#I yearn for my med clinic to try and put the bug in their ear about putting me back on ADHD meds
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I never knew how big a thing it was back when I was on meds to go "this shit isn't working, I made a list to see what's not chang-I MADE A LIST", I will never take it for granted again dokjihufyh
#I yearn for my med clinic to try and put the bug in their ear about putting me back on ADHD meds#it's a long shot because in this state and especially this town they'll assume I want it for drug use reasons because it's speed#but FUCK IF I DON'T TRY I WANNA BE ABLE TO DO BASIC BARE MINIMUM TASKS FOR SURVIVAL ALONE AGAIN#I haven't been able to properly shower on my own in years#I can't gather the energy to make my own food#I just sit here#I'm surprised I'm not dead from blood clots yet from how much I HAVEN'T moved the past 5 or 6 years#I've developed those cysts full of lymphatic fluid or whatever on the back of my knees though and that's made my circulation worse#and I'm gonna see if my GPS can give me a reliable walking path and see if I can't walk there myself sometime#if I do that then I can start learning the path and go by myself#I can schedule my own stuff that way and not have to rely on my mother as much if at all#anyway I can't sleep and am yearning don't mind me
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