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theevilbrainman · 10 months
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Maxaac but its based on the song cold weather by glass beach
I did this for a school project Lol
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hephaestuscrew · 2 years
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Some thoughts about Michael and Nica on the drive back from Wonderland:
I think we can be pretty certain that Michael wanted to have a drink the second he saw Leon's death on the news. He's a recovering alcoholic who had just heard probably the worst news of his life, who had just lost the primary figure of support in his recovery. And we know that he did get drunk that very evening. But he stayed sober long enough to drive to pick Nica up from Wonderland. His desire to help Nica was stronger than his self-destructive impulses.
Nica said at Leon's funeral "I don’t even know [Michael] that well". He was just her brother's roommate and she was just his best friend's sister. I interpret them as being friendly acquaintances, if that. Most of what they knew about each other was probably what Leon had told them. The only thing that bonded them was the person they had just lost. The biggest thing they had in common that day was the grief they were both grappling with.
Michael drove them back from Wonderland, and the two people in that car were the two people in the world most devastated by Leon Stamatis' death. (Dmitri's feelings weren't in the picture yet because he didn't know.) They didn't talk the whole way. The air must have felt full of their grief and shock and guilt. But they heard a old song (one where the lyrics are incidentally about not feeling alone anymore) and something in it made them laugh. And so for a moment, they shared laughter as well as grief.
It was unpredictable, unexpected moment, a moment that was out of place on that awful day. In it's strange spontaneity, that moment of laughter seems un-Leon-like. It was Michael and Nica's own moment.
It didn't fix anything. Michael still went home and got drunk. Nica still spiralled into self-blame. But I still think that moment mattered. Nica remembered it at Leon's funeral (or at least, she talked about Michael picking her up from Wonderland). Michael remembered it as he was dying. It mattered that on that terrible day, they found a moment of lightness - a moment of togetherness.
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thatnununguy · 2 months
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They all should've been at the cluuuuub....
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butchjesus · 3 months
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ok but for real now. since tiktok has so throughly disappointed on this trend. who is your strangest hear me out / most bizarre crush? freaks and headscratchers only edition
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sunderberry · 8 months
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and angel was so proud of himself for being able to carry mr-hollow-bones husk over here
based on the hc where husk died from falling, and that's why his demon form is an ironic mix between two animals that should not be taking fall damage
so yeah he's afraid of heights and that's why he doesn't fly
aftermath:
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they'll be okay
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sillyfudgemonkeys · 1 month
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I want a ship war *people raising their pitchforks* to happen in the Roku fandom. *people lower the pitchforks, confused* That only yaoi fans can deliver.
I want 30 page analyses on which ship is better: Rozin (Sozin/Roku) or Yazin/Sosu(?) (Yasu/Sozin).
And then I need 30 more pages on why one char is the uke/bottom and the other is the seme/top.
Then I need the yuri fans to grab a sword and draw blood while they figure out the same for Zeisan and who she should be with: Dalisay vs Rioshon. Or if both Rioshon and Dalisay should cut their losses and kiss instead.
C'mon fandom I believe in you. Deliver on these ship wars 2000s internet era style. It's not delivery, it's toxicity~! uwu
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ritterdoodles · 2 months
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Late bun for bunny day
Uncropped version:
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sotanghonn · 1 month
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rika/fem mob continuation
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sleepire · 2 months
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Literally posted like. Two hours ago abt how I don't post n here I am again. Insomnia, folks.
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These are all from my currently adoration of all these little cute rp accounts I CANNOT. No, also, I'm not tagging them because I am scared but all the posts are under the tab :3
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zebratimw · 1 year
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Spirit animal SQH
#svsss#shang qinghua#but mainly I'm just here to vague post LMAO I don't like to vague post its not very effective in terms of venting but#but basically I guess I'm becoming hyperaware of my like... cognitive dissonance codependency and derealization ee#also my general laziness ig and where it overlaps into executive dysfunction or whatever like I may genuinely have some issues but#I am also a lazy son of a bitch jfjfkgkg and i need to figure out how to figure it out so I can work on both in more effective ways hhggg#oh yeah but basically the thing to remember for later is the silence in the call and the immediate unmute and chat activity once I left#I should remember this and stop interacting I think? I should try to give em space I think I'm being too clingy or something#or maybe my own silence is too awkward and dampens the call? I was kinda just spacing out and not doing anything so I get its kinda weird#LMAO so I should just like try not to be in call for those times mm#I just like being in call with my friends jdhfkg but I suppose its not very good either#I overindulge I suppose another friend pointed it out to me before too haha but fjfjjt its just easier than facing bouts of dread by myself#eehh and that's why I gotta do something about my Metnal Ailneses hfjfj but ngl I don't really know how to go about it...#I get embarrassed looking stuff up djfnfkg and half the time I don't even know what to look up I just draw ?s and I give up#I suppose I also have commitment issues too but that ones not new which is an issue of itself aaaaaaaa#man idk idk I just don't really get it I guess djdjfjf and I've got existential dreads and think maybe it doesn't really matter whats wrong#cause there's no point to fixing them because ultimately I'm gonna die alone and a failure anyways? so like ehfjgkg idk#its depressing and I know its like sabotage cause my brain is being a little silly a little goofy and its not a shared sentiment#with the better half of me and the entirety of my friends but yknow its just ee harder sometimes to believe in the optimism ig#and i can talk about it somewhat normally and without like having a ✨️break down#but yknow djfjgkg I'm very emotional a person ya? I think sqh is relatable for gods sake 💀#irrationality sentimentality nihilism and existential dreads... wanting to die because living is too hard despite all my hopes for living...#just the ol regulars yknow?#and another thing... do I talk to my friends about these things? I vent them out here a lot but what do I really want?#I'm not strong enough to keep it to myself clearly but I'm also too proud to share these thoughts? I dump them out in the open and for what?#whenever someone reaches out with concern and care I don't respond in kind and refuse to elaborate?#so like what do I want with this? I guess I want someone to know I'm going insane half the time I'm awake? but not do anything about it?#that's pretty unfair I guess... and stupid I think I do want to share my thoughts with someone but I'm too scared of the ramifications#and that my pride can't stand the fact I might be looked differently by my friends even tho the image they have of me is already quite silly#man.... idk.... I'll come to conclusions myself and do nothing about them so I guess that'll happen again aah idk idk idk
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capricioussun · 2 months
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I am. about to hit 1k which. I lost track of. Uh. Is there anything anyone would like to see as a thanks/celebration of the milestone?
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hakonohanayome · 5 months
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ngl scrolling through twitter just makes me feel kinda lonely now & i'm reeeally tempted to go back to being more social on here instead
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shinobus-left-eye · 3 months
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genuine question for my fellow enstars yumes: how do you guys have the courage to post yume art; i need motivation ._.
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leatherbookmark · 6 months
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must have been a dry lips kinda day
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ocean-atelier · 7 months
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Little sneak peek at what I've been working on. This is my first time making a comic eeeeeee!
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npdclaraoswald · 4 months
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White people reblogging those "tumblr users don't listen to rap" posts with all their excuses about how they've written off an entire genre know that they can just not interact instead of embarrassing themselves on someone else's post, right?
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