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Thoughts on Jack's dream(MASSIVE main story spoilers ahead)
JACKS DREAM got me by the thROAT bc the more I analyze it the more angsty it feels and I alreadfy sobbed n cried and I must SCREAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMM He's dreaming of the magift tournament but basically if..... if Leona's plan never took place....... If Leona actually WERE the hero Jack has idolized...... đ
First I gotta take note dosodkgkfdgjdfkghfdjk hOW JACK YEARNS FOR HIS SENPAI'S PRAISE AND AFFECTION đ„șđ„ștruly the epitome of loyal, puppy-like behavior..... It doesn't take much for him to be happy⊠He yearns for the respect and acknowledgement of those he admires. He craves respect and recognition, but not only thatâhe genuinely wants to see those he admires thrive.
Seems to me that what Jack longs for most is a sense of belonging within a pack. Heâs not just devoted to those he holds in high regard; he also desires to be cared for in return (This becomes even more apparent when he asks Ruggie to act as a mentor or older-brother figure in his dorm uniform vignette.) Jack's actions reflect his innate wolf natureâa being built for connection, loyalty, and mutual protection. No matter how much he tells himself or others how he prefers to handle things on his own⊠We can clearly see that Jack is happier when heâs part of a team, fighting alongside companions whoâve got his back. Itâs the dynamic balance of trust: to protect and be protected, to rely on others and let them rely on him in return. It deeply resonates with the essence of wolves.
We often hear the phrase âlone wolf,â an expression of grudging admiration. A lone wolf is often viewed as a rugged individualist, uncompromising and independent, driven to forge his own path, unfettered by the sentimental need for companionship. In reality, few people would ever want to live this wayâand, as it turns out, few wolves would either. Wolves, males and females alike, may go through periods alone, but theyâre not interested in lives of solitude. A lone wolf is a wolf that is searching, and what it seeks is another wolf. Everything in a wolfâs nature tells it to belong to something greater than itself: a pack. Like us, wolves form friendships and maintain lifelong bonds. They succeed by cooperating, and they struggle when theyâre alone. Like us, wolves need one another. (source)
Which is why the factual reality cuts so deeply.
After Ortho wakes Jack up (in oUTER SPACE DKJGDSDKFJGKJS that was so adventitious but so cool.....) and Jack falls down like a meteorite (ALSO SUPER COOL BUT WTF.....) Fake!Leona and Fake!Ruggie rush to his side, Leona softly reassures him, saying itâs a relief heâs uninjured and advising him not to be so reckless while Ruggie says ''You're a promising rookie. Our treasure.'' (I started crying here.)
Jack breaks into a bitter, despairing laugh as the truth crashes down on him. The sincerity and warmth his âupperclassmenâ showed in that moment? It wasnât real. It never actually happened. Jack recounts his excitement when he first joined Savanaclaw, eager to fight alongside the dormmates he admired so much. He talks about how he had watched Leonaâs play three years agoâover and over again, captivated by it. He reveals the painful truth of discovering their wicked plan, the frustration of being unable to snap them out of it, and the overwhelming helplessness that consumed him.
I gotta say, I'm SO HAPPY that Jack's feelings on the events of book 2 were finally properly addressed now (cause let's be real, book 2 uhh... did kinda a shitty job at this đ Neither the narrative nor the fandom really took the time to explore the emotional impact it had on him, which is such a disservice to his character.)
Think about it from Jackâs perspective. He was obsessed with Leona's play 3 years ago, watching it over and over again. In his eyes, Leona was a hero, someone worth idolizing to the point of projecting an idealized image of him: an earnest, hardworking, honorable leader. When Jack finally had the chance to join Savanaclaw and be part of the dorm he had admired so deeply, what was his reality? Ostracization, bullying and even physical violence from some of his dorm mates (as shown in Leona's dorm uniform vignette) And worst of all? Jack was met with his idolâs true, treacherous sideâdirty tactics, underhanded schemes, and a willingness to harm others to achieve his goals. When Jack tried to confront them about it, he wasnât met with understanding or respect. Instead, he was called a âfilthy traitorâ and a âspoiled bratââby the very person he admired most. Itâs a complete dismantling of everything Jack believed in, everything he worked for.
It's a shame the game and manga did not give enough weight to Jackâs feelings, (the novel seems to do a better job at it though) but now itâs clear just how much this hurt him. It wasnât just a setback; it was a deep, personal betrayal that shook him to his core.
Heâs only a first-year. Beneath his gruff demeanor and physical strength, Jack is still a boyâpure-hearted, earnest, and full of hope. All he wanted was to stand beside those he respected most but what he got instead was disappointment, betrayal, and rejection. To idolize someone so deeply, only to have that image crushed in the most personal, gut-wrenching way........ Savanaclaw doesn't deserve him đ
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,,,,okay forgive me to break the essay to talk about this but I'm going insane over the fact fake Ruggie ominously coos, ''Hey puppy-chan you're a good boy so come here.....'' UGHGHHHDSHNGDSHNDGSHHHnnnnhhHHHH HE IS BASICALLY SAVANACLAW'S UNOFFICIAL MASCOT,,,,,,, their loyal little puppy đ„șđ„șđ„șđđ
fake ruggie and fake leona try to lure him in to sleep again, but Jack says he has no intention of fighting alongside fakes and defeats them đ
And we get this utterly precious moment where Jack praises Yuu and Grim for having guts and persevering through everything and he PETS GRIM'S HEAD............ HE DIDN'T NEED TO COMFORT THEM BUT AWWAAHBBBAYYAWYWYHAWWABYWAWAYAA
I can't wait to see what role he'll play in Leona's dream đ Jackâs arc feels like itâs finally getting the weight it deserves⊠đđđ
#twisted wonderland#twst spoilers#twst book 7#jack howl#leona kingscholar#ruggie bucchi#savanaclaw#shakes shaeskshakesshaks you IM LOSGIN MY MIND..........#JACK PETTED MY HEADD TOOOOOOO NOT JUST GRIMS!! *inhales copium*#THIS UPDATE WAS SO GOOD đ#thank you for giving me tiny itty crumbs......#unrelated but the moment when leona said ''you woke up.....poor thing'' uhh that was đłđłđłincrediblhy..........ghghghrhgrrrrr hgoroh#you know at his breakdown i couldn't stop thinking of a line from phantom of the opera that fits him so much at that moment#âfarewell my fallen idol and false friend. we had such hopes but now those hopes lay murderedâ#jack and leonas relationship is so complex i love them so much :(((
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Everytime I think im not improving I compare my old art to my new art. This is a 2 year difference!! I like to think my color choice and composition has significantly improved. (First 2 images are from 2 years ago last 2 are from this year).
For funsies here's art from 3 years compared to now!!
#btw im not into mcyt anymore#I was at the time but that was 2 years ago now đ#my art progress#art progress#fanart#toffeesbabbles#cw blood#cw body horror#I did lots of bloody stuff this year#so I couldn't find much that didn't have blood#sorrryyyyy#why did none of my old drawings have shoulders#đđ#i can still appreciate my old self for trying#wow I used to draw way more often than I do now#cw gore
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dating an art student was so crazy I'm just thinking abt that one birthday I had where my ex got me stickers from the etsy of the person they were cheating on me with....
#they made them address the thank you note to me and everything ajskfjfkfb. i didnt know they were cheating at the time but wow...#every time i break out my sticker collection and see them im reminded of it. but i cant throw out the stickers theyre deltarune ones đ#like they were a rly cool artist.... just unfortunate that happened đ#the drama was insane. my ex only wanted to sleep with them but they (other person) wanted them to break up with me so they could date#but my ex dumped them rly harshly for suggesting that i guess 'romantic' cheating was a step too far even for them lmaooo#i heard abt their breakup secondhand and god could they be cruel sometimes. they made fun of the sex theyd had w them#to all their mutual friends n everything i actually felt so bad for the other person when i found out. at least our breakup wasnt that bad#i only finally got that cruel side of them directed towards me like a year after when they wanted us to stop being friends#but yeah. its also funny in a way bc my ex only suggested i had adhd bc the other person did too + struggled a lot with rsd#which i guess they found out when they broke up with them. and then looked at that and thought huh my gf is kind of similar...#and this was like. 2 years before i even considered i had adhd myself and sought diagnosis ahdkfidjcjdjfjfjfkdbfnf#this made me go look the other persons art page up on instagram + then i recognised some of their friends/flatmates art pages and i found#their (my exs that is) grad year film which is still being shown at animation festivals... good for them good for them#i dont think they have an art page themselves tho cuz they were always v shy and weird abt sharing art on social media#like everyone else except them is tagged on things... shame i wouldve liked to see what they were making now. even if we're not friends#also one of their old roommates made some REALLY similar squid game fanart to mine like a month after i posted it huh..#not mad abt it or anything i think its cool i just didnt realise they showed my art to their friends. thats cute#ah this was years ago anyway. getting my head out of the rabbit hole#im gonna go play some elden ring and then maybe do smth fun in my sketchbook we shall seeee#.diaries
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just got a text from the hr department that my boss wants to talk to me tomorrow đ
#weâve had a wave of resignations and now he apparently wants to know how iâm doing#clearly he just wants to know if iâm gonna stay lol#and iâve been wanting to quit for months iâm only staying until my scholarship contract expires bc i donât want to pay the money back#if it wasnât for the scholarship i wouldâve been out of there a long time ago the working hours are brutal and the pay is laughable#apparently he offered 2 other colleagues more money to stay i wonder if heâll do the same for meâŠ#i know iâm gonna be so nervous tomorrow but this is a good opportunity to tell him everything thatâs been on my mind for so long#even though i know it probably wonât change much at least iâll know that i spoke my truth and stood up for myself#people whoâve worked here for over 15 years have quit recently thatâs how bad things are atm#i deserve better i just need to pull through these last 5 months of the contract#hopefully iâll be able to find a better job bc iâm tired of these long hours and not having proper weekends i barely have any free time#i have to work 4 (FOUR!!!) saturdays in a row rn đđ«đ€Ąđ« đłïžđ¶đŒââïž#âïž
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i literally entered 2024 like it was 2014 i am sitting here reading all of solas' dialogue with the other companions on the wiki and looking up old patrick weekes tweets and listening to the trespasser soundtrack and reading posts with speculation from 8 years ago i am the world's stupidest soldier
#but hey it's better that it got to me now than earlier right đđđ#IT'S SO FUNNY HOW I KEEP RUNNING INTO PEOPLE SAYING 'omg hope they take their time with da4 release it in 2-3 years even!!'#and they're dated like. 6+ years ago lmao#but idk what they'll do bc like... they have to include the inquisitor somehow right.............right...................pleath#and you know what i realized even if da4 isn't that great... inquisition wasn't deemed as that great either but i fucking loved it#if it's even close to as good as inquisition i will be so happy#just... make it nowhere close to da2 and i'm good<3333333333333333333333#.txt
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okay ventpost time im bored and my period is late
#my mother is leaving AGAIN#to stay with my father#bhai mujhe nahi rehna akele i don't want to parent my brother#i don't want to cook or stress about what to eat and clothes and laundry and literally buying vegetables every few days#well all these things are just surface level but i REALLYYYYY do not want to live alone with my thoughts#i want to study i can't just study on my phone with no adult mere sarr pe khade hoke asking ki itna tv#kyu dekh rahi hai kya hua class kyu nahi attend kari#kar liya try bhai call me immature and childish and pathetic and dependent and undisciplined whatever but mere bas ki baat nahi hai#also ooooh listen to my moms great solution: she'll stay there and dad will come!! to live with us two!! alone!! haha.#it's sk fucking sad and repetitively traumatizing ki i don't even know how to react#my sister is the only kid both my parents like when she stays home things are mostly calm and happy#they dote on her they tolerate us#and they should i love her too but now i feel like crying because i don't want her to stay back just for me??? my stupid mental health??#she's doing enough by staying here till rakhi just because i asked her begged her to not leave me alone mami ke side#she could've fucked off and gone to live her life 10 days ago#it's not fair#the person i love and want to live with.. if she stays she's miserable and her being miserable mskes me miserable#i just. i miss her so much. she already feels so distant and busy and then she'll go abroad and totally forget about me right#who doesn't need all this constant depression holding you back weighing you down when you're living your best life#i hate that there's no solution i just have to grow up and be okay with it#i already got more time with her than i thought she stayed home like 2 years extra cause of covid#3 actually#ab why am i crying it was a good day#also i don't want to make it all about me but like. idk when i was picturing my adult life i was thinking like#night clubs and gay bars and beaches at night#i never factored in real factors like the horrifying fucking country we live in đđ#it's just it was the only thing that kept me going the promise of a better future#but now what.#and like#it's feels so stupid now the fact that i sometimes want to like
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EVERYONE ALWAYS SAYS THAT AND THEN THEY BULLY ME WHEN THEY MEET ME IN PERSON
GOOD. SHORT PEOPLE DESERVE TO BE BULLIED!! JUST BE TALLER
#last time i was measured was actually 2 years ago for a weightlifting comp#i was 178 cm which is around 5'10#but like i said that was 2 years ago and i think im actually taller by now đ#socks talks#SPILLS
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im starting my 5 day mental preparation program for starting patho 2 again this weekend
#yknow when like 2 years ago or something i had just gotten to the part where the inquisitor comes to town#but then the ps4 gave me irrepairable damage to my brain and spirit by chugging and crashing the game even more than it already did#maybe this time my immunity wont be gone immediately bc loading screens took 10 seconds and froze my controls#but the immunity still kept going down while it loaded đđđđđđ#oh no now talking more abt it is giving me war flashbacks and making me lose enthusiasm to play it again HDJFKDJDJ#no but rlly its such a cool game and im rlly looking forward to playing it in a playable state#and its one i think everyone should play. but its SO inaccessible#you need a very high end pc or. well i havent played it on the ps5 but the ps4 is not enough#like i said i got to over the half way point on the ps4 t and yes it was hell bc of the lag and frame drops and the amount of#extra items you had to use bc of the lag but then i had to stop bc at the same point on that day it crashed everytime i reached it again#which was frustrating bc i had finally gotten to the point that artemy wasnt starving 24/7 despite eating 4 2-course meals a day LMAO#but yeah starting it again is so daunting bc of the reputation of the game of course#but i need to keep reminding myself that the gameplay wasnt THAT difficult like at the end of the day i got through it and wasnt stressed#but that the thing that made me rip my hair out was the lag and the crashes leading to lost progress#which hopefully will be fixed when i play on the ps5!#i just finally after such a long time got the desire to play it again and i have to use it while i can
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â ËïœĄâౚà§Ë Barça Boy
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â„ pairing: pablo gavi x fem!driver!sainz!reader
â„ synopsis: for as long as you can remember your older brother carlos sainz has been a loyal fan of the football team real madrid. you were an f2 driver who never took your mind off of your own sport; that was until carlos brought you to a barcelona v real madrid game and you fell for a player on the opposing team.
â„ smau - none of the pictures are mine
â„ warnings: swearing and hate comments !!!
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carlossainz55 I'm literally taking you to a madrid game
yourusername exactly đ
user60 you should be greatful
user60 I'd kill to have those tickets
user71 she's always so ungrateful đ
user80 celebrities that don't know anything about the sport getting shit for free pisses me off
user6 @/user80 pretty sure Carlos payed for the two of their tickets but go off
user56 @/user80 not sure she even counts as a 'celebrity'
user7 NEED me some sombas
user8 im obsessed with their dynamic
user2 the sainz siblings >>>
landonorris @/carlossainz55 take me with you next time
user5 aww carlando dates
user3 gonna need a carlando football landolog asap
â§Ë °. Ęâ âč . ĘË . Ęâ§âË . Ęâ âč . ĘË . ĘË°â§
"Could you at least pretend like you're watching?" Carlos said, gazing at you as you scrolled through your phone.
You clicked the device off and slid it into your pocket.
"I'm sorry Carlos I'm just not really as interested in this as you are..." you paused. "I mean if I want to make it into F1 I gotta train right? I should be on the sim right now."
"C'mon," he groaned. "You're a Sainz, of course you're going to make it. Relax a little. Enjoy the game, please?"
You rubbed your eyes and sighed, "I'll try."
You crossed your arms and watched the game unfold. One of the Barcelona players scored a goal and went sprinting past you into a knee slide. He really caught your eye and you couldn't help but watch him the rest of the match.
â§Ë °. Ęâ âč . ĘË . Ęâ§âË . Ęâ âč . ĘË . ĘË°â§
â§Ë °. Ęâ âč . ĘË . Ęâ§âË . Ęâ âč . ĘË . ĘË°â§
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fcbarcelona we'll adopt you y/n
yourusername do I get a kit?
pablogavi you can have one of mine
yourusername @/pablogavi đ€
user9 THE @ IS CRAZY
carlossainz55 đ
user7 GAVIIIII
user5 find yourself a man who will love you even when you wear sunglasses with hot sauce (possibly ketchup?) bottles on them
user8 former sainz đ
user12 "barcelona apologist" đ
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yourusername I guess I'm a culer now. thanks for the kit @/pablogavi it fits perfectly đ
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pablogavi look who I found
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user6 carlosâ face đ
user50 thought you were âtoo busyâ for football đ
user61 no way gavi is settling for her
user2 no bc sheâs so pretty đ
user9 theyâre literally the cutest couple
user1 those family reunions are gonna be awkward tho lmao
prema_team its good to see you gavi :)
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user12 heâs my favorite wag
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yourusername signed a contract with ferrari next season. Iâll see you on the grid big bro @/carlossainz55
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pablogavi estoy orgulloso de ti hermosa (I'm proud of you beautiful)
yourusername gracias mi amor
user7 so cute đ„č
user8 if I knew thirsting over him on main worked I woulda tried it years ago đ
user6 madridista v culer war ferrari edition
user10 ïżœïżœïżœmy girlfriend is hotter than youâ true đ€·ââïž
carlossainz55 congrats or whatever
yourusername you know you love me
#đđđ'đ đđđđđ ౚà§#pablo gavi x reader#pablo gavi x y/n#pablo gavi x you#pablo gavi imagine#pablo gavi fluff#gavi x reader#gavi x yn#gavi x you#pablo gavi smau#football smau#footballer x y/n#footballer x reader#footballer imagine#footballer fanfiction#f1 fic#f1 fanfic#formula 1 fic#formula 1 fanfic#formula one fic#formula one fanfic#f2 imagine#platonic grid x reader#carlos sainz#carlos sainz jr#driver!reader#sainz!reader#fem reader#crossover fic
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I had somebody tell me that it was wrong for me to like yanderes because that stuff can happen irl-
Jokes on you buck-a-roo I actually had a stalker before and she was scarier than half of the fictional yanderes I like- HA!
#Yeah this a vent post-#It was almost 2 years ago now but everytime I remember her I get scared#She beat the absolute shit out of me and then got mad the one time I defended myself đ#And then when I finally cut her off and had to change schools my closest âfriendâ became friends with her#And started standing up for the shit she did to me đ#Anyways back to your regularly scheduled cursed and funny posts
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ౚৠFOOLISH ONE ౚà§
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SUMMARYౚৠLove sucks. Men suck. Even worse? Your âdateâ stood up up. To cheer you up, your friend invites you to a F1 race to cheer on her boyfriend and meet some new people. Not your thing. But a new face gives you hope.
PAIRING ౚৠLando Norris x Fem!Reader
WARNINGS ౚৠmen sucking ass and being assholes (lando not included), spelling mistakes
A/N ౚৠiâve been holding back this fic longer than i should have đ„Ž enjoy!!
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user1 DONT TELL ME WHAT I THINK HAPPENED HAPPENED :((
user2 all she wants is love bro đ
user3 being stood up for the 3rd time is so tough. iâm so sorry lovely â€ïžâđ©č
lilyzneimer my baby :(( text the gc if you want to talk đ©·
â y/n_l/n i will in a bit i just need to recollect myself đ„č
oscarpiastri who needs to be run over. name and address.
â y/n_l/n oscahhhh đđ
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user1 i hope you have a wonderful trip especially after what happened :(
user2 girl you deserve this trip after the cheating ex-bf and 3 ghosters
user3 I NEED TO KNOW WHERE TO đ©đ©
â y/n_l/n thatâs a secret đ€«
user4 you deserve this so much. men suck ass
â y/n_l/n MEN SUCK ASS đŁïž đ„ !!!
oscarpiastri something tells me iâm going to regret this
â user5 WHAT DO YOU KNOW OSCAR
â user6 iâm telling you guys itâs a gp
â user7 gp??? you guys know she hates them and she said it plenty times before đđ
â user8 you never know.. đ
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user8 HELLO DID YOU AND LILY LOSE Y/N??? đđ
user9 STOP NO WONDER SHE LOOKED SO LOST IN OTHER PEOPLEâS TWEETSđ
lilyzneimer oscar, y/n is actually going to kill us. why did she even leave the garage?!
â oscarpiastri âïž she needed to use the bathroom but i sorta forgot her directions arenât⊠the best. â lilyzneimer sheâs never coming back to a gp ever again. â oscarpiastri âïž yeah. i wouldnât be surprised.
landonorris âïž i think i have who youâre looking for..
y/n_l/n OSCAR JACK PIASTRI OPEN YOUR MESSAGES RN A GUY GAVE ME HIS NUMBER
oscarpiastri âïž why am i scaredâŠ
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user10 âwho is this manâ GIRL THATS LANDO NORRIS đđ
â y/n_l/n lando who now
â user10 your..? your best friends team mate..?
user11 NOT LANDO TRYING TO FLIRT WITH HER WHILE OSCAR IS TRYING TO FIND HER
user12 why do lando and y/n look like they got caught doing something they arenât supposed to do đ
user13 the lando y/n meeting wasnât expected but now? itâs a need.
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landonorris WWE FUCKIJG DID IT. P1 đ
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user14 HE DID IT!!
â user15 IT TOOK A COUPLE YEARS BUT HE DID IT!!!
user16 sochi??? whatâs sochi??? i only know miami!!
oscarpiastri âïž well done man đđđ
lewishamilton âïž WELL DONE
y/n_l/n yâknow⊠f1 races arenât so bad
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â landonorris âïž itâs better with you here. i mean, i did win the one race youâre here đ
â user17 lando making the moves??
â user18 the second hand embarrassment because she didnât reply back after that đđ
oscarpiastri âïž @ landonorris making moves on one of my best friends??
â landonorris âïž why not?
â oscarpiastri âïž but why
â landonorris âïž why not
â oscarpiastri âïž but why tho đ
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user19 LANDO-Y/N PT 2???
user20 is she there for emilia-romangna???
â user21 I THINK SO
â user22 the way they are fueling my delusion
user23 why are the cute together đ„Ž
â user24 they can literally just be friends
â user25 yeah and friends play chess and explore italy which is a romantic destination đ
oscarpiastri âïž sooo⊠did he win?
â y/n_l/n are you kidding me? i wiped the floor with him
landonorris âïž $100 down the drain đ
â y/n_l/n down the drain? more like down into my stomach
â landonorris âïž yeah yeah đ
â y/n_l/n âïž donât get pissy with me YOU are the one that insisted on going there AND paying BEFORE the chess game đ€š
â user26 STOP THATâS CUTE :((
user27 y/n and lando hanging out even though she hates grand prixs? this was not on my 2024 bingo card
â user28 it def wasnât but lord do they look good together
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user29 HELLO THE SECOND PHOTO???
â user33 mommy? sorry. mommy? sorry. mommy-
user30 IT SO OBVIOUSLY HER
â user31 her?? whoâs her??
â user32 y/n!! sheâs oscar and lilyâs friend and hanged out with lando not too long ago actually
â user31 oh. but how do we know itâs her???
carlossainz55 âïž little lando norris isnât so little anymore đ they grow up so fast đ
â landonorris âïž havenât been little for the past 8 yearsâŠ
â carlossainz55 âïž i donât know the texts send say otherwise
oscarpiastri âïž huh. interesting.
â landonorris âïž âŠđ°
oscarpiastri âïž @ y/n_l/n you left me and lily for him? this guy?
â user33 OSCAR CALLING HER OUT FOR LEAVING THEM???
â user34 classic oscar fashion đ
â y/n_l/n he promised me that he had something worthwhile đ
â oscarpiastri âïž i did not need to know this.
â y/n_l/n wdym???
â y/n_l/n OMG OSCAR
â y/n_l/n YOU LITTLE SHIT I DIDN:T MEAN IT LIKE THAT
â y/n_l/n LANDO SAID HE HAD THE GOOD HĂAGEN-DAZS ICE CREAM :((
â landonorris âïž and it was some very good hĂ€agen-dazs ice cream đ
â y/n_l/n YOUâRE NOT HELPING LAN đđ
â user35 LMAOAOOA
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landonorris âïž dare I say.. boyfriend material?
â y/n_l/n husband actually âïžâïž
â landonorris âïž updates already?? barely even a month in đ„Ž
â y/n_l/n what can I say? Youâre the one and when you know, you know đ©·
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landonorris might have lost the race⊠but at least iâve won first her heart :)) (ps: the only blonde that would separate us is if you dye yours blonde)
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user36 THE CAPTION đđ
user37 AFTER THE DRAMA??
user38 bro said âlemme make a statementâ after the accusations đ
user39 everyone assumed so quickly as if it wasnât obvious y/n and lando were dating
user40 i was expecting this but wasnât at the same time
y/n_l/n âïž yeah maybe second place
â landonorris âïž can i not be loving and romantic?? đđ
â y/n_l/n âïž just joking love you my mystical gnome đ©·
â landonorris âïž MYSTICAL GNOME???
â user41 HELLO THATS SO RANDOM
oscarpiastri âïž break her heart, and iâll run you off the track
â landonorris âïž yes sir. wonât happen sir.
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y/n_l/n i think i could get used to this sorta love. đ©·
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francisca.cgomes cutie(s)
â y/n_l/n no u đ€
â landonorris âïž it hasnât even been a month and you already took my girl??
â francisca.cgomes âïž you snooze you lose đ€·ââïž
user42 THEY BOTH DID IT!!
user43 CONFIRMED I REPEAT Y/N-LANDO IS CONFIRMED!!
user44 ITS HAPPENING GUYS Y/N FINALLY GOT A BF!!
lilyzneimer thank me everyone!! im the one that convinced her to go to the grand prix!!
â oscarpiastri âïž thank you lily!! (i donât get to hear y/nâs heart breaking because of idiots)
â user45 thank you lily!! (we all say in unison.)
user46 all it took was one miami win and one text message to convince y/n.
â user47 booking my own miami ticket after this đ©âđ»
oscarpiastri âïž okay⊠maybe you guys are just a bit cute
landonorris âïž whoâs that pretty girl and handsome man in the photos?? đ€
â y/n_l/n hmmm⊠i heard their names are y/n and lando the best couple to ever??? even though her boyfriend is a little stupid at times she still loves him đ©·
â landonorris âïž loooovveee youuuuuu
â landonorris âïž but seriously. i love you so much and iâll never take you for granted or do any of the nasty crap you went through. you deserve the world my love â€ïž
â y/n_l/n what if i cried.
â landonorris âïž then iâll wipe your tears.
â oscarpiastri âïž aw. (im hurling)
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could you please do lando and a stem girl who goes to uni but has a private life please
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pairing: lando norris x private fem computer science major!reader a/n: this took me forever but hope u still like :) also, if you've got requests could u add if you want it to be smau or fic pls <3
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f1gossip Y/N L/N, current girlfriend of Lando Norris, has been photographed arriving at the paddock for today's Miami GP.
Y/N's presence comes as a bit of a surprise, considering she was absent during practice and qualifying sessions, and rarely attends races. Speculation about a potential breakup has been rampant, but her appearance suggests that there might not be trouble in paradise after all... đ
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username she always looks so classy and put-together, i'm obsessed <33
username no bc am i the only who has no problem with her only attending a few races a year? some ppl don't have time to jet off across the globe 24/7 like
username it's the fact that they literally travelled to miami together and she still didn't go to quali or practiceđ the other wags do it, why can't she?
username i just know lando had to beg her to come smh
username why are y'all so rude omg?? some ppl are introverts...
username when you're in the public eye, you don't get to be "introverted"đ username that's an insane take wtf?
username GUYS i think she's a uni student cause peep lando's story a few days agođ§ that explains why she's never at gps
username so? i'm a senior and i went to the aus gp this year username okay... do you want a cookie ?
username if a wag is at all races she's fame-hungry, and if she doesn't she's unsupportive like make up y'all's minds pls đ
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username aw the 5th picđ„č
username do you think number six is y/n??đ username 100%
username đ§Ąđ§Ąđ§Ąđ§Ąđ§Ą
username LANDO NOW WINS IKTRRRRRâŒïžđ€©
username ofc y/n couldn't even be bothered to comment... and the most unsupportive wag award goes to y/n l/n!! congrats hun x
username y'all are weird YOU DON'T KNOW THESE PPL!! username it's the 'be kind' in ur bio for me miss gurl đ€Ą
username best day ever đ€§
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riabish sooo happy!!!
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username not ria being more of a gf then y/n oop username thanks for being such a good friend to lando, we love youđ
username next goal: beome world champion đđ
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harvard Final projects, theses, dissertations, and more! Check out what these soon-to-be graduates explored in some of their last assignements on campus.
Y/N's thesis navigated the intricate relationship between privacy and secure multi-party computation, enhancing data analysis while safeguarding sensitive information.
2. Steve's environmental science project examined urban development's impact on local biodiversity, providing insights for sustainable urban planning.
3. Nya's dentistry research poster explored new methods to improve dental implant success, promising better patient outcomes and oral healthcare.
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We are celebrating the extraordinary members of the Class of #Harvard24 đ
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username Awesome!
username Very good! Congrats to all these students!!đȘ
username wait am i tripping or is this y/n as in lando's gf y/n???đł btw my biggest dream is to go to harvard in '26 !!!! đ
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username streets are saying y/n goes to harvard so i had to come check and omg??đ©
username no bc wag AND harvard girly?? just looked at myself and sighed fr... username now i feel bad for talking shitđ«€
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username a win for women iktr đ
username wow i'm so happy for her omg đ«¶đ«¶ (jealous too but mostly happy loolol)
username LMAO are we the same person?
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username now she has no excuse anymore
username if lando's completely happy with it all, why the hell are u upset? đ€Ą
username 2024 really gave us lando's first ever win and now this?? we love to see it đ
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username we love you y/n <333 username i hope you'll be able to attend more races from now on!! i love seeing you in the paddock đ
username the way i still haven't fully processed the fact that harvard gave her a shoutout goddamnđ€Ż
usernmae not you calling that a shoutout byeđđ
username AAHHHH YAYY CONGRATS Y/N YOU'RE DOING AMAZING SWEETIE đ€đ€đ€đ€
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à©â© pretty please (smau) à©â©
pairing : charles leclerc x fem reader
summary : hard launches are in right?
tw : chaotic and cute, little smuttish comments
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a/n : thank you so much to @rana030 for requesting this ! lysm đ«¶đ»
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idk_y/n soft launching ig ? sorry to my first husband, pierre đ
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pierregasly you are acting as if I didn't catch you both months ago in MY CONDO
user1 umm wha-
user2 this is so random lol
user3 just another girl becoming a wag, waiting for them to breakup đ
user4 she knows more about f1 than you
user5 she has been Pierre's bestie since years
oscar.piastri how did you meet dad?
idk_y/n your uncle gasly introduced us !!
user6 the flow of the conversation - đ
arthurleclerc welcome to the leclercs!! đ
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charlesleclerc the best year of my life â€ïž
idk_y/n đ«¶đ»â€ïž
user7 excuse me- A YEAR !?
user8 LECLERC WHAT !? YOU HID IT FOR A YEAR !?
user9 marriage announcement when ?
user10 pregnancy announcement when?
user11 kid 2 announcement when ?
user12 kid 3 announcement when ?
user13 kid 4 announcement when ?
user14 yall getting them to have a whole grid or wha- đ
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idk_y/n something ft. my love đ
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user1 ACTOR CHARLES !?
user2 miss y/n, can I borrow Charles ?
user3 for scientific purposes only
user4 step on me
charlesleclerc ma belle, pls delete the third pic, I don't like others seeing what's m.ine
pierregasly what if I already have -
charlesleclerc let's see if you be alive in that alpine
idk_y/n you are not hurting him charles and stop being a kid pierre
user5 mommy đ„Ž
user6 POSSESIVE CHARLES
user7 charles, don't be shy, show ur Wattpad history đ
user8 Wha- BAHAHAHA
user9 A MAN, A MAN, A MAN MAN MAN
user10 WOOF WOOF
user11 can I marry your unborn child
user12 đ
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idk_y/n hard launching music ig ?
Please Please Please out now !!!! ft my boyfriendđ€
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troyesivan AHHH QUEEN CAME !!
idk_y/n you made me pookie đ«Ł
user1 before the relationship ahe was making all cute songs about coffee and now look at me pookie -
user2 u sure it was about coffee đ
user3 my Spotify is tired of streaming this
pierregasly at least give me 10 pounds from your millions to click those pictures of you and Charles
idk_y/n you want me to spill your tab
pierregasly take my 100 pounds đ«
charlesleclerc THE FIRST â€ïž
idk_y/n certainly not the last đ«Ł
charleslecerc it was 7 times đ€
user8 7 WHAT LECLERC
user9 oscar got to know how he was made -
user10 wha-
lilihye y/n, no seriously, stop being perfect !!
idk_y/n lily, no seriously, leave Alex
lilyhye done đ«¶đ»
user11 y/n's comments are freaky ass -
user12 just like her juicy ass đ€€
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I have to be up for work in 3 hours and I'm gonna be real I think ive hit the point where I might not be getting any sleep at all. for fucks sake.
#ive survived all nighters before ill scrape through the day itll just be Rough. at least i dont have much in my schedule#im not gonna take the dose this morning bc i think thats a really bad idea to do on zero hours sleep#and i can't risk two consecutive all nighters. like I have done that before but not while working full time đ its not worth it#drafting an email to my doctor to let her know im skipping day 2 + ask advice re. whether its worth resuming again on day 3#bc she did list 'trouble sleeping' as a common symptom that often passes but i need to know a) how long it usually takes to pass and-#b) if this is unusually bad + would she rec supplementing with a sleep aid or just switching tack entirely and trialling a non stimulant#by this stage of the night i dont think its actually acting anymore bc i took it at 7am and its now 3am. it shouldnt last that long#i think its more just triggered my preexisting insomnia. my ability to sleep is very very sensitive sometimes + hates routine changes#just so fucking frustrating bc ive spent the past 2 months nailing my sleep routine + ive had a couple weeks of being able to-#go to bed like 9:30-10 and it only takes an hour to get to sleep and i get usually a good 7 hours sometimes 8 only waking once halfway#and i dont feel like utter shit like yeah im tired but from work not so much lack of sleep.... and now thats all fucked lmao#whatever. maybe i should just take the next dose anyway#ill see. gonna try to sleep for another 2 hours but once it hits 5 im not doing this anymore ive been trying for six hours already man#i cant even remember when i last pulled a full all nighter. it might be longer than 6 months ago... i was doing so well :-(#im so mad i was so hopeful it would have SOME good effect like ik its not a miracle worker + these things take time but so many people-#seem to have an immediate positive response even if its probably a placebo. and i got fuck all except This.#i was searching on the reddit for sleep issues and other ppl only seem to report bad ones on higher doses or years in..#like damn. do i even have adhd then. ik thats a stupid thing to think bc obvs everyones body metabolises meds differently etc but still#it is ALMOST HALF 3 and i am FUCKING TIRED#UGH. alright bedtime round 189447383#.diaries#.vent
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Maybe, Baby?
Summary: You and Frankie aren't trying for a baby just yet, but when your weird symptoms start to throw your body for a loop, you start to wonder if you actually might be pregnant
Pairing: Husband!Frankie Morales x Wife!Reader (no use of y/n)
Word Count: 5.4K
Warnings: SMUT (18+), Unprotected p in v sex (wrap before u tap, silly gooses), creampie, praise kink, size kink (if u squint), unintentional breeding kink (lmaoooo, it's me, sorry not sorry), birth control/family planning, pregnancy (or maybe not? part 2 maybe? hehe) symptoms, Frankie and reader mention being closer to 30 than 16 (turns out when you're an adult, it's not a teen pregnancy anymore), reader has hair that can be played with, Frankie being the sweetest husband alive (all the gold stars for him), Frankie is so excited to be a dad that I just may pass away
A/N: I know y'all voted for me to finish chapter 20 but i lied (I'm so sorry), but I wrote this in a day and husband Frankie was really speaking to me on this one đ This one is brought to you by my raging baby fever and perhaps some real life inspiration WHOOPS, art imitating life on this one ig đ Poorly beta'd bc that's how I roll!!!
Ever since getting off birth control a few months ago, your body had felt⊠different.Â
While you were glad you had made the change for yourself, you still found yourself shocked every month when a new sort of symptom decided to appear at some point in your cycle that you had never dealt with before- acne in new places, weird cramps, and crazy mood swings that showed up out of nowhere before your period were just a few of the things you were learning to manage as you figured out your body post birth control.Â
Another symptom you hadnât expected was that now, you were insatiably horny.Â
All the time.Â
While Frankie had been more supportive and caring in helping you deal with all of your not so pleasant symptoms than you could have hoped for, he was also more than happy to help you with your newly found positive one, too.Â
The only problem was, after so many years of not having to worry about the consequences of your sex life on birth control, you and Frankie were finding it very hard to adjust to be more⊠careful.Â
As you got hornier and hornier, the box of condoms that Frankie had bought after you stopped taking the pill had been seeing less and less use, and to be honest, hadnât really seen the light of day from the back of his nightstand drawer in about a month an a half- and if you were being even more honest, on top of that, Frankieâs pull out game was almost nowhere to be found.Â
You both knew that you wanted a family in the future- That was a part of your reason for getting off birth control to begin with. The two of you had agreed to hold off at least for a little longer to try and get your life more in order before bringing a baby into it, but with with your new lack of protection when it came to sex, and constant horniness around the clock, you both were beginning to have a feeling that that your agreed upon timeline for having a baby might be harder for you to maintain that you thought.Â
Especially when you found yourself morphing into an unspeakably horny monster when you were ovulating.Â
So little did you realize, that as you were brushing your teeth in the bathroom as the two of you were getting ready for bed and you caught a glimpse in the mirror of Frankie, stripping out of his shirt and jeans, leaving him only in his boxers as he searched around in your dresser for pajamas, that was the reason you nearly spit out your entire mouthful of toothpaste to try and get a mouthful of something else.Â
You couldnât help but ogle at your husband's broad body and freckled tan skin, muscles flexing as he shuffled through your drawers, pulling out an old, worn gray t-shirt and tugging it over his head, running his hand through his messy, curly hair before searching for his pajama bottoms.
At this point, you had honestly braced yourself on the edge of the bathroom counter to keep yourself from falling over at how mouth-watering he looked, already feeling the wetness beginning to pool in the cotton of your underwear at the thought of wanting to rip his clothes off just as fast as he had put them on.Â
Letting out a yawn, Frankie raised his hands above his head so a sliver of his soft belly peaked out between his waistband and shirt hem before making his way into the bathroom, sleepily padding along the tile floor until his body was behind yours, chest flushed against your back and arms wrapped around your waist. Even more prevalent, his bulge pressed against your ass, making the wet spot in your underwear grow damper by the second.Â
âYou ready for bed, querida?â Frankie cooed, placing a soft kiss on your shoulder and smiling at your reflections in the mirror.Â
While you were absolutely ready to get into bed, sleeping was not going to be your activity of choice. Â
âI think that maybeâŠâ You paused, turning around to face Frankie, his body caging yours against the counter, palms splayed flat on either side of your hips, looking down at you with his sweet, brown eyes, âI think that maybe we should do something else before we go to sleep.âÂ
âSomething else, huh?â Frankie smirked, raising his eyebrows at you as your hands began to run up and down his arms, slightly squeezing the muscles of his biceps as your fingers crept under the fabric of his shirt sleeves. âAnd what might that something else be, Hermosa?âÂ
âYou know exactly what it is, Fransisco. You expect me to watch you just roam around shirtless in our bedroom and not get all hot and bothered? God, youâre so fucking hot.â You moaned, letting your hands run up his shoulders and around his neck, pulling him in for a long, electric kiss.Â
âDamn, whatâs gotten into you, babe?â Frankie chuckled, trying his best not to blush at your comment, sliding his arms around your waist, pulling you closer to him.Â
âI donât- Fuck, I donât know, I just know that if you donât fuck me right this second, I think Iâm gonna explode.âÂ
While your statement may have had a flair for the dramatic, it was just about as close to the Godâs honest truth as you could get- You were so worked up, you felt practically feral, the ache in your core so strong that you really did feel like you were on the verge of implosion.Â
Before you even gave Frankie time to respond, your lips were crashing into his with a ferocious intensity, your hands grabbing fistfulls of his t-shirt as you stumbled back towards your bedroom, bodies bumping and bouncing against the walls and door frames, mouths never parting as the back of Frankieâs knees finally hit the mattress, forcing him to fall backwards onto the bed.Â
Crawling overtop of him, you were already straddled over his hips, grinding your bottom half on the bulge growing in his pajamas as your hands crept under the hem of his t-shirt, running along the tanned, soft skin of his chest, making him let out a low groan that rumbled in his throat.Â
Frantically shuffling himself further onto the bed, Frankieâs hands dug into your hips and over your ass as your hands slid down from his chest to his waistband, fingers tugging at the elastic to shuffle his bottoms and boxers down his legs, quickly followed by your own, dropping to a crumpled pile on the floor.Â
Feeling your fingers wrap around his cock, already painfully hard, you swirled the precum leaking from his tip with your thumb before dragging your hand up and down his length, leaving Frankie sitting up in surprise while he watched you begin to hover over him, dragging his dick through your folds.Â
âHermosa, are you sure you donât need me to-â But before Frankie could finish the rest of his protest to make sure you were ready to take him, you were already sinking down onto him, whimpering at the sweet sting and stretch of his fullness, followed by the ragged moan escaping Frankieâs lips.Â
âOh fuck⊠Nuh uh, Frankie. I need to feel you, baby. Needed to feel you inside me.â You whined, taking Frankie cock inch by inch until he had bottomed out inside you, his tip kissing your cervix, the fullness making you cry out in pleasure.Â
Normally with Frankieâs size, you would have needed to warm you up first, but with how wet and worked up you already were, you were able to take him with ease, desperate to feel him buried deep inside you.Â
âJesus fucking christ, queirda, youâre so fucking wet. Fuck, baby.â Frankie moaned, feeling you begin to slide up and down his length, coating him with your arousal with each swirl of your hips.Â
Arching your back, you jutted your hips forward, bracing your hands on Frankieâs strong thighs, circling your bottom half against his, whimpering at his fullness and the hairs at the base of his cock brushing against your clit, selfishly already longing to chase your own high to ease the ache that had been burning in your core.Â
âFuck, Frankie, you feel so good. Feel so fucking full with you in me.â You whimpered, bouncing even harder and faster on Frankieâs cock, the lewd sounds of your skin slapping his and wetness dripping from your heat coating the walls of your bedroom.Â
âYeah? This what you wanted, pretty girl? Wanted me to stretch this pretty little pussy out and fill you up?â Frankie groaned, gritting his teeth as he began to jut his hips up into yours as you rode him, the added depth of his thrusts making you cry out in pleasure.Â
And for as fucking good as it felt, the horny monster you had morphed into had you greedily craving more- to have Frankie stretch you open in a way that had you seeing stars, so much that you could still feel the next day, long after the two of you were finished.Â
âI-I want more, p-please, baby. Fuck- Fuck me harder, Fransisco.â You cried, your sweet voice whimpering his full name turning him almost as feral as you were, letting out a low growl as he grabbed you by your hips, flipping you so that your back hit the mattress and he was caging his broad body over yours.Â
Practically ripping the t-shirt still covering your upper half off your body, Frankie dove face first between your breasts, groping one while hungrily sucking at the other, flicking your pebbled nipple with his tongue, his free hand reaching down to line his cock back up with your entrance, sliding back in to your aching core with ease.Â
Frankie let himself sink all the way back in, filling you to the brim before hooking his arms around your knees, pressing your legs against your stomach, smirking to himself at the ragged moan you let out as the new angle opened you up even further.Â
âYou want me to fuck you harder, Hermosa?â Frankie mewled, slowly dragging his length out of your heat, looking down to see your shiny slick soaking his cock before looking back at you and the wrecked expression plastered across your face, frantically nodding in desperation. âTell me how badly you want it, sweet girl.âÂ
âFuck, I need you so bad, Fransisco, please.â You begged, damn near close to tears with how deeply you needed to feel Frankie ease the emptiness inside you. âPlease, baby, I- oh fuck-â Â
Before you could even finish the rest of your plea, your breath was already hitched in the back of your throat as Frankie began to pound into you at a relentless pace, tightening his grip around your thighs while he pressed them closer to your chest, grunting with each rut of his hips into yours.Â
âThis what you want, querida? Meirda- so fucking wet and tight, baby girl. You feel so fucking good, holy fuck.âÂ
It didnât take long for the all too familiar tingle at the base of your spine to start spreading through your body like a wildfire as Frankie continued to slam into your g-spot, making you chant his name like a prayer, your brain at a loss for any other words than âFuck, Fransisco.âÂ
And as if you already werenât close enough, when Frankie reached down to thumb at your clit, rubbing in relentless circles against your sensitive nub, you knew you were a fucking goner.Â
âThatâs it, Hermosa. Cum for me, baby. Want that- oh fuck- want that prefect pussy to fucking soak me.â Frankie groaned, feverishly pounding into you, desperate to feel you come undone for him giving him long enough to fight off his own high that was rapidly building in the pit of his stomach.Â
A few more thrusts were all it took to have the coil snapping in your belly, crying out Frankieâs name as you came, orgasm ripping through your body with a blinding intensity, eyes scrunching shut and jaw hanging open while pleasure and euphoria flowed through every ounce of you.Â
Still blissed out and wrecked out of your mind, your eyes shot open as Frankieâs mouth crashed into yours, swallowing your whimpers and moans in a messy dance of tongues and teeth.Â
âFuck, youâre so fucking pretty when you cum. Jesus fuck-Â fuck, Iâm close too, baby. W-where do you want me, Hermosa?â Frankie asked, barley holding on long enough for you to answer, his thrusts becoming sloppier and sloppier as his hips began to stutter, gritting his teeth and furrowing his brow with every ounce of self control he had left.Â
Still barley coherent enough to form a sentence, your brain blurted out the only thing you could think of, and the only thing that you really wanted in the moment.Â
âInside, Fransisco. Fuck, cum inside me, baby.âÂ
That alone was almost enough to send Frankie over the edge, letting out a long, low groan, sloppily rutting into you as his brain went blank alongside yours, starting to babble incoherently.Â
âFuck, fuck, fuck- you want me to fill you up, queirda? Fuck, Iâll fucking fill you up so good youâll be dripping out of me for days. Oh fuck, shit baby, fuck, oh Iâm gonnaahhhhhh-âÂ
Just like that, Frankie took one last thrust, spilling deep inside you, coating your walls with his spend as his body slumped into yours, the pair of your chests rising and falling in sync as you both came back down to earth.Â
âJesus Christ⊠Holy fuck, Frankie.â You giggled quietly to yourself, blissfully filled with post orgasm ecstasy as your husband carefully pulled himself out before rolling over next to you on the bed, pulling you close against his chest.Â
âFuck me, Hermosa, holy shit.â Frankie chuckled, pressing a soft kiss into your forehead, tracing small circles on your back as he held you, heat radiating off of each other's sweat-ridden bodies. âGod, I love you. We should probably get you cleaned up. You wanna shower?â He asked, smirking as your face lit up at his nearly rhetorical question.Â
âOnly if youâre up for round 2, Morales.â  Â
âMy eyes are up here, Fransisco.âÂ
âHmmm? What did you say?âÂ
âExactly my point. Can you stop looking with your man eyes and look with your normal, helpful people eyes to help me decide on a dress for Benny and Victoriaâs wedding?â You sighed, laughing to yourself as you raised an eyebrow at Frankie, his gaze still fixed on your chest.Â
âSorry, sorry, Iâll be helpful.â Frankie huffed, overdramatically rolling his eyes at you, playfully throwing his hands up in defense as he leaned back against the dressing room door, looking you up and down in one of the cute floral dresses you had picked to try on for your friendsâ upcoming wedding. âItâs just that⊠Nevermind.âÂ
âItâs just that what, Frank?â You asked tilting your head in confusion at your husband as his eyes traveled back to your breasts, furled look in his brow like he was really staring there to prove a point.Â
âItâs just that- Baby, I donât know if itâs just the dress or what, but your boobs look huge. Like, they always look good, believe me, but like⊠Whew.â Frankie whistled, practically shaking his head in disbelief at how good you looked.Â
âReally?â You asked, turning around to face the mirror in the dressing room, gently cupping your breasts, grimacing as you held them in your hands. âYeah, I guess they do⊠Honestly, I was gonna complain about how sore theyâve been all day. I wonder if maybe my period is just coming early?âÂ
âMaybe? You did ride me pretty hard the last couple nights and put on a good show, so maybe they hurt from all that bouncing and-âÂ
âFrankie! We are in public!â You playfully scolded, giving him a flimsy slap to the chest to cut off the rest of his thought, the two of you quietly giggling to yourselves and trying to âShhhhâ each other from drawing too much attention to your dressing room stall. âThe dress, you goofball, yes or no? Sooner we pick, the sooner we can go get food, because your wife is starving.âÂ
âI vote yes on the dress. You look beautiful in it, querida.â Frankie smiled, stepping behind you to press a kiss on the side of your head.Â
âYou just like it because it makes my boobs look huge.âÂ
âWhat? Can you blame me for wanting to stare at my gorgeous wifeâs boobs all night?âÂ
âGod, you are ridiculous, Fransisco. Fine, boob dress wins. Now letâs get out of here and go get some food before you get stuck in a titty trance and I die of hunger.âÂ
While the rest of your Saturday was spent enjoying the delicious Mexican food that you had picked up on the way home and a much needed night in on the couch with Frankie, there was a tiny part of your brain that couldnât seem to shake his comment from earlier about how big your boobs looked.Â
Youâd be lying if you said you didnât agree with him, because truth be told, they felt huge, too. They had been sore since you had woken up this morning, and while you had chalked it up to what you and Frankie had been up to the past few nights, or bad PMS symptoms, there was still just something about you that felt off.Â
Later that night, during your movie marathon, you had paused whatever new action movie Frankie had been begging to watch since it had popped up on Netflix a few days ago for a popcorn refill.Â
While Frankie meandered around the kitchen waiting for the next bag of popcorn to finish popping, you stayed curled up with your blanket in your corner of the couch, mindlessly scrolling through your phone, until a sharp twinge began to cramp in your lower stomach. The feeling took you by surprise, digging your fingers into your side to try and ease the dull and achy sensation as your face scrunched in confusion, wondering why in the world you had what felt like period cramps in your belly.Â
âHey, you okay, Hermosa?â Frankie asked, returning with popcorn in hand, his face painted with concern to see the pained look scrunched between your brow as you curled deeper into the couch.Â
âOh, y-yeah, Iâm fine. I just um, I just had a weird cramp I guess. Probably just ate all that popcorn too fast.â You replied, trying to convince yourself just as much as you were trying to convince Frankie that you were overthinking whatever mystery symptoms had just flashed through your lower half.Â
âHere, lemme just set this popcorn down and then I can rub your back while we finish the movie, okay?â Frankie smiled softly, setting down the bowl on the coffee table before crawling back under the sea of blankets on the couch with you, laying your head against his thigh like a pillow while his hand traced up and down along the small of your back.Â
âThanks, Frankie.â You whispered quietly, taking a few deep breaths as the familiar warmth of your husbandâs palm worked up and down the worn fabric of his shirt that you had put on earlier.Â
âOf course, baby. If you need anything else, just let me know, okay? Just promise me youâll take it easy on the popcorn if you have any more there, Killer.âÂ
The two of you laughed quietly as Frankie leaned down to press a soft kiss into your messy hair laid across his lap before picking up the remote to let the rest of the movie play as your eyelids began to get heavier and heavier as you slowly drifted off to sleep.Â
âWhatâs inside this box?âÂ
âOpen it up and find out! Itâs a surprise for you!âÂ
âOkay? Huh, why is it just a pregnancy test in there?âÂ
âItâs yours! Congratulations! Youâre having a baby!âÂ
âAhhhhh!â You shrieked, panting as you woke from a cold sweat, shooting up from the couch. âWhat the fuckâŠâ You whispered to yourself, coming to and realizing that you were now awake and had only been dreaming moments before this. Running your hands over your face, you blinked a few times to be greeted by the dim light of the TV still flickering in the background, Frankie sprawled out and snoring by your side where the two of you must have fallen asleep on the couch during the movie.Â
âWhat a weird fucking dreamâŠâ You sighed to yourself, shaking your head as you quietly pushed yourself off the couch to stumble to the bathroom, pulling your phone out of your sweatpants pocket to check what ungodly hour of the night it had to be since the two of you had crashed on the couch.Â
2:07 A.M.Â
You let out a low grumble, pushing your sweatpants down to your ankles as you sat down to pee, blinking your eyes open wider to look through the notifications piled on top of each other on your lockscreen. Mindlessly swiping through a few junk emails and text messages from group chats, one notification in particular caught your eye, rousing you from your half awake state.Â
âFeeling down? As you begin your Luteal Phase of your cycle, itâs normal to be less cheerful compared to last week when you were Ovulating! Click to track your cycle symptoms for today!âÂ
Oh shit. Â
You could feel your heart beginning to race as you opened up the app, scrolling to the calendar tracker for the month. Swiping through the days, it didnât take you long to realize that despite all of your weird symptoms you had been chalking up to PMS, you were almost two weeks away from starting your period. Frantically scrolling backwards, you began to try and rack your brain of all of the times in the past week that you had sex with Frankie while you would have been ovulating, and out of that number, how many times he hadnât finished inside you, let alone even attempt to pull out.Â
And that number was a big, fat zero.Â
Thatâs when it hit you like a fucking freight train- You werenât PMS-ing.
More than likely, you were pregnant.Â
âHoly fuckâŠâ You whispered to yourself, your voice trembling and heart pounding as you buried your face in your trembling hands, your mind flooding with a million different thoughts all at once.Â
How could you not remember that you were ovulating? Would Frankie be upset? The two of you werenât even trying for kids right now. Would you be a good Mom? What were you even going to need to do to prepare? Your house was starting to get small for just you and Frankie, let alone a baby. How were you going to find a new place to live in 9 months? And get a new car? How were you-Â
âBaby, you good in there?â Frankie groaned, rubbing the sleep out of his eyes as he stumbled into the bathroom, letting out a yawn as he opened the door, bright light flooding into the hallway and revealing the sobbing mess you had become, still pants down, hunched over the toilet.Â
âWoah, hey, hey, hey. Baby, baby, whatâs going on? Talk to me, Hermosa. Are you okay? What happened?â You could feel Frankieâs demeanor immediately switch as soon as he saw you in the bathroom, instantly dropping to his knees by your side, his hands gently grabbing your face to shift your gaze towards him, carefully swiping his thumb to dry the tears that had been streaming down your cheeks.Â
âFrankie, I- I- Fuck.â You stuttered, gulping hard as you tried to catch your breath, fighting back your nervous sobs as you locked eyes with Frankie, wondering how in the world you were ever about to brace him for the news you were about to tell him.Â
âHermosa, what is it? Please, tell me baby, whatâs wrong?â Frankie pleaded, softly squeezing your face in reassurance as he waited for your response.Â
You took a few more deep breaths, composing yourself enough to at least try to get a coherent thought out, swallowing hard as the words left your mouth.Â
âFrankie, I-, Frankie, I think- I think Iâm pregnant.âÂ
Frankieâs eyes went wide, his jaw practically hanging open as he tried to process what you had just told him, wondering if he hadnât heard you right in his groggy state.Â
âW-what?âÂ
âI think I might be pregnant, Frankie.âÂ
Before you could even bear the thought of looking at his face again, filled with fear that it would be a look of shock and disappointment, you buried your face in your hands again, fighting with everything in you not to cry and keep your composure.Â
Frankie sat quietly for a moment, his hand covering up the gaping hole his jaw had made as it nearly hit the floor, shaking his head in disbelief before wrapping his hand around your wrist, pulling your hands to look at him.Â
âR-really? You- fuck- You really think youâre pregnant?âÂ
As your eyes met his, you couldnât believe the look on your husbands face- Not only was Frankie practically grinning from ear to ear, the sweet brown of his puppy dog eyes were welling with happy tears of their own, waiting on your every word as if he still didnât believe what he was hearing. Silently, you began to slowly nod your head, biting down on your tongue, your heart feeling like it was about to shoot out of your chest.Â
âYouâre...y-youâre not upset?â You stammered, sitting up a little taller at Frankieâs reaction.Â
âUpset? Hermosa, why in the world would I ever be upset?â Frankie laughed quietly, gently tucking a stray piece of hair behind your ear as his other hand cupped your jaw. âQuerida⊠Thereâs nothing more I want on this earth than to have a family. And-fuck- The fact that it gets to be with you? That you might give me a family? How could I ever be upset about that?Â
âWell itâs not like we were really trying for a baby, Frank. We said another year or two. With the house and money -âÂ
âHey. Weâll figure it all out, okay? I promise, weâll be more than okay.â Frankie smiled, his goofy grin still stretched wide between his cheeks, finally easing some of your worry.Â
âI donât even feel like Iâm old enough to have a kid. I feel like I need to call up MTV to tell them Iâll be on the next season of 16 and Pregnant.â The two of you snorted, shaking your heads in awestruck disbelief that a stupid joke about a reality TV show could soon become your reality.Â
âWell considering weâre married, have a house, and most importantly, are much closer to 30 than we are 16, I think they may have a hard time pitching the show âMarried Couple Has a Babyâ.â Frankie teased, giving you a playful nudge as the two of you laughed, giving you a few seconds to catch your breath before trying to dig into details. âDid- Did you take a test? How long have you known?â
âNo, I donât know for sure yet, Frank. Itâs⊠Itâs just a feeling, I guess. But the huge, sore boobs, weird, period-like cramps and the fact that we really havenât been the most careful are all pretty good clues.âÂ
âWell, I mean, I donât know, weâve tried to be care-âÂ
Before Frankie could even finish the rest of his thought, you were already giving him the sassiest look you could muster in your overwhelmed and sleepy state, making the two of you laugh again he let out a sigh of defeat.Â
âOkay, yeah, we really havenât been that careful at all. Sweetie, listen, I- I know itâs not what we had planned, but⊠I mean, if you are pregnantâŠâ Frankie paused, smiling at your stomach as he gently place a hand over your belly, tears welling in his chocolate brown eyes, âBaby, I would be so excited. Nervous as hell, but so fucking excited.âÂ
âMe too.â You sniffed, looking down at Frankieâs palm splayed across your stomach, heart swelling at the thought of Frankie being dad, thinking of how sweet and caring and perfect heâd be as you grew your little family together. Wrapping your arms around his neck, you pulled Frankie in close, letting out a shaky sigh, whispering your words through happy tears.Â
âI love you so much, Frankie.âÂ
âI love you so much too, Hermosa. More than anything.âÂ
For the sake of Frankieâs shoulder, you pulled away to wipe your tears to keep from soaking your husbandâs shirt, quietly laughing to yourself at the fact that this whole time you had been talking to Frankie, you had still been pantsless, hunched over the toilet.Â
âIt probably would have been way more romantic to tell you all of this not at 2:30 in the morning, pantsless and hunched over the toilet like a little gremlin.â You snorted, Frankie following suit as he shook his head, running his hand through the sleepy curls of your hair.Â
âI wouldnât want it any other way, mi amor. Câmon, letâs get you up to bed.âÂ
As the two of you sleepily trotted your way upstairs, curling together under the warmth of your comforter with Frankieâs chest pressed against your back, you couldnât help but smile as his arm draped over your stomach, hand resting on your belly while his thumb traced soft circles on your skin, imagining what it would be like if a few months from now if you really were getting ready to add another member to your family.Â
The next morning, as the sunrise began to spill through your curtains, casting bright orange and pink shadows on your bedroom walls, you couldnât help but stir as the familiar scent and warmth of Frankieâs body was missing from his side of the bed.
 As you sat up in the sea of blankets and comforters, softly rubbing the sleep out of your eyes, you saw Frankieâs frame quietly sneaking through the bedroom door, fresh mug of coffee and bag of breakfast in hand with a stupid smile plastered across his face as he was greeted with your barely awake grin.Â
âGood morning, beautiful.â Frankie cooed, setting down the coffee and breakfast down on your nightstand as he sat down next to you on the edge of the bed, pressing a tender kiss into the sleep-ridden ends of your hair before wrapping his arms around you in a long embrace.Â
âGood morning, handsome.â You yawned, stretching your arms over your head, letting out a little grunt and laying your head on Frankieâs shoulder. âWhatâs all this for?â You asked, gesturing towards the coffee and oversized McDonaldâs bag, assuming it was the reason for Frankieâs absence when you woke up.Â
âI- I donât know, I uh- I was just really excited when I got up this morning. It was early, and I didnât wanna wake you up, so I made a trip to CVS to buy some pregnancy tests for you and figured Iâd pick up breakfast on the way home.â Frankie smiled sheepishly, rubbing his hand over the back of his neck, brushing past his untamed morning curls. âI know- I know you canât really take the tests yet- I spent a lot of time reading the boxes in the store and wasnât really sure what the best one was to take, so I got like, 4 different ones for when it's time.âÂ
âGod, youâre so sweet. Youâre the best, you know that? Itâs about to be a long week of waiting before I can take one of those. Do you- fuck, Frankie, do you think it could really be positive?â You asked, tears beginning to well in your eyes again as you smiled up at your husband, already beaming back at you, picturing the two pink lines showing up on all of the tests he had bought for you.Â
âMaybe, if weâre lucky.â He smirked, gently cupping your face, swiping his thumb across your face. âBut if itâs not, then maybe⊠Maybe we start trying for a positive one on purpose.âÂ
âR-really?â You grinned, biting down on your lip in excitement.Â
âReally, really.â Frankie replied, bringing his lips to yours in a long, slow kiss, soaking in the sweet taste of you on his tongue. âAnd maybeâŠâÂ
âMaybe, what, Fransisco?â You giggled, bringing your mouth back to his in a sweet and sloppy kiss.Â
âMaybeâŠ. We start trying right now, ya know, just to be sure. Wouldnât want all those pregnancy tests to go to waste.â
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You're jealous but you can't do anything because you're not dating him (Part 7) - Wakatoshi Ushijima
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6
Pairing: Ushijima x Fem! reader
Genre: Angst to fluff
Warnings: none, really? Reader calls him Toshi.
Requested by: @ushisrever
A/N: Can't believe I posted the last update to this more than two years ago. Has it really been that long???? The incomplete series has been bothering me for two years now lmao. Didn't think I'd ever find a fitting scenario for Ushiwaka but thanks to @dira333 helping me sound off some ideas, I was able to get that perfect "snap!" you get when you fit a puzzle piece in perfectly. Gave me enough brain juice to write this out before going back into hibernation.
Serving you some fresh, hot angst and then some lol. Enjoy the burn and then the healing. For someone who was as far removed from Ushiwaka (emotionally) as one can, writing this actually made me see him in a new light. Loved writing him. Hopefully, it stays as true to his canon nature as it can. Hopefully I don't trash this before it's outđ but if you're reading this, it's good lol.
It feels like the entire Shiratorizawa is at the gates of the school.
"I can't believe she's coming to our school!"
"AAA I can't stop imagining how she'll look in our school uniform."
"Do you think she already has a boyfriend? Maybe I have a chance?"
"I don't know about a boyfriend but you certainly don't have a chance with her."
"Must you always be so cruel?!"
"If you think a star child actor who has made it so big in the industry is going to date a simpleton like you, you're delusional."
You sigh, annoyed, as you try to make your way through the babbling crowd. You're already late for your morning classes and you couldn't care any less about Hoshiko Nakamura. Or any celebrity for that matter.
"In fact, I don't think any boy in this school has a chance with her. Hmm... except maybe Ushiwaka? Not that he'd be interested in dating her anyway. Sometimes I feel like that guy doesn't have any emotions at all."
Your ears perk up at the Ace's name.
Wakatoshi Ushijima has become somewhat of a celebrity at school ever since he was selected for the under 19 representative for Japan in the Youth World Championship.
He was already well known as the formidable volleyball player who crushes any team that he takes on. However, his serious and stoic nature has kept most people from approaching him. Till now, at least.
The girl was right. Wakatoshi wouldn't even think about dating anyone. You seem fairly sure of that. However, the suggestion still leaves a bad taste in your mouth.
You're wrong about him not having any emotions you think as you finally break free from the crowd and sprint towards your classroom.
You've known Wakatoshi for as long as you can remember. You remember when his family moved into the house next to yours when you were just little kids. You remember watching the reserved, determined figure of the boy practicing volleyball all by himself in the nearby park. You remember going up to him and offering to play with him. Out of all these memories, the most vivid of them all was the way his eyes subtly lit up when you said you wanted to play with him.
Time has blurred into a haze since then. Even though you both went to different schools all through junior and middle school years, you both kept alive the tradition of playing volleyball together in park.
"You should come to Shiratorizawa," he had said that fateful day. You both were in the last year of middle school. It was a beautiful evening as you both walked back home from the park, the setting sun throwing hues of red and gold across the partially cloudy sky.
"That's not in my hands. I tried in middle school, remember? I want Shiratorizawa but Shiratorizawa doesn't seem to want me," you said, kicking a pebble on the road. Funny how I could say the same about you.
"That was three years ago. You have grown," he said without pause.
"We'll see. I don't want to get my hopes too high. You know just as well as I do that they give preference to athletes over normal students like me. Casual volleyball games with you are just about as sporty as I get," you said as you reached out to open the gate to your home.
You turned to say goodbye to him and found him looking at you, his expression more serious than usual.
"It's not about athleticism."
"Shiratorizawa only accepts the best. Be it volleyball or anything else. I believe you fit into that category. You should come," he says, looking straight into your eyes.
Your stomach flutters. How could he have so much faith in you? There is no doubt that he believes in you because Wakatoshi Ushijima always means what he says. Almost 5 years of knowing him had taught you that. You still found it hard to digest, though.
"I'll try my best, I promise."
"I know you will."
"Class, please give a warm welcome your new classmate, Hoshiko Nakamura!"
You can't help but gawk at her. Saying she is pretty would be a severe understatement. If she looks pretty on screen, it is nothing compared to what she looks like off screen. You look at your desk partner to see if he is thinking the same. Wakatoshi, however, seems to simply be listening to the teacher.
"Miss Nakamura, I'm sure you will have no problem settling in here. To kind of help you settle in this new environment, I was thinking of seating you next to Ushijima as I believe you two have met before at some of the national events."
The teacher might as well have thrown a bus at you and it would have felt just about the same as you do now.
Hoshiko's face lights up. "That would be great. Wakatoshi-kun has always been a delight to be with. Thank you for having me," she says and bows.
Did she just call him by his first name?
"Ah, Y/N, sorry for springing this on you so suddenly. I wanted to get a hold of you before morning class but couldn't. I hope it's not a problem," the teacher says.
You force a polite smile. "It's not a problem at all," you say and start packing your bag.
Hoshiko walks up to the desk and waits patiently for you to gather your stuff, thanking you again.
Your legs feel heavy as you take the empty seat diagonal to them in the adjacent row.
I'm panicking for no reason. They just know each other from an event. It makes sense to make her sit with a familiar and safe person, given her popularity. Yes, Wakatoshi is definitely the ideal choice in this scenario. He is not someone who would be creepy in any sense. He's also strong and intimidating so it would keep the creeps away. It's fine. It'll be fine. Nothing is going to happen between them... right?
"Wakatoshi-kun, I'm so glad I got to sit next to you," she says, smiling at him, speaking loud enough for people sitting nearby to hear.
"Actually, if I'm being honest, when I decided to come back to my hometown to complete my studies, I knew I wanted to go to Shiratorizawa immediately," she continues.
"Of course. Shiratorizawa is the best school in the prefecture. It's only natural to want to study here," Ushijima says, completely seriously.
Hoshiko blushes. "Ah... that is not what I meant... nevermind," she says, causing the guy behind them to burst into laughter.
It seems like the hollow sensation growing in your stomach is here to stay.
It has been two months since the day Hoshiko joined your school. With Ushijima going to school earlier than usual and practicing late into the night for the Inter High preliminaries, he hasn't been able to spend much time with you lately. Normally, this wouldn't have bothered you because you could see him in class everyday but with Hoshiko now taking your place, you barely get to say more than hi to him.
However, with the prelims now over and the upcoming week-long break ahead, you're hoping to get some one-on-one time with him once again. All these years with him have made him such an intrinsic part of your daily life that it feels like something big is missing when he's not around. To the world, Wakatoshi Ushijima might be a lot of things. But to you, Wakatoshi Ushijima is home. He is comfort. He is strength. He is someone that you know like the back of your own hand. He is someone that your heart always keeps coming back to. He is the only love you have ever known.
You know that he doesn't share the same feelings for you. But that doesn't stop your heart from longing for him.
The lessons for the day are over and you walk back to your class, eager to pack your bag and go home with Ushijima. You wonder if he'll want to go to the park in the evening.
"She's asking him out! She's asking him out!"
"No WAY! I am SO jealous."
A small crowd has gathered around the window and they're whispering amongst themselves as they look outside.
"Man, that Ushiwaka is so lucky! He gets to date the most beautiful girl in the entire country."
"I mean⊠he is in the nation's top 3 aces and an under 19 representative of Japan. Not to mention he's tall and strong and good looking. They're actually perfect for each other."
Your heart drops down to your feet.
You look out the window and find yourself looking at Hoshiko and Ushijima standing a ways away from the school building. They're in a quiet, secluded spot and Hoshiko seems to be blushing as she says something to him. You see him nod and say something in return. Hoshiko's face lights up in pure delight and even though they are at a distance, you can hear the joy in her voice.
"No way!!!! He said yes?? I thought he wasn't interested in girls!"
"Goddamn it! There goes my chance!"
You feel dizzy as you watch the two of them walk back to school together.
No. This can't be. You have always known that he doesn't like you that way. But you thought he wasn't interested in dating at all.
No. You shouldn't make any assumptions just yet. These gossip mongers are messing with your head. For all you know, he could have said yes to being in a show or something. You shouldn't despair before you hear the truth from him.
You blink back your tears and run to your class. Thankfully, it's empty. You take a few deep breaths to calm yourself and wait. Both of them soon appear in the hallway. The crowd surrounds them instantly, wanting to drown them in questions but Ushijima breaks away from them easily and walks towards the class. He comes up to you.
"Y/N. I'm sorry I won't be able to come to the park today."
It's true.
"Hoshiko and I are going to watch this new movie playing at the theatre-"
He's going on a date with her.
"Apparently it has a lot of volleyball in it-"
He's going on a date with h-
"You should join us."
Huh?
"What?"
"I figured you might like it since you play volleyball with me even though you don't play it otherwise."
What? What? What?? What is happening right now??
Ushijima patiently waits for your answer.
"Uh... Whose idea was it to go to the movie?"
"Nakamura's. Why?"
"And how did she bring up the idea?"
"Well, I was returning from the club and she asked to speak to me in private. And then she told me about the movie and if I wanted to watch it with her."
He didn't get it.
"Ah... Toshi... I'm pretty sure she was asking you out on a date."
His eyes widen with surprise.
"A... date? But she never said she had romantic feelings for me."
Could this mean...? Can I hope...?
"Well, her asking you out on the date was her way of saying it."
"I see. I didn't realise. Thank you for telling me. In that case, I should tell her my feelings for her as well."
He has feelings for her.
Your heart shatters.
You're glad that he walks out right away because you couldn't have stopped your tears from coming out even if you wanted to. You run out of the back door, desperate to get far away.
I guess I was the problem all this time. I just wasn't someone you could look at that way.
You had always known that. You had always known that he didn't feel for you the way you did. But that hadn't stopped you from falling for him. Hard. How could you have not? Eight years of knowing him... You didn't even realise when you fell for him. Loving him just came so naturally to you.
Logically, it makes sense. They make sense. She is beautiful and tall and smart. And so is he. They are the type of couple who would be featured on the cover of a magazine. Which, given their career trajectories, is bound to happen sooner or later.
But the heart doesn't care for logic and at this moment you feel like it will actually burst from the amount of pain you're feeling.
You spend the rest of the evening and the entire night crying in your room.
Morning comes and you feel worse than ever. Your head is throbbing, your nose is stuffy and your eyes are swollen. You decide to skip school. It's the last day before break anyway. Maybe this break will be good for you. It will give you some time to adjust to everything and compose yourself.
You go back to bed and sleep through the entire day.
You thought you'd feel better after getting some rest but you still feel like shit.
You drag yourself out of bed. Your entire body feels like it weighs ten times more.
Maybe a shower and some fresh air will do you good.
You head out.
No matter how much you try to think of something else, your mind keeps coming back to him. Your eyes keep searching for him. You look in the direction of his room. The curtains are open and you can see it is empty.
Of course he's not home yet. He's probably out with her again.
Even though it's barely a minute away, you feel exhausted by the time you reach the park. Thankfully, it is empty.
You sit on one of the swings and look around. Most of your memories with Ushijima are tied to this park. This is where you both have spent the majority of your last eight years together.
All the sweet memories make you tear up again.
"You didn't come to school today."
You were so lost in your head that you didn't realise when he walked up to you. You blink back your tears.
"Oh... hi. Yeah, I - I wasn't feeling very well today," you say, not meeting his eye.
"You seem upset."
He noticed.
"Oh... I'm fine. Really. It's just been a rough day. It's nothing to worry about," you say, still evading his gaze.
He sits on the swing next to you. You look to the side and see he has a volleyball in his lap.
"Do you want to talk about it?"
You quickly avert your gaze again.
"No."
"I see. Well, would you like me to distract you? Talk about something else?"
It is getting harder to keep your tears in check. You're sure your voice will crack if you speak. You just nod.
"You would've liked the movie. It wasn't as focused on volleyball as Nakamura said it would-"
Great. He's chosen the worst topic he could have talked about. You don't want to hear about his date. You need to change the topic. Quickly.
"What are you doing here?" you blurt out the one question that has been weighing on your mind ever since he came here.
"What do you mean? I came here to play volleyball with you."
"I- I mean... I thought you would spend your free time with Ho-Hoshiko from now."
"Why would I do that?"
"B- because you're d-dating her?" Your voice cracks.
"I am not dating Nakamura."
What?
"What do you mean you're not dating her? I thought you liked her. Didn't you go on a date with her yesterday?"
"I do like her. Just not romantically. And no, I went to watch the movie with Tendou. She had already bought the tickets so I bought them from her. I wanted to watch it with you but you went home. "
"But... you left to tell her your feelings for her..."
"I did. I wanted to clarify that I only feel for her as a friend. It was only thanks to you that I was able to tell her in time before I ended up hurting her unintentionally."
"I...see..."
Relief floods your heart. You suddenly feel a hundred pounds lighter. You finally gather the courage to look at him. He is looking right back at you.
"Can I ask you something?" you say, your lower lip trembling.
"Of course."
"Do you have romantic feelings for anyone?"
You instantly regret speaking up as soon as the question leaves your mouth. You know he never lies. And if he doesn't feel the same w-
"Yes. You."
You stare at him blankly.
It's subtle but his expression has changed from completely serious to something a little softer. You can't quite place what it is. Is it concern? nervousness? Adoration?
"R-really? You like me? Romantically?"
"Yes."
"Since when?"
"Ah," he rubs his chin, "I'm not sure..."
You're still having difficulty believing that any of this is real.
"You know," he continues, "After my father, you were the first person who ever wanted to play with me."
He points towards the corner of the park. "I was practicing against that wall that day when you came up to me. Do you remember?"
"Of course I remember. I can never forget that day."
"So many people have come and gone from my life but you have been with me for so long that, I guess somewhere along the way I just assumed you would stay forever. Which, I now realise, I shouldn't have."
He feels the same. He has always felt the same.
"Toshi?"
He turns to you again.
"I love you."
He breaks into a soft smile.
"I love you too."
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