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Everyone deserves to have their birthday be their’s, no matter what holiday they were born around.
#I’d think this no matter what#but as someone who has had to compete with christmas their whole life#and is routinely forgotten by family because of it#I understand but that doesn’t mean I can’t feel forgotten and cheated#I have a lot of particular feelings around especially december birthdays#*everyone* deserves their day I don’t care that it overlaps with a holiday doesn’t make you any less deserving#text post#texty texty toasty posty#Creame brabbling
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Izuku “so polite I can’t even imagine calling friends by their first names even if they ask me to but I will stubbornly use Kacchan for my enemy turned rival turned friend turned ??!? until my very last dying breath” Midoriya
#bkdk#bakudeku#he’d try to stop it Katsuki asked him to but I bet it would be just as hard for him as dropping ‘Deku’ was for Katsuki at first#and since Katsuki has used Kacchan to introduce himself now my guess is he won’t ever ask for that lol#guess that means I’d better spoiler tag too#mha spoilers#mha manga spoilers#there’s a part of me that thinks this mainly speaks to Izuku’s own anxiety and the comfort he finds in routine#but also Kacchan will always be Kacchan to Izuku no matter what happens between them#as we have seen from season one#no matter how bad things got he still used the familiar name#hey listen the way Izuku and Kacchan are so incredibly obsessed with each other fuels me
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Canines
The hand that feeds
Mickbell Tomas & Kuro Dungeon Meshi
^ 1: Ink-the-artist, I will remove my teeth / 2: Margaret Atwood / 3: C.S. Lewis, The Horse and His Boy / 4: Mitski, I’m your man / 5: Ojibwa, I love you like a rotten dog / 6: KotOR II / 7: Stardrop, Everything that’s ever been mine is covered in teeth marks / 8: Sodikken, People Eater / 9: Mitski, I’m your man / 10: maxime., The life and death of a dog / 11: Mitski, I bet on losing dogs / 12: maxime., The life and death of a dog / 13: hun, I did not bite with Malice / 14: C. Michael Davis, Don't Pet the Dragon / 15: Mitski, I’m your man
v 1: Early versions of the myth as in aeschylus orestes / 2: Ink-the-artist, I will not remove my teeth
#Yeahh i’m workng on a mickbell & kabru party analysis oops#I’d bleed for anything if it held me the right way. Even teeth#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#Mickbell tomas#kuro#mickuro#mickrin#It’s on topic in my heart#The red means I love you…#The duality between the care & devotion and the hurt & isolation is really what gets to me#Traumabonded kittens highkey#Tw#cw#cw abuse#tw abuse#Web weaving#web weave#webweaving#I hit 30 pics :( would have added more if i could#Idk even anymore… Pls tell me you see the vision#Mick obvi loves Kuro a lot but this was meant to focus on the unhealthy side if that wasn’t obvious. Abuse tactic of isolation etc etc#People always leave. doesn’t matter how or why but his parents his sister everyone he’s never enough to stay#and that’s why he thinks he has to trick Kuro into thinking Mickbell’s the whole world or he’ll discover that there’s more out there.#Stuff that’s worth leaving him for. He has to make the world scary and unknown and not pay him and not let him have connections#That’s why he doesn’t want people to have a choice!! Either Mickbell doesn’t care about you or he’ll make sure you can never be without him#and there being a third option/outcome in this freaks him out!!!#Some of these should be called ‘No Title’ instead but I have bad academic crediting etiquette this looks cooler sorry#He’s scared of course he bites. There’s only throwing bones when feeding a stray. So bare your teeth and chew me up
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banging my head against the wall every time I see someone reblogging a post of mine with tags mentioning the ‘unrequited confession’. we have been OVER this it is NOT a case of unrequited romantic love it is completely canonically up in the air as a possibility. listen to jayden revri himself and be enlightened i am begging you
#rambling#payneland#also getting recommended posts with this rhetoric fhdhfjdhd it’s just annoying cause it’s like. misinformation#if that scene was actually a rejection I’d feel a lot worse about this show as a whole like really it Matters that it’s not#do you really think Superhell 2: Escape From Superhell would be a good idea. because I feel like they’re actively trying to counter those#kinds of damaging or at least exhausting and overdone queer tropes#tragic unrequited gay boy hopelessly in love with his best friend suffering forever because he’s gay#is. exactly the kind of exhausting overdone queer trope that almost unequivocally makes me lose a lot of respect for a show#so it is very very very important to me that this is. not that. and the actors have cemented that fact openly#please………..please just listen to the words being said………don’t conflate uncertainty with rejection……..take my hand#that’s not to say edwin didn’t TAKE it as a rejection. because based on what he says to niko he absolutely did#which will make it all the more juicy when what he thinks is impossible starts to become real and within reach. eventually. hopefully#also- less explicit- but Charles’ hand-on-heart thing after their last hug… like you really don’t have to be a film major#(saying this as a film major) to deduce what that means and what its calling back to. it’s pretty easy to put 2+2 together there#but anyway. I digress
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its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously
#I have an assignment that was due a week ago and I really really dont want to do it. I have to but i dont want to#im probably making it worse because my brain has built a wall around it so now i can’t do literally anything else until thats done. but#because I don’t want to do it I’m just kinda stuck. turns out this is what they meant when they said emotional regulation is part of#exec dysfunction.. I’ll have a thought like if I get a little bit of it done now i can get it over with. I can just submit something#and then not even 5 minutes later itll be like ugh but I have to draw all the assets out. I have to write things and make spreads ugh#and its just flopping between those two things. i hate it when ppl are like well how much time do you need to work on one thing#because BOY id love to know too. I’d love to know exactly when my brain wants to cooperate with me and work around that but I cant#even my period can’t decide when it wants to punch me in the stomach. which is kinda funny in the grand scheme of things but still#its so weird im just lying on my bed thinking abt all this like damn.. the time will pass anyways no matter what I decide to do.. damn….#if I submit that assignment now and take the L I literally won’t die. it’ll just be a deduction on an assignment nobody will ask me about#I know this but I’m still stressing myself about it so my thoughts aren’t really connecting to my body. weird#maybe its because Im having a hard time looking forward to things. theres definitely a lot I should be living for but I don’t really feel#a strong attachment to it I guess? it’s been like this for a while with holidays and meeting with friends so I just don’t#I kinda figured its because im pretty passionless and its more like passing interest. but it’s not very fun when it feels like I’m going to#be living distraction to distraction for the next 70 years or so lol#idk it kind of feels like slowly bleeding out. which is funny because I actually did experience blood loss this week#had a 30 minute nosebleed and literally could not stand. also it felt like someone was pinching the back of my brain which was interesting#yapping#does this count as vent#vent#Ive just been making an oc carrd and contemplate changing my blog header for the past 3 days honestly
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Hehehehehe <- girl having too much fun writing
#put in a baby dragon and writing is immediately twice as fun#I’d be having fun with this plot no matter what but that adds to it a lot#and to think the first draft had no dragon at all#rambles from the floor
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Not to be Naruto posting on main in 2024, but polyamory could have fixed them, actually.
#naruto#naruto uzumaki#sasuke uchiha#sakura haruno#I’d imagine Sakura being the one to accidentally on purpose being the one to bring them together#like she misunderstands the kiss and thinks ‘huh. maybe if I cozy up to Naruto. I can still be with Sasuke.’#and she keeps trying to take both of them out on dates before the exams#Naruto’s cool with it because dates mean food#sasuke goes along with it because kakashi told him he needed to socialize with his teammates more but soon figures out what sakura’s up to#and just. doesn’t say anything#because he doesn’t have a boyfriend or a girlfriend. what are you talking about?#oh those two idiots that he has to constantly keep out of trouble? they’re nuisances and he would die for them but that’s teammates for you#please ignore the soft smile on his face that’s only there for a second when Naruto makes a dumb joke#or when Sakura gets roped into a ramen eating contest#you didn’t see it. it doesn’t matter anyway. none of it matters if it isn’t his goal. it is…nice though#and then the Chunin Exams happen#and that probably needs its own post and not tags lol
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As an alternative to my last question post, hello again milgramblr, who are you entirely certain you Will Not vote guilty in trial 3, no matter what is revealed?
#Milgram#personally its gonna be kazui and shidou. Shidou cuz he makes me sad enough that no matter what i will at worst abstain#Kazui makes me so inconsolably sad that i just. I can’t. I would cry i think. /joke but i will not guilty him no matter what that im sure o#Also amane. As much as she isn’t a favourite of mine she doesnt deserve a t3 guilty#I’d also say probably yuno? Im most likely gonna abstain cuz i dont really feel a strong enough emotion about her but i do think she deserv#S to be innocently yippee#Answer my questions boy#im tagging it with that now#bonus answer hihi this is an edit#im plannin for everyone inno personnalllyyyy? these r just the ones i will never press guilty on no matter what#im too attatched yo them hahaha
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notes of this poll made me curious:
#ik this is probably gonna be a kill sweep but i wanna see what % is dtf#would anyone else on tumblr fuck this evil old man or is it just me#it’s funny bc i think over on twitter it’s hornigold week or some shit idk#so over there at least i know theres hornigold fuckers. i don’t go there tho fuck that shit#poll#mine#og#ofmd#ofmd polls#our flag means death#hornigold#benjamin hornigold#link#btw this is the only one of ed’s shitty dads i’d fuck#not that it matters but i think it’s kinda funny
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shuake week day 2 - new game plus
plus, bonus!
#shuake week 2023#oof my art i guess#persona 5#goro akechi#akira kurusu#shuake#this is soooooooo incredibly silly goofy#there was this one post floating around on Twitter abt how akira had a matching pair of gloves when he did ng+#and I went “ok but make it bigger#and like it’s silly yes but it’s also the tragedy of repeating the same events with the hope that they’ll turn out differently#until you’re physically overwhelmed with the reminder that no matter what you do you cannot change the fate of the person you love#idk I’m Crazy abt them dude#the angst spawned out of nowhere tbh she was a last minute addition#also this whole thing is kinda sketchy and rough but like I work full time during the summer#and I think I’d explode if I was dropping a fully rendered piece every day#so here we are#still a fun silly time regardless I hope!!#if all goes well I’ll be back tomorrow with another :))
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so humbling when the only thing ppl have to say in their comments on your 145k fic is something negative lol
#this has happened so many times throughout posting it but keeps happening to this day#months after i finished it#i poured my heart and soul into the preparation and writing of that fic#only for ppl to use their precious time to tell me the things they don’t like#i did not ask for that i don’t think it’s funny even if it’s not /meant/ in a mean way#for the love of smth pls think about what u write in ur comments#literally no author on ao3 is asking for u to rant about their work in their comment section#if u haven’t understood yet: it hurts#no matter if it’s 1k or 145k btw#we all do this for free and unless someone is asking for criticism/help stick to positive things or nothing ffs#it certainly makes me feel like i’d rather not write again#and i don’t want anyone else to feel this way so pls just stop#foolish babbles
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hiii I’ve never done this kinda thing but this is a nonbinary bisexual pride flag I made!! I know that a dozen other people have already made a bunch of super lovely versions of this already, I just wanted to try making my own purely for myself :)))
I actually tried this a couple years ago and rlly liked it but never posted it, so I just gave it another shot and I REALLY like how this one turned out, even more than my first attempt. sooo uh yeah! it perdy :))) I love being bisexual and nonbinary <3
I don’t expect anyone to use it but if you wanna feel free I guess?? go ham! 💙💜🩷🧡💛
and here’s some various blorbos that I think fit hehe :))
(ok but seriously how RIDICULOUSLY perfect does 15’s color scheme match. that’s beautiful stuff right there.)
#genuinely just pure self indulgence lmao#and it was fun to make :) and I think it turned out gorgeous tbh I’m obsessed w it#feel like sae will like this also. hi sae.#nonbinary#bisexual#lgbtq#queer#mogai#<<<maybe?? I guess??? it’s what inspired me to make it at least#also I do have some vague flag stripe meanings in my head but I don’t think they rlly matter#I’d rather just let people take whatever meaning they want from it tbh
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Hey
Do you all think the Fallen hero died as a kid, or right after he became an adult?
#asking for completely innocent reasons I assure you#it works better for this is he’s a teenager-adult but I guess kid could work#I’d feel more bad about what I’m gonna do if he’s a kid tho#course he’s sort of a kid no matter what I do so#well#anyway#what do you all think gimme thoughts#rambles from the floor#legend of Zelda#ocarina of time#and#linkeduniverse#linked universe#kind of#it’s lu related
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Ough just thinking abt how Blake was always doomed to die, from the beginning. The first shot we see of him on his back is direct foreshadowing to the final shot we see of his corpse. In so many scenes Scho is ahead and Blake is left behind, or behind a wall, or somewhere out of sight because he isn’t going to make it home… "he travels the fastest who travels alone-"
and… Scho. Scho is the one who makes it to the end, when from the beginning you’re made to think he won’t. He’s lost all hope. He hated going home. It’s just a bit of bloody tin. He fought in the Somme and earned a wound stripe and now his eyes are empty. So many times there are implications that he will die. He cuts open his hand on rusted barbed wire and plunges it directly into a rotting corpse and has nothing more than a dirty bandage to wrap it with. He nearly suffocates in the explosion in the German trench. He’s dead on his feet, simply existing, not living at all. But Blake is so full of life, so cheerful, so determined to save his brother, so convinced the best will happen. For him the mission is personal. Surely he will live. Surely. But he doesn’t. He dies, scarcely halfway through the film. And it’s Scho, who had no personal motivation in he and Blake’s mission, who wished Blake had chosen someone else, who’s left to carry it out. He goes from being cynical, beaten down, hopeless, to finishing the mission, because Blake is dead and now Scho must live for him. He promises Blake he’ll save his brother. He’ll write to his mum. He’ll tell her Blake wasn’t scared. He’ll make it to Croisilles Wood, and he’ll save those 1600 men who are going to their deaths.
And he does. Because he won’t let Blake’s death be for nothing. He won’t. He finishes the mission not because he has to, but because he wants to. For Blake, because he died too young.
And in the end he sits and he breathes and he thinks about his wife and his two girls, and he thinks about Blake, who was so full of life but had it torn from his grasp at nineteen. And Scho was so empty of life for so long, because what was the point in hoping when he could die at any moment, when the horrors of war were permanently etched in his mind and heart? But in the end, under the tree, he chooses to live. Not simply to exist, but to live.
And it’s just…I just think it’s beautiful
#I still can’t put my feelings exactly into words#Like I know what I want to say but no matter what I can’t say all of it#Because it would never be enough#There would never really be the words#I just#Ough#i think abt 1917 so often#It lives rent free in my brain#I could microanalyze every millisecond of the film and I’d never be able to put all my thoughts into words#1917#william schofield#1917 film#thomas blake#Blake and Schofield#They’re just#theyre brothers#And they get to me#And I will think about this film till I die#Thoughts
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you ever think about how a choice that wasn’t even really a choice for fearne, but her being the only one with the ability to perform the ritual that made it her* choice as everyone around her buckled to try to help her out of that situation and the ramifications of that choice that she had scarred her so deeply that now she is terrified of making another mistake that will dramatically affect the people around her who she loves, and then when another situation followed, she was led into a situation that she did not want to be a part of, but under the veil of friendship reluctantly assisted and it blew up literally once again, took that overwhelming burden of guilt and while her friends stood by and once more let her be alone in her guilt and scarred her further.
now it feels like she can’t make any choice for herself, she can’t make any move because that will ultimately inevitably lead to her making a mistake and all of her precious friends will look down at her in disappointment and that there is not a single friend amongst them who has the emotional wherewithal to what’s happening with how fearne has changed and how she is shutting in on herself and how she is slowly imploding breaking at the seams because she’s being lost in the sea of guilt and no one else notices and no one else sees that she feels like she can’t do anything anymore from the smallest carefree little action that has no plot repercussions to a character centered decision that is integral to her own character arc that has been in the works for her character since the campaign’s conception
now she can’t even say anything, and if fearne does have an idea to do something. She quietly mutters it, and if they hear her they hear her enough to respond that ehhh that's not a good plan and that’s not gonna work and we’re not gonna do that. We’re gonna do this and fearne being fearne, trusting in her friends and doubting herself to the point of despair will nod her head that they were right and then we go on with our day until the next moment happens where she wants to think of something, she wants to do something, and it’s dismissed as the silly dumb fearne not thinking, that She has her own thoughts and feelings, and drives and desires but because she is drowning in doubt and drowning in guilt, She freezes up and doesn’t move and everyone around her just pushes her on, and even in the moment where she is faced with the situation that she is terrified of undertaking, and she is terrified of becoming a Nightmare version of herself her friends push her forward, her friends dust off her shoulders say your doubt is misplaced, and don’t worry about it and you need to do this, it should be you. This is for you.
They just completely dismiss and ignore her when she actually does speak up so what does that do? that means that she remains silent. She doubts herself more. She even more will only make a decision if it’s signed off by all these fucking people around her who claim to be her friends. she can’t even move without frantically looking to people around her for confirmation that that’s a good idea she’s not gonna fuck up. Everything about her that was supposed to be free and fun and sweet has just rendered her into a character who feels like they have as much agency as characters who would be absent for the majority of the campaign.
shes been so chained up by doubt and so chained up by guilt and hesitation and fear that she just is a person who affirms everyone else’s desires and ideas because what she wants will inevitably end up being horrible and everyone will hate her for it and they’ll leave
and it’s like if they deem fearne even capable enough to be the vessel she will leap at the chance to be useful and to be told her path and it’s like. fearne was ruidusborn first. how has this campaign done such a disservice to her character that the only thing fearne is certain of is that she doesn’t really matter. she’s a ruidusborn and holds a primordial titan of fire inside her, and she still believes she doesn’t really count are you kidding me
#i sit on fearne’s arc being shot in the head right as it was finally taking off for a week and then i snap#the best part about getting angry over fearne is that it does not matter 👁️👄👁️#i’d love to imagine a conversation will happen of emotional substance for fearne but I’m tired of kicking footballs#it doesn’t MATTER how it makes you feel what matters is our objective#anyway fearne starring in the next bard’s lament because hey she’s just a funny ditzy bimbo who is here to french everyone#ever think about how fearne had just been killed and everyone looked for her to make the decision which friend to keep dead#i do find it rather hysterical that if you put this information in every other character’s tent there’d be rightful irritation#but if it’s in the dumb hot chick’s tent then it’s being unreasonable for wanting her character to be allowed to fucking matter#(wild that THIS is my 12k post)#(the trick to finding out whether fearne consented to something is if she said I Don't Want To then I Think that means she didn't)
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From my own perspective, I deeply relate to Penelope and Colin because I see a lot of my own neurodivergent experiences in them, and to me they’re both nd-coded at the very least.
Even if Penelope and Colin’s characters aren’t canon to being nd, the way they socialize, act, behave, and think touch on so much of what I already know being neurodivergent. For both characters I could write essays on why I think polin are autistic-coded (to me at least). And the way they struggle with that reminds me a lot of my own experiences and pains of masking, lack of confidence, and wishing on everything I knew that one day, someone would see me for me. Colin and Penelope are just that! They’re both two people who struggle with their identities, purpose, confidence, been seen as who they really are, and above all: being accepted for that. That’s why even in spite of critique and hesitance on whether s3 will be good at all (which is fair and valid, I have my own reservations too!) I continue to have overall faith that s3 is for the wallflowers because so far, as a “wallflower” myself in a way, I already am obsessed.
#idk just rambling my own personal thoughts!#I’d like to be hopeful about this!#no matter how the season turns out from what I’ve heard so far of the creative decisions from production-#I think I’m sure to like it.#polin#this post is about me relating my irl experiences to fictional characters NO BEING ANNOYING IN THE NOTES!!!
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