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I think they are supposed to be twins???
(maybe originally in the concept art, but in canon it seems they aren't anymore? dion has been stated to be the oldest, but my thoughts are maybe like he's the older twin lmao. i will probably be 100% wrong if there is ever a future installment in this series.)
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Funny story, I originally wanted to color these sketches, but I found that most of my traditional art supplies are unusable (the pencil colors has a very faded color, and most of my markers have a diluted yellow coloring lmaoooo ToT). I haven't been using them from 2019 and it really shows.
Oh yeah, here's a full page sketch.
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#psychonauts 2#psychonauts dion#psychonauts frazie#dion aquato#frazie aquato#psychonauts#traditional art#sketches#unfinished art#pen sketches#art#fanart#cartoon fanart#double fine productions#fanart 2025#usagifuyusummerart2025#you can find more of my ramblings on these guys in the alt text lmao i yap a lot i know#i love these guys but there's not much discussion going on about them especially dion since they're not really the focus on the second game#which that's fine. psychonauts is about raz after all i find him funny and i wonder what horrendous truths will he discover more if there is#ever a future game. unrelated but i love razzle dazzle's was it? AU of Dion not being psychic really? but he can see ghosts#(and the side abilities that come with that) which i think is a passive psychic ability. not strong like what the rest of their family#members have but it does align with what i think his character is like. dismissive but he does care he just can't show it because nobody#will believe him something like that. i have more to blab on this but tag limit lmao#this is just me relieving stress btw i'll get back on track when i feel more better.#you'll see me posting random stuff when i can't focus on what i want to do lol.#plus i've been thinking maybe my un-banger posts should have a specific tag? tundra or cold post??? i'll think about it....#if you read all of this then wow thank you hope you have a nice day wherever you are
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arsonforcharlie -> -> -> thelovers-thedreamers-and-me
#name change update#idk time for a change#maybe it is time to not be named after a game that went so poorly i still get nauseous from stress thinking about it#even though it's been over a year since i stopped running it#also charlie is the permutation of one of my worst ex's names#so really double whammy of Things To Move On From
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“god bless america i guess what else can you say” -charlie dompler
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expanding more on this, i think it’d be super funny if at first ed thought his friends were simply just that. his friends. until idk maybe he thought out loud something like ‘i wish i had askjdwansdk a physical copy of my favorite horror movie’ and then bam his friends are now fairies
but then again they could also be leaving like accidental hints every now and then like being able to teleport items, albeit quietly and stealthfully or like their unnaturally stretchy skin that somehow doesnt break when theyre fighting with the other neighbor hood kids (ed would probably think its bc they use proper skincare but he would be terrified of it so he wouldnt know)
and when he does find out theyre fairies that can grant wishes he is probably somewhere in the middle between abusing the power given to him and knowing when to stop or restrict himself from making stupid wishes (in hindsight, he probably wouldnt but it would most likely be Edd who tells him to rethink a wish before Eddy grants it)
and i can totally see Rolf being that weird teacher from the FOP og show that break his bones everytime he thinks he sees fairies like that one valentines day episode from eene
#one comment told me to continue making eene art so i shall deliver#ed edd n eddy#fairly oddparents#crossover#crossover au#ed eene#eene double d#eene eddy#eene sarah#would double d and eddy be married?#who knows#cause i sure dont#maybe like a dating situation#but i sure as hell aint making them have a baby#you tweaking if u think id be doing that#ed is enough trouble for the both of them#mostly double d#ed and eddy make his life hell#in a good way#is there a good way?#i just realized#since wanda and cosmo are canonically married and i should at least interpret that in some way here#eddeddy#for the funsies
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Spoilers for Fontaine Act 5 and previous archon quests!
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What's really sad about Furina is that she has been seeing what is a god in human terms. She sees them as perfect, unmovable deities rather than beings who do make mistakes, therefore trying to become 'perfect', lovable, and unmoving herself.
She hasn't had the chance to actually meet/get to know the archons like the traveler has, hence why she has such a naive worldview of what is a 'god', while we know them as imperfect (and sometimes silly) beings.
The archons we've got to meet have had little knowledge on how humans work, made mistakes that would affect their own living, have made enough bad decisions to start a civil war, have had their own people doubt and hurt them, have cried, have tried to lay low, have been beaten, have felt heartache, etc etc...
This whole demanding act that Furina put upon herself was sometimes unnecessarily harsh on herself, because archons are more human than she thinks.
#genshin spoilers#fontaine archon quest#fontaine archon quest spoilers#fontaine spoilers#archon quest spoilers#genshin#genshin impact#genshin furina#furina#gi furina#when our sweet peach said that her crying was her hydro overflowing...#i was thinking 'oh bby girl venti would cry over not being served alcohol. it's fine to be stressed'#thoughts#idk if people are missing the point of this post?#I’m saying Furina’s worldview is inexperienced and she therefore didn’t give herself enough leeway that other gods would give themselves#It is absolutely understandable how she acted and she is a perfectionist as well as somewhat of a people pleaser#She was put into a position without divinity with little knowledge and so much stress was put onto her since she didn’t know how to act#I’m saying if she did know how other gods acted maybe she would’ve allowed herself to cry publicly and maybe take alone time a bit more#But that’s the thing- she didn’t#That’s what’s so sad. Her perfectionism and people pleasing was doubled and she wouldn’t allow herself to be her view of ‘ungodly’#or even allow her people to eventually accept their god as maybe a little bit meek. They certainly put more pressure and anxiety on her.#I feel for Furina. It definitely wasn’t her fault. She is who she is and any human w inexperience would behave the same way
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"how'd the guy with no friends win?" scar asks, directly after fighting with and (arguably) killing pearl. pearl, the person who also won a season where she was famously at odds with just about everyone
#secret life spoilers#secret life#secret life smp#traffic life#goodtimeswithscar#pearlescentmoon#I swear I'm not trying to be dramatic about this this was meant to be a joke but like. I am thinking about it#also I know pearl had that thing with martyn and ren I'm just ignoring it for the bit <3#I mean kinda I wouldn't say those were the strongest bonds#idk tho it has been a bit since I watched double life maybe I'm misremembering#also like. to be clear I'm not saying that scar only arguably killed pearl to rob him of his win or anything#I just think it's really funny that technically she lost her last half heart to fall damage#and scar didn't even notice
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erm what the freak!!
the face of somebody that listens to barbie girl on a cd player that was gifted to them by a time-traveller
does anybody else here like the magnus archives . are you a avatar of the stranger hyde believer or a avatar of the spiral hyde believer (or a secret third option?) please let me know. personally im a spiral believer.
hold on
how do i make a poll
hey it worked!!
#jekyll and hyde#hyde#chat should i just make my tgs headcanon world its own seperate oc world at this point#because the story and character have become so unrecognisable im getting tempted to just redesign them to be their own characters#i ponder this like everyday. it lives in my head rent free#puh LEASE LISTEN TO GRAND PARADISE BY FOXING#life changing song. okay not really i lied but its still really good#im tempted to just start uploading the most random junk on my tumblr. just start polluting my profile like i do with my toyhouse bulletins#i still need to rewatch the 3rd how to train your dragon movie before i make that big analysis post tho#its been awhile since ive watched all 3 movies. just need to get all my stuff together#maybe ill make a video on it#edward hyde#ok i think i did it#my art#double d art
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Pokemon ive heard of em
#my art#been thinking abt this au for weeks since i talked abt teams w my friend#I was gonna draw them with their partner pokemon but i realized 1. Idk how to draw big cats and 2. Idk how to draw birds#But what i do know how to draw is blobs (with or without hair) so the choice was obvious from their respective teams#Neither of their outfits are themed after their respective partners either btw. I didnt know what do do for kris#so i just went w a dancing pokemon to base it off of the way some trainer classes have pokemon motifs like models w liepard coats#Dominos on the other hand. Well. You know .#Anyway! Some thoughts#The region would be similar to sinnoh re: lots of folklore and ruins all over the place. Similar air of mystique#Theyd both be trainers you meet on your journey that help you out at certain points . double battle random teamup style#Kris would be someone who gives u an hm/helps you out w roadblocks in the gym challenge/is also looking into the Evil Team of the region#And joins u in investigations/teams up w you to fight them sometimes. The ‘definitely not the champion’ trainer of the region (she is ofc)#Dmn on the other hand shows up when ur looking into ruins/old legends/etc. hes very obviously suspicious but does help u sometimes so w/e#Sometimes asks you philosophical questions u can answer yes/no to out of the blue . Also gives u dark glasses#Never shows up when anyone else plot relevant is around. Thered be a moment where kris/a rival/someone shows up and is like who u talking 2#And u turn around and hes gone . Maybe multiple of these moments#Obvi when the time comes to raid the evil hideout hes one of their admins or whatever . Big shocker#Dialogue option where u can say I Knew It or How Could You (answers ‘i should hope so i was being super obvious’/‘are you fucking stupid’)#Maybe a branching path depending on ur answers to his q’s he can betray the badguys at the end or not. Regardless he fucks off after u win#Everythings cleared up u go to the elite four and gasp kris is champion (new outfit ((they both get second outfits for their reveals))#And shes like i helped u out so much bc i hate my fucking job and i rly wanted someone strong enough to beat me 2 show up so i can QUIT#and GO HOME bc id feel bad just leaving when shits still fucked (but obvi much nicer bc this is kris shes very polite)#But shes not gonna throw the match so dont worry etcetc. u beat her yippee! Shes like thank GOD and congratulates you and its all very nice#Shes proud of you wow look how far youve come . Here record your pokemon in the special thing ok thanks goodbye forever#And u never see her again 💞 even if u rechallenge the elite4 shes gone. In this multiverse she doesnt show up in any of those postgame#Battle facilities shes GONE. IM FREEEE WORST EXPERIENCE OF MY FUCKING LIFEEEEE and all that . Good for her#Dominos (if u got him to betray his friends with the power of yesno questions) shows up in the postgame content both in battle facilities +#Those postquests where u catch legendaries and shit . villain hanging out like its normal vibes. He shows no remorse#Scions would be gym leaders ig.Idk if i want twins to be leaders or protags/oblig genderswap rival option. I think that could be fun#ffxiv
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Hello,,,, snatchcube, i have a sin to confess,,, i am the same person who was bullying my friend for not playing the turorials in mavel rivals but,,, the only reason i dont play magneto is because i suck like poop,,, and somehow loki was easier for me,,, i am sorry 😔 i am buying his emblem in the battle pass tho
DUDE HOLD ON SNATCHCUBE ???????
oh but like. Everything else. I dont even remember The Tutorial Scandal tbh…… highkey i didnt even know there was turorials so im guilty too then…. Lol… no one likes playing tank its ok no crime committed here……. But donations for The King is always praised 👁👁
#snap chats#SNATCHCUBE MADE ME DOUBLE TAKE I ALMOST DIDNT EVEN READ THE REST OF THE ASK FOEDJSJEK#oh but yeah yohre good…….. lol….#tbh i prob wouldnt have needed the tut since i already grinded hours on OW years ago so I Have Played These Games#plus mags genuinely plays near exact like the two (2) tanks i only ever played on that so. natural role for me LMAOOOO#im still tickled magneto really is so perfect for me like everything from playstyle to his ability to solo tank#to the fact no one ever wanna play tank…..#speaking of. i cant steal kaylas ps5 today im losing it#my bro was saying he’d go halfsies on a ps5 with me and chat…. lowk thinking of it…..#A PS5 HAS LITERALLY NO GAMES THO ITD BE SO RIDICULOUS JUST TO GET IT FOR RIVALS#plus the thought if having to regrind for that magneto lord icon…. and getting my skins back… kms…#cant even get he galacta skin like i never used it but the completionist in me……..#anyway idk how loki is the EASY option granted i never played him but#idk….. i mean i cant say how easy or hard he is if i never play him so…#ultimately whichever chara gives you the most joy playin you should play em…#for me.. thats magneto….. my big beautiful brick wife 🥺 WHO I MISSSSSSS WWAAAAAAAAAH#i miss him so bad im relapsing#i thought i was ok today but now im just thinking bout how much fun i had playing him :(#maybe ill go work to get my mind off him…. work thaf.. includes drawing him 😭😭😭
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Ok it’s not letting me like officially tag her but @camel-kong’s tags gave me the inch I needed to bitch about the au episode. Ppl talking about who died or what impacted it or what the real change was are blowing me bc the REAL au has to be that it’s a world where the council would care about a dead kid from zaun. I was talking to my brother about this and for the changes to be so significant the real alternate universe had to be that the explosion blew up the entire block and everyone in it and maybe a councilor was visiting that day if we’re stretching - bc ur telling me they stopped the production of hextech over jayce? Over VI! Like yes they weren’t aware of its true potential or whatever but even a weapon of that magnitude means more than one dead kid especially a dead kid from the UNDERCITY!! The au just doesn’t work for me bc it affords the council and piltover in general a benefit of the doubt that they not only haven’t earned - but have proven time and time again they don’t fucking deserve. Like it’s the equivalent of saying if politicians knew how bad poor poc felt they’d stop- like hello?
#I’ve been saying#when ppl respond to arcane dropped the ball on the classism plotline with it wasn’t supposed to be resolved they’re missing the point#i was gonna say they defanged classism and the classists but that’s not even correct bc the cruelty and double standards are shown#It’s not defanging it’s showing it to you and spinning it as not that bad#like ppl talk about the thesis of the show being how far will we go for love and yeah but they act like any criticism of the vehicles used#to explore that is missing the point and it’s not#okay put classism on the backburner sure but the sheer effort or lack thereof it takes to have ppl reach conclusion that one death is the#turning point#It’s butterfly effect yeah but that’s not how classism works#the butterfly is maybe a council member getting a hug as a kid that they didn’t in the regular verse and now they’re nicer#and if IVE said it once I’ve said it a thousand times#i dont like shows using bigotry to explore other things and then not properly dealing with the bigotry#ok colonialism is the vehicle for familial issues#the familial issues are dealt with so the dictator is the quirky uncle sitting at the dinner table grumbling about how glorious everything#could’ve been?#AFTER showing oppressed groups being absolutely brutalized?#It’s a bias I don’t think they even realize#that oppressed bodies Can just tank more on screen and it doesn’t matter it’s kind of sick#and Im tired of ppl using love care and community to Dodge these conversations#sometimes there is love there and we can’t show it bc we’re worried about trying to fucking survive#sometimes there is love there but it cannot overshadow the physical conditions under which we exist.#sometimes there can’t be love there bc you fundamentally see me and mine as less.#sometimes the love isn’t real bc since birth me and mine have seen you and yours as more#Uhm anyways ty for letting me yap I’ll prolly talk about this a million more times ty floodgates
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tavarru, half-orc, wild magic barbarian
#baldur's gate 3#baldur's gate#bg3#did i yassify an orc to stare lustfully at....? ..... maybe? yes?🥴#she's so big and strong and i cant stop staring at her......#what if i somehow connect her to my half-orc bhaalspawn from bg2 ?? hmm... maybe... i just cant stop making half-orcs hihi ✋😊🤚#i think i'll double dip into druid class since i need her to wildshift into a sabre-toothed tiger#oc:#tav#half-orc#she's a half-self insert so ofc i'll be romancing both shadowheart AND halsin bc i want to treat myself and these two are my EA favs#myedit
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Physical media is forever (Patreon)
#Doodles#Helix#Max Vyer#Dexter Favin#Vent#I'm trying to remember the last time I made a fandom vent rather than my sona.... Probably Vargas-something#*continues to project onto Max* He really is just like me fr#Probably pretty obvious what this is in reference to - turned a bit more malicious and intentional here#Something something it's easier to be angry at a source of intention than to be sad about coincidental bad luck#I'm not about to be thankful for a bad thing happening but the fallout thereof Is interesting in its own right#Like how this probably wouldn't have crossed my mind elsewise - nor would I have started and finished it all in one big sprint#Not much else I could do except get some of the feelings Out#Ft. some of the thoughts I had - self arguments to try to minimize(?) the hurt#Especially of just recreating it since so much of it was my thoughts - Max's dreams are just his subconscious right? Haha#But when you build something over the course of years there's these subtle builds that divorce Then from Now#Not to mention whatever stimuli at the time - if Max's life coincided with specific dreams and both are never repeated#One thing that I think about a lot - ironically haha - is that you only get to experience A Thing for the first time Once#You are then forever changed even if just in some small way - an action that can never be unactioned#Even otherwise recreating the perfect set of circumstances just won't produce the same outcome#It all threads into my thoughts on Legacy as well - if what we leave behind ceases to be - if our butterfly wings are blown out#It could happen at any point - posthumously or while we're still here - and how much does that change in the long run?#It's an interestingly depressing thought haha#It's also part of why I double down on art so so so much - a language that cuts to the core of me#Every picture worth 1000 words - hopefully enough to make up for however many lost (I did a rough estimate and it would've been ~380k)#Somewhere in there are the feelings that lost their voice - were big and loud enough to immortalize in graphite on paper#Scanned and uploaded and maybe even downloaded elsewhere in the world - preserved fourfold in a way a single file on a single computer isn't#Even if one is destroyed it's somewhere else; the danger of only having one copy a kind of trust in program or physicality but no guarantee#Thoughts and thoughts and thoughts - also part of why I tag to tag limit so often I want them saved somewhere outside myself#Seems silly to talk about the art too but I have thoughts there as well haha - like of Madame Vyer asking for Dex's lighter#Dex holding Max back - to protect him from the damage while forcing him to confront it cruelty cruelty
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Consider: Cang Qiong High School Host Club.
.....Huh.
Hmmmm.
#the funny thing is this would almost have to star shen jiu as haruhi?#if we're looking at the one poor kid among all the rich trust fund babies#either that or SY and SJ have to be the twins‚ which does do weird things to the different roles & relationships#like. if SJ does not come from a street kid background then why is he Like That#hmm maybe there was a Parent Trap situation where the twins got split up between the parents#and SY went with a parent who was fairly decent and SJ went with a parent who was ... not#and they were reunited in high school?#they wouldn't be able to pull off the Hitachiin interchangeable double act#but they might get some mileage out of a good twin-bad twin act instead#okay let's try SY and SJ as the twins and Luo Binghe as Haruhi#Yue Qingyuan as the well-meaning but kind of a himbo club leader#Liu Qingge as Mori perhaps? he doesn't fit great as Kyouya -- not manipulative enough#But then again Shang Qinghua and Mobei-jun would best fit Hani and Mori's weird codependency thing#so that does leave the role of the SIC for Liu Qingge#I don't think the roles all line up exactly -- we may have to combine or split out some#I feel like the demon characters have got to be in some kind of a rival club#but it's been a while since I've seen OHSHC so I can't recall most of the plotlines#either way Luo Binghe accidentally breaks something#and gets co-opted into the host club to work off his debt#this solution was proposed by SY and Luo Binghe went '....okay!'#then unfortunately. he met shen jiu#ouran high school host club crossover#scum villian self saving system
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theres only one character that when im trying to write something im like ‘man i really gotta go rewatch the show or something’ and that is...
dipper
you would think i would remember more about how the main character of the show behaves
#but alas#the 2 episodes i remember his behavior the most in are the inconveniencing and double dipper#so i think i make him maybe a little too anxious since those are dipper anxiety x 100 episodes
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Was having a sick day today and decided what better time to do absolutely nothing else but lie in bed and finally begin arc 2 of the wwwo...
And my god.
I can't think of a single work of cinema, or art, or literature, or ANYTHING that has struck me as fiercely as Ame's memories with Grandmother Ren have. I don't have the mind today to even begin to unravel all the little threads of love and care and- and whatever word encapsulates the kind of softness that comes from understanding something with your entire being- that you can feel littered throughout the tapestry of that sequence. And I don't think I ever will. I don't think I'll ever find words that live up to my love for that whole deal. All I can muster is this extremely ineloquent:
Holy shit. Holy fucking shit. Fucking incredible showstopping performance from Brennan and Erika, holy mother of fuck.
#thinking ima take a couple hours to give my eyes a break and stop thinking of a million things at once to just focus on this#and instead i find myself holding back tears on two separate occasions#i thought maybe the bit when she was 14 would be all but i was so wrong#SO WRONGGG#god. i love grandmother ren.#like u know its a good fucking character when theyre dead before you even know them yet u mourn them the most AN ENTIRE ARC AFTER DEATH#fuck dude#fuck.#worlds beyond number#wbn#the wizard the witch and the wild one#wwwo#wwwo ame#wwwo grandmother ren#ill double check the spelling in these tags later. its truly been ages since i last blogged about this show
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have i ever talked about how barton is genuinely jealous of people who seem happy because he feels so hollow a majority of the time that even when he's 'happy,' he's not really happy? because i just 😭 yeah...
#OF MONSTERS AND MEN: musings.#yeahhh i'm hitting y'all with the angst now because although i could EASILY talk about how horrible barton is for a while...#he knows that he's horrible and he feels like a monster who exists on the outside of everything that is 'warm' and 'good' sometimes#and although it doesn't haunt barton as NEARLY as much as it should be he does sometimes spend days on end just. In bed and crying#because he feels like he physically CAN'T be normal like everyone else and that he has deserved every terrible thing that has happened-#to him because it he legitimately believes it was too late for him since the beginning. that merely born as part of the mathis family-#had pegged him for misery and causing people pain because that's what his father did as well as his father's father and likely-#even further back. and i just... UGH i am of course allowed to feel sympathy for a fictional character at times but it's such a double-edged#sword with some because even barton has these moments where he is not so bad and maybe even does something kind by another-#person you know? but he is self-destructive and sabotages his relationships + his anger is just. out of control and it's kind of sad#but also like... if you want something to change then you've got to do it for yourself. i don't think barton as a character right now KNOWS-#how to change though and that is honestly tragic in and of itself
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omg happy 10th birthday to inokori sensei
#never forget v f l o w e r ‘s demo song + the fact that ymk illustrated the v3 design#the earliest song i remember being there for lmao (cheers to the og goat ✨d e s c e n t s u b s✨)#idk where i first heard haruki’s name from (never watched hatsukoi no ehon’s mv till honeypre)#but i’ve always called inokori sensei the ‘sensei and haruki song’ ever since i could remember#maybe the og subbing goat put haruki’s name in the eng sub vid’s description? i can’t rem bc it’s been too long agghhhhhhh#but i do remember that the ‘student x model’ thing was in kinyoubi’s eng sub description#which was exactly where my ‘midori was a model?????’ misunderstanding originated from lmao#to think that i didn’t realise that *sena* was the model till kawaiku naritai over 2 years later…#though! with inokori sensei reaching the double digits this year…#this means that it’ll have been 10 years since mdsn first appeared in kinyoubi no ohayou!!!!!#i’ll see y’all for the celebration in july~~~~~~
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