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roguestarsailor · 6 months

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I’m tired of being sick!! What’s the point of being so sick that I literally cannot even sleep?? My throat hurts and I hate how icky everything in this hotel feels! I want to go home and be in my own bed and just be locked in my bedroom!

#amandathoughts #sick and tired #I keep waking up to cough #and it’s more dry cough than anything #my throat has never felt more drier and it HURTS #I feel like I can’t do anything about it but just…power through until I can get back to the states #I’m kind of over it all right now #I think there’s lots of poorly planned parts and a lot of trying to do a lot in a short amount of time #i cough like my roommate now #holy fuck #i def have the new awful version of Covid #I also got a fucken ton of bug bites on both my ankles and I’m ICKTCHY TOO #god it’s just piles of like bad things that I cannot fully enjoy anything anymore #I cannot wait to fly out

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shepscapades · 3 months

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[Set in Mid-Late Hermitcraft Season 8]

In which we learn a little something about Cub, a little something about Doc, and a little something about Xisuma.

#dbhc #dbhc art #dbhc xisuma #dbhc doc #dbhc cub #docm77 #hermitcraft #hermitcraft au #hermitcraft s8 #xisuma #xisumavoid #cubfan135 #cubfan #art escapades #I’m INSANE about s8 don’t talk to me there’s a reason this tarted as a s8 au #tw implied manipulation #dbhc s8 #something about Xisuma’s swift approval #when he’s normally a freak over making sure every detail is double checked for experimental projects like the #*these*#double checking for anything that could go wrong. checking… double checking code… taking every precaution #instead of ‘yeah go for it’#subtly shifting the responsibility to doc #so he doesn’t have to worry about it #so it’s not his responsibility #he’s got so many things to do right now after all #so many shops to build so many shops to restock #his kind of uncanny chipper-ness and obliviousness. goodbye #I’m. don’t look at me or I’ll explode #don’t ask me about Xisuma or I’ll burst into tears /silly

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anothersuperstition · 2 months

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like five commissions would solve so many of my problems right now …. 🌀you want to commission me🌀…. 🌀you want to look at my pinned post and you want to commission me sooooo bad🌀…….

a few recent commissions ⬇️

been loving leaning into more illustration/poster work and would love to do more!!

#i’m like out of options LOL #like everyone else i’ve been applying to probably hundreds of jobs and like everyone else i can’t get SHIT #my options are 1) stay out here and suffer 2) beg my parents to help me move home and REALLY truly suffer (this one isn’t really an option)#or like 3) go lay in the dirt indefinitely idk i’m in over my head and i made a mistake moving but it’s too late to back out!#going home wouldn’t be good for anyone least of all me!#idk i feel like everyone is judging me for thinking i had it good then falling flat on my face anyways #i feel like it was some kind of sick joke that i finally for once felt stable and happy just to get it yanked away from me #and be worse off than before #sorry i’m really emotional because i’ve been going through it so hard for so long and i’m really exhausted #i hate getting on here and begging for work but idk what else to do right now #mine #arty art

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l1zardl1ps · 6 months

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He angy. From a larger thing I will almost more than likely never, ever post

#jack skellington #tnbc fanart #doodle #lineart #my art #the nightmare before christmas #my interests are all over the place right now and I admit it’s kind of ridiculous but I’m just drawing whatever I fancy at any given point

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sciderman · 8 months

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You said that if you dated Peter or Wade it would make you miserable. Which– Okay fair, Wade does have a history of purposely hurting the people he loves.

But what about Peter? Why do you think dating him would make you miserable?

because I’ll always know I had the option to climb a 6’8 cyborg and I passed that up for a sweaty little twunk that I perpetually have to remind to bathe (sorry peter)

#I don’t know. I don’t think peter is good boyfriend material. I think his insecurities would get exhausting.#Wade has bottomless patience. me… I don’t know. I don’t think I could. I’ve got my own stuff going on. I don’t want a Project.#peter is definitely a project. and he needs someone with shed loads of patience and perseverance.#me I just. I wanna have a good time. so. come to me my big beautiful time traveller. whisk me away.#take me to the beach. you can disappear after I don’t mind I’m not needy. just spend a beautiful romantic week with me.#sci speaks #I don’t really know what kind of person I’m compatible with really actually.#all my relationships have been. pretty short.#and I don’t think it’s any fault of my own really. and I don’t feel any loss over them at all. like at all. I wish I did. but I don’t.#a sci has so very thankfully never felt heartbreak.#but it makes me kind of question what kind of person I am when it comes to this sort of thing.#because I really don’t know.#I don’t know if I want commitment. I don’t even know if I want sex these days.#I … weirdly… am so devoid of yearning these days. like I feel content right now on my own. I don’t even feel lonely.#I used to yearn but I think I’ve moved past it. and I kind of just want to have a good time.#and that doesn’t even . involve a relationship or anything anymore. like I don’t think I want one actually. it feels like I’m Over it.#it’s kind of great because I’ve never felt so calm in a long time. all because I decided that I don’t. actually Need anything.#I don’t need anything more than what I have. and that’s brought me rest after So Long being restless.#but if a massive time traveller came and whisked me away on sexy adventures how could I say no

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murdleandmarot · 5 months

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@emimii per your request! (There’s one more under the cut)

#A MISTO!!! FINALLY!!!#these are kind of old #because I just recently figured out how I want his makeup to look and I haven’t experimented with it yet #the style in the bottom right corner has absolutely ruins my life #I draw them all over the place now #now I just need to learn to draw tugger #sigh….#anyhow MISTO TIME!!!!! I LOVE HIM SO MUCH ITS ACTUALLY UNREAL #I made my friend teach me how to do fouetté turns because of him!!!#I’m not good at them but it’s so much fun to try #I’ll try and find better sketches next time I promise 🫡#but for right now here the magical cat 🪄✨🐈‍⬛#mr mistoffelees #mister mistoffelees #cats the musical #sorah’s silly scribbles

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spacespore · 16 hours

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I drew wirt!!! And collected some flowers to press!! Yay

#my hand was kind of shaky soooo some of the lines are a little weird>_<#spacespore art tag #over the garden wall #I’ve been really into making these little colored cut outs they’re like paper dolls^_^#but I’m gonna make a Beatrice and a Greg and then I’ll paste them all into my sketchbook #I’ve been trying to have more colored drawings in there #it’s like 90% pencil right now lol

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tadpolesonalgae · 23 days

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i made the tadpolian gods an offering for the SCRUMPTIOUS chapter.

aka, how I see cbmthy, an aesthetic;

i hope girl gets her happy ending tho :(

your writing keeps on getting better n better i SWEAR

From, Anne!!

You made me a moodboard????

#asks <3 #cbmthy #💐#The top right one in particular makes me think of reader around ch. 15 ish #and all the times she’s had those mood dips and hasn’t reached out #As well as the ttpd one 🤭 very fitting for her and Azzie #but also I love the spilled nail polish because obviously Mor’s staple is like having red nails and she gave reader nail polish like back #in chapter 4 or something so then having a picture of the polish being spilled is like Mor finding out reader kind of betrayed her trust #and love and went not only to the autumn court but directly to Eris #love love LOVE #plus the burning papers #I bet reader would burn the paper her and Eris communicated on if she could #just so she could hide some of the evidence in attempts to soothe her guilt over what happened #but now I’m rambling #Anne I love you #thank you 😭🧡💛

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blushy-tigerrr · 2 months

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vent in tags sorry

cw: mention of loss

#adding a long note to the beginning so no one sees the actual vent in the case that they don’t want to which is absolutely okay #okay that’s probably good #i feel like a failure today.#my car wouldn’t start on friday and i haven’t had a moment to actually call a mechanic until today #called early in the morning and he said he’d call me back with a time #i’ve reached out multiple times since then and have heard NOTHING #if i don’t get it fixed today i’ll have to take my partners car instead #and when i asked them if that would possibly be okay #they started off on a rant about how they were planning to do all this shit tomorrow morning and now can’t if they don’t have their car #but genuinely. how tf was i supposed to know about their plans?? why did they have to say it all like this is completely my fault???#i’m sorry that i’m still in a not so good mental place right now and might forget to do things in a more timely manner #i’ve had two grandparents pass away in the span of a few WEEKS. give me a little grace.#i give them the same understanding every day when they’re having a rough time #so why can’t they offer me the same thing?#i know they’re just stressed and tired and busy but FUCK SO AM I #i’m just. over it. i want to go to sleep.#and by sleep i mean literal sleep i’m not insinuating anything darker i promise #i may be in a rough spot mentally but it is not that kind of rough <3 i’m safe #just. very tired. and in need of support.#i feel like i’m always giving and rarely getting support in this relationship.#and now i’m just feeling like a burden and an inconvenience for even needing the extra support in the first place #the urge to run away and start my life over is strong holy shit

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biowho · 2 months

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You know my life loves to orbit around inconveniences and I think it would be so funny if Veilguard was released on September 13th because that’s my brother’s wedding which I’m being forced to go to (I don’t like my brother and have no desire to go)

#I’m in the middle of my 20s my mother is still forcing me to do shit wow that’s kind of sad of me #ugh I just wanna know when it comes out #I also don’t want it on the third of September because that’s when I have to fly back to the states never to return to where I am now #September still count as summer doesn’t it???#Ideally for me it’s August 21st but that’s a month away and there’s no way they’re doing that #The 21st is also the 10 year anniversary of Inquisition #Which would be fun #ugh this sucks I wanted it to be before I have to move back in with other people #Selfishly I wanted after October 24th because that’s what my Visa expires #Even though I’ll already be in the states for several months at that point #it would make the move hurt less #sorry guys I’m rambling I’m sad right now #I really don’t want move back #Like it was rainy all day here and it was wonderful #You know what the weather was like in California? Over 100 fucking degrees fahrenheit #I’m going to be miserable #sorry sorry!! thank you if you read these tags

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kohakhearts · 6 months

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theres a really. special kind of despair in the uncertainty brought about by moments of success and achievement. the inevitable “what now” of reaching your goals. and i kind of wish someone had warned me how hollow graduating university would feel, tbh

#taylor.txt #im miserable primarily for other reasons right now but i dont think i appreciated how much this just…wouldnt feel like anything #i think especially in my case as someone who so desperately needed ‘going away to college’ to get out of my childhood situation #and now for the past 5 years everything ive done has been for the purpose of getting my degree and finishing school #like im fine i guess i just kind of wish i could feel proud of myself or happy its over instead of like dreading the ceremony and feeling #like everything i have to do for grad is just one more thing i have to check off a list. getting my grad photos done felt nice but idk #it kind of feels like no one really cares which. idk why i would expect it to NOT feel that way. but yeah #tl;dr im around Kinda…need to finish stuff up but im over the really busy part of this all. kinda just coasting to the end here tbh #when this is over i’m gonna get to my request fics. prommy. wanted to do them over the long weekend but i was sick :(#anyway like to be clear im fine. people have been pointing out today i seem down and i think embarrassingly a collection of my students #noticed me crying on the bus today but thats life i guess you make do. im sad and thats ok. tbh

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camgoloud · 5 months

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you ever just. become overwhelmed by a sudden out-of-nowhere wave of tenderness and affection and longing for reconnection directed towards someone to whom you no longer speak for Very Good Reasons

#‘out of nowhere’ she says like she hasn’t been doing a lot of reading/thinking recently about various tragic messy breakups #and the later regrets of the parties involved #anyway. tell me not to text her #it’s been over two years since the last time we talked… absolutely no reason to break that streak now. lord give me strength #she was really fucking mean to me! like objectively intentionally unwarrantedly cruel! it ruined an entire year of my life #and fundamentally changed me as a person on a deep level! there’s a lot of things i used to like about myself that i don’t think i’m ever #going to get back #and yet every once in a while we have to do the whole ‘maybe i could make things right’ song and dance 😔#the thing is most of the time i’m not even really angry with her anymore like enough time has passed since all the shit went down that #really i just sort of look at her behavior and feel sad. both because of the impact on me but also because of the ‘that’s really how you #felt you needed to act towards someone who cared about you? you couldn’t have just expressed your feelings in an honest and productive way #instead of just lashing out in the cruelest possible way and ruining the entire relationship beyond hope of repair?’#and i feel bad and sorry that it went that way and honestly i kind of pity her and hope she’s gotten some of her shit worked out #so i’m not like. actively pissed off at her anymore. but also i can’t think about her without thinking about the worst year of my life so 🙃#i don’t actually feel that trying to reopen that door would be very healthy for me at least #we did try a Reconciliation of sorts a couple of months after the initial falling-out and while it was kind of helpful for me in that she #like. apologized lmao. and affirmed that i wasn’t crazy and she did in fact On Purpose say the most hurtful things she possibly could have #said to me given the information she had at her disposal. and that i really had not done anything to her that could warrant that. etc.#it also left a sour enough taste in my mouth that i just don’t see a future where the two of us spending time together is enjoyable for me #and yet… the regret will always live inside me i think. maybe if i were a stronger person…#caseyposting

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dimitrscu · 3 months

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writing about my elden ring oc has been my comfort thing for the last two years but since this dlc i genuinely can’t bring myself to enjoy it anymore. miquella, the haligtree and even malenia feel so different to me now

#i can’t even daydream about it at work it’s that bad #miquella especially has been ruined for me i don’t think there’s any coming back from that #like i said before i’m okay with the direction his story took #i’m okay with everything apart from the dumb consort bs #but learning the caelid war happened because radahn had to die to get resurrected as his husbando is fucking wild #it just makes them all feel so lame i’m sorry #the fact that no one predicted any of this too despite this community have the most thorough lore theorists i’ve ever seen #the fandom coming up with far better theories for this and then all we get is a 17 yrs yaoi fanfic type ending #prime man being reduced to nothing but a victim and miq is some kind of predator #while malenia is the enabler #holy shit this sucks #this might actually be the death of elden ring for me i just can’t really enjoy it anymore #i mean maybe that’s a good thing i’ve been to obsessed with this game for too long #pls don’t come at me telling me im wrong or whatever. this is how i feel and maybe over time things will change #but right now i’m just struggling to appreciate these characters the same way i used to

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cerealmonster15 · 5 months

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I want to try you house out of the sheer curiosity of seeing it on so many people’s art fight bios and I want to SEE!!!! but I think u gotta get codes from real human beings (who pay to use the site I think?? That gives them codes??) in order get in there so. I guess I will be turning into a turnip instead.

#I am all over the place right now and I CANNOT wrangle my stupid little brain meat right now #Do u ever sneeze so hard you nearly throw out ur back #I fear that every time I sneeze bc I sneeze kind of aggressively #Like just now. Like they’re not scary loud like my parents #But they’re hefty!!!!!#Anyway would I even use toy house or just stare at it and get scared??? Well I don’t know.#But I think I would try may haps #It all depends on the community I crave community #<- says the person whose been actively hiding from tumblr days at a time #Despite this being the only place I DO have that online community circle lol #Um it’s complicated. I’m experiencing a complicated thing in my brain lately I cannot explain it I’m. It’s fine. 🚶#not leaving tho id be too sad #Im justbhwhehdhfhfhthtjtgjfgngng trying to figure something out. I do not know what yet #Ok I gotta pee goodbye ✌️

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hairydykecunt · 5 months

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there has got to be a nicer way to say that i don’t care about befriending these cis white men to my friend. Please please i don’t care if they’re nice i don’t care omg😭😭😭 We have nothing in common and so do u guys. pls. Stawp it

#kitty talks #i love it to death but pleaseee. idgaffff😭😭😭 omg😭😭😭 and theyre all so fucking ugly too and mid FUCKEKJEEHHWHH omg #i’m being so nice right now but Please. Ur killing me. Please . Please. Please #again. i love it a lot but it also ends up breaking up with its boyfriends like 1 month in. So i jjust. Dont have the capacity for that #I dont need to be introduced to random dating app men and then find out theyre weird or assholes. LMFAO. who cares #i am Begging begging it meets a trans guy. like god. its only cis men.and theyre so stupid looking. And uninteresting. and unpassionate #uneducated. Ok. Rant over i guess. My head hurts so bad snd reading these texts are just kind of getting to me . Man #Omg. Hes giving us a ride back after thr show tomorrow and im hoping to like. Bear through it #I need to be drunk out of my mind for this

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louiswilliamtomlinsons · 8 months

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#now this may sound crazy #but i think i’ve broken the deep parasocial relationship with louis #i love him and i’ll never stop loving him #but i now feel like it’s not the obsessive kind where he takes over my life #not to be Like That but the medication may have played a part on it #i can enjoy my other interests and focus on my real life goals and responsibilities #as i said i’ll never stop loving him. he’s my fave. my baby. my pookie #but i can now establish a healthy relationship with him #i feel like this is better and it’ll allow me to enjoy him in a positive way #i’m excited actually. i can follow him without needing to know everything he’s doing all the time #i just feel great right now and i’m gonna enjoy it for as long as it lasts. and when the bad days come i’ll keep going #because the good days are worth it #also this is a formal request to not send me any discourse about the husbands #i’m not interested in engaging in that anymore #no stunts. no bbg. nothing about that. just chilling #i’m here for the music and their journeys #riley if you’re reading this. thank you for being patient with me and letting me rant to you and for the intervention #you were right and i feel happier #love you so much #logan.txt

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