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icewindandboringhorror · 6 years ago

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I’m transferring all of my worldbuilding stuff over to a second website just to see if I can organize it better but in this site’s text editor it actually shows information about the text and like..hbbb..i don’t realize how long some of this nonsense is until i copy and paste and it shows “97,568 characters, 58 min. read “

#which isn't that long I guess but consider that my 'in my own head' estimate for how long it would take to read #everything I post is like 'idk maybe 15 minutes' then seeing nearly hour long estimates does +35 damage to my health immediately #also I'm of course still going to post all of this stuff here. I just also want to have like.. my own website where I can organize the info #better with tools that tumblr doesn't allow or etc. So that can be like a main reserve for information and then the stuff I post on my art #blog is the same stuff but also mixed in with sculptures and etc. etc.#also because like.. I didn't even know tumblr had a character limit on pages but it does. So I can't make custom pages with all the content #I want to have in them ghbhb #but anyway.... shocking also to think... 'I had to write all that and at some point read it multiple times to check for spelling errors and #etc.' like.... how much time.. do i spend on this... I consider writing about species and stuff as a Quick Little Effortless Side Hobby #because that is legit how it feels to me like. it's so easy to just come up with stuff and is fun to write about whatever random nonsense #you want it truly does feel like almost no effort. But then seeing how long some of this is and considering that if I took all of the #information I've ever written publicly and also included all the random text documents on my computer together it #would probably add up like.. well over the length of an average novel and probably took me at least like 70 or something #hours at this point to write everything in my head down is like.. bhbbgbhb What If I'm Wasting A Lot Of Time Actually #and of course it's not like.. wasted wasted. I have a nice full realm for myself that I can do anything with now. I have a setting I can #use for anything if I ever want to. but still it's just like.. Oof Thats A Lot Of Time And Effort For Something I Literally #Classify In My Mind As The Quickest And Easiest Hobby I Have #also if that's my Short And Simple hobby then.. how much time am I putting into everything else?? I live in a gouddamned time warp #bhGHBHBB

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