#I’m bacckkk

[kaitaiga]

Dodge This ⚔️

TW: death, blood

Hello again 😎 I’m back from my little break with some art. ⬇️

I don’t really have much to say other than I really wanted to draw Damien in full gear and I’m pleased with the result! I hope you like it too! 🐻❤️

Looking at the first pic, it makes zero sense but I’m just gonna ignore it for now 😂

Uhh as for what I’ve been doing whilst away, I’ve been chipping away at creating ref sheets and profiles for my raaf boys + working on Damo’s updated ref sheet (bc it never stops changing and I can’t sleep with it being not updated hahah). I’ve also just been dying in this heat. 41°C. I’m crying. I can’t even nap 😭😭

[highseraphs]

Sentimental 🦆

[thegrimdog13]

I literally hate ( mostly the old version of fanon Masky)fanon Masky they always make him super skinny and ship him with Toby who is like way younger than him 😑. In my crossover au of creepypasta and Marble Hornets. I really try to make him more like the original because the actor Tim is just ❤️.Also I just cannot with how people used to make the cheese cake jokes and a lot of those people didn’t know but it was still horrible.Anyway I hope people are still not making those jokes. Love the cannon Tim brinnggggg himmm backkkk! Some au Tim’s are pretty close to the original and pretty cool! So for those who do that this is for you ❤️

I will always laugh at the ieatpastaforbreakfast Masky and whatever voice they give him because it’s just so GOOFY-

[into-f0lkl0re]

OMG POOKIE UR BCK

YES BBY IM BACCKKK

i’m hoping i’ll release a couple fics tmr

so to those who requested stuff it should be out tmr i promise

i’ve been so busy with shit i’m so sorry pookies

ofc send in requests and i’ll be on it i promise 🤞🤞

big forehead kisses 💕

Faye

i missed yall 🫶😭

[ravenoclock]

@labyrinthhofmymind

IM BACCKKK

Spoilers for a fic called presque vu by bizzarestars

TYSM FOR UR RESPONSE AAAA UR THE FIRST PERSOM WHO’S LISTENED TO MY RANTS AND AVGUALLY LIKES THWM SO TYSM UR THE BEST <33

CHAPTER ELEVEN MFS

Shit’s getting deep yall I grabbed the tissues just in case.

*clears throat* okay so starting off sad with Lily’s parents dying right off the bat. Holy fuck. And the fact that she didn’t cry until after the funeral?? MY GIRL DJSKSKKSKA. I CANT RN. and Sirius being like ‘I wanna fuck Remus’ and Harry being like ‘nuh-uh’ and crying LMAO. Hilarious.

He lives anyway, in the end. They both do. Rats can survive in even the most dire of conditions, and all dogs were wild once. They both make it through, just not together. Rats and dogs rarely get along.

Foreshadowing comes in many forms.

Fuck. I can’t today. PETER PETER PETER. JUST ARGHH. WHY WHY WHY.

"No," Sirius croaks. "I can't ever imagine grieving you."

I’m on my way to go dig a grave for myself who’s with me? Cuz why? Would? You? Do? That? To? Me? Why? What? What the fuck??? I’ve spent so long deluding myself into believing canon isn’t real and that the marauders grew old and grey and happy together and then I read fics like these because I think im strong enough but in reality I just created a dream I can shatter (catch my reference? No? Yes?) but id rather the delusion shatter than my sanity but at this point idk. BEAR WITH ME. I’ll get therapy dw.

Sirius is right there with him, as that saying goes. She's growing, too, one day at a time even as she digs her heels in for every inch. She's just as imprisoned as him, in her own way. A prison of her own body, her blood, her name. She's been a prisoner her whole life.

Dead. Why is this so amazing??? Like I feel it in the very depths of my soul I swear.

JAMES WANTED CHILDREN. PLURAL. WHAT THE ACTUAL- I CANT. HARRY WAS GOING TO HAVE SIBLINGS. I FEEL NAUSEATED. IM GONNA THROW UP EVERYTJING INSIDE OF ME I SWEAR.

(This, too, is a prison. You feel that, don't you, deep down inside? One day soon, you'll be free from it, only for it to be replaced by another.)

The foreshadowing is crazy. Insane. Every other word for practically amazingly heart wrenchingly horrible.

Lily was pregnant. Lily was pregnant Lily was pregnant Lily was pregnant she had a baby she had a baby there was a baby THERE WAS ANOTHER BABY COMING THERE WAS ANOTHER FUCKING BABY COMING AND THEY FUCKING DIED AND THE BABY NEVER GOT TO LIVE THEY HAD ANOTHER BABY. HARRY WAS GOING TO HAVE A SIBLING. LILY WAS FUCKING PREFNANT. OH LORD IM GOING TO CRY A WHOLE FUCKING LOT NOW.

What if Halloween just doesn’t exist. They’ll live happily ever after right? Right? RIGHT????????

For Peter, this is, as the saying goes, his final straw. The camel's back is not only broken, it's been cleaved in half, and the fear spills out over the sides like blood, leading only to the promise of more. He's been straddling the line between both sides for nearly a year now, giving only bits and pieces of information to the death eaters just to make sure they won't kill him in duels, never enough for the Order to even suspect a proper spy at all, but now he knows which side is losing for sure, after this side has suffered so much loss, so it's time he throws his lot in where he can stop being afraid. He wants to survive like a rat, and gets his wish.

Fucking coward. I hope he dies a painful dead. Oh wait, he does. (I actually don’t remember. Does he? Idk if he dies at all ngl.)

Out of everyone, Marlene's are the only dreams that come true.

God fucking damn. Can I cry now? Oh my god. Oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god. Marlene ml. You will be missed.

I rly can’t. The first death out of the main group came and went. It doesn’t feel as heart wrenching as it does when I read Marlene’s death in The Hand That Feeds cuz it wasn’t in her perspective, and Sirius is awfully and unhealthily detached and it’s just so so fucking sad I can’t even.

She died. I cried.

CHAPTER TWELVE

Strapping in because Zar said so.

The fact that people think the spy is Sirius. Because of his last name. A name she can’t control. A name that came from a reputation they tried so hard to remove themselves from only for others to only see it. The name ‘Black’ and what it’s associated with. I hope they all fuck themselves.

Sirius shouldn't even know about it, nor should Remus, or Peter, or Augusta—but of course, they all find out because Frank and Alice trust the latter, while James and Lily trust the former three. One couple here has made a mistake. Hint: it's not the one with parents.

OHHHHH MY GOD.

"Sirius isn't a fucking toy," James snaps.

Remus arches an eyebrow. "Then why do you treat him like one?"

Oh my lord. Oh my fucking lord.

It's funny. When the doubt creeps in, Remus will think about the question Sirius asked, and Sirius will think about the answer Remus gave, but neither will think about how Peter said nothing at all.

So…I don’t know what to say anymore. I can’t say anything. It’s so awful.

Mary ran. Dorcas died. Peter should die.

The emmary makes me want to die, too. WHY DIDNT EMMELINE GO WITH HER. MARY OBLIVIATED HERSELF TRYING TO PROTECT HETSELF.

Whoever the spy is, Sirius thinks that day, they're smart, and they're brutal, and they're not doing this just out of fear. There's more to it than just that, more that Sirius can recognize in the mirror; a deep, dark pit that the worst crawls out of, unleashed on those who don't think it exists there. This is someone who may not have always been a monster, but knows how to become one, and maybe believes that's the only option they have. This is someone, despite how hard it is to fathom and how hard it is to accept, that Sirius knows.

Irony never misses a chance to take center-stage in the tragic play of their lives. Believe it or not, they're still in act one. They're on their way to act two, though, one cut from the cast of characters at a time.

Peter doesn’t deserve to cry for deaths he fucking caused. He doesn’t deserve Sirius comforting him. He doesn’t deserve any mercy at all.

Very close now, with Dorcas out. Take a wild guess at who's next.

Emmeline. Lily and James. Those are my guesses.

Sirius starting to doubt Remus kills me.

Sirius thinking Remus is Dumbledore’s spy…im pretty sure he wasn’t? Was he? Maybe he was but I only remember Peter being both. Like Peter was the double agent before turning to work for baldy voldy.

The fact that Sirius thinks it’s Remus. The fact that none of them suspect Peter not even once.

Them trying to convince their best friends that the other is the spy. Why. Peter wasn’t mentioned once. I actually want to puke.

Also Dorcas. Just. Dorcas :( And then Mary running tf away cuz she’s done. I wanna die. Wolfstar fighting and falling in love during A WAR. MY LOVES. THEY FONT DESERVE IT.

I read like chapters 13-21 in a haze. Here’s my thoughts (not in any order whatsoever):

- Azkaban is so shitty to the extent that there’s no words to describe how fucked it is and how dehumanizing it makes its prisoners feel, innocent or not

- The entire chapter where Sirius was described without any pronouns was GENIUS and so brilliant I loved it

- Sirius passing time as Padfoot but forgetting a lot because of Padfoot and Azkaban :(

- Sirius using the dementors as a way of sh :(

- Sirius not remembering who his first kiss was (JAMES) actually KILLED ME

- OLDER WOLFSTAR REUNION WHOOP WHOOP I LOVE THEM

- THE HURT/COMFORT SCENE <333333

- THEYRE SO IN LOVE THAT I MIGHT STOP BREATHING

- THE BUGS oh the FUCKING bugs thing destroys me. i cried, threw up, did the whole thing. cuz GOD I WANT SOMEONE TO UNDERSTAND ME LIKE THAT HOLY SHIT. I LOVE THEM.

- Sirius and Crookshanks are cool asf

- DUMBKEDORE YOU MAD MAN WHY DO I LIKE YOU

- KINGSLEY

- Remus being jealous of Kingsley low key had me giggling and twirling my hair cuz Sirius is so oblivious like ‘oh he’s funny, and we’re mates’ AGAHSHGAA

- also Remus being like ‘we’re just friends’ you and who buddy? Ain’t no one buying that. And Sirius glaring holes into his head is so AHAHAHAHH. And then Sirius holding it against him for the next few chapters is actually hilarious. He’s so petty. I love them.

- Sirius: ‘hello buddy, best mate, my best of all pals’

Remus: ‘I sense I’ve made a mistake somewhere’

ZAR WRUTING THAT IS SO FUNNY. I think i might’ve cried from laughter.

- REMUS TELLS SIRIUS EVERYTHING. WOLFSTAR IS COMMUNICATING. WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK. I LOVE IT.

- Sirius being upset that she’s not allowed to be there on Remus’ full moons is so cute, and then Remus letting her take care of him after, always, is so so adorable.

- MOLLY. THE WEASLEY TWINS. HERMIONE. HARRYYY MY DARLING.

- WE MET THE GOLDEN ERA KIDDSSSSSS

- also the doubt that maybe Peter wasn’t the spy and he had a reasonable explanation for it is so heartbreaking I actually wanted to puke. I think i did puke.

- PROFESSOR LUPIN. ENDEARING. FOND. SIRIUS COMBUSTING EVERYTIME REMUS FLIRTS WITH HIM. PERFECTION.

- Sirius singing in Azkaban :((

- the cross words. WAXING MOON.

THEY WERE MADE FLR EACHOTHER YOUR HONOR.

Thx for coming to my Ted Talk <3.

Btw I’m so sorry i haven’t been on tumblr recently. Been a bit busy.

[jawnscoffee]

hiii!!!

*sings* it’s me

Aaand i’m BACCKKK (*happy dance…anyone wanna join?*)

Sorry that I’ve disappeared AGAIN. My coping mechanism is to just shut everything and everybody off when everything gets too much…i should really work on that, new goal for 2025 (ALSO when did 2024 happen. Like. There’s no way it’ll be 2025 in a couple of weeks).

*puts on long story short by taylor swift* MY long story short is:

I’ve moved to another country.

And it’s been really really tough.

I know that things have to change for time to time and i thought i was prepared for that - turns out I wasn’t because i totally HATE changes (and that’s why I disappeared).

Anyway: it’s getting better (slowly!) so that’s a yay.

Anyway 2.0: how are you all??? i’d love to hear about what you did today or if you discovered a new tea flavour which you love (i did! Vanilla chai and i looooove it you totally have to try!!) or just anything.

*sends a hug to everybody who wants one because hugs are superior and i’m olaf in human form*

[mhateesyoux]

Hi Hi i’m bacckkk with another series finished!!

i have no idea why i didn’t watch bad buddy the first time it premiered but ive watched it all now.

i was in tears!!! what a beautiful story! the amount of times i laughed, cried and smiled was countless

i hope pran & pat are living happily ever after rn hopefully they’re married already!

i wanna talk about the last two episodes.

episode 11

well… i bawled my eyes out. the pain i felt seeing pay say “let’s go home” with tears in his eyes…. i felt soooo sad for them & their love. the song pran sang to him while they were away… 😭💔

now episode 12

the beauty in them keeping their love a secret? my goodness so damn cuuuute 😭😭 the fact that their parents knew tho lowkey.. that made me tear up too! no matter the disagreements and hate they had for each other their children were always friends and eventually fell in love. that’s karma for you lol

anyway, this series was sooo good. beautiful story, ohm & nanon have amazing chemistry! i hope to see them in more series together (despite the news i found out while watching their content :( ) i really hope it’s like taynew. take a little break but come back.

checked off another great series off my list, idk how many times i’ll rewatch but it’s not one of those series i’ll just watch once that’s for sure.

rn i’m watching our skyy 2 with them

next series i have in mind to watch is eclipse?

let’s talk about it!!! 😭

[loverforfanfiction]

To all the boys I ever loved ps I still love you-stranger things (I’m so sorry for not posting I lost my account but I’m bacckkk)

Summary:you send letters to all the boys you ever loved....by accident

1.steve harrington

2.eddie munson

3.mike wheeler

4.lucas Sinclair

5.Jonathan byers

6.will byers

7.dustin Henderson

8.billy hargrove

Warnings:fluff,angst,cussing reader will be mentioned as a girl but imagine your gender and reader will have black futures but imagine your race eddie has been in the show for a while

Episode 6 letter 6

Y/n pov

1 year ago

Today I'm at home in my basement watching TV but then I remembered it's time for my daily letter because I only have 2 more after I finish this I don't want to but it's coming to a end [author notes:that's what they think] I don't have to run anywhere because I'm prepared I got a piece of paper and a fluffy pen I start to write about the crush I have on my best friend will byers

Dear will byers this is actually really hard to write because I would rather say it face to face and im to coward so I write it on paper I do hope you see this but I also don't want you to, you are the most amazing person I've met your drawing skills leave me in the dust your so handsome it makes no sense I don't want to write to long but I love you and you are a amazing friend probably a good boyfriend ps I stole one of your drawings

To will byers

From y/n y/l/n

I'm reading over this one I actually did good as I'm reading my mom calls me up the stairs "honey you have a package" I look down at it in shock I didn't order anything I take the package and go to my room grab my box cutter and I look down to see .....

The only person who knows who I likes rocks is Dustin I gotta thank him I mean he is my crush afterall

End of episode 6 letter 6

[prentissluvr]

oh my gosh marí you're bacckkk hiiiii!! ^_^ ♡♡ i hope your vacation was fun hehe so excited to see your ruby (maybe anna too? >3>) thoughts once you rewatch s4!!

-Lauren (can't send asks from side-blogs arghh -_-)

hehe hi lauren !! yes im back <33 my vacation was very nice, ty ty <33 aghhh yes omg i LOVE ANNA SO MUCHHHHH bro im obsessed with her. i’m excited to do more watching and thinking and posting about my girls <3

[plantmamiiii]

oh my god I haven’t been on Tumblr in like 4 years. I’M BACCKKK THOUGH hiiiii ✨🥰🌹

[asyanchelle]

I'm bacckkk bitchessss

[softshiin]

hiihii hun!! how are u??how was the return to school?😭

SO BAD?????? i mean nothing happened but i’m so tired send help

[the-martyrfication-of-the-matron]

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I know I know!

I’m excited but also I don’t really wanna watch the video bc it’s a new aphmau video….

Imma watch it anyways.

[hadesbeast]

Artist RX…Cyberpunk 2077 Fanart: The day Eredin arrived Yay! I’m bacckkk 🙄😂 try and reply to comments asap 😉👍 😈 ~ßεศş†~ https://www.instagram.com/p/CZOavCPFwf2/?utm_medium=tumblr

[dojacatedit]

i’m bacckkk

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[iwaasfairy]

i did miss u yes :(

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I’m bACK BABY IM BACCKKK