#I woke up and immediately thought of this so now yall gotta hear it to

[somaybeidontcare]

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[kieranh1]

actually gonna lose my fucking mind.

I’m driving right now and using voice to text so pardon any errors or misspelling or random words lol I’m stopping to grab gas soon so hopefully I’ll edit it before.

This morning, I woke up, kind of shocked that you were still awake. I had thought that you fallen asleep because you never answered my good night. Now I know that’s not true because you were writing that. At least I think you were it doesn’t really matter.

I go backwards through your timeline, laughing at some of the things you reposted. And then I hit a text. I woke up late so I didn’t have time to immediately respond and had to just sit knowing what you wrote. I get out of bed and get to get dressed. I noticed that I left my trash the dragon shirt over there and that makes me sad because I really like that shirt and it really reminded me of you. I put on my deodorant and the perfume that you chose for me. I knew that I was hungry. I stood absolutely last night. I was hungry before I went to bed, but I was so full from digesting what you had wrote, I be grudgingly caught up a hard boiled egg. I’ve never even liked them.

 I don’t think I realize you’ve never said it. You say in so many unspoken ways it was kind of a given for me. But I think my life was fun mentally changed after you did. I want to hear you tell me that you love me face-to-face and not just when you’re at a hospital.

this is ultimately your choice, but I think you should text me. Even if C didn’t exist, I wouldn’t be in the place to be in a relationship for a few months, but it’s way more nuance than that. regardless of the new ones, I want to build to tell you my every thought send you photos of what’s around and just be able to talk to you. Maybe our late nights can turn into FaceTime instead of subtweetings.

I let it out an audible choke sound when you said that you would go and talk to my mom that would not be needed, but I don’t think you understand how much that means. But you could text me. Here’s what she knows

The talk that means Cynthia had was about how she feels like I used all her insecurities against her. she does not like cyd and thinks she was being unfairly rude and went too far (honestly true for most parts). when i told her i would be friends with you if down the line you texted to apologize she had doubts. she knows how possessive cyd is and she said she’s to sure if she would trust someone who would be friends with someone like her for this long. i tried to explain that yall aren’t super emotionally close i think yall moved in together because it was just better for the both of you bc you couldn’t live alone and she didn’t want to (idk if that’s true or not but im trying to make you sound good lol. i mean you are but ykwim). I also explained how you hold onto friends no matter what and briefly explained the Ash situation. I think she thinks it was cowardly for you to not tell me yourself, but again she doesn’t know the nuance. she’s the kind of person to let me make my own decisions, but I don’t want her to not trust you. I think she knows I like you when I got home for the first time she asked me and I told her no I think if I could see all of this, I would tell her the truth, but it’s too late now.

I honestly think just a text saying how either said clouded your judgment or you just didn’t know how to tell me but now that you’ve had time you’ve decided that you still wanna keep in contact with me. You gotta make it clear that we haven’t been talking this long and you’re not sure how I will react. Down the line. I will tell her that you mentioned it might be a little bit before we can hang out because you still respect Cynthia.

As far as the secrecy thing goes, the fact that you don’t wanna keep me a secret is enough to feel comfortable with the fact that you must. I don’t think I’ve told you this, but my ex before her kept me such a secret. It made me feel dirty. But it wasn’t just that she did not love me the way I loved her and she strung me on for almost a whole year after she went to college. You love you so much deeper than words can describe that. I’m not fearful of this happening.

Maybe you could put my contact on do not disturb all the time. I’m not sure if you can do that for Snapchat but we don’t need to use that. I trust that you will check or text to see if I have responded. You can also make a custom focus mode just meeting me as well so then when you swipe up on your home screen, you will get to see that I texted. Most of my apps with notifications are like that and it’s honestly just really nice in general.

Last night, I was rereading my poems since day one and I knew you were gonna break at some point. My first few had an air of resentment to them but that didn’t last long. I love you and want you in my life no matter how that looks but if I can be able to text you random little things and when I’m thinking about you and basically all the time I can’t describe how happy that would make me.

I can understand if you’re not at the point to do that yet and kind of just describing how you want to, but if you are ready, I’m ready. You don’t even need to subtweet me when you are ready just send me the text and I will respond. I will always respond. I wish I could tell you everything that I want to, but I wouldn’t even know how to put words to any of it.

I hope you’re not asleep yet and can see this but if you are, I hope you’re sleeping well. I love you and hope that we can talk soon. <3

I will be awake when you get up this morning, I know it. I fell asleep at 7 and woke up at 12 so I’m down for the count. I just want to text you so I can hear every part of your day. I considered changing your name in my contacts so I could receive texts without any worry but it just seems so disrespectful to you. I’ll take any roundabout to get to hear from you but I can’t imagine demeaning you of your name in my phone. As if anyone checks my notifications anyways. I’m just paranoid these days. It matters less and less to me the more we talk, though. I just want to hear from you.

I hope I’m making sense. I wish you were here with me. I do. The time you put makeup on my face was the first time I had ever truly genuinely considered that the feeling was mutual. I know we can’t do this forever and the situation is so complicated but sometimes I consider completely running away. I can’t ask that of any of us. I almost want to call my mom to ask what I should do.

But you heard it from me myself when I spoke about Brittyn. I am a chaser until the end of time. Even if you push past all this I will try to follow, you know?

I don’t want to ask you to follow the same sort of chasing I am so used to. I also hope that one of us will break and just say fuck it. I know the situation is more complicated than that.

I guess I haven’t actually officially said but I am in love with you.

I would type in my notes and then delete it all because I couldn’t even comprehend. I didn’t leave any physical trail because it felt so evil. It feels less and less that way the more we speak.

I haven’t wanted to care for anyone, share my space, have sex, any of it until we met. I have pushed it all away for so long because I know that I feel it all too much. I understand a world where that freaks you out.

But I will send an apology when the time is right; I would even speak directly to your mother to convince her but that’s obviously just fantasy talk.

I know I can’t ask anything of you but I just keep fantasizing about a world where we sneak around. But how demeaning is that. I don’t want to hide you at all; but I have to for now.

I don’t know, I guess my point is that I will chase you forever but you don’t have to reciprocate. I feel you in everything I do and it’s killing me, but it is so worth it.

You could text me, you know? Send the TikTok’s and the voice notes and I would be so careful to make sure I was the only one who saw.

I love you in a very scary way, K. I hope that’s not too much to see when you wake up.

I hope your dentist appointment goes okay.

I hope to hear from you.

<3

[vintagedolan]

Def don’t think about how badly Grayson’s heart is going to ache from love when he gets to have skin to skin with his lil babies and sleep with them on his chest 🥺😭 ITS FINE

LOOK WHAT YALL MADE ME DO NOW, GIF AND ALL DAMMIT

“Women are incredible. You’re literally incredible.” He wasn’t even planning his words, just letting them fall from his lips as he watched, entirely awestruck. Grayson leaned over his girls a bit further so he could see better. There was nothing sexual about the fact that your chest was exposed - how could there be when the little angel he’d watched be brought into the world only a few hours earlier was suckling away, tiny little breaths sounding out in the quiet room as she swallowed down her first real meal. 

“She’s doing so good,” you cooed, adjusting her just barely in your arms. She was a heavy baby - a Dolan through and through, coming in at 8 and a half pounds on the scale - but she seemed so tiny there against you. It made tears prick in your tired eyes. You blinked them away, determined to soak in every second as her suckling got slower, then stopped, full lips sitting open in a little o as she fell asleep. 

“Oh god, look, look at her,” Grayson murmured in his quietest voice, which was still a bit loud. She didn’t react - if anything, your sweet baby girl relaxed at the sound of her dad’s voice, something familiar in the new crazy world she’d been thrown into. 

“She’s got the right idea.” You envied her sleep, but you couldn’t imagine the thought of closing your eyes when she was finally there, with you, where you could actually see her after being tucked away for so long. 

“Lemme take her. I’m supposed to do skin to skin anyways.” He couldn’t hide his eagerness, hands already moving to reach for her. He’d been waiting to hold her again since he’d carried her over from her bassinet and placed her in your arms the first time. He didn’t want to be greedy, but he’d been itching to get her back in his arms ever since.

He saw the dilemma in your eyes and answered it before you even said it.

“I’ve got her. We’ll be fine momma.”

“I know that, I know,” you reassured him, hoping he wasn’t taking your mom instincts personally. Of course you trusted him with her, but you also knew that as soon as she was safe with the only other person you would fully trust her with, it would be that much harder to stay awake. “I don’t wanna go to sleep.”

“Baby you’re going to have to sleep sometime. If you do it now, then you’ll be awake when she wakes up,” he reminded you gently, leaning over to kiss your forehead.

“M’kay, take her,” you mumbled, exhaustion already starting to blur your words at the mere idea of sleep. You woke up a tiny bit as he stripped his shirt off over his head - a welcomed sight, no matter how tired you were. He came over and gently pulled the blanket off of her, moving it over to the couch where he knew he’d be able to reach it.

Grayson’s hands dwarfed her tiny body as he reached for her, palm to fingertips stretching the whole length of her back. He rolled her just barely to her back, one hand behind her hat-clad head and one under her tiny little diaper, lifting her slowly. 

“Hiiiii,” he whispered when she stirred just barely, stretching a bit in his arms as he walked her over to the couch. “Hi lovie, it’s daddy. I know you’re cold I’m getting your nonnie, I know, daddy’s goin fast.” He kept talking to soothe her, moving her up so her cheek rested against his chest when he sat down. 

You’d never seen him move so slow, so carefully as he leaned back inch by inch. He couldn’t see her face, so he focused in on the feeling of her deep breaths, her back lifting up ever so slightly against his palm as he laid down.

She whimpered, rubbing her face against his bare chest before she settled again, the weight and warmth of his hand settling her back down. He immediately reached for her blanket, draping it over her enough to keep her warm but not so far that he couldn’t have his skin on hers.

He traced his fingertips over her back, light as a feather, moving just barely as she breathed. 

“She’s so soft,” he murmured to you, looking over to the hospital bed where you were cozied up, having pulled your gown back up along with the thick blanket from the bottom of the bed. You hummed, eyelids dropping as you fought to take in the view of your husband and baby girl truly together for the first time. You’d known he was built to be a dad - it was his purpose, he’d always said it was - but seeing it in action was a whole other story. 

The way he tucked his chin so he could kiss her soft hair, press his nose to her and breathe in that baby scent - in a few months he’d try to form it into a candle but nothing could ever compare. The care in every movement that he took showed exactly how much he was already wrapped around her finger, from the way his brows furrowed in concern every time she stirred to the close-lipped smile he couldn’t keep off his face any time he looked at her. You’d never been more in love with him than in the last 5 hours. You weren’t sure how your heart could even contain so much love.

“I can’t believe we made this. I can’t believe she’s ours.”

But when he looked over, your eyes had closed and he could tell by the slow rise of your shoulders that you’d finally given in to the sleep that you so desperately needed. He didn’t like not being next to you, but the hospital bed wasn’t big enough for the both of you (of course he tried). So he settled for taking care of his tiny girl for now, knowing that he’d be right at your side if you were to need him for anything.

He turned his attention to his daughter. Daughter. He’d been thinking about that word and all that it meant ever since he’d found out he was going to have one, but now he felt it. His daughter. His baby girl. 

“Hi lovie,” he murmured, hand moving up to brush over her wispy hair that peeked out from under her hat. He wasn’t sure where the nick name came from, but it felt natural to roll off his tongue. “It’s just us for now huh? You chillin’ down there? Am I comfy?” Even he could hear the way his voice changed when he talked to her, soft and quiet and gentle, if a voice could even be that. 

She opened her little fist, tiny fingers spreading out against the side of his chest for a moment before they closed back up into a ball. He took it as a wave, and it made his heart swell in a way that he never knew that he could. She stirred again, whining lightly until he patted her butt enough to get her to settle again.

“You get your sleep, you’ve got a big day tomorrow. Gotta meet Uncle Ethan, and Grandma Lisa, and you’re gonna be a whole day old. A whole day.” He already felt like she was growing right before his eyes, and he wished he could hit some imaginary pause button, hold onto this moment forever. He willed himself to remember every single detail, the weight of her against him, the softness of her skin against his, her little sounds. 

He soaked it up for as long as he could - it could have been minutes, it could have been hours, he would have never known. But what he did know was he was never going to get tired of cuddling his baby girl, not for the rest of his life. 

[idontblushsrry]

Inuyasha Characters As Roomates

In honor of yashahime’s release i’ve decided to post this for no real reason.Can you tell who my bias is lmao. Lmk if I should do a Part 2 with the people I missed. Also I apologize I haven’t updated in like a year I have a post addressing this coming up soon. Thank you for your continued support despite the fact that I’ve been updating infrequently, I really appreciate it. Without further ado:

Warnings: Some swear words oop

Word Count: 1632

Inuyasha

You want Inuyasha as your roommate???Chile anyways...

No but fr tho in general Inuyasha isn’t an awful roommate, he pays his bills on time(ususally), doesn’t make too big of a mess but that’s just because he owns like 3 things and 2 outfits.

No, the real problem with Inuyasha is that he is LOUD

You walk outside to throw the trash away and he’s in his room screaming about a video game or something and the WHOLE neighborhood can hear him. 

People pokin they head out in concern and everything

Another time he was watching a horror movie and you guess the characters did something stupid because you hear a scream from the character and then Inuyasha screaming “WHAT THE FUCK, WHY WOULD YOU GO THAT WAY DUMBASS! THAT’S WHY YOU’RE DEAD NOW!”

Shit woke you up out of your sleep

After that incident you knew you’d have to ask him to be a bit more considerate of your eardrums.

So, you ask him to quiet down and he pouts like a child and huffs and puffs.

He does quiet down tho...for about 2 minutes until he stubs his toe on the end of the couch

God bless you and your patience but god bless his girlfriend Kagome

She’s a saint

If it were up to Inuyasha your groceries would consist of a cabinet of ramen like the man has the budget for ramen and paying his share of he bills why would he spend money on things like fruit???

This is where Kagome comes in, she comes by pretty regularly and she brings food or groceries because she of all people knows how terrible Inuyasha’s shopping habits are.

Bless her soul truly and every time she does this you thank her lmaoo

Inuyasha eventually does move out with Kagome but he does apologize for being loud before he leaves, you aren’t sure if he did that on his own or if Kagome made him do that

Kagome

She’s so sweet

Fair share of chores, groceries, she cooks for yall sometimes, truly a saint

Only 2 problems:

Ms. Girl has no moneyyy

Poor Kagome, she always tries to pay her bills on time but between trying to feed Inuyasha, helping out her family, and school the paycheck only spreads so thin(She does eventually quit school to start working more but)

Nothing wrong with this but you do end up having to cover for her sometimes.

She of course thank you and you don’t usually mind and your routine was functional for you two, until you meet problem number 2 

The loudest mf on the planet Earth, her boyfriend, Inuyasha

One day you’re in he kitchen grabbing something to eat and you hear pounding on the door like the police showed up.

You proceed cautiously because...what the fuck and you almost reach the door before you hear 

“I’ll get it!”

You’ve never seen Kagome run faster

She opens the door and you see this 5′5 mf who was banging on the door like he paid the bills

Inuyasha just has rbf but you don't know that so you think he’s making faces at you

Immediately you have a problem with him

“Hey Kagome, who’s this?”

She looks between you two before immediately rushing to introduce you to each other

“Oh, I forgot my purse be right back guys.”, Kagome left not knowing that yall were about 2 seconds from fighting

You didn’t like Inuyasha for banging on the door and glaring and he didn’t like you for glaring at him

After that you just avoided talking to inuyasha for the sake of keeping the peace

When he came over you exited stage left 

Eventually Kagome does move out with Inuyasha and she asks why you and Iuyasha had never spoken to each other

“Are you kidding me the first day we met he was already glaring at me?!”

“Ohhh, that’s just his face, he’s really sweet promise :D”

You doubted that

You liked Kagome as a roommate but you were glad she was moving out so you could find someone who could pay the bills on time.

Sango

She a baddie ngl

Aside from that, Sango is the perfect roommate

However, I hope you aren’t allergic to cats or Miroku because they’re pretty much a package deal

Also hopefully you don’t hate children because she does have Kohaku to worry about

But she makes pretty good money at her job so expenses aren’t a issue

She also isn’t home too often between her job, taking care of Kohaku and Kirara, and her relationship

She ends up spending more and more time at Miroku’s place anyways

Sango finally moves in with Miroku when she gets pregnant, yall still keep in touch tho because you’ve become good friends

And thus you say goodbye to the best roommate to ever grace this Earth lmao

Miroku

Miroku is the shortest lasting roommate on this list

Mans is a little creeper pervert and that shit gets annoying after a while

You’ll be walking out the shower and Miroku’s standing there like “hey lil mama lemme whisper in ya ear”

Needless to say you smacked the taste outta his mouth and he stopped with that real quick

He stops but you’re surprised when you see Sango come over 

Your hand starts itching with the urge to slap him again...

You meet Sango and what she sees in him is... baffling, scientists to this day still don’t understand 

Baby girl, you’re Sango do better, self love

Anyways, Miroku moves out eventually and he takes his nasty ass ways with him

Later you find out that Sango moved in with him and sje’s gon have a baby by him

But you know that’s none of your business 

Koga

If you thought Inuyasha was loud...

Inuyasha doesn’t have any friends, Koga has a wolf pack...

Parties all the time good luck homie

If you were tryna study, sleep, do work, etc. best wishes lmao

You come home and mans got 2 random people over like how ya doin   O-O

“Hello”

“Where’s Koga?”

They point to the kitchen and you head here ready to just “talk” with Koga

He turns around and gives you the cutest smile known to man and you immediately lose your will to argue

Can’t argue with a man that beautiful sorry...

Anyways besides being loud af, Koga is HYPER

Mans is up at 5 am knocking on your door like “hey you wanna jog to the gym”

“No Koga, goodnight”

‘No problem, it’s the morning btw!”

He’s actually a decent roommate and he moves into a bigger house with his friends and calls it the ‘pack house’

He actually invites you to come move in w him and his buddies 

You tell him you’ll think about it

Sesshomaru

The king of “I’m better than you”

He has his life so well together and you’ve gotta give him props

Mans is basically Caspar the Friendly Ghost of roommates 

Does he actually live here? the lights stay on and his name is on the deed so... I guess

Seriously tho, Sesshomaru doesn’t need a roommate but he does need someone to mind Rin

You might ask, what about Jaken, Jaken is busy (following Sesshomaru) or so he claims

Sesshomaru isn’t too bad honestly he covers the majority of the expenses in exchange for you watching Rin and feeding Ah-Un

So you’re basically Rin’s stay at home nanny

But you don’t mind because she is a SWEETHEART

Ah-Un isn’t too bad, just feed 2 lizards

(Although depending on who you are feeding them bugs might be your worst nightmare)

Jaken and you buttheads all the time, it’s almost comical

The times you interact with him mainly consist of you telling him to leave Rin alone or him telling you something Sesshomaru said

Speaking of Sesshomaru you don’t see him often and the only times you hear from him are in the form of notes he leaves around the house to the degree of ‘I fed Ah-Un this morning’ or ‘Make sure Rin takes her vitamins’ 

The other times you “hear” from him are when Jaken comes by saying things like ‘Lord Sesshomaru has requested that you prepare Rin to go out’

And for a while you were like who tf does he think he is because like yea he pays most of the rent but like he isn’t paying you for this so why does he think he can order you around indirectly

The first time you see Sesshomaru, it’s late and Rin’s been asleep for hours.

You walked into the kitchen and didn’t bother with turning the lights on but then you heard the smallest shuffle and a groan

And the moonlight comes through the window at the perfect angle and it reflects so beautifully off his silver hair

He turs some and you see his face and immediately take back all the times you’ve cussed him out mentally

And the you realize you’re in your pajamas staring at this man you’ve never met before that’s sleeping on the couch. For all you know he could be some random guy who broke in

He looks so peaceful that you loathe to disturb it but you poke at him w a stick and he groans out something to the tune of “Go away Jaken”

“I’m not Jaken”

He immediately sat up and stared at you like he was trying to figure out who you were in his head for a moment 

“Don’t you want to sleep in your room?” you asked him. He stood up and begun to walk towards his room in response 

You just watched him walk away but before he turned the corner into the hallway you swear you heard him say “You should get some sleep too.”

[sergeant-donny-donowitz]

Tough Guy (DonnyxFem!Reader) (Pt.1)

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A/N: I learned so stuff about ww2 nurses, and omg they were baddies

A/N 2: Yall...we need nurses/doctors/CNAs/Rns, now  more than ever, Stay inside and do them a favor <3

PT 2 Here

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His blood was spilling onto the snow, pooling through layers of jackets the basterds wrapped him with. His blood was begginning as a slow drip of crimson on white, like cherries in the snow.

The basterds couldn't help him, and they couldn't afford to lose another basterd.

When Donny woke up, he was in an aid station. That never happened to any basterd before. He felt  like he didn't deserve it.

So when he realized you were taking his temperature, and his vitals, he shifted, "I don't need your help."

You raised your eyebrow.

"I don't know why they send you all out here anyway. We can take care of ourselves. We have to. I don't need this. I can-"

The way he said 'we' irked you.

You knew he was talking about the soldiers, forgetting war efforts involved everyone. There were civilians, women, children, medics, engineers, any and everyone everywhere left life as they knew it. Left it all behind, and put it all on the line. Even if they weren’t on the front line, it didn’t mean it wasn’t valuable.

You decided to play his game. You had the time.

You stood back, and crossed your arms, "Aw, don't like seein’ dames in charge, huh?"

"Wh.." He sputtered, realizing how his tone came off, "No, I...I meant...Uh...That's not what I meant! I..."

You smirked, "Alright tough guy. You still got some shrapnel there. You don't need me, right? Here."  You handed him a scalpel.

He stared at you blankly.

You stared right back, your arms were crossed, your eyebrow raise, containing a laugh of amusement behind a face of routine. "Well, sergeant? I'm waiting."

His lips parted, but no words came out.

He was Donny Donowitz. He had never been speechless in his life.

You crouched over him, "Look. Your job might be to kill the enemy, but my job is to keep you alive."

This time, he raised his eyebrow. His head tilted to the side, and his dark eyes tried to see through yours.

He couldn't read you.

You stood back up, "Sometimes we can't do that," You sighed, sometimes it was too much. There were days where the blood didn't stop, there was no time to eat, no time to sleep.

There was a commotion out in the corridor.

There had been an air raid over a nearby town...Which meant chances were you wouldn't be able to save someone that night.

You looked back at Donny, and shrugged, "Hang tight, tough guy."

"Wait...I-"

You looked back at the door.

You knew he wouldn't say it.

He was too proud.

He wouldn't admit he needed you.

It kind of gave you some satisfaction, but, at the same time, there were others that really needed you.

Donny, in the mean time, slumped back down.

What was he going to say?

He stared at the ceiling, looking for those words as his fever took him back to night.

****

Donny's eyes went wide.

He flailed, and shot straight up, immediately trying to get up. The nurse that was in the room at the time couldn't get him to calm down, and there were no sedatives at hand.

"Y/N?! SOMEBODY! GET ME SOME GODDAMN SEDATIVES!"

In no time, you marched in.

The sole look on your face made Donny Donowitz stand down.

He was genuinely terrified.

You were not having it.

Your hair was pulled back, a few wild strands undone from the long hours. Your sleeves rolled up from your day turned graveyard shift. Your stern, unamused expression settled him down immediately.

You held up a syringe.

He immediately backed down.

Because if there was one thing Donny couldn't handle, it was syringes.

He could scalp all the nazis in the world, and bash as many of their brains in as he pleased....but a needle was an absolute hell no.

"Hey hey, hey, what's all the commotion in here, huh?"

That was a rhetorical question, of course. Because Donny was the most problematic patient you’d ever had. So you immediately looked to him. The only conscious patient in the room, and you muttered "Oh of course."

He gathered his strengths back up, "I gotta go, I gotta get back out there."

You looked at the other nurse. "Lana, can you get private Martinez down the hall some more morphine? I'll handle this."

Lana, the other nurse, smiled and nodded gratefully as she bounded down the hall.

"You're not ready to go back out there."

"But-"

You gently pressed your fingertips against his covered wound, and he flinched as a wave of sharp pain struck him.

“See.”

He shook his head, and started to sit up, "I'm fucking fine!"

You couldn't believe it. Their pride and stubborness was the number one thing that got those boys hurt and right back to you.

Or worse.

Six feet underground.

"Hey." You raised your voice.

Normally, you weren't that nurse....but Donny wasn't making it any easier.

It had been a tough week.

There had been more casualties than usual...

No matter how much training you got, nothing could ever prepare you for that. Not those sad eyes that would never see victory, or home again...

You stood over Donny, "I didn't bust my ass trying to save you, just so you could go and-"

"Save me?!"

You glared, "Yeah. You."

"You didn't save me, " he huffed, "The boys brought me in."

"Oh." You picked up a tin, and shook it around. A metallic clink began to ring through the room. "And who took this fucking bullet out of your belly? Who stopped you from spilling your guts out? Who closed up that wound when your sloppy team couldn’t? All the lovely ladies here." 

He was silent for a moment.

He lowered his voice, and muttered, "You don't know what it's like out there, sweetheart."

Sweetheart?

You gritted your teeth.

You weren’t taking a back seat. You’d worked too hard all your life.

Smoke practically flared out of your ears.

"No?" You lowered your voice too, not to comfort him, but to confront him.

"C'mon sergeant. Nurses see all the blood you don't have to. We sit with the dead and the dying day in and day out. We stitch you up, and send you back out there. Hell, we go out there."

You knew he was going to say it wasn't the same.

Somehow, sometimes you thought it was worse...

Millions of lives were in your hands. Seeing even one go was enough to make you wonder about it all.

"I was there... the Blitz." You had the burns to prove it. You were there, on the lines of multiple battles, but that basterd didn't need to hear your biography.

Just your point.

"I know what's happening, because I've been on the front lines. A lot of us have. You don't think we do? Well guess what tough guy, hundreds of us have been hurt or killed out there. My sister's a nurse. You know where she is?"

He shook his head.

"Yeah. I don't either. She's a POW somewhere in the goddamn pacific.  And my brother. Know where he is? A fuckin' captain training kids, 18, 19, 20 year olds to come out here and join the circus. So welcome to the club, tough guy. We all got front row seats here."

He heard you slam your fist down on the stand by his cot, and you left.

He turned his head, and saw you left a few pain killers by his glass of water.

He woke up again, in the middle of the night. His eyes fell on the clock hanging over the doorway.

It was almost 3 AM.

He spotted a figure, slumped in the corner.

You were sitting in a chair, drinking out of a canteen.

"Can I have some?" He smiled a little.

You closed the cap, and rolled your eyes on the ceiling, and sighed, "Nope. You're in a hospital."

"Then how come you get some?" He thought he had you.

You smirked and looked at him, "Cause I'm not on medication."

"But you're on duty."

"Off the clock."

He noted your hair was down, and nodded, then asked softly, "Then why are you here?"

You smiled a little and looked at him, "Seems to be the only way to keep you here."

He chuckled a little, though it hurt, and he gripped his wounded side.

You were both silent then.

You pressed your back against the chair, and your head leaned back against the wall, and you shut your eyes, though you were far from sleeping.

You didn't know how much time had passed, but you knew it had been quite a while.

"Hey...nurse..."

You peeked one eye open, "Sergeant?"

"What's the first thing you're gonna do when you get home?"

You sighed, and thought for a moment.

You could say the standard issue answer: Hug your mother. See someone you love. Find your friends.

You'd thought about home a lot, sure. But never really thought about going home. You'd seen so many that never would go home. You'd been on one front line too many. You never had a guarantee of making it through a whole day. So you never gave yourself the luxury to think of that hope at all.

"Get a rootbeer float." You decided.

It was true.

There was a mom and pop shop down the street from your home. You hoped it was still there when you got back. Somehow you hoped all your friends would be in the same booth like they were every Friday night, after school, after work, before they all volunteered or got drafted.

You looked to the tired soldier "What about you, sergeant?"

He smiled a little, "Get a piece of pie."

"Oh yeah? Boston cream pie?"

"Huh?"

You shrugged a little embarassed as you pulled the covers back over him, "You...got that  kinda accent..."

He smiled, "Should."

You smiled softly, "See you in the morning, sergeant."  You turned and started walking out of the room.

"Wait..."

You turned to look at him.

"Y/n...that's your name, right?"

You nodded, "Yeah..."

"I'm uh....I'm..." He couldn't appologize, of course, that pride was hitting in.

You nodded, and spoke softly, "Yeah, I know."

He sat up, and it didn't hurt. "You uh...you do good..."

You laughed a little, "Gee, thanks. I never woulda guessed." You sat by his side.

In the morning, a doctor came by.

Donny was discharged from the aid station.  He stood up, and turned around, searching the room... Three nurses were there, and none of them were you.  As he walked down the hall, he glanced into each room, but couldn’t find you. He stood out in the snow, and sighed. His breath forming  alost cloud as he whispered your name in defeat.  “Sergeant Donowitz?”  He turned and found a soldier in a jeep, waiting to drive him to the end of allied lines, where the basterds would be waiting for him.  He got into the jeep, and turned around one last time.  You stood on the highest floor of the makeshift hospital.  It hurt having to see so many people that wouldn’t make it. Talking to them made it hurt more.... But falling in love was a million times worse.  You shook your head.  That couldn’t be why it made your heart sink... Why did it hurt so much to watch him walk out? That was what usually made you relieved for a patient. You didn’t want to answer that... **** Months passed.  The basterds were walking through a small town in France, recently taken back by the allies and the resistance.  The snow had long metled away. The skyw as bright blue. It was an early summer morning.  There were soldiers everywhere. Nurses and medics responding to the wounded.  The basterds were staying there for a day or two, and then continuing on their mission.  Aldo gave them a “day off” which was rare for the basterds. Rarer still was a coincidence like the one Donny was about to live.  He spotted someone, in civilian clothes, but with the sharpness of a fighter, and the soul of a basterd, and the heart and courage only a nurse could have.  “Y/n...” You turned around, and smiled, unable to believe it as you ran to him, and threw your arms around him. He smiled down at you, and you giggled, “Still a sergeant, huh?” He laughed, and rolled his eyes, and kissed you.  You spent the rest of the day together, and at sunset, when the boys had to meet back up, Donny walked you to the aid station.  “Meet me after everything...When the war’s done...” You nodded, “I’ll be right here, tough guy.” He looked back at the waiting basterds, then back at you.  He couldn’t tell you about the mission, or that the war would be over sooner than you thought. That was all classified.  He only told you they were heading to a small town called Nadine.  He kissed you one last time, adn walked away with the rest of the basterds. He llooked back at you, adn this time, you were still there.  And you’d be there, for him when it was all over, just as you’d been there, like every other nurse, when it was all beginning.

Amazing art by @sodapop182 y'all should check out her blog 😭💕

[biorusted]

Ok, had a ‘The Magnus Archives’ induced dreams so I’m documenting it here bc A) good horror shit bro and B) I actually remember this one which is wack.

Disclaimer from the start- it’s a dream. Shit don’t stay consistent.

Me, as a child, and a bunch of friends are playing in the front yard of my old house. 5 of us are playing a made-up game, something that involved moving shapes/ a tarp that we called “___ ____ Witch” or somethin’. A Man walks up, dressed up like an old-time ice-cream truck man and wants to know what we’re playing, we tell him and he asks to join. I don’t get a good look at his face. Who cares at this point is still a dream. So the five of us, me, my designated best friend, a set of twins (named Julian and Portia (Ya know, from The Arcana) yeah I called myself out mid dream to note this) and another girl start running around him with this tarp/ shapes chanting something we made up and he’s in the middle being ushered downhill towards the road. My old house lived in an unnamed off shoot of the main road and never got a lot of traffic except for the school bus that came on the weekdays, this is to say, there was no one on the old road and no fear of there being anyone, just us kids and apparently this dude. We stop when we hit the edge of my yard and notice that A) the man in the middle is gone and B) so is the unnamed girl.

My designated best friend kinda panicked and started to run up the hill again, looking for the girl, at her panic, the other kids started to wander off and by the time we saw the body, it was just me and my best friend (who is, fun fact, my irl neighbor when I lived at my old house.) The body as I saw it was covered in birds, crows or ravens, and mostly obscured by tall grass. Kinda like stumbling upon a body in a meadow, mostly worn away by the fauna, dried blood and old leathery skin. I remember distinctly that the mouth was open wide in a silent scream, skin was a dark gray and the only thought in my head was ‘that person looks a lot older than she should’.

So I ran inside to phone the police. I opened the door to my house and ran down the hallway yelling ‘somebody help me’. At this time my house was akin to a lecture hall, not the rows of people sitting down neatly taking notes, but just a lot of college aged people, sitting everywhere they could with their binders out and taking some kind of notes, ultimately however, not paying any attention to me. Even when I shouted, ‘we found a body!’ at them, only my grandmother reacted. She stood in the doorway of the kitchen (which, mind you, has a straight shot view out into the driveway/ yard, amping up the need for immediate reaction) and dialed the police. At this point in time, I’m panicked, I know theres something coming and theres a time crunch. She spoke into the speaker, very calmly, agonizingly patient and slow, ‘Now I don’t want to raise alarm but- now hold on- we have a *777*’ she whispered this like that was the secret code to finding a body and didn’t want to freak out anyone else listing in? Yeah. The call was forwarded, and my grandmother gave me the phone, it was picked up and even though I couldn’t really make out what the man on the other side said, I started to talk.

At this point I’m running outside again to meet my best friend (who’s now black? And not my neighbor?) Who’s bringing all the stuff inside bc idk can’t let anyone know we did shit here? Cover our tracks to make sure Dairy Man can’t find us? Idk, but I’m yelling into the phone “Yes! Uh, We found a body, its badly decomposed and uh” Me, remembering they prob needed the address “I live at…. Riverside?” (not the name of the road mind u) I note that its wrong and not the address, apologize and explain that I just moved back in and hadn’t memorized the house address yet bc idk yall I’m a kid here so? I reach my friend and go to hand the phone to her saying, “My friend knows the address” but before I can pass it, a voice – very ‘IT’ like – comes on and says ‘What was that address again?’. So I panic, and turn the phone off.

At this we hear an ice cream truck start coming down the road, it’s a little way off but that doesn’t help the rising sense of doom in my chest. So me and my best friend start pushing the last remaining evidence of us being in the yard (a cart) up the driveway hill (which is much steeper now) as the music of the ice cream truck gets closer and closer. We do that kind of run, the one your brain does when you’re being chased; futile and desperate, but made it inside before the truck is in front of the house. I remember thinking ‘yeah, he’s gotta be looking at the road no way he sees us, the only other people on the street.’

Well, after diving behind the door, shutting it and then laying prone in what we hoped was a safe spot, the ice cream truck pulls up into our driveway, right in front of our porch. From my vantage point, through my aparently mostly warped glass front door, I can see that the man is a clown. Still dressed in an old time (60s ish?) light blue ice-cream truck-esk jumpsuit, he had the full face of makeup. But not the bright colors on a traditional clown, it was faded and bleached, like he was a statue left out to the weather for too long, that and with his tufts of hair that shot out from his hat made Look™ very complete. He had the window to the truck rolled down and was smiling an impossible smiled while looking around expectantly, just before he would have looked at me, I dove to the corner of the door, hoping that he wouldn’t see me now that I was in semi-shadow. I didn’t move away from the door, like I had to watch him, so he didn’t disappear and pop out from nowhere at us. I look over to see my friend still in full view of the ice-cream man and say ‘if you can see it, it can see you’ in a force full whisper. She gasps and shuffles to the edge of the door like I am and wait. All the while the music is still playing.

The last thing I remember is looking over again to see two feet, my grandmother, and hearing her say ‘whats this going on outside?’ a feeling of a heavy weight sinks into my chest and I wake up kinda in a ‘idk what the fuck just happened but imma get the fuck outta here; fuck this shit I’m out’ kinda way just by deciding to open my eyes.

--

So yeah, woke up, diagnosed myself with ‘The Stranger’ and decided to write it out.

uhhhh that’s what I get for binging TMA and then drinking caffeine so I can’t sleep until 6 am. Yee haw. im going back to sleep.

[purghhappenings]

It isn't a bother, could you give headcanons on the theory of sir crocodile being Luffy's mom?

It is never a bother and I’m going to do my best, mainly because I’ve thought of trans crocodile all of 3 times, and this is new idea but I’m gonna roll with this because I really like the idea!!!!! 

So as a little info for people who didn’t see the post and for you my HC is that before Crocodile met Ivan he identified as a she as what he was born as, and through Ivan realized he wanted to be a man and felt more masculine than feminine but Ivan is a tiny shit and Croco was like “it’s gotta be a secret” and Ivan said “ok but you owe me for keeping it a secret because its okay to feel this way” and Crocodile said “no fuck you parent” So I’m going to be using the pronouns Crocodile uses now just so it doesn’t confuse anyoneAlso btw I’m just gonna say Ivan didn’t fully change him, just increased his testosterone and took away his estrogen and he wrapped for a few years and that’s why(plus he worked his fucking body to the max to get it to look more masculine like this boy wanted to put in the work)(Also btw btw if this in at all way seems to come off as transphobic or anything of the sort tell me immediately because I only have half an idea of what I’m doing and this is not in anyway suppose to be offensive)

(Thanks spoon anon!!!!)

Dragon and Croco met at a shady business meeting and Croco was interested cause nobody ever caught his eye like that and who gave him the right to be so mysterious

So Crocodile being the blunt man that he is, tried to size him up and fucking lost which lead to one of the best one night stands of his life and when he woke up that morning, he expected to deal with the “Why do you look and sound like a man” gig, which fuck those people alright he was a man and is a man

but Dragon hadn’t mentioned any of that just “can you do me a favor and act like you never saw me?”

And he was so thrown because ???? everyone fucking mentioned it “aren’t you gonna say some shit?”

“About?”“me not being a man” it left a bitter taste on his mouth

“You did say your name was Sir Crocodile, I assumed you were a man, are you not?” If Crocodile at the time was capable of anything but anger, he’d have fallen in love

“I’m not gonna say I ever saw you if I can get your name.”

“Monkey D. Dragon.” A mother fucking-No, the mother fucker in charge of the revolutionary army. Compared to Crocodile who was doing well in his pirate career, this was a god

“Nope, not gonna say a word”

Well, he lied because nine months later, Dragon hears word that a baby was delivered and at first Dragon thought he was going to have to fight with Crocodile because no neither of us can keep him, we’re both too big of prominent figures and he’ll die 

But the fight never comes because Crocodile says it before him, it’s weird for him to as well because he silently swore to never care for the infant and only delivered because Shit for Brains dragon didn’t answer his letter in time and it was too late to get an abortion(he was a monster but he was as prolife as the next homicidal maniac)((plus insuring the wrath of  a basic god wasn’t on his todo list yet))

So they both agree “it goes to grandpa” and at first Crocodile doesn’t even know his name, just knows that he birthed a boy. He told Dragon to name him and then to forget his name.

And could you imagine the shock one faces when their son waltz into his casino and starts screeching about being the pirate king and kicking his ass? Weird pride is there but, loss?

The kid doesn’t recognize him, and he shouldn’t he has no idea Crocodile is his birth parent, per Crocodiles request but it knocks the wind out of him because he’s so strong and he’s got Dragon’s fierce eyes, and he’s got Crocodiles nose and he’s built like how Crocodile was before his transition no hips at all.

Its enough to make him tear up but… This kid keeps going on and on and Crocodile almost remembers why they’re here. He can’t tell him. How could he?

After Luffy kicks his ass(he went all out don’t get him wrong, he never loved luffy like a parent usually would by his own choice) he gets one phone call and calls dragon 

“he’s a lot like you.. and me.”

“Isn’t he?”

“i stabbed him in the chest and he somehow got back up, hell I even poisoned him.”

“YOU DID WHAT TO OUR SON?!” and Crocodile just hangs up because where he’s going, there’s no possible way the Revolutionary Army will ever get to him.

Impel down is where heinous criminals go.

I’d like to think Dragon was the only one who knew luffy’s mom, and Dragon has never told a soul and I don’t think he’ll ever tell luffy

But yeah, this is kinda my take on if Crocodile was luffy’s mom and I really hope you like it because I enjoyed writing it!!!!!!

Keep the asks coming!!!! I really really love talking to yall!!! 

[cryinggameff]

Sixty Seven

Randi

I was arranging everything for the big pregnancy reveal that morning, including still inviting people because i was bad at planning things. I called Cole last because i had a feeling we'd end up on the phone for a while talking about other shit. I hadn't seen him since his game last week.

“I’m having a brunch at my place tomorrow,” I said, “be there.” I waited for him to laugh or say he’d be there but he paused for a while.I stretched out on the couch that i was sitting on, resting my legs in Cayden's lap.

“I may have something else, I’ll let you know,” he said.

“Something like what? It’s importnat,” I said, trying to stress that I had something to tell him without actually telling the news.

“I’ll get back to you,” He said. My face scrunched up in confusion at what he could possibly have to do that he couldn’t come to my place for like an hour, especially when I was offering him food.

“Fine...”i said.

“Aight, gotta go. I’ll talk to you later.”

“Ok, bye...”I said just before he hung up. I must have been visibly frowning because Cay looked over at me and said,

“What?”

“Cole just shaded me mad hard on the phone,” I said.

“You probably just over thinking it, what he say?” He asked.

“He said he may have something else, and that he’d ‘get back to me’, even though I said it was obviously important,” I said, putting my phone down and crossing my arms. Cayden made a ‘yikes’ face. “Exactly.”

“Cole can be pissy, he probably just having a bad day or something,” he tried. I shot him a look and he quickly got up. “Well I’m gonna go to work now.”

“I’m gonna go get ready I guess,” I mumbled, “I look horrendous today, my face is all puffy.”

“You look alright to me,” Cayden said, fishing his keys from his pocket.

“Gee thanks,” I said.

“You look beautiful I mean,” he grabbed my arm with a smirk. “Where you going anyways?”

“Out with Jenny, I think China and Jada might come.”

“Alright, have fun, and no fast food, you gotta start eating healthy for real babe,” he gave me a serious look.

“Yeah, yeah. Good bye,” I said, getting up and walking to the stairs. We went our separate ways and i started working on making myself look decent.

Lunch was just Jenny and I which was cool. She was telling me about work and what she had been doing, some trip she was planning. When she was done I asked what I really wanted to know.

“So what about the guy you told me about, the one you’re working for?” I asked. She bit her lip and I leaned in closer.

“I finally agreed and went out with him,” she said I’m a guilty tone.

“And?” I encouraged her to go on and spill the real tea.

“It was good, really good. Weird, but good.”

“See! I knew you would have a good time. So are you guys going out again?” I asked.

“We’ve been talking everyday since. I see him a lot because of work. We’re still getting to know each other, I don’t even know what it is if anything yet. I’m not in a rush at all,” she said.

“Well I think you should bring him to brunch tomorrow,” I said.

“That would be weird,” she said.

“Why? You’re not even together yet, I just wanna see him. China is bringing Rambo, Jada night be bringing a friend so it will be chill.”

“I’ll think about it,” she said,giving me look that convinced she wasn’t even concidering it. “What’s this brunch about anyways,” she made a face.

“Come and find out,” I said with a smile.

“God, you’re the worst. You wanna know everyone else’S business, but you’re real hush about your own,” she cut me a look. I laughed and shrugged.

“I’m not that interesting,” I said simply.

“I beg to differ,” she said. “Oh thank god, foods here.” I turned around and saw the waiter coming with our plates. My mouth watered. I was starving, and really craving spicy food.

I called Cayden on my way to the salon. I wanted to drop in for a little bit.

“Hey babe,” he said.

“Hi,” I said, adjusting my pants which were now tight.

“What’s up?” He asked.

“I have the worst heart heart burn,” I complained. I knew it was the spicy food but I left that part out.

“You take some medicine?” He asked.

“No. I don’t even know what I’m aloud to take,” I frowned.

“Call the doctor and ask,” he suggested.

“Ok,” I said.

“Where are you going? I can hear you driving.”

“To the salon. I’m meeting some guy to talk about how much it would cost to build our own place,” I said.

“Y’all still on that second store idea,” he said, in a tone that suggested he was not a fan.

“What you mean still on it Cay, we decided like months ago,” I said, checking my side mirror and changing lanes.

“You really tryna be doing all that while you pregnant?” He asked.

“It’s gonna be a long 9 months, honestly the distraction might be nice.”

“Yeah but the stress ain’t good for the baby. You know how worked up you get,” he said. “Plus your anxiety been bad lately.” All the points he was making were valid but for some reason it set me off and I got defensive.

“I’m anxious because I’m pregnant and I don’t know what the fuck I’m doing Cayden. Because I didn’t see this happening, at least not any time soon. So, please, give me a break with that, ok. And if I wanna work and I feel like it’s gonna be good for me then I’m gonna work,” I said frantically, my hands firm on the steering wheel. I could hear him groan even over the phone.

“I better not hear you bitching about how stressed you are then,” he mumbled. I got emotional then and tears started falling from eyes before I could understand what was happening.

“You don’t have to be so mean all the time,” I cried, tears clouding my vision of the road. He could definitely hear that i was crying, there was no covering it up.

“Ok Sorry,” He said, caught off guard by my sudden emotion. I was still crying and was considering pulling over at this point. It was like i knew it wasn't worth crying over but had no control over it. “Don’t cry, please. It was my bad, i shouldn't be swearing at you anyway, pregant or not."

“Okay,” I mumbled, a snotty mess.

“I feel bad," he said, and i could hear in his voice that he really did, and knowing Cayden he would be off the whole day if he thought he hurt me.

“It's ok, i just got overwhelmed.” I took a steadying breath.

“I'm working on being patient,” he said. Wow. I should just stay pregnant forever, i thought to myself. I never would have gotten all that from him before i had a baby in me.

"God, I love you Cay," i said, missing him now.

"I love you baby mama," he replied. "But i gotta go. Imma see you soon though,"

"Okay, see you in a bit." We said goodbye then i hung up. I had arrived at the salon anyways. I grabbed my bag and got out.

The next morning I woke up early because i had to cook and get ready as well. My mom came early to help me cook though, so it wasnt that bad. I had a chance to get changed and put some makeup on once we were done. Cayden was still lounging in the bed while i got ready in the bathroom. I put on a floral dress that ended just above my knees and was quite fitted so it showed off now slightly poking bump. My plan was to wear a cardigan until i announced, then id show the evidence. I put some lipgloss on to finish and then left the bathroom.

"Damn," Cayden said, getting up from the bed, still naked which was pretty distracting. He gripped my shoulders and kissed my forehead. "you deadass glowing," he said. I looked down at myself.

"Really?" i asked. He nodded, pushing aside my cardigan and putting his giant hands on either side of my stomach.

"You look good with my kid inside you."

"I dont know how i feel about that statement," i said, feeling slightly disturbed. He chuckled, sliding his hands around to my lower back.

"Speaking of being inside you," he said, pulling me into his naked body.

"Im tired," i complained, "and i just got dressed. Also you know my mother's downstairs?"

"Shit, i forgot about your moms," he said, caressing my butt. I had a feeling this was still gonna end how Cayden planned because i was weak and generally couldn't resist him. "You just gotta be quiet then, you know how you be screaming" he said with a sexy grin on his lips. I felt him poking me then and i looked down.

"Cay" i said with a laugh. He looked me over, lingering at my chest.

"What you expect me to do?" My mother started calling my name from downstairs then and i fixed my cardigan that he had opened quickly so i could leave.

"I dont know but be quick about it, people will be here soon," i said, heading for the door. I left him to get ready and went to go see what my mom wanted.

Cayden

People were already getting there when i got downstairs, and Randi was running around of course. I dont know why she made this such a big thing and created work for herself, but i also understood that she wanted to get everyone we cared about together. My parents were just coming through the front door so i went to go get their jackets and stuff.

"Hey mama, pops," i said, hugging my mom and shaking my dads hand.

"Hey baby..." she said wearily.

"What?" i asked.

"You got your mama nervous wondering what this brunch all about," Pops said, gruff as usual. I laughed.

"Relax mama," i told her. She cut me a mad side eye and i just took her jacket from her hands and put it in the closet. "Yall head in," i told them. Ty had just pulled up, and Cole was with him. I sighed in relief for myself that he had showed up, i would have never heard the end of it if he hadn't and whatever drama he and Randi had continued. They walked up the driveway and i dapped them both when they came to the door. I remembered then that Ty already knew.

"Where the food at," he said immediately.

"Dining room," i said. He pushed past me and walked away to that area. I stopped Cole before he could follow.

"whats good with you and Randi?" i asked.

"Why do i feel like you gon off me or something for having problems with her?" He looked at me suspiciously. I cackled.

"Nigga that petty drama is not my business. I know she frustrating, im married to her," i shrugged.

"Amen to that," he mumbled. I put my hand on his shoulder.

"I know its nothing that deep because yall still talking, and you here. Both of you just childish." I squeezed his shoulder tighter. "But if you ever did really hurt her feelings,i actually would have to off you. I hope you know that," i said, all smiles gone now. He looked surprisingly accepting of the fact.

"Ty warned me already," he said. "That would be pretty shitty for me."

"It would be for me too, cause you my nigga" i said, looking him in the eyes.

"Nice of you to show up," Randi's voice came from behind me. I patted Cole's back playfully and turned to face her.

"Well thats my cue," i said. I left them to hash things out and went to go find food myself.

I was talking to Randi's dad when i spotted Jenny coming through the door, Randi greeting her like the good host she was. I smiled and made a move to go and say hi but stopped in my tracks when a dude id never seen before came through the door after her. Randi hugged Jenny and then she went to go hug the dude and my hand tightened around the cup i was holding.

"Excuse me sir, someone i know just got here," i said to pops.

"Go ahead son," he said. I put my cup down on the counter and started walking to the door. Randi saw me then and she quickly walked over to meet me before i got there. She grabbed my arm as i made eye contact with Jenny, who looked like a kid that had just gotten in trouble.

"Be nice," Randi said.

"He's in my house," i pointed out.

"Okay, but i invited him," she said. I looked down at her.

"Yeah, and im wondering why," i said, trying to control my temper so i didnt pop off on him and her.

"I was trying to be supportive of Jenny moving on," she said, defending herself. I scoffed.

"You helping her move on from my brother," i shook my head, getting more pissed off as i thought about it and looked at the dude standing in my house. Jenny came up to us then and she turned to Randi.

"I told you this wasn't a good idea," Jenny said, "I think im just gonna go."

"No dont," Randi said. 

"You supposed to be on my side Randi," i said, feeling betrayed. At this point my problem wasn't even with Jenny. I felt more like Randi had gone behind my back.

"I am on your side, im always on your side," she said, voice low.

"You really acting like it," i said, looking over at the guy standing by the door. I turned and left to go back into the house where everybody was. I wanted to walk all the way out the house, but i knew i couldn't just up and leave while all these people here for us, and especially because we were supposed to tell them about the baby. I got back to the party and walked up to Ty.

"We bout to pull up on someone?" Ty asked, seeing my face.

"nah," i said.

"You gotta relax my nigga. I got you," he said, pulling a blunt out of his pocket.

"Bet," i nodded to the stairs.

We passed the blunt around for a while in one of the guest bathrooms upstairs with the shower running and window open so we wouldn’t smell up the place. After a while a knock came on the door.

"Its me, your wife, who you love, also carrying your unborn child," she said.

"Wow, she really got you locked down dont she?" Ty said. I rolled my eyes.

"Ty, you better open this door," she said.

"Yo she scares me," he shrugged, going to open the door. "Imma go downstairs."

"Go put on some of Cay's cologne first," Randi said, shaking her head. He smelled himself then nodded. It hit me then that the whole room was swimming in weed.

"You shouldn't be here, the baby," i said.

"Yeah its pretty bad," she was plugging her nose already because she didnt like the smell. I put the blunt out and walked out into the attached bedroom and she followed. I sat on the bed and she came to sit beside me.

"They're gone now," she said. I didnt say anything so she continued. "I didnt think youd be that mad."

"You expect me to be happy about that shit?" i looked at her like 'really'.

"No. I thought you'd just be shocked but eventually warm up to the idea. But clearly i was wrong," she said, and when i mean mugged her she added, "and stupid. Im sorry you felt like i wasn't on your side."

"I also dont like surprises, and people i dont know, you know that."

"I know," she said, caressing my cheek. "But you do know you gonna have to warm up to the idea of her going on with her life at some point right?" I groaned, thinking about if jenny actually ended up staying with this nigga. One way or another i would eventually have to know him, unless i was gonna cut off Jenny, which id never do.

"But you really gotta be out here helping bring them together?" I locked my jaw. She grabbed my chin with her slender fingers.

"Okay ill stay out of it from now on, and tell you what, if you get to know him and you still hate him i wont fuck with him either."

"Good," i mumbled. She kissed my cheek.

"Can we go tell people about the baby now? I really need to get it over with while i still have the nerve," she looked really uninterested in the whole idea which was funny, most girls loved things like this.

"Yeah lets go," i took her hand and we left the room.

Once we got downstairs Randi gathered everyone in the living room and said she wanted to make a toast. So everyone held their glasses expecting her to make one. She looked nervous now that everyone was looking at her, so i wrapped my arm around her waist to calm her down. She looked up at me and i knew i was gonna be the one making this announcement. I turned to everyone else and lifted my glass.

"Id like to make a toast, to the reason we're all here. To my beautiful wife," i looked down at her and she blushed, "who has a way of bringing everyone together, even when its against their will," people laughed and she rolled her eyes. I looked back her, and we locked eyes for a long moment, and it was like looking into her soul. "She's loving, caring...and selfless, all the things that are gonna make her an amazing mother." I finished and everyone was frozen, looking suspicious but not 100% sure. Randi stepped out of my grip and opened her sweater revealing a small, but obvious bump.

"I knew it!" her mom hollered from the kitchen "Thank you Jesus!" Cheers and clapping erupted and people swarmed us, well mostly Randi, to say congratulations and ask how far along she was, all that stuff. It was weird being congratulated for making a human, but i rolled with it.

Our parents finally got a moment with us and they were clearly the happiest out of everyone here.

"I can't wait to tell all the ladies at church," her mom said, hugging Randi tight to her.

"Oh me too, especially that Heather May, always announcing her new inlaws and grandkids every sunday. Oh we're gonna show her," my mom chimed in, also gushing over Randi and brushing her hand through her hair. My dad came and clapped me on the back, actually smiling and looking genuinely happy for the first time in god knows how long.

"Im happy for you son. Being a father will change you, but it will be the greatest thing you do," he said.

"Thanks Pops, im gonna try my best. You 'bout to be grandpa now though," i said, realizing that myself. He chuckled, sounding genuinely amused which was also shocking.

"hm i guess so," he said, looking like he was imagining it now. He looked...excited. I guess it was true what people said, babies had a way of bringing people together.

"Well done Son!" Randi's dad pulled me in to a tight bear hug. He was back to his normal self after the heart attack several months ago. He had done intense physical therapy and i know Randi was still really worried about him for a while but now you could tell he was back to good health.

"She's doing all the hard work," i said.

"Oh its going be a long 9 months for you too. Just wait. Her mother had me driving 3 hours to go and get pizza from a specific pizzaria,and god forbid i forgot the anchovies on the side" he looked to her mom who shrugged.

"Pregnancy cravings are normal. How have you been doing? Why didnt you tell me earlier?" She looked slightly hurt.

"Well you already knew so obviously i wasn't hiding it well. Im just tired, throwing up, but thats it," Rand told her.

"Awe. Can you imagine, my baby is having a baby," she said, tearing up, not for the first time. I could tell Randi was already getting tired of everyone being all in her face, but they were just excited.

"Ill come find you later mom. I need to talk to some other people," she smiled at her mom, who reluctantly let her go. Randi came to slide under my arm.

"Jesus," she mumbled.

"i know," i said, rubbing her arm. "Well theres Cole, that should cheer you up." He was making his way over to come talk to us since our parents had been hogging us.

"I can't even believe it," he said, hugging Randi tightly and picking her up off the ground. She laughed which was nice to hear. "Lil nugget is gonna be a mom, wow," he said.

"You never suspected, right?" she smirked.

"Never, im still in shock," he shook his head. "Wait, is this why you were ghosting me?"

"Ive been ghosting everyone. Im always either laying down or sleeping most of the time, epecially in the beginning. But its getting better now," she said. "That's also why i left your game, it was cold and Cay didn't want me getting sick."

"Well now i feel like an ass," his face dropped.

"That because you are an ass," i shrugged with a grin.

"May be an ass but at least my pull out game is strong," he shrugged.

"Hi, im here," Randi said, waving her hand around.

"So, what am i gonna be, like an uncle?" he asked, bending down to observe her stomach.

"Yeah i guess," she shrugged.

"Cool," he said, smiling. Randi looped her arm in his and they went off to go talk with Jada and China. I took that as sign that they were no longer fighting, which was good for all of us.

Randi

After about an hour of talking to people and having my bump touched and people hugging and kissing me i was really over it and was ready to just crash. I had been on my feet since this morning too so i was exhausted which made me feel sick. People were still mingling and trying to get a hold of me and i had been separated from Cayden a while ago but i went to go find him. He was out back on the deck with Ty and his parents. I went up to him and grabbed his arm. He bent down so i could talk in his ear.

"Can we go? I feel sick," i said. He nodded and wrapped an arm tight around my waist.

"Ill catch up with you guys later," he said to them. They said ok and he led me back inside. We went upstairs and i made a b-line to the bathroom with him behind me. I tried to throw up for a while but nothing came up and it was just dry heaving which was almost worse. After a while he just held me on the bathroom floor, and it was the first quiet, calm, moment we'd had together since the party started.

"Thanks for breaking the news," i said. "I panicked."

"It's aight. I was excited to tell them anyways."

"The strangest part of all this," i said, pasuing to really think about it, "is that now they all know we've been having sex."

"I think they knew that already Randi," he chuckled. He had a good point, but it still felt oddly exposing.

"Is it bad that i want them all to leave now," i mumbled,cheek to the floor.

"I can tell them to get out if thats what you want," he offered. I shook my head.

"Here, drink this," my moms voice suddenly came from the bathroom door. She was standing there holding a mug. "It will help with the nausea," she explained, walking over towards the bathtub where we were. So i took it and drank it. "Dont worry, people are starting to leave already. They saw you leaving and realized how tired you must be."

"Thanks mommy," i said, feeling particularly childish at the moment. She smiled.

"Im gonna go start cleaning up," she said. I nodded and then she left.

"Im a horrible person," i said as soon as she was gone.

"What? Why?" Cayden said, confused.

"Because i didn't wanna tell her, or anyone, and they're all so happy."

"Nah, that doesn't make you a horrible person. You're just private. But aren't you sort of glad they know now?" I knew what he meant, it made it feel more real, and their excitement and joy did make me feel like something good was coming. I was touched by how many people already loved this baby.

"Are you trying to say i told you so to me? While im pregnant?" I looked up at him.

"Is that gonna be the new card you play every time things aren't going your way?" he guessed.

"Yes, yes it is," I nodded proudly.

"Well, seriously though, thank you."

"For what?" i asked, playing with his hand in mine.

"For doing this for me," he rubbed my stomach, he was the only person that i actually liked doing that.

"You're welcome. But there is something i been wanting to say to you, and i feel like its important for you to know," i started.

"Okay..." he said, brows coming together.

"I am excited about having a baby.Yes, i'm doing this for you, but for me too. I know i was slow to warm up to the idea, but i can't wait to raise kids with you Cay," i smiled up at him. I saw the glimmer in his eye and it made me melt inside.

"Wait, you said kids, plural," he smirked. Of course he would focus on that.

"I did," i simply replied. He leaned down to plant his lips on mine, kissing me with all the excitement and love in the world. I wasn't sure if it was whatever drink my mom made, or the kiss, but i suddenly didn't feel sick anymore.

[ambootyos]

Hate Me Today

Word Count: 2,321

A/N: Loved this request tbh :)

Tags:@thegenericluchadora @wrestlingnoob @reigns420 @sheaxdevitt @baybayforlife @originalbish98

Request: “Well I have a request and since you don't do smut maybe it can be implied I wanted to request Kenny omega where yall hate eachother because yall are attracted to each other. Yall get into a argument in the ride to the hotel with the young bucks driving. When you get there you find out there are no rooms and the only one available is with kenny and it's a single bed. You're scared because you talk in your sleep. You have a naughty dream about him and he confronts you about it in the morning”

“Ugh, do you really have to come? Couldn’t you just take a taxi or something? Sleep in your car maybe, so that I won’t have to see you at all?” Kenny hissed, when he saw me coming with Matt and Nick.

I rolled my eyes. “Gee, sounds like someone lost a game of Street Fighter recently.” I replied sarcastically, as I crossed my arms.

He shook his head. “Sounds like someone knows a little too much about me. Stalker much?” His tone was arrogant, and the look on his face matched it.

“Sorry you just scream gamer. That’s not rude is it?” I smirked.

He shrugged. “You just scream b*tch. So no.”

“Pot, kettle, Kenny.” I stated, as I narrowed my eyes at him.

Matt and Nick rolled their eyes. “Enough guys. Enough.” Matt stated, getting into the driver’s seat of the car,

Nick nodded in agreement. “We’re all tired, save this for another time. Please.” He begged, before getting in the passenger seat, leaving me and Kenny to sit in the back.

Kenny rolled his eyes. “Let’s just get this over with.” He mumbled, as he got in the back seat of the car.

I sighed before getting in next to him.

Kenny rolled his eyes. “Ugh. Couldn’t you have put some clothes on before we left?”

I looked down at my outfit, a tank top and jeans, and sighed.

“You’re the one who can’t stop staring.” I replied, rolling my eyes, causing him to scoff.

“Oh, please.” He mumbled.

“Begging won’t get you anywhere.” I shrugged, which only seemed to tick him off even more so than he already was.

Matt let out an exaggerated sigh, “Stop it, both of you. Or you guys are gonna be driving yourselves from now on.” He growled, sounding frustrated, and tired.

I sighed, crossing my arms, as I looked out the car window, Kenny mumbled something under his breath, that I couldn’t hear. Chances are, I didn’t want to, so I wasn’t gonna ask him about it.

If I’m being honest, I have no idea why he and I don’t get along. It’s just kinda always been like that, since the day I met him and The Bucks, he’d just decided that we weren’t gonna be friends.

I didn’t have this same problem with Matt, Nick, or any other Bullet Club members for that matter. But, not Kenny. Never Kenny. It was a shame too. We were a lot alike now that I think about it. But maybe that’s the problem.

We pulled up at the hotel, and I got my luggage, as the rest of them went inside.

“Thanks for the help..d*cks.”

I mumbled to myself. But it’s not like I expected much, Kenny hated me, Matt and Nick were too tired to function.

I walked inside, barely able to hold all my bags, and waited behind Kenny in line, at the front desk.

The Bucks, were already gone, telling me they already had a room. Kenny got his key, and moved out of line, as soon as I got up there, they put up their no vacancy sign.

I clenched my jaw, and looked at the guy behind the desk, he shrugged and apologized before walking away. I groaned, and heard Kenny sigh from behind me, I’d figured he’d left already, and was surprised to see he hadn’t.

“Oh. Hey.” I mumbled.

“Do wanna share a room with me?” He asked, his tone softer than it normally was, when it came to talking to me.

I furrowed my brows, and shook my head. “No. You don’t want me to do that..I’ll just sleep in the car.” I replied nervously.

I couldn’t share a room with him, because yes, though I may hate him, I occasionally, think what if we didn’t hate each other? Then my mind starts to wonder, and then before I know it, thanks to falling asleep with these thoughts, I’ll have a sex dream about him, and avoid him for as long as possible.

He rolled his eyes. “Don’t be all you about this. Okay? You aren’t sleeping in the car.” He stated dryly before taking some of my bags out of my hands, and throwing them over his shoulder, he motioned for me to follow him, before walking down the hall.

I sighed. “What do you mean by ‘don’t be all you about this’? What does that mean?” I asked, as I followed behind him.

He didn’t answer me, but I know he heard me, by the look on his face. He unlocked the door to his room, and let me walk in first, his eyes wandered as he watched me walk inside, but he quickly looked away so that I wouldn’t notice.

“To answer your question,” He replied, shutting the door behind him. “It means, don’t argue, annoy me, or well..be you. Because you, are stubborn, and I don’t feel like dealing with your attitude tonight.”

I rolled my eyes. “There’s only one bed. So, which one of is sleeping on the floor?” I asked.

“We both just had matches. Neither of us are sleeping on the floor, don’t be ridiculous. It’s not gonna kill you, to sleep next to me for a few hours, will it?” He replied sarcastically.

I cocked my head, and crossed my arms with a smirk. “It might.”

He rolled his eyes. “There it is, that freaking attitude. You always have something stupid to say don’t you? You drive me insane!” He exclaimed.

I scoffed. “I drive you insane, really? Well, enlighten me Kenny, why do you hate me so much? What did I ever do to you?”

He furrowed his brows, a bit taken back by my question. “Um, excuse me, but you’re the one that has a problem with me, you started it.”

I shook my head. “I most certainly did not. The first time we met, no matter what I said to you, you wouldn’t talk to me, or even look at me Kenny, you haven’t liked me from the start. So, yeah. The feeling became mutual!” I hissed.

“You wanna know why I acted the way I did?! He started, as he clenched his jaw. “Because you made me nervous! Okay?” He admitted, before rubbing his eyes.

I didn’t believe him for a second.

I cleared my throat. “Well, it doesn’t matter. Because we hate each other now.”

His face softened. “Yeah? Well, what if we didn’t?”

He just had to say that.

I shook my head. “I need some sleep.” I mumbled, before lying down, he sighed and did the same.

“Night Y/N.” He stated, a hint of disappointment in his voice, making my mind wonder even more.

“Goodbye and goodnight.”

I smirked, not wanting him to think I was mad at him, in case he was being serious, about what he said. I half expected another stalker comment. But he just breathed a laugh, and said nothing.

I fell asleep soon after that, and sure enough, my sleep was flooded with dreams.

When I woke up the next morning, he wasn’t next to me, I let out a sigh of relief. I didn’t wanna have to look him in the eyes, after last nights dream.

I got out bed, and cleared my throat, I had no idea how I was going to pull this off.

He came out of the bathroom, dressed in different clothes from the ones he wore to bed.

He smiled softly. “Oh, hey. You’re awake.”

My face immediately turned blood red, and I refused to look him in the eyes. “Hey..” I smiled awkwardly.

“Oh the rooms yours, if you wanna get out of those jeans.” He stated, referring to the bathroom.

I pursed my lips together. “W-What?” I asked, feeling butterflies in my stomach. He cocked his head.

“I’m just saying, that, you’re probably dying to get out of those jeans, I mean they’re really tight, so you know, put on something more comfortable. That’s all I’m saying.” He smirked.

I nodded, as I knelt down, next to my bag, and looked through it for pants to wear.

I heard Kenny clear his throat, as he walked over to me, standing in front of me. I glanced up at him, before quickly turning my attention back to my bag.

I couldn’t believe that of all people, Kenny Omega, was doing this to me, making me choke on words, and and blush, I hated it, but there was nothing I could do.

“So, quick question..did you know you talk in your sleep?” He asked.

I felt like I was going to die on the spot, I stood up as fast as I could, and his eyes caught mine.

“Kinda liked you where you were. But this is fine too.” He started, as he cocked his head. “Enlighten me Y/N, why were you saying my name in your sleep? There’s gotta be a reason right?” He smirked, playing stupid.

That only p*ssed me off more.

“So you think just because I was moaning your name, means it was a sex dream?” I replied.

His smirk wider. “I never said moaning, nor did I imply it was a sex dream. But thank you for the clarification. Tell me..what was I doing in this dream of yours?”

I rolled my eyes. “Screw you Kenny.”

“If you tell me, I might do it.” He smirked, I bit my lip, before shaking my head.

I still didn’t believe anything he was saying.

He walked behind me, and wrapped his arms around me, pulling me close to his body. “You really don’t think I’m telling the truth do you?” He whispered in my ear. “Do I sound like I’m making this up?” He smirked, as he glanced down for a second, and turned me around, before pulling me closer to him.

“Does it feel like I’m making this up?”

I rolled my eyes. “I have no doubt that you wanna sleep with me. But, I also know you’ll throw it in my face later.”

Kenny dropped his hands at his side, and sighed. “You really think I’d do that to you? You really don’t know me at all. First of all, I’ve caught you staring at me multiple times, I notice when you’re avoiding me, probably because of a sex dream, which I now know, and I haven’t said anything. What would I gain from throwing it in your face anyway? Do you realize how pathetic it’d be to do that? I have dreams about you all the time.” He admitted, and instantly regretted it.

I cocked my head and smiled. “Oh really?”

He rolled his eyes. “But you know, I never yell out your name, so..”

I shook my head. “Enough about me, we’re talking about you. You had no problem teasing me, so maybe I should do the same.” I smirked, stepping into him, putting my hands on his chest, I felt him tense up, and my smirk grew wider. “Ooh, and it’s working.”

He cocked his brow. “Is it? How long can you handle teasing me before you give in? Face it Y/N, I’m better at this than you are.”

“Maybe we just shouldn’t tease each other. Maybe we should both give in..” i suggested, causing him to smirk.

“Are you giving in?”

I nodded as a response, and he cleared his throat before looking at my lips for a second, then back into my eyes.

“Then prove it.”

I cupped his face, before kissing him, it was passionate, and rough, he slammed me into the wall, I’ll be it, a little harder than he should’ve.

“Ouch Kenny.” I complained, and he rolled his eyes.

“You’re so annoying, just stop talking okay?” He hissed, taking short, sharp, breaths.

I opened my mouth to speak, but he cut me off with a kiss, before pulling away again, only to shed his shirt, and look me up and down.

“So, I take it, you really do wanna get out of those jeans. Right?” He asked, I nodded, and chuckled slightly, as I took them off and kicked them to the side, before lifting my shirt over my head.

He looked me up and down, and smiled. “Matching bra and underwear hm? That tells me, you knew this was gonna happen..” He teased, and I rolled my eyes.

“It’s a coincidence Ken.”

“I’m sure it isn’t.” He shrugged. “But, whatever you say.”

“And I’m the annoying one?” I mumbled, and Kenny chuckled, as he lifted me up, and I hooked my legs around him.

“Yes, you are.” He replied, before sitting me on the bed. “You know, it’s gonna be really hard for you to hate me after today.”

I smirked. “We’ll see about that.”

Later, we went to meet The Bucks in the lobby.

“Act natural, okay?” Kenny mumbled, and I rolled my eyes.

“I planned on it.”

“Did you? Because the look on your face, screams ‘I just had sex’. So, you aren’t doing great.” He chuckled.

Before I could reply, The Bucks walked over, smiles across their faces.

“Ready to go?” Matt asked cheerfully, earning a slight nod from me and Kenny. “After you two.” He added.

When me and Kenny went to walk out, we refused to look at each other, and bumped shoulders several times, only to awkwardly apologize about it.

Matt looked at Nick and smiled.

“Told you they just needed to bang this thing out.”

“I agreed with you on that, I just don’t know why you had to bribe the guy at the desk to say they were out of rooms.” Nick replied, as they started to walk out.

“Because, I can’t deal with the constant fighting, and this was worth it.” Matt explained, before walking out.

Nick rolled his eyes.

“I just hope the fighting in the back seat isn’t replaced with sex in the backseat.”

[sunnysidewrites]

Wolf!Wonwoo

Requested by anon: The Wonwoo fic and Taeyang fic are so freaking cute and they are so well written too omg! Please write more fics for the both of them as they're my favourites (: Wolf!au? Thank you ((((:

Requested by anon: Wolf!au for wonwoo or woozi! Thank you and I love your works!!

so i got the same au request i hope both of these suited your taste! LIKE I SAID I HAVE OVERWHELMING FEELS FOR WONWOO SO THIS IS PROBABLY LIKE THE LONGEST HEADCANON I’VE EVER WRITTEN THIS IS SUPER LONG OMG BUT I HOPE YOU ENJOY EVERYONE!!!! BACK AT IT AGAIN WITH THE WONWOO IMAGINES :)))) if you weren’t satisfied please send me another request!

oKAY NO LIE I WAS LITERALLY THINKING ABOUT THIS LAST NIGHT

I was lying in bed and was just like “hm you know wonwoo really resembles a wolf????”

aND THE NEXT THING I KNOW I HAVE 2 REQUESTS ABOUT THIS AU LMAO

I love jeon wonwoo anyways

You lived near a very dense forest with your grandpa

Since it was a small town, there could only be so many things that could happen before word travels

Ofc nothing ever happens in your small town the most eventful thing was when the local market ran out of your favorite potato chips like honEST TO GOD

But as of late there’s been more signs of wildlife in the forest and everyone is lowkey freaking out like what is this we haven’t even had livestock in 80+ years????

Thanks to the dense forest there’s been showing a steadily increase in deer population yay!!!! But also what!!!!

With deer ofc comes…………

Wolves

Packs and packs of them

You’re worried for your life what if a wolf is gonna attack you one day since you’re right next to their habitat!!!!!

Your grandpa is just like lmao y/n chill i was a hunter back in the days we’ll be fine

It was a chillier day than usual in the winter and temperatures were dramatically dropping

You were tired of being cooped up in the small little house so you were just roaming around in front of your porch and playing with the fluffy snow

You smol child were too busy cutely hopping around to notice a wolf lurking behind the trees oH SNAP

It wasn’t until it got a little closer that you felt a strange presence and you know that eery feeling in the horror movies where it’s like …..i feel like someone is there…..

You immediately stopped and cautiously looked around you

You would have missed it if you weren’t so keen about your surroundings bc the wolf so easily blended in with the forest and snow

yOU WERE GONNA SCREAM BUT dude they can probably smell fear that’s not your best choice here

your heart leapt in your throat so you couldn’t have screamed even if you wanted to (you did)

Gdi your grandpa was out running errands and he left like half an hour ago so you’re kinda screwed!!!

The wolf looked so,,, ethereal and majestic with its mix of black, gray, and white fur and it was still pretty young

It looked more like a wild husky so beautiful i love dogs

But you obviously didn’t have time to soak in their beauty you were about to get eaten for pete’s sake

You were very very very slowly backing away from it your door was only a few steps away

buT IT KEPT INCHING TOWARDS YOU LIKE PLS LEAVE ME ALONE ALL YOU WANTED WAS TO MAKE A SNOWMAN (it doesn’t have to be a snowman im sorry that joke is old)

You decided that maybe since this winter was harsher than normal it was hard finding food

So once your back hit the wall yOU SLAMMED & LOCKED THAT SHIT

You rummaged through your fridge to see if you could find absolutely anything for the wolf to leave you tf alone

“Aha!” you grabbed a piece of red meat and cut up a fourth of it into smaller chunks

You were pretty damn smart like we’re talking about how a pre teen be doing all of this

You brought your cutting board to your window and sure enough the wolf was still outside your house yiKES

You cautiously opened your window and you could see the little ears perking up

You threw the pieces as far as it could reach the wolf in the hopes of him leaving once he’s gathered his meal

At first the wolf jumped back in surprise like ??? what’s this human doing?????

After a few minutes of inspecting the meat the wolf cautiously approached the makeshift meal and started to gobble all of it in seconds flat

You’re just like,,,,,,,,,,,,,, that could have been me oh my god,,,,,,,,,,

After it finished eating it looks back up to you and even from afar you can see gratitude and hints of,,,, sorrow??? in its eyes

It turns back to the forest and disappears as fast as it came

All your little body can do is slump against the door clutching your beating heart like i WAS GONNA DIE TODAY

You thought that would be the last time you were gonna encounter a wolf but there wouldn’t be a plot then lmao

You managed to prevent any more wolf encounters as you grew up and by the time you hit 20 you have been successful

But all good things must come to an end

You decided to go to a college nearby to still help take care of your aging gramps but the school isn’t all half bad it’s pretty decent so good for you reader!!

It was now winter break aka the longest school holiday your college granted you with so you decided to return home and spend some Quality Time with your grandpa

Your grandpa’s health has been declining more apparently than ever

One time you had to rush him to the hospital because he fell unconscious and you were trying so hard not to tear up and be strong the whole time

You stayed overnight at the hospital despite the nurse insisting you return home but you just camped outside the hospital room and slept there

You woke up to a random blanket on you and you figured it was just a nurse who knew better than to convince you

Your grandpa quickly recovered in a matter of days go gramps

When he was finally discharged and you were approaching the front desk about the bill they were like “oh it’s already been paid for”

“What that’s strange I didn’t even get the bill yet”

“Someone walked in last night and said they’ll take care of it for you miss”

You thank her and walk away in confusion like,,,, ofc you’re grateful that you didn’t have to pay but who on earth would do that?????

One day you wanna explore the forest because i mean you lived next to it for basically almost your entire life and you don’t even know what it looks like!

Ofc your grandpa is like do you wanna get killed child um

“Pls gramps I lived my whole life being terrified of that forest and now that I’m older I kinda want to see what it looks like,,,, I’ll stay close enough to have the house in my view!”

“sigh,,,, well you’re an adult now I trust that you can make decisions for yourself so,,,, fine”

So off you go to your death exploring

You’re amazed by how enchanting the forest looks like from within, nothing like what you see from your house

The snow only adds more of a magical sense

There’s a small pond and some bushes where you guess is the deer’s habitat but they probably left to find a warmer spot

You push yourself to discover more about the forest so you inch just a litttttle farther

You see a bridge and think ????? did someone live here or something why is there a bridge?????

And being the curious cat you are you crossed it only to see aNOTHER HOUSE LIKE UM WHO THE

you hear some muffled talking and you’re just likE OH CRAP I GOTTA SCRAM so you hide behind a fairly big trunk just in time before some faces are in your view

You see a group of men around the same age as you and at first they seem to be normal but what’s normal about living in the middle of the woods????

You carefully eye each of them, and you mentally do a headcount of 13

One of them immediately catches your eye and you can’t help but feel a sense of familiarity

He’s wearing a gray turtleneck and black skinny jeans with a gray winter coAT SLJDKFLJDSFLJFDSLJFDLJDFSJDSF I LOVE WONWOO THE MODEL

He seems to be aware of you and he’s like @ the group

“Guys… do you sense someone here?”

And you’re like oH NO MY COVER IS BLOWN ABOR T M I SS ION

And the guys are like eh wonwoo you’re probably being a little paranoid

“Wonwoo it’s been years just let it GO!!!” (what’s up with all of these frozen puns this is unintentional i sTG!!!!) “the last time you said this it was just a rabbit!”

And you’re like ???? what do they mean by that buT I GOTTA JET

You wait for them to enter the house and wonwoo is the last one

He scans the area one more time and does a little head shake before heading inside

you can’t help but feel a tug in your heart because he just looked so disheartened and dejected

And he sWEARS he could have smelled your scent but maybe it was his brain tricking him like it did all these years :(((

Who hURT MY EMO SON wait you did indirectly lmao

You get tf out of there like “i aint trying to die again bye yall”

You’re scrambling to get out of there and when you reach the house your gramps is like so how did it go

“uM I HAVE HOMEWORK TO DO BYE”

Gramps: but??? it’s ,,,, break,,,,,,

You contemplate about what just happened back there

You: i shouldn’t go back i got lucky and didn’t get eaten alive

Also you: but i need to find out more ok it’s settled I will return

Soon enough you found yourself visiting the same place every day and now wonwoo is rEALLY on edge

“gUYS DON’T YOU SENSE IT WHAT THE HECK”

“wonwoo…….. We acknowledge your senses are the better ones out of us but…… you need to let her go”

You’re like omg what??? Her??? Who’s her?????

“You know I can’t do that…… she fed me -- hey wait a minute, is that someone over there?”

OOOHH FUCKKKKK

You’re like oH WELL FUCK MY LIFE

They whirl around to where his finger is pointing and they’re like hmm wait he’s right it looks like someone’s shadow

“COME OUT WHOEVER YOU ARE”

And you’re scared to literally freaking death bc you are not trying to get yourself killed but i mean you kinda had to see it coming tho

So you do what a reasonable person would

RUN

“hEY WHO ARE YOU”

But you just keep running and you eventually get lost in the forest and you’re like oh my god pLS NOT NOW

You’re desperately trying to reroute but you’re pretty sure you passed by that same stump six times

You try to calm down like ok look it’s still probably around noon and the sun is still out you still have time

That is until you hear a crunch of a leaf

And you’re like oH MY GOD NOW WHAT

You turn around to see you’re surrounded by dark black wolves

This is it this is where you die

And you’re trying to find an escape but you’re practically cornered

“Please….. Go find something else to devour……. I swear I am not tasty at all…………… I’m all bones you wouldn’t want that right aHAHA………...”

One of them inches closer to you and you can guess it’s probably the alpha male since it seems to be the biggest

And you’re like welp i lived a good life IM S ORRY GRAMPS YOU WERE RIGHT

You’re in the middle of having a mental breakdown when the alpha suddenly bares his teeth and you know it’s gonna go down

Just as it’s about to leap on you, you see another blurry figure slAMMING INTO THE ALPHA

A full on wolf battle is going on right in front of you

Not only did that wolf come but his entire pack did so it’s pack vs pack

And some black wolves are still trying to get @ you ;))) to devour you ;)))

I gotta go

But obv the other pack is like dON’T TOUCH HER and you’re super confused bc 

Well there’s obviously more than one thing to be confused about but your main concern is why am I not getting eaten??????

You can’t help but notice the one who rammed his body in your attacker has very,,,, familiar looking fur,,,,,,

And you’re like oMG NO,,,, NO IT CAN’T BE HOW

Since the wolf brawl has temporarily taken the focus off of you, you’re like ok this is my chance 2 escape

You don’t get too far like probably 15 feet when you’re feeling really lightheaded and nauseous

You stumble upon a tree and try to steady yourself but the events took a huge toll on you and so you collapse

Right before you do you feel someone’s arms holding your waist up and some yelling

“I… finally…. found you….” you hear someone whisper in your ear before you really blackout

By the time you regain consciousness the sun is about to set

You’re stirring around in a foreign bed and you’re like wait,,,, hold on,,,,,

Your eyes slowly adjust to the dim light and the strange room

You’re fully awake now and start panicking like where am i???? Am i gonna die?????

You see someone’s head on the edge of the bed and you’re like WHO THE

“oH GOODNESS” your little outburst woke him up

He groggily yawns and rubs his eyes “oh great you’re awake!!!!!11!!11”

You just stare at him in 34384682 emotions welling inside of you like pls do not hurt me i just want 2 go hOmE!!!

He starts to introduce himself as Wonwoo but who cARES YOU JUST WANNA GO HOME

“Ok Wonwoo i have no idea who you are or where I am but I need to leave before I’m actually gonna get killed by my grandpa I appreciate you letting me stay here for the time being but I gotta go now thanks i guess??? bye”

And you’re trying to keep your cool and escape as fast as you can but he’s right on your heels

He is nOT gonna let you leave so easily after spending the past decade thinking about you

You reach the outside of the house and you realize,,,, hey it’s the house i saw earlier,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

He eventually reaches you and pulls you around by the arm and you almost gasp when you see the intense look he has in his eyes

“I,,, can’t let you leave just yet”

“Please i’m sorry for snooping earlier!!! Please let m eg o I swear to keep my distance!!!!”

“tHAT’S THE THING I DON’T WANT YOU TO KEEP YOUR DISTANCE”

You: what

Him: what

“What…. did you say?”

“Don’t you remember me? You fed me”

And you’re like ?????????? ?? ???????  what is this guy on

“Uh… Wonwoo, was it? I think you have the wrong person; I don’t know what you’re--”

And it hits you

That day you thought you were gonna die

You look at him completely baffled like how is that even possible???? That was,,,, a wolf

Your breath is hitching you’re gonna faint again that means he was the same one who saved you from being eaten

“I know it’s hard to believe but that was me!!!!! Food was extremely difficult to find at that time and when I saw you…. Well, i was hoping you would be willing to spare me something”

My heart poor little wonu was gonna starve to death if it weren’t for you

“But…. but how….”

“Ah…. well that’s a story for later but the important thing is I was eternally grateful to you and I was determined to find you again,,,, I wanted to return the favor for saving me. Who do you think paid off your grandpa’s medical bills? I hope that blanket was warm enough for you”

YOU’RE FLIPPING OUT LIKE HOW DID HE

Turns out he’s been watching you from afar as his human form as your little guardian angel (or stalker…. tbh) im crying

“You were thankful just for some pieces of meat I gave out?”

“It wasn’t just some meat. You saved me from dying! I hadn’t had any food in my system for a week. I’ve helped your grandpa plenty of times at the market before. I also purchased those textbooks you needed for that math class”

“Wait but my friend gave those to me?”

“Yeah well that’s what I told her to say to you LOL”

gdi your friend was probably geeking out about how good looking he was

And you’re just trying to process this but it’s overwhelming to say the least

“You… you did all of that for me???”

And he’s like ofc!!! :DDD you deserve everything and more!!!!

And you’re like oH MY GOD DID I JUST DIE AND SEE AN ANGEL

“What about that pack from earlier?”

“That’s our rival pack,,,,, I’m so sorry you had to get caught up in our rivalry but good thing I got there in time. I told the others to help protect you”

And you start tearing up because of how gracious and humble and caring he is and he’s like oh nononono and starts to freak out and hugs you

You’re gonna bAWL why is this guy so nice to you he’s even rubbing circles on your back to help calm you down

“I’m not asking much of you…. but can we try getting to properly know each other? You were the only single person to not judge me in my wolf form,,,,, everyone else would throw sticks and stones :(((“ (words do indeed hurt you tho) “and i’m also grateful that you were able to accept me even as a creature that you feared”

you take a moment to breathe and eventually accept bc even tho this is all so sudden and foreign you can just tell he has a heart of gold and doesn’t wanna hurt you

Ofc your gramps throws a fit when you get home and he’s like wHY IS THIS GUY WITH YOU

After a long long talk things are settled and your gramps is like ok fine you can date her or whatever but one wrong move and your head is gonna be hanged here

“gRANDPA WE’RE NOT DATING (yet)!!!!”

“I’m just saying i got my eye on you boy”

You spend the rest of your break getting to really know Wonwoo and try to overlook his,,, alter ego thing,,,, as best as you can

You’re outside making snowmen and snow angels and just being so carefree about everything

You somehow end up in a snowball fight with wonwoo and he’s like ur going down!!11!!

You’re hiding behind a tree and peek out to find him but when all of a sudden someone ambushes you from behind

“I GOT YOU” he screams in your ear while you’re laughing and trying to wiggle out of his arms

You guys stumble and fall with him on top of you oHMYGOHDGHLGDS

Your laughter dies down a little and all you can think about is how close your faces are

He softly smiles at you and leans down to give you your firST KISS IM SCREAMING

“HEY KIDS WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU’RE DOING”

“gRANDPA STOP”

[kidnappingherinnocenceff]

Stubborn

Egypt ’ s POV After I eventually cooled down a little, I exited out of Flacko’s office and made my way to the steps. A dark chuckle left my mouth as I seen drops of blood on the staircase. Fucking bitch shouldn’t of been running her damn mouth. Probably wouldn’t of gotten her shit rocked then leaked.

I made it to the top and back to my room. At this moment all I wanted to do was curl up in my bed. I just wanted to go home and be with my parents. I didnt do anything to deserve being put in this sort of predicament. Shit isnt fucking fair. Being in this house and around a nigga like Flacko is worst than hell because he is the devil himself.

I snuk into my bed and buried my head in my pillow and let out an irritated and overdue scream into the pillow. I desperately wanted to cry out of frustration, pain, and hatred, but ill be dammed if i let a single tear fall. Im stronger than this .

A knock on my door broke me out of my train of thoughts but I refused to move or speak. Hopefully whoever it is will get the fucking hint and leave me alone but apparently not. The knocking went on a few more times before I heard my door slowly creek open. Way to go Egypt, ya forgot to lock the damn door. I didn’t even care whoever it is was or what they wanted. I just wanted them out my room.

“ Egypt are you okay ?” Autumn’s soft voice asked but I gave out no response

“ E baby talk to us. We just want to help you. Look we know how you feel-” I cut Cass off before she could finish that bullshit ass sentence.

“ No the fuck yall don’t know how I fucking feel.” I said while lifting my head up from pillow. “ Yall don’t know what I’m going through. Did either of you get kidnapped from your family and is being forced against your will to live here with a heartless bastard, or is the fate of your life basically in your drug addictied parents ?”

The girls had a look of shock on their faces but remained silent.

“ I didn’t think so. The difference between us is yall had a fucking choice to come here and one too fucking leave. I don’t ! If my parents dont pay him I’m dead. So please don’t come in here pretending you know how I feel cause you really don’t. Now please leave my room and shut the door on ya way out.”

I didnt even wait for a response. I got up from my bed and walked to my balcony. I closed the doors and leaned over the railing admiring the city. I stood there just wishing I could magically turn into a bird and fly away from here and towards freedom.

Rocky ’ s POV

After trying to calm down Egypt from killing Erin , I had one of my workers take her to the hospital because I’m pretty sure that she has a broken nose. I’m not even gon lie, seeing Egypt beat the shit out of Erin was a turn on. I knew from the start that shawty wasn’t a weak bitch and could handle her own, but today I seen that shit up close and personal. Seeing her fuming in my office made me wanted to bend her thick ass over that desk and fuck the anger out of her.

I went back to my office to see if she had calmed down, but when I got back she wasn’t there. I figured she was in her room so I started to jog up the steps but was stopped by Autumn and Cass coming down with sad looks on they face.

“ Aye if you’re going up to see E, just turn right back around. That girl is going through it and spazzed out on us.” Cass said in a low tone

I ran my hand down my face and sighed

“ Rocky you really need to let up on her. She’s not use to this and doesn’t deserve this and you know it.”

“ Look yall know the rule of the game. Feelings don’t mean shit. They just get you killed, if she wanna be mad then tell her lul dramatic ass to be mad at her junkie parents not me. I don’t have time to being dealing with some emotional ass broad.”

With that being said, I walked back to my office in need of a blunt or two. I walked over to where my couch and table is then sparked up one of the blunts I already had rolled. The effects of the kush started to immediately take over my body. I sunk lower into the couch and felt my eyes starting to get lower and my stress melting away.

I understand that Egypt didn’t ask for this to happen but she gotta understand that this is life and that shit happens. You deal with it then get over it. Crying and throwing bitch fits won’t solve shit. It just makes ya ass an easier target.

A couple youngins from the crew came in and sat around me. We didn’t speak for a second, but somehow more blunts was being rolled and sparked then put into rotation. Between 5 of us we had about 11 blunts rolled.

“ Aye Flacko what happened this morning ? Jay told me that new bitch beat the fuck outta that hoe Erin and put her in the hospital.” My nigga Ferg said. The rest of the guys tuned into the conversation.

“ Bruh that shit was wild. Me and Egypt was aruging on the steps and I guess we woke up Erin, cause next thing I know she come marching down the steps screaming at us to shut the fuck up. Next thing I know E swung on her and dragged her ass down the steps. Shawty was going in. Shit was sexy too.” I smirked to myself while recalling the fight this morning.

The guys let out laughs and a couples of damns.

“ Well damn my nigga. So have you busted them guts yet cause lul mama bad as fuck ?”

“ Nah bruh. She a tough one. She barely lets me be in the same room as her let alone touch her ole stuck up ass.” They busted out laughing at my saltiness.

“ Don’t tell me that you losing ya touch when it comes to the bitches man.” I started to choke on the blunt once them words left Ferg’s mouth.

“ Me ? Lose my touch ? Nah nigga never. A king can never lose his touch. I can have any bitch in the city with the snap of a finger.” I said after regaining my breath.

He smirked at me for a second before speaking, “ Prove it then Flacko cause right now you letting a bitch show you up but since you talking big shit how bout you put ya money where ya mouth is.”

“ I’m listening. What you got in mind ?”

“ $ 1,000 says not only will you not be able to smash lul mama but that you also cant make her say I love you in 4 months.” His sinister smile appearing.

“ $ 1,000 ? Shit that’s easy as fuck bruh. I’m game though.”

“ Let’ make it more interesting though. How about $60,000 he asked while holding out his hand.

I sat there for a second. $60,000 is chump change in my book, but it’s not like imma lose, so I smirked before shaking his hand

” This bout to be the easy 60 grand I’ve ever made.“ I said while laughing.

Anonymous POV

Did I just hear Flacko correctly ? Did he just bet 60 grand on fucking Egypt ? Oh this is finna be sweet and fun to watch. Not like that bitch doesn’t deserve it. I can’t wait to see the tears run down her face once she finds out about this because imma be the one to tell her. But imma wait for the perfect moment.

That bitch is gon remember my name. Revenge never tasted as sweet.