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inafieldofdaisies · 13 days ago

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Character Edit | Deputy Sabrina Donovan as a Naiad

Watch the lights like water underneath my skin And my blood boils hotter, I can feel you swim in my veins like somethin's forcin' me to sin

@strafethesesinners @strangefable @socially-awkward-skeleton @shellibisshe

@voidika @josephslittledeputy @josephseedismyfather @trench-rot @killyourrdarlingss

@katsigian @imogenkol @wrathfulrook @purplehairsecretlair @g0dspeeed

@direwombat @elligatorrex @mkdecimation @carlosoliveiraa @theelderhazelnut

@aceghosts @raresvtm @cassietrn @derelictheretic @la-grosse-patate

@simonxriley @dumbassdep @finding-comfort-in-rain @neonshrike

@simplegenius042 @cloudofbutterflies92 @lilywatt @roofgeese

#pretend i'm not late with this edit and it's still Halloween; the vision was too strong not to make into a reality :D #you just know Calahan is sitting at the bar *in his Clutch attire*#and joking how “Is it just him or does Gray looks like she just walked straight out of the Bliss or something?”#loved playing with the lighting and her make-up especially *she just looks so soft and lowkey dream-like* <3 #*naiad = river nymph <3 #oc: sabrina donovan #wip: in hope of tomorrow #myedits #fc5 ocs #far cry 5 oc #fc5 deputy #far cry 5 deputy #character aesthetic #character edit #wip edit #oc stuff #adcedit #alyciadebnamedit #alycia debnam carey

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foxaoxarts · 2 years ago

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BEE KISS TOMORR- *dead* /j

If anyone wants to watch me drawing this like a little victorian child then the timelapse is below the cut 🤣

(FLICKER WARNING. It's all through out so be careful!�� )

#RWBY #Bumbleby #Blake Belladonna #Yang Xiao Long #Foxarts #YOUR HONOR I HATE THEM (that's a lie actually)#I'VE BEEN STARING AT THIS FOR 3(?) DAYS NOW AND I'M SICK #Technically this doesn't contain spoilers but let me know if I should add the tag!#In reality I think cloud scene will happen episode 7-ish BUT being delusional is what being a bee fan is all about-#This is the first time I've actually tried drawing a kiss sooooo hope it turned out ok xDD #I am the one who looks away when anyone kisses for more than 2 seconds so.#Kisses aren't very photogenic that's all I'll say (I had 3 tutorials open and 5 references pulled up)#This was so messy- I forewent line art because I hate it and I thought it wouldn't be bad to just clean up the sketch. I was kind of right.#Watching back the recording is funny because I've always known I'm disorganized but just watching it play out is hilarious.#Enjoy my little notes and doodles 😌😌#They're so soft I want to scream.#I SURE HOPE I DIDN'T FORGET ANYTHING 😭#Risking my livelihood for these stupids since 2020 *strikes pose*#Anyways that's enough of my rambling.#HAVE A NICE DAY Y'ALL!!

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nighttimeaboardthepearl · 8 months ago

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characters who usually appear dominant and intimidating on the outside/in public but are super gentle with their partner or even enjoy being submissive for them in private 🤝 characters who appear calm and shy in public but enjoy showing their more dominant side to their partner only

#this applies to many of my self ships but I think most specifically to Selina x Heinz and maybe Selena x Davy #I can't help it this kind of dynamic is my jam😩#I love to look at some evil old man and be like 'what if he let his wife take charge in the bedroom though?'#although Selina would still be a soft dom because tbh I'm not really into extreme power dynamics (in reality even less than in fiction)#same applies if the roles are reversed (because both is good😌 and I don't want to pick a side)#also in pretty much all of my self ships they're both into praise/worship as well #so them dominating each other would be more in a gentle and teasing way #this is probably all too much information but oh well-#f/o: 🚂#f/o: 🐙#self ship #self insert x canon #fictional other #self ship imagine #character dynamics #self ship writing #suggestive #nsft #my writing

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fisheito · 3 months ago

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yakuya in MY swamp? in MY ecosystem? no . i am still in disbelief. i hope you all know that my particles are bouncing off the everything. i am using periods as punctuation but the state of my mind is naught neareth final.

#the devs really did surprise me.....i'll credit them with that #i fully believed it was gonna be rei #i looked at that silhouette. saw the chunky heels. thought of kuya #but i scoffed at myself. tch. of course not. devs wont play with their strange topbottom segregation. i'll never get the yakuya event #at least not until it's with garu so they have a yokai hella exposition event #it's gonna be rei at a specific angle to SIMULATE a kuya. he will be wearing kuya-esque heels just to spite all the kuyafans #AND YET HERE WE ARE #UNDER THE SEA NO LESS #WHAT ARE THEY DOING INVADING MY SPACE LIKE THIS #like hell i'm gonna share my zone (abyssopelagic) with those accursed sirens #i'm going lower #i'm moving to the trenches. i'm gonna slowly lose the use of my eyeball sight . i'm gonna adapt to conditions #SO MANY conditions. maybe even learn to bioluminesce #actually no. then the predators might find me. and i'll have to regain the use of my eyes in order to improve my chances of escape #perchance even enlargen them like the giant squid. living in constant fear of a fox or a snake appearing in the depths #yet i get the creeping suspicion that kuya is just going to bully yakumo (when he's not bullying eiden)#kuya gonna drop a sad story about personal sacrifice and the difficult lives he's lived #and yakumo ever the baby in comparison will stare at him with his massive saucer eyes like.... do i... deserve to feel sadness?#if i have not gone through the trials and tragedies that master kuya has???#is kuya gonna be soft yokai grandpa or is he gonna be Auntie of Hard Reality #the boy just wants to find new soup ingredients #kuya will then unveil the ethical ramifications of harvesting these specific ingredients #and using them for a purpose other than their original spiritual intent by the indigenous merfolk #along with the questionable supply chain and processes that go into creating the ingredients in the first place #(not that any ethics or spirituality rituals or stuff like that is actually enough to influence kuya's behaviour in any way)#but it'll certainly mess with yakumo!!!! and that's where all the fun is?#furrows brow. what will they do with this event.....#i am so very excited to see them interact..!#mirage of scales #yakuya

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azelmaandeponine · 9 months ago

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Today in shitty takes:

"Drayton bad because of fanart where he trolls Kieran".

One, Kieran deserves it after the crap he pulled.

Two, fanart??? Isn't??? Canon???

Kieran Stans learn media literacy challenge.

#pokemon #drayton #elite 4 drayton #kieran stans and having no media literacy. name a more iconic duo.#you all really HATE teenagers acting like teenagers!#kieran is not the victim. he literally terrorized the league club and made them miserable because ogerpon didn't chose him.#he was nothing short of a toxic bully #he's not a “soft bean who needs protecting”.#drayton defense squad #god i'm gonna have to start tagging shit with that now because some kieran stans live on a different level of reality #and no kieran having issues and mental health problems does not give him a pass to be a massive dickhead #like you all make me want to hate kieran sometimes SO MUCH it's not even funny #pokemon scarlet and violet #pokemon scarlet dlc

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thisblogisblank · 1 year ago

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@paidexp I'm so sorry for @ing you I feel like I'm annoying you aaaAAAAAA-

Anyways uh. For AR! yeah.

What if I made Inferno a bf.

#alternate realities #hhhhhhh.... this is probably so cringe aaAA #his name's Bugg and he's a Humbug with a leather jacket and sunglasses :']#he's the first Humbug ever created and uh. Humbugs are. by nature insanely aggressive and feral #with Bugg being like. the pinnacle of this #so ofc ferno's boyfriend is someone who is equally as feral as he is #everybody on Earth Island knows about them but they all pretend not to bc the two of them have tough guy reputations to uphold #and uh uh #ferno's whole 'going soft around his monsters' thing is increased tenfold around Bugg. he's like a big mushy kitty #I'M SO SORRY FOR THIS HSHSHSHHSDHHS-#ferno's the only wub that gets any bitches /j /j

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forged-in-kaoss · 2 years ago

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duality of matt [x]

#the duality is between cute soft dad and fellow prancing so silly that he's cool #muse #muse band #matt bellamy #it's wotping time #wotp #wotp era #gif #flashing gif #strobes #i'm enjoying these lil bite sized relatively quick turnaround while still high production tour videos theyre putting out #some of the editing irks me tho #like editing sound bites together where the tone doesn't flow and you can tell it's Edited a la reality tv is a huge pet peeve for me #and the jarring cut from chorus of starlight to half of the last note of starlight is like why lol #but that's just me #and the footage is still lovelyyyy

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drowzyscatterbrain · 11 months ago

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what if...

what if i wanna yoink moon to a light-pollution free flower field at night. make em cover their eyes and all.

and when we're there, tell em to look up and uncover their eyes, how would he react to the vast sea of stars?

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wickershells · 5 months ago

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Feeling very jittery + strange + dissociated it is notttt going to be a good day

#I always shame myself for being ill but the reality is that I'm ill. anger can't cure it or treat it or manage it so I might as well treat #myself as if I were a child; soft. listening to stop crying your heart out which was my favourite song ever when I was 10/11 #and maybe feeling a little sentimental about it. I always tell myself kid-me would be so disappointed; but I used to make little #leaf hospitals for worms and cry when my mum's patients died despite never having met them. she/I wouldn't be so cruel #anyway. going to make some soup later + hopefully write a poem or two (pleaseeee) + read I think. maybe bake if I feel okay enough #save me brown butter banana bread recipe. save me #log

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wannabepapa · 2 years ago

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A boy with hips, tits, ass, and a pregnant belly - all of which are bigger than most women's - is still a boy. In fact, he is Peak ❤

boys with the softest pregnancy bodies that are all curves are really top tier.

boys who were already soft but only get curvier and softer from the pregnancy? i eat that up. i may talk more about being one of those soft pregnant boys myself but honestly? i would love to have a partner that i get to help be one of those soft boys. i would treat them like a royalty they are with all the kisses, tummy rubs, and snacks their heart desires

*an fyi to all boys or those who fall in the masculine side of gender expression: all of you are amazing. especially with your soft squishy bodies! you don't have to have babies in order to be gorgeous, you already are

#tmpreg #nonbinary preg #;soft boys are so good #;i am the softest boy in reality with a curvy body so i would only get better when i'm pregnant

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uselessnbee · 2 years ago

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i think it would be a hilarious idea for a fic where they try to make mer!Mike mate with mer!El but instead their relationship becomes sibling like and after a while they make mer!Will join them thinking (hoping) he would either mate with mer!El or all of them become like siblings but the moment mer!Mike sees mer!Will he's like👀👀👀and mer!Will is like👀👀👀right back and the people are just like holy shit dude we have gay mermaids

#after a while mer!Max joins them and they just watch as her and mer!El become their lesbian mermaid couple too #my mind came up with this when i suddenly woke up at 4am and was somewhere between sleep and reality #so #mike wheeler #will byers #byler #platonic elmike #idk if i should tag the other byler tags too cause i don't know how they are used?#like is miwi used onky when they're tiny and or soft and adorable?#is wiseheart amd cleradin used only when it's a fantasy dnd au??#i'm stupid please tell me so i can tag things properly dvdvvd

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icewindandboringhorror · 7 months ago

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Various images of things

#image commentary in tags once again since they don't allow captions anymore and I feel weird using the alt text for that --#1. PIBBINS.... cheering clapping hooting hollering glorious applause everytime I see a pigeon in public #2. Birthday card that I drew for someone. .. kittys...#3. 2023's annual haul of tiny white pumpkins.. i get at least one white pumpkin every year around fall when they have pumpkins in stores #because I just love the color and texture ... bright white and smooth and cold and round.. kind of like a volleyball or something #4. A brief adventure into watching big brother (only earlier seasons of course as I hate all reality shows post like 2013 or something when #they became overly focused on social media and overproduced memeable phrases more.. like even though ALL reality shows have always #been extremely fake and annoying and mindless it's like..... newer stuff seems A Different Kind Of Fake or something) since whenever #I'm sick sometimes I find weird mindless things like that to watch (that one time I had bronchitis I watched all of Flavor of Love in my #half awake illness stupor and now everytime I heat up canned minestrone soup (mostly all I ate that week) I think of flavor flav since #thats just a weird brain connection I have now lol) ANYWAY.. I was sick and watched like 2 seasons of this and then thought it was too #uninteresting and obnoxious to continue (more like 1 and a half since I skipped the rest of one once only boring people were left) BUT this #one guy had a very mischevious looking face and he also said a few things (like the above captioned speech) that sounded like dialogue #some fantasy character would say.. so I took a screencap of him and edited him into a mischevious wizard i guess.?? idk I was sick lol #~your little friend has a poisoned tongue~ is just a very unexpectedly serious sounding wording for some random normal #frat dude looking guy to say while casually chatting on a reality tv show in like 2008 or whenever that was filmed lol #5. FLUFFY CLOVERS!! I'd never seen them be furry and soft before?? inchresting..#6. Noodle sitting in bed with the cat figurines looming above him... the council of kittys...#7. McDonald's full breakfast platter + asparagus + strawberries & cream (also of course this is old and I am now boycotting mcdonalds etc)#i try to group the images somewhat consistently like.. winter stuff with winter stuff or summer stuff with summer stuff #but I have so many random pictrues floating around on my computer that I never post that sometimes some are not organized or just #thrown into a set because there's nowhere else for them. Like the pigeon picture is from like 3 years ago for example lol #8 & 9 - I think I've posted these before but I just find them very interesting looking flowers. whenever they happen to be blooming #I'll pick up a few when I'm out on walks or etc. ... poof ball looking things #photo diary

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senotsuri · 2 years ago

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Any ideas why Masquerade wore a breastplate? Confused me so much as a kid and no books or media ever called it out

I imagine it was used as padding, like that used in ~80s jackets that had super wide, exaggerated shoulders.

The broader shoulders are less like Alice's natural build, and is essentially a very understated but easy way to make Masquerade look even further away from, in fact, being Alice. It could, additionally, mimic a more muscular build for the same purpose.

#bakugan #masquerade #ask the tsuri #this is semi related. You know how when people think of victorian corsetting they think..#.. of tightlacing because 'their waists were so small!'? it's because they padded out the hips and chest #It's an illusion to reach the ideal shape (proportional to the person). it only made the waist look tiny in comparison. the reality was..#.. the waist wasn't tiny. That's what I'm imagining is the reason for the breastplate #either that or it's being used like a binder but. look I don't bind. or have a want to. but I can't imagine the breastplate he has is..#.. comfortable for that purpose 'v';;. thus I think it's more likely for padding. and it's not very squishy so it would mimic a shoulder #at least better than a soft pad that you could squish #do I tag for Alice???

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kumaronoa · 2 years ago

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guess who's gonna switch antidepressant again?? yeah, me!!! yaaay!!!!!!!!!!!.-.

#why again???? why #it's been so long and i can't find one that works for at least a year #im so fucking tired #anyways gonna draw to cope with this fucking hell :D #i'm the embodiment of someone who draws soft things but in reality is far from feeling anything positive :D :D :D

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honeybreadbee · 4 months ago

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I am a

Chronic skin picker

Who hates all kinds of lotion

That has sensitive skin

Seems to be allergic to their work gloves

Has a rash that is simultaneously dry and pimply

Fuckin A

#i am getting used to the notion and reality of having to be a vigilant lotion user #so far it's only taken me letting my hand(s) be devoured by rash 2 separate times to get to this point #sad thing is i don't think I'll ever be able to enjoy the sensation of lotion - it's just so viscerally uncomfortable #but I'm coming to terms with having to do it and once the rash clears and I'll have soft skin again #maybe I'll manage to associate the positives and soothe myself with the good hand feels #whatever I'm just prebed rambling now i should get to sleeping

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catboybiologist · 8 months ago

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“As a biologist, the terms biological woman and man don’t make any sense to me” okay then you’re an idiot and a terrible biologist. I swear to god, morons like you only become biologists just so you can hold it over others, when in reality, if biology deniers like you can become biologists, then being one really doesn’t mean much anyway. But this probably just gave an autogynophile like you a boner to read, anyway.

Oh fun! Haven't gotten one of these in a while. Disregarding the fact that you somehow think the qualification for being a biologist entirely hinges on defining womanhood, I do need to ask some clarification. I know I'm feeding the trolls here, but here we go: does your definition of "biological woman" mean:

Sociological woman? Eh, context dependent, I'm not fully out of the closet, but oftentimes, I am and present femme. So let's call that one 50/50.

Psychological woman? Because I am one.

Neurological woman? Because I am one [1].

Physical woman? My soft tissue redistribution is handling that well.

Hormonal woman? My blood tests are within cis female ranges.

Transcriptional woman? As a signalling molecule, the downstream effects of estrogen have broad transcriptional effects, completely changing the profile of gene expression and functional genomics of my cells. [2]

Genetic woman? I mean, see my above point- as far as my genes that are actually active, I have all of the same transcripts being produced, controlling which genes are expressed.

Karyotypic woman? I actually have a few signs pre-HRT that might point to a non-XY chromosome pair, but I haven't had a karyotype. We'll put that down as unknown. And hell, even if its XY, there's plenty of cis women who are karyotypically XY, with suppressed sry or complete androgen insensitivity. Interestingly enough, a completely androgen insesitive woman can go her whole life without knowing- and functionally, is very similar to a trans woman, actually. Fancy that. [3]

Reproductive woman? I can't produce an egg cell, but neither can significant fractions of cis women. Also, this is all gonna change soon, which is fun. [4]

There's also a lot of understudied aspects to the biology of HRT and even pre-HRT that are emerging, largely demonstrating widespread cellular and genetic remodeling of trans individuals undergoing hormone therapy. The field is a bit behind due to constant political pressure to revoke funding, but a lot of the results are extremely exciting in both testosterone and estrogen hormone therapies. I'm sure that, as a self professed biology As someone who presumably has a lot of expertise in biology, I'm assuming that you're aware of all of this cutting edge research, and are keeping up with modern papers, including but not limited to these cool findings:

Trans men on HRT exhibit significant genetic and transcriptional changes that make them biochemically male. [5][6]. It's a good hypothesis that the same happens with estrogen treatment, but those studies don't exist yet- I'm sure you're reserving judgment until more publications exist, of course.

Trans men on HRT develop male cell types and tissues. [7]

Trans women experience muscular and blood cell changes that align with cis women moreso than cis men [8]

And many, many more! This is an exciting, underserved, and groundbreaking field of research, and I'm sure you're keeping up with the latest in scientific journals about it.

I'm sure, of course, that you understand that it becomes impossible to draw a distinct line anywhere in here, and that words like "woman" are shorthand for the myriad of traits that invisibly synthesize in our mind and in society to represent a concept? I'm sure you understand that science is fundamentally descriptive, not prescriptive? I'm sure that you understand that these findings, while really cool and interesting, actually don't mean jack shit about what the word "woman" means or not?

As someone who is the ultimate decider in what a biologist is, I'm sure you know that bioessentiallism is a childish mindset that completely ignores and disregards the constantly changing, dynamic nature of biological systems, something that extends well beyond biological sex and its relation to gender.

I'm sure that also, that you understand that beyond just this, that the role of science in society is to advise how to achieve our moral principles, not create moral principles in themselves. And I'm sure that understanding means you know that trans affirming healthcare and supportive societal treatment leads to reduced mortality and increased happiness for everyone, right?

So great to talk to someone who is surely a scientist on this. You are a biologist, if you're talking like this, I assume? I assume you're not going to spit complete misreadings of scientific language from the background sections of these papers that only reveal you've never read a scientific paper in your life if you're thinking this way? I assume you have experience interpreting data like this?

Also, imagining my genitalia while writing this? Ew. Please stop projecting your fetishes into my inbox.

Works cited:

Kurth F, Gaser C, Sánchez FJ, Luders E. Brain Sex in Transgender Women Is Shifted towards Gender Identity. J Clin Med. 2022 Mar 13;11(6):1582. doi: 10.3390/jcm11061582. PMID: 35329908; PMCID: PMC8955456.

Fuentes N, Silveyra P. Estrogen receptor signaling mechanisms. Adv Protein Chem Struct Biol. 2019;116:135-170. doi: 10.1016/bs.apcsb.2019.01.001. Epub 2019 Feb 4. PMID: 31036290; PMCID: PMC6533072.

Gottlieb B, Trifiro MA. Androgen Insensitivity Syndrome. 1999 Mar 24 [Updated 2017 May 11]. In: Adam MP, Feldman J, Mirzaa GM, et al., editors. GeneReviews® [Internet]. Seattle (WA): University of Washington, Seattle; 1993-2024. Available from: https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/books/NBK1429/

Murakami, K., Hamazaki, N., Hamada, N. et al. Generation of functional oocytes from male mice in vitro. Nature 615, 900–906 (2023). https://doi.org/10.1038/s41586-023-05834-x

Pallotti F, Senofonte G, Konstantinidou F, Di Chiano S, Faja F, Rizzo F, Cargnelutti F, Krausz C, Paoli D, Lenzi A, Stuppia L, Gatta V, Lombardo F. Epigenetic Effects of Gender-Affirming Hormone Treatment: A Pilot Study of the ESR2 Promoter's Methylation in AFAB People. Biomedicines. 2022 Feb 16;10(2):459. doi: 10.3390/biomedicines10020459. PMID: 35203670; PMCID: PMC8962414.

Florian Raths, Mehran Karimzadeh, Nathan Ing, Andrew Martinez, Yoona Yang, Ying Qu, Tian-Yu Lee, Brianna Mulligan, Suzanne Devkota, Wayne T. Tilley, Theresa E. Hickey, Bo Wang, Armando E. Giuliano, Shikha Bose, Hani Goodarzi, Edward C. Ray, Xiaojiang Cui, Simon R.V. Knott, The molecular consequences of androgen activity in the human breast, Cell Genomics, Volume 3, Issue 3, 2023, 100272, ISSN 2666-979X, https://doi.org/10.1016/j.xgen.2023.100272. (https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S2666979X23000320)

Xu R, Diamond DA, Borer JG, Estrada C, Yu R, Anderson WJ, Vargas SO. Prostatic metaplasia of the vagina in transmasculine individuals. World J Urol. 2022 Mar;40(3):849-855. doi: 10.1007/s00345-021-03907-y. Epub 2022 Jan 16. PMID: 35034167.

Harper J, O'Donnell E, Sorouri Khorashad B, McDermott H, Witcomb GL. How does hormone transition in transgender women change body composition, muscle strength and haemoglobin? Systematic review with a focus on the implications for sport participation. Br J Sports Med. 2021 Aug;55(15):865-872. doi: 10.1136/bjsports-2020-103106. Epub 2021 Mar 1. PMID: 33648944; PMCID: PMC8311086.

#cw transphobia #biology #basic biology

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