#I was intending to kill myself and ended up SHing and crying for nearly an hour
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I'm such an easy person to read aren't I like even online. I'm very expressive in the way I type and the way I talk and irl in the way my expressions look. I've never really been able to hide my emotions
#I think I feel things too strongly#You wouldn't expect the extreme facial expressions from someone who's autistic but I think that's why#Adhd causes the extreme emotions ofc#And I've just got no facial filter like every thought is visible#Unfortunately no one in my life cares enough to notice lmao#I once left a 3 hour art group for 30 minutes after telling my best friend in the world thst I'd be gone for 5 cause I needed fresh air#I was intending to kill myself and ended up SHing and crying for nearly an hour#He didn't even fucking check on me#I came back in and he barely noticed#I can't remember whether or not I told him abt it later but if I did he didn't care very much#I love him so so much but he just doesn't love me like thst#I can always tell when he's feeling less good bc i love him enough to learn#I'm not good at reading others naturally but I put in the time to know him#And I can start nearly crying in front of him and unless I spell it out for him he doesn't even notice#Shit if I keep talking about him I might end up spiraling into paranoia again#Gonna stop#Bye guys <3#May or may not want to fucking kill my best friend but he isn't texting me right now (I fucking hate him) so he'll never know#He also never fucking checks the one social media I'm on#He can't even fucking pretend to care about my#God I want to fucking kill him#I hope he dies
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