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I feel as if I have come back from war, I started college and just fell off the face of the earth and now here I am nearly 13 weeks later about to graduate with my associates in accounting with out an ounce of motivation left in me. Like I want to write but what? I have no clue.
And I kind of want to get back into reading? Does anyone have any recommendations for steddie? (Or if there is any ship out there that you want to reccomend go for it, I want to trigger a hyperfixation so I’m not so bored.)
#I’m clinically insane actually#I haven’t gone to my saved fics yet#but those might be better to#look at next#I try to rec finished stuff because I’ve been burnt before#also I’m having the time of my life with this
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this man has no fucking right to be THIS beautiful… jinshi my LOVE.
#jinshi my BELOVED… god he makes me so. insane#i say that a lot but he really makes me Clinically Unwell i just love him so so so so so so so much#him & maomao <3 my favs of all time <3 the only people EVER#i NEED to order all the apothecary diaries manga/light novels STAT#ALSO THE FUCKING SOUNDTRACK TO THE ANIME??? THE NEW EPISODE TODAY???#BEST ANIME SERIES EVER I’M NOT EVEN REMOTELY JOKING.#the song that was used when jinshi carried maomao out after she saved his life… i teared up & got LITERAL chills holy FUCK#let me order the books rn actually like ’m not playing around#the apothecary diaries#jinshi#personal
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I hate the ultrakill fandom I’m ACTUALLY GONNA FUCKING LOSE ITTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY do people water down his personality to nothing but violence. Also HE HAS NEVERRRRR BEEN SHOWN TO BE ANGRY. EVER!!!!!!!!! WHAT!!!!!!!!!! Excuse me I’m kind of going insane this will turn into a fandom rant for a sec. Literally both characters had equally nuanced stories and personalities yet for some reason sisyphus gets the short end of the stick. Whag. This is the exact reason I’m scared of my ocs developing a fandom
I SAW THIS STUPID MEME AND I HAD TO COME AND COMPLAIN ABOUT IT BECAUSE FUCK
me pretending to not gaf about misinterpretations of my favorite characters so I won’t kill myself
#ultrakill#minos prime#sisyphus prime#By the way I’m not actually that mad at the meme itself but it kinda reminded me about how dumb this fandom can be sometimes#Orion’s clinically insane rambles#Probably will delete this later#Had to get it out of my system
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i still can’t believe i didn’t imagine it all
#my ramblings#i’m not clinically insane they’ve actually met in canon 😭#genshin#genshin impact#xiao#venti#xiaoven
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okay so like. i got offered a job (yay!) and if i accept (which i probably will cause nothing else is coming my way) then i will definitely have to work another job to ya know. bring in enough money to live and sustain myself (which is fine just. tiring) but i don’t think the full time job would wear me out like the other full time jobs i’ve had in the past so going and doing part time work wouldn’t drain me too bad. so? i guess i have a job?
#i can always keep looking around too at other places which is fine#but how fucked up is that that in todays day and age full time work is not a livable wage. i have to laugh#literally i have to or else i will succumb to the horrors#i think the full time gig will be worth it no matter what because health insurance#but yeah! major industry shift here going from recreation to medical field#and NO before anyone gets any ideas im not working for an insurance company those bastards#i’ll actually be a part of the care team at the heart clinic so that’s neat#also hopefully i can get new glasses cause i desperately need them#also let’s factor in that whatever part time gig i get will easily be $2 away from my full time pay like. that’s insane#if you’re paying someone full time dog shit salary so much so that a part time job is essentially the same pay…homie#i’m rambling again aren’t i
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WHEN WILL HE ASK ME OUT
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hi, i have severe attachment issues soooo don’t fucking come near me if you’re going to be one foot in and one foot out. can’t do it anymore. i’m fucking TIRED of pouring more into others. i’m left empty. i have nothing left. just leave me alone.
#me#personal#can’t keep my head above water#the last 4 days have actually been hell on earth#I’m going clinically insane
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I think it is finally time to bite the bullet and begin the long and arduous process of getting my slew of illnesses (mental and physical) diagnosed so I can actually pursue treatment and/or accommodations with jobs because I uh, cannot do this shit anymore
#I am so tired of dragging myself to work in severe amounts of pain and misery#because if I don’t I’ll get fired#I hate doctors and any time I have ever gone none of my concerns have actually been addressed#(granted I have not gone to an actual doctor in like 8 years and they never listened to me because my mom would always talk over me and#claim everything was fine but ya know)#my migraines have become dibilitating and I’m like 95% sure I have endometriosis#not to mention the insane combo of adhd depression and ptsd that leaves me a mess more often than not#and obvi none of these things are being treated#plus my job literally DOESNT LET me take time off like it’s dead ass NOT ALLOWED#since I started there has been ONE time I got more then two days off in a row and I had to scrap and claw and beg and plead for that#so I can’t even call out because of these issues more often than not#because no time off and they only give me SIX HOURS of sick time a month#and when you work EIGHTY HOURS A MONTH that is quite literally NOTHING it’s not even a full day#and I…. just simply cannot keep living this way I feel like death more often than not#and I am too exhausted to do quite literally ANYTHING#so yeah…. I think I’m gonna have to actually find a doctor and a psychiatrist and get some of these things clinically diagnosed so I can#pursue some kind of accommodations#otherwise I’m gonna fucking lose it#kaz rambles
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all i want to do today is write
#there’s no doctor in today and my manager isn’t working#im actually the acting supervisor at the clinic today#(which is insane to me why would you trust this place in MY hands????)#so I’m hoping ill have most of the day to write my dumb little stories#the rebound AU is going so strong#and i would like to get started on the last chapter of i hate (love) you#and i just have so many ideas but there’s never enough time to write them#i get so excited about the next idea that i keep leaving things half finished in my drafts#sulley speaks#fan fic talk
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#man i am losing my fuckign MIND like actually going clinically insane this time!#had a huge fun cry out breakdown during lunch during my therapy session today 🤪🤪🤪#and this bitch had the audacity to come at me exactly like i’m paying him to#i’m. genuinely distraught hahaha#he’s saying that instead of just having the longest list of diagnoses ever now PLUS c-ptsd#he thinks it’s c-ptsd causing most of the other shit#which! fine! whatever! that would be SUCH a nice way to tie everything else up and hopefully throw it away#but like i can’t even get past the initial ‘oh babes. you have SUCH complex ptsd’#idk idk idk idk idk idk there’s just something so fun and wonderful about having your entire worldview upended#having lots of fun now doubling down on doubting my own perceptions and views of the world n people around me#me: listing out everything wrong with me#my therapist: yes you’ve literally just handed me a list of symptoms for this. congrats#poor guy really had to recenter me like three separate times ‘why is accepting this so hard for you?’#AND i’ve apparently been dissociating and not even the fun cool kind!!!#nooooooo i can’t just float n leave n go somewhere else#nooooooo instead i get the super annoying barely recognizable type that feels like i’m up one and slightly to the left#SUCH bullshit#shut up sydney
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2025 goals: destroy my autoimmune disease
#the fact that it so neglected in this country that they prescribed me a habit forming medication thats not actually safe for me to take….#like it actively has an ingredient in it that makes my condition activated…#and doctors have been calling me crazy#and I had to find the fucking clinical study that proves I’m right#like hello#fucking insane
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thanK you aIMee might actually be the funniest, most sagittarius thing taylor swift has ever done. she’s like “i’m clinically insane over this dude and everyone hates him someone lock me up” and “this other dude is too sad, doesnt want to marry me, and stole my youth whatever”
but kim k? fuck you kim k. just in case you forgot.
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polyband… but… qpr……………….. i’m going insane.
#i hc kats and toko as gay and momo as les so they can’t date Like That but as a qpr…. >:)#real 2 me actually :3#rarepair#crackship but not really?#i’m clinically insane#the ravings of a crazy person#this is coming from someone in a qpr btw
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(Starts overthinking horrifically abt my relationships) I think I hauve Covid
#I CAN FINALLY KILL MYSELF!!!!!!!#slash jay#no but fr idk I think I’m clinically insane#like actually#I wish I could blame some specific disorder but I won’t#I think my brain wants me to die#but i stay silly :3#it’s amazing how easily I can convince myself that my closest friends hate me#like logically I know it makes no sense#but boy howdy#is that brain effective
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#vent#actually borderline#tw death#tw seizure mention#actually epileptic#my mom’s death anniversary is coming up and i’m already feeling it Hard#i’ve been crying for the past 2 days constantly#cherokee grieving practices do call for extreme bouts of mourning#ig my bpd is just in tune with my culture#also it doesn’t help i had a cluster of seizures last night that was triggered by a fever i had#for 2-3 days after a seizure i always get extremely emotional and foggy-minded#that postictal phase always hits me Really Hard#esp since i’d been seizure free for over a year#anyways i’m a fucking wreck#i’ve also been ruminating abt my FP#in general i’m just going clinically fucking insane#i feel bad for my friends lmao#i have been Going Through It
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doctor! doctor! | lando norris x fem! reader x oscar piastri !
summary; the average life of a med student dating not one, but two f1 drivers
fc; various girls on pinterest
warnings; cursing, suggestive comment
taglist; @namgification @louvrepool @locelscs @thehufflepuffavenger1
notes; requested ! as a nursing major, i <3 anything to do w the reader being in the medical field ! also didn’t realize for the messages lando is just ‘lando’ so pretend his contact is ‘lan<33’😭😭😭
masterlist !
yourusername uploaded to their story !
[caption 1; my boys sending me selfies so i don’t lose my mind today 🧡🧡] [caption 2; reason why i’m losing my mind; my first med school exam🤓]
landonorris replied to your story !
landonorris u literally graduated top of ur class, u can do this 🧡🧡🧡
yourusername why’d i have to be so passionate abt this career 😔
landonorris bc ur super duper smart !
landonorris osc and i miss you!! ( he won’t admit it but he’s sad you’re not w us😒 )
yourusername i miss my boys too ��️ ( he does this every time )
landonorris he wants to act so cool 🙄🙄
yourusername well tell him spring break is in 2 months and i’ll be able to attend at least one (1) race this semester 😕
landonorris as much as i wish you can see us more often, you gotta go help save lives !
yourusername and i gotta study so i can go save lives !😣
landonorris: good luck ! liked by yourusername !
oscarpiastri replied
oscarpiastri that latte looks sick😯
yourusername stfu i know ur sad that i’m missing so many races this season😒
oscarpiastri lando told you ?
yourusername yes u don’t have to act all cool or whatvr 🙄
yourusername my spring break is in 2 months, i’ll be able to go to a race then !😁
oscarpiastri 2 months TOO LONG💔
oscarpiastri and go study u have an exam in 3 days 🙄🙄
yourusername STOP I’M TRYING TO AVOID IT
yourusername nvm just remembered i dont know anything, i’ll facetime u and lan later? okay???
oscarpiastri already waiting !
liked by oscarpiastri, landonorris, and others !
yourusername: a week filled with clinicals, studying, cheering for my favorite boys, and more studying !
tagged; yourbestfriend, friendone, friendtwo, oscarpiastri, landonorris
landonorris: oscarpiastri look at our girl studying to be a future life saver 🥹🥹
oscarpiastri: soooo smart, future dr. l/n🧡
yourusername: i love & miss you both sm☹️
landonorris: doctor! doctor! i’m injured and i need help!
yourusername: not a doctor yet lan
landonorris: shhh play along
oscarpiastri: don’t he’s being mean to me
landonorris: LIAR!!
oscarpiastri: why’d u get black coffee u never do
yourusername: bold of u to assume i didn’t get a latte after trying yourbestfriend americano
yourbestfriend: you’re studying to be a DOCTOR, how do u not like black coffee
yourbestfriend: dawg who let us study to be doctors 😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣
yourusername: LMFAOOO
friendone: stay healthy guys , ur future doctors are currently making tiktoks instead of studying
friendtwo: like studying wasn’t making u lose ur mind too !!
username: y/n studying to be a doctor is so sick
username: ur the coolest wag
username: bro i’m a nursing student and i’m dyinggggg idk how u do med school
yourusername: me neither tbh
username: imagine studying to be a DOCTOR and BOTH of ur bfs are f1 drivers, that’s actually insane
username: i wanna be u
yourusername uploaded to their story !
[caption 1; my loves 🧡always cheering for you both 🫂🧡] [caption 2; time for clinicals 😣 ( will watch race highlights after sigh )]
yourusername uploaded to their story !
[caption 1; finally in my happy place after weeks and weeks of studying and clinicals 🤍🤍] [caption 2; my pretty boys 🫶 can’t wait to be a doctor and see them in the er from doing stupid shit🧡🧡🧡 ( stop jumping on the bed before one of you hurt your head PLEASE) ]
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