#I try to space them out cause I don't wanna spam their tags but i'm also impatient

[anoant-haikyuu-dump]

your fukutoras....🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

THANK YOUU, I think about them constantly and since no one else draws them i've taken it upon myself :')

[twotangledsisters]

Update.

First, I just want to thank everybody, I didn't want to re-blog an answer each individual post because; I don't wanna spam people?

So very quickly:

Thanks to @frozenwolftemplar cause your always so gentle with your words and the (like that festival with the sculptures that go 🔥🔥🔥) got me laughing. Also, I'd love to see more fics in different styles? I love when writers experiment! (same for any artists, I get so excited when an artist I follow tried out a new medium!)

Thanks to @nyleeu-e especially cause, knowing you also went through like, going into tumblr not logged in (might of misunderstood that) and found out the same thing brings my social anxiety down a lot. Cause... I just start overanalising soooo fast and end up thinking the worst, but I love your blog, there's nothing problematic going on? So I guess that kinda reinforces what a lot of people have said about it being a tts thing.

And @batata-doce-com-farofa of course thanks for the king words and yeah, the tags, a lot of people have suggested it's along those lines.

I'm not sure if in the past I've been very lucky to be in chills fandoms. I've been extremely ignorant to drama that was happening. Or times have just changed and in the time I was in uni unable to really be in a fandom interacting the way I am now, I was caught off guard by this change...

A friend also reminded me on the phone about how I use a 'mute' feature, so I don't block people unless it's absolutely necessary, I just have a feature which stops posts showing on my dashboard and stuff. And I do this mainly because, I may not like a certain ship or dynamic but that doesn't mean I won't enjoy other content from people? Also, I don't know if that person is reading a fic of mine on ao3 and there going to one day try to reach out on tumblr and find out their blocked and a have panic attack...

And saying that, I realize the fact my mind goes over this whole thought process as to why not to block someone, probably say a lot about my own socialy anxiety.

I think as well this hit me hard because I did a post a while back being like 'I have this paranoid feeling I'm invading the tts fandom space', and this felt like tumblr screaming that paranoia was correct...

That and there were a few people who's fanfics I interact with on ao3 who had me blocked... So... That's fun.

Plus, I've actually had a few hateful anon asks recently that I've been ignoring and kinda hoping/assuming it's all one single person... But there's always that bit in your brain that says 'what if it's a bunch of people!' But I have had A LOT more positive anonymous asks in my inbox (plus I value shy people and I think people who don't have a tumblr account can only ask anonymously so I wanna leave them on for fic readers who aren't on tumblr?)

Rambling, sorry.

I reached out today to my doctor and I'm going to get an 'emergency' meeting to get my anxiety meds checked cause... Something's not working. I've also been pulled aside by another doctor over weight loss the other day so, maybe that's something to do with my anxiety? (It'd be kinda nice if it was, like, two stones one bird?)

I should probably fully step away from the internet but, cause I work from home and my friends live 2 hours away... Tumblr, fandom, it all kinda becomes my social interaction between friend visits? Like, I'm an introvert but, it's nice to not be completely alone. I'ts hard to say if the internet does more or less for mental health some days...

I'll definitely be a bit less active on here while I reign in my anxiety.

None of this will affect Ao3, I am always like 40 days ahead of schedule!

I'll probably just log into Tumblr when I'm going to post something (like if I finish an animation, probably won't be doing all the works in progress stuff...) but if anybody wants to chat just pm me and I'll sell you my discord, that's on my phone so that notified me even when I'm not logging into tumblr!

I also have some anon asks in my inbox to do with animation suggestions, I've seen them! Except for one they're all great ideas I'd love to get around to! It just takes time I'm afraid, but I promise they've been received.

So yeah...

Huge thanks for all the kind words.

I think I'm going to go take a nap.

So I just made a huge mistake because... I was browsing tumblr from my ipad and didn't realize I wasn't on my usual account, and I was on the tangled the series tab and there was soooooo much content!

I was thrilled and then I realized...

It's not that there was a lot of content today.

It's that half the fandom seems to have me blocked.

And I don't know which fandoms rules I've broken to earn my exile...

But yeah.

I'm feeling.... Honestly, extremely, extremely unwell right now.

Like... I don't know what I'm going to do.

My instinct is delete tumblr, NEVER EVER EVER comment on a fic ever again because that's the only negative interactions I've had... And just.... Disappear off of tumblr (not ao3, I don't think my fanfics are the drama and I'm too deep into that rabbit hole)....

But obviously I'm writing this literally as I am made aware....

I'm just feeling extremely shitty right now.

And as though all my social anxiety is correct and most people hate me and.... Yeah.

I think I'm going to just go make a tea and watch some cartoons.

I wish I knew what I did...

I feel like I mostly just post animations and jokes and... I try to interact with the community but maybe I shouldn't have tried to interact.

[cnfsd-bisexual]

Problems with Byler

It's been a while since I've seen such absolute hatred in a fandom over ships. (It hasn't, but it's been a while since I've seen such strong beliefs forced into every corner of the tumblr fandom.)

Idc if you ship Byler or not, but Jesus fuck I can't scroll through any tag that has any slight connection with stranger things without seeing dozens of posts abt Byler.

I personally don't ship it, but I'm not overly involved in the fandom, and I'm not anti Byler as such so overall I don't really care. But like, I don't wanna be bombarded with posts for a ship I don't like. But what pisses me off the most, is that a lot of ppl that don't ship Byler are homophobic, but a lot of ppl that ship Byler think it's the best thing since sliced bread and anyone that doesn't ship it deserves to die. Imo sending death threats to adults that don't ship a non-canon ship between kids is a bit, I don't know, mental hospital material?

Like the anti tag is swarmed with stans going "we will never stop campaigning for these fictional children to get together", like imo stay in your specific tag? Like don't spam anti tags with pro stuff, and don't spam pro tags with anti stuff. Common sense and keeps everyone happy.

Another problem shippers have is they call anyone that doesn't ship Byler homophobic. Like, a lot of those people are actually queer? And just cause they don't ship two kids from a crappy tv show doesn't mean you can say awful shit. (Obvi some non shippers are homophobic and deserve to have hell rained down upon them.)

And trying to say other queer ships (Steve/Eddie, Robin/Nancy, Robin/Vicky etc) aren't as important as Byler (??? The fuck?) or that all queer ships are the same and if only one is canon then it's a win? That's just lumping all queer people/characters/ships together as interchangeable, which is a really damaging message/point of view. And saying that Byler deserves to be that canon queer ship cause the Byler tag has the most followers??

This rant isn't well put together and there's a lot more I wanna add, but fuck me, calm down, I've been really passionate abt my ships in the past, but I've never had such a sense of superiority, like the majority of Byler shippers I've seen. Fandoms are for everyone, don't encroach on others spaces in fandoms, especially when they disagree with your point of view.

Side note, if you see this post and it offends you, I have it tagged with both ship and anti tags, and if you don't have those tags blacklisted and come at me cause my opinion differs from yours, maybe you aren't mature enough to use Tumblr, that is cause you can't figure out the simple tagging/blocking system ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[mrfandomgage]

I posted 151 times in 2021

134 posts created (89%)

17 posts reblogged (11%)

For every post I created, I reblogged 0.1 posts.

I added 403 tags in 2021

#undertale - 77 posts

#chara - 58 posts

#chara undertale - 57 posts

#frisk - 46 posts

#frisk undertale - 40 posts

#deltarune - 40 posts

#jevil - 24 posts

#kris deltarune - 22 posts

#kris - 20 posts

#asriel - 19 posts

Longest Tag: 57 characters

#i don't like that i'm not really all too fit and muscular

My Top Posts in 2021

#5

Chara: Hey Frisk

Frisk: Yeah Chara?

Chara: you know that weird guy that's always in some weird space designed blanket?

Frisk: Why do you ask?

Chara: He's outside our door with a sign, asking for salt?

Frisk, opening the door: Hello, why do you need salt?

Me: ... I ran out and can't run to the store. I'm making spaghetti sauce.

Chara, peeking: you actually live somewhere?

15 notes • Posted 2021-06-09 03:52:24 GMT

#4

Jevil, sighing: Say, Gage, I get a little bored being all alone, maybe having a Chaotic buddy would be fun, but because of that spam blocker-

Gage, confused: Spam Blocker? I don't have anything like that

Jevil: ... What?

Gage: this is about Spamton?

Jevil: Yeah, uh... wait, what do you mean, don't have anything like that? You told me you-

Gage: Ad Blocker, but only on google chrome. Spamton isn't here because I never properly fought him in game, his teaser fight was all I got and hell, that's not worth as much as him being a real bigshot.

Jevil: So wait. You're only obligation of adding someone in this little world is of you fought them?

Gage: kinda.

Jevil, upset: Oh...

Gage: why don't you hang out with everyone else a bit more? Kris, Susie, Ralsei?

Jevil: Usually they hang out in that Bar. The Cat lady doesn't like my quirky antics of juggling Devilsknives on a ball

Gage: How about Seam? He's your old pal, right?

Jevil: Old, he's not as spry as he used to be. I asked if he would want to play cards, but he said he's not going to round up citizens just for a game!

Gage: how about King, he hasn't much to do

Jevil, disappointed: He won't let me use the hamster bottle

Gage: The new computer lady?

Jevil: She doesn't get the jokes I tell. Often times she takes them literally.

Gage: why not cause a little controlled havoc?

Jevil: what?

Gage: let loose. Whatever you think would be fun, do it. If anything goes wrong, I can fix it

Jevil, grinning: thanks pal

*Yeah, so uhm... writing this segment would take too long. Enjoy the aftermath*

Kris, upside down in a tree with a Tasque: JEVIL, GET ME DOWN FROM HERE YOU-

Ralsei, helping Seam repaint: I don't know how everything became Turquoise out here. I'm sure we'll get this fixed.

Seam, working: well, I have my guess. This is rather amusing. Thanks for the help Ralsei.

Tasque Manager, distressed: Please get out of the pool! Stop climbing those curtains! Where did this all come from!

Susie, slightly disappointed: A big lollipop?

Jevil, proud: Yup

See the full post

15 notes • Posted 2021-10-21 13:51:16 GMT

#3

Me: I'm glad that my account has a curse image of my fursona I made

Jevil: What's a Fursona?

Kris, rolling dice: You see a Fursona is an animal like character to express yourself. It can range from talking animals or goat people like Ralsei. While Susie may qualify for being described as a Fursona, she'd be specifically a Scaly

Susie, rolling dice: ...

Susie: F***. Also, why can't I be a furry?

Kris: Go to Jail. Also, it's because you look like a Dinosaur, even with your hair.

Jevil: Very informative! Thank you! Thank you!

Me: why am I here? Also, I wanna buy Boardwalk.

17 notes • Posted 2021-05-22 05:27:57 GMT

#2

Ralsei: Kris, we have a surprise for you!

Susie, walking in with a cake: it's just for you!

Lancer, squeaking by to set up a mini table in Kris' room: Susie though you were having a rough time, so she asked Ralsei to help make a special cake!

Ralsei, happy: She didn't even try swiping away any frosting!

Susie, whispering to Kris as she sets down the cake: I might've stolen a tiny amount of Frosting, but trust me, Ralsei lays it on thick.

Kris, examining the heart shaped cake, the Frosting has a drawing of Ralsei hugging Kris on the left as Susie gives a friendly noogie on the right of the drawing, they have a cyan tint circle background behind the 3 characters, while the rest of it is covered in relatively black frosting, except for a space on the bottom of the heart shaped cake that uses the same tint of blue as Kris' character, Signed Lancer: . . . Guys...

Lancer: it was a group effort! We all wanted to give you a part of us, Blue Kid!

Ralsei: I think Lancer mostly just wanted to be apart of it because Susie wanted to work on it, but he is right!

Susie: if you need help cutting into the cake, making it a few sections to make it easier, I'll give you one of my axes to help

Kris: can I be alone for a moment?

Susie, picking up everyone and leaving: Sure thing Kris!

Kris, alone, the door closed: Thank you...

Kris, lying down, examining the cake and holding back tears, whispering: I don't deserve this... I don't deserve this...

19 notes • Posted 2021-09-30 02:29:56 GMT

#1

???: Hello, Hello Lightners!

Susie: Lancer, why are you there

Lancer: ...

Lancer: Jevil called me because he was sick

20 notes • Posted 2021-06-04 08:51:52 GMT

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