#I’m also a dice boy. or I was in college. I would study the monster manual religiously bc I just loved them

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JaliceWeek2020 Bonus Day

JaliceWeek2020 Bonus Day: Quarantine

Also Untitled We’ll Worry About That Later

Notes: Under 3k, woohoo! This barely fits the prompt, but I’ve decided to go rogue. The real question now is... can I get another one posted today?

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The phone rings at 11:27 p.m. on a Tuesday night.

It’s not Carlisle’s night on call, but everyone is being a bit more flexible at the moment. He expects a summons, that the hospital is short-handed again. It’s to be expected once Forks got its own outbreak - of the fifteen people hospitalised, eight of them were doctors or nurses.

Edward hits a sour note as he overhears the the phone call, trying to temper his reaction so not to signal that anything is wrong.

Carlisle is utterly professional during the call, but when he hangs up, he is left with the hideous duty of walking upstairs and telling his youngest - and oldest - son that one Mary-Alice Brandon has just been placed on a respirator.

—

They’ve put the infected in the old wing of Forks Hospital, where they can be properly quarantined. There’s no blood in the wing yet, and so Carlisle sees no risk allowing Jasper in to see Alice through the window; it’s the closest anyone can get to these patients.

And Jasper was not doing well. Telling him had been so much worse than Carlisle had ever envisaged. Esme was still repairing the damage to his study, and Jasper had gotten himself worked up, his terror at a point where he was infecting the rest of the family - Edward was almost permanently camped out at Bella’s, unable to tolerate another second of that bone-deep fear that Jasper pushing out.

But the second they arrive, and Jasper gets to see her, Carlisle fears that he just made things much, much worse.

Alice is tiny in the hospital bed, pale as the sheets tucked around her. The respirator is strapped to her face, obscuring most of her features. Tubes and wires run out of both her arms, the machines surrounding her beeping routinely. She’s completely unconscious, the dark circles under her eyes the only spot of colour on her entire face.

The whole scene is devastating, and Carlisle is quite sure that he’s watching his son’s heart break into a million pieces as he stares at his human mate, slowly dying alone, not a single person allowed to hold her hand.

Carlisle is not cruel, and hasn’t told Jasper the full details of Alice’s prognosis, but Jasper is no fool. Alice was already so fragile, with existing health issues, and she’s just so very, very sick.

“Jasper…” Carlisle begins in a low voice, reaching out to put his hand on his shoulder, but Jasper jerks away, storming out of the hospital in such a rage that Carlisle’s just relieved the door stays on its hinges as his son disappears into the night.

—

He is furious. He is rage. He has never, ever been so angry in his entire life. He wants to destroy, to fucking decimate something because it never, ever should have been her.

He thinks of going to the Brandon house, and crushing her selfish father into pulp. To bestow upon Alice’s father, who could not resist his trips to his mistress in Seattle, the slow, lingering death he passed on to his eldest daughter.

But he doesn’t. The man is sick - the whole family is sick, though not nearly bad enough to require hospitalisation, that particular honour had been given solely to Alice - but he tries to comfort himself with the fact that the man is at least suffering.

He steals into Alice’s bedroom, how many times had he climbed into this room and found Alice sitting crosslegged on her bed with her laptop or with her sketchbook, her face lighting up at his appearance. How the fairy lights strung around her bed would be lit, as well as the lamp shaped like a rabbit, and half a dozen novelty lights scattered around the room. It made the room look like magic, like home.

But now, it is cold and still. The bed is unmade, her quilt crumpled on the floor. The lights are off, the hamper is full, and he wants to destroy it all.

He lets himself have one moment, one little weakness, as he picks up the sweater tossed over the back of her desk chair and buries his face in it. It still smells like her, before she got sick - like raspberries and rainwater, her floral shampoo and rose perfume, of a million different little things that made up her human life. It is a comfort, yes, but it is also hurts in a sharp, new way that makes him want to weep. She’s not here, she’s not coming back, not going to walk in and tease him for being ‘weird’, as she wraps her arms around his waist and presses against him.

And he puts the sweater back, swallowing hard against the rising grief. He’s here for a reason. And so he goes hunting.

For her sketchbooks, and her diary, and her little worn out plush rabbit that always sat on her pillow. Her Polaroid camera, her very favourite purple top, and the ‘Alice’ necklace she wore every day, and the little photo-book that she kept by her bed.

It has to be things that won’t be missed, will be easily overlooked, but things that are precious to her, and thus precious to him.

Whatever happens next, he needs to keep them safe for her. Let her know that the things she treasured above everything else won’t end up at a garage sale or a thrift shop, won’t be boxed up and forgotten, won’t be thrown away. No, they’ll either find their way back to her hands, or they’ll be his shrine, his holy objects, for the rest of this cursed existence.

He goes back for the sweater.

—

Her heart stops twice. The first time, Carlisle hears about it second-hand and by the time he gets to her, she’s back.

The second time, people talk. That Dr Cullen was like a monster, forcing that girl back to life without compromise. That he short of reached into her chest and squeezed life back into her heart by hand.

It’s not going to help, the staff whisper. The Brandon girl is going to die, the youngest fatality in the state so far, before she even graduates high school. It would take some kind of miracle for her to come back from this, no matter how long Dr Cullen insists on delaying ‘time of death’.

—

The question needs to be asked, but he can’t form the words because it changes everything. It’s turning reality upside down and inside out. He’s never been good with change, and he was happy like this, for the first time in a long time.

Asking the question admits that he failed her.

He wishes he’d asked her before now, but it was one of those things they never talked about. And not in a tense, unspoken way. He can’t think of any moments with her that weren’t comfortable; love and affection and appreciation dipping and swirling between them.

They were going to be together forever, they both knew that. They were going to go to college and go travelling and get married. But neither of them ever specified if her eyes would be green or if they would be gold, and now he can’t ask her and he doesn’t know what would be worse - letting her go, or having her hate him for it, for the rest of their lives.

Why hadn’t he asked her?

—

Carlisle takes Edward to the hospital, to see if he can get a read on Alice’s thoughts; Edward looks grim and shakes his head minutely - whatever physical state she’s in, her thoughts are nothing decipherable now. There is no awareness of anything around her, and if her organs weren’t slowly failing, maybe they could wait.

They sit in Carlisle’s study, Edward feeling every year of his life, as they discuss Alice.

“Is it wrong that every single day, I’m grateful that it’s not Bella?” Edward says finally. “That the dice was rolled it was Alice, not Bella?”

Carlisle is quick to reassure Edward that anyone would feel the same, and he shouldn’t feel guilty. Except, Jasper overhears that statement and smashes the piano into kindling.

Bella was healthy. Bella probably wouldn’t have needed a hospital, let alone wasted away with broken ribs, and a machine breathing for her.

—

In the end, he doesn’t have to ask.

Carlisle offers.

He accepts and hates himself for it.

—

Mary-Alice Brandon dies at 1:57 a.m. on Saturday morning. Dr Cullen is more restrained this time, following procedure precisely before he calls it.

Alice’s family are still quarantined at home, and Mrs Brandon’s voice is quiet and shaky when Carlisle calls to give her the news. She doesn’t ask any questions, just thanks him and hangs up.

Her daughter died alone, with only a doctor, an intern, and two nurses clad in PPE with her. That’s what Mrs Brandon has to live with.

Carlisle comforts himself that he was with Alice when she died. That he already loves her like a father, and he watched over her as he prepared her for what came next. She wasn’t alone, and she was loved. That she would have felt no pain, no fear.

If this doesn’t work, he hopes that that offers Jasper some kind of peace.

—

The Brandons have Mary-Alice cremated, and interned at the local church as soon as they are allowed out of a quarantine. They have the funeral over the little hole in the ground where they will place the box of ashes; just the Brandons, all pale and solemn, Minister Weber, Angela Weber, Bella and Charlie Swan, and the Cullens.

It’s very short, with Minister Weber praying over the box, and then the box is placed into the hole, a tile with her name and the dates is settled into the dirt, and it’s over. Seventeen years of life, and that’s the final page in the book. There’s no reception, not during the current crisis, with the Brandons still so tired and weak. Cynthia puts a small wreath of daisies over the plaque, and Mr Brandon scowls when the bouquet of pink and yellow roses that Esme bestows upon the grave, from her own garden, is so much finer.

No one lingers in the rain, and Cynthia is quick to comment on how distant and cold Jasper Hale was, that he didn’t put any flowers on her grave, even though he claimed to love her.

“Teenage boys, Cece,” Mrs Brandon sighs, as they get in the car. “He’s probably already gotten over her. It was nice of him to come today, with his whole family.”

And then they drive away.

—

The basement of the Cullen house isn’t exactly the ideal place to undergo the transformation, but it is utterly sound proof, and they’ve made it as comfortable as they can. The plan is that, as soon as Alice awakens, Jasper will take her to Alaska for her newborn year - there’s too much risk, staying close to Forks.

Assuming she doesn’t pull him to pieces for changing her in the first place. It was supposed to be Carlisle who changed her, but in the moment, he’d just done it. It seemed like the natural response to seeing his mate in such a state, to lean into her throat and sink his teeth and venom into her whilst the others were fussing around, preparing for something so simple.

Everyone had been shocked he had the control, the self-restraint, to do such a thing but he didn’t bother to explain. He had done what needed to be done, and her wrath would be his to bear alone.

The sickness left her wasted and weak, and it is the quietest, stillest transformation he has ever been witness to. He sits with her, holding her hand like he wasn’t able to do in the hospital, watching as her body is healed from illness, from pain, from every little imperfection. She’s going to be lovely, of course, but in truth she’s no more or less beautiful to him after the venom than she was before.

She whimpers and cries and moves around a little, but mostly she is still.

Carlisle checks on him regularly, assuring him that she’s doing fine. Esme checks on him, and reassures him he made the right choice. Rosalie checks on him and tells him she’ll totally support Alice if she decides to dismember him for the next decade. Emmett checks on him and promises that he’ll keep Alice under control for the next year if Rosalie’s prediction is true.

Edward does not check on him, and instead plays his new piano loudly, still the indignant victim of the original’s destruction, agitated that this sudden change of plans has inconvenienced his own plans with Bella.

One day.

Two days.

She doesn’t wake up on the third day, and whilst he starts pacing, Carlisle tries to be reassuring. A longer transformation means nothing, not when her body was so completely damaged from illness. It’s going to be fine.

It’s the middle of the fourth day when her heart is racing, and there’s nothing left for the venom to do; Esme and Rose have washed and dressed her in a clean dress, brushed her hair out of her eyes, and now it’s just waiting.

Waiting for that moment when her heart

just

stops.

And she opens her eyes.

—

The first thing Alice is aware of is love. Adoration. It’s wrapped around her, warm and sweet, and so when she opens her eyes, she is already smiling. No one could do anything less, not when they are so certain of their worth.

Everything is quite strange, sharp, and clear, like a veil has been lifted over her eyes. She can’t quite remember what came before this little bed, this room, - was she sick? - but it doesn’t really seem that important. She’s looking around for something… no, someone.

He’s crouched about four feet away, golden eyes fixed on her with a look of clear desperation. He looks like he’s holding his breath, like he’s waiting for something.

Jasper. Her Jasper. A million little thoughts, memories, erupt in her mind - laughter, stolen kisses, plans and hopes and dreams, and that feeling of perfect love that she’s still wrapped up in, only she’s not sure if that’s her love for him or his love for her. She decides that it doesn’t matter.

“Jasper?” her voice sounds a little different to her own ears. She thinks about getting up, and suddenly she is standing, only a foot away from him.

“Alice,” his voice practically caresses her name, and he straightens up, towering over her (still?). “How are you feeling? Do you remember what hap-”

Before he can finish his sentence, her arms are around him, and she’s clinging to him like she’ll never let go.

“You did it, you did it. I was so, so worried you’d change your mind or be chivalrous or something ridiculous,” she babbles into his shirt, and he gently pulls back to look at her eyes (perfectly red, framed in black eyelashes, and oh, he’s falling in love all over again).

“I never asked you if you wanted this,” he says hoarsely, smoothing her hair from her face.

Her laugh is like … delight, the bubbles in champagne, perfect happiness.

“Oh, Jas,” she smiles at him. “There was never any question to ask.”

(He kisses her then, not like high school sweethearts; he kisses her like she’s his beautiful, perfect, newborn mate and he’s not even a little bit sure how she’s managing to tolerate the burn her throat and the thirst this long because the only reason they don’t put her little cot to another use is because Carlisle comes down to check on them, his relief like a cool spring breeze when he sees the smile on Alice’s face and the matching one on Jasper’s.)

—

They leave Forks two weeks after she dies and rises again, with a smile on her face. They leave hand-in-hand, vanishing into the forest towards Alaska. A year there, and then as much time as she needs to maintain control around humans.

And then… they have so many plans. She wants to go to college, study fashion or maybe painting or maybe photography… and they want to go travelling, to all those places on the list in her diary. She wants to help Esme restore a house, and have Rosalie teach her to drive. She wants to meet every single one of their friends, and he can’t wait to introduce her to Peter and Charlotte.

And he wants to marry her, in a white dress, with a preacher. He wants to watch her marvel at the Northern Lights, and create havoc at Milan Fashion Week, and dance with her to the old records in his study. He wants to make sure that there is never a single moment, a single thought, where she ever regrets what she lost. Anything she wants, he’ll bring it to her.

She looks up him, sensing his worry, and lifts his hand to her lips.

“It’s okay, Jas. It’s all going to be amazing,” she murmurs to him, leaning against him as they walk. “You don’t have to worry - we’ve got all the time in the world.”

They leave Forks at 11:28 p.m on a Tuesday, hand-in-hand, and neither of them looks back.

[roryeu]

⟨ THOMAS DOHERTY. CIS MALE. HE/HIM. ⟩ though the mist might prevent some from seeing it, RORY KINNON is actually a descendent of H A D E S. it’s still a question of whether or not the TWENTY-ONE year old ASTRONOMY MAJOR from EDINBURGH, SCOTLAND has taken after their godly parent completely, but the demigod is still known to be quite PERCEPTIVE & SELF-DESTRUCTIVE.

— BASICS:

Full Name: rory alistair kinnon

Nicknames: ror, kinnon

Place of Birth: edinburgh, scotland

Date of Birth: november 11, 1998

Zodiac: scorpio

Gender: cis male

Sexual Orientation: biromantic bisexual

Religion: catholic

Major: astronomy

Courses: umbrakinesis 1, planetary astronomy, archery 2

— FAMILY:

Biological Mother: mairi kinnon†

Biological Father: hades

Siblings: riley kinnon (twin sister; stillborn)†

Foster Mother: freya rhodes

Foster Father: elijah rhodes

— HISTORY:

As the only child in his family, with his grandparents deceased long before his birth and his mom an only child as well, Rory had grown up at the center of her universe. They adored each other equally and he wanted for nothing, despite her working part time as a single mother so she could raise her son and still put food on the table. (It wouldn’t be until much later that Rory realized all she had sacrificed so he could have a good life). 

Though he’d always been smiling and laughing, he was rather lonely as a kid. Making friends wasn’t something he did easily, even as a child when everything should have been easier. Coloring or playing next to each other would have lead to being friends with any other kid, but for Rory, some people just found him ... off putting. When he’d been crying about it at home, his mother had told him to never worry about those people. They weren’t the type of person he wanted to be friends with anyway. 

The first of his powers to manifest was also the power that lead to his mother’s death. He’d been running around in the grass when he was four, until he tripped and fell and saw what exactly he tripped over: a ruby. From seemingly nowhere. Like any child when they saw something sparkly, he plucked it from the ground and brought it back to his mom. She’d immediately told him to put it back where he found it but it was too late and the damage was done. 

The second of his powers to manifest was a direct result of the first. His mother had fallen sick a few weeks later. Despite having been told that she was getting better, she died holding Rory’s hand. He had sensed her least breath mere minutes before it happened and knew it was coming. But he hadn’t figured out how to call for the nurses so he watched as the dice fell and put it together that death was why she warned him against taking the gem. He never stopped blaming himself. 

The next nine years of his life were spent bouncing from foster family to foster family. There was no match. Some of the houses were better than others. The longest one to last was from the ages of ten to thirteen, the Rhodes. They’d talked to him about adopting him. The same week, he’d gotten attacked by a fury while walking home from school. Instead of risking it, he ran and followed a girl a year older than him across the country until he got to the gates of a camp for a place safe for him. When he turned back to look at her, she was gone. 

Camp was relatively uneventful for Rory himself. He never got a quest and he was the only child of Hades so he had the cabin to himself. Once he turned eighteen, he left camp and worked odd jobs here and there, before finding himself at Eonia at twenty. College was never on his to do list, but what did he have to lose? 

— PERSONALITY:

as a child, rory was the excitable type. he was always running around, relishing in the air and the feeling of grass under his bare feet. he was always smiling and laughing and would find any reason to be happy. as he grew up though, and began to sense the death of people around him, it began to weigh severely on his conscience and no matter what he tried, he couldn’t stop death from coming for any of them. he found less reasons to smile. even less to laugh. the once happy boy has turned into a bitter man, one who feels he has nothing to offer anyone. though he’s usually cocky and pompous, behind it all he’s very depressed and drowns his emotions at the bottom of the bottle. he lashes out when he’s angry, but it takes a lot of provocation to get him to the point where it’s more than just grating on his nerve. he’s been known to take drugs in an attempt to feel something besides depressed but he ends up worse off than when he started.

— POWERS:

FERROKINESIS — this is the most useful of his gifts to Rory. it was the first one of his to develop, though at the time, he didn’t realize it was a power of his. to him, he had just gotten lucky. he has put the effort in over time to develop the powers but when he tries, actually wanting a gem, he can’t summon one. he has more luck letting them come naturally. it’s the only gift he’s thankful to have and the only one he wants to have.

UMBRAKINESIS — he’s been told time and time again that it should be a common skill for children of hades but it’s something that rory finds almost impossible to get a grip on. it was the last of his powers to manifest and it was only after endless attempts in the safety of his bedroom at camp that he brought out the ability in him. he wasn’t good at it. the few times he’s managed to get a grip on it, he can’t control where he ends up when shadow traveling and has inconvenienced himself not only in location but in exhausting himself from using all of his energy. he’d prefer to ignore that the ability exists and will go to lengths to avoid using it.

SENSING AURAS —  it’s almost a cruel joke that the one power he cannot stand, the gift that hurts him the most is the one he’s most proficient in. the second of his abilities to manifest, it developed naturally over time, no matter how much work rory put into attempting to quash the curse all together. not only is it a nuisance, he can sense it coming from years away now. he generally prefers to make contact with people whose ends he can’t sense. he won’t even make conversation with people who have less than a year on the clock. 

— HEADCANONS:

He has little reservations about taking the gems that pop up from the earth now and has even started an Etsy business selling them as jewelry once he cut them (which he taught himself how to do). He doesn’t care about bringing misfortune onto other people anymore.

He’s deathly terrified of hospitals and won’t step foot near one. 

His first boyfriend died when they were fourteen. He’d gotten a quest at camp and didn’t survive it. He’d called Rory by his last name playfully and seven years later, Rory still get sad whenever someone does it. 

The only time he’s ever been able to summon a spirit is when he was in danger and she brought him to camp. He’s never been able to do it again.

The fury that attacked him was never going to cause him actual harm, since it was his father that sent her to get him moving towards camp. It wasn’t until he was safely inside that he was claimed so he could acknowledge what he was without attracting more monsters. 

He’s generally sullen and doesn’t show much interest in anything aside from drinking or drugs until you get him talking about the planets and the stars and everything about him lights up. 

He rather enjoys singing but never does it if he thinks someone can hear him. It’s primarily when he’s studying or in the shower. 

He keeps in contact with his foster parents. Sends them letters from a P.O box and keeps them updated on his life. 

He’s bad at relationships. Prefers one night stands.

He considers himself bad luck to be around and tries to tell himself that he just doesn’t care for other people when he doesn’t want to make connections only to hurt those he cares about in the end.

— WANTED CONNECTIONS:

okay, so i don’t have anything for here yet gimme a bit, i’m so bad at them.