a slight edge in his voice.

“Subject-010625 escaped.”

Tov inhaled sharply.

Jae escaped?

“What?!” Prem’s voice pitched upwards. “How?”

“The announcement said he was taken by two rogue guards.” Elias said.

“Those must’ve been the guards that rushed the stage.” Tov said. “I thought they were taking him someplace safe like you two did.”

Prem groaned, running his hands down his face. “I thought so too.”

“It’s being reported that the guards are highly violent. They think it’s the same pair that took Subject-010420 after Round 11.”

Evon?

The room started to spin.

Tov stumbled over to a wall to brace herself.

“Evon is still alive?” She asked faintly. “She escaped too?”

There was a pressure building in her chest.

Something wanted out.

Elias nodded. “Yes, we believe that’s the case.”

A loud bark of laughter punched its way out of Tov’s diaphragm and echoed off the concrete walls, startling the two guards and herself.

Before she could open her mouth to explain or express concern, a stream of thready, hysterical giggles bubbled up from her chest and strangled the words halfway up her throat.

Tov laughed until her sides hurt, until she couldn’t breathe, until tears blurred her vision and the laughing became crying.

She sunk to the floor on weak knees, doubled over from the emotional overstimulation.

Relief. Joy. Envy. Anger. Grief. Sadness.

All caught in a swirling storm racking her blood and bones.

Tov expected questions.

What’s wrong? Are you alright? How can we help?

She didn’t have any answers.

I don’t know. I don’t know. I don’t know.

But the questions never came.

Instead, strong but gentle hands guided her to rest her back against the wall.

Elias sat down next to her on her left and Prem sat down on her right.

Neither said anything as she struggled to pull herself together.

The sirens continued to blare in the distance.

Tov felt wrung out.

Her head was too heavy to hold up on her own, so she leaned over to let it rest on Elias’s shoulder.

He didn’t seem to mind.

Prem handed her a tissue from his side pocket kit.

She wiped her nose as best she could.

A few more moments passed in silence before Tov spoke.

“What now?” She asked, her voice thick.

“Now, we wait.” Elias said. “It’ll all be over before you know it.”

As Tov closed her eyes and slowed her breathing, she couldn’t help but think he meant more than just the lockdown.

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Tov won and Jae escaped!! Everything should be good now, right?

… Right?

Well, Tov has some complicated feelings about it. She’s relieved Jae escaped and that Evon is alive because she really doesn’t want anyone else to die.

But part of her is almost envious that they were saved when so many others weren’t, including some of the people Tov was closest to (Himei, Moran, Flor, etc.). She’s also angry that any of them had to be in this position to die like this in the first place.

At least Elias and Prem were there to comfort her. I think Tov would’ve spiraled even worse if they didn’t stay with her. I lobe my boys 🥹

Jae and Evon belong to @kofeedoggo.

Nyx belongs to @rockwgooglyeyes.