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theevilbrainman · 1 year ago

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Maxaac but its based on the song cold weather by glass beach

I did this for a school project Lol

#ummmm #I'm kinda embarrassed to post this #paranatural #imaax #maxaac #isaac o'connor #max puckett #my art #pnat #fanart #mamegoma #all I draw is them I'm sorry

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biggest-gaudiest-patronuses · 26 days ago

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real talk having the 2nd worst new years eve yet 🤢🤢🤢 (throat infection, twisted neck, banged-about-foot, ego AND the rest o' me all bruised like misjuggled peaches 🍑🍑🍑)

im bent outa shape and suspectin the universe owes me 8 buck if anyone wannsa chip in

#yes the 🍑🍑🍑was just an excuse to shove ass emojis in your face i'm only (occasionally. allegedly) human #now ask me about my FIRST worst new year eve. it involves wizards and portals and elaborate lies i make up on the spot #SAD REAL TALK <STARTS>:#also made the mistake of reaching out to my mom post-xmas #like what kind of c-ptsd NOOB does that. what kinda chronic holiday trauma survivor NOVICE??? embarrassing #THE SEDUCTIVE FALSE HOPE OF NOSTALGIA WILL LURE YOU IN EVERY TIME #'oh but maybe they won't disappoint me. but maybe they won't rip my heart out this time'#sweetheart that's your dear sweet inner child's yearning for what never was or will be. BEAT IT BACK WITH A STICK!#SAD REAL TALK <ENDS>#....back to that part where i talked about being bent out of shape #if anyone w/ metalwork skills wants ta take a blowtorch & hammer & tongs & have at... I'm open to experimentation is all im sayin #in lieu of that i would also welcome someone buying me a sandwich. i am. so sore.#(metaphysically sore but also the other more urgent im-at-my-daily-NSAIDs-limit kinda sore)#(hence: sanwimch)#...i got so sleepy writing this i started imagining the astonishing hedonism #of stroking a freshly grilled cheese-dripping sandwhich across my body like a loofah #the soothingness of the gooey warm near liquid cheese. the vaguely spongelike quality of toasted sourdough slice.#look i didn't imagine it on PURPOSE it just came to me like a vision like a threat #like one of those weird mens locker room ads where the sportsball is watermelon??? u know the one #where there's nudity & food & homoerotica & hot steaming showers in the background and STILL the overall effect is more offputting than sex #look i have a throat infection. i can barely swallow. i'm sipping chocolate milk to survive and i'm NOT EVEN ENJOYING IT. each drop is agon #(opposite side of the Tantalus spectrum but i'm suffering more than he has in 3.5 thousand years)#i'm dehydrated. barely conscious. electrolytes are circling down the drain. doctors should be incubating me w/ capri sun straws right now.#I GET A PASS ON THESE TAGS #i don't know what i wrote! and i don't stand by it! and you can't make me read em!!!

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thatnununguy · 6 months ago

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They all should've been at the cluuuuub....

#doodle #danganronpa #kaede akamatsu #miu iruma #chiaki nanami #sonia nevermind #gundham tanaka #kazuichi souda #and some others make an appearance #i just watched a video about V3 and it reminded me that i kinda like these games #the next thing I'll post will be Homestuck TRUST #ive just been stalling cus it's mainly otp stuff and I'm embarrassed by it ermmmm #chiaki would call hajime the rizzler

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butchjesus · 8 months ago

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ok but for real now. since tiktok has so throughly disappointed on this trend. who is your strangest hear me out / most bizarre crush? freaks and headscratchers only edition

#please 👁👁 I am so fascinated by this.#also I need to know I'm not the only one with double-take worthy and more-than-a-little-embarrassing taste #hear me out #ask meme #polls #memes #original #blorbos #blorboposting #fictional crush #(they dont have to be characters or even people. skys the limit and not even really because space and aliens and stuff)#monster lover #tag meme #(I've posted about some of mine here before but none of you in a million billion years would guess who the newest one is. its not even that #creative or out there just. head in my hands how did I get here kinda situation)

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somegrumpynerd · 1 month ago

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More dude and bruh texts

#UTDR #UTMV #My Art #Cross Sans #Epic Sans #Kross ship #Kinda? Implied maybe?#These two share a bed regardless of relationship. I've just decided #Maybe implied krepic? Because Wick is in my head lol #Epic's collection of pictures of Killer sleeping on Cross grows #He has a whole album on his phone and if Cross knew he would probably combust #Anyway I woke up at 4am and couldn't get back to sleep and my brain would NOT let go of this idea #Drawing this like I'm exorcising the thought out of my head lol #Epic doesn't wanna sleep because nightmares but he does wanna use his bro like a bodypillow real quick #Killer's doing it like every night he must be missing something #Speaking of. Nightmare did see and he does not care #He thinks nothing of sharing a bed because they all do it constantly so this must be normal #His reaction was ''oh good you can wake Killer and tell him too''#And assumes the immense embarrassment coming off Cross is cause he got caught sleeping #TW suicide #Cross is just being dramatic but y'know just to be safe #This is the 3rd thing I've started drawing that involves Killer and Cross and cuddling #I need to finish and post the other two still but this is becoming a pattern lol #Anyway I have to do a shot of cold medicine and go be at work 🎉

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lakesparkles · 22 days ago

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HI EVERYBODY!! :D

I'm glad to say that I'm feeling way better now, it's the happiest I've felt in the last... What? Three weeks? And yeah, most people were right: what I needed was to step back and be out of the internet a little. (Not that I'm taking a break 100%, I'm just here less). I'm feeling like drawing again and this is great to me!!

Aaaand the lesson I learned is that your brain finds weird ways to improve your mental health: this time, to me, was to spend most of my time drawing Squid Game yaoi and watching Tik Tok videos. If it helps, it helps ig

#i feel lime talking rn #so again asks are VERY welcome as usual :>#i'll try my best to answer the ones I have already #now now now i want to talk about squid game so let's go #(on the tags bc... i'm kinda embarrassed lmao)#well i started to watch the second season because I needed something to keep my mind busy #and squid game seemed like something i wouldn't get fixated on #GUESS UP WHAT HAPPENED #at least i'm being the usual me and choosing the worst characters as my favorites #this time being thanos and nam-gyu #i've been drawing them a lot but i'll only post it if i feel like it #for now it's mostly a me thing #idk #okay that's all bye

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sillyfudgemonkeys · 5 months ago

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I want a ship war *people raising their pitchforks* to happen in the Roku fandom. *people lower the pitchforks, confused* That only yaoi fans can deliver.

I want 30 page analyses on which ship is better: Rozin (Sozin/Roku) or Yazin/Sosu(?) (Yasu/Sozin).

And then I need 30 more pages on why one char is the uke/bottom and the other is the seme/top.

Then I need the yuri fans to grab a sword and draw blood while they figure out the same for Zeisan and who she should be with: Dalisay vs Rioshon. Or if both Rioshon and Dalisay should cut their losses and kiss instead.

C'mon fandom I believe in you. Deliver on these ship wars 2000s internet era style. It's not delivery, it's toxicity~! uwu

#is this a shit post? yes but I kinda want it to happen....for the bit #rozin #zoku #yazin #sosu #reckoning of roku #chronicles of the avatar #i'm craving internet ship toxicity from the early 2000s today fkdlsajfdklsaj #there was a specific passion #zeisan fumbles both bags like a loser #dalisay and rioshon kiss instead #rioshon shows dal a cool rock and her world gets rocked moments later #no no you see Dal and Rio are both are Sozin's hit list #this feels like a sequel post to me asking the old man yaoi/old woman yuri fans to carry Kyoshi/Yangchen's books to getting animated #'careful silly! people might start shipping roku/yasu next' then we'll know we've made it if it gets to that point *sobs*#(I don't want it to happen but fandom's gonna fandom it's like asking for the sun to not rise tomorrow we can't stop it)#this is an actual plea I want to read your dissertations on the ships. I need some joy sparked TT0TT #(my ass gonna regret posting this. is it a bit? kinda. but ajkfljlsdalf feeling second hand embarrassment from it even as I type jkfldsajf)

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loppiopio · 27 days ago

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anatomy of a heart // open up

cardiogram.carrd.co

#durarara #shizaya #a cheap imitation #i made a thing #chapter 48 #you're supposed to go into the link yourself but i know most won't and for posterity here's a video archive of it #oh yea i also reached out to @glaciesdraco for suggestions on this so thanks to them for helping out #this is over a yeaaaar old #twitter post was oct 28 2023 #did tweak it a bit though i was kinda struggling over that #mostly just the pink card near the end and some colours here and there #still feels kinda wack and not cohesive to me but it's been over a year so #gotta let this one go #finally unloading these last few things i made for the book club omg #i considered doing more sound design on this one too but #i just never did it so i'm making myself just leave it as this #i like the sentiment behind this one a lot but the execution is kindaaaa #if i'm feeling brave i'll also transcribe the little write up i made alongside this as an add-on or something #i shouuuld generally do that with the stuff i wrote on there #when i get the time #this is honestly kinda embarrassing to me but my brain dictates i put them up #(in chronological order)#before i move forward #and i neeeed to needto need to

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ritterdoodles · 6 months ago

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Late bun for bunny day

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#ritte draws stuff #nacht faust #black clover #i'm too tired for proper colouring lol :')#sorry i kinda just recycled the poker outfit i drew back in may minus the stripes #the realization that every other nacht artist has already drawn him in a bunny suit makes this a lot less embarrassing for me to post #we're all really just mentally unwell over this man huh LMAO

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sotanghonn · 6 months ago

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rika/fem mob continuation(🔞)!!

#elite four rika #rika pokemon #pokemon sv #pokemon scarlet and violet #my art #the full ver is kinda like a comic spread #this looks good to post on its own without redirecting it to the spicy ver but i'm very embarrassed about posting fem mob stuff ....#so ill prob limit the reach for this one too by tagging mature as usual

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spotaus · 4 months ago

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Something, something, ec-4o!Geno totally studied psychology in his freetime, it was his passion aside from programming, and he sees everyone and just kinda... subconsciously clocks their trauma?

Like, he's not the best guy ever so he usually uses it *against* people, but the further into the story? When he realizes he has friends again? He's careful about making loud sounds around Horror. He makes sure to warn Reaper when he's entering a room. He's always keeping his distance from Error and the other etcos. Most damningly he clocks that Dust has something, he can't quite pinpoint it, but he notices he's talking to someone.

He does that thing where he tries to play along one time, and lies and says he can see Phantom. Dust kinda freaks a bit, but just kinda swears Geno to secrecy. And then every time Dust starts to act weird or talk to phantom, Geno gets a general target location and just wafts him away or de-escalates towards the air instead of Dust. And it works, and he's a lot less stressed. But then. Y'know. Geno starts noticing the static impressions left on screens around the workshop. The ones that fizzle and follow Dust? The ones that are... vaguely person-shaped?

#ec-4o.verse #ec-4o!geno #idk. i've had this in my drafts abd I think it's a very fun concept so I'm posting it!#Dust has a hologram/projection that's invisible to most people that acts as his Survival Guide (his Phantom Papyrus)#the tells him to do violent things even when he's safe if its triggered #and I think it'd be kinda silly if Geno clocked Dust for sone sort of hallucination-inducing mental illness and acted accordingly #only to discover later that. he was wrong but his wrong assumptions Worked Anyways #like. he'd be SO embarrassed having to explain to Dust he thought he was having episodes. not talking to tech #and Dust would be hurt but honestly grateful because it worked anyways lmao-

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shinobus-left-eye · 7 months ago

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genuine question for my fellow enstars yumes: how do you guys have the courage to post yume art; i need motivation ._.

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sunnymainecoonx · 4 months ago

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Self indulgence a lil but even though like 80% of my drawings and posts in general are self indulgent..... anyways ya I wanna do smth special for my mutual bc they're silly which will consist of not talking to them :33

#I ponder too much with my posts because if I just stop up for way too long I get too shy and or embarrassed but.#ms paint #I dunno how much of this is. readable. not like there's anything to read but-#okay I'm just gonna post before I get too embarrassed and fly this drawing off to space #I don't tell my mutuals that they're cool..... that's a fault on my part.. won't be. wont be telling them any time soon #I'm kinda lost of what to do now that I finished mits bday present

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thequeenofsastiel · 11 days ago

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Ah, you know, fuck it, I'm pretty sure I'm actually bisexual. It's just that I'm no longer interested in dating men at this point in my life. I enjoy looking at pretty boys too much for being a lesbian to make sense. And also I met a man recently at my family Christmas and felt very drawn to him sexually, despite a complete lack of desire to date him.

I really blame my roommate for this tbh. They saw that I'm almost completely interested in women and did their best to convince me that actually, I'm a lesbian, even though I spent all my life knowing that I'm bisexual. I think I allowed myself to believe them because on a deep level I really want to be a lesbian, and always have. I don't like most men, and don't like being attracted to them. I don't want to have romantic relationships with them. So to have someone I like and respect hardcore push the idea that I'm a lesbian on me was an irresistible notion. But I just can't lie to myself any longer. No matter how much I want to be a lesbian, and despite the fact that I have no desire to date a man ever again, for so many, many reasons, the truth is that I'm bisexual.

#yay for personal growth I guess #kinda wish I hadn't declared to the world that I'm a lesbian #that's embarrassing #whatever #personal post

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sleepire · 7 months ago

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Literally posted like. Two hours ago abt how I don't post n here I am again. Insomnia, folks.

These are all from my currently adoration of all these little cute rp accounts I CANNOT. No, also, I'm not tagging them because I am scared but all the posts are under the tab :3

#i love these rp accounts #they make my day #Jason Todd #Roy Harper #billy batson #red hood #arsenal #captain Marvel #ft moth plushie that kinda looks like the one o have #n my weird little persona #i should draw them more #it's rlly cute and im gonna keep yappin #it's all i do. yap.#batfam #????#rp accounts my beloved #I'm mildly embarrassed abt this tbh #debated posting it real bad

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horny-bibliotekarz · 2 months ago

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my first time sharing anything more explicit than textposts. not much of my voice here. i'm to shy for this. hope you like it :3

#its kinda poor quality #like you can here my phone notification #just wanted to share something and I'm to embarrassed to post pics #right now at least #hornyposting #nsft asmr #nsft audio

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