#I think ppl disconnect from the fact that the ppl behind the blogs they follow are Real People

[faedecay]

Random fact about me: on nights I have trouble sleeping bc my brain won’t shut the hell up, I listen to a playlist on Spotify that’s full of classical music that’s calm (and that others have designated as “classical sleep songs”)

[thatbitchsimone]

Never thought that Johnny was innocent fully but amber clearly was a physical abuser in a mutually toxic relationship. I don’t get why you would post her court looks like it’s something cool and aesthetic when she is a horrible person regardless

yeah i get what u mean and its understandable that u feel kinda ”yikes” about it bc it IS kinda yikes that i do that in a sense. idk this might make me sound kinda fucked up and detached but i post it bc its kind of a big pop culture moment and that kinda goes with the stuff i blog about. like ive posted lots of jodi arias, anna delvey etc content and the amber stuff kinda goes with that. since its celebrities i have this disconnect from it like u know how we follow celeb drama and gossip for entertainment/interest/pure curiosity and kinda forget that these are real people and not a tv show? its kinda like that and theres probably some psychological reasoning or phenomena behind it but we all do it more or less. im not gonna sit here and virtue signal or pretend that i have some moral justification for it bc i honestly dont like the only reason i have for it is bc its pop culture, everyones talking about it and it involves celebrities and a beautiful actress that turned out to be a pretty disturbed person who behind all that beauty and glamour hides some dark secrets and it plays into the whole ”dark hollywood” ”secret lives of the rich and famous” thing as well as the ”darkness of the female mind/gone girl psychology/female criminals” which are both topics that im super interested in and therefore put on my little blog. i dont support jodi arias for example (i absolutely think she belongs in prison or preferably some kind of mental institution bc people like her need real psychological treatment) but i sure am fascinated by her and her mind and that whole persona. i dont know if im making much sense but im just trying to be fully candid and honest here maybe i sound cold hearted or detached from reality but i know for a fact im not in the minority with this bc just look at our culture u know

and i also started doing it even more purely bc of ppl trying to police me and stop me from doing it lol like i dont like being scolded or told what to think or do and yes thats immature but im a stubborn rebelious provocative little bitch at heart always have been. im not gonna pretend that i dont feel sympathy for amber and treat her like the monster the media and internet warriors does when i dont actually share that opinion like im not gonna submit to peer pressure/go along with the popular opinion just to please others like no im not gonna fake it thats not me like i want to be honest

[gyllenholand-deactivated]

rules: answer 21 questions then tag 21 people u want to get to know better

tagged by: pea @jiseis :*

nickname: i have so many bc my family loves petnames but my dad calls me filhote (which means puppy) and people also call me duds, duda and my brother has called me babacaria ever since i'm like 10

zodiac: libra! and libra moon and sag rising i think

height: 169 cm which is almost 5'7

last movie i saw: uhhh aquaman i think but! i'm gonna finally get to watch into the spiderverse tomorrow!!!!

last thing i googled: gucci flip flops which not only are horrendous but the cheapest one costs $210. i hate gucci god

favorite musician: 5sos, conan gray, khalid, harry styles, zayn and idk who else

song stuck in my head: this song called that's alright that is so bad. it's melting my brain i've been listening to new music the whole day trying to get something else in my brain

other blogs: a comics/anime/etc. blog @uchihaobito and a tmg blog @tmgpodcast

do i get asks: no only from my my mutuals after i reblog an ask game. i don't even get anon hate :/

following: 443

followers: 334

amount of sleep: really horrible 6 hours and then even worse 3 hours and then a nap and i'm still unbelievably tired

lucky number: i really like the number 18 and 3 is my mom's lucky number i'm gonna guess it's genetic

what i’m wearing: a black skirt and a pastel shirt i stole from some man in my family idk which

dream job: i really wanna write. write books, poems, movies. i also wanna direct but currently i might just study languages if i get the chance bc it's something i love a lot

dream trip: tokyo, seoul and nyc. big cities...

favorite food: chicken parmegiana

play any instruments?: i am trying to learn the guitar but i'm gonna be real. it's not going v well

languages: i'm fluent in english and portuguese. i can get by in spanish if people talk slowly and with a bit of help of a translator i can read french kinda well. trying to learn jpn but also not going v well

favorite songs: behind the sea by p!atd, disconnected by 5sos, eu nasci a 10 mil anos atras by raul seixas and mr. brightside by the killers

random fact: there's apparently a limit to how many things you can add to your netflix watchlist and. i've reached it rip

describe urself as aesthetic things: pastel and neon, sunflowers, van gogh paintings, underwater

tag 21 ppl: okay i'm not gonna reach 21 soz but @ziamsbian @afrolatine @sunsetiover @90stv @slowdancerz @ovrjoy @lastronaut @goldencruel @realmikedirnt @mysterydiseasebymgmt @salad @ everyone else whose @'s i'm forgeting. u dont have to obvsly!