#I’ll probs delete soon but idk

[oliveish]

Currently uh life update ig

Tummy aches :(

[icy-chill]

Greetings beings of Rotomblr. My name is Alwin, and it’s a pleasure to make your acquaintance!

I’m I was a Wyverian from Rutoh Village in Alcala region. My age is almost three centuries old, if I recall correctly. Not that my age matters. My pronouns are he/him.

I’ve been in this world for some time, almost a century and a half. Enough time so that I’ve watched my chosen’s descendants come and go. I don’t know why Arceus took me from my own home (and my universe, if He is to be believed), or why He’s commanded me to be His right hand, but won’t disobey. It would be too much of a risk.

I have a few disciples, but I’m not willing to share any of their names currently.

Even after all this time, I still do not understand my other form. Since Arceus informed me that I am the only two-formed being from another universe in our universe, He gifted me this odd device. He told me that here I may communicate with people from other universe and ask for assistance without risk to my identity here.

I hope to speak with you all more personally soon! Perhaps you can help me with my situation.

[Users arven-x-drayster-4ever, silvallyandweavile, perrins-portfolio, g-max-wildfire, and suckerpunch-n-toxic cannot view the blog icy-chill or its posts.]

//Blanket Blog TWs:

Alwin comes from the universe of Monster Hunter. Themes of both human and animal?(/pokemon/monster/monstie) violence and death will all be present. It won’t be a main feature of the blog, unlike other tws here, but it is part of the “lore”.

There are also heavy religious themes, both Christian and otherwise. (Think Greek mythology.) If this makes you uncomfortable, this is not the blog for you. Alwin will constantly speak of being afraid of Arceus.

Basic eebydeeby and faller tws also !!!

Idk if these are big triggers- so here’s just a few basic themes.

time/space manipulation- like going back in time and traveling to other universes.

omnipotent gods- the big four are always watching. always listening. even if they don’t want to.

corruption- giratina. yeah.

underworlds- the distortion world functions as the underworld. souls/ghosts and the holiday día de los muertos are also important! distortion worlds also got layers and stuff, the one seen in dppt is the final layer where giratina resides with the “eternally punsished”. just felt like mentioning that here.

Spoilers for Monster Hunter Stories and Monster Hunter Stories 2 will also be present!!!

(I’ll update this as we go along)

//Mod: @saywha413 daily drawing blog: @sarahs-daily-malewives (Alwin (as a character) is featured here!) Other blogs in this universe:

Direct family (ask) @ask-sarah-and-co 💎🎸 (irl) @arven-x-drayster-4ever 🥪🐉 (irl) @silvallyandweavile 🌘🪶 (irl) @perrins-portfolio 📸 (irl) @pens-and-coins 🔮🪙

Other (irl) @g-max-wildfire 🎇 (irl) @suckerpunch-n-toxic 🎶 (irl) @icy-chill ❄️ (you’re here!)

Current time: Mid August, 2023 (even though he’s above time)

//Basic dni- no nsfw!

pelipper mail is ok ! just no legendary gift pokemon. you can send mythical pkmn, i just might not accept it. depends on how i feel in the moment

pelipper malice is kinda iffy. feel free to send it in, but I might delete it if I don’t like it

same for musharna equivalents!! ^

sentient pokemon are ok if we keep it within the context of rotomblr being across the multiverse (although Alwin’s a pokemon, he’s a legendary so it’s different. the concept of regular pokemon using technology is foreign)

magic anons are fine- I’ll prob just be choosy with them

I have names of important ask-sarah-and-co chars highlighted in different colors! for fun :)

Hisui chars are welcome to interact! Specifically mentioning volo bc he got up to some shenanigans and is facing punishment (along w Cyrus lol)

//Divider credits: x / x

[birdstooth]

📌Hello everyone

This is a news bulletin that I will be back soon with a few changes to the posting schedule 😌

I think I got overexcited and then burnt out w doing the daily poto doodles so now will prob make them 2x per week… but I’ve been writing out ideas and most of them are for like, longer comics so ya actually idk what I was trying to say here tbh lol

Also, ✨New and Improved Doodle Policy:✨

I want to keep the requests open, but avoid the anxiety that comes with not being able to follow through or not feeling the inspo. (To be clear, there was never any external pressure tbh, everyone is always extremely kind with the requests but I just have an anxious personality lmao).

So they will stay open but the disclaimer is: I can’t guarantee I will do all of them… Pls don’t be sad if u don’t see your doodle right away!! If I can’t think of how to draw it I’ll still keep it in the file (ie. it won’t be deleted) or I will post it with some thoughts in case someone else sees it and wants to give it a crack. 💛

Ty everyone for understanding 🙏

I was reading the hungry caterpillar today btw 🐛

[stargirlrchive]

Wait Ani did you delete the sub Ghost fic? I was going back to reread it and can’t find it anywhere 😅

yeah i got really self conscious about it lmaooo :(((

i’ll probs repost it soon but idk lately i’ve been soooo :/// w my fics like i feel that they suck and it’s driving me crazy!

[swine-grl]

k so long time so see ig lmao . basically i’m tryna recover…but my issue is that school starts up again next month . man idk how imma NOT relapse when first sem starts . even now i’m havin a hard time jus thinkin ab it . i’ve been doin SO GOOD too . like, tryna eat more, eatin when i’m hungry, tryna gain w8 . but i’ve had a lotta body thoughts still . both positive n negative . n it’s jus so rough, cuz i rlly don’t think i’ll b able to resist a relapse atp . i’m tryna get a job by the start of first sem so i can do that after school n on weekends, n i can do wtvr homework while there . for context, i’m tryna find a job as a nanny or pet sitter . ik i’m literally preparing to overwork myself rn, but it feels like i have to . the only way i’ll b successful is if i put myself into a “u gotta work now now now” mindset almost 24/7 . ik it’s a coping skill, but it’s the only thing that works for me 💀 been doin this shit since i was a kid, n it seems to b the only way i can get myself to do difficult things . [for example, i used to pretend i was a cat who caught prey so i could eat ribs for dinner as a little kid cuz i don’t like ribs 😭] basically larpin my way thru life 😭😭 i alr know imma relapse tho . n ik it’s gonna b soon . ughhhhhh . it sounds sp pleasant rn n i hate that . i don’t think i’m even 100lb yet n i’m alr tryna tap out 💀 oml . i don’t even know my exact lw cuz i started to eat more n then decided to recover w/o even checkin my w8 😭 ik it was around 90lb n when i think ab that i wanna lose more . i wanna at least hit my og ugw, which is 75lb . that was back when i was 14 . weird ash to think ab . but the good thing is that i’m taller nowww, so i’d b skinnier lmao . my lw since the start of my ed is 85lb so i wanna hit that too . grrrrrrrrr . NONONONO i can’t lose my boobs again 💔 buttttt idk . idk what to do man . part of me rlly wants to hit my og ugw or at the v least my lw, but the other part of me jus doesn’t wanna lose my boobs 💀 help bro plssssss 🙏🙏 also if u don’t recognize my acc thas cuz i deleted everything n redid my profile . probs gonna mess around w it for a bit tbh . kept my user tho ofc lmao

anyways, thas all got now i think . jus kinda thinkin out loud n askin for advice . basically should i try n hot my og ugw or nah ? [help]

[i-am-beckyu]

I wanna work on both of em

Been trying to do ratatouille for a while now but haven't gotten it anywhere really

Also I feel like everyone writes very differently than me bc I usually don't delete lines...

I just type out the story as if I'm telling it rather than jumping or coming back to edit in dialogue or descriptions....

It's been very strange to me to learn just how many people do that and I suddenly feel like the odd one out. You could watch me type out the story and would genuinely see me writing in real time what will be exact in what I upload bc I just...have them react by being them? Idk

Also idk which choice is winning rn and I don't wanna mess with results but still wish to know...will you assist witht that too? QnQ

Da3dm sweetheart, no one writes the same. I guarantee you there are people out there who write the way you do and you just don’t know it.

There is literally no one right way to create or write or anything. Just multiple ways that work better for some than others but still produce incredible results. If it works for you, run with it.

And I commend you for not deleting lines👏👏👏 that’s hard! Means you got it to fit and flow exactly how you want it too and like it. Sometimes I’ll write a line but save it for later because it doesn’t fit the tone of the story lol.

And again, just step back from the au for a bit. I’ve checked the poll so here’s an update: mystery au is winning by a landslide atm. So considering the way it’s looking, you’ll probs be doing more mystery Au soon.

Again, forcing it won’t do you any good. I kid you not, Jornos is a fic that got started and I wanted to work on but had no idea how to start it. I knew what I wanted to happen, but not the beginning. I soon started a new fic and when I remembered it again, I went off! Now it’s a steady growing chapter story. (With many many many breaks because brain goes brrrrr) point is, I didn’t force it and as result when it did come, it flows naturally.

Try not to be so hard on yourself. You’re a talented writer and we all do things in different ways. There’s no need to to force yourself when you know your hearts in something else.

It’ll get there eventually.

[amakumos]

yun!! it’s vball anon hiiii

i just read your post abt your leaving, and i’m so sorry to hear the news, but also glad you’re prioritising your school life and balancing things out ^^

i’ll definitely miss checking your account every day for new smau updates (i rmbr coming across cupid’s corner when it was in its early stages and becoming obsessed like immediately)

that being said, ik exactly what u mean by ib bc the reason why i’ve been slightly very off tumblr was bc of stupid ass a levels as well. i’m just glad my school had the option to choose a levels instead of ib cause ill be honest with the way my friends are managing it idk if i could’ve made it thru these 2 years 😭😭

but coming back to topic, i’ll probs be off tumblr indefinitely cause of school as well, so we’re twinning ig!!!!

i’ll miss being vball anon aka jongseob so much

and i’ll also miss your account so much

will you be deleting this blog? ik some people delete/deactivate it when leaving but i hope you won’t! i love this account sm it brings me sm joy :( <3

— vball anon

VBALL ANON!! thank u for being here n bringing me so much joy w ur asks ^_^ and thank u for ur understanding too !! wishing u good luck on ur a levels and good luck to ur friends too <3 and even tho i might be inactive soon, u will always b vball anon aka jongseob! and no, i don't plan on deleting this blog bc i feel like i've got so many good memories from here and i don't wanna delete it bc i feel like i'll be leaving all those happy memories!! and i might pop in every now and then w a 20k word fic that i spontaneously decided to write just bc i missed it then disappear again...

[nocturnaljunipers]

when is awesamponk lore hhhrghhhhh

[cld-n]

olivia wilde’s career trajectory is sorta similar to angelina jolie’s hey

[forgive-the-sea]

It was my friend's birthday and we went to the beach

[cornflakesdoesart]

introduction, links and FAQ

LINKS:

Commission info & TOS & status

Twitter (I’m probs gonna delete soon tbh)

Instagram

InPrnt (printshop)

RedBubble (stickers)

Kofi (tipjar, digital goods, occasionally online shop)

Free coloring pages

About me:

-Hi! I’m Conrflakes or Lilla or Zabpehely, I use she/them pronouns, I’m 27, I live in Hunagry, at home and with my cats in a lakeside village. I have a professions degree in ornamental sculpting. I ususally draw my favourite little guys form my shows and my head. I can’t really make myself concentrate on one fandom/interest at a time, but currnetly you’ll probably see Star Trek, Lupin III and Pathologic fanarts from me, tho like absolutely no promises about what I’ll draw next ^^”. I like 90′s and 00′s sci-fi shows, the found family trope, sweets, swimming and lakes.

If you’ve messaged me and I’ve never replied I’m so sorry, I overthink replying correctly and end up procrastinating answering and then actually forgetting to asnwer....feel free to message me again in a week or so if I forgot to reply to you and also I tend to reply to DMs faster!

TERFs, racists, prolifers and the like begone! my art isn’t for you! 

FAQ:

under the cut! and also I’m still adding more!

-If you were not the client do not use art commissioned by someone else as pfp, header, draw it in your own style etc! This goes for if an art piece was noted to be a gift to someone, only the recipient may use it however they like in a noncommercial manner! I always note if a piece is a commission in the text part of posts!

-Do not repost my art!! ever!!

-You can copy my art, for fun or for studying my style etc, but do not post it online publicly and pls don’t show me! Also obviously do not use it for anything commercial!

-Tranformative work form my art is okay! For example if you made it into a 3D model, or embroidered it, or made a felted creature, or drew it in your own style! If you do any of these show me pls! *---* But again pls don’t sell stuff that is based on my design!

-Don’t use my designs for anything commercial without my premission!

-Don’t use my art to advertise events without my premission!

(sudden format change sorry!)

-Q: Can I use your art as my pfp/header/phone bg etc?

-A: Yeah sure! just credit me somewhere in your bio or something! youtube and twitch icons are also okay , if you’re making a profit from these sites do tip me please for using my art as icon, tho! :)

-Q: can I get your art tattooed?

-A: yeah! again make sure it’s not a commission or a gift, but other than that go ahead the only thing I would ask is that you tip me a few ko-fis if you use my design and also pls show me the result!

-Q:Do you do commissions?

-A: yeah! check my links for more info and availability!

-Q: What art program do you use ?

-A: Photoshop 2020 ver! 

 -Q: brush??

-A: I’m nearly exclusively using the “soft oil pastel” brush, located in the “dry media brush 2″ folder (?) , idk if this actually comes with a program or a separate brush pack tho, sorry ^^”

-Q: Can I use your art to represent npcs in my rpg campaign?

-A: Sure! Credit me in some way esp if you post about it online and refer to the 5. point of my faq but otherwise go ahead!

[marc-spectorr]

You're going to see the weekend live??? AHHHHH OMG this is so cooooool. Wish I could go with you and sing along his songs. Please tell me afterwards how it was OK???😍❤ oh and same here with Dua Lipa's songs. Whenever I hear a song from her I'm gonna dance around my flat. 😄 she's so good.

Don't worry about the prompts babe. I'm glad you had them saved so the broken laptop didn't delete them. I hope you can fix it soon though.

Haha yah... Steven definitely would feel sorry for you as soon he's got the job for tour guide at the museum. He'd probably ask Donna for a solution and she'd only get annoyed with him again. Imagining you would stand up for him after you realized that he wanted to help you get the job too. You'd put Donna on her place in front of everyone and Steven would look at you like 😍🥰

Also Jake the one that cleans up behind the boys?? 😅 Sis I wanna see that!! Him doing household, being tidy, taking out the trash but not without knocking over a full bin out of frustration because he can't get his trash inside anymore. He'd curse in Spanish too. Oh and while he's cooking delicious things (I'm sure he's a goooood cook) he'd listen to old Spanish songs and every now and then move his hips and feet along the rhythm. God I need a sitcom with Jake doing his everyday life. It'd be sooooo cool 😍😍😍

Callieeeee... if you don't mind me asking, what's your zodiac sign? 💖 I'm a saggitarius.♐

-- 🌻

eekekdkkjj i am 😭😭 i’m sooo pumped to finally see him live, i’ve been a fan for years!! it’s in july but i’ll definitely let you know how it goes (prob amazing bc it’s the weeknd and his energy is just w.o.w)

awww thank you! i really felt so bad that i can’t post them as planned uGH. but it’s alright! i was in need of a new laptop anyway so it works out lolol

omg donna makes me so angry haha! like how dare you act so mean to our sweet steven 🥺 he’s just so passionate about his job,,, seriously he’s the perfect tour guide/employee what more does she want??? but sjjdkdk imagine you and steven working together tho. having lunch breaks together, finding each other in the museum just to say hi, and maybe sneaking in a few kisses when no one’s watching hehe :)

and yeees!! jake just exudes oldest brother energy and is the most responsible out of the three lmao. he works hard to make their house a home agsjkdjd. def he’s a master chef and knows how to cook good food. he had a taste of marc and steven’s cooking once and was like yeah nOpe i’m in charge of what’s going into our bodies now. but he has a soft spot for steven so he’s always making sure what he’s cooking is vegan🥺

oOo i am a scorpio by the way :))) idk if that’s the vibe i’m giving people here tho LOL

love you to the moon and back sunnie 💞

[literaphobe]

WAIT WAIT I was scrolling through your blog and you said you watch running man?? oh my goood question! who is your favourite member? thought on kwang soo leaving running man? (also maybe gary and joong ki if you are there when they leave) thought on the new members? fav ep? i'm sorry but it been so long i found people who watch running man

unless you talking about a different running man then...I'm sorry please delete this post and sorry for bothering you

MY FAVE MEMBER. is. no surprise. SONG JIHYO. aka goddess and best at everything. i think i’m very drawn to personalities that always dominate n come out on top. jihyo isn’t really known for being the ace of running man anymore but in my heart she always is :( i also am a HUGE fan of her goddess of luck image like she isn’t as crazily lucky these days bc kwangsoo (icon of misfortune) is gone but if anything makes me believe in supernatural like. the concept of LUCK being a real force in the universe it would be because of her. the way she overcomes odds n comes out on top despite being a bit of an underdog in many situations is SO hot to me. here’s some pictures of her

she’s like. u know how george is like effortlessly pretty despite being just so idc about it? yeah thats HER like she doesn’t give a shit she just wakes up rolls out of bed n goes to work. she falls asleep everywhere too. one time they played giant jenga and one of them had to be on top of the jenga as a ‘risk’ for the jenga tower dying n at the time running man was 6 men 1 woman (her) and they asked her to do it bc they were all scared n she’s the bravest member (she once bungee jumped off a 233m tall building to HELP one of them she literally didnt have to either she just went WEEEEE they all worship the ground she walks on out of respect shes just so cool)

anyway here’s her sleeping on the jenga tower

like???? shes so funny. my second favorite member is kim jongkook n my fave pair on the show is them both :) jongkook is the super jacked guy whos also really smart n good at everything. like u know how whenever george/sapnap/anyone dying screams for dream to help them when they need saving in minecraft? thats like every running man member w jongkook

ANYWAY FAVE EP…. there are so many. i swear to god. but if i were to recommend episodes to start w i’d say the superpowers episode? when they all had superpowers n had to fight to the death (ep74) and the second yoomes bond ep (ep91, i LOVE yoo jaesuk my beloved nation’s mc), the princess race ep (ep103), n park jisung soccer eps (95, 96, 97) OH FUCK THE ZOMBIE EP WHEN THEY WERE IN HIGH SCHOOL WAS FUCKING SICK TOO (ep98) and like uhhhh the baseball ep!! (ep119) and i’ll stop here bc the second people realize i have many episode numbers memorized i’ll look like a crazy person

BUT TO BE FAIR running man is the most popular korean variety show ever these mfs are straight up like A KPOP GROUP. they’ve held fan meetings which r straight up CONCERTS they sing dance etc etc they’re CRAZY u don’t GET IT they are a PHENOMENON,,, jackie chan was on this show RYAN REYNOLDS N TOM CRUISE WERE ON THIS SHOW

running man is literally what happens if u put a bunch of singers, actors, and comedians together n made them do crazy shit (literally everything under the sun has happened on running man. name anything PG. they prob did it on running man) AND THEY BECAME A FOUND FAMILYYYY and its so funny

i think joongki is so sweet n my beloved but i think ultimately him leaving helped the RM dynamic tighten up?? n it improved bc of it?? idk tho maybe itd be just as good if he stayed. i also was a tiny bit upset when gary left n it hurt the show for a while :( gary was so funny but also I HATE MONDAY COUPLE. FUCK MONDAY COUPLE IT TRAPPED JIHYO FOR SO LONG I HATED THAT SHIT. like its so crazy too bc imo they should never have had a loveline but if anything… do it w jongkook the one guy whos actually hot n has enough chemistry w her? they literally were called a ‘power duo’ all the time like brooooo i was so oppressed for liking their dynamic :( BUT HAHAHAHAHAH NOW JONGKOOK N JIHYO R FLIRTING ON THE SHOW ITS SO FUNNYYYY like yaaaassss straightbaiting 😍 its so funny too like there were times when monday couple was a Thing so the other members couldn’t “ship” other pairings but sometimes jongkook n jihyo would be so sus that they couldn’t help BUT say something u know but NOW ALL THE MEMBERS ARE FREE. yoo jaesuk risks his life every week to ship them and the others LOVE to fucking tease them

also kwangsoo leaving made me really sad but his injuries were too bad for him to risk his body every week like that :( all the members have slipped disks n severe back problems because of all the ways they hurt themselves making the show :( i hope kwangsoo comes back to guest soon tho like hes not Permanently gone the way gary is like gary straight up refuses to ever be on running man ever again LOL

also i like somin and sechan :D i admit i do prefer old running man dynamics but the current family is v cozy!! i think their loveline is sweet but i also think its HILARIOUS how the members mostly jaesuk don’t “care” as much about it like in that well get together sure but what we’re REALLY here to do is make fun of jongkook n jihyo ^_^ like they r cute its sweet ALSO somin being added is SO good bc YAY more than one woman also THEIR DYNAMIC IS SO CUTE like anyone remember that time they sabotaged each other in the game where they were competing by kissing each other?? good times

sorry for talking so much running man is literally one of my fave shows EVER n it hasn’t ended despite being a weekly show thats been running since 2010 (theres like over 500 episodes i KNOW im INSANE) like bro at the peak of my hyperfixation on this show I LEARNED THE FUCKING KOREAN LANGUAGE SO I COULD WATCH IT LIVE WHEN IT AIREDDDDD IM CRAZY FR

[mayz1er]

hiiiii sorry for ghosting for like 28 hours but acc idc ^_^ got really sad yesterday i can’t tell if it was just pisces season or a saturday or me but i’m okay now! spent like 5 hours listening to a live reading of mangoball where i prob spoke a total of like six lines. been thinking abt my horror wip erm idk how horror it will acc be but it will have more murder than usual i think. also i’m gonna get started on the ily epilogue soon soz i absolutely hated my writing for like 5 days last week so i didn’t do anything in fear i wud fr delete one of my works (goodbye pink in the night i’ll make u public when i don’t think ur cringe anymore) but now i’m like ahaha i wanna write pretty proses again. so. still waiting for the new euphoria ep to come out bc i’m broke and can’t afford hbo and i’m making a bibliography for a project im scrambling to finish as if i didn’t have a month to finish it. washed my hair it feels nice again. teeth hurt bc i got new wires yesterday but the bands r a nice blue. how r u all? oh i also started reading this pdf book where like the earth colonized mars and then they got into a big war and then the mars and earth citizens merged into a new human race and then this other sentient alien race found them and like tortured some of them? and they made humans evolve into some freak shows read it here.

[lizzibennet]

If u don't mind me asking how are you still here LOL I find it crazy that I've deleted and remade my account like at least twice and you're still here, same theme, same pfp until a couple months ago. Does your interest never waver or is it like a "duty" thing bc most pjo blogs from og days did delete/remake/leave etc

idk why people delete but i’ve never grown bored enough with tumblr/pjo to feel the need to and that’s basically what it comes down to lol. i still feel excited to talk about pjo (as well as the other things i talk about) so i still do it. i’ve gone through phases where i just tire of the internet in general but here i still feel like i have meaningful conversations with interesting people so even when i leave for a bit i always come back. and i truly have never lost interest in pjo lol i’m constantly thinking about the characters and the books, it’s like the default in my mind, i’ll b chillin but in reality i’m writing an essay on annabeth in my head. as long as i think Thots i will need a place to run my mouth off and i like it here best so here is where i stayed. who knows maybe once i stop feeling like every single new piece of media i fall in love with Consumes my Soul i won’t have that need anymore and will let this bloggy rest but i seem to have only grown saltier and more opinionated with the years so it doesn’t look like that’s gonna be any time soon lmao who knows when i’m gonna chill tf out. probs never

[tinycaprisun]

✨twenty questions✨

i was tagged by @freshlysqueezedmox !!! thanks summer i always get good and in my feelings when someone’s tags me in things 🧡

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1. what do you prefer to be called name-wise?

uh, liz is cool but really u can call me anything, like i’ll respond to bastard if u yell it loud enough

2. when is your birthday?

february 29th & yes i am not joking i was born on leap year and my day of birth only exists once every 4 years

3. where do you live?

in super mega ultra hell. is that meme already dead bc idk i like the verbiage of it lmao- no but for real i live in missouri, and there isn’t much to do other than stare at a giant hunk of curved metal and eat barbecue that the locals tell u is the best thing since sliced bread & maybe it is i just don’t like it myself ahaha

4. three (3) things you are doing right now?

aside from answering this? well listening to 9 to 5 by dolly parton bc yeehaw, petting my cat who’s curled up on my foot, and slowly waiting for the day to end

5. four (4) fandoms that have peaked your interest?

oh god there r too many to count but as of rn? probs wrestling, buzzfeed unsolved, rupaul’s drag race & just drag in general, and achievement hunter

6. how has the pandemic been treating you?

um... if you would like the honest answer, not great... i lost my job in august so i haven’t been employed for a few months now. my dad hasn’t been making the money he used to so i’ve started helping paying the bills w/ the funds i had saved for going back to college from when i did have that job. sort of become a recluse again, where i almost never leave the house outside of small trips to the store or the literal once in a blue moon going and social distantly see a friend. it’s basically the life i lived in early 2019 while i’m very lonely all the time while trying to solve the problems of my family as the same time? whatever who cares i’m moving on

7. a song you can’t stop listening to right now?

oddly enough, ‘positions’ by ariana grande! i don’t listen to her all that often but for some reason this song really stuck to me! i especially like the versions of it where it’s slowed down and had reverb!

8. recommend a movie?

this might be out of left field, but ‘motocrossed’! it’s one of those disney channel original movies that i grew up with and it’s still pretty good to this day! the movie’s about (and this is in the words of the legendary nakeyjakey) girls pretending to be boys so they can ride dirt bikes

9. how old are you?

20!

10. school, university, occupation, other? 

as i said before i am now unemployed. and before that i did try to go to university once but failed out of all my classes due to never going to them because i couldn’t force myself to get out of bed. i want to go back to school so fucking bad for secondary education physics as a practical career. but recently i’ve been teasing the idea of becoming a ring announcer because my voice was build to shout really loud, but who knows, u know?

11. do you prefer heat or cold?

cold 100% bc i cannot function in environments above 75° (fahrenheit). like it can be -7° outside and i’ll be pleased as punch but as soon as it gets up there in temp? i melt like a popsicle

12. name one fact others may not know about you.

i used to be a gymnast! did all the flipping and the balance beam stuff & maybe thinking abt doing it again. idk i just want to do a backflip and have cool muscles

13. are you shy?

it kinda depends? i can be the most loud and unabashed son of a bitch if i want to, but sometimes i do get into my own head and go silent and nervous.

14. preferred pronouns

she/her and they/them! and they r not “preferred”, they r my pronouns! :D

15. biggest pet peeve?

okay this isn’t as profound or interesting as summer’s was, but people who scrape their forks against their teeth! it is one the worst sounds known to man and it hurts my already messed up ears

16. what is your favorite “dere” type? 

tsundere? i think? sure, i’ll go with that

17. rate your life from 1-10, 1 being crappy, 10 being the best it could be. 

5, and this calvin and hobbes comic explains why

18. what is your main blog?

this. she’s been through a lot and i feel sorry for her honestly

19. list your side blogs and what they’re used for. 

i used to have separate blogs a LONG time ago for art and writing, but as it turns out i’m shit at both so they got deleted and this is all i have now

20. is there something people need to know about you before becoming friends? 

if we aren’t counting the fact that i’m an asshole, i would say that i have the worst tendency to delete messages i send after a while. basically my brain goes into panic mode if someone isn’t responding back thinking “ur annoying them, they don’t want to talk to u. u should delete what u sent because u should have never of said anything in the first place! only speak when spoken to!” u know, the usual.

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certified and honorary cowboys i’m tagging: @orangechuckiet @darbs @yellow----daisy @trent-heel-beretta and anyone else who would like to participate i realize this is over a day old, soz for bothering y’all