#I wish I could go back in time
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i hate being so sensitive
#sensitive#i hate myself#i hate what i’ve become#i wish i could go back in time#mentally unstable#trauma#i wanna kms#i want to be okay#tw depressing stuff#mentally tired#tw depressing thoughts#i relapsed again#what is my life#mental abuse#depression relapse#manic episodes
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Young Marco hits different 🥹
#marco reus#borussia dortmund#germany nt#when i fell for him#he was the reason i started watching football and started watching BVB#i wish I could go back in time#he was so young and cute#good old days
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I feel like I didn’t realize my brother was my best friend until he died, and now I just have to go about the world like it’s okay that he’s not here and no matter what I can never have another brother again and it makes me so sad. it’s hard to even think about and hard to talk about bc the immensity of the loss I feel is just too much to explain to anyone.
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If only I didn’t quit piano when I was younger. I would be able to look at sheet music and play the song right then and there but now I have to write down every note and annotate the sheet music so I can play.
#chaotic academia#dark academia#the secret history#coquette#dead poets society#tsh#academia aesthetic#chaotic academic aesthetic#donna tartt#piano#I wish I could go back in time#it takes me so long to read sheet music
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10 Reasons Why You Should Watch Le Corsaire (aka the pirate ballet)
it's a ballet about pirates
the costumes are so prettyyyy
the soundtrack? EPIC. you can definitely tell it's about pirates and I'm kinda obsessed with it
the two main characters are pirate captain Conrad and his fiesty girlfriend Medora, and the dancers playing them ALWAYS do such a good job at pretending to be in love
betrayals! plot twists! a random shipwreck at the end for some reason??
it's got the fairytale trope of a beautiful maiden falling asleep because of a poisoned object. Now you think it'd be Medora, but you're wrong. It's Conrad
there's a mutiny against Conrad because what pirate story is complete without a mutiny
it's based off of a poem, The Corsair, written by this dude named Lord Byron and it was apparently super popular back in the day. Like it sold ten thousand copies on release day. My favorite tidbit about the source material is that instead of being his girlfriend Medora is Conrad's WIFE she also died from grief because she thought he'd died but we're not going to talk about that
you can finally understand the origins of my beloved space pirate OCs (and if you have no idea who they are, feel free to send me an ask I will GLADLY ramble about them)
there's a free recording of it on YouTube :D
#le corsaire#ballet#space pirates#I wish I could go back in time#and personally thank whoever came up with the idea of a pirate ballet#because wow. the VIBES.#10/10 ballet would recommend plz watch it
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I wish I could have been a rockstar’s girlfriend. And yeah I would want all the craziness and uncertainty that comes with it.
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Man, every time I think the detective conan movies can't get any worse, the new year proves me wrong.
#oh the days of movies 1/4/8/14#I wish I could go back in time#I rewatch movie 8 on my birthday every year#maybe I should go rewatch movie 4 again#sigh#detective conan#shinichi kudo#conan edogawa#ran mouri#I really miss ran#dcmk
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Watched high life to get more ewan crumbs and i have never regretted anything more
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this one under a cut not bc its triggering its just kind of spoilery if you care about those things
ooooooo the girls are fighting
#I wish I could go back in time#and experience this for the first time again#it's so fucking unexpected and funny I love him#and also sad as fuck!!#I have to stop soon bc I dont want to spoil too much for my rp blog#and also#I dont want to cry in the woods LOL#ph posting#spoilers //
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i really don’t think it’s “typical dragon age fandom nonsense” for people to be genuinely upset about the world state choices. combat, level design, art direction, gameplay gimmicks, those have all varied across each dragon age game. the one thing that’s remained constant are nods to our previous choices.
i wasn’t expecting my HoF to come riding in on a griffon, but i can’t find a monument dedicated to warden tabris somewhere around the anderfels? lucanis couldn’t have some lines about the time that one arainai boy was stirring up trouble in antiva city? you’re gonna tell me that making a mage the new divine wouldn’t have some impact on nevarra and antiva? on the anderfels, the supposed most devout militant andrastian nation in thedas? you’re saying nobody in the north is paying attention to who rules orlais or ferelden? come on.
#dragon age#yes i’ve seen john epler’s explanation on only wanting to carry forward choices that they could ‘really do something with.’#and i understand what he’s saying and i’m curious to see how those 3 choices they brought forward will impact the story!!#but i’m still disappointed. and i think telling people why they shouldn’t be disappointed is just gonna make them More disappointed.#also don’t really appreciate dev comments like ‘careful what you wish for with cameos. it just gives us an excuse to find new and horrific#ways to kill your faves teehee 🤭🤭’ like okay???????? what???#alistair came back twice & could be fine both times. loghain’s inquisition cameo was so meaningful because who the hell expected to see him#again? leliana can straight up die in origins and yall brought her back anyways. like what are we doing out here.#also when i think of ‘typical’ nonsense for this fandom it’s people doxxing each other over fictional character opinions. or what#fictional side your fictional inquistor took in the fictional mage-templar war. or just plain old racism.#NOT ‘damn it’s fucking upsetting that this excited replay i’ve been doing of the previous games and all the recommending i’ve been doing#for new fans to play the other games before veilguard has turned out to be pretty fucking pointless.’#might as well tell someone to watch a let’s play of trespasser and that’s it.#11/26 in a hater mood so i’m turning rbs back on lol. go forth & be petty
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On autonomy, and what it means to be Obliged to Help.
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#a homestuck walks into an antechamber and asks#hey is anybody going to make this dynamic wholly deterministic and thus dubiously consensual by its very nature#ANYWAY bigger ramble below. scroll down like usual#isat spoilers#isat#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat loop#sifloop#THATS RIGHT WE'RE STILL SHIP TAGGING IT BABYYYY#in stars and time#in stars and time fanart#lucabyteart#RAMBLE START: anyway i think loop is wrong here. they have it backwards. as-- in my opinion--#the main reason they could be called back into existence postcanon is because *their* wish for help is still not complete#they still need help. siffrin still needs help. neither of them will ever stop needing help.#they will thus uphold the wish until the end of siffrin's natural lifespan.#that said. what does it mean that loop can be so wholly forced to abide by siffrin's wants?#(assuming the dagger cutscene posession is them being forced to uphold the 'help siffrin' wish via harsh universe logic)#[as opposed to something capricious and cruel the change god did. which feels out of character for the change god to me?]#much like how the island wish and duplicate objects are neutered by simply sliding off people's brains...#is loop subtly ushered toward their wish? obviously it's not a full override (see: the bossfight). but is there any interference?#and if so. so what? does it matter? if they don't notice? is it even real if they don't notice?#and even if they do notice. the universe leads we follow. how much do either of them value their free will in a belief system like that?#the whole game is dedicated to siffrin habitually NOT excersizing his free will. doing things the same Every Time.#Loop ESPECIALLY does this. predetermined predetermined predetermined even in the FACE OF CHANGE. REFUSING. ANY CHOICE.#Maybe they'd even be comforted by having a universe-ordained purpose even if it is subservient. even if its to Him.#(though. i can't see siffrin enjoying the idea that someone is subservient TO them... then all their suffering is his fault...)#loop got into this mess via WANTING too much. no more free will. can't be trusted with it. take it away from them.#but yeah. gets my greasy detective pony hands all over this. and everyone please do remember i like to make characters Outright Wrong A Lot
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the dialogue choices in this game should be more diabolical
#i love akechi but i sometimes i wish you could bully him like no matter which dialogue u pick it sounds like ur flirting back w him#“i'm going to be completely honest with you. i've always hated you” why can't u say smt unserious back#like “sorry i have a snatched waist and correct opinions on everything.” or like “ur loss lmao”#hate playing darts with this bitch bc i play on a steamdeck and i don't have a fucking gyroscope so like#it's trying to replicate how the joycons or pro controller would throw AND ITS SUCKS SO BAD#like i just see akechi get a hat trick every single fucking time with three bulls in a row and meanwhile im struggling to line the thing up#and then after u finish he's like “hmm i see. that's an interesting way to play it” WHAT THE FUCK THERES LITERALLY NO STRATEGY HERE SMARTAS#I JUST MISSED. IM NOT STRATEGIZING. THERES NOTHING “INTERESTING” ABOUT IT.#i hate going to penguin snipers so much i hope i can get this stupid game on switch so i can actually rank up akechi's baton pass#and not waste like 1000 yen every night bc i refuse to not let a party member be on rank 3#akechi fuck yourself why can't we play 501 like we do with everyone else. why do u have to make everything abt this stupid rivalry#im gonna kms i hate akeci and i hate darts#persona 5#persona 5 royal#p5#p5r#goro akechi#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#shuake#akeshu#lotus draws
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Cariño mío, ojos azabaches .
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#my art#daycare attendant#dca fandom#moondrop#<- dca.. they're back in town ...#not tagging sun bc thats just their head :p#anywayyy hopefully this means something to someone. that's all i could ever wish for when it comes to my art#thats probably a bit too sentimental or something but sometimes it's hard to tell if the stuff you make is actually reaching people#or if you're just another person making content to satiate an insatiable crowd#is my art edible? is it a meal to you? is it a one time only thing? does it have any lasting effect on you?#is it just nutrients to sustain you? or is it something that will genuinely stick to you for at least longer than the first second?#i will stop talking now. you can eat my art as much as you'd like but can you at least savor it a little? compliment the chef a little bit?#for the ones who've read this far: this is actually for an AU i've been thinking about recently. i won't be sharing what it's about lol#but if you wanted some context for this... here you go. i'd like to think this has more meaning to it than just being an AU though#and maybe me not disclosing what the AU is will make you think about this post for a bit longer? it's a mystery now....#aaaand i just noticed i forgot the bells on the ribbon on their arm. great. excellent. perfect. whatever
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SENATOR JAI KELL… RYDER AZADI… LOTHAL’S ENVIRONMENT HEALING AFTER THE EMPIRE… LOTH CATS… EZRA BRIDGER “WE GREW UP TOGETHER(😭😭)… YOU’RE LIKE A SISTER TO ME”… THE LOOK ON HERA’S FACE WHEN REALIZING EZRA COULD BE ALIVE… THE PARALLEL SHOT TO THE OPENING SHOT OF REBELS… THE SCORING???…
REBELS FANS WE WIN
#ahsoka series#ahsoka#star wars rebels#swrebels#swr#wish I could go back in time and tell myself 6 years ago what we were in for
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