#I'M GOING NUTS I NEED TO DO SOMETHING WITH IT..
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Today is Friday, you know what it means?!
THAMEPO DAY!!!
It's been a while I've been this hyped for a series, omg. And was OBSESSED with J&J the same but this feels different, WHAT IS HAPPENING?!
Going to the episode, I QUACKED SO LOUD RIGHT ON THE BEGINNING BECAUSE OF PO'S FACE WHEN HIS DELULU FANTASY WAS DESTROYED BY JUN🤣🤣🤣🤣
He literally goes 🥰->😐 in 2 seconds 🤣🤭
And changing the OP song here was chef's kiss. Whoever had this idea, I love you forever❤️
THAME BEING JEALOUS, HELP, WILLIAM JUST JAVSKWDBWKDHBSSK
Brain is not braining, it's not legal looking this good🙃 And I may have issues cause I was seeing him MAD MAD and I giggled 🤭 BUT CAN YOU BLAME ME?! LOOK AT HIM🤡
Also, I love Jun, but I also don't and want to punch him, but Nut is so cute so I melt. In conclusion, I probably love Nut and want to punch Jun and that's what's causing my confusion 🤣
Then we get to the Pepper and Thame talk scene. I'M SO GLAD THEY HAVE VOICE OF WISDOM AT THAT MOMENT BECAUSE, MY LOVE, THAME, YOU'RE A DOOR!!! My baby going "I don't know, I don't think so" when Pep asked if he likes Po, me and Pep had the same face 😐😐 But actually this makes everything more cute, cause he is doing it innocently, falling in love without even trying and not even realizing it which makes it all so pure 😭 I can't do this anymore 😭 The way he gets genuinely worried if he was doing bad to Po and hurting him when he just wanted to make Po feel good, I can't, it's too sweet, I wanna punch him (I'm weird okay? I want to punch what I find cute, I'm sorry 😭). I love how Pep drives that conversation cause he already noticed/knows Thame likes Po, but Thame needs to find out himself so he just guides Thame, and don't sugarcoat when Thame asks if he is hurting Po cause it's true, if Thame didn't liked Po, what he is doing would be extremely cruel so I love that Pep makes it clear, but also points out that Thame never liked anyone that's why he doesn't know how he feels and encourages him to find out, oh, the friendship 😭 I love Pep😭
And the fact that Thame never liked anyone, I think it may answer some questions I've seen around here, if Thame knows his sexuality. I think he never gave it a thought. He was a trainee since too young and debut young, got extremely busy and with all that "Mars didn't sell. You're the leader, do something" makes it even worse for him so, he simply let this relationship and sexuality thought for later. He wasn't going to be able to date anytime soon anyway (Oh how I hate this side of the idol industry...) and, he will only IN FACT get into this "Can't date" thing only now cause he has someone to fight for, that's probably the part that's gonna hurt me the most so, me scared 😭
And then, the last scene:
Ending the episode like this... ITS CRUELTY!!! LOOK AT HIS SMILE😭😭😭 This lil smile that William has get me so so weak, I'm not okay with this, it's too easy😃🤡 But the same way that this scene warm my heart (Cause Thame finally realized he actually likes Po), that preview... It breaks my heart cause WHAT DO YOU MEAN PEP WILL "GO AWAY"???!! AND JUN WILL MESS UP AGAIN KANDKWBSJAGSUABA It's just one slap, baby, I promise it won't hurt. I'm tiny and skinny 😃😃
But once again, my Friday yapping session is complete. I love this series so much, I love everything about it. Maybe it hits harder cause I also like kpop and know how fucked up the behind of the groups can be, and this series shows a lot of this somehow. Maybe because I love Lego and got the chance to get more into Lykn because of the series. Maybe because I fell in love with William and Dylan... All this added up just making me love every lil thing about this series, ah😭
#thamepo#thamepo the series#heart skips a beat#williamest#william jakrapatr#est supha#lykn#bl series#thamepo ep 5#I'M IN LOVE
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#IM SCREAMING#IT'S PROLLY STEADY BEEN DONE SOMEWHERE#AND I HAVE SHIT ANIMATION SKILLS#BUT I'M HAVING IDEAS WITH PHANTOM RIDER SONIC AND THE PHANTOM RACER SONG FROM TWRP#IT'D BE SO PERFECT#AUGH#*already#I'M GOING NUTS I NEED TO DO SOMETHING WITH IT..#BUT IM SO FUCKING CAUGHT UP WITH STUFF AOUUH
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literally laughed out loud at Matt's face when he admitted that Lester was trying to hide something, truly the scrungliest detective in Newfaire
#which. given the vibes. is probably saying something.#made a joke immediately before the episode to not ask if I'm using references and then this happened and I was like#'wait I can use beacon for important things. like pausing the current episode while it's airing live on my laptop for ref purposes.'#if you're like 'jeez megs. you keep bouncing around a lot in terms of styles and feels lately. what's up with that.'#the answer is that I need to be able to do literally whatever my brain puts forth as a challenge so I gotta practice many things.#or I'll die.#anyway this turned out very well for what I was going for. delighted with that!#but pencil/charcoal shading from ref was my thing in high school so I'm not surprised I can still maintain that well enough#been a WHILE since I've done pencil shading on csp but it's very fun. I should really find some decent graphite pencils again.#OR SOME DECENT CHARCOAL sorry I keep failing to find charcoal pencils I like and it's driving me nuts#candela obscura#co spoilers#lester shaw#critical role fanart#my art
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Maybe a little overly serious approach to the situation, but y'all have GOT to be more respectful towards the creators you watch and consume content for. fWhip's message about getting a lot of hate is honestly abysmal.
Like, don't get me wrong, I love lore-related series! I think they're a lot of fun and I love watching them.But give non-lore series a chance! They're also a lot of fun!
These creators are all responsible adults who are very capable of creating boundaries for themselves and deciding amongst themselves what rules they want to follow when joining a project.
Obviously, there are many viewers and community members who this isn't directed at. :D
Please don't send hate to anyone, it's not helpful. If you don't like something, don't engage with it. Just leave it at that. Show respect to the community you're apart of, and to the creators that head it.
(It's fine to be annoyed with something and talk about it, but don't force a creator to see that negativity. It's not benefiting anyone.) The more hate a creator gets, the less they engage with and organize fun things for the community. Please remember to be kind.
#I might delete this later and probably won't add relevant tags#because I have the sneaking suspicion that the people who would see this post are probably those who are already aware of this#sorry to get serious on a silly fanart account lmao#It just drives me nuts when people are mean to creators. like. that's a human person#and for the crime of- *checks notes* doing something they enjoy and having fun in a way that isn't how viewers want it to go#please take a step back and revaluate if you ever feel the urge to yell at people and send them death threats#if you follow me and actively send dts please do me the favor and learn some respect and unfollow me#I don't need that negativity in my life#will def delete if I get backlash from this lmao but my opinion will never change even so#feel free to reblog tho if you read this far#I'm just a little bish and scared to add tags lmao
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Okay so like I haven't done any deep dives but after just finishing Wild Blue Yonder (which broke my heart in so many wonderful ways), I kept thinking back to the episode Midnight. Like holy shit. Creatures that mimic and perfectly copy? I know they had a lot to fit in but oh man the look Fourteen shot the Not-Doctor when it copied him made my entire day.
#doctor who#dw spoilers#fourteenth doctor#wild blue yonder#am i actually putting something in a main tag?#what i never do that this is unheard of#i just need validation y'all that I'm not going nuts imagining the similarities
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Anyway, Dante should have created a circle in hell for every person who writes stuff without putting notes and references to what they write.
#gimme three pages of text and 7 of bibliography so i don't have to got nuts on searching the unreachable#i swear i'm going to find that single bastard and he's going down bc hell just broke loose and we have weeks™️#always more convinced i should just quit my job and get back to do this 24/7 🙃#how needs a steady income when you can choose to loose your mind after something like that!!!!!!!#me apparently#jokes on the side we're 15 pages deep in hell and i'm loving every single minute of it even if it makes me want to cry a little#not my kid (article) but it's basically is by now#rambling rambling rambling#academy (adjacent) stuff
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becoming a little bit evil because my room's in a mess and I can't really do anything about it until other things happen and I am so so so tempted to be a complete and utter arsehole until it happens because. honestly if I don't it won't happen. but if I do that I open myself up to getting into even more shit than I already am by just existing
#unfortunately the idea that it'll be dangerous for me to operate machinery in my current state isn't accepted#probably because my current state isn't accepted. what do you mean the hereditary 'develops arthritis as a teenager' and#'dodgy blood pressure' traits have manifested in [me]. that's not possible at all!#some of it I'd simply like to return to the shop but that's not an option because 1. my m*ther will have lost the receipt immediately#and 2. she'll yell at me because they were presents. yeah. I asked for a fucking lamp?#honestly beginning to believe that she's waiting for me to give them to her and she bought them for herself which is going to turn me into#the joker considering everything#anyway my grandmother's going to find another way to not do any sorting out like last time which is annoying. like. stop bitching about#how 'horrifically messy' your house is and muck in! actually y'know what it'll get me yelled at and possibly hit but I'll just dump the#box in front of her and tell her she needs to sort it out. idc man. I'm the only person in this house that actually seems to have motivatio#to do something and it's driving me nuts. I would like for the first time in decades to NOT have piles of other people's crap in my room
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if one more well meaning relative asks me if i have done any drawing recently i will start screaming and flip a table 🤪🙃
#it's not their fault!! it's not!!! I'm known for being The One Who Draws#they usually get updates from my parents sending out pictures of things I drew for assignments for school for years!! they haven't gotten#anything new in a long time!!#it's not their fault to ask hey have u been making anything new??#but also if one more person asks I'll literally go fucking nuts I will start screaming crying throwing up#I will begin tearing myself limb from limb#especially if it's my grandma who I see literally every week and she in fact knows I have not been drawing#it's worse when she asks bc then it's also with that quiet pity of someone who assumes I probably haven't but hopes that I have#ANYWAY SORRY I JUST HAD TO PUT THIS SOMEWHERE#I'm doing my best and I'm not in a great space and I'm trying real hard to try and figure out who the fuck I am when my entire life isn't#Completeing Assignments#bc since middle school I have been nothing much outside of a Complete Assignments Machine#and I've found ways to bring my humor and my creativity and things I enjoy INTO Completeing Assignments#but I've somehow then learned I can ONLY do these things if they're for Completeing Assignments#and now I have graduated college and I'm trying to get a fucking job and move somewhere new and my life isn't Completeing Assignments anymor#and I haven't relearned how to have creative fun ideas outside of the assignments framework#but I want to get there again#but I need everyone to stop asking me if I have made any art recently#bc I think for a while the answer is going to be no and if it's not no it's gonna be yes but I'll have made something so fucking weird#you're going to wish I had said no and not explained that I was building a dead rat puppet#im a rambling sam
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#tag talk#I feel good cause a new friend at work said something about how my boyfriend hasn't talked much to him since meeting me#And I was like uh oh I do not want to be that bitch#and I know he's been trying to organize some kind of game might and I was like rip you can't get him to play stardew valley with you#and I don't like stardew valley so I was like hey what about minecraft? because if I get them playing together on a realm then It's fixed#so anyway now I might have a new server and friend group to play with and hopefully I'll be less in the way of the preexisting friend group#because I'm really conscious of when I'm the reason stuff goes poorly so I don't wanna be a reason friends don't hang out anymore.#cause that shit sucks. jealous girlfriend type can go die I ain't about hogging people I don't feel good about it.#I just want everyone to get along and be friends#I'm putting in the work to learn bedrock mechanics. that's how committed I am to this. I hate variations on an established base.#it's the autistic in me for sure. I loathe multiple versions of songs. there can only be one true version. one right answer. all else is bad#so the slight discrepancies between bedrock and Java drive me absolutely nuts bonkers up the wall#I read a really good twilight fanfic and it rewired my brain and now I'm forever mixing up which is cannon and which is fanfic#because my brain immediately booted the version I preferred less and installed the new fanfic version as the correct right version#anyway. I'm hunting tutorials that actually explain the mechanics and taking notes so I know how to adjust the designs for aesthetics#because you need the minimum mechanical base to work before you can ad lib a building style and design onto the structural framework#I figured out the iron farm mechanics so tomorrow I think I'm gonna work on gold farm stuff. and redstone I just want to learn myself
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A Story About Me
Y'all I just want you to know I it snowed 3 feet in 2 days where I live, literally. I haven't had power for two days. It's 45F in my house. It snowed so much my tinyass town made the news. I called my parents, who are in their 70s and live 2 hours away, to come get me finally and told them it was too cold in my house and the dogs were sad.
I lied. I was fine. The dogs were fine.
It was just, I had used up all my laptops' batteries and almost all of my phone battery on Day 1 and was devastated that I was going to miss the Ides of March on tumblr, our biggest holiday. :(
#ides of march#ok fine#it was also pretty cold inside#and i can only sit in bed under three blankets#reading actual physical books#for so long#before i go nuts#and need to do something else#and something else is hard to find#because it's not like there are any street lights or houses nearby#to provide light#so#the thought of spending another night with no power was like#i already read three books#i'm running out of shit i want to read that i own in physical form
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i really am just going to have to lean into the fact that i just really like cheese board foods and deal with that, aren't I?
#tw: eating disorder#this post brought to you by#the can of olives i put on the list last grocery run that i am having to stop myself from devouring in one go#and how well black olives pair with cream cheese on any vehicle#(it's very well btw in case you were wondering)#get some hard salamies some good cheese options some more olive varieties some pickles maybe some nuts and dried fruits#mmm#...it is not lost on me that the heavy presence of salty foods on here is probably my body's attempt to fix itself from the POTS lol#i struggle with eating around people so you'd THINK this would actually not help#but i might try and hold back some of the olives so i can have them on my plate for Upcoming Holiday Meals so i can eat with everyone...#i think it might work#cause i have zero problem with these foods to the point that i will annihilate a snack table if i don't monitor myself#and remember there are usually other people involved when the snack table layout happens#....learning this is a thing i have has not been my most fun revelation i'll be so honest with you right now#i have panic attacks if i know it's possible other people know i am even making my own plate to eat in my room alone#because then they know i'm consuming food#and it hits randomly - i'm blaming it on the holiday season right now#i don't remember if it's seasonal or not but it feels like this is something i've been struggling with all year and probably for longer#and like... it's fucked up i can't eat with people#i want to hang out i want to enjoy the meal in front of whoever made it so they see i loved it#i want to hang out and chat and have fun and watch stuff with other people#and sometimes i can figure out how to do that#but i... i got startled earlier this year with someone who was Greeting Me while i ate and i reacted poorly and i feel terrible every time#because like... i love this person i want them to feel comfortable enough to come give me a hug as soon as they're at me#i want them to know i want their presence i just...#i was eating and i... i can't let people know i eat - i'm messy i'm too fast i'm too slow i talk too much i'm not talking at all i'm eating#something weird i'm eating something normal and boring and someone is going to say something about how much is on my plate and#...and i really do in fact have an eating disorder like#i don't need a doctor to tell me that i have something wrong with my relationship to food and the consumption thereof and i'm fighting it#i'm fighting it EVERY DAMN DAY because i *know* i need to eat and i *know* i dont NEED to earn my food
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i've been so unproductive the lull of break is already catching my ass
#chatterye#i have so much to do honestly#i'm skipping going to work all week except tmr and briefly wed cause i need to turn something in maybe#maybe i won't go in wed and just skip turnign it in#it's that bad#i mgiht not even make it in tmr tbh#this is ruining my life rn i'm seriosu#i hate my unproductive lulls they're so bad for me mentally#this is driving me nuts#i need the sem to be over like now.#when i'm unproductive my outlook notifs cause me 1923489235 times more stress
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So many agents come thru tha shoppe n they’re like “listen I need this thing that’s kind of like a nail but it’s not” and I’ll be like “a screw?” And they’ll be all “maybe I’m really not even sure” so naturally I take them to the screws. They’ll be all “yeah these are similar but I was talking about the smooth ones……” nails. U need nails.
#I swear to god this has happened 3-4 times#like they’ll say exactly what they need but say it’s like that thing#then when I find similar things they’re like no like where’s the thing I used as the example of what I need is similar to#and I can't think of whatever they actually asked for but they try to make it so complex and confusing only to be like “yeah jus nails”#like explaining things that have nothing to do with what they need#“listen I need something to hold tha wheels on my fathers 1992 firebird”#“he would rather not use lug nuts bcos he chews bubblegum when it's cold outside n we want to try using tape instead”#I'll takem to tha tape and buddy goes “yeah I just think tha lug nuts would do a better job than tape will......”#oh do u think so agent smith#like trying to show me with their hands and object and making 0 sense to eventually be like “yeah like basically just a lug nut"#“uh yeah basically can u just give me a 3 inch piece of tape bro”#it's actually so much funnier than the firebird example bcos it's like “listen pops has a 92 firebird...”#“we're trying to take off the doors and use tinfoil instead so I need some really strong tinfoil”#I'll be like “uh okay let me just see if we have tinfoil”#and he'll be like “mmmmm this is good tinfoil and all but I really just need a pack of chromies is what I mean”#like no bullshit this is how it goes only 10x more retarded and harder to get to the chromies#I have to go to battle in order for them to give me an item they don't want#once I prove I can find the decoy item they tell me what they actually wanted#but in a way like “u should have known what I meant even tho I'm v dumb”
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I can always be found, a heap on the ground in September. It is the worst month of my life, annually.
#meds fucking me up. car needs breaks and work. I miss my partner. I want to go party time at work but can't bc bills.#like my bff's birthday is the first then everything else after that is straight garbage#the price of food alone??!????? then the fucking recalls.#somebody got nuts in the cow milk. HOW DO YOU EVWN ACCOMPLISH SOMETHING SO DANGEROUS AND STUPID#death is literally everywhere and I'm stressed. all while still wearing a mask#hurricane hit my hometown again. I'm literallya climate runner/refugee/whatever the word is#i just got out about ten years early while I had the money.#i got survivors guilt and shit.#I'm just tired#hitting a wall of sorts#I'm going to be fine. that's not the point.
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#dot post#ignore Morg#at this rate I'm going to have to start doing a paragraph break per sentence#I am not sure how my forum post got misunderstood that badly#but somehow my ''I know it's not possible to Y - but what about doing X?''#got a reply as if I had said ''Can I do Y and X?'' Which is not the question I asked.#Like I know it's technically inconsequential but it drives me nuts on like an autistic level#because of a few reasons#but mainly because there's a mode of communication (speech) where I put a lot of effort in to make sure I don't miss a ''not''#because of my shit hearing#like I have a Method that more than compensates for my hearing#so it drives me a little nuts when someone misses one of my ''not''s in any mode of speech#in the way that tracking mud indoors drives someone who takes their shoes off at home to keep their carpet clean nuts#don't get me started on how hard it is to order a hamburger - emphasis on the lack of the word CHEESE - in the united states#the english language needs to replace ''no'' and “not” with seven syllable words or something#we deserve the inconvenience if it ensures that people stop missing those#[I am being facetious but gahhhhh]
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idk if anyone plays reverse 1999 here but i might upload the "journey in the rain" album in a hot sec
#0.txt#i don't play it either but the character trailer for the bird man showed up on my feed#and the art style/music was gorgeous so i just started looking through their trailers and stuff#i don't think i'd actually play it since the gameplay itself isn't something im into but i'll appreciate from a distance#but anyways yeah it led me to their one officially released album and i LOVE symbiosis#need it on my blog. there's only 9 songs so figured id just upload the entire thing here#in general though idk what i wanna do about like. misc songs i want to upload#like here is fine for now but i can't organize it as well so it just feels kinda messy to me#i DID have a misc music blog for a hot sec but i didn't keep it around long since it felt super aimless at the time#i'm also tempted to turn starrailmp3 into a general gacha music or whatever blog but idk. hsr has a lot of music on its own#similarly i know i'll probably end up making yet another music blog for zzz bc hoyo-mix is already going nuts on that ost#so alternatively i could also make it a general hoyo-mix blog and also upload hi3 even though i don't play it at all#hmmm might do that actually#but for non-hoyo-mix songs. i feel like i might also want to upload some wuwa tracks if they end up releasing albums for it#but they probably won't release as much as hoyo-mix and i'd want to keep the aforementioned blog on theme#so idk where i'd put the other gacha game tunes#like do i make ANOTHER side blog lol i hate having so many tbh
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