#I’m trying to look at this from all sorts of angles cause gege likes to keep us on our toes

[olasketches]

I want to entertain this theory a bit more or actually just one part of it cause I only assumed that yuuji doesn’t know anything about his origins but to be honest… no one of us really knows what yuuji actually knows. In megumi’s case, I understand why he doesn’t want to know about his father after all he knows that toji abandoned him. I can also understand why yuuji “doesn’t care” about what wasuke had to say about his parents, he probably believes that they abandoned him too… but then again we can only assume. what I can’t really understand is why yuuji never asks any questions about his weird abilities that allowed him to cage sukuna. the only reason we don’t know anything about yuuji is… yuuji himself. he’s as big of a mystery as sukuna is and BOTH of them won’t spill a thing. so I’m guessing that… there’s also a possibility that yuuji DOES know something. we, as the audience, kinda assumed that he doesn’t because we don’t know everything. we are being kept in the dark, but I’m not sure if the same thing can be said about yuuji. yuuji never says anything, never asks any questions and maybe it’s because of the cog mentality he adopted who knows but hey he didn’t even seem to be that surprised or shocked when he saw and fought curses for the first time and it’s probably because as gojo said, yuuji is just crazy. but this sort of approach can also come across as being naive… many other characters see him as an idiot and so does yuuji himself tbh but his actions keep proving otherwise. we know that yuuji is a really smart kid so I always thought that him coming across as an idiot is all surface level or maybe even a mask of some sort. there’s not even a lot of occasions where we get to be privy to yuuji’s personal thoughts that don’t revolve around jujutsu. it really feels like WE are the ones and maybe even the only ones that are being kept in the dark, cause at the end of the day we actually don’t know how much yuuji knows.

you know I've always believed sukuna and yuuji have something the other one needs. 

yuuji and sukuna not only hurt one another and make each other miserable but they also need one another (in a sense) because one have something the other one needs. they're both unbalanced individuals and jjk is a story about finding that balance

yuuj's kindness and humanity reflects sukuna's hollowness

on the other hand sukuna's overwhelming sense of self reflects yuuji's lack of any

and this all seems to stem from their loneliness. they're both incredibly lonely individuals who just needed a way to cope. sukuna by embracing his loneliness and yuuji by rejecting it. 

but the funny thing is that.. in yuuji's case no matter how many times he surrounds himself with people he still feels lonely... and the reason for that is because yuuji doesn't have a sense of self. he doesn't have an identity and without having an identity there's no sense of belonging. we need a sense of self to understand ourselves our values, the way we think and feel, cause when we do it’s easier for us to connect to others and create a sense of belonging. yuuji never feels like he belongs, that's why he's entire self worth is centred around having a role. he wants to feel connected to others like he's a part of something bigger and has a right to exist in this world. yuuji just wants to feel like he belongs.

but he can't and how can he when doesn't even know something as important as his origins?

"I don't care" lol , Both Wasuke and Gojo tried to tell Yuji and Megumi about their parents / parent respectively and both Yuji and Megumi stopped them from doing so which i think is just a coping mechanism. They do care but they don't want to know the truth Their entire life has been impacted by the actions of their parent , only they think they can run from it but they can't

and now sukuna is now the only person who has the answers to the questions yuuji doesn't want to ask

and this chapter confirmed that for me in a way.

you know yuuji is a really smart kid he KNOWS that there must be a reason why his and sukuna’s souls were able to coexist (or become one?? pls correct if I’m wrong) he just never voices it or raises any questions cause he doesn’t want to know. he’s been running away from the truth his entire life and the only person that can make him face that truth is the guy he despises the most, sukuna. 

sukuna has something yuuji needs and that might the answer to the question yuuji has always been running away from. the answer to the jjks biggest mystery “what are you yuuji itadori?”

[lady-olive-oil]

Birthday Boy

A/N: In honor of our big bears birthday, here is an imagine between him and Geneva in the midst of all the craziness. This will serve as a filler and an imagine of sorts. And idk his middle name, so I gave him one🤣This will also lead into the big halloween imagine I have planned as well. Without further ado: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FLORIAN MUNTEANU!!🎉🥳

Word Count: 1,063

Warning: none of ya squint

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Halloween. A grand holiday that lasts for the whole month of October for some people, or just a day to get candy. Yet for my boyfriend's sake it’s a combination of his birthday and Halloween, so we decided to celebrate the whole month.

Parties for me is a big deal and all my friends and family know that for a fact. So for the morning of Florian’s birthday, I decided to make him breakfast fit for a king. I’m talking the works; French toast, eggs, bacon, fruit, and orange juice. Most guys I’ve dated haven’t gotten this type of treatment, unless you counted Jake with his whack ass. But Florian was different, and a good different at that.

“I smell food, and I hear r&b music.” His deep sleepy, baritone voice echoed through the halls of the condo as he journeyed towards the kitchen where I was. He wrapped his arms around me from behind and kissed my head, as I flipped the bacon strips in the copper cast iron skillet.

“You were supposed to stay in bed my love.” Angling my head to kiss his cheek, I smiled gently and watched him move to lean against the opposite counter.

“You know I can’t sleep without you next to me. Besides, I smelled bacon too.”

“Listen here Mr. Romania, if you plan on marrying me, this is what you have to look forward to at least once a week.”

He chuckled lovingly at me, causing a warm feeling to erupt in me. My love for this man transcending into another realm and I’m thankful for the people who brought us together. Finishing up his birthday breakfast, he dug in like the big bear that he is.

“After you eat, get ready for the day. It’s my turn to spoil you.”

“Geneva-”

“Florian Cristian Munteanu, don’t talk back to me. I’m doing this because I want to and it’s your day. Chop, chop.” Kissing his cheek before I left to get changed, he smacked my ass one good time.

“Ouch! Florian!”

“Oops?”

“Yeah uh huh. Hurry up so we can go, I got plans for you today.”

“Yes ma’am.” He smirked back at me.

“Good boy.”

-20 min later, in the New York weather-

“Babe slow down already, we’ll get there.” Trying to calm down the giant 29 year old, as we walked down Times Square was a mess in itself.

“Listen, you said we’d go to Shake Shack and i've never been. Plus it’s my cheat day.”

“Duh. Who do you think called you trainer to get the ol to do so?”

He looked teary eyed as he hugged me close to his heated body. “You’re the best draga.”

“Oh I know.”

Of course he took a few photos with those who recognized him, I may have done a live video too for his Instagram just to up the ante. Seeing his smiling face was all I wanted and more. Upon our shopping he managed to get several pairs of shoes; a few jackets and jeans, fall like hats and a new chain. But it didn’t stop there.

“Gege, let me get you something please? It only seems fair for me to do so.”

“Florian, this is your day baby. Not mine, I appreciate the gesture but-”

“Genevieve Leona Shaw, no buts. I want to do this because you’ve done so much for me and you’ve been through a lot. So let me do this.” The way he looked at me was with pure love and adoration, like a little puppy. How could I not say no to that?

“Ugh fine. What do you wanna get me?”

“3 pairs of shoes that match mine, matching velvet jackets and matching chains.” There goes his Cheshire like grin.

“So basically everything we just got you, minus the jeans?”

He decorated my face in little kisses, this caused a few giggles to erupt from my full lips. “Yup. I want the world to know who my baby is.”

“The world already knows I’m your girl. But more recognition wouldn’t hurt.”

“That’s my girl.”

The shopping and feasting on burgers continued, and his smile grew even more. His happiness meant the world to me and then some, even in tough times. What relationship doesn’t have issues? Gotta work out any kind of way, shape or form.

When we got home, I had mentioned that a cake was made for him and frosted by my mother. His eyes lit up like a kid in a candy store. He loved my mother’s cooking and baking, and would always ask where I got it from. Now he knows.

“Thank you for today Gege. I can’t thank you enough my love for being the best present I’ve ever received this year.”

“Florian..”

He kissed me gently, holding me like I was a fragile piece of art. He just knew how to handle me mind body and soul. The kiss deepened slightly, causing me head to spin a little.

“Ok ok, slow down there big boy. Let’s go eat your cake, not me.”

“Aw man.” He smirked and sent me a wink.

“Nasty ass.”

Singing happy birthday to my man the best way I knew how, in a room of just us two, made it more special.

“Make a wish.”

He closed his eyes and thought of the best wish he could think of, then blew out his candles once he figured out his birthday wish.

“What you wish for?”

“If I tell you, I won’t come true.”

“Touché. Hammock and cake time?”

“Hammock and cake time.”

I'm surprised he can even fit in the hammock without breaking it. I must’ve gotten the good kind of stakes for it. Resting against his chest as I fed him a few bites of the marble cake, he just stared up at the stars.

“Thank you Gege, for everything. It’s been a great day.”

“Oh baby, I’m just getting started. I’m planning a big Halloween bash for ya too. I do parties big so get used to it.” Looking up at him sweetly, he chucked.

“Alright, matching costumes then?”

With an arched brow I nodded cutely. “Hell yeah. The Hades to my Persephone.”

“I can dig it. Again thank you for today my lady, I love you.” Nuzzling his nose against mine, I smiled once more.

“I love you too bear. Happy birthday Florian.”

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