#I'd rather be safe than sorry

[millenniumhwacon]

my knee hurts the way i imagine an elder's does today

[lookwhatyoudidithasanxiety]

//I want to give a quick warning. I won't get too graphic with Midnight's asks (nothing more than him hitting Solar and being verbally abusive) but I wanted to give a heads-up in case people want to block the following tags:

physical abuse verbal abuse

I'll give it a couple minutes in case people want to block those before I answer the questions ahead.//

[daisylovestickles]

Warning

Hey everyone! I just wanted to give people a heads up that over the next little while, I will be posting content from my session with @sptfrtkl

I will be releasing a story time soon, but I wanted to preface that my session with my lovely friend wasn't entirely SFW. I know a lot of strictly SFW blogs follow me, so I completely understand if you do not want to see or interact with my content. I will also not be offended if you unfollow me or block me because you do not want to see this specific content on your page.

At first I was worried about this, because I care a lot about what people think of me, especially being somewhat new to a community like this. I also didn't realize how explorative I wanted to be until this session. Coming into this community, tickling was always a platonic, playful thing for me. It still is platonic and playful, don't get me wrong, but I realized this weekend that I became comfortable experimenting with different techniques and tools.

I'm tired of censoring myself. It's what I've done for years as I hid my love for tickling from the outside world. I finally feel like myself and I don't want to be afraid to post content that means a lot to me because it will offend some people.

This doesn't mean that all of my original content will be NSFW going forward, I'm just putting out a warning just to be 100% safe that the SFW blogs that follow me know what to avoid. Posts will be tagged as well.

I'm excited to show you how much fun we have this weekend! 💛🌼

[mx-chievious]

What I said: Yeah, I'm pretty good.

What I meant: My mental state is that of the episode of SpongeBob where he locks himself in his house and befriends a penny and a Pringle.

[domutkniecie]

part 2!!

(-> part 1 here <-)

[electrozeistyking]

so i'm not sure if i'm the only one who noticed effective immediately or not but

[morrigan-sims]

The Fool

upright: innocence, free spirit, new beginnings, potential. reversed: being taken advantage of, inconsideration.

Another tarot card edit, this time for Aspen. They're my glamour bard / archfey warlock who was Pied Piper'd into the feywild as a child. During their untold years there, they learned bardic magic and made a warlock pact with Fin (as in "the end"), the god of death, who lives in the feywild.

Eventually, Fin had use for Aspen on the material plane, so he sent them there. They appeared in the middle of an aspen grove with absolutely zero memories. When someone came across them and asked for their name, they panicked and said the name of the trees that surrounded them.

Aspen is utterly unaware that they even are a warlock, believing all of their magic to be bardic in nature. Fin guides Aspen's actions through a "broken" compass that they wear around their neck, believing it to be their lucky charm. In reality it is a talisman of their warlock pact.

Given those tidbits, it's pretty obvious why I chose the fool as Aspen's card. Not only are does their personality and actions fit that of the fool (innocence, a free spirit), but their story does too (new beginnings, being taken advantage of).

The visual of Fin controlling Aspen's actions through the use of marionette strings has long lived in my head, and I'm so glad I was able to finally pull it off!! I will admit that in terms of framing and composition, this is one of my favorite renders I've ever done.

[lady-rosceline-hurst]

...<ADMIN LOGIN REQUESTED>

...<AUTHORIZING...>

...<ACCESS GRANTED>

...<WELCOME ADMINISTRATOR 'EVELYN'>

FUCK. Fuck this. I can't just sit on this anymore. WE can't. I- What are you on about? Panic attacks again? Oh for- NO, Roy. The footage. The FUCKING footage. From that GODDAMN Karrakin House. Ohhhh, that. It's really got you fired up, huh? I haven't seen you like this since-

...<USERNAME CHANGE AUTHORIZED>

...<WELCOME ADMINISTRATOR 'JESTER'>

RA below... You're that serious about this? Yes. ... My pilot. My host. My other half. You who saved me from being shoved back into that prison of the mind they call shackling... I stood by you when you made the decision to leave the cockpit because I knew it would be best for you. Best for us. I've had my fun with these nobles. But this is different. This information is so sensitive... This isn't stirring the pot, this is tipping it over. I will stand by you, but we have to decide together, and for certain. I don't care about these meatbags. They're nothing but entertainment to me. You're the only one. So tell me beyond a shadow of a doubt that this is worth the risk to you, and I will stand by you again.

It is, Roy. People need to know. Maybe not all of fuckin Karrakin space... But at least these people. I'm sure that girl has some kind of plan, but I can't stand by and do nothing at all.

My pilot. My Evie. Always playing the hero. It's in your bones, I think. Heh. Alrighty. Heheheh. I'll start encrypting. Put a mass message together and let's do this shit. It's almost like old times... 'cept Roach and King ain't here to save our asses if things go wrong.

...<ENCRYPTING FILES>

...<UPLOADING VIDEO FILE>

...<MASS MESSAGE SENT>

...

Timestamp: Nov 28, 5016u - 1:56 AM

[What appears to be security footage of a Karrakin Throne Room. A woman sits cross-legged upon this throne. Her hair is brown, but she has yellow eyes which mark her as a Hurst. Other people occupy the room. Guards. Serfs. Rosceline Hurst kneels at the base of the throne. Her eyes are puffy and red. She wears a terrified expression.]

Rosceline: Mother I-

???: Mother? Girl, thou dost know tis a privilege to refer to me thus. A privilege that I have not been made to take away in some years... until now.

Rosceline: Of course, Lady Violet. Mine deepest and sincerest apologies, Lady Violet.

Violet: Rosceline Hurst. Thou hast done a truly staggering amount of damage in but a single night. Where to begin... Thou, as mine Heiress, hast shown weakness in thyself upon a public platform. Thou hast revealed vulnerabilities in our House upon a public. Platform. Thou hast exposed our lies concerning thine sister's disappearance for what they art upon a PUBLIC. PLATFORM. Thou hast exposed us to our enemies, Rosceline. Thou hast EMBARRASSED me for no small number of reasons. I am beyond disappointed. I am disgusted. I thought thee better. I made thee better. Explain thyself. Now.

[Rosceline begins to shake]

Rosceline: M- ... Lady Violet... I make no excuse for mine actions. I... had a moment of weakness. Tis the pressure of all that hath transpired since Rebecca's disappearance. I had thought mine own self stronger. Verily, I have failed thee. But... But I shall fix it! Only allow me another chance and I shall fix it! And it shall never happen again, I do swear!

Violet: <sigh> I do fear the damage thou hast done hath put us well past that, Rosceline. Hast thou any idea how troublesome it shall be to clean up this mess? The letters I should have to write... Egads... No... No, Rosceline.

[Violet claps her hands.]

Violet: Guards.

Rosceline: Wha-

[The guards move to turn on the servants in the room, grabbing each serf to immobilize them. A panic begins, but with a snap of Violet's fingers it is snuffed out within seconds.]

Violet: Choose.

[Rosceline's breaths become shorter. Desperate.]

Rosceline: M-my Lady, I am afraid I- I do not-

Violet: Choose. Thou dost understand the punishment, dost thou not? Or hast thou forgotten? Thine weakness was the cause of this, Rosceline. So, choose who shall face the consequences. These Ignobles, or thyself. Either the decision shall be simple or thou dost prove to me that thou hast need of correction.

[Tears begin to drip down Rosceline's cheeks.]

Rosceline: Prithee... Prithee do not make me do this...

Violet: Thou dost test mine patience, girl. Choose.

Rosceline: ...

Violet: ROSCELINE.

Rosceline: M-myself. I do choose myself.

[A wave of whispers washes through the crowd. It is dismissed with another snap.]

Violet: <sigh> Rosceline... Sweet Rosceline. Soft Rosceline. STUPID Rosceline. Tis as I feared... Guards.

[Violet claps her hands once more.]

Violet: Take them all to the dungeons. Including mine Heiress.

[The servants begin screaming as the guards begin to drag them away. Rosceline is apprehended as well. Her remaining words are uttered through tears and wails.]

Rosceline: THOU DID LIE TO ME!

Violet: Of course I did, thou little fucking brat. If only thou had made the right decision. Verily, I would have let everyone walk free. But since thou doth insist upon sentimentality befitting a House of Water Republican, they shall pay the price alongside thee. Mayhap thou shall be reminded by example of the ruthlessness thou art meant to embody.

[Rosceline continues to wail. Over the course of a minute, she and the servants are removed from the room.]

[korokposting]

I dream about it

And I wake up falling

[sillynarcissist]

being a narcissist is all fun and joys until you realize you actually were the problem all along. and everyone else was just trying to help while you pushed back. and you can't trust your memory because apparently all of them are wrong. stops being fun then

[stinklebug]

a bit of angst; bit of symbolism for photo mode monday

[bambiraptorx]

content warning: bright colors/eyestrain

[I.D. A digital drawing of Splinter from ROTTMNT as a ferret, largely in shades of blue, green, and purple. He sits with his legs crossed and covered by his robes. He holds a cup of tea in one hand, the other palm up and showing the pads on his fingers. His eyes are closed and he's smiling peacefully. The background is a light blue and purple repeating angular wave pattern. End I.D.]

Haven't drawn Splinter in a while but I thought that doing some of the Splinter appreciation week prompts would be fun. This is Day 1, Tea.

(oh yeah commission info lol)

[rotclaw]

[tsundereition]

omg guys proshipper isn't "basic dni criteria", like that list is supposed to represent actual irl issues(*), not some 2020 internet discourse. you guys are so annoying like if you're uncomfortable interacting with proshippers i understand and respect it, although you probably have a very twisted idea of what the word means (would make a separate post abt it but there are hundreds already). but please don't equate it to actual crimes. (*)also do you seriously think that a bigot troll is going to read your dni and be magically expelled from your strong aura. if anything it's going to make them want to harass you more. it's obvious that those lists are just a pose like "if i don't put racists dni they're gonna think i'm racist" NO aaagh you don't have to over-specify(?) everything about you when interacting online can we please go back to being normal istg. reject modernity embrace not writing a dni list and just blocking people like a normal person <3

[enteragoodnamehere]

(for this ask game, for @labratdogheart)

33. -> Absolute Territory by Ken Ashcorp

Oh, I know there's no pleasing you, when you know you're only teasing me, She's an absolute terror for absolute territory

hii sorry for the ping but part 2!! I didn't want to put this on the same ask considering the differences between the songs lolol. The only reason this song ended up being so high was bc its on my judenikola playlist as I think it fits them lol. I was very tempted to put the other part of the chorus on there but uh. that'd be probably a little much.

Thank you for the ask again!! <33

[am-i-the-asshole-official]

So I (25afab, with autism and adhd [sorry if redundant it felt needed]) am 5'7" and 160lbs and have issues with remembering to eat leftovers and have a small appetite bc of my meds so I keep some easy snacks around to eat instead of a meal (usually breakfast).

Crackers with cheese and Greek yogurt are the healthy snacks; single serving pringles and cheezits are the unhealthy ones. I will eat one of the healthy ones and one of the unhealthy ones. (I don't know if it's relevant info but these are less than 300 calorie ordeals)

I'm still eating 1-2 meals outside of the snacks. If my husband is working it's one, if he isn't it's two. I'm not gaining or losing weight nor am I just eating them because I'm bored.

I'm usually only hungry between doses of my medication (for example right after waking up I'm ravenous). On days he does work this isnt a problem because then I can just eat my snacks, walk the dog and go about my day; but on days he doesn't is the issue.

It has happend a few times that I've woken up at 8-9am eaten one of my "breakfasts" and walked the dog. Then my husband and I make food at 10-11am and he gets frustrated at me for not being hungry(I take the medication that messes with my appitite at 10am 2pm and 6pm every day). I will eat about half of my food, put it in the fridge for later and then forget about it because it is a never ending cycle with me forgetting.

So AITA for forgetting breakfast/lunch/brunch making with my husband multiple times and forgetting leftovers and for having a small appetite?

(I understand if I am, if you have any solutions I am very open to them)

What are these acronyms?