#I’m just so sad bc I see the young Louis and he doesn’t deserve this shit

[releaseholiday]

Nope. Not watching it either. In fact I can’t imagine how hard it will be for Louis to sit in a theater with his friends and family while he plays fake dad on the screen - no matter how long it is. That has to be mortifying. And then how do you pretend for all the people that don’t know it’s a lie? Possibly even some extended family? What a weird place to be in.

[wishingicouldfly]

hey, hope you’re doing well! i just fell down a rabbit hole of stalking antis on instagram (why did i do this to myself) and found one account that’s actually kinda convincing, this is the link - https://instagram.com/cult_behaviour?utm_medium=copy_link. you can block it out or something if you don’t want others to see bc i get it but what do you think? like clearly some of the proofs we use and talk about are actually just manipulated :/ what if this is all fake? like what if the coincidences are really just coincidences😭

Hi anon,

I hope you're having a great day. First of all, don't stalk antis. It will only bring you sadness, and you don't deserve that. Music is supposed to bring you joy.

You're right, there are absolutely things that I've seen in "Larry Proof" videos that are debunked or manips. I'm always a bit annoyed when I spot a manip or a misleading subtitle in a video that is supposed to be "fact" or proof. For example, "always so obvious" by Liam...he's saying "always golfing" talking about Niall--and that one goes around a lot.

And some coincidences are just coincidences, I'm sure. Though, with these two, it's hard to believe in coincidences at all, if I'm honest.

But it doesn't matter. Repeat after me, IT DOESN'T MATTER.

Under the cut...

If it was just a couple of things or some pictures of two friends touching and that was it, I might be inclined to agree that it could be all coincidence. However...

The songs, the coded clothing, the tattoos, the touches, the looks/glances, the song lyrics Harry tweeted in the early days, the way their families interact, the damn rainbow bears, the fact that Harry wears clothing called Louis, the sheer volume of coincidences over the course of 11 years. Taken separately, maybe it looks like coincidence. But there are just some things that can't be explained away as two heterosexual tactile boys interacting with a best friend. Have you seen the way they touch each other when they don't realize the camera is filming. There is literally NOTHING else that makes sense when you take all of it together. They got together young and they stayed together.

When you feel weak, go back to 2010 and watch the boys on the stairs. They don't interact with each other the same way they interact with the other boys. Fast forward to 2015, sitting on the couches during MITAM promo, talking like an old married couple. Fast forward to 2020, sharing clothing STILL. Dogs barking in the back of interviews. Harry making horse noises as he tries to make up a lie about Sweet Creature. The way the tours are arranged around each other. The color blue so prominent. The freaking big ass H on Louis shirt in December and Harry's tattoos as his Spotify cover art in 2021.

Anyone not seeing the ginormous pattern and neon sign indicating that these two are still going strong after all these years, isn't looking or is willfully ignoring the signs.

Instead of looking at anti rhetoric, I suggest the following:

1. I recommend @cosmicleeds on YouTube for some amazing videos of timelines. (https://www.youtube.com/c/cosmicleeds/videos)

2. Also, you can dig through some archives made by @freddiesmyqueen (https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PL_G0s5jM13gumw4y43fluxGyf_x7RZeFO).

3., On Tumblr, you can sift through amazing lyric analysis and Larry observations by @bluewinnerangel, @skepticalarrie, @twopoppies @bulletprooflarry

Have a great day--Happy Larrying. As someone once said, I'll only stop Larrying when Harry and Louis stop.

[chickenstuffedwithmozzarella]

Hello! I'm going to start answering the old ask first and then the one about the show, okay? Last week was busy? Because of Mother's Day? Or something else? I dont know if i have to cheer you up saying "dont worry, this week everything is going to go back to normal", or if i shouldnt because that will mean you'll get bored at work🙊 Did you brought the ballons finally? (1)

HIIII LOVE!!!! Ufffff, I didn’t realized Mother’s Day meant May was starting,jajajaja. May is our August. We have A LOT of places to go to make candy bars, do you know what it is? Well, we put it on communions, weddings… and we have a couple every weekend. So we make the things we put on the bar during the week. It’s a lot of work for all of us, but it’s the month we make the most money,jajajaja, so 🤷🏻‍♀️.I FORGOT the balloons 🤦🏻‍♀️😔. I totally did. I didn’t think about them till a bit before the show started, lol. It would have been so cool, but I totally forgot.  

U didnt go to a lot of concerts? Dont say that! I’ve only gone to 2/3 shows. Not much. & much less this days, with so many festivals. Oh, yeah. Ed came some years ago, but i was too young. Uh, i feel u, the sale of the tickets was crazy. Like, we were supposed to go to see him in Mdd, and we ended up in Bcn, & with another kind of ticket, not the one we had agreed to buy. But totally worth it!! I know he has a reputation for being tedious and repetitive, but his sound live is not like that. (2)

Oh, there are so many concert and festivals these days. I guess I never was a kid to ask my parents for a lot of things, and I never really had someone who I liked enough to ask to go concerts,so 🤷🏻‍♀️. But I love concerts. The ambient… well, I already told you,jajaja. It feels like you’re around your people, or at least to me, bc I don’t know anyone in real life who likes the same music as I. And I loved it the time in the line,jajja. It was like we were camping. I don’t know, jajaja, it felt right. Ed has that reputation? I dididnt know about it. I’ve see a couple of videos, and I found it so difficult what he does,jajja, with the guitar and the pedal he uses to record his voice and all that.

HAHAHAHA. I am laughing because now you have not only managed to find a Larrie at Harrys’s show, but also at Niall’s!! Either there’s many of us, or you are a Larrie Magnet😂 How can i do the same?? Show me. She keeps up because i have tumble, and her bffs also have tumblr and twitter and they share the news on the groupchat. I mean, she doesnt know everything (no one does) but we tell her the important things.(3)

Jajajajajja, I think I’m s larrie-magnet,🤣🤣🤣. Hey, you have your own larrie-pal at home, what more do you need??? Jajaja. (I have my own anti at home, so…). You tell her important things??? I hope you’ve tell her about Louis last night!!  Jajajja mymy, did you see him??? I missed him so much. He looked so good. And he’s so good. Ay, I could cry,bc he deserves a lot better from everyone, from life… You know “hay gente que nace con estrella, y gente que nace estrellada”? Well, I always think that about Louis. He never gets it right. But I really hope the future holds only good things for him. :/Well, your sister and her friends sound more organized than me, jajajajjaja. I’m now in a group chat, ajajaja, we’ll see how that works, or if I have Togo out bc they talk too much,jajajaja (I’m old, my phone ringing too much, makes me cranky🤣🤣🤣🤣👵🏻)

Yes, men suits tend to be more boring. Harry need to do something, but at the same time, dont. Harry + red carpets + cool suits + HQ pictures = my dead. Oh wow. You really are half-witch. JAJAJAJAA. Me as your sister trying to take profit of your hability. Isnt she smart?😂😂 did you really guess the birth of the little girl? How? (Can you guess the end of BG too? Pls end it). Oh! Okay, i get it now. He sounds pretty special then. (4)

Jajjaja jajajja, that’s true (I sometimes say things that louis (mostly) has said, jajaja, and that’s true is his response to Harry’s “the wind make nice waves”, jajajja, so read it with Louis’ voice😝). See?i almost had a heart attack yesterday when I saw Louis in a suit,jajajja.Well, she’s always looking at ways to make money of everything,jajja (no she doesn’t, but she does it more than me). I don’t know how,jajaja, we were making a “porra” and I thought that+and that+and that… it was more a guess, than a prediction, jejejeje. And I can’t control my predictions, they usually happen in my dreams. I wish I could end it. I’ve been wishing for it to end blowing my birthday candles for years, jajaja (and I can’t believe it’s been years 🤦🏻‍♀️)

Gay parade? JAJAJAJA. Listen, but why? Why would u take a cake to a parade? Do ppl usually do that? I’ve never seen it. Uuuh. Yes. Of course we are queer because its trendy, thats what we, dumb&young people do. Of couse. Being hated because of that is so cool!! I hate that logic. Uh. Not all changes are bad, and just bcs you dont see LGTB+ people doesnt mean they dont exist. I’m so sorry you had to stand that while you couldnt even yell at him! And you cake didnt deserve that insult either. (5)

Yeah, I don’t know his logic, but I guess he doesn’t use logic that much when he says things like that. And yeah, I mean, if you’ve never been hated for something like that, it can be hard to imagine. But also, I hate people who doesn’t care about their surroundings, y'know. I might never felt hated because my color skin (I’m white), but I know dark-skinned people suffer for it. So I’ll attend at whatever they say. And if I can make something to alleviate their pain or help them, I try to do it, y'know. But I can’t with people who only knows their own reality and doesn’t care to learn about the rest. (I don’t know if I’m making any sense bc I’ve been writing this sentence for a couple of hours,lol)

Oh no. She wasnt kind. It was meant to show me that she thinks i am to annoying and political, but i dont mind. It is what it is. What i found sad is that it wasnt even a boy who said that but a girl, but well. Whatever. Oh nono. Dont worry. I was just complaining because thats what i live for. I enjoy learning, but not this way. Anyway, it’s just one month and then summer!! I dont know if i will be working or not, but either way, it’s a great perspective. (6)

I feel like I have to say hi again, lol. I started writing yesterday (Tuesday) in the morning and now is Wednesday night 😒. May is so busy at the shop. And to add to that, today at 8am my cousin’s mom called me because he had woke up at 5am. He has a sleeping disorder, and sometimes he wakes up at 4-5am and he doesn’t go back to sleep. And I’m there for those days (bc the parents has to go to work, obviously). Anyway, I have to answer you now bc tomorrow will be busy too. I have to go to the shop to help my sister, bc we have TOO much to do.

Well, she doesn’t sound very kind. And I don’t know how good of a friend she can be if she says those things to you. And yes, I agree. I don’t like when people thinks like that, but when is a woman… I can’t. It’s like when some women say that “I’m sure she provoked him” when a girl is abused or raped. 😡😡😡.i, than am all for women solidarity, can’t comprehend how women can be “machista” (I can’t find the world in English?).And yeah, I’m the same. I love learning things, but I don’t like to be graded,jajajja. And, a free summer to go on vacation, or just rest, sounds amazing. But also, the money you can make working, sounds amazing, too,jajajjaja. Some people work for a month, and then enjoy the rest 🤷🏻‍♀️.

YEES. I SAW THE PICS. HE WAS SO CUUYTE. AND SMILING. Tought i feel bad because there was a lot of people around him and i dont like it. It gaves me the impression that people treat them as shiw monkeys :(. But anyway, i saw him!! 😍😍😍 Yep. I saw that theories too. Idk anything, but if that’s what he is doing, then i’ll wait. Of course i will. Did fhey really put For You in Pasapalabra? JAJAJAJA. He is trudly successing in life😂 Que nivel! (I sound ironic but I’m really happy internally). (7)

Awwwww, did you see him at that award show??? He is such a good person?? I hate that media doesn’t focus on that side of him. He’s kind, lovely, good amazing hugs, did you see how he kept rubbing her shoulder to keep her calm???? OMG! And,yeah, I hate that there’s always the same people around him, like he was a zoo animal.Yeah, I don’t watch Pasapalabra, but I got to watch it for a moment one day, and they have like this musical minute? And they played For You. I told my brother, and he told me that they play the same song every day for a week or more. So, I’m glad for Liam. He has a very good team behind him.

Surgery? Okay okay. Then i’m not asking, but i’m sending you luck and hugs!!! 🍀💕 I just saw that you did tell me about your irish nails. I must have not read that that day. Ups, sorry. I have finals, yes. I start tomorrow and i finish (if i pass everything at first try) around the 10th of June. I just have to suffer for a few weeks more.🤷 Thanks for asking!! (8)

Thanks love. I haven’t told anyone. Not even my friends know about it yet.

Ohhhhh, you’re in the middle of your exams. I really really wish you the best. That everything goes well, and you stay calm. And I hope you pass everything at your first try, so your summer is a bit longer. 😚😚

[expirationdate]

i made it to california. i honestly can’t believe it myself. my car is a little 2 door cutie pie that is not used to doing any sort of heavy driving, but she lasted me 6 days and over 3,000 miles. i’m going to give her a well-deserved break for awhile. roadtrip under the cut.

there was nothing in pennsylvania or ohio. i drove the whole day through, and high off of adrenaline i wasn’t hungry until 4pm. stopped in indiana and stayed with a woman who was an ex-professor at purdue in environmental science and a staunch feminist. she was the coolest fucking bad bitch and she had 6 different types of jelly for toast in the morning. badass. 

tuesday i drove through indiana & illinois on my way to missouri. indiana and illinois were such peaceful states to drive through. the ex-purdue professor warned it was just all plains and to have a strong cup of coffee before i left because it was so boring, but really it was just peaceful. a straight shot on a highway that no one else was on, music playing the whole time, weather just a mild sunshower the entire way. stopped in hannibal to hang out in mark twain’s town. i love mark twain. i used to work on tom sawyer’s island so i know a disproportionate amount about him, but going to his home and his museum was such fun. he was such a fucking funny dude, and i’m glad i got to learn more about him. mark twain crew until i die. wish i could have stayed longer but it was so fucking windy i didn’t really have it in me to explore. heading back to get on the road a woman literally shook her head and wished me luck. TURNS OUT winds that heavy were not normal and people were advised to stay off the roads. who knew. headed to st. louis where i REALLY wish i could have spent more time. but by the time i got there i just wanted a shower and to sleep. this airbnb was the most hipster place i have ever seen. dude kept calling my room my “space” and referred to a water bottle as a “water vessel”. on the desk he outlined every bar and brewery within a 2 mile walking distance. also all the tile in his bathroom was black, even the inside of the toilet. truly wild. 

wednesday i headed to oklahoma, stopping in kansas on the way at the gas station that inspired tow-mater in the cars movies. i hate tow-mater. but i felt like it was #necessary to see it. found out that the gas station isn’t allowed to even call the car tow-mater. they have to call it tow-tater, for copyright reasons. that’s some weak sauce, disney.

thursday i made it to the halfway point of route 66 and it felt so fucking great! it’s not that i wasn’t enjoying my road trip, because i totally was, but reaching that (literal) milestone felt really good. i did a little dance in the street which was acceptable bc there was no one on the road bc a lot of things on rt 66 are closed ‘for the season’ which is really fucking stupid because obviously people like myself still want the full experience, even in the wintertime. but yeah the road was dead all week which was nice a lot of the time. then i went to the blue hole in new mexico which was honestly a disappointment lmao like yeah it was blue but it was also only like 8 feet across i really didn’t understand the appeal. this night i stayed in some artist’s retreat ran by a gay german guy named pablo. read that sentence again. that’s like 4 squares of bingo right there right off the bat. his place was decorated like it was a wes anderson movie, it was so insane. like deconstructed clocks and chairs hanging off the walls and 1940s suitcases. i...was in love. 

friday, yesterday, i went to the grand canyon. i can’t even put it into words. i mean, i can: “it’s big”. but that doesn’t even describe it, so i won’t try. i’m just very happy i went, but i definitely need to go again. it was snowing and utterly freezing, and i didn’t have a winter coat. so i only spent 2 hours there, and i didn’t hike any of the trails, and i consider that a waste. i got a free sticker bc a kind gentleman thought i was a young child all by myself, which...okay. i was wearing a hat with a big pompom, a yellow sweatshirt with a bunny on it, sneakers with neon green laces, and a pink purse. i can see how he was confused. and now i have a free sticker. i stayed at a recording studio in an old barn for the night, it was SOOO fucking clutch. today they were having people over to record in the afternoon and i was sad i couldn’t stay to see that. they also had a pug named ringo and a cat named kitty. i loved them so much. i wish they would adopt me.

today, i fucked up. i drove over a mountain. like, a mountain pass with no handrails. by myself. in the rain. it was so fucking stressful, especially because i DIDN’T KNOW IT WAS COMING. I WISH MAPQUEST WOULD SAY ‘HEY, THE NEXT 20 MILES YOU’RE GOING TO SPEND ON THE SIDE OF A MOUNTAIN’. but no. it was so fucking stressful. my whole body hurt at the end. every muscle had been clenched so tight. my ankles, my knees, my butt, my knuckles, my jaw. my whole body hurt. once i got to the bottom of the mountain i almost cried but i didn’t stop the car for like another 10 miles just to put some distance between me and the mountains lmao. oatman arizona and the black mountains are on my shitlist now. do i feel better now that i’ve done something like drive over a mountain? would i recommend doing this? FUCK NO. i think i aged 10 years and now i have high-blood pressure. 

and now tomorrow i move into my apartment with roommates that seem kind and not totally crazy and i’m ready. but for now, i’m going to watch a series of unfortunate without headphones on because i fucking left them at my indiana airbnb RIP.