#I’m sorry to hear you’ve been so busy lately 😔😔😔

[rozicheeks]

I've not been using tumblr as much lately due to being busy on placement and I didn't realise you had made a new account. I thought you were lost 😢😢

No no I’m still here!!!

[neo-nomatrix]

Hate the AM, Hate the PM, But love you

Hobie Brown x reader

word count: 969

find the mini series here

tags: @maxjesty @marshallowy @sh-tposter2021 @ilovebhna @ladyagagaslefttoe

synopsis: Hobie is still a slightly infuriating neighbor, but there’s something about that jacket and guitar that are all too familiar.

a/n: DRUNK CONFESSIONS!! Part two of this fic. I wasn’t going to write another part to it but i caved 😔

You stood him up. You fucking stood him up. Hobie spent the entire show looking out into the crowd, ignoring the blinding stage lights, to try and find you. But you were nowhere to be found. He asked so nicely too! Despite his nonchalant attitude it took him so long to build up the courage to ask you out. He had dinner reservations planned, which he has obviously never done, looked up places to get a Mr.Whippy and even found a small secluded area where he could play his guitar for you.

The worst part is how it made him feel. He genuinely liked you and it hurt him to think you didn’t feel the same when he thought you did. So what was his solution? Go out with his mates to a pub until 3 am to drink his feelings. Hobie was a bold drunk, bolder than he usually is. He’s also a sloppy drunk, tripping when he walks and slurring his speech like it’s all one word.

You’re peacefully sleeping in your bed with your spiderman eye mask cuddling with your Spider-Punk plushie. It’s not a random occurrence to hear Hobie stomping his boots late at night but it was different today. You heard his boot buckles dragging across the floor and a loud bang against your door. Not necessarily a knock, more of a body slumped against the wood.

“Love! You in there?!” You hear him yell.

You try your hardest to ignore him but as he keeps yelling and pounding against the wood you start to feel sorry for everyone else on your floor. You force yourself out of bed and towards the front door. As you reluctantly open it a drunken Hobie falls into your flat.

“Hobie get your arse up,” you roll your very tired eyes.

He surprisingly agrees and makes his way to your bed.

Great, you think

He tosses his guitar to your couch and gets into your bed like it’s his. Conveniently throwing the spider-punk plush off the bed. He cuddles up with your blanket and closes his eyes. You cannot let him fall asleep.

“Hobie! Hello? That is my bed. Get out!” You yell at him.

“Why’d you do it?” He whispers.

“What,” you ask, still annoyed.

“You stood me up. I asked you to come to my show and you didn’t. Why,” he asked less of a question and more of a statement.

You sigh, of course you knew that was tonight. In all honesty you don’t quite know why you didn’t go. You weren’t doing anything special and it probably would’ve been nice. But you were scared. Scared of what? You also didn’t know that, you just were.

“I… I don’t know,” you admit.

“Really hurt me, Love. I wanted to see you and take you out on a nice date,” he looked away from you.

Your heart shattered. You knew Hobie liked you but not to that extent. You thought he was just playing around with you and didn’t mean anything by it.

“I’m really sorry, Hobie. We should go out some other time, okay? My treat,” you promise.

“Nah, don’t think i’ll have the time,” He says, clearly less sad than he was a few moments ago.

“Oh yeah? Busy with what? Trying to tear down the government from the inside?” You laugh.

“Of course not, that’s for the first saturday of every month. I’ll be busy being Spiderman,” he says, cuddling closer to your blanket.

You stop immediately. Your mind goes blank, the world around you stops. You’re suddenly much more awake than you have ever been. Hobie is… no you can’t even say it. The man you’ve hated ever since you had moved in was the person you loved more than anything else? That can’t be right, he’s having a laugh. That’s gotta be it.

“I don’t believe in comedy,” you remember him saying.

Fuck. He’s not joking, is he?

“What?” you manage to get out.

“I’ll be busy, being spiderman and all. Yknow who that is right? Don’t know if you noticed but he’s- i mean I’m kinda all over your room,” he lets out a drunk giggle.

He pulls out his mask from the pocket of his jacket and handed it to you.

“See?”

You grab it in disbelief. You run your hand over the spandex in awe. Spiderman is right in front of you, you realize.

Oh. My. God. SPIDERMAN IS RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU.

You just can’t believe the man you’ve idolized for years was in your bed. YOUR BED.

Hobie takes the blanket off of him, lifting up his shirt to reveal his suit. Blue and fucking red material.

“I don’t believe in the labels though. It’s stupid,” He says in the most Hobie way possible.

“You’re a superhero,” you say, still a little shocked.

“No. No, don't say that. I'm not a hero, because calling yourself a hero makes you a self-mythologising, narcissistic autocrat,” He says. God even drunk he’s still a smart ass.

“So you still wanna go out?” He asks.

“What? I just found out you’re fucking Spiderman and that’s what you’re asking me? If I want to go out with you?” You respond.

“I mean what else is there to say? I already know you love me,” he nods to the spiderman memorabilia.

Even in this state he still leaves you speechless.

“Well- yeah I guess. We can go out,” you say slowly.

“Cool,” he nods.

He lifts up the blanket and scoots over, inviting you into your bed with him. You roll your eyes and get in with him. He wraps his arms around you and smiles.

“I knew you wanted to snog me from the start,” he laughs.

Hobie is still pretty infuriating, but that is slowly becoming one of your favorite things about him.

[shinyrhinestones]

part two of the taxi plss

Spancer on a movie date

Hi! I’m sorry that I’m replying so late. But writersblock is real 😔. Anyways here you go!

Also I told y’all I was working on it, so fear not 🩷.

You can read part one here: Taxi

Warnings: mentions of candy and beverages, mention of making out

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When you arrived at your destination you kissed Spencer goodbye before closing the car door. The taxi driver drove to your adress first and then Spencer got home. It was a sweet moment. A mix of Intimacy and sweet love, when standing by the car door. Holding onto the cold door and leaning down to place a quick but loving kiss on his plump lips. It felt a little weird to already feel so intimate with the guy you’ve been crushing on for months. But you went to sleep happy that night. Never felt such adrenaline before.

It wasn’t the easiest thing to wake up the next day. It was hard to think about what to do next. You didn’t confess any love to Spencer, but you did make out in a Taxi. There’s gotta be some feelings there. But what do you say? What do you do? Is Spencer going through this too? Is he just as confused?

God

Being so conflicted and not knowing what to do, you did nothing. Which maybe isn’t the best solution, but it’s not like you could avoid Spencer forever anyways. And you didn’t want to either. That wasn’t what you were trying to do. You were trying to think about your next move.

But it lead you nowhere. So you showed up to work after the weekend. Nonchalant. You guessed the reason why Spencer didn’t text you or call was because he didn’t want to scare you off or seem persistent.

“Good morning.” That familiar flirty voice said. “Hi Derek.” Morgan gave you a cheeky look from his chair. He was leaning his entire back on the chair. Like he wouldn’t fall any minute if he kept doing that. You sat down by your desk starting to get your things together for the day. Reid came back from the kitchenette, you guessed. He had a dark blue mug in his hands.

It was like his brown eyes light up when they spotted you in the bullpen. It didn’t take long for his long legs to make his way over to you. “Good morning, Y/N.” He said. And Spencer is always polite. But something in his tone had changed. Changed to something way more than friendliness in his voice. For a minute you looked up. “Good morning.” Then you returned to your duty. He furrowed his brows for a second. Now there wasn’t anything wrong with doing your work, but the way you were too quick with him wasn’t normal. Not for any of you two. “Uhm..” He was contemplating on saying anything to point it out but he didn’t want to cause a scene in the middle of the BAU.

So he just minded his own business and got back to work. During lunch you were sitting with Elle in the break room. You were both just sitting and snacking while talking.

“What did you do this weekend?” She asked and stuck her fork in her mouth. You sat and thought for a few seconds. Was it even a good idea to tell anyone? Pretty sure you could get fired for that..But it’s Elle. Your best friend. But then again everyone at the BAU love to tease each other. Will she even be able to keep it a secret?

You smirked. You tried so hard not to smile. The thought of you and Spencer being so close and intimate was making your belly errupt in butterflies. And of course it tugged at the sides of your lips. Elle is a profiler. That was not something she was going to overlook. “What? What happened?” She smiled too. She looked down at her food before giving you a teasing look. “Nothing.” You shrugged it off and tried to think of something else while she was staring you down like an unsub. Trying to figure you out. Even though, you promised not to profile each other. But that’s almost impossible. She pointed her fork at you accusingly. “Now you tell me what happened in your weekend, Y/N.” You could hear that she was trying not let out a laugh while she said and did all that. “Oh no.” You chuckled and rested the back of your hand against your forehead like you were checking for a fever. But it was to hide your face and put a shadow over it, so Elle wouldn’t look at you directly. “I’m scared to say.” You finally admitted and held both of your hands onto your waterbottle that was standing on the table you were sitting by. She raised an eyebrow. “Why?”

“Because I’m scared to get fired. If I tell you, you have to be quiet about it.” Your tone became serious. Going from laughing and teasing to serious and firm.

“Oh, okay.” Elle’s face was completely rested. She didn’t seem scared or concerned. More curious. Like she was waiting to see how to judge you. “Me and Spencer kissed.” You bit your bottomlip for a second after you said it. You were fidgeting madly with your waterbottle. Elle started to smile. “I’m happy for you, but it’s not that big of a surprise.” She shrugged. For a moment you almost let your jaw hit the floor. “What?” You let out a breath, like you couldn’t believe Elle was so chill about the fact that her two colleagues had kissed. “I mean, Y/N, as a profiler I had seen it coming.” She grabbed more food with her fork and took a bite of it. While she was chewing and looking at you for a response, her eyes slowly drifted to a figure behind you. She sat up straight and shifted her chair closer to yours. You mirrored her actions, not for one second doubting Elle. Between you two a beautiful friendship had blossomed with an important amount of trust between you. You turned your head to the side to see what was going on. Morgan was headed to the break room with a mug in his hand. He entreres and must’ve felt the energy change hanging in the air ‘cause he stood comepletely still and shifted his eyes back and forth from me and Elle. He lifted up his mug confused with a: “What?”

It was hard not to smile at that. Mostly because you didn’t know how to respond, so your instinct was too smile at him. “Nothing.” Elle said entirely chill and did the same Derek did with his mug but using her fork instead. “Come on now.” He sighed and walked over to make himself more coffee. He shook his head on his way. Elle looked you and smiled when Morgan turned his back to you. She nudged you with her shoulder before she packed her lunch together. It’s not certain what Elle meant by that. Did she just tease you? Did it mean nothing? Maybe it was her playful side coming out to tease. Or maybe she guessed that Morgan already knew about the kiss from Reid. It was tempting to ask Morgan if he did. But if he didn’t know you would’ve just revealed yourself. So risky.

But when Elle left, Morgan turned around and waved with a tea spoon that he held between his thumb and index finger. While he turned around he did this whistle noise. You looked at him with a raised eyebrow. Your mind was racing alot of thoughts. If you hadn’t told him anything, did Spencer? Or was it a different reason? If so, what the hell was it? You let out a shaky breath and held onto your own lunchbox. “I heard that…you and Reid have a little thing going on.” He said teasingly and made his way over. He was mostly looking up in the air, like he was trying to remember what Spencer told him. He looked down again into your eyes. “What?” Your eyes widened just a little, trying to remain calm. Like you were going to lose your while career. “Mhmm…” He hummed as he sat on the table waving one leg of it, while the other was firmly on the grey floor. “What do you mean?” You furrowed your eyebrows once again.

“He told me. You kissed.” He took a sip. “Oh.” Not being sure what to respond that’s what came out. “Okay.” You shrugged even though you could feel your palms getting sweaty. You got up and decided to pack your things and leave aswell. “Aww, don’t leave. I think it’s great you did.” He rushed when he saw what you were doing. “Morgan.” You almost chuckled. “It’s fine.” You smiled. He took a long look at you. “He doesn’t know what to do now. He came to me for advice. You didn’t talk the whole weekend apparently.” He told you as he stood up. “I don’t know what to do either.” You sighed. “I really like him and apparently he likes me back, but I just don’t know what to do now. Go on a date?” You raised an eyebrow at your suggestion, still being unsure. You rubbed your fingers together, holding hands with yourself basically. “Could be a start.” He said calmly. So relaxed, like he never had relationship problems.

You bit your bottomlip thinking about it for a moment and bobbed your head like you were listening to music. Getting customed to the idea of a date with Spencer. “Alright.” You muttered.

So now you had to find a way to get on a date with Spencer. And for it to happen you might have to be the one asking him. For Spencer is shy. You knew it would take him courage to do so. But then again he already knew you were interested in him. Or maybe he thought you were just playing around. Or it was the alcohol.

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As you were looking for a case file in one if your drawers you spotted a note on top of one of them.

Hi Y/N. I really didn’t know how to tell you, so I’ll write it you. I really like you. And maybe you already knew that since we kissed. But I always thought our first kiss could’ve been when we atleast had been on a few dates. So maybe we should start over? Do you want to go on a date with me?

- Spencer

Your lips started to curve upwards and you couldn’t help but glance over at Spencer who was caught up by his own work. You chuckled and grabbed a pen and started to write your own note back to him.

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I decided to finish this since it was just sitting in my drafts and it had been like a year.

[lqfiles]

I HAVE TEA TO SPILL I NEED TO SPILL THE TEA.

Okay so I’m telling you this because I NEED to know your opinion on this from someone who doesn’t know me personally/IRL CAUSE I NEED THE TRUTH.

Cool so I’m in year 11 so yk I’m tryna lock in not letting anything distract me (why am I acting like anything active actually happens in my life…) ANYWAYS there’s this guy right and we JUST DON’T REALLY SPEAK like not even to the point where it’s like oh I’m gonna say hi to you in the corridor LIKE NO. We just don’t talk to each other actively… maybe a comment here and there but THATS IT. Cool so one day i was in history and my friend is in that class as well as him. (BTW HE IS IN ALL OF MY CLASSES EXCEPT FROM 2) He’s talking abt the dramas he has watched and he says oh you have to watch crash landing on you it’s so good. ATP he has only watched two dramas, unrelated but whatever. So I say oh okay I’ll check it out wtv wtv LIKE I SAID WE DONT TALK. So I go home minding my own business watching the drama he recommended cause why not it was actually really good ANYWAY he messages me and he sent one of those weird snapchat stickers. NOW THIS IS WEIRD BEHAVIOR CAUSE LIKE I SAID WE DONT TALK ESPECIALLY NOT THROUGH MESSAGE SO IM LIKE ????? What could he possibly want? At first I thought he wanted like homework help or smth like that but NO. ATP I was like why am I overthinking it’s just a bloody Snapchat sticker calm down???? Anyways we message back and forth and he’s now watched 2 dramas I’ve recommended and let me tell you this whole thing just came out of nowhere. Like I thought it would be one of those situations where the conversation just eventually dies down BUT IT DIDN’T also irl too he’s been talking to me more. Another thing that’s made me even more confused/apprehensive is that I THINK one of my close friends likes him but I really don’t know. Like I’m so confused FOR NO REASON and because of this I can’t really figure out if I like him like that or not, do you get??? Another thing that happened is that one morning I came into skl late and when I go over to my friends they said that he was looking for me (for my history hw which I also didn’t do but that’s not the point) anyway I was gonna ask my friend for hers cause I needed to do my hw… HE COULD HAVE EASILY JUST ASKED MY FRIEND WHO IS IN THE SAME CLASS AS US OR EVEN SOME OF HIS FRIENDS THAT ARE IN THE SAME CLASS SO WHY ME???????

I’m sorry if this is just a whole lot of stupid nonsense and it’s so long IM SO SORRY. I just really need someone’s honest opinion. Like am I overthinking?, should I just keep waiting? LIKE WHAT SHOULD I DO? WHAT IS THIS SITUATION??? I just needed advice from a wise wise person (you) IM SORRY AGAIN FOR THIS STUPID HIGH SCHOOL GIBBERISH 😔😔

-math hater

AAAAAHHHH GIRLSJDKSJDJ LET ME TWLL YOU STRAIGHT UP YOURE NOT OVERTHINKIGN THIS AT ALL 😭😭😭

i’m actually so giddy for this eeeek i love hearing about crushes but BRO LISTEN you’re telling me that he messaged you OUT OF NOWHERE and you guys talked for a while and that the convo just didn’t die (probably because he didn’t want it to 👀) NOT TO MENTION HIM LOOKING FOR U IN CLASS AND TALKING MORE W U IRL girl let me tell you this, either he wants you OR he wants to be your friend either way i’m leaning towards the crush side because i’ve had this guy in my class who would always take an opportunity to speak to me even texting me outside of school in TEAMS 😭 like one thing about boys they’ll find an excuse to talk to you when they can 👀

ANYWAYS i think you should first figure out what your feelings for him are. if the case is that he likes you, is that something YOU want to pursue and spend your time on? because of that isn’t the case you shouldn’t entertain it icl 😭 secondly you should probably ask that close friend of yours what she thinks of him and menrion how you’ve been into him (IF THATS RHE CASE) and figure out if it’s gonna be an issue. but mostly if you like him back you AHOULD entertain it like i’d say throw subtle hints in there to see what his actual intentions are

EITHER WAY I DONT THINK YOURE CRAZY which is funny of me to say because usually i’m the one in denial when something like this happens too (it srsly took me months to come to terms that this guy liked me because i was like “what if its just friendly banter?” hdjdhsfjdkfjj THIS IS A MONTH LATE SO LMK HOW IT WENT BABES IM ALL EARS ❤️❤️💖💖🔥🔥🔥

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

hi hello 🐟 anon here!! i’m so happy you liked my brainrot about mer!sugu :D and i’m sorry for taking this long to reply………….. TTTTTT i’ve been kind of busy these days but i’m resting now before easter comes so woohoo!!

you wanted to know what i wrote about BSD and uhhhh kind of embarrassing but it was a skk based on the chapter where dazai got shot (and we all believed he was dead but then all of that chaos happened and yeah……………🗿🗿🗿), so it was really angst-y and sad, where chuuya and dazai’s bond was analyzed and all…. and then dazai came back later, ijbol. as you can read, unfortunately im trapped in this skk hell, but i like to write from chuuya’s pov more :,,,) it’s more fun and easier for me!

anyway, just dropping by to tell you that i loved your sugu!drabble and that brought me so much comfort too because i woke up with an headache from yesterday’s events (there was a big international festival in my city and i was out almost all day…. so tiresome but so beautiful and colorful aaaaa) so yeah TT thank you for writing it! it was so sweet and nice to read and omg………. the stsg implications……. crying……….

ALSO,,, YOU’RE EUROPEAN TOO???/$;/&:!:&/ 🫂 have a nice day!! <33333 sending many hugs to you!! 🐟🐟🫶🏼🫶🏼

HELLOOOOOO 🐟 ANON <333333

first of all PLS dw about when you reply!!! 😭😭 there’s never any rush!!!!! i’ve been busy too lately so i’ve gotten slow at answering asks 😔😔 BUT I’M ALWAYS EXCITED TO HEAR FROM YOU i hope you’ve been resting up as much as you need!! aaa and you celebrate easter too…. one of my favorite holidays tbh it reminds me that spring is here :333 i used to be an egg hunting expert…. the best of them all….. sniffed them out like a bloodhound……

AND AAA THE SKK FIC …….. 🐟 anon you’re literally so real i also wrote a fix-it fic when one of my favs died 😔😔 i’ve never been super into skk as a ship but their dynamic is so good…. and i love them both!!! i think writing from chuuya’s pov is such a fun decision too :33 i love dazai but i would be way too overwhelmed to even attempt to get into his headspace LMAO….. i respect you sm for analyzing their relationship there’s just sooo much to dig into!!! i need to catch up on the bsd manga at some point soon … i miss kunikida :(( are skk your bsd faves 🐟 anon ?? or are there any others you like??? :>

TYSM FOR DROPPING BYYY and and and!!!! tysm for reading my geto drabble 🥺🥺 i’m so happy it could bring you some comfort!!!! that’s all i want!!!!! ohhhh to have suguru geto here to soothe my headaches… i hope yours ended up fading swiftly hehe. but ouffff not the festival 😞😞😞 i’m so sensitive to noise i could never survive…. luckily there aren’t really any festivals where i live at the moment but i suffer every single new years eve 💔💔 back to the drabble THE STSG IMPLICATIONS YES…… very happy you enjoyed them >:33 seriously though, tysm for reading and taking the time to let me know!! that makes me so happy!!!! <3333

[kpophubb]

Hi baby 💌

First of all how’s your day going on ? Is it morning when you are reading my message ? I have 15 min before my class and I really really want to talk to you 🥹

I love your dream tbh hah , pity Guy ruined it hah but that’s so interesting, both of them are your faves ^^ cute cute ; my bias in txt is Soobin , there was a time when I was such a simp for his cute side , I was such a soft stan before , but now it’s him and Guy 😄😃 I remember I was talking to somebody and they were like oh we are having like dreams with our biases like almost every single day😆😄 and I was like what do you do like for that?😂 I want that as well lol

How is your niece? are you an auntie already ? Tell me everything 🥰🥰🥰🥰

How did you like AESPA song ?^^ tbh I like them more than ITZY 😄😄, I watched their last MV and for me it’s so inspiring and motivating ☺️☺️

I haven’t seen Hyunjin x Sunghoon fic , but I’ll make sure I’ll check it ~

This week besides my job I have started a training/ study , and I’ll have an exam every single week , being feeling bad physically… hope I can get back on track 🥺🤧

Also I’m feeling a little bit sad … I really like and want to talk to you , but I was an anon to someone before and when they grew on followers I haven’t felt welcomed anymore … and I’m afraid of being in such situation again , afraid to annoy someone , to grow attachment and trust and later on being ghosted 👻.. that still hurts even tho I’m not talking to that person anymore for a month or interacting with them .. such a pity 😞😔

Also a little secret .. 🤧🙈 I was having a crush on someone and I tried to talk to this guy , but when he find out I’m from Ukraine 🇺🇦 (u know , I don’t know if you have heard of anything that is going on in my country, but I had to leave and basically homeless , .. ) and he was cool before he asked when am I from and when I have told him , his behaviour just changed (( gosh it hurts so much I never asked a guy out before or was so friendly and prob it was obvi I like him .. but I just don’t know how to stop thinking about it, and why he did that 😔

Also I don’t have a song recommendation this time , my zoom meeting has just started and I have to go 🤧

HAVE A NICE AND LOVELY DAY ~~ I’ll be looking forward to hearing from you ❤️💌

~ 🐁:)))

First of all hi anonie 🥹💖 I’ve been waiting to hear from you and been rooting for you. IDK WHEN U SENT THIS I checked my notifs everyday but it’s been so crowded and when I individually looked into inbox section, I found this?! IM SORRY IF IM LATE💓😭 yes yes! I’m finally an aunt hehe! I’m currently always surrounded by family members and my other brother came from abroad to visit us on the ocassion so I’m spending so much time with family. I got the offer letter from the place I wanna study medicine 🥹 (so glad) and I also ordered 7 NEW BOOKS?! I’m so excited for them hehe~ aespa was really cool, it was a really fun song. Tbh I’m not that much into girls group when it comes to Asian female artists idk I’m just very much into American artists over them? Teheh personal preference, my favourite artist is Bebe Rexha 🫶🏻 her songs have comforted me sm and she’s so amazing. You’ve heard of her maybe cause soobin is like her biggest fanboy omg.

And oh my god, I’m so sorry you ever felt like that from someone. I’m not sure if that someone did it intentionally but one thing you can be sure of is that I’ll never make you feel abandoned. We all have busy lives outside kpop and that’s why maybe my replies come late sometimes :(( but I’ll whole heartedly welcome you my love. I told u before, it’s your safe space. 💗 follower count or likes and notes really don’t affect my pride or alter my behaviour. Honestly, it means so much to me when I receive any interaction but I’d never make even a single person here feel less important. One of the things I’ve done the most here is comfort people, even about their personal lives which has nth to do with fangirling. So you can always reach out to me my love, as an anon (if you feel more comfortable by sharing about your life as a stranger) or personally dm me whenever you feel like. ❣️ I’m here for you no matter what, okay? 💘 kindness and empathy are so important to me and I’ll never stop reaching out to help or comfort people. That’s who I am and that will never change! 👊 and about the exam stress I totally relate to how you feel. Since 2022 started I had to take a series of exams, mocks, preparations from jan till May and I suffered from a lot of failure and academic depression and it was so frustrating and spirit breaking. Hang in there MY BRAVE GIRL! IT WILL BE OVER BEFORE U KNOW IT. JUST GIVE YOUR BEST!

And talk about being narrow minded. Tch. I literally despise people who judge people based on ethnicity, religion or moral values. Tbh, your religion, culture, colour, nationality has nothing to do with how people view you or respect you. Respect should come from humanity. We are all human beings with a human heart that’s able to feel emotions the same way. Trust me, he didn’t deserve your affection. YOU SHOULD NEVER BELITTLE YOURSELF FOR STH THAT’S A PART OF YOU.‼️ never think it’s sth that holds you back or makes you look less appealing or special. You will always be enough for the right person.🧡 the right person will always cherish you and make you feel BETTER ABOUT YOURSELF than you already feel. He will accept you for everything you are- including your flaws and mistakes and make you feel beautiful nonetheless!💯 I know it’s difficult to forget about such a hurtful and unexpected incident but everytime he crosses your mind, just kick him out and remember that YOU SHOULD NEVER LET A PERSON WHO MAKES YOU FEEL LESS VALID CONSUME YOUR MIND. Believe me, there are so many people out there who will love you for all that you are and all that you can be. The best people always bring out the best in you. ❤️ lastly I love you so so much and I might be a little late in posting your bday fic 🥲 bc yk why but I’ll definitely post you a very warm wish because you’re so loved here, my beautiful lady!💗😘 as for everything happening in ukraine I KNOW, I’ve been helping out in a few donations and been praying for them a lot. Please stay strong. I can’t even imagine how much heart break and struggle you went through. I’m glad you made it through and are still dealing with so much. It must be so tough. I understand you and I support you whole heartedly. Being homeless doesn’t make you a less valid person. Bad things happen to everyone and YOU ARE TRYING TO SURVIVE AND REBUILD LIFE, that’s something that NEEDS TO BE APPRECIATED AND APPLAUDED FOR!