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#artists on tumblr#blood#organ#the first one is actually a redraw of an old piece#from 2019#i should do redraws more often honestly#there were some cool concepts#that i didn't have the skills to execute back then#i hope years from now i'll look at my art from today#and think the same#i want to keep growing for as long as i live#becoming the best artist i can be#it often feels like it'll never be enough#like there's artists of such incredible unreachable skill#but then i remember almost all of us feel that way#those artists probably too
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The fact that Tsubomi didnt end up as Mob's gf and became her friend is so important, it strenghtes the entire friendship motif of the series have and breaks the trope of there having to be romance between a boy and a girl, the friendzone isnt bad its just that ppl have been conditioned to think that it is, for Mob and Tsubomi could be one of the best things that happened in their lives. Im sure she wanted to have a friend that she could open up to without being judged and without having the risk of her being seen as just a love interest by them. I have the feeling that Tsubomi would enjoy being silly once in a while, leave the "school idol" status she has and I think Mob also likes to be silly! Based on the cake prank on reigen at the epilogue and Mob telling Dimple he didnt remember him during the Mogami Arc, Id love to see them being silly together as besties, laughing together loudly at dumb shit or messing with their other friends. Maybe at some point he invites her to hang out with the rest of his friends, going shopping w Teru, hanging out w the telepathy club, or just anything really, she deserves more true friends. And since tsubomi isnt impressed by anything psychic/supernatural related, Mob can tell her about his little shenanigans at spirits n such without being weirded out or anything, she'll just listen and its the same for Mob's side, he's good at understanding and giving a safe place to speak, I know I said it already but she really needs true friends that wouldnt wish bad things upon her or see her as a prize.
#ami chat#mob psycho 100#mob text#shigeo kageyama#tsubomi takane#this also goes w aroace mob and tsubomi hc#they are made for each other but in a platonic way#they do kinda are two sides of the same coin of wanting true friendships and relationships while being true to themselves#and being seen as an actual person and not a tool or unreachable or a monster or anything#also mob n teru get tsubomi into that one brand that made the ugly ass monkey shirt#or maybe she already secretly likes it lmao#i wanted to say more but my thoughts are all scrambled#anyways tsubomi is underrated#mob psycho spoilers
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"You are what you eat, they said. But I don't remember eating such a handsome man."
#die schule der kleinen vampire#school for vampires#stoker flestcher#my art#redraw#from 2022#in 2022 I wanted to redraw a bunch of memes#but now it seems like an unreachable goal
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it's a shock to me joining the
✨Jester Fandom™✨
would lead to making friends and drawing so much and sharing writing things. I got so used to playing in the sandbox alone, occasionally catching someone's attention just long enough for a fun conversation and that be that.
I made a small nook corner of comfortable trinkets, and genuinely thank you to anyone who's stopped by even just to look. very sentimental over that, I hope you have a really good day 💕💕
💕💕💕💕✨✨✨💕💕💕💕💕✨✨💕💕💕💕💕
#ramblings#💕✨#I'm emotional and I've only got a long yard stare to show for it /silly#its silly. but my new years resolution was quietly to interact more. talk more. i didnt quite get there yet -#abruptly reaching out as many times as i wanted to. but i got closer and closer.#also i hit a follower milestone that just seemed unreachable#im handing y'all homebrewed shenanigans and hot chocolate ❤️❤️
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when I explain to you that Ten is the equivalent of Enamored Smurf in the Doctor lineup
#his entire regeneration is built for passion#he was born out of love for one specific human girl and as a result he is constantly - no pun intended - at a ten emotions-wise#he is like. that one care bear whose entire purpose is love? but without the girl he regenerated for it kinda goes haywire#he's the doctor who kisses ALL of his companions think about that. he flirts with every female with a pulse. all that romantic energy.#just. zooming around everywhere with nothing to land on after Rose gets ripped away#it's hilarious and very sad. and annoying#when he's angry he's FURIOUS. when he's sad he's MISERABLE. when he's happy he's INFECTIOUS. and when he's in love?#WHEN HE'S IN LOVE DO NOT GET CAUGHT IN THE CROSSFIRE#the man literally wants to die when the human girl he was born out of love for is unreachable. he welcomes death.#he goes BANANAS when they are not together. slowly but surely he's Time Lord Victorious because he literally can't cope without his love#it's ridiculous. I could go on#I might write an essay about this#if provoked*#tenth doctor#opinion piece#10th doctor#10rose#tenrose#tentoo#doctor who#dw#bbc#timepetals#ten x rose#rose tyler#rose x ten#rose x doctor#david tennant#billie piper#ten
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Without you I am lost I keep you at any cost
#marauders#james potter#regulus black#jegulus#james x regulus#nyudoesart#I had this flower frame in procreate for a year now I wanted to use it for an entirely different fanart#but i never finished that so I recycled it#the quote of from jay and the coffee - beautiful vulnerable unreliable unreachable broken#which is the perfect song for the fic on ao3#whatever happened to the young young lovers?#10/10 highly recommend#that fic caused my marauders donwfall#when its done im prob gonna custom print it so i can reread it as a physical book
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This is just always so funny to me
#the way flans is like we were free to do it because we didnt have any PESKY roommates to worry about telling us NO....#whole time the roommate was just linnell.#seriously though flans was insane for this#i love the image of linnell trying to desperately to reach him by dialing their own fucking song service and being unable to get through an#being like 😭😭😭😭 GOD DAMN IT JOHN#and its like what if like. his parents wanted to call him#but you know what it really was so worth it he was literally so right#i stand with him. i understand why he was soooo excited and couldnt wait to do it and dgaf if it literally made him unreachable#tp
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also i can't believe riley was scoffing at dating buffy whilst watching her at peak weirdo girlfailure. what an incredible lack of taste
#'yes but would you want to date that?' he said as she exhibited truly heretofore unreached levels of lameness#god what a tool#btvs rewatch#btvs#buffy summers#anti briley#???#disclaimer lol i actually like early seasons briley because they're such dorks alskdjflsd#this is some light ribbing#but i am aware that the riley and briley tags are unfortunately crowded with badly tagged anti posts so#just to be safe
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i think the most fun aspect of choi hopper for me is the fact that beomgyu is so far written as an A grade sleazy fuck boy and soobins written as a goody two shoes textbook definition of a gentleman, but beomgyus constantly dominated throughout all my rough outlines of future chapters, being the one used, being the one willing to be used and soobins the one to bear you with cold eyes, pretending to be look disinterested as you beg him so pathetically to give you something, whining and whimpering around his cock, trying to suck him off earnestly only to choke and gargle, making a mess that he only tsks at with a turn of his head to the side
#idk i like the concept of fuck boys being subs sooooo much#and gentlemans being nasty and mean in bed#i want soogyu.#fic: the choi hopper#🌷. rana thoughts#im definitely weaving in dom gyu thoughhhhh i need him BAD#the gyu brainrot is so so so bad for me like it reaches unreachable heights
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1.10 / 1.09
#something to be said not just about how Ibrahim aims to replace his past family with his present bond with Süleiman (and Musti and Mahi#branch off of that bond) but also how Hatice fits in all of this - the one Ibrahim leans on everytime he's likely to lose SS is *her*#she isn't just the future he wants to secure in the castle but also the past he yearns for outside of it especially in that initial period#of their relationship; and not just any past but a very particular fragment of it - the next most valuable person of his past other than#his brother: his *mother*. it's no wonder him playing *his mother's* melodies with the violin marks the beginning of their story and stays#an important motif throughout. just like Ibrahim's mother Hatice is so familiar yet so out of reach (and this unreachability accumulates in#E13 - Ibrahim leaves for Parga thus returning to his past but leaving Hatice behind but *then* finding out his mother is gone too.#*both* people he wants to be close to soo much are *gone* in that moment. there's a link between them because of this. also Hatice tieing#lbrahim's mother to “heaven” as well and her “looking at their happiness from above” Ibro responds with in E14.) Hatice will distance#more and more from that role later on until lbrahim starts to outright abandon this whole 'return to the past' idea with Hatice and#search for it through Nigar instead. but yeah anyway I feel these two scenes are the perfect encapsulation of how complicated#the past is for lbrahim; he avoids remembering it because it *hurts* to remember both because why would he remember it when he already has#an established future and because deep down he resents what he's become and established as that isn't ever permanent and he's lost all else#*himself* most of all as who is a person without his roots? he wants to forget them but can't ever do it so what's left is replacing them#*all of them*; when he finds Hatice too he wants to have *both* her and Süleiman and SS marrying Hatice off directly challanges that want#up to that point he believed in the possibility of their love more than Hatice did; now? he seems as lost as she is not knowing what to do#the only way not to lose either of them is accepting Süleiman's order convincing himself that this is how it should be no matter how much#that hurts and would bury him even deeper; he can't bear it so he searches for a solution - and when he sees Rhodes sea? it hits him#it hits him how low he's actually sunk through the losses and if he can't “fully* replace the past he'll *fully* return to the past letting#*everything else* once hidden out as well. not to mention how right before he left to Parga he was brought to fear for his literal death#and then he is given more power that also brings some uncertainty with it and that likely scared him cementing his departure for Parga#directly following Piri Pasha's advice to let power go as it won't let *you* go#(btw a big contrast between S01 and S03 Ibrahim can be drawn in his relationship with Piri Pasha and his relationship with Ebusuud)#magnificent century#muhteşem yüzyıl#muhtesem yuzyil#ibrahim pasha#(sorry for the disorganized tags but if I kept it like it was I would've exceeded the limit before I even finished 😅)#(just Ibrahim and Hatice in general are people who latch onto each other to get over their losses and ache for peace amidst their turbulent#lives and positions and that's what keeps them close and will later too)
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shit feels bad man
#srry not to lib out for a moment but i rlly did want georgia to be blue again#just some sign that more than half of the people in my home aren’t totally unreachable and that leftism has a future here yknow. christ#palaver
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Apologies for asking outright, but I would appreciate some kind asks from y'all. It's been a rough few days. I hope y'all take care and are having a wonderful time. 🧡
I'm just feeling pretty alone right now, you know?
#personal#blog post#I don't want to go into detail but I've been feel pretty lonely and isolated from others#even found out that i may spend my birthday alone#so anything encouraging or kind helps#i know it's weird of me to ask but I was just hoping to maybe find support here; everyone else i can talk to is unreachable currently#thank you to anyone who sends something; i will answer them later in the day if i get any
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i think that the reason so many minorities voted for trump is that they actually don’t like being viewed and babied as oppressed minorities. like dems are always like “oh nooo we have to protect the hispanics and the muslims and the women and the gays and the seniors” but esp to men (but also to women) that is embarassing and annoying and they’d rather have someone who negs them but shares a similar individualistic and selfish impulse to feel strong and powerful
#not sure what to do about this. but it makes a lot of fucking sense#like it’s not exactly that simple but tbh a lot of it is just the patriarchy and men being the problem#that’s projected onto women who want to please men#can we perhaps pay a little bit more attention to the radicalization of gen z boys so this cycle ends somewhere#bc it kinda seems like the older guys are unreachable at this point#and also i just admitted that im probably bi like a few months ago and the idea of dating a man rn…#….
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i need to go live in a house in vermont for a week and talk to no one and turn my phone off and read books and make music and swim in a lake naked and drink wine and eat pasta and sit in the grass and write poetry
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#feeling very defeated#changing meds so depression and suicidal ideation are raging#fat‚ ugly‚ losing my hair#chronic pain and pcos constantly reminding me that i'll never look or feel how i want to#plus the inability to function normally in society which have made it hard to work steadily#and that lack of funds has lead to its own set of issues#but the PC my roommate handed down to be fried yesterday and the project i had been working on is currently unreachable#back to using my old laptop and it runs like shit#i'm just. i'm tired. i'm so very tired#but i made my promises to not kill myself so. prepare to read my vent posts‚ boy
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Random Mario headcanon: while Peach does have powerful magic, she actually doesn’t know how to use it, at least not by herself. Basically to use her magic she needs to trigger a “spark” of sorts, but has no idea how to do so and as a result can’t use it unless someone else triggers that spark for her.
Explaining how it works in the games’ canon and giving some more details on my Toadstool magic hcs (spoilers for pretty much all the RPGs + Showtime’s ending; 1k words below):
- In Paper Mario 64, Kammy calls Peach’s action “wishes from normal people”, meaning she’s not using any particular magic.
- In Thousand Years Door, she uses healing magic upon regaining some control from the Shadow Queen. Considering the Shadow Queen is using magic, possibly Peach’s magic, it means Peach could have been able to access it in the moment.
- In Mario and Luigi Partners in Time, the Cobalt Star could have been the one with the magic to imprison Elder Princess Shroob, or it triggered Peach’s magic. Though the fact Peach can summon stars at the end kinda shows she can use magic on her own.
- In Bowser’s Inside Story and Dream Team, Peach only uses magic when Starlow is using her own magic as well, meaning Starlow could be the one triggering hers.
- Ok I’ll be honest I can’t explain it for Super Mario RPG other than “she’s not actually using magic” or “Geno is a spirit of the stars so his presence would unlock her powers”, though in that second case it doesn’t even fully work since the whole point of the team looking for stars is that wishes can’t be granted anymore.
- In Showtime, Peach’s magic ribbon comes from Stella, same for the outfits. Her Radiant transformation also comes from the hopes and dreams of the Theets fused with Sparkles and Stella. I could also see Stella triggering Peach’s magic in the case of the ribbon + Radiant.
- In Super Princess Peach, you could imagine that the Vibe Scepter is basically letting out “particles” of emotions in the air, and when one touches someone, it affects them. For Peach, her magic would protect her by absorbing those particles, but it also causes her magic to accumulate them.
Because of that, whenever she feels a strong emotion, all those particles her magic gathered get released at once, thus giving her those powers. So the powers wouldn’t come from her using her magic willingly, instead her magic does its own thing and she has to realize it and work around it.
As a result, she can control when the powers get triggered by keeping calm as much as possible and thinking of happy/sad/angering things when needed (or other methods like pinching herself to cry or asking Perry to insult her to get angry, dumb funny things like that).
This could also explain why there’s a timer that then needs to be refilled when using emotions or even why emotional enemies don’t get powers like she does but instead just move faster or in a different pattern, as they would have less emotions in them since the first particle that touches them would influence them.
- In case it needs to be said, everyone in the sports games have special abilities so I don’t consider those to be her using magic.
So yeah, while there are obviously instances of her using healing magic that negates this idea, it still holds up to an extent. And it’s especially interesting to headcanon when you consider how many RPG villains know how to exploit her magic for themselves (Cackletta, Fawful, the Shadow Queen, Antasma tried before turning to Bowser, I like to think the Chaos Heart was born from an exchange of two widely different magics with the wedding being the ritual needed to create the heart specifically).
Going deeper into this idea, I hc that in the past all Toads had magic but the Royal Family eventually discouraged everyone from using it aside from them. History books would say it’s to protect the population, the truth is that the Monarchy wanted that power for themselves and/or were afraid of the people taking over the throne if they can be more powerful than them (especially since I hc that it’s common for rulers to marry citizens, as long as said citizen is able to handle the work that goes with becoming royalty; this is also why each kingdom still has a ruler the same species as them after centuries of those kingdoms existing).
There would still be some Toads who kept their magic (like the doctor from Bowser’s Inside Story) but they would be incredibly rare on top of trying to keep it a secret just in case them having it is forbidden as there would be no written law saying what is and isn’t allowed on that front.
As such, the knowledge of how to use these powers is told from parent to child, with sometimes another person being given the info in case the rulers die before their heir is of age to learn. In Peach’s case, her parents’ death was a complete surprise, meaning no-one had that knowledge.
So for the longest time, she didn’t even think she had magic. And when the RPGs happened, she would’ve tried to use it herself but can’t find the thing triggering its use, taking a while to come to terms with the fact that she could never use it by herself, but that doesn’t mean she can’t be a hero in a different way.
And for those asking why doesn’t she use a Koopa wand, this goes into this idea of the Chaos Heart being born from mixing Koopa and Toadstool magic. She’s afraid that trying to learn the Koopa ways of using magic might cause another catastrophe, which it probably would.
Last small thing, outside of angst the main reason for this headcanon is to justify both Peach never using magic outside of RPGs and the fact she goes from being able to yeet Bowser out the window in one game to being completely helpless against two paratroopas holding her in the very next game of the same series. Basically it’s to explain the inconsistencies with it.
It can also justify the Mushroom Kingdom not falling into the hands of Koopas, Goombas etc before Mario and Luigi were around despite Toads being unable to defend themselves in the present time (basically the Toadstool family was able to use their magic to boost the strength of their army, which Peach can’t do).
#Super Mario#Princess Peach#Flor talks#long post#this has been sitting in my folders for a while but I wanted to play Mario RPG first to have something to say about it#I also have a spm WIP with a long beginning all about how much the events of the RPGs are affecting Peach's mental state#and how her inability to use magic coupled with all those villains capturing her for it take a huge toll on her#(god I need to edit and post my Mario fics already some of those have been sitting in my folders for almost a year now)#yes I know technically Peach could ask one of the Toads who still have their magic to teach her#but I like the idea of her having this power that's unreachable outside of specific conditions
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