#I’m going in these pajamas I’m wearing rn idgaf

[orphyd]

The rage welled up in my body right now could fell a small city-

[withthesehands]

Updated 2020

1: The last person you kissed screams they love you, you say…

- dude we have only had sex once, chill. (2019)

- I can’t do this with you right now (2020)

2: Did you get to sleep in today?

-I slept till 3:30, coming off night shifts.(2019)

-I sleep in to about 11:30 then wake up from low blood sugar(2020)

3: You never know what you got until you lose it?

- I’ve been trying to practice gratitude. (2019)

- I’ve lost so many important things in the last year. (2020)

4: Do you have siblings?

- still two sisters(2019)

- two sisters, one lives very far away.(2020)

5: How many kids do you want?

- Two! (2019)

- I just want a child.....(2020)

6: Who was the last person you held hands with?

- TBH I really don’t remember. My second boyfriend maybe??(2019)

- My sister (2020)

7: Did you stand on your tippy-toes for your last kiss?

- for the standing up one, yes, dude was like 6’1 I’m 5’3 (2019)

- I haven’t kissed anyone in almost a year.(2020)

8: Do you think if you died, the last person you kissed would care?

- Don’t really know him all to well, ah hook ups in our twenties how lovely. So no??? (2019)

- No I don’t think he would(2020)

9: Last person to talk on the phone?

- My mom. (2019)

- someone I should not have been talking to... it was a bad idea......(2020)

10: Did anyone watch you the last time you kissed someone?

- Still a nope on that one. 😂(2019)

- nope on that one x3 (2020)

11: When’s your birthday?

-April 18th

- second veurse same as the first.

12: Remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?

- Some time in December I believe(2019)

- it’s the same person. (2020)

13: What kind of phone do you have?

-iPhone 7s (2019)

- she’s a little bit slower, but same phone(2020)

14: Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?

-Nothing (😲)(2019)

- depression calls for sweatpants and a hoodie (2020)

15: Are you a different person now than you were 5 years ago?

- Yes most definetly, older and hopefully a bit smarter with that education. (2019)

- I’m a different person from a year ago (2020)

16: What were you doing at 4 am?

- watching YouTube. (2019)

- it’s 4:49 am so this. (2020)

17: Would you rather write a paper or give a speech?

- Still writing that dumb paper (2019)

- tho I’m under no obligation to write papers anymore, probably still papers. (2020)

18: Are you lying to yourself about something?

-That I’m not lonely (2019)

-that I’m not worth the time or energy. (2020)

19: Last night you felt…?

- coincidently.... lonely. (2019)

- I was happy last night, tonight is not the same. (2020)

20: What’s something you cannot wait for?

-Graduation! So close. (2019)

- getting out of my parents house, you did it wee bean. You graduated. (2020)

21: Ever told your parents you were going somewhere but when somewhere different?

-The great thing about being an adult is I don’t have to tell anyone anything. (2019)

- it now starts fights because I lie about where I’m going.(2020)

22: How many hours of sleep did you get last night?

-6 pretty sure. (2019)

- none( 2020)

23: Are you a morning or night person?

-Still a night owl x2

24: What did you get your last bruise from?

- knocking my hand while moving a box (2019)

- an insulin site(2020)

25: Do you reply to all of your texts?

- Now I do. (2019)

- yes, but recently it’s been taxing to answer (2020)

26: Your phone is ringing. It’s the person you fell hardest for. What do you do?

- I would answer. (2019)

- I would cry(2020)

27: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?

- Oh hell yes. X2

28: Anyone you would like to get things straight with?

- One guy I’m not interested in. (2019)

- lol you did sis, but yes always (2020)

29: How many months until your birthday?

- 3

-5

30: Favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?

-bred x2

31: Did you like this past summer?

- I was a student nurse! Yes! (2019)

- two words, Corona virus (2020)

32: What were you doing before you got on the computer?

- I’m on my phone, trying to sleep. (2019)

- watching outlander(2020)

33: Your ex is sitting next to you, with their new partner. What do you do?

- wish them a good day? (2019)

- please let me go (2020)

34: What is the last thing you said out loud?

-if you need anything text me. (2019)

- good night(2020)

35: Your mood summed into one word?

- sleepy?? (2019)

- conflicted (2020)

36: Are you doing anything else besides taking this survey?

-Listening to snow ploughs (2019)

-silence (2020)

37: What are your initials?

-KRM x2

38: Are you a happy person?

- I’m between happy and sad rn. (2019)

- I’m sad, and dumb (2020)

39: Do you still talk to the person you liked 4 months ago?

- No not really anymore. (2019)

- yes (2020)

40: Where do you want to live when your older?

- On the coast of Canada, or Ireland. X2

41: Have you had your birthday this year?

-Not yet!

-yes I’m 22

42: What did you do yesterday?

-Nothing absolutely nothing x2

43: What will you be doing tomorrow?

-Clean, read, life, sleep x2

44: How late did you stay up last night?

- until the sun came up

-I’m still up.

45: Is there anyone you would do anything for?

- still would for my sister yeah.

46: Is it hard to make you laugh?

- No, I’m pretty easy

47: Do you believe ex’s can be just friends?

- yes in specific relationships

48: Do you think any of your exes will eventually want to be with you again?

- I still don’t think so, I miss one though.

49: How many people have you had feelings for in the year of 2012?(2019)

- two, pretty far apart.

50: Do you wish your ex was dead?

-while we don’t get on very well, no I don’t.

51: Have you ever dyed your hair?

- still a no, even from a teenager

52: Would ever take back someone that cheated?

- still don’t think so.

53: Was New Year’s Even enjoyable?

- yeah, I met up with friends I had not seen in forever.

54: Bet you’re missing someone right now?

- My sister

55: How would your parents react if you got a tattoo?

- lol last time I said they would kill me, I have two and I’m still alive.

56: Sleep on your back or stomach?

- corpse on my back

57: If you could move away, no questions asked, where would it be ?

- Europe, duh.

58: What would you change about your life right now?

- I really want a meaningful relationship. Like a good adult one.

59: Has anything upset you in the past week?

- my landlady’s sun is a dick.

60: Are you on the phone?

-Yep.

61: Today, would you rather go forward a week or back?

-forward, I get to work.

62: Would you take $40,000 or a brand new car?

- I have a car so... the money.

63: Have you ever talked to someone when they were high?

- I have been the high one, and the non high one in a convo.

64: Ever cried while you were on the phone with someone?

- Recently

65: Have you ever copied someone elses homework?

- yes

66: Are you the type of person who liks to be out or at home?

- still like being out and about

67: Do you automatically check your phone when you wake up?

- so many god dam emils

68: Have you ever stayed up all night on the phone?

- yes I have.

69: Could you use some sleep right now?

-always, yes .

70: Are you going to have a baby by the time you’re 18?

- seeing as I’m 21 baby free, I would say yes!

71: Does it bother you when someone hides things from you?

- if it’s non of my bees wax idgaf

72: What’s your favorite color?

- red, red, red

73: Have you ever slept in the same room with someone you liked?

- I have slept on people I have liked.

74: Have you ever been looking for something and it was already in your hand?

- glasses

75: Do you get annoyed easily?

- at stupidity

76: If someone liked you, would you want them to tell you?

- yep, I would.

77: Do you have a person of the opposite sex that you can tell everything to?

- no, not really.

78: Does anyone call you babe?

- nope, I don’t really like that pet name.

79: How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?

- my dad? Does that count?

80: What do you prefer, relationship or one night stand?

- I wa speaking toward one night stand, but now I kinda want a relationship.

81: What color hoodie did you wear last?

- burgundy

82: Is there someone who meant alot to you at one point, and isn’t around anymore?

- yes.

[parasolpromenade]

ALL OF THE QUESTIONS

Okay, I'm sorry. I guess I thought no one loved me because I'm old and I don't know how to open my asky box!! 😮...51 questions 1. Zodiac signLibra
2. Sexual orientationIf I like a human, then I like them.
3. Relationship statusMarried
4. Someone you missMy mom
5. Person who’s arms you’d like to be inI mean if I say my husband, then that's just predictable?...
6. What you find attractive in Men/Women?Men... tall, nicely shaped teeth, knows how to fucking spell, intelligent, hairy lol, women: I don't know how to say this... not high maintenance but, like, they care about their appearance or are kinda girly, strong-willed, opinionated
7. How tall are you?5'8"
8. What you love about yourself?.....um. My hair is pretty healthy?
9. What you’re doing tomorrow?Watching my kids/cleaning up house (maybe)
10. What are your future plans?I really wanna start this damn Etsy shop if I can ever self motivate
11. Your last night out in detailWent to see my sister at the hotel she was staying in, stopped in restaurant for take away and sat at the bar alone drinking a midori sour while my husband waited for me in the car with our screaming baby Lilith. Lol!!
12. Your favourite bookAyeeeeee.... my brain isn't ready for this one rn 
13. All of pets you’ve ever hadUm over 30 different cats over the course of my life, fish, hamsters, frogs, a white German shepherd named Stella several years ago. Two cats now.
14. Something that changed your lifeMotherhood
15. Do you remember your last dream?😧I guess the one about dean winchester (why did that have to be the last one, I never have silly dreams like that, usually just nightmares)
16. What your last text message says?Telling my husband I was going to get dressed after I "go potty" yeah.
17. Do you respect your government and the way your country is run?To a certain extent 
18. Where you would like to live?Ireland 
19. Your favourite flavour of ice creamChocolate chip cookie dough 
20. Last thing you ateRamen
21. Which swear word do you use the most?Fuck
22. Your plans for summerIdk
23. Any upcoming concerts?Nope
24. Something that you’re proud ofMy kiddos
25. Do you still talk to your first crush?Don't even know where she is.
26. What language do you want to learn?Need to freshen up my French 
27. Where you have lived before?US- Pennsylvania, West Virginia, Tennessee, South Carolina 
28. Eye colorGrey-blue
29. Favourite style of clothingDark, comfy, covers my tummy
30. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?My ready-ready, like almost 2 hours, my idgaf-ready, 30 min.
31. Where did you go today?Ulta, Michaels craft store.
32. Where are you right now?Bed
33. How many countries have you visited?Just the one I'm living in 
34. Something oldMy scars
35. Something newThe paints I bought today
36. Something inheritedThe way my right foot turns out when I walk
37. Is death more scary than life?Definitely not 
38. Experience you’ll never forget---rather not say.
39. What’s your favorite part about today so far?That it's over?
40. Who is your hero?Cher
41. Are you happy with where you live?No
42. Do you like your handwriting?Yes actually 
43. What do you wear to bed?T-shirt and pajama pants
44. Tea or coffee?Tea
45. Chocolate or Vanilla?Vanilla
46. Are you excited for anything?No.....?
47. How late did you stay up last night and why?5:30. Stalking people on the internet. Seriously 😒 I know.
48. What’s your ringtone?The walking dead theme 
49. Did you have a dream last night?Don't recall
50. What keeps you going each day?Kids
51. Picture of yourself