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i-am-bitterly-jittery · 11 months
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Every time I open my ODD doc I look at the word count and wonder how I got here
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loganslowdown4 · 9 months
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Incorrect Quotes
January - April 2024
Balloon Volunteer
Terrible, Face-Wise (prinxiety)
Anxceit Bonding (platonic)
Truth or Dare: Logan’s Choice (loceit logince)
Shampoo
Cold Clammy Hands
Sides Play Monopoly
Patton Time Capsule
Patton’s Birthday
Sleep’s Birthday
Learning Good Manners
In-A-Cent
No Swearing
Tell Your Crush
Doing Me (Moceit)
Zero Stars (Logince Week ‘24 Day 1)
Revenge (Logince Week ‘24 Day 2)
Adventure & Romance (Logince Week ’24 Day 3
Writers Block (Logince Week ’24 Day 4)
Phone Genius (Logince Week ’24 Day 5)
Tell The Time (Logince Week ’24 Day 6)
I Was Really Proud (Logince Week ’24 Day 7)
I’m An Idiot
Amuse Douche
I’m Cute (Jan’s Birthday)
Roman’s Star (logince)
Go Outside
He Likes Mysterious Guys (logince)
What’s Your type (roceit)
Exercise
Evil Self
Old Married Couple (prinxiety)
I’m Awake
Eat Food Off Each Other (logince)
Try Not To Laugh
Twin Mystery Agency
Please A Woman
Body Hug
Greatest Strength
Language Wish
Working Late (logince)
Pink Confetti (Intrulogical)
Red Ear Lies (prinxiety)
Pet Names (dukexiety)
Buns Joke
Garbage CAN
Adorably Mad
Crushed Emotion
Puzzle Club
Eating Emotions
No Judgements (Demus)
Can’t Make Me Scream
Do you…?
Friendship Ending Move
Social Experiment (Minutes In A Year)
Whoopsie
Drug Sniffing Dog
Truth or Dare (analogical)
Fighting or Flirting (roceit)
Are You A Painting (Intrulogical)
In A Boat (Moceit)
I’m Thirsty (logince)
I’m Thirsty Comic
Life Is Hard
Sleep Ideas
After Me (moceit)
Pringles
Triple Do The Thing
Get Undressed for Science
Desperate Sluts
How Do You Sleep At Night
Good & Okay (intruality)
Pinocchio Paradox
Hero Senses
Looking for Clothes (Intrulogical)
Just A Little Attention
Bad Remus
New Book
Survey
Easy MetaKnight
Peaches
Get Me A Drink
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What Is The ACTUAL Most Underrated Ship In Sanders Sides?
So, I’ve seen lists of “the most underrated ships in Sanders Sides”. All valid takes, but do they have a SCIENTIFIC BASIS?
Today, I’m going to go onto ao3 and list the number of fics for each pairing to determine the TRUE most underrated ship in the Sanders Sides fandom!
Two quick notes:
1. I’ll be sticking to two person ships because if we list all of the OT3+ in the fandom we’ll be here for days.
2. I will be excluding a certain ship. You know which one it is. It’s not going to be involved in this post.
3. Obviously, what is true on ao3 may not be true on all platforms. Also, this is not an official study, but rather a twenty minute frantic google search. So..disclaimer.
So, without further ado, the rankings!
We’re ranking from 14 being least underrated to 1 being most underrated:
14. Prinxiety, at 4,085 fics. This is a surprise to absolutely no one.
13. Logicality, at 3,251 fics. Glasses husbands!
12. Analogical stans have often discussed how they are the most underrated ship. Perhaps that is true on Tumblr, but on ao3? They’re the third most popular at 1,842 fics!
11. Logince, at 1,590 fics. My Logince heart is singing.
Logince forever, my friends (and enemies). Logince forever.
10. Moxiety, at 1,290 fics.
9. Royality, at 1,166 fics. Royality is the rarest out of the original, pre-CLBG ships, so it deserves a gold star.
8. Dukeceit, at 1,005 fics. CRIME HUSBANDS!!!
7. Roceit, at 847 fics. Odd. Roceit doesn’t feel at all underrated on Tumblr.
6. Anxceit, at 733 fics, and I am running out of quips. 
5. Intrulogical, at 726 fics.
Come on, guys. We need more of all of these ships, but definitely more Intrulogical!
4. Moceit, at 643 fics. Really reminds you of how recent the Moceit renaissance was.
3. Loceit, at 473 fics. Bronze medal!
2. Dukexiety, at 358 fics. The Halloween boyfriends take silver!
1. And the most underrated, the least written, the official smallest ship is....
Intruality, at only 273 fics!!!
You know, it’s studies like these that remind me that this fandom, as big as it seems, can be kind of small sometimes. 
If you take anything from this post, it’s this:
Go out and make content. Even if you think it’s “bad” or “cringy”, it’s still content that wasn’t there before! Good writers and artists don’t spring up in cabbage patches. They’re created by practice, and what better way to practice than by making art about characters you love? 
Write. Make stuff. When you need a break, take a break. Have fun creating!
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loganofthenorth · 2 years
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Hey there! Allow me to introduce myself.
My name’s Tasha, I also go by Lady North, Lucy Fern, Magie Magic, Penny Emmans, and other names on the Internet.
I’m a writer, I write original stories and fan fics. I have ADHD, so unless I’m getting interaction for my stories, it can be hard to finish them.
So, I decided, in order to enjoy writing more, I should have people request different plots/prompts/etc so that I know they’ll want to read them!
Here’s a tier list I made that should give you a basic idea of what I may or may not be willing to write.
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Things I’ll write fan fic for:
- Sanders Sides
(I’m willing to do most ships, but I’ll only do Logicality/Intruality in AUs, I’ll be very picky about Anxceit/Moxiety, and I will not under any circumstances do r*mr*m.)
- The House in the Cerulean Sea
(Not as experienced writing fan fiction for this story but this is my favourite book and it would be fun to write stuff for it. I’ll edit this with my limits in the future.)
- Owl House
(Ships I’ll write: Lumity, Huntlow, Hunter x Gus x Willow, and Eda x Raine.)
- Disney Classics
(I’ll edit this later with my limits in the future)
- Percy Jackson
(I’ve only read the first book so far but I will gladly write about mythological creatures running a store or AUs with the first book characters or something along those lines)
- Harry Potter
(Been awhile since I’ve written Harry Potter fan fiction due to issues with JK Rowling. I will usually write fix it fics for Harry Potter. I will not ship adults with children, and I will not ship Death Eaters with main characters (this includes Snape but doesn’t include Draco.) Will gladly do non cannon Marauders, non cannon next gen AUs, OC AUs, etc as well as AU with the characters from the series.)
- Pokemon
(I've always wanted to write a Pokémon journey but never got to it. Most likely won't write a romance plot for Pokemon.)
I might add more fandoms as time goes on.
I also write original stories too if you want to request one!
Rules:
I won’t do sm*t
Please be respectful to me
I may take creative liberty with your prompt or not write exactly what you had in mind
I might reject requests if they make me uncomfortable or save them for another time if I don’t feel like writing the request at the moment
I’m doing this for free so please have patience with me, I’m doing this for fun, social interaction, and to get validation for my skills
I might not accept requests if I feel overwhelmed, or I might save them for later
More rules may be added later
I will also design book covers!
I’m not a professional but I got a lot of practice so I may not make exactly what you have in mind but if you tell me what you want I can give you a few to choose from! Again I will do this for free so please be patient with me.
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patt-off · 3 years
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for send a fandom: sanders sides!
Favorite character: uhh probably patton janus or virgil but i honestly don’t know lol
Least Favorite character: shit bro i dunno ig let’s go with thomas??? no offense dude but i dunno
5 Favorite ships: logicality (wow who knew) roceit, anxceit, dukexiety, prinxiety
Character I find most attractive: no💙
Character I would marry: no 💙
Character I would be best friends with: me and patton would probably get along really well and we’d have the same names lol
a random thought: gay
An unpopular opinion: i really hope the orange side is not logan or anything along those lines (i can go on if anyone even cares
My Canon OTP: well there’s literally only one canon ship but honestly tho, nico my beloved 💜
My Non-canon OTP: logicality (wow)
Most Badass Character: i dunno bout you but logan is the only correct answer
Most Epic Villain: well there isn’t exactly a villain ig but the closest you would get is remus, who’s well, remus
Pairing I am not a fan of: light side x remus and logince, they ain’t bad i’m just not a fan tbh
Character I feel the writers screwed up (in one way or another): if it’s screwed up as in plot-wise then literally everyone, they need help badly
Favourite Friendship: dark sides being besties
Character I most identify with: hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm i wonder (patton)
Character I wish I could be: nobody becuase theyre all mentally fucked up and i don’t need that rn lol
send me a fandom ship or character
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cheseyre · 4 years
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good news, sluts! my brain's no longer being completely stupid (only mostly), i've seen the new asides and...have some thought-y thot thoughts:
*deep inhale*
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Okay, first things first: this art style is soooo fucking cUTE and I'm a jealous, squealing bitch. Anyone who knows who the artist is, could you link me to them, stat? I think Thomas mentioned them at the beginning of the ep, but nYeh, brain hurt, doesn't wanna do wooork-
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Okay, I'll admit, I was a little...apprehensive when I first saw the thumbnail and title. Part of it's just me being a bitter Remus Stan, but also...okay, deep breaths, controversial opinion time, get ready:
I don't ship Prinxiety.
Like, at all. 
I can see the appeal, and these dorks were so very, VERY cute in this particular ep, but I was honestly turned off by the ship long ago due to how overwhelmingly popular it is and how some fans characterize these two and treat this relationship as if it's the only valid one, y'know, the works—slight tangent, but that's also why I don't ship Logicality or Remile. I honestly vibe much better with ships like Roceit or Analogical, y'know?
Cutting in for another brief tangent: I'm surprisingly okay with Demus/Dukeceit/Receit/Trashnoodle/Whatever-Their-Ship-Name-Is-Oh-God-Why-Do-They-Have-So-Many-Fucking-Names; maybe it's cause they haven't actually interacted in canon and the fan content gives me such good Gay Disney Villain content, idk man im weird—).
Still, their interactions were both hilarious and sweet and like I said, I see the appeal, it's just not my cup of tea. y'all Prinxiety fans got fucking FED and I'm happy for you nerds. Enjoy ze happy boys!
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I guess another factor in my...low-key hesitance when I first saw what the ep was about is that...okay, get ready, another controversial opinion, le gasp: well, I'm not a big Virgil fan. In fact, at times, he swaps places with Patton as my least favorite sides—especially with some of his recent behavior in eps like DWIT (the "prohibit your breathing comment" really triggered me, for example). Sometimes, his attitude, especially around other sides like Roman or Janus, reminds me a little too much of my sister, who I don't have...a very good relationship with. Add to that how the more...intense side of the fandom has a disturbing tendency to turn him into the 'uwu precious woobie emo baby who can do no wrong' while unnecessarily villainizing other CERTAIN sides in the process, and...I think you all see where I'm going with this little rant 😅
However, upon actually watching the ep, he wasn't...that bad? I don't think? I enjoyed watching him be a flustered, disaster-y mess and genuinely excited at the end, his interactions with Roman were nice enough, and him literally pushing Thomas to make a move with Nico despite his obvious panic attack was a nice moment of genuine character development. I like seeing that, that's the good shit right there. And him being all flustered and shit, and smiling so much at the end of the vid was just...well, adorable. This man has no fucking right to be this cute, my god
alsoooo 
pURPLE EYESHADOW
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PURPLE EYESHADOW HE LOOKS?? SO GOOD?? WTF?? SLAY EMO, SLAAAAAAAY FUCK, DOES THIS MEAN I HAVE TO CHANGE MY HALLOWEEN COSTUME NOW?
alsoooo 
hAPPY ROMAN
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YESSSSS~ MAH BOI MAH SON MAH DUMB BITCH HIMBO PRINCE MAH EXTRA MESSY CINNAMON ROLL
ITS  BEEN SO  LONG
AND HIS LITTLE HEART EYES THROUGHOUT THE VID, OH MY GOD-
IMMA JUST IGNORE THAT "ADDING [MISTAKE] TO THE LIST" COMMENT I AM LOOKING AWAY I DO NOT SEE IT LALALALALA
THOMATHY, SIR, YOU HAVE NO RIGHT MAKING THESE TWO GAY IDIOTS SO BAEBY
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Okay, but Virgil not realizing that "cyberstalking in real life" is literally just stalking is both a big ass mood and further proof that, yes, Logan is indeed the only one holding the braincell out of this disaster of a lot. God help them all if he ducks out in the next ep.
👀
And Thomas x Trash Can is my new OTP.  I dub thee ✨ "Trashmas" ✨
we sTAN TRASHMAS
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Wait, does that mean Remus actually WAS in the ep? Cause, y'know, trash man?
hmmm
👀 👀 
Okay, okay. 
With how much Virgil and Roman were going off about Thomas constantly lying, I was (understandably) a tad bit disappointed my snek son didn't even make a fucking cameo, but y'know what? In hindsight, I'm okay with this it's fineee~
He was just off playing with shadow puppets and stealing money from us desperate, content-starved peasants with his sheer extra-ness and, honestly? Gotta respect the hustle. 
Get that precious, precious coin, dapper snake! Wring us poor losers dryyyy!
*evil snek laugh*
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Also, this is a breather ep and adding Janus in probably would've caused unnecessary drama with the Roceit breakup and the constant antagonism between Virgil and him. It probably would've distracted from the point of the ep (flirting with social anxiety, exactly what it says in the tin)—much like it wasn't really Virgil or Remus's place to show up during POF. Does that make sense? I think it makes sense. Sorry, brain going brr-
Still, I can't believe the "Fuck Janus Sanders" Club is actually canon now 😂
God, first Patton in a skirt and now this. 
Thomas Sanders, you delight in fucking feEDING this gremlin nest of a fanbase, don’t you? You RELISH our screams of joy and pain and suffering, dON’T YOU?
What's next, actual canonical Janus and Remus interaction? Patton saying the fuck word? The Dragon Witch comes back? Janus's bowler hat gains sentience and takes over the world, Doris-style? What do you have planned, Thomas? Joan? WHAT ART THOU PLANNING, I MUST KNOW YOU HEATHENS YOU FIENDS-
And Virgil's little "would it be fair to him" comment, tho.
👀
Like, I get in the context of the ep, he was likely talking about Nico and how it wouldn’t be good for a potential relationship with Tomas to be founded on lies, but still...my anxceit heart aches, man. 
Gimme that sweet, sweet angst with a side of mutual regret and possible future reconciliation and maybe something more wink wink nudge nudge on top, pls
...and fries.
Honestly, tho, that entire bathroom monologue was fucking beautiful, man. And relatable, too—i can't tell you how many times I've talked to myself in public restrooms because I just didn't know how to get the words I wanted to say out. It's...kind of embarrassing, tbh
Speaking of embarrassing, uh, crying stall guy.
Just...
Crying Stall Guy
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Like, I was expecting someone to come out the bathroom stall after Thomas stopped talking, but...I honestly wasn't expecting that. God, that whole scene was so cringe worthy and fucking hilarious
Honestly, Thomas in the ep in general was a huge ass mOOD and we collective gay/bi disasters ALL related with him, and if you say you don't, you're either lying to yourself or a demon. 
There is no in between 
sorry I don't make the rules
Like, I get this series is literally a gay disaster talking to himself for thirty minutes or longer, but like- EMPHASIS on the 'disaster' part 😂
Like...Thomas, you're lucky you're such a goddamn bean, because GOD, I cringing so hard when he first started talking to Nico
Although, I too have apologized profusely for genuine mistakes and am a flustered bi mess around my crush sooo
😅
And god, Roman's "thirty = old man" jokes made me feel old...and I literally just turned twenty, like, come on, man!
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Maybe that's because I was literally watching this ep after finishing my ACT and had been sitting with a bunch of high schoolers, with their tiny fucking desks and tiny fucking water fountains smeh
*clears throat*
Anyways, uh, we STAN Nico Pintrovert Florés in this house
Like
He gives me such big Carlos from WTNV vibes for some reason and this makes me sooo happy
and YESS, he's a WRITER
And he's??? So sweet?? A pure bean?? Just sits on his laptop at the mall food court all day, like a god-fucking iCON?? A Nightmare Before Christmas fan?? weARS GLASSES??
my hEART
*cries*
The fandom seems torn between "Nicomas" and "Karrot Kings" as a ship name atm—personally speaking, I'm casting my vote for the latter
*crosses fingers* please dont be another janus x remus multiple ship name issue guys, please please please I can't keep track of them all-
*clears throat*
On that note, I'm guess I'm gonna go try and whoo over my crush with carrots now. If THIS disaster can do it and make it actually fucking work, god damnit, so cAN I
Meanwhile, in hell, my brain's just screaming "CANON LOVE INTEREST CANON LOVE INTEREST CANON LOVE INTEREST-"
God, I hope Nico isn't just a one-shot character, he's too pure and Thomas and him are adorable gay Disney fans and I stan
Oh, I wonder how the other sides'll react to him.
Wait.
Oh god.
Oh god.
This ep just unleashed a new fresh hell of potential Nico x Sides ships, hasn't it?
Welp, time to prepare for ze incoming flood of fanfics, I guess. I'll get my umbrella and rain boots.
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That last shot of Virgil during the endcard was so fucking ominous oh my god mom im scared can you come pick me up-
Goddammit, Thomas and Joan, I'm NOT fucking ready to be traumatized again, fUCK
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I wish I wasn't a broke ass university student so I could contribute to Thomas's gloriously extra Patreon—both so I can support my favorite content creators who make this amazing blessed content and also, to join my boi Janus in fucking  destroying society by giving money to the people who actually deserve it, fuck YOU GOVERNMENT-
Okay. 
Okay. 
New headcanon time as to why Patton, Remus, and Logan weren't in the ep: they were helping Jan film that Patreon promotional video. 
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Like
Remus directed it, Logan helped with the lighting and script, and Patton was just there as the cheerleader. 
The reason Janus made a dog with shadow puppets wasn't just to flaunt his deity status and prove how he is truly above us mere wretched mortals 
despite that being the absolute truth and we all know it, don't lie to yourselves
No, it was really him trying to do something cute and silly for Patton, because Moceit rights, daMMIT
*inhales*
noww 
guys, gals, and nonbinary pals
it’s time forr
the most wonderful time of the yearrr
WAITING FOR THE NEXT EPISODE
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Step right up, folks! Hear ye, hear ye, my prediction for the next episode: Prinxiety v. Moceit! With special guest stars: Karrot Kings vibing in adorable gay and Intrulogical, bitter at being excluded aGAIN
Who will win? Who will lose? 
here’s a hint: we all will because in this sick twisted game they are no winners only losers-
Place your bets, folks! ✨
Haha im not readyyy~
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tl;dr
this episode has cleared my skin, watered my crops, and ended my suffering—an adorable calm before the... angsty fucking shitstorm that’s coming far too soon. Prinxiety stans, enjoy your food. Place an 'F' in the chat for me and my fellow grieving Remus stans. Trashmas is the true OTP, but Karrot Kings is cute too I guess. I've only had Nico Florés for 24 minutes, but if anything happens to him, I'll kill everyone in this room and then myself. Purple eyeshadow Virgil makes me question my sexuality aGAIN, and happy gay disney prince rights y'all. Say a big ole 'fuck you' to capitalism by giving your local dapper snake moneys. Concussion makes brain go brr and imma go buy some carrots and be gay now.
psst hey @quarantinevibes2020​ you wanna join me in being disaster-y? i’ll bring my best gay stare and you bring the wine
Until next time, my lovelies! ~ Ches 🖤
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dramaticsnakes · 4 years
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hey can we take a second to appreciate your fics because I know I always say you're a talented writer but I don't talk about it as much as you deserve. like, your stories? they're original and cute and well-written and honestly it's admirable.
the time loop fic? I remember that was the first fic I read of yours, and I was mad at school because it wouldn't let me finish it and I wanted to keep reading 'cause it was such a cool and creative idea. it was just great.
and the moceit ones? fluffy 🥺. I loved them sm 🥺🥺
the royality one? damn if i thought the moceit ones were the cutest thing you had written, I was wrong.
the anxceit one? gosh, I know you said that the idea was basically the same as the time loop one but the way it was written was simply fantastic.
the qpp moxiety one? gosh, reading a fic of my favorite ship written by you was something I loved. you made it adorable and so so so amazing.
and I also want to talk about AA! because holy fuck it's such a great fic and the amount of dedication that must have gone into it is insane and I just. admire you. a lot. ~♡
AJSKDJSGKLJDSKL Aaaaaaaaaaah 🥺
This makes me incredibly happy heart anon asjdklkal. God, you’re so nice. I’m really really glad you enjoyed reading my fics jasdklfgjl.  🥺🥺 I appreciate this (and you) so so much! Thank you 🥺
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little-kat07 · 4 years
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https://the-cheese-writes.tumblr.com/post/641923897671991296/flower-crowns-anxceit
This is some fanart based on THIS FANFIC^ 
I absolutely loved this writing piece, it was short and bittersweet and anxceit has SO MUCH ANGST POTENTIAL so I had to draw something for it!
@the-cheese-writes I think this is the writer’s user.
Anyway, THIS IS NOT JANUS’S BIRTHDAY THING! This is way too angsty to be his birthday thing. Snek’s birthday is TOMORROW, (wednesday) and I’m already working on something for that. Just thought I would post this while I can.
@thatsthat24 because I can lmao-
(technically at the end of the fic Janus was holding a daisy, but I thought a purple flower would better fit it, I hope that’s okay)
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35 Q’s for Fanfic Writers
From this post
I’m having a shitty, rude alter-y, crap night so I’m just going to answer all of these to distract myself and focus and to not bother anybody just making my own post and putting it under the cut btw, notice to anyone not aware: since I’m moving I won’t likely be updating anything until I’m done doing so.
1. From one to five stars, how would you rate your writing?  (No downplaying yourself!) 3/5? Could use more editing and description and can be weirdly paced.
2. Why do you write fanfiction? Because it’s better than focusing on pain 24/7. 
3. What do you think makes your writing stand out from other works? I don’t seem to have a specific narrative voice that people recognize but I’m pretty proud of mostly organic dialogue. 
4. Are there any writers that inspire you? as a rule i never look up to anybody for inspiration but there’s some stuff in my ao3 bookmarks I fawn over.
5. What’s the fic you’re most proud of? Right now, none of them. It changes normally, anyway. If get too proud then I’d get my ass kicked by RSD if someone didn’t like it so it’s safer this way
6. What element of writing do you find comes easily? Dialogue. 
7. What element of writing do you struggle with most? Organic description, poetic language kind of stuff. I can paint a scene but I’m not so great with bring out out a feeling with description alone.
8. Which character(s) do you find easiest to write? Janus and Virgil are probably tied. They both have things I struggle with but I don’t have to go back and do much adjusting of language and tone with them. Though admittedly my Virgil is signifigantly more foul-mouthed than canon and I tend to prefer pre-AA feral asshole Virgil.
9. Which character(s) do you find most difficult to write? Patton. I write him the least, so people can probably tell. I love Patton, I really do, but it’s so hard to keep away from fanon Patton. 
10. What’s your favorite genre to write for? Angst w/ H/C obviously. Or if you’re talking about regular book genres, Fantasy. I fucking love fantasy world building.
11. Who or what do you find yourself writing about most? Trauma. I blame Daeram. As if Ayri isn’t a giant Angst Demon.
12. Tell us about a WIP you’re excited about. Slopes. I’m really into it. I’ve got three one shots running right now. Patrons can read the first part of the unnamed cat remus one, there’s also a coffeeshop au tropey nonsense one like eglantine & lycoris, but Slopes is addiction angst. Mmmmm. Virgil is addicted to coke and alcohol and will listening to his friends even be in time? Who knows, especially not me, but there’s already over 30k. 
13. First fandom you ever wrote for? InuYasha. Or was it Harry Potter? Or shit, The Blue Sword? Fuck, I’ve been writing for a long time, I really have no idea.
14. What’s your favorite fandom to write for? Sanders Sides. The characters are the perfect dynamic for writing since they exist in balance of each other and the popular, easy to project on archetypes featured are incredibly fun to do basically any scenario with.
15. What’s the weirdest fandom you’ve ever written for? Weird storywise? Kingdom Hearts? I can’t even follow the plot anymore. Weird Fandomwise? Sanders Sides. Its simultainiously the fluffiest and angstiest nonsense at the same time.
16. Any guilty pleasure trope(s)? Vampires. Gay ones. Gay Vampires. I also love calm tol and angy smol.
17. A trope you’ll never, ever write for. Any tropes that normalize incredibly toxic behaviour or tropes that are inherantly ableist, but I can’t think of any.
18. Wildest fic you’ve ever written? Incorrigible continues to be complete nonsense.
19. Do you prefer canon-compliant, AUs, or something in-between? AUs. I mean closest I even have is canon-divergence other than a single short.
20. Gen fic or shippy stuff? I like it when there is gay nonsense along with a plot that is treated as more important than the relationship the most. But I like both. There’s more shippy stuff in tss so i read more shipping action by default.
21. Favorite pairing to write for? (platonic or romantic!) Anxceit/Sleepxiety, but in general, give me darksides or give me death/j
22. Do you listen to anything while you write? Almost everything I write has a special playlist I listen to to help me write it, but otherwise I listen to my Nyan playlist, an alter is picking the tunes, or a voidfam playlist. I never have music off. When my internet is down I just listen to the songs I own or Anxiety’s theme on loop.
23. Do you prefer prompts and challenges, or completely independent ideas? I’m fine with all of them. I love working with prompts but I tend to deviate. And I’ve never done a challenge since I can’t do deadlines and bad things happen bingo never sent me a card and I applied three times.
24. One-shots or multi-chaptered works? I am generally multi-chaptered stuff, but I’ve been working on a few one-shots lately that are much longer than most one shots.
25. Have you ever daydreamed about side adventures/spin-offs from your fic? Tell us about them! I was originally thinking of doing some little 13-year-old Dreaming!Roman (y’know, the one with a job) shorts but it turns out I just had an alter of that little bastard and that’s why I inexplicably know more about him then I ever even considered. I still might do them after Dreaming is done. But that’s paced so slowly who knows when that might happen. Otherwise I put stuff in my notes and just do shorts of it if I’m like “oh you know what’s cool???” but since I can’t daydream maybe this question doesn’t apply to me.
26. Is there anything you’ve wanted to write, but you’ve been too scared to try? I want to do more autism stuff, and I’ve had it demanded a few times, but I’m scared of being that explict about it for some reason. Possibly because I might be, possibly because I’m scared of doing it wrong even though I’ve accidentally coded multiple characters autistic. I’m scared of explictly tagging them as such, too. 
27. What’s the nicest comment you’ve ever received? That I can remember off the top of my head? I’m going with one from @a-genz-with-trauma-and-kins. It really helped me out and was just so kind and literally the best christmas gift I got in 2020. 
28. How well do you handle criticism when it comes to your writing? I can handle it alright but Daeram is a little fucking pissbaby about it. Constructive criticism helps people get better, so I appreciate it. I can’t handle critism that is incomplete, though. “i just don’t get it” or “I don’t know I don’t like it” kind of things. If I can’t understand the why to fix it then things get out of control. And then I spiral and RSD for like four days minimum. If it came from an anon or a troll, too, It might not bother me for as long. Things that are just like “this is shit and you should feel bad” just make me laugh. Couldn’t even bother to read it long enough to insult me proper? I don’t care.
29. Have you ever gone outside of your comfort zone for a fic? How did it turn out? I have a few times. Mostly in shorts and prompts, I think. I think they turned out okay. They’re not particularly inspired or anything.
30. Tooth-rotting fluff or merciless angst? Depends on my mood. Am I triggered? give me the fluff. Am I vibin? Angst. 
31. Do you have any OCs? Tell us about them! Fuck, fam, no, I can’t, I have so many. I have multiple original stories and some of them have very large casts and like holy fuck. Or do you mean in Sanders Sides fandom? Um, Morgan and Thorn in PD. The lesbian and her himbo dynamic. I love them. They’re dorks. Morgan is strong person with sharp tongue and soft romantic heart and Thorn is just so kind and so dumb and so exciteable he’s like a puppy. They were just filler characters and I got attached to them. Felton even gets redemption for being an ass later in PD, like oof i never intended to include so much OC content, especially for names I just picked randomly. 
32. Summarize a random fic of yours in 10 words or less. nope I’m doing all of them because these are fun plea for my new self: 2 gay vampires, 4 humans, 1 braincell dreaming while I wake: trauma child needs therapy and so do you break: big oof, oh dragons, oh why, go virgil go rebuild: virgil is so not okay there’s more virgil to deal painful death: gay teens drink themselves into a new religion stargazing: whoops we didn’t realize people actually cared whole castle: everyone will throw down for kid!patton, even you incorrigible: found family with a shot of psychological horror and crack dangerous instincts: wholesome crime syndacite action  slopes: addict gets mugged and thinks that’s just fine with him conflagration: logan avoids everything ever like a champ cat!remus: bored fae shifts gay pining from one person to another  caffeine cyptids: caffinated gay panic goes faster than regular gay panic eglantine & lycoris: more tropes than you can toss a shoe at storytime: overpowered virgil also overreacts literally always
33. Is there anything you wish your audience knew about your writing or writing process? an alter and I write together and I have absolutely no idea what’s going to happen, what I’m writing about, or even what year it is. I often don’t even remember what I wrote. There’s no outline. I have an idea and I pick things at random for it. There’s just notes and an evil gleam in a demon’s eye. The only reason I know more than readers is because I take a long time to edit and some of these stories have fucking alters up in my head who can tell me things. Daeram tells me nothing. The writing demon supposedly has all this knowledge but I have absolutely no clue because he does not talk to me, he just fronts and slams out 9k in a few hours or we cofront to write and I’m like “oh no she didn’t” while typing 
34. Copy and paste an excerpt you’re particularly fond of. i’m fond of the entire painful death series and I tried to find something I really liked without spoilers in stargazing and I couldn’t so here’s a random thing from incorrigble: “So, what do you do with your friends?” Patton continued on with a megawatt smile. “Grand larceny,” Virgil deadpanned and glared at Patton, who was taken aback. Remy and Andy just broke out laughing while Virgil tentatively sipped his still-too-hot-cocoa. 
35. Ramble about any fic-related thing you want!  slopes my dudes slopes i have learned so much about cocaine! like wow! I thought for a minute it was going to end with MCD around 30k but it swtiched from whump to hurt/comfort and I still don’t know if it’s going to be MCD but look at that funky little coke/alcohol addict go, it’s a medical wonder he’s alive! It’s not like there’s what seems to be a little talked about interaction between alcohol and cocaine that causes a toxic chemical to build up in the liver which can result in liver failure and sudden death at basically any moment! Which is part of why it may result in MCD but this time no ghosts! maybe it’ll be h/c with whump elements or maybe it’ll be whump with h/c elements we can’t know for sure
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On Death's Doorstep (pt 35/?)
[<First],,,,[<Prev],[Next>] [ODD Masterlist]
Word count: 1231
Rating: Teen
Pairings: Anxceit, platonic Loceit
Warnings: unhealthy family dynamics
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Logan was feeling… conflicted.  
On the one hand, he had done it. Not only had he conquered death, but he had his daughter back in his life, and she knew who he was.  
On the other hand, Remy hated him.  
And of course, on some level he understood where she was coming from, he hadn’t been around to raise her, he was a supervillain, he had inadvertently made her incapable of escaping building collapse, and he had technically experimented on her without her consent, but none of that changed that he was her father. He loved her, everything he did — as an inventor, as a supervillain, as a scientist — had been for her, whether he’d known it at the time or not.  
Still, she hated him. She wanted to stay with Virgil rather than with him — which, if Logan thought about it with his rational mind, made sense; Virgil was a superhero and a public figure; children in the city had been encouraged to go to him if they needed help for years.   
The rational part of Logan’s mind, however, was not currently in charge, a fact that was further exacerbated by the knowledge that his mother, through little fault of her own, was incapable of giving him the privacy he needed to work through his thoughts and feelings.  
“You just need to give her time, dear,” Barbra told him over breakfast, grating at his already frayed nerves by turning his thoughts into their topic of conversation. For several days now, Logan had been feeling like a teenager again, his thoughts open for public discussion — he was well versed in sidestepping his mother’s abilities, yes, but one could hardly spend their entire day focusing on Windows 95 screensavers.  
“She likes Janus more than me,” Logan pointed out petulantly. Normally, he would not admit his petty feelings out loud, but saying them rather than thinking them at least gave him the illusion of sharing information of his own accord. “They are a supervillain just the same as I am. The twins I could understand as they have no plans or ambitions past acquiring pretty things and having a good time, but Janus is functionally no different than me!” 
“They didn’t come with confusing labels for Remy to wrap her head around,” Barbra said. “They’re a supervillain and a random stranger; you’re a supervillain, a random stranger, and her estranged father that she doesn’t remember. She needs time.” 
Logan frowned. His mother had had dinner with the rest of the household the previous night, which was nice insofar as it gave Logan a small reprise to think, but terrible because he could now add her to the list of people Remy liked better than him.  
Barbra’s face softened before twisting up in surprise. “Oh!” 
Before Logan could ask her what she had seen — and he knew that she had seen something — there was a frantic knocking at the door. Knowing that whoever was waiting on the other side was the source of his mother’s surprise — distress? — Logan went to answer it without questioning his mother further.  
On the other side, he found Janus, practically doubled over from exertion.  
“Janus–” 
“Virgil’s gone,” they panted, thrusting a paper into Logan’s chest.  
Logan would question them further, but his mother was there, leading Janus into a chair and handing them a glass of water before he could even begin to form a follow up question. Virgil? Gone? With his cuffs removed he certainly had the means to leave, but why would he? 
Belatedly, Logan remembered the paper Janus had given him, he unfolded it to find a hand-written note. Whoever had written it had remarkably neat handwriting, with only faint lines where the writer had foregone picking their pen up all the way between letters betraying the writer’s anxiety.  
Dear Janus, 
I’m sorry about leaving this way, but I hope you can understand that I had to… 
The letter went on to describe how Virgil’s fathers had been kidnapped by a supervillain, how Virgil had been almost certain that this was a trap that had been laid for him, and how he hoped Janus would look after Patton until he returned. The only thing that suggested that Virgil did not think he would come back was the section where he implored Janus to give Patton the letter Virgil had written for him when they felt he was old enough.  
Logan stared at the letter for a moment longer.  
“You have already checked Roman’s apartment?” He finally asked, certain he already knew the answer. There was a feeling building up in Logan’s chest that he could not identify, but he did not enjoy it.  
“Dread,” Barbra said, softly so as to not interrupt Janus. 
“I did, Patton was thankfully still asleep, but Remy was awake. Virgil left her a letter too, explaining that he’d gone.” 
“Right…” The gears in Logan’s brain were turning, he didn’t have quite the full picture yet, but regrouping in Roman’s apartment seemed like the best course of action; have everyone all together both to plan their next steps and to look after Patton when he inevitably learned that he was — at least temporarily — down now two fathers. “Mother, if you could–” 
“Already on it, dear,” Barbra assured him, slipping out of the apartment to go wake the twins.  
“Janus,” Logan started once she was gone. “I believe it would be best if we moved this downstairs.” 
“He didn’t even try to ask for help,” Janus said, they had finished catching their breath from the climb up to Logan’s apartment, but Logan now realized that they were having a greater emotional response than he had anticipated. “Why didn’t he ask for help? I would have dropped everything to help him.” 
“I–” Logan started before deciding that honesty would be a better tactic. “The first thing that you need to remember about most superheroes is that they are, at their core, self-sacrificing idiots — that is how they became superheroes — and the second thing you need to remember, this time about Virgil specifically, is that a dangerous combination of too strong a hero-complex, and too little self-worth, have made him incredibly easy to manipulate, even if he knows that it is happening.” 
“Why is he like this?” Janus groaned, barely paying attention to Logan at all.  
“I do not know, but either way, I believe it would be best that we do not leave Remy on her own when Patton wakes up.” 
“Shit, Patton!” Janus lurched to their feet. “I don’t know how to be a parent!” 
“We can cross that bridge if we come to it,” Logan assured them, gently coaxing them towards the door. “But if it does come to that, you are hardly alone, and I assure you, Patton is quite fond of you.” 
“Logan,” Janus gasped, turning their full attention on Logan for the first time since handing him Virgil’s letter. Logan had never seen his friend quite so uncertain in their eight years of friendship.  
“I know, Janus,” he said, placing a steadying hand on Janus’s shoulder. “But we will fix this. We will get Virgil back.” 
Virgil was a part of their family now. Janus had certainly started the process by insisting that they keep him, but Logan had finished it by asking for Virgil’s help and figuratively laying himself bare before the hero. They would get him back.  
~~~END~~~
I've had this done for like a week now, but I thought the chapter was going to keep going so I didn't post it. But as it turns out the next part makes more sense as Janus POV and I think it was gonna get kinda long, so it's two separate chapters now
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anti-virgil · 4 years
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My apologies that the abusive Anxceit fic is taking so long, I'm having Logan play a bigger role than I first intended and I'm actually doing research! So yeah, sorry.
"Doing research" wh....why do you need to do research..... I'm so scared, that's never a good sign for angst writers djdjdjjd
Also, please take as long as you need!
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ambersky0319 · 5 years
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Sanders Sides Masterpost
Links to all the sanders sides fanfictions that I’ve posted here!
These are in order by ships(although stories with multiple chapters will be at the top)
Also, as a side note, some stories I couldn’t find because I was an idiot who didn’t tag them with my tags, or they’re just not showing up when I try to find them. So! Apologies about that! If you find any that aren’t here, please let me know so I can add them! ^^
Notice: I’m no longer in the Sanders Sides fandom, and I have no intention of ever returning to the fandom. However! I decided to post all my fics on AO3 so if you would rather read there without having to go through a bunch of links (like me when I want to look back at my old work), I’m slowly working my way through all these fics and uploading them. You can access the series with all the fics here! 
Corrupted(On hold/discontinued): Chapter One | Chapter Two | Chapter Three | Chapter Four | Chapter Five | Chapter Six | Chapter Seven | Chapter Eight | Chapter Nine | Chapter Ten | Chapter Eleven | Chapter Twelve | Chapter Thirteen | Chapter Fourteen | Chapter Fifteen | Chapter Sixteen | Chapter Seventeen | Chapter Eighteen | Chapter Nineteen | Chapter Twenty | Chapter Twenty-One | 
You’re Something Else(On hold/discontinued): Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four | Part Five | 
Sinking Fate(On hold/discontinued): Chapter One | Chapter Two | 
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Prinxiety: Rainy Day | Dearest | Torn | 
Roceit: Wondrous Stars | Snake Charmer | Quality Time | The Prince’s Dance | I Promise | “I Love You...” | I’ll Protect You | Something Beautiful | My Sweet | Starlit Sky | Movie Night | Rough Day | Apologies | 
Intrulogical: Somewhere Only We Know | Secret Love | A Writer’s Pride | You're Absolutely Fascinating | It's You | Out of Hand | Out of Hand pt. 2 | Sea of Love | Hidden Love | Runaway | A Day Worth Remembering | My Galaxy | Looking At You | Cuddles and Crofters | Popping a Question | Void | One Week Left | My Moonstone | “Oblivious” and Obvious | Hold Me Closer | Beloveds and Bears | Bad Things | 
Dukeceit: Stay, please? | Sugar | 
Logicality: The Boy I've Loved for Years | 
Logince: Monochromatic | Overtime | Gift of the Heart | Blush Boy * | Tasty Love | Into the Night | Best Thing They Could Hope For | More Confidence, More Risk | Dreams | 
Analogical: My Star | 
Loceit: In a Daze | Faulty Logic | 
Dukexiety: Fallin’ In Love With My Best Friend | Dear Remus, | Glowing After Midnight | 
Anxceit: A Safe Space - Please be sure to read the warnings! | A Safe Space Part Two | 
Intruloceit: Safe | “The Incident” | Washed Away | Right Term | Stitches | 
Anaroceit: Red Ribbons | 
Loginceit: We’re Never Gonna Be Apart | 
LAMP/DLAMP: Nothing Better | Ladies, Lords, and Nonbinary Royalty | 
Prinxceitmas: Tis the Season | 
Creativitwins: I’m Here | Remember | No Harm In A Little Change | Taking A Tumble | Warning Dismissed | 
Multiship: Doubts and Proposals | It Does Hurt | This Love | Revenge Is Bittersweet | Testing Some Theories | Life and Death | 
No Ships/Platonic Ships: Lost | The Naps | Forgiveness | The One With the Nightmare | Corruption | A Change of Heart | My Little Darklings | Stars Falling | Always There | Veracity | Best Friend | The Cuddle-bug Twins | Birthday Wishes | The Monsters in Our Heads | Priorities | You Have Us | Forgetting One Minor Thing | Six Married Murderers | Trainwreck | Cute and Helpless | Broken Princes | Burnout | 
Asks: Intrulogical | Logicality | Loceit | Dukeceit | Remile | Logince | Analogical | Creativisleep / Rosleep | Logince | Royality | Prinxiety | Logicality | Logince | No ship! | Prinxiety | No ship! | No ship! | LAMP | No ship! | Logince | Platonic Moxiety | Analogical | CreativiSleep | Loceit | Platonic CreativiSleep | Intrulogical | Desleep | Moduke | Loceit | No ship | Logince | Remile | Dukeceit | Moxiety | Prinxiety | Logince | Dukeceit | Intrulogical | Roceit | Dukeceit | Logince | Moduke | Moceit  | Moxiety | Intrulogical | No Ship | No Ship | Logicality | Moduke | No Ship | Loceit | Logicality | Romile/Princani | Intrulogical | Loceit | Platonic Anxceit | Dukexiety | Intrulogical | No Ship | Prinxieceit | Loceit | Rem^2 | Anaroceit | Loceit | Dukeceit | One-Sided Moceit | Prinxiety | Platonic Logince | Desleep/Sleepceit | One-Sided Moceit | Pre-Roceit | Creativitwins? Dukeceit? Maybe?? | Pre-Intrulogical | No Ship? | Remus-Centric Angst | Roceit | Creativisleep | Intrulogical | Intruloceit | Anaroceit | Intruloceit / One-Sided Logince | Intrulogical | Loceit / Pre-Loceit | Intruloceit of some kind | No Ship | Loceit | No Ship | Intruloceit | Dukexiety | Logince | Anaroceit | Anaroceit | No Ship | Intrulogical | Dukeceit | Creativitwins | Dukexiety | No Ship | Ships @ Beginning | Logicality | Intrulogical | Creativitwins | Creativitwins | (this part discontinued, prompts are included in above sections now) |
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ask-fusionsides · 5 years
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A few days later, Anxceit opened the door to Prinxiety's room, finding him sitting on his bed, hunched over an acoustic guitar. Sheet music was strewn across the floor, some of it appearing to be handwritten, and a CD player sitting on Prinxiety's desk was at max volume, filling the room with the sound of soft rock.
"Blink-182, right?" Prinxiety jumped at the sound of Anxceit's voice, before turning to look at the figure leaning against the doorframe, arms crossed.
"Well, kind of, but no. It's a cover band. They're called Panic! at the Disco." He glanced over at the CD player before looking back at Anxceit. "I think they've got some potential, don't you?"
"If you say so," Anxceit said, glancing around the room, taking in the multiple instruments that been added to it during the past few days. "Looks like you've been keeping busy," he commented.
"Yeah, I pretty much got artist's block, then writer's block, so now I'm just trying to find some way to pass time."
"Let me guess, now you have musician's block?"
Prinxiety stared at him for a moment. "Alright, well-" Prinxiety sighed, laying down the guitar on his bed. "Whatever. While you're here, how about you tell me if you like any of this music." He walked over to his desk, stopping the music currently playing and looking through a stack of CD cases before taking out one with a mostly monochrome cover.
"This first one's called 'Helena,'" Prinxiety said as he put the CD in and let it play.
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hottestthingalive · 4 years
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Can't chose just one question, so: From one to five stars, how would you rate your writing? (No downplaying yourself!)5. What’s the fic you’re most proud of? What element of writing do you find comes easily? Tell us about a WIP you’re excited about. Any guilty pleasure trope(s)? A trope you’ll never, ever write for. Tooth-rotting fluff or merciless angst? Summarize a random fic of yours in 10 words or less. Is there anything you wish your audience knew about your writing or writing process?
1. A solid 3.5 or a 4, I think. It’s pretty good, but could definitely use work!
5. The wip I’m writing currently, featuring Dragon Witch Virgil -- but of my published works, I’m actually quite proud of Of Brothers and Bad Guys and Changes Tricks and Trust! 
6. If any element of writing comes easy to me, it’s probably editing? It’s hard to motivate myself to do it, but once I’m in the zone I’m a pretty decent editor; although my friends are often my soundboards for my work and will often beta stuff ahead of time, I do most of the editing myself before I ever show it to them. Believe me, my fics improve vastly after editing, although I will say that Tumblr and Ao3 both make me put an extra hour into editing each because they both force me to completely reformat before I post things on them. 
12. Okay, so you’ve all been hearing me vagueblog about it for months, but I’m actually so excited for like to a lonely dragon, which is the working title for that Dragon Witch Virgil fic I mentioned above. This universe is so fun, and has evolved so drastically from what it originally was, and also it’s so unbelievably angsty that every time I open the doc I rub my hands together in evil glee. It’s also got lots of metaphor, which I’m experimenting with a lot in this story, including comparisons to death, fog, and the seasons, and has a main pairing of LAMP, with background dukeceit (and possible anxceit and maybe dukexiety in a short sequel, because Janus and Virgil’s dynamic in this fic is my favorite thing, and Remus has a special place in my heart). The draft of the first chapter alone is 14K+ words, which is almost as long as three chapters of Bluebells, so this one, if I ever get it finished and posted, will be long. 
16. I am a sucker for found family!!!
17. I don’t know if this counts as a trope, but unsympathetic sides? It just makes me sad. Morally grey is the most you’d get from me. 
30. Can’t I have both???? But... if I had to pick, I really am a merciless angst type of person. 
32. Since this whole thing seems to be about lonely dragon: Immortal gays meet and avoid healthy communication at all costs. 
33. I am unfortunately jumping between projects at all times, and sometimes have extreme difficulty focusing. I also have a very busy life outside of Tumblr, so fics I talk about may come out months or years after I first mention them. Believe me, I’m as angry at myself as you are. 
questions for fanfic writers!
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unsurepotatohooman · 5 years
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Two Birds
Fandom : Sander Sides
Characters : Deceit, Virgil, Remus, Patton
Pairings : Platonic Anxceit, Demus and past platonic, now toxic (?) Moceit
Summary : This fic revolves around how Virgil eventually leaves the "dark sides".
Warnings : Swearing :P
A/N : Wow this is my first fic that I am posting! I worked on this for two hours a few days ago after I finally started to crawl out of my writers block. The lyrics I am using is from a song called Two Birds by Regina Spektor. The plot used in this video is heavily inspired by an animatic by teardroppeddew on YouTube! Their animatic is W O N D E R F U L so please check it out!! Here is the link : https://youtu.be/8S6mWMgMqOo I hope you enjoy!!
Work :
Two birds on a wire
Anxiety and Deceit sat together in the dark sides commons. No one really came out in the open very much. The “dark sides”, so their title states, tended to spend time in the shadows; however, the anxious and deceitful sides had grown closer over the years.
One tries to fly away
“-and then we can use that to our advantage. We could finally be heard, Verge!”
And the other watches him close from that wire
The anxious trait sat atop the counter watching as Deceit paced back and forth in the living room, making sure to avoid the dead animal that was left behind by Remus. Deceit was gesturing as he spoke, he cape flapping with the motion. This is how they spent their time together, plotting.
He says he wants to as well
“That could work. We just need to keep Thomas safe.” Anxiety said with his head in his hand that was propped up on his knee.
But he is a liar
Little did they know that Virgil would be heard more than all of them.
I’ll believe it all
“Virgil, are you alright?”
“Dee, I-I don’t know what to do.”
Virgil shook as he spoke. Deceit swept him inside his room and shut the door.
“Tell me what happened.”
There’s nothing I won’t understand
“I’m one of the core sides now.”
I’ll believe it all
He wasn’t expecting that. Virgil clung to him as he sobbed.
“H-hey, calm down Verge. It’s okay.”
I won’t let go of your hand
“Virgil, look at me.”
Deceit guided the anxious traits eyes to meet his own.
“This is a good thing! You can keep Thomas safe and be heard. The rest of us can’t do that.”
“B-but I have to leave the subconscious.” Virgil sniffed.
Damn. There was always a but.
“I’ll still be here for you Verge, I promise. Just come back and visit us whenever.”
As he spoke, Deceit avoided the dread forming in the pit of his stomach. He focused instead on combing his fingers through the boy’s hair.
“Everything will be fine.”
He didn’t even know that the phrase that slipped between his teeth was a lie.
Two birds on a wire
Deceit sat with his head in his hands; his hat lay close beside him.
“Hello~ Dee!” Remus popped up as he made his way into the commons waving his morning star behind him.
Deceit didn’t even bother to look up at the creative facet.
“Still feeling low?” Remus asked.
“No.” The lie slipped through his teeth.
One says c’mon on and the other says “I’m tired”
“Come on! If Virgil the racoon can be heard why can’t I!?”
“Not now, Remus.” Deceit sighed. They had been having this conversation for weeks now. It always ended in the same argument.
“No! You keep putting this off! I can’t take it Dee!”
The sky is overcast and I’m sorry
“Remus enough!”
Remus froze at the shouting. Deceit turned to face him; his snake eye glowed a dangerous yellow color.
“I will let you know when Thomas is ready. We can’t do this now.”
One more or one less
“Fine! Keep me hidden away!”
“Remus-”
It was no use. The creative side sunk out behind the couch. Deceit walked over to it and peered behind the furniture; sometimes Remus tended to pull pranks and just lay on the floor after pretending to sink out. This however, was no joke.
Nobody’s worried
Deceit sunk out back to his room and tried to ignore the tears streaming down his face, the way his fist clenched by his sides or the way his chest squeezed painfully. The yellow glow faded from his eye.
“Everything’s fine.”
I’ll believe it all~
Virgil hadn’t visited in weeks and Remus had barely spoke to Deceit. Everything seemed to be darker in this side of the mindscape. They all kept to themselves far more and the tension was high.
Deceit sat on his bed while he petted his snake. The green and yellow scales that matched his own glimmered in the light from the stars of desire that floated about the room. Thoughts filtered through his mind; some were from Thomas and others were his own.
There’s nothing I won’t understand
A knock on the door snapped him back to reality. He lied the snake down on the mattress as it released a small his of displeasure. With a flick of his wrist the door was unlocked.
“You may not come in.”
The door opened to reveal Remus with a solemn expression over his face.
I’ll believe it all~
“Hello Remus.” Deceit said shortly, though his eyes swam with curiosity. “What do you desire?”
“Dee-” Remus croaked out. “I-I’m sorry.”
I won’t let go of your hand
The pair ended up on Deceit’s bed; Remus on top of Deceit. The creative side was holding on tightly to his shirt as he wailed about all the things that were going through his mind; horrible things. The deceitful facet normally kept Remus from reeling too far; though, their argument prevented him from doing so.
“I’ve got you Rem.” Deceit said softly as he stroked his hair.
“Please d-don’t leave again.”
Deceit slowly slid his hand into Remus’ and squeezed it gently.
“I won’t; promise.”
Two birds of a feather
Deceit was once again sitting in his room filtering through Thomas’ desires. Some of them were simple enough; the want for pizza or to watch more Steven Universe. Others; however, were much more complicated such as the desire for a stable relationship or skipping out on important events. Morality stood in the way of the more extreme desires with his ideas on rights and wrongs. Deceit scoffed at the thought of him.
To think at one point he used to be close with Patton.
They used to be brothers.
He quickly shook the thought from his mind. There was no need to focus on his own desires right now.
Say that they’re always gonna stay together
“I love you Dee Dee!” Patton squealed as he embraced the side in a hug.
Deceit couldn’t help but smile. In the warmth and comfort of their cat and snake onesies, he responded,
“I love you too, Pat.”
But one’s never going to let go of that wire
“Dee stop! Thomas can’t lie! It will hurt them!”
The two boys stood as they shouted with each other in the mindscape commons.
“Patton,” Deceit’s voice was tired. “If he doesn’t, he will get in trouble! Just listen to me for once!”
He says that he will
“I am!” Patton yelled as tears stream down his face. “What you are saying is wrong!”
But he is a lair
“Dee.”
Deceit jumped at the voice. He was so caught up in his own desires he didn’t notice that Remus was there.
“Remus! God, what do you need?”
There was a pause.
“Virgil’s here.”
Two birds on a wire~
The three boys stood in the “dark sides” common room.
“Well, look who decided to finally show up.” Deceit starts.
Virgil rolled his eyes and shoved his hands deeper into his hoodie pockets; purple hoodie pockets.
“What’s with the new getup?” Remus asked as he gestured with his morning star. “Did you all get like superhero outfits or something?”
“No, we didn’t.”
Something was wrong. Something was… different.
One tries to fly away and the other
“I need you two to stop messing with Thomas.”
Remus’ jaw dropped as Deceit’s clenched.
“Excuse me, what now?”
Watches him close from that wire
“You two are doing him more harm than good!” Virgil yelled as his voice became distorted.
“NO! We agreed that we should all be heard! Don’t you remember what it’s like to be like us or has all of this ‘light side’ stuff just gone to your head!” Deceit snapped.
“Well maybe you shouldn’t be heard if you are just going to hurt Thomas!”
“Maybe you should just go back to all those stuck up dumb asses and leave us alone! We don’t have to listen to a bitch like you!” Remus shouted.
“Fine! Maybe I will!”
With one final glare, Virgil was gone.
He says he wants to as well, but he is a lair
“I ‘ought to go kick his ass right now!”
“Remus, no.”
“W-what?! What do you mean no!?” Remus asked as he gestured wildly about. “He just fucking told us that we are hurting Thomas!”
“And there is no need to go punching him in the gut for it, that will only hurt Thomas.”
“This is BULLSHIT! B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T! I’m out of here!”
And with that, Remus was gone too.
Two birds on a wire
Anger. That was the emotion he felt as the two sides left. He felt anger, confusion and guilt.
Felt.
Feelings.
Emotions…
“Patton.”
One tries to fly away and the other-
Deceit charges into Patton’s room earning a gasp from the moral side.
“Dee! What are you- are you crying?”
Deceit snarled as he stomped over and picked up the moral side by his shirt; his snake eye was gleaming so bright the light side had to squint to look at him.
“Let’s play a game, shall we?”
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I saw your post saying that you're a piece of garbage and I'm gonna say that's false. Also for the ask game for characters how about Virgil, Deceit and Remus. And the get to know the writer ask clear and gold. sorry if this is too much, you don't have to answer all of them, and remember you are not trash
Ily so much ❤️ I’m sorry self deprecation has been so bad. I wish I could say that’s not something I genuinely believe but I do. I am and I have been for a long time and there’s nothing I can really do to fix it I just have to put up with all the bad things about me. Normally it doesn’t get to me but it’s starting to hurt
Virgil:
How I feel about this character: I feel bad for Virgil because I feel like he’s going through a lot in canon especially since Deciet was introduced. The way he responds to some situations isn’t good, but it’s because he’s scared and doesn’t know how to react. I think he’s aware of that which makes it worse because he can’t control himself (like being overly sarcastic and snapping at others in DWIT)
All the people I ship romantically with this character: Prinxiety, Analogical
My non-romantic OTP for this character: Sleepxiety, QPR Prinxiety
One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: Virgil needs a hug and open up to the others and tell them what he’s scared of so they could help. And probably apologize and snapping so much at them especially at Patton
Deceit:
How I feel about this character: Is a good boi. Has the right ideas but wrong way about going with it. Is a goofball and people don’t see that very much
All the people I ship romantically with this character: Deemus, Loceit, Roceit
My non-romantic OTP for this character: Anxceit
One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: this boi needs more screen time
Remus:
How I feel about this character: He’s a good person, but he is hurting the others (specifically Thomas, Virgil, and a little bit Patton) but I don’t think he’s aware of it. I think if he knew he would feel bad but probably wouldn’t be able to stop because that’s who he is and what his job is as a side
All the people I ship romantically with this character: Deemus
My non-romantic OTP for this character: Intrulogical, brotherly creativitwins
One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: Roman and Remus would get along in canon. Imagine all the play fighting 😂
Gold: Do your stories usually contain lessons or morals?
Usually not in fics, but I like to make the problem in the story something relatable like dealing with anxiety or intrusive thoughts
Clear: Do your characters control where the story goes or do you maintain control?
I don’t think either of us knows what’s happening no one is in control
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