#I'll be constantly maintaining my pain until i choke
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#i dont have my insurance card get so yall are my therapist for now#and yeah i could get a diary but shhh#urdtarah complains#it just don't understand what's going on tbh#my mind is so muddled#the thing that was the least traumatic bothers me most#idk if that's avoidance or what#but ive been running and i think its openning shit up#my therapist tells me i store most of my emotions in my body#so its not unreasonable to think bc im more active that its stirring shit up#���💨 but im annoyed and i hate myself#i hate that im not healthy#it makes me feel unworthy of love#bc no one wants to deal with my burdens#even though im not even that bad 😭#i support myself#and like i said im working out#but im still too burdensome bc i guess my personality isn't worth my problems#😔 as long as im sick i cant find someone#but i dont think I'll ever get better#I'll be constantly maintaining my pain until i choke
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