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coleszzzworld · 2 years ago
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Throw away the key.
Chapter one.
Tittle- all for us.
“And I’ll do 25 to life , if it makes me a king.”
Masterlist for this series!
Show no emotion.
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"Look directly in the camera miss l/n". The man behind the camera says to you.
Hours before your mug shot . You was set up by one of your delivery boys. You was dropping off some 'merchandise' for one of your boys too sell off too whatever junkie laid out on the streets . But instead you made it too his house and it was a fucking set up . Police busted in the front door like they're from some cheesy action movie...
and after hours of moving jail too jail you made it too the big house . 'U.A's correctional facility for criminals.' From what you heard this place sucked . And now your in it . "Alright that should be all I'll have my fellow officer too get the package for your time here ." The officer says as he walks you too a bench eventually leaving.
What makes it worse is that the women's correctional facility was at full capacity and they had no choice but too stick you in the man's correctional facility. "Hello! My name is officer ashido and -" she pauses mid sentence and then has a confused look on her face . "Um- your a girl ?!" She says surprised , "yeah and what about it ?" You say confused as well , "well your not supposed to be here ! You should be at the women's correctional facility! This is a man's correctional facility! " she explains, "yeah I know , the warden said the women's place was at full capacity and theirs no way of knowing when it won't be anymore so they sent me here." You say nonchalantly.
"Well-um if you keep your head down you'll be okay !" She says trying to reassure you . Then she hands you, your stuff , "okay I'm going to need you to follow me ! Your in block A ! Cell 2-A on the bottom bunk . " she says as you follow her.
"Ay ! Baby cmon over here and I'll protect you!" Someone shouts from their table , as you keep walking down too your cell the cat calls and desparte calls keep coming and coming. "Here's your cell y/n looks like your roomies are bakugo, kirishma, Kaminari.!"
she says as she opens the cell for you. "Well if you have any questions or concern's let me know!" She says as she walks away ,you walk into the room and immediately all eyes are on you ...
"Woahhhh we got a total babe in our room guys! " the red head says excitedly, "dumb ass! She's right in front of you ! She can obviously hear you" the blonde says aggressively, "im going to agree with kirishma on this she is a total babe!" The other blonde says , As you put your stuff down on the bottom bunk the other blonde walks up to you , "hi! My name is denki kaminari! Whats your name ?!" He says excitedly, "y/n." You reply dryly . "Well y/n are you an angel? Cause you fell from heaven " he winks at you. "Disgusting. " you say . "Hey!-" he gets cut off by the red head, "don't listen to him ! My name is Eijiro Kirishima ! And that Grumpy guy is katsuki bauguo! " he says as he puts his hand out for a hand shake and you shake his hand back.
"so what's a pretty thing like you doing here ? Just in case you didn't notice this is an all male jail" he says , "i did notice....and The warden said the woman's place was over crowded and he doesn't know when a spot will be free . So they sent me here ." You reply nonchalantly. Before kirishma could respond bakugo walks up to you, "tch. what are you in here for ?" He asks , "drug trafficking. " you reply nonchalantly.
"Oh really!?!? We are in here for the same thing , we used to sell too!. Well until the cops arrested us." kaminari says , "tch.. we were set up dumb ass..." Bakugo responds aggressively,
Before anyone could say anything "LIGHTS OUT LADIES!" A male officer yells as everyone that was sitting at the tables made their way into their cells . "Welp that's the bell! Good night y/n! " kirishma says as Kaminari and bakugo makes their way too their bunks , "oh and one more thing y/n ! " he pauses for a minute, "welcome too hell!" He says as he makes his way on the top bunk under you.
'This place sucks'. You think too yourself as you make your way into the uncomfortable bedding and crawling under the covers. 'In the morning I need too call my mom as soon as possible.' You think too yourself as a mental note , then you drift too sleep.
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A/N - I know this was short but more will be coming soon!!!❤️
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lumiereandcogsworth · 1 year ago
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5 9 13 15 22 and 27 ! 🫶🏻
5. What’s a fic idea you’ve had that you will never write? well there’s like some pretty unnecessarily angsty plots i’ve thought about, i call it the Dark Timeline lmao. no one dies or anything but just like, intense illnesses or injuries that bring characters near-death. you know, for the worry!!! for the angst!!! but ultimately that’s not really what i wanna write, they’re more just for me to play out in my head when i need to Feel Something™️. but besides that idk. i have a lot of throwaway AUs that just dance around my head, but never say never!
9. Do you write every day? If you wrote today, share a sentence of what you’ve written! no i don’t! i think it’s safe to say i write a couple times a week though. not a ton by any means, usually just bits of dialogue that happen because adam and belle just live rent free in my head so sometimes i get the chance to jot down what they’re bickering or flirting about. but unfortunately i haven’t written today :( i thought about a convo this morning before work but didn’t get the chance to write it down. and now it’s lost in the abyss.
13. How much planning do you do before writing? i mean generally none at all because like i said above im pretty much just writing down exactly what i’m seeing and hearing happen in my mind. for my longer things i’ve had some future plot points that i wanted to make note of, but still not much “planning”
15. How do you come up with titles for your fics/chapters? ah, my fic titles. i’ve actually (this is so autistic of me ajdksjdk) i’ve actually been keeping a tally of how i title my fics. because there are so many and i was curious, statistically, how it plays out. SO i can actually answer this with way more detail than you bargained for!
titles i’ve just made up based on vibes: 51
titles that are based on a line in fic/canon: 42
titles that are a line from a song/poem: 16
tittles that are one word/simplistic: 23
SO as you can see, majority of the time i either make it up myself (like “Amidst a Busy Day” or “Finding Peace in the Storm”) - which usually happens just by me workshopping various words or themes in the fic and then vibing it out, eventually something sticks that works well enough! (and sometimes i get my friends’ inputs if i’m really stuck!) OR i base it off of a line in the fic or from canon! like i have one called “Making Troubles Less Troubling” which is based on when Mrs. Potts says “Most troubles seem less troubling after a bracing cup of tea!” anyway, you get the idea. this is what happens when fic writing is attached to your special interest i guess HAHA
22. Do you know how your fic will end before you start writing? mmm depends. for my longer ones, yeah. like with my big beefy pre-canon fic about adam when he was 15, i knew i wanted it to end at a place that made you see very clearly that he was starting to become the awful prince you see in the prologue of the movie. but for most of my fics that are really (or relatively) short, either i’m just letting the characters talk and seeing where it goes, or it’s already all played out in my head and i know how it ends before i start jotting it down. basically a matter of length and how much i’ve seen in my head already.
27. Is there a fic you were nervous to post/share? Why? no i don’t think so. i generally don’t go to post a fic unless im really excited to do it, because im in love with it in that moment and i want others to be in love with it too. that euphoria always dies off after a little bit but i definitely need to be riding that high before i post anything. so if im feeling nervous or uneasy at all then i’ll either work on it to see why the vibes aren’t right, or i’ll just let it marinate until i get that feeling. one of my recently posted fics was actually written like over a year ago, but i hadn’t really “completed it” so i just let it sit. then i found it and fixed it up a bit and voila! now it’s out there for all to see.
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monsterrae1 · 2 years ago
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WIP 🚧 WEDNESDAY
Tagged by the amazing @dickley-buddie thank you!
All I’ve done is outline my future wips so here’s a little tease of the Baby fic outline that hopefully won’t spoil much:
On his 31st birthday Buck makes a silly wish. He’s at the Diaz house, Maddie and Jee and the 118, are there too, and they’re all celebrating his birthday among family, after the year they had, they’re happy to be back together, and when Eddie comes out of the kitchen with the cake and puts it in front of him, taking Jee from Maddies arm afterwards so she can take the pictures (Eddie’s always have a thumb on the corner of it, so he’s not allowed to do so) and Buck stares at him and Chris, and all the feelings swimming on his stomach multiply at the sight of him hugging a toddler, so when he blows the candles he isn’t thinking, all he knows is that he wants this, for the rest of his life, just him, and Eddie and Chris and maybe a baby of their own to add to the mix.
The party goes on, and when everyone leaves, Buck stays with the Diaz, crawling into bed with Eddie in a very, very platonic way.
They get woken up next morning from a cry, Buck’s confused, he’s pretty sure they didn’t babysit Jee last night, and as far as he can remember, him and Eddie don’t have a baby, but when he sits up, right there in a corner of the bed there a bassinet, two chubby arms reaching out from it.
Tagging if they wanna share anything @peaceofficerdiaz (love the new url Chloe) @loveyourownsmiilee @spotsandsocks @the-likesofus @bekkachaos @constructiononsunset @eddiediazisascorpio @blaidddrwg1982 @elvensorceress @adventuresofprettyboyandthekid @fearlessdiaz @disasterdiaz @jacksadventuresinwriting @satashiiwrites @rogerzsteven
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renohasbigtits · 2 years ago
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Eyes up here
Reno x Reader (kinda)
Rating: Mature
Characters:Tseng, Reno, Gender Neutral Reader, Mentioned Rude
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Summary:
You, as a new Turk, is about to start training under the second in command but no said anything about his wardrobe or lack there of…
“Well done, You have finished you’re basic training.” Tseng, you’re leader, said with a smirk.
“Thank you sir!” You said with enthusiasm.
You’re Basic training was finished. Which means, you get to start you’re Advanced Training. With that done, you’ll be able to become an official Turk! You’re dream was be coming close to a reality.
“I’m glad you’ve completed you’re first first training course.” Tseng stated. “But I cannot train you in Advanced training.”
“Oh?”
“Second in Command will teach you.”
‘Second in Command?’ You thought to yourself. ‘Why did Second in Command need to teach me in Advanced?’
Tseng quickly answered that thought.
“I’ll be busy so he’ll take of that. Meet him on the 60th floor to begin you’re Advanced Training.” Tseng began to walking away.
“W-wait!” You said, completely taken out of your thoughts. “What does he look like?”
Tseng stopped to turn around and you saw the biggest smirk you’ve ever seen on someone before. He took one of his fingered glove to his mouth.
“Oh he’s not hard to miss.” He said then walked away.
You stood there for quite a while, confused as hell.
You literally had no idea for the site you were about to see the next day.
The Next Day
You ran towards the Elevator as fast as you’re legs could take you.
You were late! You overslept and we’re not gonna be on time for you’re Advanced Training with Second in Command.
‘Hopefully he won’t be made at me.’ You though to yourself in the Elevator.
When the Elevator stopped on 60th floor, you’re anxiety was on an all time high. Was he gonna be mad at you? Is he gonna write you up? You’ve worked so hard to get here! And now you probably screwed up you’re chanc-
“Hey rookie.” A voice suddenly said to you.
You raised your head to see a Redhead, with half of his shirt and jacket unbuttoned and untucked, a long baton on his left hand, Turquoise eyes and with a long ponytail.
HOLLY SHIT!
that’s Second in Command?!! There’s no way that’s him!!!
He looked so unprofessional compared to the poise Tseng, who’d expecting nothing but perfection from the people under him.
He, on the other hand, must have Took an all of those concepts… and threw them out of the window. Cause he was none of it.
You were staring at the redhead and you’ve came to a horrible conclusion:
He was fucking hot.
Like Holy Shiva Tittles! He was so handsome, pretty and gorgeous at once!
You’ve never seen such Beauty in all your life.
And he was Second in Command!
He’s gonna train you! AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!
“Ummm hello?” He waved at you’re face, slightly smiling.
“Huuuh?” You said, still staring at him.
He then let out a huge chuckle you’ve ever heard.
….That was also pretty hot too.
“Hey rookie, I know I’m pretty good looking but I can’t train you if you’re gonna stare at me all day.” He said pretty seriously.
Training…. TRAINING!
You’ve forgotten you came here because he was gonna start training you! Now you’re staring at him like he’s a piece of meat.
“Oh my god!” You stated awkwardly. “I’m so sorry for getting here late!” You started stammering. You’ve already made a fool out of yourself.
He giggled once again, which was really cute, before stating:
“It’s alright. The equipment ain’t going nowhere, c’mon let’s get started.” He began walking towards the Elevator.
You quickly followed right behind and stand right next to him as he pushed the button to the 64th floor.
For a little while, it was kind of quiet til he spoke.
“You’re a quiet little one aren’t ya?” He teased.
“….not really.” You said shyly.
“Hehe, well you’re a little more talkative than Rude I’ll say that as much.
“Rude?”
“He’s my Partner. I’ll introduce him to you eventually.”
“Oh. Well then I’ll have to do my best for that to happen Second in Command.”
“Reno.” He said.
“Huh?” You got caught off guard again.
“Call me Reno. I don’t like being called all these official titles.
“O-oh ok then!” You said. It was a pretty name you thought. Just like everything else about him.
Even his voice.
His voice was very light but still nice to listen to. It was almost making your cheeks blush.
Out of boredom, you started taking another close look at him.
You’ve noticed his big boobs just out there for everyone to see. How’d does he have the confidence to go out looking like that? You weren’t sure but seeing the site you were looking at made you even more attracted to him then you were before.
And it made have very impure thoughts about him. Like how much you wanted him and his body so badly. You wanted him on top of you, fucking you til you passed out, dead or pregnant with his baby. You walked him to talk dirty things to you’re ears with his beautiful voice. You wanted to squish his breasts til he cums. You wanted his tongue inside of you’re mouth to do all kinds of things inside of you.
All of these thoughts made you’re cheeks blushing unfortunately, Reno caught onto your staring.
“Hey. Eyes up here rookie.” He smirked.
“Uh-“ You stopped you’re self before making it look worse.
Reno giggled once again. “I know i’m gonna like you a rookie.”
“Yeah” You whispered you’re self. “I’m gonna like you too.” Then the Elevator door open to start the beginning of You’re Advance Training.
From this day Forward, You made it you’re mission to become a Turk so you would get to see him again. And his giant Pecs.
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aphroditedahlias · 3 years ago
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Gojo x reader smut 18+
Reader is female
Tittle // winter break
Tw // age gap? Dub con
Sypnosis : u and gojo fuck but he’s he bsfs dad.
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You and his son junito had met at a McDonald’s near your campus
You were in a rush and so was he, it turns out you shared a crazy-ass professor and just never noticed each other.
You began to hang out, bonding over wanting the same future and having the same major. Eventually, you becomes best friends and did EVERYTHING together. From cheating off of each other to help one another pass to splitting a Big Mac when you were both down on money
Months pass and winter break is rolling around.
“ you going home for break?” Your best friend asks, smacking on his tiny corner of lunch he's savoring.
“ uhh I was just going to stay on campus, I don’t have anything to do.” You respond
You’ve never mentioned your family, even when he went hours ranting about how close he and his dad are you always made sure the conversation stayed on him.
You and your family haven’t been in contact. Your parents have very traditional values and don’t agree with you going to school. They hoped you would stay at home helping your mother with the house until you settled down with a man but you had bigger goals. In the years you had saved up enough money plus you had gotten A partial scholarship. Do you cited on the college and moved away last minute in the middle of the night without their knowledge. Since then you haven’t talked to them and you don’t regret it.
“ awwwq what? Why stay here it’s so boring. Why don’t you come with me to meet my dad? He knows all about you since I can’t stop yapping.” He suggests
“ I’ll think about it”.
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The next week you have a small suitcase packed for your stay.
How did you get here?
Lots and LOTS of begging and pestering from junito.
You’ve greeted his father and had a short conversation about how you and his son met, later going into details about your major.
You’re staying on the couch for the night until the guest bedroom is ready for you.
It’s 1 am and you decide on going into the kitchen and rummaging through the pantry to find a small snack.
You hear heavy footsteps that cause you to drop your bag of chips and turn around.
“ relax pretty girl it’s me,” gojo says
“ Sorry Mr. Satoru, you scared the crap out of me” you blush at the nickname but sweep it under the rug, figuring that that’s probably how he talks to all the people your age.
You’re 22 and he’s 43, the gap is there and anyone who saw you sides by side could tell.
He’s about 6’5 and built to the max.
With no shirt on and sweat pants hanging low on his waist, everything is visible.
He has a few scars on his chest and arms but none the less he doesn’t fail to put every boy in your college to shame.
His voice snapped you back to the present
“ up for a snack?” He asks, pulling out his phone.
“ Yeah I’m kinda hungry “ you laugh
“ wanna make some nachos? We have everything” He smiles.
Nachos? Who could turn that down?
30 minutes later, you’re almost finished making them and you’re topping if you’re shared pan of nachos with some sour cream.
He watches you lick a bit of sour cream off of your finger, smudging some on your lips.
He pierces his lips and stifles a groan at the sight, feeling himself grow half-hard at the thought of there being something else on your lips.
He shakes the thought off and gives the food a try.
“ we’re going to have stomach issues in the motioning ya know.” He laughs
You nod your head and finish chewing
“ yeah but it’s worth it. Haven’t had this much fun in a minute, besides being on campus with junito” you respond.
He shuffles a little closer to you
“ glad to help your Bordem, now come on let me show you how to stack this and get the best bite.”
You think he’s going to demonstrate for you and have your copy but instead, he comes behind you and places his hands on your waist.
“ it’s kinda messy, don’t be shy get closer .”
He uses pushing you closer to the counter as a way to grind his now fully erect cock against your ass.
He teaches you step by step how to stack it up and subtly grinds himself against you, intending to reach his high without you noticing.
You can feel the way his cock is pressed again as though and you resist the urge to let out a soft whimper at the feeling.
Your pussy is throbbing at this point and you can feel your slick starting to coat your inner thighs.
You quickly take a bite of the chip and swallow it down, trying to excuse yourself to the bathroom as quickly as possible
“Where ya going in a rush,” gojo says, holding you in place and leaning down to whisper in your ear.
“ Mr. Satoru… need to use the bathroom” you whine, squirming in his hold.
He takes a leap of faith and reaches down to cup your sweet spot over your nightwear, massaging the outside
“ yeah? You sure what you need is the bathroom?” He kisses your ear
You let out another whimper as his other hand moves up to cup your breasts and grope them.
The moan he hears is enough for him to solidify that you want this too and picks you up bringing you back to the couch and lays you on your back.
He dives down to seal your lips in a kiss and nibbling st your bottom lip to let you know to open so he slides his tongue in.
Your hips rise and try to ground against him, so he slides his hands down your body to rip your shorts and push your shirt up enough so that your tits are spilling out and he can kiss his way down your chest to capture a nipple in his mouth. He sucks the bud between his flips, lightly hitting down before giving the other one the same treatment.
He wants to prep you but the way his cock is throbbing has him bucking into the air, desperate for contact with something.
He shoves his hands down his sweats to pull out his cock before tapping it on your leaking pussy.
Your clit aches and twitches with each hit and slowly pushes into you.
Your eyes were closed so the painful low screech that erupted from your throat as he lowered himself into wasn't anticipated.
He’s about 8 inches long, with quite a bit of girl and a small bush of white fluffy hair sits at the end
He rubs at your clit to help you I’d just to his size and length. You look down and your eyes go wide at how much he’s splitting you open.
He gives an experimental thrust to prepare you before pulling out and slamming back into you.
He’s pinching and rubbing your clit as his hips Rock into you.
He leans down to pull a nipple into his pith again, licking and swearing it around his tongue feeling you’re cunt contract around him at the overwhelming sensation
“ mm, such a little slut. You gonna let anyone split you open like this you little bitch? What if he walked out right now, what if he saw me tutting into you huh? I know this pussy would still want me.” He says as he alternated between your nipples.
You clench and let out breathy moans without responding because you know it’s true. You wouldn’t care if your best friend walked out and seen you spread out under his dad like this. All that matters is the way he pushing against your G-spot and making your clit buzz with his words.
“ you’re my bitch tonight, aren’t you? Needed me to put this cunt to use? “
He sucks a hickey into your neck and you try to form a proper sentence but all that happens is your head rolling back as he pushes your legs to your chest and stuffs his fingers down your throat to silence you.
He’s pounding into you harder and your body can’t take it. Your legs start to shake and your eyes roll back when he angles his hips and hits your spot even harder.
You can feel the pulse of his cock and the veins running down it as he's working himself in and out of you.
You can tell he’s close when he buries his face in your neck to stifle his groans.
You try to fuck him back by raising your hips but all he does is slam into you harder, hitting your cervix making your entire body ache.
“ Stay still.” He says
He removes his fingers from your mouth and lands them on your leg to stabilize himself as he roughly fucks himself deep into you, close to his high.
He rubs your clit too fast it almost hurts and your throat burns from how hard you’re trying to muffle your moans.
His eyes cross and his hips go stiff as he pulls out and rubs himself all over your clit, sending you into a mind-blowing Orgasm causing you to squirt all over him.
The sight of his makes him cream instantly, and he paints the outside of your pussy white, smearing it around.
His body crashes against yours and you whisper to him
“ thank you, sir”
As you both fall asleep.
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When you wake up, you're in a new set of clothes with a light blanket covering you and you can hear your best friend in the kitchen talking to his dad.
You walk into the kitchen, wiping any crust off your eyes before greeting them both.
“ good morning guys.” You say
“Goodmorning? No fuck you, you guys had a nachos party last night and didn’t wake me up? What the fuck.” He says, his eyes boring into you.
He tried to cover his look of hurt and the way his voice wants to crack.
You and gojo can both see it in his eyes.
He knows.
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thebadboyfanclub · 4 years ago
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Lamb For Slaughter (Aro Volturi x Reader)
So I finally found out how to put a tittle through my phone so we are back in business babies. This was requested by anon, Enjoy!
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Bella and (Y/n) have been inseparable since she arrived in Forks, she was the one that helped her feel comfortable and welcomed the most out of everyone. She understood that Bella was not used to people taking into consideration how she felt or what she wanted, so (y/n) felt like it was necessary and helped her grow a bit of a backbone.
However, all her work went out the window when her boyfriend Edward left her. She became miserable, depressed and refused to heal from the heartache, (y/n) was a few years older than Bella so she had a grasp of how a break up at that age could make you feel lost and misunderstood so she remained a vague help in the shadows, trying to help Charlie in this process.
"Never in a million years I thought I would end up in this type of situation"
(Y/n) said to Alice as they walked towards the big entrance of where the "vampire royalty" lived. Alice gave her a ghost of a smile and it took no genius to see that she felt particularly nervous.
(Y/n) felt no empathy for her, especially now when in just a span of an hour she found out vampires existed, that they were vampires and apparently they were in trouble at the vampire police? She wished she was dreaming or joking yet they were no sight of cameras and she vividly remembered waking up from her nap hours ago.
As Alice effortlessly opened the big and what looked like quite a heavy door,only to be met by two tall strange men dressed in black, a shirtless Edward and a slightly disheveled Bella.
"Hello Demetri, Felix"
Alice greeted them as she took off her sunglasses. The two men looked at (y/n) with surprise before smiling.
"Another mortal, Aro won't be pleased"
"She has nothing to do with this"
Bella defended her as (y/n) tried to look confident under their gaze, she felt like she was under a microscope and most importantly that her life was at risk.
"Aro will be pleased, she is here for a reason"
"Am I? And if I am then what is the reason?" (Y/n) thought, still choosing to remain silent and observe the scene.
Before Alice could answer a young female voice was heard in the distance.
"Enough"
"Jane"
Edward was heard in a very shy and almost scared demeanor that made (y/n) hands get sweaty. As the extremely young girl approached and took off her hood you could see her red hues glistening that brought shivers in (y/n)'s spine.
"Aro send me to see what's taking so long"
At that they all silently followed the girl like sheep followed the leader. She could feel that something was not going to go well at the pit of her stomach yet she couldn't understand what would happen next.
As Jane opened the doors she was met with three men sitting in chairs a few steps higher than the marble floor, certifying their distance and higher standards than the others that walked in.
As soon as she walked in she felt tense and under a spell, the air felt stuffing like she could not take another breath or her lungs would explode.
"How wonderful, Bella is alive after all, isn't that wonderful? I love a happy ending, but they are so rare"
A man with long black hair and extremely fair complexion approached them, he seemed like the leader since his chair was more out front. He was firstly walking towards Edward but before he could fully stand in front of him the man froze. He had a strange aura surrounding him, made (y/n) get very hyper aware of her surroundings when they locked eyes.
"And… who is that?"
He asked in a high pitched yet kind of child like voice, it was disturbing to say the least. His entire presence resembles a lunatic to her yet he seemed very intrigued by her.
"That's (y/n) she is a friend"
"Friends, what an amazing bond to have. Allow me to introduce myself then dear (y/n)... I am Aro"
He said as he extended his arm to her. She gave him hers and he placed a slight kiss on her palm, his hands felt like solid ice against hers. Aro took a deep inhale of her scent that made him feel like his lungs were on fire and her blood was the antidote.
"Aaaaahh quel dolce profumo" (that sweet smell)
He said as she took her hand back in a swift motion. Bella was trying to understand what was happening while Edward felt torn between what was the right thing to do in this situation.
"I don't understand"
"Of course you don't dearest, do not be afraid of me, I want to protect you"
Aro reassured her yet she didn't feel relaxed, quite the opposite actually. As her eyebrows furrowed Alice pushed her a bit closer to Bella.
"What is going on?"
"Il mio cantante" (my singer)
"Can you stop with the Italian? And somebody please explain this to me"
She grew frustrated as her voice became louder. Alice decided that it was time someone helped (y/n), mostly because she felt bad, she saw what could happen if Aro saw her. She could help them survive 
"You are Aro's mate, like Bella is to Edward"
"Excuse me?"
She could not believe it. There was no way her fate would be this crazy man that stood before her, it was baffling to her.
"There must be a mistake here"
"I'm wounded dear, I could give you the world"
Aro said without showing a hint of emotion. In his mind this was the most marvelous news, there she stood, his true second in command and he was sure she would make a great one. Another diamond for his coven
"Edward, what is going on?"
"I'm afraid Alice is right (y/n)"
"No, I'm not going to stay here. I have a life of my own"
"Unfortunately dearest I can't possibly let you go now, you belong here"
"I belong where my heart wishes and trust me my heart wants to get out of here"
"That could be arranged"
The blonde hair man that sat in the back silently watching hissed at her. At this point (y/n) fell in survival mode and if it was this strange man who could be her punching back then so be it.
"I'm not talking to you fu-"
Alice did not allow her to finish her sentence. She clapped her hand over (y/n)s mouth and pulled her back for everybody's safety
"It's for your own good"
Alice whispered in her ear while Aro went into a laughing fit. Alice freed her one (y/n) looked a bit more calm and less dangerous.
"She has a fire in her, you will be one of my greatest additions"
(Y/n) hasn't felt this helpless in ages, she valued her free spirit and the need to feel alive by choosing her fate at her own time. Now she was standing on a dead end that others forced her in.
"You knew about this? That's why you brought me here? Like a lamb for slaughter"
She turned to Alice, the feeling of betrayal written all over (y/n)s face. She didn't understand why Alice insisted in her tagging along but now it all made sense, she was a simple sacrifice for her beloved brother.
"It's not like that-"
"Okay, explain then"
Alice started looking around as her scattered thoughts did not help her to come out with an explanation to justify her actions.
"I'll stay here, just let them go please"
(Y/n) stated as she focused on Aro. She could sense what her future meant for her, she would become like them, eternally young.
"The girl knows too much, she is a liability"
The blonde one threw his two cents in. Even though she was caught in this because of them she felt pity for them, she saw first hand how Bella had become because of Edwards absence. 
"Consider this as a deal, I won't put a fight on anything you need me to do but they will leave unharmed. Bella will become a vampire eventually"
"This is a rare occasion, however I feel charitable, take them away demetri. Would you like to say goodbye to your friends?"
Aro asked her. She felt he back tense up at those words, an ironic smirk painted her lips
"Friends? What a funny word."
Aro instructed Demetri to take them away with a simple hand motion while (y/n) felt tears cloud her eyes. As she heard them walk away Aro came closer to her and placed his hands on the sides of her face in a way to soothe her. His coldness reminded her for what's about to come, making her legs tremble.
"You'll be safe here dearest, you don't have to worry about anything"
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Hi babies and dear Anons 👋🏼🤗 Back with a new 'Q&A' post. Enjoy 🙃
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Hello to you too, dear Anon 👋🏼😄 and yes, I did. You can find it here, dear: https://fa-by.tumblr.com/post/648192029691691008/camren-timeline-tittle-edited.
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Yes, I heard about that rumor, dear Anon, and veeery false.
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I knoooow 😍😍😍 Let's cry in joy and queerness 🥺😭🌈🏳‍🌈
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Yep, dear Anon. And unfortunately for us, they will continue to do so for a veeeery long time 😒🙄😔
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No, dear Anon, I highly doubt it's another duet. They'd be really, but really stupid if they do 🤦🏻‍♀‍
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No, dear Anon, these are just people who want attention. People who have problems in their lives and talk shit about others to feel better. This is just the work of those people who believe in black magic and want to involve as many people as possible to think like them, and if they fail, they attack you because you didn't agree with them and you didn't go to their side. They can get so desperate they even get to the point of, oh I don't know, since you've blocked them, sending an anonymous ask to your girlfriend with a death wish for you:
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The funny thing for me besides thinking that maybe this person believes they're a witch and imagining them with a voodoo doll with a needle in my stomach, is that I was kind to them the first time 🤷🏻‍♀‍ I tried to make them reason, I really tried to meet them halfway, but sometimes that's not enough with people like that.
But anyway. My point is that no, management has nothing to do with it. Thank you for your ask, dear 🤗
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It's okay, dear Anon, don't worry 😄 In last time’s ask you wanted my opinion on the song, right? Well, Not Killin' It Today simply talks about how not every day is a good day. It can happen to all of us not to feel 100%, and Mila says just that. For us girls it can happen even more during or just before the red sea period, if you know what I mean, and indeed, she herself sings “I'm PMSing” = PMS: premenstrual syndrome. If that's why, I think she wrote this song precisely around that period 🤣
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Hello to you too, dear Anon 👋🏼😄 Don't worry, dear, I can understand you, and if I hadn't, we would have found a way to do it. English is not my first language either.
1) Yes, I do think that.
2) (I knew all this) I know she did; she's been doing it for years if that's why because Taylor is one of Camila's mentors. Taylor is what can be defined as the celebrity master with PRs. She’s always done what she was asked to do and she’s always fulfilled her PRs duties of her contracts, and indeed, look where she is now, as well as being a great songwriter. So yeah, who better than her?
Hope you're great too, dear 🤗
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Hello to you too, dear Anon 👋🏼😄 I'm sorry I'm bad with general questions like this 😅 I'm so much better when I'm asked a more specific question, and usually, when I have something in mind, I write it and create a post with my opinion about it. I'm not kidding about how bad I am at this, believe me. It’s the same thing as when I get the typical “tell me something about yourself” phrase. It's like my brain suddenly switches off 😅🤣 Can you take a look at all my posts from my archive to see which ones I’ve already responded to and maybe come back with a question? I'm really sorry, dear 😖🥺
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I'm sorry but Camila can't stop anything, dear Anon. Not Camila, not Roger, and not even Shoo. I understand your frustration, believe me, I do, but you, and anyone else to which this is still not clear, need to understand that it's a contract. A contract called a relationship contract, and it's a legally binding document. I know it's hard, but the advice I can give you is to ignore the 12-year-old SS and their fantasies, and wait for it to finish without wasting your energy on the bullshit they say. Don't let them get to you and unleash your anger. You make them win this way. Rather, have a laugh at their ignorance.
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Hey dear Anon, I'm good, thanks, and I hope you're doing well too 😊 They broke up for a little while, for about a month before, so more than a breakup I would call it a little break. And to answer the rest of your questions, dear, I'll sum it all up by telling you that when they're not together, or they're on a break, they have a different way of acting than when they're together. And I speak in general. It shows in the way they behave in general. Now it's much harder to see since they're no longer in the group and you could clearly see when it happened, and it’s also hard since the pandemic, but there are patterns. I’ve spent so much time analyzing them that they're quite predictable in my eyes 🤣 Forgive me if I'm not going into details, but these are personal observations that not everyone can agree on, you know? Maybe I'll do it in the future, who knows 🤷🏻‍♀‍ We'll see 😉 Have a good day/night too 😄
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Hello to you too, dear Anon 👋🏼 and thank you very much 😄 and yes, of course. To answer the rest of your questions, I'll summarize everything by telling you that you have to take into account that I entered the fandom at the Work from Home's time, so they were all just rumors to me initially. Camren themselves were just a rumor to me. I had to search, analyze, and find the proofs on my own to prove to myself which ones were true or not. The first example that comes to mind and that I can give you is the kiss in the van in London that I recently explained in my ‘Inauguration’ post.
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I'm sorry you think this way, dear Anon. I honestly think she doesn't even know. She has said many times that she tries to stay away from social media, and I really believe that. She did it before already, but I'm convinced that she does that even more since she was going through that bad time and she was about to give it all up. Besides, it's known that she doesn't manage her accounts, just as it's known that she doesn't even control how they’re used I would say 90% of the time. I don't know if she'll find out and eventually will say something about it. We don't even know if she has the freedom to do so. So, I'm really sorry you're making a decision based on something she didn't do.
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Hey to you too, dear Anon 😄 Yeah, it's nothing new. I'd already debunked the whole Laucy story with my very first post (https://fa-by.tumblr.com/post/648191757219250176/there-is-a-light-at-the-end-of-the-tunnel), so as far as I'm concerned, she can say what she wants in future podcasts/interviews as well, but she'll never be able to convince me that she's not actually talking about Camila. This was simply a much more chill, fun, with no tears, and no mention of Camila repetition. The first podcast served to plant the seed. We know that Lucy is her main narrative and we know that she will continue to use her for a very long time. I mean, it’s convenient for her. It's the perfect cover for our Mila. But if people want to keep believing they (Laucy) were real, that's honestly their problem 🤣 Let them be convinced of their beliefs, dear, and have a laugh 😉
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Hello to you too, dear Anon 👋🏼😄 Here's the thing……… Yes, to everything you said 🤣 but let me explain why.
1&2) Yes, Laur is like ‘part’ of their contract but for simple narrative, as you yourself said too. If that's why, so are 5H and all the rest of the people who are or have been involved with them. I'll give you an example. You know the bullshit they said about the Austin Mahone tour? That Sunsilk was always isolated in his bus playing guitar? That no one spoke to him outside of Camila when there are actually plenty of videos showing him spending time with the rest of 5H and the other people on the tour too? Certainly none of those people can call him out on that bullshit today and say it wasn't true. They'd blow his cover. They'd make him not credible in the general public's eyes. So everyone needs to be quiet for what they know (that's how it works in that world for every damn thing), and that's Lauren's involvement in their PR. Be quiet. Be quiet and go along with the game. Just as Camila had to during hers with Tymbal.
3) They have to, dear, or all the farces told so far would go to shit for the GP too. 4) 100%, dear Anon, 100% 😏😉 but it must also be said that they'll remain connected forever anyway because of the group.
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Hello to you too, dear Anon 👋🏼😄 Welcome and thank you very much 🤗
1) Everything she's been doing lately leads us to think that the first single for the EP will arrive shortly. I think and hope it will arrive for the summer, but as far as the actual EP is concerned, it will depend on the release of the single. So if the single is out this summer, it's very likely that the EP will follow its course by arriving towards the beginning of autumn. We'll see, dear, we'll see 🤞🏼 🤞🏼 🤞🏼
2) I know that many people get upset and that they're disappointed, and while I too would like her to interact with us more, I also know and understand that it's not just up to her. Although she's much but much freer than before, she still has contracts, people, and patterns to follow.
Take it from someone who's waiting for Rihanna's new album for 5 years 😅🤣 It takes patience, and I have a lot of patience, dear. I fall into the category of those who don't mind waiting simply because I'll always support Lauren.
People forget this: we have to consider ourselves lucky that after what she went through, she decided to pursue with music.
If you love her, if you stan her, then be patient. Stay metaphorically speaking by her side no matter what. That’s what I think, dear Anon.
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Do you mean the first breakup they had that lasted from late November 2014 to late December/very first days of January 2015, or do you mean the bad one that took place in October 2015? But in any case, both of your questions rejoin only one event, dear Anon: the real breakup of the group that happened in mid-October 2015. But answering you more specifically:
1) You can see with your own eyes the videos of the interviews of that period by starting with this one https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9WqOb9qBQ_M&t=11s.
2) Camila’s unofficial departure from the group at the time was the icing on the cake, but you have to consider a lot of things, dear. The fact that they were young. The fact that they were in the spotlight and were being monitored by both fans and management. The fact that they had those same people controlling them and telling them what to do all the time. The fact that they were constantly under pressure. The fact that they couldn't be together freely as a couple. The fact that they were forced to pretend they didn't love each other. The fact that they were forced to do PRs, despite being much lighter than now. I could go on with the list, dear Anon, but I think you get the point. It's a lot of stress and a lot to digest, especially considering how young they were and the environment around them.
Have a nice day too, dear 😄
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Of course I can answer you, dear Anon 😊 So, in my opinion, and always keep in mind that I could be wrong, she told every person in her clique at different times. I think Mila knew about her attraction to girls back in school, but she didn't say anything to anyone because she didn't have a reason to. In the sense that she hasn't had the opportunity to approach another girl and therefore have a reason to tell someone about her queerness. After her first kiss with Lauren on New Year's Eve, I'm willing to bet that the first person she came out to was her mom. Camila's number one best friend is and always has been Sinu, so I can feel it in my bones that she was the first one to know. Oh and, we're in early 2013 here, so Mila was still 15.
After Sinu, there were the girls (DNA) who obviously lived their story with them step by step and therefore I don't think it was a real coming out with them, and her best friends back at home, Sandra and Marielle Guzman (and maybe also Mariana Luna since she was the other one with whom she was very close immediately after the two sisters, but I'm not very convinced of it), and Jenny Runza, who despite being a little younger than Sinu, Mila has always regarded as one of her best friends.
In 2014, when Camren were official, there were more confirmations that led to her automatic coming out with the rest of her clique's friends since the word Camren had already spread around like wildfire for almost two years by then.
At the beginning of 2015, it was the moment when Laur came out to her family, so I strongly believe that that was also Alejandro's moment, although I'm convinced that like the Jaureguis, Ale knew about his daughter all along and that he was even more convinced at X-Factor. Sofi was last on the list simply for a matter of age and I'm talking about 2017. I can't tell you when she told her grandpas. I don't even know if she could have told Norberto because I don't know the kind of relationship she has with him, but Mercedes? Well, abuelita certainly knew this before 2018 because I laugh when I think about the way she looked and talked with Mattress during their PR.
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It's not that simple, dear Anon. You're not considering the fact that they didn't communicate during that time. You're dwelling on only one thing and are not looking at the big picture of their relationship at the time. Okay. Let's do something. Picture a scenario that has nothing to do with Camren.
Picture a couple living together. A couple who often quarrel over even the most trivial things or who don't talk at all because they almost avoid each other. Their relationship is very unstable and they're basically at the end of it. Now picture a conversation between this couple in which the only exchanges spoken in a normal way are by then just daily information such as: “I'll be at work from 8 to 4” - “Okay. Will you come home right after?” - “Yeah, I think so” - and then that person comes home at 6 pm despite the worried calls and messages received.
They're so distant that the person who came home late didn't feel compelled to pick up the phone and tell them about the delay. Probably that person didn't even feel compelled to give an explanation and justify the delay once they got home because they're convinced that their partner doesn't really care and that they're just looking for yet another excuse to argue. That person will have felt even more trapped and suffocated by their partner who was really worried instead, but neither of them tells the other the truth because they're too busy arguing and blaming each other instead of meeting each other halfway and really talking about what they feel and makes them vulnerable. They will surely end up in bed with their backs to each other without saying a word to each other after the fight.
Now look at these phrases from the song itself and put Camren's faces in place of the couple in the example: “With no confrontation, I really wish we could talk about it instead” – “All I need from your side is for you to communicate”. Is it easier for you to understand the dynamic now, dear?
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Hello to you too @camilalauren0327 👋🏼😄 [why can't I ever tag you in posts?]
No, no, no, dear. None of this happens. So. I'd like to start by saying that OCD begins when people misunderstand their own thoughts. We've all had unwelcome and intrusive thoughts at least once in our lives, right? Well, the importance of those thoughts becomes much more intense or sometimes even extreme for people with obsessive-compulsive disorder. Like, I'll give you a stupid example, okay?
Most of the time I park, I lock the car, and after I’ve taken a couple of steps, I ask myself: “Ma ho chiuso la macchina?” / “Did I lock the car?”. So, I turn around and lock it again with the keys' remote control even though I've already done it, but I do that anyway to be sure and because maybe I really didn't do it because it happened for real. Now. What would a person with OCD do? Most likely they would do like me, and after getting halfway, they would go back again to close it AGAIN. They would do it a couple of times, and most likely, they would do it a third time after they got home. They would leave the house to go lock the car they've already locked five times.
OCD can begin in adolescence, early adulthood, or even childhood. The onset of obsessive-compulsive disorder is typically gradual, but in some cases, it can begin suddenly. Symptoms vary in severity from time to time and this variation may be related to the occurrence of stressful events. Now. Doesn't all this rings a bell for you? No? Okay, let me explain. I'll copy a piece of my ‘Camren Timeline (Tittle edited)’ post for you: “Camila suffers from one of the variants of OCD since she was 8, and despite seeing a therapist since 2013, her OCD was diagnosed at the end of 2015. C also suffers from anxiety, panic attacks, mood disorders, and depression (all linked to her OCD).”
Why did she start suffering from it at the age of 8? Because little Mila moved back and forth between Havana and Mexico City until she was 5, almost 6, right? After that, she moved to Miami with her mom by leaving behind her family, her friends, basically everything she knew, and her dad. Her dad finally managed to rejoin them almost two years later when she was almost 8 years old. Although she had her family with her again, her little mind didn't relax. It didn’t bring peace to her. In fact, that sprang her first OCD symptoms, which gradually worsened and then fully erupted years later in the group.
What triggers OCD? Stressful life events.
Got it now? Were you able to put the pieces together, dear? I've also answered other questions on the same topic here if it may interest you: https://fa-by.tumblr.com/post/648194918161989633/%C9%9F.
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Hello to you too, dear Anon 👋🏼😄 Don't worry, nobody’s asked me to do it yet.
So, as I think we all know, The Boy was originally titled Care About Me. Ed Sheeran wrote it and gave it to Mila for her self-titled album Camila. Mila almost completely rewrote it (Ed said 90% of it) and lastly discarded it because it didn't fit well with the rest of the songs on the album, and I totally understand that.
Intro:
“Yeah, he's messed up a couple times
But he's my glass of cherry wine
And I drink and I drink 'til I'm drunk off of him
I'm in love
(Ash:) He just hit me up to come over
He said what?”
So. The song begins with Mila trying to justify the boy by saying that even though he made mistakes, she's so into him to get past it. I know she used terms like drunk off of him and in love, but she doesn't mean that she's actually in love with him in this case. Just very into him. She's jokingly explaining the situation because she's talking to Ashlee, her friend, and I don't know about you, but my friends and I often use the term in love to make people laugh and to indicate interest in someone.
Like if we see someone for the first time and they're really hot, or if one of the celebrities we like posts like a selfie, we say “I'm in love”. Or, like, another kind of example: one of my best friends has been dating this guy for a few months, and last week he surprised her with some flowers (which he paid very much by the way) and with dinner just because. Hearing her happiness since she has always had only assholes so far, when she finished telling me everything, I made fun of her by laughing and saying: “Lost in love, huh?”. Not because she's actually in love with him, but because it was such a nice thing and she's into him.
So Mila used those phrases to indicate how much she liked him and not because she was actually in love. Also because if she had really been in love with him, she wouldn't have said she didn't care about him for the rest of the song.
Then ‘Ash’ receives the text, and this leads us to understand that the boy is a player and a cheater.
Verse 1:
“Momma said, ‘Always be kind, girl’ (Girl, what's on your mind?)
But I got something I should say (Say it, girl), uh
Boy, I'm sick and done and tired (There's something on my mind)
I'm not yours to manipulate, uh-huh (Tell him girl, tell hi)”
It explains itself quite well. She can't take it anymore.
Pre-Chorus:
“Oh boy, hold your tongue, I don't want no 'pology
‘Cause we both know you're thinking wit' was under your jeans”
Mila tells him not to waste his breath on justifications derived from his member because she doesn't need them. Tsk, Tsk. Typical male behavior. 80% of their thoughts are formulated based on how and where to put their tool in 🙄
“Sent your friends over to tell them you're missing me”
He even sends his friends to her to try to change her mind, but:
“But I don't care, so tell that boy that I am fine”
But she doesn't care. She doesn't care because she's fine this way. In fact, she's better off without him.
Chorus:
“I don't care about the day he decided to leave
I won't be there when he tells another lie so”
This makes us understand how many times she's had to forgive his bullshit.
“I'm gon' use all of my words for weapons”
We know how lethal words can be.
“'Cause the boy don't care about me, lemme say it again, now, babe
I don't care about the way he thinks it's so sweet (Ah)
All that sugar cone gon' be bad for me tomorrow (Ah)”
He can try to kiss her ass as much as he wants, but she won't change her mind. Talking sweet to try to win her back doesn't work because she doesn't want to deal with a player who lies to her and messes up every time.
“I'm gon' use all of my words for weapons
'Cause the boy don't care about me”
He doesn't really care about her, so it's even useless to her that he tries to fix it.
Verse 2:
“All my girls inside the place now (Say we don't need no man)
No wonder we switch sides sometimes (We got this)”
Camilita, Camilita, Camilita 😏 No wonder many girls prefer other girls, huh?
Switching sides can mean switching sides in the true sense of the word, that is for example going from one side of a room to the other. It can mean changing your mind about something or someone. And, most interesting of all in this case, it can mean switching sides in sexual orientation.
I've said many times that she's a fucking genius, and we know how sneaky she is with her songs. She was really smart at using this hidden meaning because a lot of people took it for granted that she meant the meaning of changing her mind since we girls have this nomination about often changing our minds about something.
“Wipe that good look off your face (Say we got better plans)
Ooh, you better not act surprised (For real)”
Exactly. What would be the point? A lot of guys do that 🙄
Bridge:
“Oh, oh, don't care about me
That's fine with me, babe
You don't care about me
And that's fine with me
Fine with me, fine with me (Don't care about)
It is what I need, oh (That's fine with)
Don't care about, care about
Care about, care about me, oh”
She's fine with it simply because she doesn't care about him either.
Outro:
(Ash:) “Girl, that's old, we're done with that”
Yep. She's definitely done with that/him.
And this is my interpretation, dear Anon 😄 In my opinion, if this song really ended up on the self-titled, it would've been used to give yet another proof of her light, old PR with Michael. People were supposed to remember her last, sure, Jan, flame before meeting the love guru Matrix. It was supposed to be like: “Hey, hey, guys, I'm straight, look! I was with a boy and now with another grandpa one!”.
It's just a different version of the Cinderella song for me: she doesn't need a guy in her life. Don't wrap your head around it too much, dear Anon. There's no deep meaning behind it at all. After all, this song was given to her by her idol, and she certainly couldn't refuse. She changed it in a sassy and fun way, she saw that she couldn't fit it with the others because it wouldn't have made sense, and she then discarded it. The end. She was like: it was funny, but I actually have a story to tell. Bye-bye.
Have a good day too, dear ❤️
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Hello to you too, dear Anon 👋🏼😄 and yes of course I can do both, but for what purpose am I supposed to do All Again? I mean, I can give you my interpretation of that song without any problem, but it wasn't written by them. By none of them five. That's why I'm asking you for what purpose am I supposed to do that. And that should answer your second question as well. Like No Way and many other songs, the girls may have related to them, but they didn't write them. The only songs they wrote, and not alone but with other songwriters, are:
- Me & My Girls, Don't Wanna Dance Alone, and Who Are You for Better Together,
- All in My Head (Flex) for 7/27,
- and for the self-titled album we have Sauced Up: Arlen (+ other songwriters), Make You Mad: Normally (+ other songwriters), Lonely Night: Norminah (+ other songwriters), Messy: Normally (+ other songwriters), and Bridget: Alren (+ other songwriters).
It's like you ask me to give you my interpretation on for example Who Are You. I could do it without a problem, but that song was written by 8 different heads. With the exception of the bridge that we know Lauren wrote, I can't tell you who among Camila, Dinah, Normani, Ally, Julian Bunetta, PJ Bianco, and Nasri Atweh wrote which part. Analyzing a song sung by a single artist/songwriter is completely different because the idea and concept and feelings are based on a single person. The songwriters who co-write the song together with the artist adapt to them, or maybe the idea comes to one of them, but they modify the concept together with the artist based on their personal experience, as happened for example with Consequences.
Now that you know all this, do you still want me to analyze All Again? Let me know 😄
Let's move on to More Than That.
Lauren wrote four songs in 2016, two of them were meant to be for someone else, but one of them, as we all know well, she kept it to herself. She decided to keep More Than That to herself once she modified the original lyrics along with Prince Charlez and SoundzFire, aka Hue Wayne Strother.
Intro:
“M-M-M-Murda”
This small part of the initial effect intro we hear, is simply a shoutout to Murda Beatz, one of the two producers of the song.
Verse 1:
“I see you watching so I walked into your stare
'Cause I ain't in the position to be walking over there”
She's not in the position to go there simply because she's taken, but she likes to be watched. She likes the attention she's receiving, so she puts herself in plain sight so that this person can keep looking at her.
“I got a situation, I can tell you wanna know”
This guy must have wondered: ‘Why if she's looking back at me, then she won't approach me? Is she someone who likes playing hard to get? Is she a teasing sort? Is she waiting for me to go to her? Or maybe she's in a relationship?’ Typical questions you ask yourself in that situation, and Laur summarized them all in one simple sentence.
“How you can take an honest girl and turn her to a …
If I'ma take a gamble, then you better come correct
I need more than them diamonds that you got around your neck
Shit, anybody can flex, my baby do it best
If you come with somethin' better, then we might just take it there”
The stare, the fact that this guy has the money (diamond necklace), the physical appearance, are not enough for her to push her to cheat. Because if she has to take the risk of cheating, these are certainly not the things that would drive her to do it, but she could if he had something better to offer her. [And with that, please keep in mind that Lauren is a very loyal person and that she wouldn't have done it even if this guy had gone with something better]
Pre-Chrous:
“I know I ain't right for tempting you
But I just wanna see what you would do
If I gave you a taste of what I do
Just remember that I don't belong to you”
The fact that she returned his gaze, that she spoke to him and gave him just a little taste, doesn't mean that she’s no longer taken. As I said before, she likes the attention, and although she knows that it's wrong to instigate him, she does it anyway because she's playing with him. “It's kind of more like clowning him” as she said herself.
Chrous:
“You gon' have to come stronger than this liquor
Wanna take me home, better be more convincing
It'll take more than that to get to me
More than that to get your way
Boy, you better come stronger than this liquor
Wanna take me home, better be more convincing
It'll take more than that to get to me
More than that to get your way
I'm stronger than this liquor”
During the approach in which the guy tried to ‘take her home’ for the night, Lauren easily manages to reject him despite being drunk, because her loyalty is stronger than the attraction she may have felt for him and certainly stronger than what she was drinking.
Verse 2:
“If my man notice, there’ll be some issues”
🤣 🤣 🤣 🤣 🤣 🤣 🤣
I'm sorry but every time I listen to this part I can literally picture Camila turning into the Incredible Hulk as we've seen many times. And shit, despite her being tiny, Mila can be scary when she's pissed off.
“But take my number down, I just might hit you
No, I'm just playing, I'm so deep in love
But the way you talkin' might just have me actin' up”
Drunken thoughts mixed with attraction/arousal blocked by common sense and loyalty.
“The way you looking at me, boy, I know what's up
I can feel how you feel without even a touch”
Let's not fool ourselves, guys. You too will have felt when a person is ready to jump your bones. To feel it in the air. To perceive it from the way they look at you, talk to you, and yes, even using excuses to innocently touch for example your arm even if the intentions are far from innocent. These kinds of things, whether you're in a relationship or not, whether you're loyal or not, and especially if you're attracted to the person in question, make you feel appreciated. They make you feel good. But:
“But don't think that's gon' make me give it up
Boy, your time is up”
But that doesn't mean, however, that you take action on it. It doesn't mean you give in to temptation. It was nice, but no thanks. Bye-bye.
Outro:
“It'll take more”
It takes more than good looks, money, and fake, shiny people from L.A.
And that's it, dear Anon 🙃 This is just a funny song about a situation that happened in a club, in which Lauren shows her flirtatious side but also her loyal side. It wasn't that good for her image, but I have an explanation for that as well.
Remember how I initially said that Lauren wrote this song to give it to someone else and then decided to keep it for herself after modifying the original lyrics? Well, in my opinion, she ‘decided to keep it’ and was even chosen as a single, simply for the narrative. It was chosen to go along with the fake love square cheating bullshit [Lauren and Ty who cheated on Lucy and Alycia to be together]. People should have believed even more that Lauren was a person capable of cheating, and this song served the purpose.
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Aaand I'm done 😜 I hope I was helpful in this case too 😄 Thank you all for your asks and as usual, know that I'm available for those who have questions, so feel free to ask 😊
Always remember to be kind, to others and to yourselves. Be a good example. Be patient. Be safe and take care of yourselves. Don't let our ship sink. Keep shipping them, but please respectfully 🙏🏼 Sending you virtual love and hugs 🤗🤗🤗 I love you, babies. Always with love, F ❤️
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lostsoulaltair · 4 years ago
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OnS Theories (20S). Second Theory - A gentle touch
Hello everyone, it’s been a day since official release of chapter 102 came, and of course, I switched the order of the theories (sorry for that :p and as to why, a friend wondered what the tittle suggest) therefore, let’s start with this one, shall we?
P.S: Theories are held within a neutral view and ships are excluded.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ih5Aj6QRzpA
Many might wonder what this theory tittle means since it isn’t clearer compared to others, but nevertheless, there was certain event that I believe called the attention of many, what do I mean?
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Image taken from Seraph of the End: Vampire Reign - Chapter 102
Correct. After Yu defeated the 3 black demons that invaded Mikaela’s samsara and broke him mentally and emotionally, Yu went straight to him in order to make a contract with him (as for how that’ll happen will be reviewed in another theory). But nevertheless, Yuichiro understood the scene, understood something at first sight, what could it be?
He understood that more than ever, Mikaela needed to see that the world didn’t end, that there was still hope despite the outcome and torment he was suffering and, for that, in order to heal that crushed heart, in order to overcome that pain, there’s a need for light, what do I mean?
Correct. If many might know, Mikaela’s most treasured being was Yu since he was the last survivor of Ferid’s massacre, Mikaela carried on as he could in order to keep Yu protected even if it meant throwing his life away in the process, but deep down, even after dying as a vampire, his soul couldn’t find the proper rest desired since he was tormented by the negative emotions that were born ever since he lost his most treasured family from the Hyakuya Orphanage, but why exactly does this happen?
I’ll quote a phrase I consider it has an impact over life, this phrase comes from Boogiepop at Dawn:
“The shadow interrupted him. “You want me to judge you?” 
"...eh?" 
“If I do that, will you become the superhero you want to be?” 
 "............" 
“Would you wish for the regret in your mind to be cast aside? Would you want your mental state to once more be one she can be proud of? To return to the moment when your mind was a beautiful thing?”
Kouhei Kadono, Boogiepop at Dawn.
You might wonder, what does this quote have to do with Owari no Seraph and specially Mikaela Hyakuya, despite the different themes, there’s something in common here:
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Humans tend to have regrets, some regrets end up torturing the soul to the point those regrets become curses; the fact that the man in question in said Boogiepop LN was asked if he wanted to be judged gives an insight of what in reality some humans would want; and this is what it’s reflected heavily with Mikaela’s desire, his deepest desire is to have someone blame him, his regret is that he couldn’t save anyone, he couldn’t save the kids he swore to protect
And of course, having Asuramaru reflect what the bottom of his heart truthfully feels and tormenting him with someone he wouldn’t think to do but due to the guilt, such scene was brought by Asuramaru to him:
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This only lead to the eventual breakdown of Mikaela which resulted in favor to the demons to carry on the plan of their master,which is Sika Madu.
But how exactly does this relate to the “gentle touch”?
The gentle touch doesn’t mean to pat or to caress but rather the action Yu began within the first panel, what do I mean?
Yu is indeed there to make a contract with the demon Mikaela but also, he doesn’t aim to make a contract like it was often reflected but rather, he touched Mika in order to reach his soul, but why?
This is due to the fact that, even if Mikaela became a demon, he is still Mikaela Hyakuya, he still preserves that scene that defined Mikaela Hyakuya until the very end of his existance as a human and vampire.
Yu’s goal is not to use Mikaela as a tool nor use him for selfish purposes, but rather he aims to protect him and save him from the grisp of the First Progenitor, but, within that, his current main goal is to heal Mikaela’s wounds, those deep wounds within his heart that have tortured him for 16 years, those wounds that left him broken...the fact that Yu’s hand directly went towards where the heart is located means that he’ll soothe the restless Mikaela Hyakuya, along giving him a gentle push to accept the events and fight again, to see that life is worth and there will be a miracle at the very end of the journey they have to face in order to be free, in order to build up their own paths.
What do you think dear readers?
Let me know!
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jaesqueso · 4 years ago
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What if Johnny debuted in EXO?
If you didn’t already know when Johnny joined SM Entertainment he trained with the EXO members and he was actually part of some initial line-ups but ultimately not debuting until years later with NCT instead. As EXO are one of my favourite groups and Johnny happens to be my NCT bias wrecker sometimes I wonder what would happen if he had actually debuted with EXO so if you’re interested in it to, do join me on this ride!
Position, Unit, Symbols and first Teasers
For position I think he would have the same as he currently has in NCT: Lead dancer, sub-rapper and vocalist. These positions really fit him and I think he would specially be a good addition do the dance line. He would also be replacing Sehun as the maknae as he is the youngest of the EXO final debut line-up.
Since EXO initially debuted with the Korean and Chinese sub-units concept I think he would fit more with the members of EXO-K than EXO-M so I believe he would be placed there until eventually the units are blend.
From the existing powers I think the most fitting one for Johnny would be Fire (because let’s face it, he does light a fire within us, right? No? Just me? Ok). But if he was an addition to the line-up instead of a replacement they would give him a new power so I think it could be something like speed, that would be a good addition to the existing ones. As for his number, since most numbers are based on their birthdays or favourite numbers he could either be 09 or 02.
EXO was announced in December 2011 but only officially debuted in April 2012, in the meantime we were presented by several teasers introducing the members. I believe Johnny could have easily slayed the “Lightsaber” teaser (originally by Kai), be part of one of the teasers that feat several members or even having a brand new teaser with another demo that SM teased but never released (the fact that we never got a full version of Metal still doesn’t sit right with me…).
Mama (EP)
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“What is love” was the first pre-released track sang by D.O and Baekhyun (Korean version), and being the vocal song it is Johnny wouldn’t be part of it much like the rest of the members.
“History” was the second pre-release single and all the members are included in the vocals and dance so he would too. Johnny would probably get Chanyeol ad-lib’s in the beginning of the first and second parts of the song, as for dance he would probably be centre at least in one of the chorus and mostly in the front line of the formations. Out of the 3 singles for this EP I think this is the one that would fit him best.
“Mama” was the last single promoted for this album. I don’t think Johnny would have a lot of lines here because most of the song they all sing together. Honestly I do believe this choreography could’ve looked better with 7 members instead of 6 as some parts look a bit strange, and I think Johnny could have quite a few centre parts instead of Kai (don’t get me wrong, I love Kai but we gotta admit SM was way to biased in the beginning).
As for the other songs: “Angel” is sang by the vocal line and “Two Moons” by the rap line, I think Johnny would fit “Two Moons” better. “Machine” would also be a song he would fit in well.
XOXO (Studio Album)
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“Wolf” is the title track for this album and there are a lot of parts for Johnny to slay, from the beginning divided by the rap line to the last section of the second part before the chorus. I would love to see him being another branch on the EXO tree (I love this choreography so much) and since all the members come together on this song he could have a lot of time in the front line.
As for the other songs: I don’t think he would participate in “Baby Don’t Cry” like Kai and Sehun because I think it’s really well split between the other 4 members. The songs that would most fist him in my option are “Let Out the Beast” as it has some good parts that would fit his voice, “Heart Attack” (I might be a bit biased on this one as it’s my favourite track on this album) and “My Lady” as I think the all vibe of the song would be very interesting to see him in.
XOXO (Repackage)
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“Growl” is a very fitting song for Johnny in my option, he would absolutely kill this choreography and the whole school concept would look so good on him.
As for the other songs: he would be freaking adorable singing “XOXO”.
Bonus note: I would love to see his acting skills in the little drama they did for this album. SM could’ve done so much more with it if that concept had been more developed.
Miracles in December (EP)
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“Miracles in December” this track is only sang by the main vocal line so again I don’t think Johnny would be part of it, although he would look gorgeous in that music video (the acting scenes).
As for the other songs: the most fitting one in my option would be “The Star” as I think it has the best vibe for him. Also can you imagine him in the elf costume? A-D-O-R-A-B-L-E!
Overdose (EP)
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“Overdose” would also be a good tittle track for Johnny from styling to the choreography. In this one the rap line barely has any lines but I think he could’ve blend in with the vocal line instead.
As for the other songs: he wouldn’t participate in “Moonlight” as it’s only sang by D.O and Baekhyun but I would love to hear him in “Thunder”.
EXODUS (Studio Album)
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“Call Me Baby” has a very nice vibe for Johnny, again styling and choreography wise he would absolutely slay this and I feel like he could also get quite a few lines (but last face it, this would be the perfect song for EXO if they stuck with the original tittle “Call Me Daddy”).
As for the other songs: he would participate in “My Answer” as again is focused on the main vocal tine but I would love to hear his voice in “What if…”, “El Dorado” and obviously “Playboy”.
Love Me Right (Exodus Repackage)
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“Love Me Right” has such a beautiful aesthetic we would get so many cool Johnny shots. And even thought the stylist screwed up making them wear American football uniforms with baseball hats (logic where are you?) I would love to see him with that. For this one I don’t think he would have many lines but there are a lot of parts in the choreography where he could easily be centre.
As for the other songs: “Tender Love” would suit him so well.
Sing for You (EP)
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“Sing for You” is a slower track pretty much sang by D.O, Chen and Baekhyun so I wouldn’t see him having a lot of lines, but also it wouldn’t be the most suited concept for him.
As for the other songs: obviously I think he would fit “Lightsaber” as I previously mentioned he could’ve been in the initial teaser, but also “Girl x Friend” has some good lines for him.
Ex’Act (Studio Album)
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“Monster” has a very cool choreography for Johnny to slay and there are a lot of good lines for him too. Visually we’ve seen dark Johnny a few times so he would fit right in.
“Lucky One” would have me go crazy with Johnny in those white suits. Also if his power was speed, like I mentioned in the beginning, it would be cool seeing him use it in the music video to trick those women who are keep EXO locked down.
As for the other songs: in terms of side tracks this would be a very good album for him as most songs would fit his vibe, except “Stronger” that is sang by the main vocal line and I don’t really feel like there would be space for someone else as the original distribution is really good.
Lotto (Ex’Act Repackage)
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“Lotto” is my favourite EXO tittle track (I don’t even understand why some many people hate it) and I would love to see Johnny there. The whole concept just screams his name, even if they didn’t gave him a lot of lines he would still stand out here.
As for the other tracks: “Can’t Bring Me Down” would also be a great track for his voice and I think he could’ve also joined the line-up for “She’s Dreaming” even though it’s not sang by the whole group.
For Life (EP)
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“For Life”, just like “Sing for You” would also be a track where Johnny wouldn’t have many lines.
As for the other tracks: like in their first EP we have two songs one for the vocal line “What I Want for Christmas” and one for the rap line “Twenty Four” and although I would love to hear him on the first one he would’ve definitely be in the second one instead because it’s so much his vibe.
The War (Studio Album)
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“Ko Ko Bop” is the tropical vibe I crave to see Johnny in. Ever since I saw him in that floral shirt for the “Resonance” teaser pictures I knew he would’ve slayed this. Also it would be amazing to see him dance this choreography.
As for the other tracks: let’s just cut to the case and admit we just want to see him do the choreography for “The Eve”. Now that we got that out of the way I can also say that this would be a very good album for him in terms of side tracks as I could see him fit any of them.
The War: The Power of Music (Repackage)
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“Power” is my least favourite EXO tittle track but honestly I could see Johnny in this music video with the other members fitting that weird spaceship with Doctor Octopus arms and they could’ve even used his speed power to defeat the villain. This would be a great opportunity to show case his bright and corky personality. It would also be amazing to have his ‘superhero’ cards and have him included in the comic that you get from the physical albums.
As for the other songs: “Sweet Lies” would be an amazing song for him.
Universe (EP)
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“Universe” is another slow song so it would pretty much be like “Sing for You” and “For Life”.
As for the other songs: this album has my favourite side tracks so I’ll be biased and say he would sound amazing in all of them. Well, except for “Lights Out” which I think is the same situation as “Stronger”.
Don’t Mess Up My Tempo (Studio Album)
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“Tempo” would make all our biker Johnny dreams come through. There are some pretty good line options for him and he could also have some killer parts in the choreography. Overall another great tittle track for him.
As for the other songs: this would be another great album for his vibe, specially “Sign” and “Oh La La La”. Also I would die hearing him sing “Smile On My Face”.
Love Shot (Don’t Mess Up My Tempo Repackage)
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“Love Shot” is another tittle track with a great choreography for Johnny to slay, can you imagine him dancing that chorus? Anyway, when I saw the editorial NCT 127 did for Elle Japan I just knew his yellow suit would have looked so good next to EXO’s suits for this era.
As for the other songs: I would’ve loved to know how his voice would complement “Wait”.
Obsession (Studio Album)
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“Obsession” has such an amazing duality concept, I would love to see Johnny against x-Johnny. Styling wise it would be something very interesting for him to try. In terms of line I think this would be the hardest one to fit him in as I think this is probably the best EXO distribution of their discography but anything is possible.
As for the other songs: the best ones for him in this album would definitely be “Trouble”, “Jekyll” and “Ya Ya Ya.”
Wow, this took me so long to put together but it was worthy to walkthrough the EXO memory lane with Johnny. In my honest option I think it was the right decision to not debut him with them as I feel like he fits the whole NCT vibe way better but it’s always fun to wonder!
Do let me know your thoughts on this and also if this is something you’d like to see again maybe with other groups or members.
Thanks for reading ❤︎
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comfy-whumpee · 4 years ago
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Ellis in the Tower
@whumptober2020 Day 20: Medieval. Don’t @ me it’s a third Ellis AU.
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The country of the enemy. The throne of that country. The heir to that throne. The fiancé of that heir.
It is a neat, sweet solution to the imbalance of power. It is non-violent, but difficult to counter. They can bargain many things for the return of the young man who is about to marry into royalty. They won’t have to harm a hair on his pretty head. The country will sacrifice much for its heir’s beloved.
These are the promises Lord Engels whispers to his King. As the court’s master of intrigue and information gathering, his opinion is respected and his intentions trusted. He is loyal, and he is indispensible. The rumours that follow him were of little matter. Court tittle-tattle, the King knew.
And so, the prince-to-be is delivered from the safety of his home nation, across the border, and into Alistair’s care.
Of course, he has prepared living quarters for the captive noble. It won’t do to treat him roughly. It is a comfortable little house, with servants, good food, and a lovely walled garden. He is provided with books and paints and games, and his dignity is preserved.
The boy – for he is just a boy, really, young and pretty and scared – nevertheless manages to put up a fight. Deep in enemy territory, without money, status or sway, he bargains. He struggles. He tries, more than once, to escape the pleasant house arrest he had been offered. He nearly succeeds.
There is little else for it. The inconvenience is too much.
When Alistair first takes him there, wrists bound under his cloak and Alistair’s hands holding him in place on the horse, he looks up at the tower with moonlight gleaming in widening eyes. “Surely not,” he says, his accent elevating his vowels. “Lord Engels, you can’t seriously mean to—”
“Be quiet.”
“Lord Engels, honestly! This structure looks ancient, and it cannot be safe.”
“Quite safe, I assure you, Ellis.” Alistair often calls him by his given name, cutting away the title and family prestige he can’t access in this land. “The interior has been improved to a liveable standard. It won’t be the luxury you were offered at my home, but...perhaps we will find this less provocative.”
He practically has to carry the captive up. He is reluctant, feet dragging, body twisting, but Alistair is stronger. Silly pampered boy, interested only in books and stars.
They arrive into the single room of the tower with Ellis locked tightly in Alistair’s arms, both out of breath as Alistair muscles through the heavy wooden door. He tosses Ellis down onto the floorboards, and the boy lands with a winded gasp.
“You stay here, now,” Alistair says, throwing a bag down after him. All of the young lord’s belongings are in there, much good will they do him. “If you’re so desperate to escape, you can jump out the window.”
Ellis barely manages to get back to his feet before the tower door slams and locks.
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The tower is in a clearing in the woods, surrounded by foliage. Some sunlight still makes it through the sole, south-facing window, and his freckles haven’t completely vanished just yet, but it isn’t enough to feel like he is getting sunshine. There’s never any breeze, either; what wind does blow, blows from the sea in the north. The rain gets in, occasionally, but that’s irrelevant really. He closes the window on rainy days and sits listening to the waves falling down around the roof, pretending they make the tide.
On nice days, he crosses his arms on the sill and rests his chin on it, letting his fine hair fly freely in the slight breezes and gazing mournfully at the horizon. He misses his home and his family, and he misses Nic. He misses grass between his toes and he misses fresh fruit from the gardens.
The food he eats here is tough and old and preserved to high heaven so that it will last between visits from Lord Engels. He eats it slowly, carefully, in case his captor forgets to return.
Lord Engels never does. On a day four weeks after the last, he appears. No matter what time of year it is, he dresses well, gives an air of composure, and brings a jar of jam that appears to be local produce. Alongside this, he brings in a month’s food, firewood and water. He stores them in the pantry for Ellis, knowing his captive is too weak to do so, and then he...lingers.
Some days he talks. He tells stories of what is happening outside of the little tower that is Ellis’s world. He tells of the war, or the ransom negotiations, or simply of the events in the capital. At other times, he tells war stories, seemingly content to listen to the sound of his own voice while Ellis sits, hands folded on his lap, on the bed, and waits for him to leave.
By the sixth visit, Ellis’s tune changes. He doesn’t want Lord Engels to leave at all. He needs the company, needs it so badly that he’ll debase himself to get it.
Lord Engels seems to know this as soon as it happens. At first he simply basks in the attention and tells his stories, but within a few months he changes his mind too, and seems dead set on learning everything Ellis can tell him about a topic. He asks strange questions about Ellis’s homeland: their diet, their rivers, their holiday traditions, even interrogating him politely about his own childhood. Ellis gives him some of the information, but claims ignorance on others, knowing certain details would be too useful in the war. If Lord Engels leaves sooner because of these silences, Ellis tells himself he doesn’t mind. He’s fine for another month of silence and himself. He’s fine without touch. The quizzing is fine, really. He doesn’t mind it, compared to the stories and the mockery.
The worst times, however, are when he plays games.
“Kneel here,” he directs, and Ellis goes down slowly, jaw set defiantly, noble and graceful as a gliding swan. “Now tell me, Ellis. What is your status?”
“My status is nothing, Lord Engels,” Ellis states very calmly, voice betraying no emotion.
“Who are you?”
“I am nobody, Lord Engels.”
“Where are you?”
“I am imprisoned, Lord Engels.”
“Who is coming for you?”
My betrothed, you pompous fool.
“Nobody, Lord Engels.”
And Engels smiles, satisfied. “That’s right. You are most well-behaved, Ellis. I should like to take you out of here.”
Ellis allows nothing to show on his expression. Any hint of desire could be used as a bargaining chip. He will allow this man no excess power over him than what he is forced to yield in his prison.
“But no, it is not possible...” Engels sighs, and then smiles. It is a premature shift, one that gives away his premeditation. “I shall bring the visitors to you,” he decides, happy as can be with his decision. “They should all be so fascinated to meet you, the consort and the captive. It has been so long since you saw anybody but me, too. It must not be good for your nerves.”
Ellis stays upright on his knees, meeting Alistair’s gaze levelly. His nerves have been oversensitive since he was a child. They won’t stop him now.
A cohort of visitors means more people will learn where he is. The more that information spreads, the more likely it gets back to one of their spies. He must endure this gathering, even if it is full of people as abhorrent as Lord Engels. The journeys will not go unnoticed by staff. Staff discuss with other staff. Word will get out, eventually, of Lord Engels’s tower. Hopefully some will tell of the red-haired princess trapped within, like the stories of old.
“That’s a good boy,” comes the praise. Ellis is too lost in thought to do anything more than smile in vague condescension at Engels’s smug face. “I’ll be sending messages to my closest friends for a meeting with you. It will be good for you to see someone other than myself.”
“Of course, Lord Engels,” he replies, polite as a frosted dowager. “You make such excellent company.”
The lord’s eyes flared white-edged for a moment. Then he lets out a breath. “Such wit, sweetheart,” he remarked, using the nickname that made Ellis’s skin crawl. “I do believe you will be grateful for me, in time.”
Only through a sickness of the head, Ellis thinks, but this time, he doesn’t say it aloud. Best not to push. This man’s ego is his greatest foe.
“I will be back,” Lord Engels says, getting up. “Enjoy the peace and quiet.”
Ellis remains where he is, neat, patient, and untouchable. For as long as he can be.
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coleszzzworld · 2 years ago
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Yandere fuyuhiko x reader (she/her pronouns for reader.)
Tittle-VENT.
Summary-“Fuyuhiko says no one has found you .. or even acknowledge you’ve been gone .. it’s been a week or two . So what happens when one of your classmates stumbles on fuyuhiko cabin and well, they find you.”
author’s note-(hello everyone! Im sorry I’ve been slacking on writing I’ve been so busy lately but this part three to yandere fuyuhiko x reader , i suggest you too read part one and two before this , it’ll be on my master-list.)
TW!⚠️- cussing, murder but it doesn’t go into detail. Character death.⚠️-POSITIVELY DO NOT READ IF EASILY TRIGGERED.-enjoy the fall.-🐇♦️🖤
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“NO” i screamed out while jolting up from the nightmare I had, I look around the room , eventually my eyes land on a sleeping figure next to me. “Oh yeah , fuyuhiko kidnapped me…Im not in my cabin… or my bed.. I’m in his .. I need to get out of here.” I think too myself I look over too double check to make sure fuyuhiko is asleep before getting off the bed looking for a key too unlock this chain cuff on my ankle, i silently sit on the floor so I can grab his pants (THEY DID NOT DO THE DIRTY BTW💀) I grab his pants looking for a key in his pockets eventually I find nothing, “damn it .” I say out loud quietly, i then flip over on my stomach laying out like a starfish too try too reach his shirt too make sure the key isn’t in their , i eventually grab the shirt , I flip back up and sit cris cross , i check his shirt and still nothing, as I finally accept my defeat, then I noticed something shining by the door , I stand up trying too walk too it, but making it half way their cause the chain is short, I’m almost their so I stand on my tip toes and stretch my arm out leaning into the direction of the key , my finger tips barely grabbing it so I lightly hit it until it flies up a little bit then comes falling down with a little noise when it hit the ground, I quickly look back too a sleeping fuyuhiko in bed , he didn’t wake up . I grab the key off the floor Immediately Unlocking the cuff , “its…off! Finally I’ll tell everyone what happened.!” I think too my self as I stand about to run out the door , “y/n you think I was asleep?..” oh no. I run too the front door twisting the knob open and I feel the cold breeze of the night hit my face for a split second,until the door got closed real quick. “You are really a air head y/n..” Fuyuhiko says as he backs me into a corner. “Everyone will find out what you did … I’ll make sure of it . Your fucking crazy fuyuhiko..” I say , “yeah I’m crazy for you . I just want too protect you and love you but your not allowing it. I swear it’ll be much easier if you accept it my love . And even if you get out you’ll be back in seconds,like I said you can’t run or hide for me.. I’ll always be watching.” Fuyuhiko says as his eyes darken, “ now I suggest you too go back too bed and be a good girl and go to sleep “ he says , I obey . I mean even if we get off this island he’s literally a gang leader, he’ll have all his men looking for me in the city . So I might as well just be good and behave , he puts the cuff back on my ankle and lays next too me holding my hand and gives me a quick kiss too my temple. “I really hate this.. no i really fucking hate this so much. “ I think too myself as I drift too sleep.
“Fuyuhiko! We need to talk I coming in and I hope your dressed .” Mahiru says as she opens the door. “Fuyuhiko look we need too talk-“ , “what the fuck” she screams out , waking me and fuyuhiko up , “mahiru what the hell are you doing here?!!” Fuyuhiko screams at her standing up putting his pants on and putting a shirt on. “Mahiru please you got too help me-“ fuyuhiko puts a hand over my mouth furthering me from speaking. “Fuyuhiko what in the actual hell is happening here? Why is y/n here? Why does she have a chain on ,why-“. , “I could ask you the same thing why are you here and why did you just fucking barge in ?!” He says with spite lacing his words. “ I had too talk too you and it’s way past breakfast time and your door was unlocked “ he forgot to lock the door back… “ but instead I come her to see y/n which we haven’t seen in weeks , tied too your bed ! What the actual fuck is wrong with you?..” she says as she points too me then him , “this is none of your business mahiru. So just mind your fucking business nosey bitch .” He’s says with a hateful attitude too her . “Mind my business ?.. sure as hell won’t I’m telling everyone even monokuma and you’ll get a punishment from him ! “ she says as she walks out . Fuyuhiko reaches for something heavy eventually finding a paper weight and knocking her out cold , “ NOOO!” I screamed out “ no … no what the Fuck is wrong with you !!!”, “shhhhhh baby , I’ll get rid of her she will not come between us.” He says as he ties her up . “No one will ever come between us. I’ll kill them all.If they do .” , “now I got some stuff too take care of it’s better if your not awake for this “ he says as he pulls out a syringe full of some type of medicine “No! Get away from me ! Fucking get away from me !” I say as I yell and sob at him , he puts the shot in my arm “shhhhhhh it’s time for a nap babe. Just sleep everything will be okay my love” he says as pets my hair . “N-no…. G-get away from me “ I say as I drift in too sleep .
“H-huh?” I wake up I look at the window and determine on the way the outside looks, I’m guessing it’s around 7 pm . I immediately look down where mahiru was …. She wasn’t their no more. “ mahiru???!” I scream out . “Ma-mahiru?…” no reply back , “oh god someone please help me..” I sob quietly, suddenly the front door opens … it’s fuyuhiko , walking in . “Oh your awake, great I have so much too tell you , plus I really missed you.” He says as he takes off his clothes and puts some basketball shorts on and a white tank top , “I don’t care about that . Where is mahiru, fuyuhiko..” I say . “ ouch that hurt my feelings. “ he said with sarcasm, he gets comfortable next too me slinging his arm around my shoulder leaning closer too my touch , “so are you gonna tell me what happened too mahiru?” As I say that the monitor goes off “ A BODY HAS BEEN DISCOVERED!!!!” monokuma says with his cheerful attitude. “ since you chumps are going too bed I’ll spare your sleep and let you guys handle this cast first thing in the morning! Get some sleep brats your gonna need it !!!” The monitor cuts off…….. “o-oh my god… please. No - Y-YOU KILLED HER?” I say as I push his arm off me , and push him slightly off me . “ calm down babe . I didn’t kill her . Let’s just say I had someone else do it .” He says , “ what?- I- just what? Why? Mahiru did nothing too you. She didn’t even care about you and you killed her !” I say as I shake my head trying to understand what happened. “ yeah okay ‘she did nothing too you’ “ he says as he mocks me throwing up quotation marks with his fingers , “ she tired too break us up. She had too go . If she successfully did tell everyone they would have me dead and monokuma would have too let it . Even tho me and him has a deal .” He says as he puts his arm back around me again invading my space. “ your not a good person you know that . Mahiru was a kind soul.” I say as I start crying. “ oh come on y/n get over it ..” he says as he rolls his eyes . “ no! You don’t get too say that too me-“ I say as he pulls out the syringe, “if you wanna fight back I have no problem putting you too sleep . You won’t wake up till tomorrow.” He says as he looks me in my eyes . “O-okay I’ll stop. “ I say as I obey . “ good girl . See your already learning “ he said as he pressed a kiss too temple. We both faded into sleep . .
This nightmare I’ve been having since he kidnapped me the nightmare goes , fuyuhiko is hurting one of our classmates. And I can’t stop it .…. Eventually our nightmares turn into reality…
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I hoped y’all enjoy this chapter don’t mind any spelling mistakes !
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meet-with · 3 years ago
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Paying it forward
When our children were very young, I started growing flowers. Elora is in her third year of college, while Jasper just graduated from high school. I have been growing flowers for a long time.
Chris was working as a mechanic down in Seattle when the kids were little, and he commuted to work every day. During the week, he was rarely home and I was alone with my two young children, so I had a lot of time to think about what I wanted to be when I grew up.
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During those early years, I experimented with many small business ideas to see what would work, including planting an heirloom cider orchard (I didn't realize it would take at least five years before I could harvest anything).my first viable harvest). I raised more than a hundred chickens in our backyard for a rainbow egg business, but the birds kept escaping from their coop, and I would get angry calls from our neighbors daily.
Even though I tried growing miniature vegetables for local customers, I quickly discovered that it takes a lot of zucchinis to make $5. I tried so many different ideas, but none of them worked.
In the process, I added flowers to my garden and began selling the extra blooms.sta Flowers stirred such deep emotion unlike any other thing I made or grew.pow When I delivered my homegrown blooms, complete strangers would open up and share their most beautiful stories with me. most beautiful stories with me.
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Every recipient could recall a flower memory as if it were yesterday. After I started sharing flowers that I had grown myself, I felt like I had finally found my calling.
As a result, every waking minute was devoted to the garden. I was obsessed with it. However, I knew very little about flower farming.
I spent nearly every evening email conversations with flower growers across the country, and spending my days reading every gardening book my library could order and trying out all the things I had learned in the books.to practice all the things I had read about in my garden.
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During that time, social media wasn't even a thing, and there was very little information available on the topic ormIn addition to Lynn Byczynski's The Flower Farmer, Sarah Raven's The Cutting Garden, and Martha Stewart's Gardening: Month by Month, I just made it up as I went along.st made it up as I went along.
Even though I believe in being self-taught, building a business from scratch with so little to go on and no community was incredibly lonely and challenging for me. Since I was learning everything as I went along, I made so many painful and costly mistakes.
When IIt still amazes me that I didn't give up in those early days. think back to those early days I am still amazed that I didn’t throw in the towel. I failed way more than I succeeded and for the first few years, I really thought about quitting every single day.
Each failure was a sign that I was on the wrong path, and nothing came easy. Whenever I questioned what I was doing and questioned my faith, Chris always said, "The flowers are different.". So I would get back up, dust myself off, and try again.
After struggling my way through the first few years, I managed to grow a small business in our backyard and eventually start making a little profi tittle business in our backyard and eventually start making a small profit. Every penny that I made with my flowers went into paying off a mountain of debt that we incurred some years earlier.
Due to the fact that we were so determined to get out of debt and clean up the mess that we had made, there was never any extra that I could invest in myself.
As I made thousands of mixed bouquets in our garage, I dreamed of the day when I could finally leave the farm and learn from my flower heroes. My heart would ache every time one of them announced an upcoming class or workshop.class or workshop my heart would ache.
Although I was working hard and making good progress on paying down our debt as well as getting better at growing and arranging flowers, I didn't feel like I was getting any closer to realizing the big dreams I had for myself.
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During that time I had started writing articles about my flower growing journey and had the opportunity to interview Ariella Chezar, I started writing articles about my flower growing journey and had the opportunity to interview Ariella Chezar, the godmother of seasonal floral design, and we became penpals.the godmother of seasonal floral design, and we became penpals. She knew how badly I wanted to attend one of her workshops but I couldn’t ever come close to affording it.
I’ll never forget the day that I received her email saying if I could get myself to her next workshop that I could attend for free. Up until that point my flower journey had been so incredibly difficult and nothing came easy. I had gotten so worn down by the grind that I was on the verge of quitting altogether.
So when I got that offer, everything I believed to be true was challenged in the best possible way. At that moment, I decided that if I ever had anything of value to share with someone else who needed a leg up that I would pay it forward as many times as I possibly could.
The workshop was beyond anything I could have possibly imagined and the experience completely altered the course of my life. I came back to the farm after that blissful week in California changed.
Having someone who I admired so deeply believe in me helped me believe in myself. That act of generosity felt like getting permission to finally go after all of the dreams that I had put on hold for so long.
I quickly got to work overhauling my little flower business and from there things really took off. Within a few short years, I had the opportunity to write my first book and eventually welcome more than 500 budding and established growers and designers to learn with us on our tiny 2-acre farm.
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Over the next few years, our small family operation grew and we started a seed company, built an amazing little team, were fortunate enough to find our forever farm, wrote two more books, and transitioned our on-farm workshops online.
I can so easily trace each one of these blessings back to the moment I received that life-changing email. You never know just how much sharing with another person can completely change their life.
I have tried my best to infuse Ariella’s generous legacy into everything we do and our scholarship program is my very favorite way of paying it forward.
Next Tuesday, September 14, we will be opening up applications for our scholarship program. This is our 9th anniversary of both teaching the Floret workshop and offering scholarships.
I am so excited that we will be awarding 12 seats, our most ever. Each recipient will receive full tuition to the 2022 Floret Online Workshop, plus a box of goodies from the farm.
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If you’ve been dreaming of filling your life with more flowers, but the Floret workshop is out of reach, I highly encourage you to take the time and apply for one of our scholarships.
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galaxyacerodoesart · 5 years ago
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As the fanfic finally came to a end, apart from the epilogue that is, It means I finally can upload THESE guys. :3c
And these guys are nothing more than Knight and Fire Spirit’s final/future designs.  More about it under read more just in case you are reading this without having checked chapter 19 of my fic, i would recommend doing it first just so you have some context if anything pfff
SOOO...As chapter 19 ends, Knight’s and Fire Spirit future finally has been decided. And that is, Knight chooses to end up becoming a demigod/immortal like Fire Spirit by having a Bonding Ceremony. They get married in God terms, that’s basically it pfff
And with becoming a demigod, an appearance change comes, and THAT’S just what this is.  
First Pic is Knight’s new appearance as the Demigod of Bravery and Protection. First one is mainly going to be used for the future ask blog and what not, since the only appearance to make a debut in the fic epilogue will be the third one.  He gets inhuman ears, heavily inspired by lion ears, markings in his face, some sweet new clothes and most importantly, a gradient to orange in his hair, that he ends up letting it grow pretty long over the course of years because why not. 
The color change in his hair is a result of bonding his soul with Fire Spirit’s, that’s why FS himself also gets a golden fire streak in his flame hair.
As for Fire Spirit, his appearance is overall the same, apart from the gold fire streak in his hair, he just goes to wear more silver jewelry with blue stones, just as an extra connection to Knight, who also wears gold jewelry with red stones.  They basically just wear jewelry of each other favorite colors and what not because they are sappy like that  asdaskljdka
OH! Knight also gets a new weapon eventually once he learns to proper summon it, and it looks like this:
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The blade basically “turns on” when needed aksjdka and yes it was totally inspired by Solaria’s wand from Star vs The forces of evil, but honestly it was just perfect lmao.
I’ll propably discuss more about Knight’s overall powers and what not in the ask blog, but i mean, you guys can get an idea based on his demigod tittle and aesthetic as a whole pfff
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jackbabewang · 6 years ago
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New to this
Pairing: Jaehyun x Reader
Genre: Basketball au, College au, Fluff, Romance, Tropey scenes
Word count: 5,400
Basketball has never been your thing, but now it shall be, and will be. Since the player himself has become your thing.
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June is named as the ‘sports month’ where intercollegiate athletics will be conducted. It has gotten lots of immediate word of mouth, people keep talking about it every week, especially the high profile or “big-time” prestige or elite sports of men’s basketball. Unsurprisingly, your institution is hosting the ever nerve-wracking game, moreover competing against its ancient rival in the finals. Such resentment and bad blood between the two universities are not unknown in the communities as well as to the public. Which makes everything quite a huge deal. Even amidst the heat of war, you belong to the minimal percentage of students who give no signs at all of being interested. Yet when the day comes, your friend is quick to latch on to any opportunity to drag you away from where you are supposed to be.
On both sides of the court, bleachers full of fans screaming with a lot more of them opting to stand around the perimeter of the field. Green means calmness; you are feeling all sorts of its shade. Red means tension; which you are unrelatable to the latter. Among the young people, even lecturers can be found standing in two rows one behind the other. A sigh of relief left you at the absolute certainty that you are guilt-free about skipping class. This will be your first and last time. Attendance is not something you want to risk anyway.
Thud Thud Thud
The pinging thuds of a dribbled basketball, counterpointed by shoes chirping on the varnished floor. Growing roars now filled up your ears as your friend somehow managed to squeeze into a place on the front row. You know little or nothing about basketball, and have never contemplated the possibility of knowing more about it. You have no idea what the referee signals mean, why are the points accumulated in two or three, why is no one blocking that one guy from shooting. According to your enthusiastic friend, it is called a free throw. And you still have no idea why it occurs so often, why is it this guy instead of that guy. With all of these questions floating around in your head, you have a good sense to keep your mouth shut though.
The team that currently has the orangey brown ball in hand breaks into pairs and scatter along the sideline while passing back and forth. A freakishly tall guy sends the ball flying across the court, like a zap of lightning it directs to a dumbfounded you. Your body shutting down in a position of freeze, feet seemingly cemented into the ground beneath you. Panic swiftly moves up from the pit of your stomach, lodging in your chest and makes breathing difficult. You clearly did not sign up for this. The next moment, you are welcomed with another heart stopping shock. An almost deafening smack rippling out as the ball collides with a hand which shoots out in quick reflex to block it from knocking you off. Tiny droplets of sweat from that arm fling onto your face in the meantime. Despite being grateful that he came to the rescue, you are kind of disgusted with the perspiration, much of which is not needed.
That guy with jet-black hair raises an arm and calls for timeout. Immediately both teams gather at the bench with respective coaches, addressing their tactical problems and deciding on another approach. Throughout that sixty seconds, he keeps turning his head towards you but it goes unnoticed until your eyes meet directly. As if he is checking up on you to make sure that you are still in a clear state of mind when you literally just got the shock of your life. And also you are finally able to identify the players with their names printed on the backs of their jerseys. The culprit being Johnny Seo and your savior, Jung Jaehyun.
Eventually your eyes pinned on him with a strong magnetic pull as the game begins once again. Like a superhuman, he dribbles confidently, dashing first to his right, then to the left. His hands taking swats at the ball, his body cutting off direct lines of attack and his shot percentage stays at hundred. The game goes neck and neck with both teams trading wins, having everyone biting or picking their nails. The intensity now ratchets up a notch. All eyes are fixed on the time clock maddeningly counting down to the last minute of play. No one moved; no one blinked. Well, of course, besides you.
Ten— Nine— Eight—
Jaehyun has possession of the ball and in the last few seconds, he desperately throws it in, at half-court. He turns and shoots.
Four— Three— Two—
The ball makes it into the hoop with a three-pointer and the buzzer goes off. It is all over! The crowd storms the court as the game comes to an end and that is only when you learn that your varsity team has won the championship. In three straight years. Besides dominating the athletics, Jaehyun has also won the Finals MVP Award with his impressive achievement. A couple of members have hoisted him onto their shoulders as they chant their team’s victory song. In moments like this, the ladies cannot be missed out. They swarm around the players like bees to honey and in particular, the hero.
While everyone is overjoyed, discussing the happy turn of events, your friend has disappeared without a trace, vanished into thin air. And you realize there is no point of staying besides getting yourself suffocated through the heat, giving up hope of finding your missing friend as well. Just as you are about to leave, someone has caught your wrist and the least expected person holds your gaze.
“H-hey… Are you alright? Sorry about what happened back there.” Jaehyun points his thumb towards the court, reminding you of the almost ugly situation.
Minutes ago, he has been searching through the crowd for you. Though you are simply clothed in white T-shirt and hip-hugging jeans, he remembers your face vividly from those brief exchange of glances.
“Mm…” The words in your mouth seem difficult for them to be perceived correctly. Mayhap you finally understand the reason behind those chicks who love basketball albeit the only thing they know are winning and losing.
You have not been running around the court like he did but your skin clammy as Jaehyun’s has been. Fine sheen of sweat misted your forehead. Naturally, he reaches over and dab off the salty drops with a cotton cloth that has been draped around his neck. Which, in turn, earns himself a contorted face that you are not even trying to hide at this point. He immediately retreats and thrusts the towel into your hand instead. And once again, you cringe at the damp fabric. It is not completely your fault that you are a bit of a clean freak.
You are quickly becoming the center of attention at his unhesitant manner. Hearing a whole lot of tittle-tattle and gossip behind your back that makes you vaguely uncomfortable.
“Who is she?” “Is that his girlfriend?” “I didn’t know he has one…”
Jaehyun, of course, feigns innocent ignorance and then uses the lamest lines around as he says, “I’ve never seen you before, never heard of you and don’t even know your name. What is your name?”
“You don’t need to.”
“Awww—” He moans like a scolded puppy, “That’s kind of unfair.”
“I’m sorry but I have to leave now…”
“Wait! I- You look pretty nice. You’re kinda cute, in fact. I just thought we should get to know each other better.”
Jaehyun does not even have to try. He never needed either because he knows what he is capable of. Yet he appears to be needy right now.
What on earth does he want from me?
You give him a noncommittal look and without an answer, you turn to walk away. With a snap of the finger, your guilt coming off in stinky waves like a cartoon skunk. You are never the kind of person to turn down someone, the kind to have a hard time rejecting unwanted offers. ‘No’ seems to be a word that is omitted from your dictionary. And so you come up with a cowardly solution that is silence.
You should have known better that it is a no win situation and miraculously, Jaehyun’s appearances at the campus are getting noticeable to you that you are beginning to doubt the size of this property.
Everyone knows you go to the library. The whole world knows you go to the library every day. Though you are a little surprised that Jaehyun is able to find you at the further end of this wide space. You are not so happy with this less than familiar guy slipping into the seat across you. Of all the booths available, he chooses to stay at yours, that you kind of grasp his intention very well.
“All these bookmarks, but we still not on the same page.”
It is difficult to resist the urge to roll your eyes now. You shift on your seat, wanting to bury your face between the pages at how he is staring at you. He has an elbow propped on the table and rested his chin on his knuckles. He grins mockingly, his eyes holding a mischievous edge to them.
“You are distracting.” He is disturbing. You say without thinking. But as soon as the words left your tongue, that smirk of his grows even wider and his eyes twinkle in perfect timing with it.
“In a good way?”
“No.”
His fingers drumming on the table like the hooves of a galloping stallion before quietly reaches over your neglected phone. He steals your phone, steals your number. With a ping coming from his own, your head shoots up to find him waving your device, smugly.
“What-”
“Sorry not sorry,” he asserts, “Wish I can stay but gotta go. I’ll text you later, sugar.”
Mission accomplished. Jaehyun pumps his fist in the air, whooping with glee as soon as he left. Yes!
And in the course of the next few weeks, your phone blows up with text messages from him. Each night, you massage your temples, longing for relief from the bombardment. His persistence adds on to your continuous torment by demanding assignments and midterm exams. Those messages are always preserving the same objective, only implementing his approaches very differently—
“Roses are red, violets are blue. I can’t rhyme but can I date you?”
“The weather’s great today. Let’s go out.”
“Me, you and food?”
Maybe that is what you call creativity at its best.
Jaehyun paces back and forth in the empty hallway outside the lecture hall, alternately running his fingers through his hair and rubbing his chin. He then crosses his arms over his chest and leans against the wall, striking a casual pose. Perhaps a seductive one will do?
Click
The door opens. He instantly drops his stance when the first person who exits the class just looks at him weirdly. He coughs to clear his throat and regains his composure while craning his neck, staring into the faces of people, in search of someone.
“Hi.” A tall figure steps directly in front of you, blocking your way. There is no difficulty in recognizing the guy when you smell that particular cologne. It is a pleasant fragrance to be frank. Jo Malone, I guess?
He snatches your belongings from your arms and grabs onto your hand firmly enough to make you understand he is not letting go. “You are coming with me.”
“Hey!”
The crowd parts in front of his long, determined stride as he escorts you to God knows where. You tap along in double-time beside him, struggling against his grip every step of the way. “Let me go. This is kidnap. You’re keeping me against my will. I’ll sue.”
“Sue away, sweetheart.”
He keeps right on walking, ignoring your protests, ignoring the curious stares and pointing and laughs that has part of you wilt inside.
“You are no gentleman, you know that?”
“You’re a pain in the ass.”
“Is that any way to talk to a lady—”
A short distance later. You finally come to a complete stop at… The basketball court? He flashes you a smile that will have been charming if you have not wanted to punch him in the mouth so badly for manhandling you into this. You give him the most scolding look you can.
“And you, miss, are no lady.” Taking your nose between fore and middle fingers, he pinches hard. “All these books, but you still left me on read.”
You watch the pages flap, flap, flap in your face before he tosses the research materials away onto your backpack that has been dropped to the floor. You hiss internally at the thought of carelessly crumpled, creased or wrinkled papers.
“What do you want?”
“I’m pretty sure I’ve made my terms clear from the start. Are you just being obtuse on purpose?”
“I just-”
You cross your arms and huff. Now he lifts an eyebrow, as if your “I don’t need a date, I just want to focus on my studies” will convince him in some sort of way, as if your reasoning is not pure bullshit.
“Fine. We’ll put an end to this,” an involuntary sigh escapes him, “It’s why I brought you here anyway.”
“Let’s make a deal.” Suddenly this basketball comes out of absolutely nowhere and he twirls it on the tip of his finger. “If I win I’ll have you.”
“And if I win?” you press, even though the chances are unlikely. For fuck’s sake, Jaehyun is the basketball star.
“If you win, I promise I’ll stop bothering you.”
“B-but… You have the upper hand. Obviously.”
“Darling, have you accepted your defeat already? Tell me. That you secretly want me too?”
His claim provokes scoffing disbelief.
To make this two-player fair and square, he grants you the possession and plays the game one-handed. Each time you attempt to score, he comes up from behind and takes you around the waist as he lifts you off the ground, swinging to the opposite direction. Laughters like sunshiny, yellow bubbles danced and floated and bounced. The two of you running around, chasing one another in circles like little puppies chasing their tails.
“Yes!” You throw your arms in the air and squeal for the sheer joy of making your first ever hoop. “Jaehyun, I made it!”
Your heart races and continues to pound inside your chest, cheeks flushed with the activity. You turn. And his face is too close, so close you can feel the warmth of his breath on you. Close enough that you can see a kind of heat kindling in his eyes.
“Yeah, you made it.” He somehow manages to mix enthusiasm with sadness in his voice. But he smiles encouragingly and gently squeezes your waist, staring back at you for several seconds before letting go. “I guess that’s it then.”
You finally got the peace and quiet you have been praying for. You no longer have to deal with flooded messages or the unwanted attention whenever Jaehyun is with you. In short, your uninterrupted solitude has been restored. But for tonight, while you are all alone, there is a cold empty feeling in your chest. Loneliness seems to be inevitably uncomfortable, which you ask yourself how it has been viewed as a positive emotion all along. And you realized that it is impossible to touch yesterday. So why the heck are you letting it touch you? Your own eyes are lost elsewhere and your mind wanders, wanders over everything Jaehyun has so unhesitantly offered up to you the day before. You will never possess the words to describe how he made you feel, because words were not your strong point. However if you have to—the exultation you felt, was a burst of raw, pure joy you felt.
“Are you a textbook? Why are you so proper?” “I am trying to spice up your life, bunny.”
He has got a point there.
You reach for the nightstand, check the screen of your phone. Again, and again, every day for two weeks. A buzzing in your pocket got you sitting up enough that you pull out your phone, only to discover a new text message from the civilian service provider. Any sense of excitement and anticipation has died down immediately.
Ten minutes into the game, yet Jaehyun cannot focus. Cannot even feel the intensity, though he knows it is all around him. It is like someone has dropped a curtain between him and the rest of the world. Still, he is the captain, he has the responsibility to lead the team and to win this game. So he takes his handoffs and runs as hard as he can.
“You guys are better than this!” His coach roars, “You are better than they are! You have the speed, the agility, the guts. What you don’t seem to have is the desire. Do you want this or not?”
He wants it and he won it. Sort of gotten used to it, he pulls out his phone and snaps a photo of the gleaming gold medal. Another cheesy pun of his pops into his head along the lines of—“All these medals I’ve won, but I still couldn’t win your heart.” His joy and happiness are of short duration as he remembers the heartbreaking truth. And his smile falters, though it does not disappear entirely.
“Hey, you good?” Johnny appears at the right yet wrong time. The question itself as if harshly rubbing grime into his face so he has to surrender and admit that he is clearly not okay.
“Yeah… It’s just too good to be true.” He pats him on the shoulder before leaving the arena, “You guys have done a great job. Rest up tonight.”
As soon as he got outside, a breath of fresh air does him good but his mind is still reeling with madness. “What the fuck is wrong with me?” He might be going insane. Insanity. His face creases with anguish as he runs his shaky hand through his hair. When he is about to take his frustration out by kicking over the nearby garbage can, a familiar tune stops him from committing the act of vandalism. He freezes, recognizing the notification ringtone. The special one reserved for you. Though he has yet to read the message, it does magic to his body and soul. In his excitement, he runs back to his dormitory.
“Oh my God! Oh my God! Oh my God!” You bet, he is squealing like a pig.
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Call it a second chance or what. He makes a mental note that he must not screw this up. 
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Your reply comes almost immediately. Perhaps, you have spent much time considering and pondering, waiting for it.
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How badly you want to hit your head against the wall, or with a hammer. It is something you have never done before then.  
“Fuck, yes!” He chortles. That will supposed to be his answer.
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Is he trying to put you to open shame right here? That is definitely a big fat no. Who on earth in this campus does not know the great Jung Jaehyun. He has made himself immensely known in the universities. Heck, he probably has a fan club of ladies with raging hormones who circle the table and admire his every move. You are only digging your own grave and weaving your own shroud if you were to agree to that.
You are texting and texting and the night drags on and on and finally you fall asleep and when you wake up the sun is streaming in the big bay windows. Jaehyun has his ways of lengthening the conversation while you are naive to fall for his flirtatious trap, and the bargain is sealed with a selfie of him as your lock screen, reluctantly. Hundreds of photos sent through. How shameless, but cute. Yet you are avoiding any chances of unlocking your phone in front of your friends or whoever it is.
“Bitch, what is this?”
The worst has come, you are bound to get caught anyways. This striking and ironic reversal, in which you once protested to watch the game with your friend but now you are having one of the players, a prestigious player, to appear instantly on your display screen with just a press of button, moreover such exclusive photo. You are more embarrassed than you have ever been in your life before.
“I can- I can explain!”
“Be honest with me. Are you guys a thing?”
“No… We’re not…” With your eyes averted, your voice timid and defensive.
“Then what? You joined his silly fan club?”
As if a perfectly set-up drama, you receive an incoming message from the one and only that leaves no room for any kind of explanation.
“Tonight at eleven.” She reads. “I knew it! My sixth sense never failed me! That boy has been eyeing you since that day. Do you know how many bitches are dying to be in your place?”
You feel as though you have just been scolded by a parent. “How am I supposed to know that…”
“Whatever it is, I’m so happy for you! Of all these years, you’re finally off the market— Ooh, maybe we can go on a double date—”
“No! It’s not like that!” It is just too complicated and ridiculous even to tell.
Voila!
You are at the basketball court. Again. Why is it the settings with Jaehyun are all at the same place, the same reek of sweat, the same squeaking of shoes on vinyl floor and the same dribbling as he leisurely throws a shot while waiting for your arrival.
“You made it!” He jogs over with his arms wide open and pulls you into a sweaty embrace. He must have just finished an intense training session.
“Oh my God, no! Get off!” You squirm as your clean-freak gene ekes in while another reason being that the affection is still foreign to you. And that provokes him to nuzzle further into your hair.
“I got us pizza.” At this hour?
You feel his fingers brush yours for a moment, and then, very naturally, he grasps your hand and holds it as though he has been doing it all his life. The fluid gesture elicits jealousy.
After all the effort, a ton of irksome pesters and desperation, it comes down to this: sitting cross-legged in the centre of the basketball court eating the oily cheesy goodness.
“Thought you’re gonna settle with something fancy…” You have no problems and do not have any complaints either besides the lack of ventilation in here.
“Fancy can only be defined as who I’m with in this very moment,” you scowl at the smug grin on his face, “But seriously, eating pizza in this place is a whole level of fancy I’ve never done before.”
You wonder what goes through his mind to come up with so much of the random and unexpected. This interesting trait, combined with his sense of humor, lends him an attractive air that someway, somehow, put you at ease. Headstrong is a nice word for what he is, which part of ‘no’ does he not understand, in what language does he need to hear it from, till he finally got what he wanted in the first place.  
“Hey, are you listening?” He waves his hand in front of your face. “I was getting into the best part of my story though…”
Whatever you are playing, game of seven or twenty-one questions, he seems genuinely interested more than you do.
“Have you ever had a boyfriend?”
“No.”
GASP— He clamps his hand over his mouth right after sucking in air, looking generally surprised when you tell him of the new information that you never think is a big deal. In fact, you are almost proud of it.
“HOW?!”
You shrug. “I don’t know, never asked, never got asked.”
“But you’re beautiful,” he mutters under his breath, a mantra he often whispers to himself.
“What?”
“What?”
“I wasn’t looking for love. I wasn’t needy.” You pull your knees up to your chin, wrapping your arms around them. “Well, I’ve become used to being single, independent, and self-sufficient. Nothing extraordinary seems to convince me that I need a significant other in my life.”
But as you wait for a reaction, a reply, the air in the room becomes charged with another energy. For a second, which seems like a century, a heavy silence fills the air. It is so pervasive that you can hear the whirring sound of electric fans spinning round and round as it cools every corner of the space, the muffled steps of someone walking along the corridor, and the still breath of the objects adorning the court. Your eyes scan the floor, afraid that you have said something with unintended offense.
“You know… There are a lot I want to tell you…” He looks smaller somehow. His shoulders slumped and he rubs his eyes several times before speaking. “It may seem like I’m a sarcastic asshole, but I’m actually half of it because at night I actually have feelings.” Then he chuckles, his chuckling gives way to a self-mocking laugh.
“I’m listening.” You encourage, though you wisely know where he is heading to. Your heart beats fast, your nerves are wire taut. As you nibble on the crust and gooey cheese, the marinara sauce smearing over your lips at how you are pursing them in a thin line.
And there he goes.
“About the bet we had weeks ago. I didn’t want it. I never did. You’re so stressed out lately and I just wanted to help, but I’ve realized that I may have been part of the weight on you so I thought I should stop, everything.”
As impassive as his features are, his voice croaks with repressed emotion. “I have to admit that I was testing the waters at first.”
Ouch.
“Then I found myself looking for opportunities to talk with you, wanting to see your reaction or simply having you close. I tried different approaches, and not all of them work. You just seem to not care that I’m interested in you. And then this happened. So, what made you cave in?”
Boy, the emotional roller coaster he has been riding was taking its toll. You have been kneading his heart like a dough into any shapes possible, tugging on his heartstrings and almost making him capitulate.
“I did not cave in.”
“Do you hate me?”
Do you? ‘Hate’ is a very strong word, one that shall not be in our vocabulary. There is no closest word you can find to describe the feelings towards him. Your silence evokes only a tiny fraction of deeper emotions you are unaware of. He has been guileless tonight meanwhile you are swerving lanes, dodging questions that may call yourself out.
“Honestly, when you texted me that night I nearly ran to your place and just wanted to take you out right then and there.”
Go ahead and say that he is crazy, that is what you made him. Crazy enough to be crazy over you.
He twiddles his fingers allowing his fingertips on each hand to touch its counterpart on the opposite hand in a nervous gesture.
“Now to my last questions.” There are two left. Or have you lost count of it.
You heart still racing, blood pumping in the throes of an adrenaline rush. I can’t handle this.
He draws a deep breath, pauses while he gathers strength before he speaks again. “This will be the last time I say this, I just want to give it another try. I know it’s gonna be difficult at first but can you give yourself a chance to like me back? Be my girlfriend?”
The lights above reflected in his dark brown eyes staring at you, holding you captive. At that moment, he thinks that attraction is mutual until you break off to look to the side.
‘Please, please, please’
The desperate cries in his chest audible in your mind, in his voice like it is real.
You parents warned you about the drugs in the streets but never the ones with russet eyes and a heartbeat. Your pique towards him has long evaporated, and since then, it has been replaced with warm interest.
When did it happen? How did it even happen?
After what feels like a very long time, you nod. Jaehyun breathes a huge, loud sigh of relief. A very huge, loud sigh. The wild exhilaration tearing through him cannot be stopped, he cannot stop smiling like the fool he is for you.
“Fuck, I really thought you’re gonna say no.” His arms slip around your waist as he draws you into his embrace. “Thank you.” His hand cups the side of your face, pinning your ear against his heart. You can hear the uneven thud of his pulse. It feels so incredibly good to be in his arms. You feel secure and at peace. Good to be with him… bad for you emotionally, for fear you might come to depend on him… Confused, you have no idea what to think anymore. All you know is that you are so drawn to him to break away, so hopelessly attracted.
Simply to restrain himself will likely prove difficult. He leans down to press a quick, impudent kiss to your cheek. He does not want to make you uncomfortable by noticing the inevitable blush that graces your cheeks. He is delighted though in embarrassing you with another smooch dangerously close to your lips. Before he does it again, right on the spot for real, you wrench yourself away from him, hands covering your mouth in defense. Your skin touched with a ripe flush and a glint of panic flickers in your eyes. Just how easily you were about to lose your first kiss.
“Gotta get used to it now, girlfriend.” The last word sings with tremendous emphasis. He then draws back with a cheeky expression and wry smile as he says, teasingly, “Cause I looooove kisses.” Well actually, he loves kissing you though he has never been, and the idea of you kissing him back sounds even better. He is already imagining it. 
You did not fall in love with him. You walked into love with him, with your eyes open, choosing to take every step along the way. He is annoying, he is hilarious, he makes you want to scream, he drives you crazy, he is out of his mind and he is everything you want.
The first time you both met at this sweat or waxy polish smelling basketball court was not all that pleasant, remembering feeling sorry prior to being a straightforward, flirty, asshole, remembering feeling guilty over the wordless rejection. And tonight has changed everything. This is the start of something new.
“Now, get up! Get up! We’re burning these calories intake!” Loud claps bouncing off the four walls and he starts acting like the rude coach he is. He attempts to pull you on your feet but your lazy, determined ass stay rooted to the ground, as if you are growing right into the earth. This is like a nerdy fight with you arguing that strenuous exercising after eating can be hazardous to health. He proceeds to drag you around like a heavy sack of potatoes, your shoes screeching and sliding across the floor forcibly.
All those bookmarks, you are finally on the same page. And all those medals, he has finally won your heart.
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amaikana · 5 years ago
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All for given!!! But not-spoilery please.
Thanks for the question, Nila!Okay, here we go~ (it’s kinda lenghty so be prepared! >:3)
2. Which scene was your favorite to write in Given?
Well, so far, my favorite is that scene when Norman clasping Ray’s hand in his own to calm him down after Ray having his outburst (and yes, hitting Norman harshly). It might come off as self-blaming, but Norman actually waved off Ray’s apology and insisting that it was his fault for the sake of calming Ray, because he understood that he had crossed a line for a topic that had been really sensitive for Ray.I always see Norman’s character as one of the most empathetic in the series, and I think this scene portrayed that side of him perfectly.
3. Which part of Given was hardest to write?
Ray’s monologue after he hit Norman. Mostly because it’s easier to me to write interaction between characters rather than just writing the character’s inner thoughts without any dialogue parts. But well…this part is quite important cause it’s the part where Ray came to the realization that he wanted to protect Norman, which is the main theme for his part.
4. If you could change anything in Given, what would it be?
Ray’s first childhood flashback (in chapter 1 of his POV). It was actually one of the main events of the entirely series, but I think I wrote it a bit too rushed and making readers didn’t realize that that part was that important. But oh, well. Everything will eventually become very clear in the end, so I don’t think I need to change it.
5. Did you make an outline for Given? Did you stick to it?
Yes, and no.I always made a very clear outline from chapter 1 until the supposed ending before I posted anything. But actually sticking to that plan is……a totally different story, lol. Everything was fine until I wrote chapter 1 of Ray’s POV, which threw my plotline out of the plan XD (…Which also the reason why I struggle to post the next chapter. But oh well, I’ll get it over eventually!)
6. Which scenes did you cut, and which were added in Given?
I planned to write a scene where Norman getting jealous of Anna because Ray was tutoring her (she’s their junior). But I think the scene isn’t that important to the overall plot and could’ve distracted the story flow instead, so I decided against writing it.And if we’re talking about added scenes, it’s….plenty, lol. Though mostly it was “modified” rather than “added.” One of unplanned scenes that I remember is the talk of little Ray with his dad. I just spontaneously came up with that one :D
7. Who was your favorite character to write in Given?
Oliver, honestly. Surprised? Lol. All three of the main ones (a.k.a NorRayEmma) are really hard to write, because I need to constantly change my own point of view to get their characterization right–considering each of their pasts are affecting their own ways of thinking about the current events. But Oliver on the other hand is just…..this big brother figure that’s always neutral about everything, that’s why he’s really fun and easy to write imo, lol.
8. Which came first, the title or the fic?
Tittle!Fun Fact: This is the only fic that has its title came to my mind first. I usually just rack my mind for the title at the last second before I post the fic XD
9. Which idea came to you first in Given?
The parts I haven’t written yet, lol. I won’t give this answer cause it’ll be spoilers~
10. What are some facts readers may not know about Given?
Okay, I love this last question! :D
This story has SO MUCH drama. I’ve had the main idea when I posted the first chapter, and now I have already plotted everything. But I might’ve bite off a lot more than I can chew, because the overall story plot turned out much longer than I expected.
NatAnna and GillianViolet are the side ships in this (it’s actually already implied, so I don’t think this counts as spoiler?)
Ray loves his mom a lot. She is the only family member he has left, he cares about his mom even more than he cares about Norman or Emma.
When they were little Norman used to come over to Ray’s house like, every other day.
Isabella likes to pamper Norman and treats him like her own son, mostly because she knows Norman’s mother already died when he was little.
The tune Ray always hummed is that Isabella’s Lullaby tune from anime.
When they were little Ray used to hum a song as they’re reading books or watch something until Norman gets sleepy and eventually falls asleep in his house.
Ray likes to spoil Norman and treating him to foods/drinks when they go out even though Norman is the rich one. But Norman lets him because he thinks it’s cute.
Ray often attempts to make Norman blush because he really likes seeing it. But Norman knows this and sometimes he’d act flustered for Ray. XD
All the band members, a.k.a Oliver, Violet, and Gillian totally ship the two. Norman is aware of this, but Ray is oblivious. XD
Norman is this cool popular boy in everyone else’s eyes. But he totally becomes clingy when it’s just him and Ray alone, lol.
Norman is actually a bit of a crybaby, but only when it comes to Ray, lol. Ray thinks Norman rarely cry, and Norman really doesn’t care much if other people hurt him, but he will secretly cry if he’s feeling hurt because of Ray.
Norman cares a lot about Ray’s opinions. He’d do anything in a heartbeat if it was Ray who asked it. Yeah, this is actually a bit unhealthy, but he’ll eventually get better later.
Norman also has difficulties with accepting other’s help because blames his past self a lot.
Norman’s chapter titles are all in past perfects. Because he may seem to always continue to move forward, but his mind actually is still tied to the past. He always thinking about the past and doesn’t have any particular goals/dreams in his life. That’s why he clings to Ray and just goes with the flow with whatever Ray wants to do.
Ray’s chapter titles are all in present continues. Because despite letting his past defines him, he’s currently trying to life in the present and has a clear goal in his life. For him, his past is just a past. He hates it, but he doesn’t base his actions on it.
((I won’t say anything about Emma’s chapters cause I’m not sure if it’ll be a spoiler. But feel free to make any guess!))
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mayfuji · 5 years ago
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Oneus Twilight full comeback review
When I say full comeback review it’s because it’s a FULL comeback review. From the concept films to the Japanese verison, were gonna cover a lot so get a cup of something to drink cause this will be hella long aka Bible (I’m a nice person I’m telling you this beforehand).(You should do a Youtube video review then… nya… BORING)
So let’s begin. This is not the first time I follow a group comeback in real time… You know… Checking everyday the performances, so I kinda know how it works. We have gone through a lot of stuff… KARD You in Me, GFriend Fingertip, Red Velvet Peak a Boo, Dreamcacther as whole, BTS Fake Love, F(x) Dracula, BTS Wings album as a whole and last but far from least BTS Blood Sweat and Tears. I wouldn’t call some of them dark concept, I also wouldn’t call some of the sexy concept. By these examples you can see I have my standards pretty high. I’m that annoying perfectionist old uncle and declare myself guilty. For years Blood Sweat and Tears was the top song for me. (I’m a sane person ok… That doesn’t mean I listen to it 24/7). The MV had very beautiful aesthetics and I liked the lyrics and the song. Clothes were cool and the coreography too. F(x) Dracula would come in second and I never thought something could also join these two. Until… It happened. I knew RBW was releasing a new group but I just waited. Turns out I found out the group some months later then the actual debut. Oneus debuted with Valkyrie. The way they changed the coreography every stage, the amazing fashion sense, song was good quality. They had vocal thecnique, they had dancing it caught my attention and Valkyrie was straight to my playlist. Then… it happened. The group’s first comeback. I don’t know how, when or even who am I but I found out about the comeback EXACTLY AT THE RIGHT TIME (Technically not because I was 16 hours late). I know you know we know, we are not going retro like 80’s or 90’s. We are not going retro like acient Corea like BTS Idol. We are going retro 1500/1700 not Japan, not China, not Corea, EUROPE. Welcome to the renaissance. The MV was shot in Italy, the amazing fashion sense strikes again (I swear to God stylist min is communicating with me), the song, the lyrics, the coreography, the cool colored camera filters, I need to mention the vocal technique again, the rest of the album being consistently good (BingBing), I dare say nothing is perfect… But man… This gets 99,99% of what I call perfection. It’s a shame they didn’t win any music show… Because they are a newer group and still don’t have a large fandom? WHO CARES. Let me tell you something BTS sucess should have been in 2017 Wings… The high point of their artistity…  Ateez was also a newer group AND THEY DID WIN. I give congratulations to them but Oneus needed to win and it had to be with Twilight nothing changes my mind. (Don’t come to me saying we can give them their win next comeback, it won’t do it) This type of thing only happens once in a lifetime, why? Repeat and it gets boring, they can do the same concept again but it won’t be the same, same for BTS wings. It’s not about quantity is quality. Veiws never mattered to me and now I can say with all my mighty that wins do not make art. (I was never a fan of streaming but you count my ass off this mess cause YES I did some small streaming of the MV, I did my homework) (Take in account they did this comeback with BLOOD IN THEIR EYES) (Please give Dreamcather and KARD their first win too. Did you know that with You and I Dreamcatcher also had comeback with blood in their eyes??). Let’s start with the song name… Twilight. Remember 2009 movie sensation Twilight? Yup that’s it… I know you know we know, we are going deep in the vampire/ werewolf style in here and why I said I know you know we know? Xion posted about it on Twitter… 
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THEY ARE AWARE therefore I know you know we know. JUST IMAGINE THEIR LIGHTSTICK AND FANDOM COLOR AND END OF YEAR PERFORMANCES. CHECK OUT ONEWE TOO.(I took the liberty of making a playlist with extra post promotion content (with English sub) - cause I know you all love content - linked below, you don’t need to thank me, not I’m not putting english girl, focus on Twilight)
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLTiTzw8HrCfxRiB1DyD77ktE9UQm6sBeQ
Just in case you haven’t watched this beautiful MV here it is.
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Song, yes. Lyrics, yes, coreo yes, key point of coreo YES, Keonhee vocals YES (I trust this legend vocal thecnique more then I trust myself). Aesthetics? YES. Italy? I need to sneakly and illegally go there RIGHT NOW. This is a whole YES. ( Sir... If you think I haven't noticed the moon changed from previous album you are wrong cause I noticed. Sir are your albums going to complete the moon please say yes... Also... Have you noticed Woongie used the wet hair effect? + his brown eyeshadow is stunning.
Also line and center distribution is on the playlist for in deepth study... Twilight is basically Seoho eating up all the line AND center distribution and detail... the only thing he does is SING THE CHORUS. Also thanks Keone Madrid for making this coreo for Oneus (he also did BTS Blood Sweat and Tears -  DO YOU SEE THE PATTERN). Also rumors that Oneus actually created about 40-50% of the coreo so also thank you Oneus hehe.
Bitch it's me we are taking about do you really think I would miss a possible plotline?? Xion is with a red diamond and later he breaks it into dust (I'm scared). Keonhee is with a ring. Ravn is looking at his own reflection in the water and Seoho is looking at his own reflection through a broken mirror. Woongie is with a necklace. I guess the high point in Leedo's individual shots is the wolf (question mark)... Woongie and Keonhee are the only members that change the eye color. Seoho and Woongie are the only members that simulate super powers (question mark). Summary they all lost someone.... Silence is also a way of communication... I'm not a huge fan of theories or the fanfics I know ya'll write later in wattpad but fell yourself served, you're welcome, no need to thank me.
Now some highlights.
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Ok this goes straight up to the hall of iconic earnings… (Man... But his walk was so POWERFUL)
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How ASIA did not notice two SKULLS in here and how they are not SHOCK??? The ring is small… BUT POWERFUL.
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Question time, if they had money to do the CGI then why didn’t they erase this little hairs in Leedo’s eyebrow?????? We’ll never know...
MV behind (english sub cause I love you all ~~ plays english girl in reverse in the background ~~)
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Humanity mystery here. They recorded a version of the coreography when the sun was actually falling down in real life and we see those scenes in the MV. But if the whole staff was SHOCK about the key part of the coreography being extremely perfect and beautiful then why not use it on the MV? Sure the version they used outdoors was pretty too but this was ALSO awesome and I think I need as many version of the MV as I can.
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Of course I would listen to the whole album.
Intro - What can I say... it fells so chill out, kinda minimalistic I just loved it. Twilight - Just amazing... I liked the dumbstep, the music is confusing witch I find extreamly cool. English Girl - Let em tell you not my type of song... but the lyrics are extreamly funny and relatable... so I forgive (I’m waiting crazy ho now Oneus, do not disappoint me) BingBing- YOU DON'T FREAKING START A SONG IN FRENCH IF NOT AIMING FOR TITTLE TRACK LEVEL. Ok and can we talk about the coreography???? BEAUTIFUL and I want to know the mastermind behind it. I just don't know why this was not above English Girl on the tracklist... White Night - Ok a more slow song but as always Oneus always delivers. (low key Red Thread sequel??) Now - This gives me Calvin Harris vibes. More dance eletronic standard pop but it's good...
PACKING-
Look... the CD case is very unique but think about it... if you take your album from above there is a risk everything wil fall... (1theK unboxing on the playlist, cause they were the cover for 1theK youtube chanel so 1thek is Oneus bitch)
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1theK Suit dance and Dance cover contest
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Please give Seoho something that WILL NOT FALL FROM HIS SHOULDERS cause clothes are made to be comfortable. What is the point to take off the jackets when the night is COLDER??? (Wait.. let me answer that one… cause you can’t see black in black… I get it… BUT REGARDLESS) one of the mysteries we’ll never know. (Poor ties must have suffered a lot in the middle of the harnesses)
Now before we jump into the important stuff let me tell you a secret… Keonhee is the most difficult member to dress… why? He’s 1,81 cm tall… anything you give him to wear can make him look even taller and his face is more projected (did you know he uses braces?) so you really need to pay attention to his hair. We’ll use this information latter.
So the first performance ever was… Guess what… Before the MV was released and where? JAPAN (My half japanese ass is shaking). So people there kinda received a spoiler (clothes too) and Mnet uploaded it in the same day of the MV release so other people that weren’t at the kcon wouldn’t receive a spoiler. No complains here except Ravn chocker being TOO BIG and Keonhee clothes making him look taller. (Nice expensive microphones you got in here)
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VaxWHKRm9xo
Now the actual comeback in Corea begins. (Images cause tumblr won’t let me upload the videos) (I’ll upload the links below the image) (No… before you ask I’m not uploading english girl, too much work… focus on twilight) ( As I spoiled above English girl was the chosen B side. Look... I know it's us international fans unofficial anthem but c'mon... BING BING) (I know I'll miss camerawork in here but I'll eventually get the hang of it) (Don't ask me about make up cause unfortunately I don't have 4k 360° to get THAT close up. But from other close up photos I trust their make up artist) 
WEEK 1
31/05/19
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https://youtu.be/qe2p_nKZ7uo
First choice was the ACDC Black in Black 1.0 clothing set from the MV, Keonhee clothes making him look taller as usual… Pretty clothes but… YELLOW LIGHTS??? with red?? is this ketchup and mustard? The lighting did not appeal to me and shout out to the physics mystery.
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2:03 (Time stamp cause I love you all) HOW ON EARTH DID HIS EARPIECE END UP THERE? I guess we’ll never know.
01/06/19
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Keonhee clothes making him look taller as usual… but oh his hair was NICE… Fight me I’m the last person in the world to advocate in favor of coconut hair but it looks nice on him. No yellow lights so it’s a win situation, I like to call this the GLOVES set of the MV.
02/06/19
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Kudos for the physical scenario and Woongie earings (same as the MV). Keonhee clothes making him look taller as usual… no yellow lights… and this comeplete all the clothes they wore in the MV. Please… save Leedo from his chocker… too large.
04/06/19
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THE SUITS a whole YES. Keonhee clothes were good but we got yellow in here and this is a NO, Woongie coconut hair was also a no but Seoho red highlights? YES. Also… Woongie… the harnesses should go UNDER the jacket not ABOVE it…
05/06/19
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Repeating clothes… but this doesn’t bother me. Ketchup and mustard lights is a no. Woongie earing yes and in case you haven’t noticed Seoho gold huge ass rings… blame the yellow lights. Keonhee hair was actually nice.
06/06/19
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Physical scenario yes, yellow lights no, clothing NO, Seoho huge ass rings YES. That’s the summary.
07/06/19 v1
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Uniforms? Approved, Leedo earing approved, Physical scenario approved. Orange? NO. Keonhee harmonizing with himself 1.0? YES
07/06/19 v2
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So… they blessed Japan with that set of clothes now it’s Corea time. Ketchup and mustard lights is a no. No earings or rings today… but  Keonhee harmonizing with himself 2.0? YES
08/06/19
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You know what this SMELLS like? PERFECTION. Purple, black and red the holly trinity of colors. Keonhee clothes finally making justice to him, his hair was also nice. A LOT of light in the scenario to get THAT CLEAR LOOK cause I want to SEE things. Not a single yellow light… Woongie earings? YES. Please save Ravn from his chocker. Seoho dear… what is the point of wearing a black waistcoat… WITH A BLACK SHIRT? (But it’s approved regardless).
09/06/19
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I present you Michael Jackson Black or White 1.0 clothing set. Woongie earing? YES. The light was a bit tricky. Chorus was beautifully black and white. We also had blue/green. In the red one we had yellow lights but it didn’t bother me at all. Overall it’s approved to me.
WEEK 2
11/06/19
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They repeated clothes, but it didn’t bother me. Seoho rings? YES. No yellow lights. This is also super good and I can’t choose between the two times they wore this clothes.
12/06/19
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They repeated Michael Jackson Black or White 1.0 set. Ketchup and mustard? Purple? Lighting was a no. Seoho ring was a yes.
13/06/19
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New clothes yay. Keonhee hair and clothes were nice, I don’t know what to think about this set of clothes because I was never a fan of prints or this variations of cream and brown. The way the lights were positioned was tricky but the small amout of yellow lights didn’t bother me at all. No rings or earings today unfortunately.
14/06/19 v1
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Clothes were repeated witch is a no. Do not think that instead of wearing silver or gold wearing black jewelry will make me forgive the clothes. No rings or earings today unfortunately. Ketchup and mustard lights is also a no. Keonhee clothes making him look taller as usual… This whole performance was a whole no.
14/06/19 v2
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I present you Michael Jackson Black or White 2.0 set. IT’S HIGH END JEWELRY YOU WANT? IT’S HIGH END JEWELRY YOU’LL GET. Seoho rings (in both hands), Woongie earings, Keonhee double necklace, Leedo earings and TRIPLE necklace, do you know how powerful you have to be to use a triple necklace? The only things that killed it were the hand microphones and the yellow lights…
14/06/2019… I will never forget this day… How do they DARE to arrive at the recording… like THIS?
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and when it’s performance time they step down the clothing? Well the clothes they were using ARE pretty but the ones they arrived? STUNNING ( aka ACDC Black in Black 2.0). Stylist min there are occasions you need to save the outfit to use… just arriving at the recording with those clothes is a waste of fashion. It could easily replace one of the times you repeated clothes. (I may say make up and contact lenses were on point too)
15/06/19
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(Thank you music core for the low definition)
Yay new clothes, the hairs and clothes look SO FLUFFY. Seoho rings yes, Woongie earings yes, Leedo rings YES, lighting was good, no complains here.
16/06/19
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First of all I’m really mad because they cutted the song. Second I’m really mad because they didn’t upload on YouTube. It’s seems like this is was pre calculated beucase it was EXACTLY WHEN THEY CHANGED THE COREOGRAPHY. I don’t know if they changed because they knew the song would be cut or if it was really a coincidence… humanity mistery again. Lighting was so beautiful until they came with the yellow… Woongie hair was so fluffy and earings was a yes. Clothes were Michael Jackson Black or White 3.0 and that’s it… That day I learned my lesson… you either are team rings or team gloves… there is no in between.
WEEK 3
18/06/19
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They repeated Michael Jackson Black or White 2.0 set. Yellow lights? This is a no.
19/06/19
SKIPPED CAUSE WEEKLY IDOL
20/06/19
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I present you the new year eve set… Happy new year everyone, white and gold. From the same writers of black waistcoat with black shirt we have white waistcoat with white shirt. Ketchup and mustard lights? No. Seoho rings, YES. Woongie earing? YES. Shout out Ravn looks super good and Leedo chocker was middle term. Xion was not present and they had to do small changes (I SEE YOU SEOHO THANK YOU SIR)
21/06/19 V1
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Suits YES. Seoho rings, YES, we didn’t have earings… I’m sad. Ketchup and mustard lights? No.
21/06/19 V2
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I’m sorry… WHAT????? Clothes are a no… Grey? With black purple and red? No. Noodle hair Woongie? NO. Woongie earing? Yes. Hand microphones? No. Yellow lights? Like…
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SERIOUSLY??? NO.
22/06/19
SKIPPED
23/06/19
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(I’m so sorry for the low definition here)
Same old story. I’m mad they cutted the song, didn’t upload on youtube and exactly when they changed the coreography. On the other side we have new clothes yay. It’s not only black and gold powerful match. It’s black and gold with snake print cause I’m a bad bitch. It’s the only place where they NEEDED to use the yellow lights and I’m actually mad they used black and white. Someone save Seoho from his chocker. Color scheme was great but it’s not like the clothes desing are bad. I just feel it could have been better. We didn’t have earings or rings today BUT HEY, FANSING, BING BING HAS A COREO AND ITS AWSOME. 23/06/19 will be in my heart (even though it was just a sneak peak).
4 WEEKS BICTHES
Ya’ll misbelievers will hear this song untill your ears BLEED
25/06/19
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Woongie you really fooled me here I was scared. He only did the fingerheart cause it was their last performace at that specific program. Repeating clothes… Lighting was good, no earings or rings… Well really tricky. I don’t see roots so you all did a touch up on the hairs and Woongie got a little bit blonder… I don’t like it, it don’t think the color suits him. Keonhee hair got a little darker but no problems… That’s it.
26/06/19 
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Repeated the new year eve set. Seoho had to repeat the clothes for me to understand the clothes. Seoho ring yes, Woongie earing yes. Lighting was huge no, all crazy combinations like blue and yellow and purple and etc. But in the ending even though it was yellow the lighting was pretty.
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27/06/19 ~~FINALE~~
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We going Marilyn Monroe Woongie? His earings as always YES, Lithing... well… very tricky since we almost couldn’t see it but it didn’t look promissing. White and cream with black look more promissing then grey with black and red and purple… but not my favorite clothes, they have better weapons… Well… that’s it.
I wish they would go the whole week but they didn’t…
SUPRISE BITCH, YOU THINK 27/06/19 WAS OVER? THINK AGAIN
Oneus first photobook in Milano was announced. I won’t go into detail cause this is not the goal here... but we get it... YOU WEREN’T JOKING AROUND IN ITALY. Usually it takes a lot of time for a group to come up with a photobook so I’m proud and that was pretty smartass way to finish promotions if I may say...
Now… you have seen me against the yellow light for the whole post and you must be asking yourself WHY? Well… when you have the work to color correct the entire MV to cool colors YOU MUST AS WELL DO IT ON THE PERFORMANCES… that’s it… it’s called color pallet and you should respect it. Or in other cases like when they used black and gold respect the color palette of the specific performance.
Now let’s go to 05/07/19 Oneus is a newer group so I wasn’t even dreaming about this cause again... It takes a while for this to happened. My spider senses told me something was off when they announced they would be attending breakout in Japan and SURPRISE. Twilight japanese version was announced. Versions A/B/C and CD+DVD. Some questions were raised. There will be another version of the MV and new clothes? If yes I WANT SOMETHING ON THE SAME LEVEL. Will there be a instrumental version? Will they put Valkyrie japanese version too? They would all be answered later... AND MORE. They had the audacity to show BingBing complete coreo for the first time. They must really love Japan. Legends also say that they already performed the japanese version in this festival.
I was getting uneasy with the release date coming closer and no photos of the covers of the CD’s... then 25/07 they released a schedule... I wasn’t really expecting a schedule but I was happy cause next day we would have a teaser of the MV and surprise, it was basiclly the same thing. Good because is quality stuff but bad cause I was waiting somehing new... 29/07/19 We got tracklist and GUESS WHO WAS THERE?? EXACTLY, VALKYRIE JAPANESE VERSION +++++ TWO new songs.... We are blessed.. until 30/07/19 where we got what actually was happening...
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IS THIS WHAT YOU CALL LIMITED CD+DVD? It follows Raise US desing but I wanted something more... It fells like it’s missing something...
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Version A (Clearly Valkyrie) IT’S INSTRUMENTAL YOU WANT? IT’S INTRUMENTAL YOU’LL GET. But I’m sad... where are the other two new songs you may ask?
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Verson B OOONNEEEE of the new songs (ok we also have it’s instrumental too and cover is ok)
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Version C THE OTHER SONG (we have it’s instrumental too and I didn’t know people had silver skin...)
Do you see the strategy? Each version has one of the songs so you have to buy all the versions... And I didn’t like this...
07/08 The MV was released. They don’t have official youtube chanel so they uploaded in the company that represents them in japan.
youtube
The major changes were the individual shots as they had to sing in japanese. Nothing to complain in here, their pronunciation was good but the lyrics timing didn’t seem to match the song. Valkyrie had a better japanese version then Twilight... I loved the two new songs we got too.
(Bless the person who putted Korean and Japenese side to side, I saved the video on that huge playlist)
Also, can we appreciate how well Oneus and Twilight was received in Japan? They went to national television, topped Oricon AND Billboard Japan. Tower Records was EMPTY on the first day and they promoted for almost a whole month with shows. Japan basically adoped Oneus.
But nothing is flowers. It’s was extreamly difficult to buy this single online outside japan.LET ME TELL YOU. CD japan? Nothing, Amazon japan? Nothing, Yahoo Japan? Nothing. Rakuten? Nothing, YesAsia? NOTHING. THE ONLY PLACE I COULD FIND TO BUY THIS ONLINE IS TOWER RECORDS OFFICIAL WEBSITE WITCH GUESS WHAT IT IS IN JAPANESE. AND TO BUY OUTSIDE JAPAN YOU DON’T BUY FROM THEIR WEBSITE. IT’S FROM ANOTHER WEBSITE WITCH TOWER RECORDS THEMSELFS PUTED THE LINK IN THOSE HUGE ASS BANNERS IN THEIR WEBSITE. Summary it was  literally giving birth to buy this online.
I tought I could rest BUT NOT. They would attend Soribada Music Awards... THEIR FIRST AWARD SHOW. Look I love Valkyrie... but I want Twilight to be performed and I WANT FASHION OK. I’m full of expetations, do not disappoint me Oneus. The day of the award show came and well... I was actually disappointed. Simple suits and the performance clothes? They repeated one of the worst weapons in their closets. C’mon... if you are going to repeat you have better choices IT’S NO EXCUSE... that’s the summary...
Well, from now I have covered everything... Don’t sleep in Keonhee vocals, Oneus has TWO MAIN VOCALS, appreciate Woongie vocals, that’s it.
If y’all want in my research I have build a really small database of Woongie earings in this comeback, maybe in the future I can do a compilation.
And that’s the end… if you got here congratulations you are a warrior and me too for the hours of links, print screens and editions… Byeee
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