#I’ve been on this hellsite for fifteen years between my old tumblr and this one and this is my FIRST time getting anon hate 😂

[use-your-telescope]

You are very rude and boring

OMG it’s my first ever anon hate — Look Ma, I’m a REAL tumblr user now! 😂😂

If you’re gonna try to insult me, you can’t call me boring in such a basic way. C’mon, dig out a thesaurus or something.

Besides, I can’t be *that* boring if you’re compelled to go to my blog and send a message attempting to insult me, particularly since you had to go the extra step to turn on anon.

Either way, at least I’m not rude enough to send anon hate on the internet. Love that cognitive dissonance for you! 😘

[causalitylinked]

———  BASICS  !

(PEN)NAME: livita, but everyone just calls me livi

PRONOUNS: she/her. i won’t throw a huge fuss if you call me they/them or he/him, though, because i understand not everyone would be able to remember what everyone’s pronouns are on this hellsite

ZODIAC  SIGN: aries-taurus cusp

TAKEN  OR  SINGLE:  single but not interested so whatever you do, please don’t seriously flirt with me, i’m begging

———  THREE  FACTS  !

i have a dog named ‘zuko’ i regularly walk. he’s a miniature american eskimo and for some reason, he really likes rice, oranges, and sponge cake, so me and my family like to joke that he’s an ‘asian dog’ instead of an american dog.

i know it’s probably a running joke at this point considering most of my muses are from very obscure fandoms, but the less mainstream a series is, the more likely it would be that i’m into it.

i may not want to have sex with anyone specific despite constantly being horny, but i still love reading h/entai because 2D coochie and d/ick is very 👌 imo.

———  EXPERIENCE  !

PLATFORMS USED: gaiaonline, quizilla, email, discord ( but i discovered it wasn’t for me due to the character limit ),

i think i’ve been roleplaying on tumblr ever since i was 17?? and as of now, i’m 25, so that would amount to... 8 years in total.

———  MUSE  PREFERENCE  !

GENDER: male and masc-leaning muses, tbh. i mean, as much as i may adore writing with female muses, i don’t often tend to pick up female muses myself, due to the fact not many from canon series really appeal to me, to the point where you could say i’m just picky. /sweats while nervously gesturing to my muses list that contains only two female muses with the rest solely comprising of men and (1) non-binary person, whose gender is canonically a huge spoiler/not meant to be known until way later on in the game

honestly, it could be that i’m just very underwhelmed by the way people write/design women, but rarely would a female character make me go ‘!!!’ in the same way male characters usually would. also, even when i do like a female character’s design, their personality might not be eccentric enough to my tastes... but as soon i pull fiorito from granblue fantasy, i might add her to my multi. ofc, i would also pick up kokoro surugadai from monark too, if only because she’s autistic coded and i relate to her very heavily as a character, but she reads to me as a fifteen year old ( despite having attended college overseas ) and unlike with ryuto, aging her up would make me uncomfortable.

LEAST FAVOURITE FACE(S): as of recently, it has just been those from honkai impact, genshin impact, drakengard 3, and fire emblem: three houses, for simply... personal reasons i won’t get into here, but it’s not as if i won’t interact with muses that specifically stem from those series. i just might not follow or approach those blogs first.

MULTI OR SINGLE: despite the fact i have a multi, i’m honestly more used to running single muse blogs, but so far, i prefer single muse blogs if only because they’re much easier to organize and require less tags/pages to seem ‘complete’.

———  FLUFF  /  ANGST  /  SMUT  !  ♡    

FLUFF: i am a big fan of fluff, tbh. in fact, it doesn’t matter if it’s even platonic or romantic... i just like writing my muses hugging someone or expressing their affection for someone, because whenever it does happen, it’s really wholesome and makes my heart come alive. ofc, i may not get to write it as often as i’d like, but i honestly love those soft, tender moments between two muses who care about each other a lot.

ANGST: i’m not a fan of piling on angst with more angst for the sake of being edgy, cause there comes a point when it simply becomes too much, but angst with a happy ending is my sort of shit. i also like when muses react to/learn the sad stuff that happens in another muse’s past or muses talking about sad stuff with one another, whether it be about their own feelings or whatever it is that is currently troubling them.

SMUT: I LOVE SMUT. i just have to be in a certain headspace to be able to write it well, which is usually whenever i’m on my period or i am super horny. contrary to popular belief, though, i don’t exactly touch myself to smut rps or anything weird like that; in fact, beyond my face just being ‘C:<’, i don’t actually react much to smutty replies/asks, ooc speaking. ofc, i’ll try my best to portray my muses as canonly as possible when it comes to sexual scenarios even if their kinks don’t align with mine, but my favourite dynamic to write will definitely always be maledom/femsub.

PLOT  /  MEMES: memes, if only because i’m more of a wing it sort of roleplayer, meaning i would prefer sending in a meme and continuing the answer to that meme into a thread most of the time. honestly, it’s rare i would even come up with ideas on the fly, especially when it comes to muses from series i’ve never bothered getting into and besides, after recent events, i’m now hesitant to bring up rp stuff out of the blue all willy nilly, but if i jive with someone ooc *coughs* rae *coughs*, i can plot up a storm with them.

TAGGED BY: @sadamenai​ ( thank you for tagging me, sagi! <3333 )

TAGGING: @aaternum / @dis--parity / @chainedbystories / @blaschoice​ / @kwngo / @b-erserk​ / @s-talking / @firexflower / @macrcphylla / @more-than-a-princess​ / @despairfiles​ and whoever else would like to fill this out!

[killed-by-cas-confession]

me waxing on about my loss of spn

Its so weird Because I’ve never been on tumblr during the heights of this show, like, ever. This is the first time i’m exploring tumblr and reblogging and liking things and posting my own thoughts and talking to people who just get the madness of fandom and its just so wholesome. My journey with SPN varies. I see it varies alot with others too. There are the OGs who were here the entire time, never stopped watching, the ones who just returned on announcement and the following hysteria of the confession, the ones who picked up somewhere in between. I was super into SPN after being sick and trying to do homework in middle school and catching an episode. It was “Bloody Mary”, and it was the perfect episode to rope me in. I remember it playing in the background and going “wtf, is a horror movie on?” and i look up and I see Dean. I remember the exact scene i saw. Dean changed me too. Just like he did Cas. So I fell in love. I was at a hard place in my life with family trauma that as a 14 year old, I couldn’t handle. A lot of gaslighting, emotional abuse, a lot of depression. A lot of giving up. I ended up fixating on these boys because what else was I to do? I figured it could help me escape.

Then I -binged seasons 1 through 8 -watched 9 as it aired -lost interest before season 10 aired, as life changed and got heavy -came back and caught up during season 11 -stopped again because of life crap -and then finally, when they announced the end of the show, i dove headfirst back in

And you know what? it was always, always like coming home. 

Can the show be cliché or cringy sometimes? Sure, every piece of media can be. But its also enduring. It’s about always keep fighting, its about family that doesn't end in blood, its about finding another way, its about hope. like i could gush about supernatural and its effect on me from middle school to my college years now, how the Winchesters, and that includes Jack and Cas and Mary too, became family, influenced the type of person i feel i turned into its just home to me and its been that for so long, its so weird to think I'm saying goodbye. But to, I suppose, sound cliché myself this time, I think I’m coming to terms with being thankful that it happened, that i was a part of it, to be thankful I'm in this hellsite with people just like me, and I’m contributing to the metas and the specs and gifsets, interacting with people who get it for the first time in these fifteen years that its been airing, for the first time in the seven years that I’ve been in this fandom but never truly a part of what makes it so great, and that’s the community itself. I get to be thankful that it was so meaningful to me but now its time to let it go. And its sad but it just goes to show that it meant so much to me and to so many others. And now it lives on in us, in all we do, and create.