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thorough-witness-enjoyer · 3 months ago

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(Small, frivolous rant incoming, apologies)

One thing I wish the Destiny fandom did more of was dabble in the utter horror this universe holds, especially when it comes to portraying the vile atrocities committed by many of the cosmic level characters.

Destiny‘s T rating holds it back so much in my opinion (but it still manages to lay down excellent foundations for horror and more mature themes!!) and I really wish there was more fan works that explored the unimaginable tragedies that occur in lore!!

When you really dwell on the scale of many of the disasters that happen in lore, it really dawns on you just how sinister and monstrous many of the larger villains are. Antagonists like Eramis are much more grounded, certainly not saints though, but some of the antagonists we have encounter are truly odious in their behaviors, even if they are deluded into thinking what they are doing is correct (like the Osmium siblings ravaging whole star systems in pursuit of the sword).

For example, it’s no secret that I LOATHE the Witness like no other. This wicked entity has me fighting bile at the mere thought of it and I truly think the way it delivers cruelty with such a sense of compassion and righteousness to be the most stomach wrenching form of being baneful. I could not think of an entitlement more deplorable than the Witness‘ and it’s existence is a travesty that has caused irreparable harm that spans EONS.

Yet, in my experience, I never see much content that taps into the horrors experienced by those touched by the Witness and its pawns, such as the Noesis and humanity during the collapse. There are INCREDIBLE artistic and written works that tap into the psychological horrors of exos and the unethical hell Clovis was putting people through, but not as many on the more cosmic horrors from what I have seen!!

This may just be a me thing and the personal reasons why I want the Witness put under a hydraulic press speaking, but I often see plenty of depictions of the Witness being uncharacteristically soft and having deeper feelings towards its disciples, but works about its vengeful rage, simple mindedness, violation of the autonomy of others, and predatory grooming are quite barren.

I wish to see just how HEINOUS it is displayed in all its turpitude and how it leaves a festering rot on everything and everyone it touches. I love the Witness because it is so evil in it‘s actions and my heart SINGS any time I see people tap into the trauma it causes, especially for characters like Rhulk or Savathûn!!

There is so much room for exploring just how vast the Destiny universe is when you decenter perpetrators in stories and focus on the incomprehensible number of victims.

Destiny genuinely has a character running around with the title „The Final God of Pain“ haunting people and refusing to permanently die, but there is only so much a T rated game can do and I feel like Destiny enjoyers can go beyond what’s in game in such creative ways!! Just thinking of the fall of Torobatl has me going „Wow, I’m actually so sick to my stomach, I need to honor Caiatl and really capture the pain of such an event!“

The latest lore on the Qugu? My chest HURTS.

Some of the hive experimentations? The hive in general? Hell is not hot enough for what the Witness lead them into.

But you know what they say, be the change you want to see in the world! Create the content you want to enjoy and promote the content you do enjoy!! I wish to dabble into the darker areas of lore, and of course, promote Witness hatred any chance I get!! Hopefully I get more time to write about these things and really value the work the Destiny writers have put into portraying such strong feelings of loss time and time again!!

And also!! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE read The Garden‘s Witness by Titanmaster_117 !!! ESPECIALLY THE FIRST CHAPTER, I COULD RANT ABOUT THIS BEAUTIFUL PIECE OF PROSE ALL DAY, IT GENUINELY MADE ME CRY!! PROMOTE THE CONTENT YOU ENJOY ALL DAY, EVERYDAY!!

But this is just something I’ve been thinking for some time now. This isn’t condemning anyone in the fandom or saying there is an issue, just a desire I would love to see (and hopefully fulfill if I ever get back into writing for Destiny!) If you guys have any recommendations for Destiny works that are horrific, focus on themes of loss and devastation, or hate on the Witness, feel free to mention them so other people can find them!!

Not enough Witness hate going around for my liking… this looks like a job for me.

#destiny 2 #destiny #destiny the game #d2 #the witness #destiny witness #destiny art #destiny fanart #destiny fanfiction #destiny eramis #eramis #nezarec destiny #nezarec #im just tagging whatever at this point #maybe it’s just me being from a group of people on the recieving end of a lot of the atrocities committed in destiny #witness haters where are you I NEED YOU #this is not to hate on anyone who makes any content in the destiny fandom btw!! I love you all so much #the destiny fandom can be so talented and creates AMAZING works #i wanna write and draw as good as some of the people in this fandom!! you guys are amazing!!!#if destiny was M and focused more on storytelling with some rpg elements I think I’d die happy #anyways make sure to blow up the witness with your mind whenever you can #i need that entity blown up into a million pieces NOW #destiny savathûn #savathûn #savathun #maybe one day I’ll write that fic from the perspective of someone who lost everything #someone who fought back against the Witness and was abused by it horribly

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tetzoro · 4 months ago

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the day the earth stood still is the day i felt your presence leave it, and then every day after that.

#tw grief #sigh sigh sigh.#apologies in advance as this is not the happiest yap ! i would just like to write out some of my feelings on this day #the heaviest heart weighs under an insurmountable amount of grief — the ghost of love #days like today are a twisted reminder that has every emotion flooding through your soul #longing . guilt . anger . an indescribable melancholy that could only be consoled through the sands of time #a year ago i lost my best guy friend and it’s never really gotten easier . but ive heard it never does #all i can do is bundle up the love i have for him and search for him in the clouds that take up the sky #the circumstances around his passing will never not haunt me and rather than go into it all i’d like to say is this #if you have a loved one or a relationship or a friendship you cherish .. then never ever stop fighting for it - for them.#as time never really seems to be on our side #each day i’ll live as he intended . to greet the world with kindness and a smile and passion for positivity #in his wisest words (or rather after every phone call we’d have hehe) i’ll try my best to stay awesome & encourage you all to do so as well #if you’ve read this then i’m taking your hand and thanking you #it didn’t feel right not acknowledging him at all on this blog . he’s the one that introduced me to anime + more importantly : one piece #i wish i could talk to him about it all so he could see how far down this rabbit hole i fell just as he had done #will be spending the day enjoying his favorite episodes and being gentle with the world that surrounds us #this is not like my usual yaps & i feel vulnerable posting it but i wanted to carve out a space for him on this blog #forever missing the connie to my sasha . maybe in another universe we’ll get it right #have a wonderful sunday my sweet friendz and if you can — hug your loved ones & blow a kiss up to the sky 🤍💫#thank you for being here & helping me make this a safe place .#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims

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fumifooms · 3 months ago

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Just finished Fool Night vol 7 (chap 63) and clutching my head. Mayhaps I shall never be the same. Oh Mukuru Izumi the villain that you are… "What’s back teryas? Veer usses?" "What’s oxygen? Is it like air?" "What’s that? What are you holding?" "Do you think I can live happily one day?" Just shoot me mysterious masked guy it’ll hurt less idc anymore just do it. This is my csm Aki I feel the tragedy in my bones even more here

It’s the cycle of revenge right, that goes on and on until there’s no one left to avenge the last one murdered— And the thought that there’d be no one that would remember or care or want or try to avenge Mukuru is the fucking saddest thing I’ve ever heard.

Trying to be as vague as possible to avoid spoilers but man. Fool Night, the manga that’ll make me cry over trees… Like so far I’ve only cried once and it was during the first umm trees field scene right, because it was simply too fucking real yeah that’d happen yeah, but my god. They’re not just trees they’re lives and they’re not just lives they’re humans and more but does it matter and what are souls???? What are feelings????? What is communication?????? "Oh sure I’ll bring you to Shiika." then that. evil.

…….. And also today I started NegaPosi Angler!!! Great and comfy so far very looking forward to watching it every week. For anyone who didn’t know yet I have a weird ultra fixation on fishing in media in general, Tsuritama and River King are two of my fave things, sooo this is perfect for me lol, came around just at the right time too. Big recommend. Surprisingly topical since both NegaPosi and Fool Night deal with poverty hm. It’s csm Denji meets FN Toshiro except this guy fixes his life through fishing. Bless.

2 works that make me say "I want to live!!" in very different ways! 😀 Fool Night’s out in english through Viz what are you doing here go check it out

#Fool night #kasumi yasuda #A renewed sense of gratitude for the education system flawed as it may be #I’LL FORGIVE YOUUU MUKURU I’LL FORGIVE YOUUUUU…… 😭😭#Apparently Viz isn’t doing a greaaat job…… thankfully the french manga translation industry is on my side so #Holding my head and staring at the floor for 2 mins #If the world moves on from Mukuru’s death just reset it actually just make a do-over just blow it up tbh #I want to make fanart…….. i’m……….. mukuru……………………………… and SHIIKAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAA #That’s bacterias and viruses btw idk how clear that was lmao. I tried bc again i read that in french so the mispellings were different #-remembers it again- aughhhaughhhhhhh punching the floor……#Like the protagonists dying would be less sad than Mukuru dying and that stopping there tbh not even joking. I’m?????? I need a hot sec #No one left to avenge Mukuru :((((((#That doctor lady btw i stan in my heart Mukuru Shiika and doctor lady are living together surviving trudging along #Like I can’t overstate how much this hit I took like 2 mins to recover from every other page and pace myself if this was some episode #that I wouldn’t have put on pause I’d have been a sobbing mess on the floor prob ngl #I’ve been on an horror binge since last month and I’ve watched stuff like The Coffee Table or The Devil’s Bath and even Speak No Evil right #… ok well maybe not more intense than speak no evil but this made me way more emotional than the coffee table tbh #Like my god. I need to breathe 🚬#The candies. The snow. Life :(#Cw organs

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stcries · 8 days ago

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i had a hella lengthy talk with kai about j.ayvik on disc yesterday afternoon and not only was it hilarious, it was also hella informative. i’ve been on the fence about a particular headcanon regarding my viktor and the whole conversation finally made the puzzle pieces fit together.

so i am hereby announcing i am hitting my viktor with the trans beam.

#・ ˖ ✦ ⋄ . AUTHOR OF THE STARS ❝ ooc. ❞#seriously kai’s headcanons/worldbuilding? immaculate #blowing kisses at you if u see this btw ;)#it felt like the stars aligned it all makes sm sense what #I’ll probably make a drabble at some stage with some more headcanons regarding this cause I’ve got a few cooking up in my noggin

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moviebunny · 4 months ago

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Jax is a prideful control freak asshole. No matter what happens he wants to preserve his pride (if he feels it’s being threatened) or reclaim it. If he can’t change the situation to put himself on top, he’ll try to drag someone, ANYONE down to his level. So, anytime you see him trying to reassert himself you also know deep down he’s freaking out. This kind of contrast between the actions and mental interior of the character makes me so excited I want to cry. I love Jax. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

^^^^ me

#chatter.txt #jax posting #WAITER WAITER PLEASE MORE EMOTIONALLY IMMATURE MEN THAT MAKE ALREADY MISERABLE PEOPLE EVEN WORSE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE #this isn’t character analysis Im just foaming at the mouth #the guy I love to hate and love and hate and hate and love and love and *collapses*#ppl may say Jax is overrated and also for ppl with basic tumblr bitch taste #and I will not deny any of it #BUT #he’s the one where it all clicked #he's My chew toy #my favorite chew toy #I’ll never let this freak go #i'd follow him to hell just to drink his tears #i don't care #he can blow up the circus #he can try to kill everyone #he can even be the reason Kaufmo died #if there are no Jax fans left #i am no longer alive

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insanechayne · 2 months ago

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#for the last couple days whenever I try to talk to partner about something more serious I’m feeling/thinking they just acknowledge that #they read it and then just blow it off. like putting a sad face emoji to show they read my message and then sending 💕 which is our #indicator for ‘don’t want to/can’t talk right now’. and if they were at work I’d understand but then they don’t try to let me talk later #when we’re together either. and this has even been happening at times where they’re home on a day off. I get maybe not having the energy or #capacity to let someone vent or complain or whatever but at the same time… we’ve been together a year and a half and we live together now #and they’re supposed to be the person I can count on to let me talk and help me feel better if I’m depressed or sad or anxious or whatever #I would do it for them and I do actually do it for them whenever they need me to because I believe that’s what a good partner should do #and yeah my problems are not very serious but they’re still a big deal to me and making me sad/upset and I want to be able to talk about #them outside of just going to therapy once a week. therapy is great and all but emotions aren’t programmed to just line up with a session #I’m still going to think and feel things during the rest of my time outside of therapy and need support and I’m just not getting it now #but what am I supposed to do? try to force them to listen to me? that wouldn’t be fair to either of us #guess I’ll just be stuck alone with my thoughts as usual #personal

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arolesbianism · 5 months ago

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Some au antag doodles

#keese draws #eternal gales #decided to finally try my hand at drawing au fydd #and decided to also draw the two I’ve already designed #I kinda chickened out hard with this au fydd design but that’s mostly because I don’t know how I’d go about implementing the big thing I cut #I wanted to include a nod at my old tazian (the species I recycled for fydd) worldbuilding by giving him some rainbow ‘hair’#but I definitely am not capable of drawing my vision well enough for my standards rn so maybe one day I’ll go for it but not rn #but long story short in the original version of the species those who were more middling height would have strands of or even entirely #rainbow hair which was like 90% me bullshitting but I have thought of a retroactive excuse #long story short most tazians would either be super tiny or like stupid tall and more middling height ones were rare #but one thing I realized lately is that all my tall ones had white hair and all my short ones had black hair #so the retroactive excuse is that the rainbow is a transitional period that usually indicates young age but can sometimes be permanent if #they don’t end up becoming properly tall #and I wanted to nod at that concept with au fydd since he’s 15 and is what would be considered pretty middling height #but that would mean figuring out how I’d wanna go about coloring that and that would make me lose it #for context fydd’s hair is supposed to be a smidge feathery #and also I like to keep my characters having somewhat manageable color pallets #not that I’m particularly good at that but I try #oh also second biggest failure of this drawing I made it so I couldn’t draw his other eye rip #he’s missing his other eye due to basically completely destroying it in the process of blowing up his original universe #the other two aren’t missing any major design elements that I can think fo fortunately #these three are all favorites of mine amongst the au antags they’re so silly #and by that I mean one of them is a grown ass adult torturing teenagers and the other two are heavily traumatized teenagers that are #helping said grown ass adult torture teenagers #well only one of them is properly helping owl is just here to meet her crush #she genuinely did not think the others would get as far and go as hard as they did #au fydd was the first member of the squad au bloom recruited and he is easily the most loyal to her #he’s also the only one au bloom even mildly gives an actual shit abt #au fydd went through a Lot in his original universe and is very ‘let’s burn it all down’ with his approach to helping #owl also went through a lot but she came out the other end just desperately wanting to stop fighting

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captaindeinony · 1 year ago

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Dawn (Masters) is friendly and cheery. She likes riding her bike and hanging out with her friends. She INSISTS on helping you over and over again. Overall is just a delight.

For some reason, Masters gives her Cresselia after implying her to be afraid of the dark. She has an identity crisis if you talk to her in the Trainer Lodge. You also learn about her love of superheroes! During a child kidnapping inside of a cave?

She’s like 10

#captain speaking #trainer dawn #pokemon masters #her and Nate are very similar to me all of a sudden. they are both friendly and outgoing and love helping people #right before they do something that makes you question their mental well-being #Dawn’s is slightly more subtle though #Nate absolutely blows up and cries in front of ~4 people #considering he isn’t technically the canon protag.. that’s a very strong reaction to have #[Dawn 🤝🏽 Nate] Pasio may not be so good to them but their homeland certainly isn’t either #Diinoverse Dawn is afraid of the dark because of the Distortion World so I wonder why PokeMas Dawn dislikes it (allegedly)#could be nothing. it’s only implied that she dislikes the dark if she’s ALONE in it.#I’ll pull up quotes if any of y’all want #oh yeah she also looks up to Plumeria

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girlkomaeda · 9 months ago

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thinking about replaying all the danganronpa games and reading more of the novels and spin offs n stuff…

#I’m always thinking about komahina and komaeda but it’s been a while since I was actively into danganronpa itself… I’m feeling the urge now #honestly I never finished dr3 anime because I didn’t like it 😭😭😭I know everything that happens in it I just never finished the last 4 episo #bc I got ultra depression and couldn’t watch anything for a while when I was 15 #I did actually like most of dr3 but there were like just a few things I didn’t like #I don’t remember why so I’m curious if I’ll feel differently about it now. I also didn’t like some of komaedas characterization #I liked most of komaedas characterization but I also felt like they used him for fan service too much. not talking about the shower scene #that was just funny and awesome. I love komaeda sexualization #I remember not liking him blowing the gym up or whatever bc I felt like it was more fan service than anything. but that’s just my opinion #and it’s been so long so maybe when I rewatch it I’ll feel differently who knows #I just felt like thag part was kind of silly and didn’t make much sense. it felt like just fanswrbeice like here’s Komaeda blowing somethin #up like ok thanks. I guess. like it’s not even completely out of character really I just didn’t like it #also honestly I got so into komaeda at some point that seeing him made me feel ill I can’t explain it. like I got sick seeing people talk #about him or make videos about him or mention him… it was crazy #even now I still get stressed out to an unreasonable degree when people from my pov mischaracterize him or stray too far from my specific #headcanons like it’s not super healthy LOL but I think I’m allowed to be super insane about at least one gay anime boy ok #I’m better at recognizing when I’m being unreasonable now though… I respect some different interpretations… sometimes #damn this ramble paragraph might be proof that i should not get actively back into danganronpa itself

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sillymapache · 11 months ago

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Matphen Likers where are you… Can one of you make a fic or smth, please I need more content of them. I’ll continue drawing them to try and convert people

#matphen #stephen stills #matthew patel #stephen x matthew #scott pilgrim #scott pilgrim takes off #spto #guys please see the light #joyous yaoi #no pain #tired of toxic yaoi #I already have enough I don’t smile about in my life why do I need more #joyous yaoi brings a smile #I promise I’ll make y’all see the vision #come on every other matthew ship blows up what abt this one

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ineffablehunter · 2 years ago

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When I tell you tomorrow is going to be the best day of my life (!)

#heavy sarcasm #I have three (3) GCSEs (important English exams)#if your gonna be a bitch and say ‘but they don’t really matter’ shut up cos they actually do #and I have a cold which I can normally deal with but in an exam stopping to blow my nose every five minutes is shit #the piercings on both my ears are infected too #also we’re doing our first science exam and the people doing double are going to be insufferable #if I hear one ‘I’ll have finished biology but you have to do one more haha’#I will drown myself in the lake #which I would have to build #but that’s okay #i have 45 minutes to eat lunch and cram biology #so instead of sleeping I’m gonna read some really fluffy fanfiction #goodnight y’all #pray I don’t sacrifice anything for my grades #or make a demon deal #(which is more likely than you think considering I take Latin (and am doing it tomorrow)#gcses #igcse #igcses #gcse #exams #location: hell

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pebblezone · 2 years ago

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succumbing to the illness. becoming a hater. anyway look at this building they’re fucking destroying

#talkingcore #they’ve been hosing her down everyday but it’s so windy she just blows onto people. not ideal #she used to be the rec building but she felt like tunnels she was stuffy and evil and the weights were separated in a mean way #not a fan but she’s dead now!!!!!!#every day can be destroy. build. destroy when you’re living the dream life #thinking about how like December 2021 I was doing my first run through of the bb discography and making my ratings #(had a lovely grid and rating system) but one of my biggest flaws was how low I rated love you #yeah the vocals are kinda trash but that’s what happens when you go from singing to critical acclaim to doing coke daily there are effects #like sure Mona is obnoxiously repetitive but dammit it’s a Little fun. we can ignore what the actual meaning of I wanna pick you up is #ignoring the actual meaning it’s a really nice and sweet song. once agai. 1970s Brian should not have been allowed to touch a pen #anyway this is a roundabout way of saying I caved in and put Johnny Carson on the 2023 playlist and I think it’s yelling in a not good way #I’d share it but I got Apple Music and I kinda like not doxxing myself 💔 sorry lads #maybe one day I’ll be ready to doxx myself #that way my employer can see all my really great takes and creations!!!#Twas sounding like i had been able to achieve the sweet sweet affects of t this morning but now I am Less ill and sound more normal #sad but good I kinda need to sound normal as long as I have to speak in class #yknow what’s a good album? make it big by wham that shit is sooooo good #you CAN have my credit card baby 🥰🦅🦅🦅🫡🦅🦅🦅

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hairstevington · 2 years ago

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Drop your reasonings in comments or tags!!! There’s lots of good stuff to consider lol

(also plz forgive me for splitting up Stobin - the group would never split this way but I wanted to explore different dynamics that I personally wish to see more of lol)

#team one is simply because I crave more Robin/Eddie and Max/Mike content #like I need it lol #plus eddie and Mike? max and eddie? Robin and Mike?? omg imagine the bitchiness and snark #second team is fun because Murray helped Jonathan and Hopper get together with Nancy and Joyce #and if Will is also in that group 👀 you feel me #also more Jonathan/Will brotherly content!! and high Jonathan with Murray? iconic #team 3 I mean damn #obviously Steve and El we got power we got loyalty we got badassery #plus JOYCE???? the passion????#last team would be a gd mess but damn it’s a bunch of smarties #argyle is a stoner but he thinks outside of the box and Nancy would need that to bounce off of #have fun!! if this blows up I’ll make more lol #poll #me #Stranger Things #eddie munson #steve harrington #nancy wheeler #jonathan byers #robin buckley #max mayfield #joyce byers #el hopper #lucas sinclair #mike wheeler #will byers #dustin henderson

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yoohyeon · 4 days ago

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I barely slept today and I feel like I won’t be able to sleep again tonight cause my nose is BURNING

#my cold seems to be ending after 4 days (5 tomorrow)#so I’m mostly sneezing and blowing my nose #but it feel like someone is putting fire in my nose and nothing make it better #also I’m 99% sure I’m allergic to dust (can’t find free exam for that yet) but I’m tired physically tired to clean my room #so it make it worst at night #i slept like 4 hours cause I had to get up at around 8 for the new couches coming in and they came by at 11:30 😭#they were so kind though one of the guys was in love with puppy bfjdbjd #he would cry at him and he would say hi and later look at his colleague like #‘’see that’s why i want a dog look at the unconditional love’’ because he was in my arm not moving at staring at the guy bfjdbd #it was cute he ran to the window when they left he wanted his new friends back :’)#Idk what that guy give but baby loved him fksbdjjd #BUT THAT COUCH IS COMFY #Like it’s harder than our previous one but it’s look so much more better quality so not easy to break unlike the previous one #like I took an almost 2 HOURS NAP ON THAT COUCH #that’s impressive I never been able to sleep on any couch in my life #anyway ! yeah I’m suffering I would be fine if it was not for my nose !#i didn’t lay down I stayed on one place incline it and the thing in the middle for glasses was open I put my pillow there and slept 😌#my body wasn’t even soar but I did put a wet cloth clothes to my nose it help the burn (but can’t wear that non stop you know)#now I’m going to try some grandma magic tricks see if it helps #and answer some asks probably will have to make a new list #and I’ll try to make something for my wife’s bday 🥰#alex.txt

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haileys-out2 · 10 months ago

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I’ve been told to make this caption from one of my photos (yes this is me in the photo). I have no control over any of this, I’ve been told what tags to use and how long the post is to be pinned to the top of my page. 😥

The post is up for three months (until June 8) and I am scared about how long I’ll get!!

P-p-please be nice. I d-d-don’t want my life ruined!! 😭😭😭

Update. If this post hits 100 REBLOGS I have to get a larger plug and dildo.

Update 2. You are all mean (specially @count-alta with your 20-odd reblogs)😤😭😭 I now have to get a larger plug and dildo. If it gets to 300 REBLOGS then I have to make a Discord server to show that I am in fact wearing the cage and plug 😭😭😭😭 this is getting both out of control and expensive

Update 3. It hasn’t even been a week. 😢😢 I’ve been instructed to add note milestones. I’ve only been given a couple for now but more will be added if any of you suggest something my dominant likes.

Update 4. I’m back from a brief hiatus from Tumblr while I settled into a new job, and I discovered that this post really took off. I now have to make discord (coming soon) and I’ve been given a new Reblog MILESTONE. If this post reaches 500 Reblogs I will have to start HRT. If it hits 1000 Reblogs then I have to find a man to fuck me on camera 😭😭😭😭. Please be nice.

Update 5: whelp it’s done. My Discord server is live

1500 notes: I have to keep myself hairless from the nose down.

1700 notes: Make an Amazon Wishlist and add 100 toys and clothes for anyone to buy. Anyone who buys them will get a free show with what they bought

1800 notes: my hair must be grown out

2000 notes: I have to resume my BambiSleeps regimen

2500 notes: Practice deepthroating the current sized dildo twice a week

2750 notes: I now have listen to Bambi sleeps every morning, afternoon and night on my days off

3000 notes: Sit on a 7-inch dildo 2 times a week for 30 min

3250 notes: I have to start using she/her pronouns

3500 notes: I have start wearing a bra everyday

3750 notes: Use a large plug now

4000 notes: I have to start an OF (ManyVids and webcamming as well once I find a better living arrangement)

4250: I have to film myself suck cock

4500 notes: i can only ever cum from anal

5000 notes: I can only wear androgynous clothing. Nothing overtly masculine

5100 notes: Sit on an 8-inch dildo 3 times a week for 30 min

5400 notes: Listen to Bambisleep hypno every time I do anal

6000 notes: edge with a Hitachi magic wand for 30 once a week

6500 notes: start using a ball gag whenever I do anal

7100 notes: Once a week I have to film myself anal training and share it to the discord channel

8000 notes: Sit on a 9-inch dildo 4 times a week for 30 min

8500 notes: I must listen to ALL hypno that is sent to me

9000 notes: The Hitachi edging session becomes twice a week

12300 notes: Clicker train myself to get horny to the thought of cock

13200 notes: Use an XL plug now

13500 notes: Only use 10-inch toys from now on sit on it 6 times a week for 30 min, once a week use a 12+ inch toy

15000 notes: I have to get either bottom surgery or an orchiectomy

20000 notes: I have to be spit roasted

25000 notes: I have to be the center of a Blow Bang

32500 notes: I have to be the center of a Gangbang 😳😳😳

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malachitezmeyka · 8 months ago

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As someone who’s both aspec (aroace, aqueerplatonic, afamilial and plato-indifferent demiplatonic) and generally squicked out by the idea of being bound by the universe to someone before you’ve even met them, I’m not the biggest fan of Soulmate AUs. I’d did go through a phase of liking them a lot when I was like 12, though even then I tended to go for the angstiest scenarios possible that usually involved someone losing their soulmate

I am, however, willing to make an exception for a Kuviren soulmate AU, if only for the sheer potential of “Spirits no, not her, anyone but her, please…”

#I can’t decide which idea I like more #a concept where soulmate discovery is touch or sight based so both of them realise at the same time #right in the middle of the assassination attempt #or a concept where your soulmate’s name is written somewhere on your body #so Suiren’s known ever since Kuvira declared herself the great Uniter to the whole world but Kuvira has no idea who she is #even during the assassination attempt. or the prison break. or their night in the woods #as long as Suiren didn’t reveal her wrist. which she wouldn’t do in this situation. Kuvira wouldn’t know #right up until she asks for her name bc it’s kinda awkward to have fucked someone whose name you don’t know #and Suiren has a choice to make #tell her the truth. making her realise Suiren’s her soulmate. possibly resulting in her thinking it was the only reason Suiren broke her out #or lie and hope it doesn’t eventually blow up in her face #yeah now that I wrote them out it’s very clear the second concept has more potential lmao #idk if I’ll ever do anything with it or not but it can be fun to think about #making Suiren grapple with whether or not she can kill her soulmate… that’s some delicious angst I tell you #okay nia it’s 3 a.m go to bed #kuviren #writing ideas

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