#I think my body is just primed to allow optimum tear production or something
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The emotional frustration is next level bro
#Havin a real rough go of it guys#Hate it when ppl ask about my feelings#Instant way to make me cry uncontrollably#It's always at the worst times when I can't seem to get the tears to stop too#I think my body is just primed to allow optimum tear production or something#And I don't think the contacts help much#Gonna really struggle through this class#Just frustrating because I know what my problems are#I don't need help pointing them out#I just need to get to a point in my life where I have even a vague control over my circumstances and then I can start fixing things#And I know it's bad to try and say woe is me and there's nothing I can do to help myself#But that's not what I'm talking about#Like I'm not even meeting maslow's 2nd lowest level of needs#I don't know where I'm gonna end up working I don't have a house setup I don't even have a clear way of getting to my goals#There's so much sit and wait that I have to do right now and it's infuriating#And I know I can't help the ppl I want until I get my shit figured out#It's all just too much right now#And it mainly stems from having incorrect expectations for what was going to happen#Because I was led to believe this would all be way different than it played out
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