#I swear some Stans make me hate Rhys more and more

[colorlesschristmastree]

So some anti's are shaking 😂 figured some of my favorite feyre blogs should see the clownery for themselves.

toast-com in acotardeservesbetter's anon

reblogged by readingwritingwatching

"Why is Feysand popular again? Did the stans forget what Rhysand did? And while I'm at it, the bargain he made with Feyre was frankly excessive. He healed her arm, and in return she has to spend time with him every month. I don't get it."

What a bunch of clowns 🤡 one is an obsessive t*mlin apologist infamous redhead who creeps out half of the fanbase by all the weird and ridiculous sh*t she says and does, the other is an account who's name is toast.com..need I say more and the other is an anti acotar account who dedicates their time and energy to a series that mostly revolves around feyre and rhysand yet they can't help obsessively posting about them and creating an entire anti blog dedicated to the series that aggravates them more than it makes them happy, that on it's own? is WEIRD. I've been seeing alot more support and much deserved love for feyre and rhysand and of course the anti's picked up on the shift in the tide so they're fretting now that their anti arguments are getting easily shut down more than it did after acosf. "why is feysand popular again?" LMAO, stay mad I love it.

I’m sorry but this is so funny to me. They’re right though, Feysand nation is stronger than ever and thriving. I’ve been seeing so much love, especially after Rhys week that just passed, on here, instagram, and twitter. All of the lovely fanart commissions and even things that artists chose to post for free bc they simply love Rhys and Feysand, the fanfics that people put their whole souls into that just radiate a love and appreciation for Feysand. I love being a feysand stan, I love winning, I love being able to open the books and just have a good time, enjoying the story with all the characters, even ones i don’t like as much.

They got so used to seeing their faves be loudly stanned they forgot that they’re not actually the series’s most beloved characters.

People come for Feysand and stay because they love the world Feysand introduced them to. And you’re right, the way certain people who participate in fandom have a weird obsession with hating everything about it is so weird to me. Do something more productive with your time and find yourself a series where you can actually love every single character and not just a few whose characters you warp and distort into different people inside your head. If you don’t get why Feysand, the couple and characters that have always been beloved, are being appreciated again, it might really just be time to move on. I swear, some of them have Feysand on their minds more than I do.

And nonnie, you are so right about that last part. They’re bitter they can’t make their bizarre anti posts without someone disagreeing and responding with a genuine argument that’s based on the text and not just vibes. They’re mad that no one cares about their “sjm is a bias author!!! feyre is a self insert! that’s the only reason y’all r winning.” arguments, and instead we’ve been leaning into it, bc despite disagreeing, if they know that their opinions are so wrong and in such opposition to the text, that they only way they can justify it is by saying that the author herself is out to get them and their faves, then ik I’m stanning the right people.

[ladydeath-22]

It kinda irks me people compare Nesta’s trauma to those of the Inner Circle. First of all, every single person in the inner circle is 500+. No shit they will have more trauma. 

But I want to focus on TikTok comparing Nesta and Rhys’s trauma. 

Nesta is 24/25, Rhys is 500+.

They said Rhys had to watch his mom and sister die. First of all, that is wrong. He never saw their deaths. However, that doesn’t mean he's not allowed to be traumatized by it. He is, and I grieve for/with him

BUT, Nesta physically saw her mother’s death, as she had to watch her (abusive) mother die slowly from her illness. Not to mention that she literally saw her father get murdered. She literally way traumatized hearing her father’s neck snap that she would rather be freezing than have the fire on. Nesta is the one who had to watch and hear her father get murdered.

Also the fact people say Rhys had to watch Feyre die. So did everyone UTM. So did Tamlin (which is why he locked her up because he thought he was defending her)(again not defending his actions). 

Nesta “saw” or knew Cassian was going to die, which is why she yelled for his name before the Cauldron got activated killing the Illyrian fleet in the air. She saved his life and Rhys had the audacity to look like he was going to yell at her???

Not to mention, after witnessing her father’s murder, she COVERED herself over a gravely injured Cassian....her mate. She too would have witnessed her mates death just like Rhys. 

(TW SA)

Then they go on to say that Rhys was assaulted by Amarantha for 50 years. Yes this is traumatizing. I agree with this. But they use this to invalidate Nesta’s trauma. Cause, Nesta too was assaulted by her ex boyfriend, Tomas Mandray. Who knows what else he would have done to her if she hadn’t escaped. He literally tore her bodice open, and for a boyfriend/ex to do that can be extremely pyschological damaging. 

TO REITERATE: I am not comparing the trauma, I just want to highlight both of these characters trauma. I am not sure who said it (I think Cassian) but he said that when they were younger, they didn’t know how to handle emotions so they got drunk and fucked around Velaris. Because of this, I can’t stand the IC in how they punish Nesta even though they are 24x her age. 

Not to mention, Nesta’s trauma started way before the loss of money when she was emotionally and physically abused by her mother and grandmother. Its like people forget it started when she was a literal child. 

Nesta is still young, she didn’t have years to process trauma and how to handle trauma like the IC did. And it came out in an ugly way, while Feyre’s and Elain’s more favorable. And I do not deny, it was ugly how Nesta did treat Feyre vs Elain.

The fact Rhys Stans are comparing a 500+ year old to a 24/25 year old’s trauma is sickening. Stop. You could highlight Rhys’s trauma without bringing Nesta into it. 

[aquafaith]

My lengthy, angry ACOSF rant review.

Spoilers, TW for mental, emotional, physical, and sexual abuse.

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I loved ACOTAR. I still love ACOTAR. I always will love ACOTAR. But every book afterwards made me give up more and more. ACOMAF romanticized an abusive relationship and assassinated characters for the author's convenience. ACOWAR was a bunch of boring and inconsequential death scares. ACOFAS was all-round dreadful. And each book kept shitting on and pushing away Lucien for no reason.

I'd like to preface this by saying I hated Nesta too. I hated the way she treated Feyre in ACOTAR especially, and I wasn't even too excited for this book because I wasn't that keen on Nesta as a character.

Nesta's POV and her backstory changed my perspective. It does not excuse her actions. All Nesta stans can hold these characters accountable for what they do - trauma is a reason, not an excuse. I, and many others, sided with Nesta because of the way she's treated by everyone else in this book. Also, if you're going to hate Nesta for not teaching Feyre how to read and letting her hunt at fourteen, (which I did, and are very valid things to hate), AT LEAST hold Elain accountable too.

This book. This fucking book.

Shall we start with the intervention? Feyre on her little power trip thinks that her boyfriend that hates Nesta and Nesta hates back, Nesta's ex-best friend, and her possible mate who she never talks to should be at this stupid fucking intervention??? Excuse me???

Remember in ACOMAF when Feyre wouldn't shut up about how rich Rhysand is? Feyre literally has four or five houses and is always talking about how much jewelry and lingerie she can afford because Rhysand is so rich??? Well, Nesta has a few shots. So you know what Feyre does? Humiliates Nesta at this "intervention", TEARS DOWN HER HOME, and forces her to go to the Illyrian training camp.

That was the god awful premise for this book.

Did you think Elain wasn't there because she was against the "intervention"? Nope! She was packing Nesta's belongings without permission.

Remember in ACOMAF when it's made a big fucking deal that locking up a traumatised woman is extremely damaging? Well, when Nesta decides she doesn't want to be in Illyria, Feyre locks her in the House of Wind. Nesta can't fly, so her only way of leaving is down the TEN THOUSAND STEPS, that Feyre KNOWS Nesta isn't capable of climbing.

Feyre's pregnant. In ACOFAS she randomly decided that she wanted a baby to remember Rhysand by if he dies. Which doesn't make any sense because they made that stupid fucking death pact in ACOWAR. It's just SJM superimposing her pregnancy onto her early 20's protagonist. Ignoring the fact that Feyre isn't ready for a baby and Rhysand CERTAINLY isn't, and with a war just ended and another looming and so much trauma and a DEATH PACT are all such horrible circumstances to bring a child into, Feyre is already pregnant. Remember when SJM made a big deal about Fae babies being so hard to conceive, and Feyre said in ACOFAS they wouldn't have to worry for a long time because it can take years to conceive your first Fae child? Well it's been no more than 3 or 4 months and Feyre's already pregnant. Yep.

Also the birth will kill her. Because of course it will. Rhysand KNEW this, and still agreed to try for a baby.

There's no solution. Abortions don't exist for some stupid reason, and a C section would apparently kill Feyre?

(Wasn't this book supposed to be about Nessian?)

In ACOWAR, Cassian was on the battlefield with his entrails around his knees. Someone had to literally hold his guts in for him, and he's fine, but you're telling me a C section would kill Feyre?

Don't worry, this is just setting up the AWFUL ending to this book.

ACOSF amounts to Nesta being gaslit into believing her abusers are right. Her friends and family slut shame her and shame her for her lifestyle constantly. Cassian says it took him decades to work through some of his trauma, and he tried to drink and fuck it away too, but suddenly when Nesta does so it's heinous? Nesta's barely twenty five and she's expected to cope better than these ancient immortals.

Hell, didn't SJM write ACOMAF? Nobody expected Feyre to pick herself up so quickly. The IC (excluding Rhysand) respected her boundaries for the most part and understood when it was grief, trauma, and turmoil that made her angry, sad, want to be left alone, etc. But that's all forgotten here.

Amren also compares Nesta to the people in, and says she belongs in, The Court of Nightmares. You know, the murderers, abusers and rapists? This innocent woman who had a few shots and a bit of sex is on par with them, apparently!

The sex scenes.

SJM is scared to say vagina so she says sex.

She says seed to mean semen.

Apparently the word cunt turns SJM on. I just found Cassian saying that kinda cringe because I'm Bri'ish so the word cunt really isn't a big deal.

Back to the baby killing Feyre, because this is definitely what we all wanted from this book as indicated by the change in covers and format and title... Rhysand decides not to tell Feyre. He tells her friends and family, and tells them not to tell her.

SJM loves sweeping Rhysand's abuse from the first book under the rug and claiming it's always about Feyre's choice... where is that here, MAAS? WHERE IS IT?

Anyway, when Nesta rightfully decides to tell Feyre (although it is kind of out of spite), Rhysand threatens to kill Nesta.

And I believed him. With the way he treats his """mAtE tHaT hE lOvEs sO mUcH""" and all the people he's mindlessly killed before, do you really think he wouldn't kill the person who gave Feyre an inch of autonomy?

So what does Cassian do? His lover who he cares deeply about and suspects is his mate has received a death threat from tHe mOsT pOwErFuL hIgH lORd iN hIsToRy.

Cassian simply gets Nesta out of the court.

EXCUSE ME?

He doesn't breathe ONE word to Rhysand about this. This Illyrian WARRIOR who fought with his GUTS HANGING OUT didn't dare step up to the hIGh lOrD who he considers his brother and sparrs and fights with all the time?

Cassian literally does nothing.

Was it not Rhysand himself who said Mated males are dangerous? Can kill anyone who looks at their mate? Can be dangerous simply leaving the house? Rhys and Feyre both pull the Mate card to justify their bad actions on the other's behalf... and Cassian just tried to get Nesta out of the court?

Also, this High King bullshit.

I swear to fucking god, if SJM DARES to make this abusive, power-tripping, mOsT pOwErFuL hIgH lOrD eVEr, husband-insert of hers hIgH kInG, I will fight her in the street.

My beloved Lucien is in this book. Only for him to be used and shat on.

I really liked it when he calmed Cassian down with just a look though. Yes please fox man.

Helion is also in this book. Nothing to do with Lucien.

Eris is also in this book. ERIS. Lucien's eldest brother. The same one who abused him for years, but according to SJM he's slightly better, because at least he didn't agree to kill Lucien's lover. He betrayed his daddy that one time, therefore Eris is good. Y'know, the same Eris who abused Mor? Left her laying on the Autumn Court border with a nail in her womb? Well SJM is going back on her own canon to redeem yet ANOTHER abusive male, while continuing to demonize Tamlin for things he only happened to do when SJM decided the villain from the first book was sexy.

Nesta and Cassian are Mates.

Remember when Mates were supposed to be a rare and sacred thing? Now SJM dishes them out like Oprah.

I don't want these characters to be mates. I want to see them slowly fall in love. But SJM is incapable of writing that so she forces them together with the mAtInG bOnD. That's literally the only basis for most of these relationships, Feysand especially.

The only relationship where the bond would make sense is between Helion and The Lady of Autumn. Who still isn't named. But I will die on the hill that they're mates, I can feel it between them.

I wanted someone to die in this book. I predicted that it would either be Helion or Tarquin, but Tarquin isn't even in this one.

And the ending.

SJM can't write a decent climax, so she kills both Feyre and Rhysand for the second time. Yep.

The baby is being born which stupidly kills Feyre, and thankfully takes Rhysand with them.

Nesta decides to save them. Bad choice. But she decides to save them! Because she's so powerful and she ATE THE CONTENTS OF THE CAULDRON and she's CONNECTED TO THE MOTHER.

Do you know what happens.

Nesta loses her powers.

NESTA.

LOSES.

HER.

POWERS.

The powers we've hardly seen, the powers that were briefly mentioned and used ONCE in ACOWAR, then we saw like two flashes of in this book? They're GONE now. GONE SO NESTA CAN SAVE HER ABUSIVE SISTER AND ABUSIVE HUSBAND WHO ABUSES THEM BOTH.

Nesta is just an Amren now. They both fought for their powers, and had to give them up to save people who didn't deserve it. Now they're anticlimactically trapped in powerless bodies.

Also, and I can't BELIEVE I didn't originally include this - do you know what else Nesta TRADED HER POWERS FOR?

Illyrian anatomy so she can carry Cassian's baby one day.

EXCUSE ME?

I am so fucking SICK TO DEATH of the narrative that every woman needs a man and children to be happy. SJM clearly loves this because she's literally only keeping Amren and Nesta alive now to be sex objects to their partners and nothing else seeing as their POWERS WERE RIPPED AWAY FROM THEM, and now NESTA TRADED THOSE POWERS TO HAVE A BABY SHE DOESN'T EVEN KNOW SHE WANTS? Nesta does NOT strike me as a motherly type. She's the wine aunt, she and Cassian are the couple that go on holiday a lot and and babysit their nieces and nephews, but nope. Nesta HAS to have children.

The Feysand baby is called Nyx. That's just so underwhelming, you go from these huge, multiple syllable names like Amarantha and Morrigan and Lucien to Nyx? I get it's supposed to be unique but it's not even meaningful. It's just more shit-flavoured icing on the hAHa nIgHt uWu cake. I prefer Renesmée.

Nesta is wrong somehow. She says she's sorry as she's saving them. FOR WHAT? For being a little rude to Feyre as all sisters are? And rightfully hating your sister's abuser?

Oh yeah, remember in ACOWAR when Nesta took care of a comatose, starving Elain for months? Elain is randomly okay now because she takes care of her mental health the stereotypical way of baking cakes, and not drinking and fucking, which she shames Netsa for.

Remember the slut shaming, demeaning comments that the whole iNnEr cIrClE made about Nesta? They all expect apologies from her. For some reason.

Nesta has done nothing wrong. She coped with her trauma and minded her business in her own ways, and she's expected to apologise to the people who control and emotionally abuse her.

Nothing that any of these characters did to Nesta is right. Nesta wasn't okay at the end, this wasn't Nesta's healing story. This is Nesta being shamed and degraded until she submits.

Oh I can't believe I forgot to write this in my first draft of this review, do you know how Nesta "overcomes" her grief about her Father's death and her conflicting feelings about him and his life and her guilt? When she visits his grave for the first time, she takes Nyx.

NYX.

She holds NYX up to the grave and talks about how it's his grandson.

GO AWAY YOU STUPID DEMON BABY THIS IS NOT YOUR BOOK.

Speaking of, it's revealed that Nesta was abused by her mother and grandmother in this book? Something we were all looking forward to is seeing more of the Archeron's mother seeing as Feyre was so young when she died, but... nope. She gets a few vague mentions, and this newly revealed abuse is entirely glossed over. Nesta was also actively groomed by an older man at 14. But SJM glosses over this because of course she does.

Finally, the bonus chapters.

My edition came with a bonus chapter from Feyre's POV. It was pointless and I hated it.

There's another bonus chapter from Azriel's POV. Once I'd finished this book, he was one of the few characters I still harboured a shred of respect for.

Then I read his bonus chapter.

This exists to purely objectify Elain.

Whether you ship Elain with Azriel, or Lucien, or neither, this chapter is disgusting. He thinks about her coming on his tounge, and other things simply just to please him.

He then dares to suggest that "the Cauldron picked wrong" in choosing Lucien as Elain's mate?

No Azriel, SJM picked RIGHT in not giving each Archeron sister a bAt bOy.

Rhysand does the only right thing he's ever done by telling Azriel to stay away from Elain, but then he has to ruin it by clarifying that it's only so they can manipulate and use Lucien more.

Oh, and Azriel wants to kill Lucien.

Need I remind you that Lucien respects Azriel? Lucien is another victim of the Night Court's needless, baseless torment, and Azriel is no exception.

Lucien stays well out of Elain's way because she makes it clear that she's not interested in a mate, but Azriel wants to kill him simply for being her mate.

Lucien has done nothing. And I mean literally NOTHING to warrant any of this treatment. From the bAt bOyS, from Feyre, from his family, from SJM, from the deluded part of this fandom that think he's done wrong. NOTHING.

All I liked about this book was the Lucien scenes (which is a given), ((although I hated the way everyone talks about him behind his back)), Nesta's relationship with the house, Emerie and Gwyn, the evidence that Gwynriel is endgame and subsequently Elucien, and the book love. Everything else was horrible. Oh, and Nesta hates Rhysand. I love that for her, because everyone else bows at his feet.

Oh yeah, when Nesta DARES suggest that Rhysand is an "arrogant, preening asshole" which I think is a compliment, Cassian can't take Rhys' cock out of his mouth for one second, and has to get mad at her for having an opinion. Don't even get me started on Azriel in that scene.

If each book after ACOTAR made me slowly give up, this book made me give up altogether. I cannot go on to support this victim-blaming, abuse-forgiving, misogynistic series. I've given up on SJM, and the only characters I care about anyone are Lucien, Nesta, Helion, and Tarquin. I'll continue to read this series to see if SJM redeems herself, but I'll be downloading them for free. I'm not giving this piece of shit any more of my money.

I hope we don't get the Lucien book. I don't want her to slaughter my fox in the way she slaughtered LITERALLY EVERYONE ELSE.

Thanks for listening.

Edit: I put the review on Goodreads!

[fandomtrxsh19]

So, when I read ACOSF, I made kind of play by play notes as a listened to it( I read the audiobook) so.........here’s the chaos

HEAVY SPOILERS FOR ACOSF!!

CASSIAN SAID FUCK

WHOA there’s a LOT of swearing in this

“It’s SEVEN in the morning gods damn it” -nesta archeron

OVERSIZED SHIRTS FOR THE WIN

Feyre and Rhys have 5 houses? Not surprised...

full, inviting breasts......BIG BOOBS OMG CASSIAN YOU HORNY SON OF A BITCH

7 siphons to keep his magic under control? Dayum

So, she rode this unnamed male like a fucking roller coaster?

Depression sex? Depression sex

“Her father was ashes in the wind” DAMN THATS EDGY

“A moment of release among the darkness inside her” NESTA BBY THIS ISNT HEATHY

“She avoided both of them” not surprised

OOOOH RHYS HATES HER TEA IS BEING SPILT

So, depression sex and depression alcohol? Yup

*checks chapter count* 80 CHAPTERS??!?! Oh shit this is gonna be a triiiip

OOOOOOOOO RHYS AND NESTA BEEF

Feyre trying to apologize to nesta........she’s trying

“You’re done, Nesta” The fuuuuuck.....

So, nesta’s moving and training with cassian...........Feyre, this isn’t a good idea omg

Feyre holy shit what the fuck are you doing, you TOTAL HELICOPTER SISTER?

“I never want to speak to you again!” damn

ELAIN TRAUMA!!! Yay???

MOR FOCUSED CHAPTER!!!?

she has brown eyes? Ok

FUCK SHES WEARING A BLUE DRESS FUCK

nesta knows about mor NESTA KNOWS ABOUT MOR!!!

“I am worthless and I am nothing. I hate what I am.” DAYUM I’ve been in that exact mindset numerous times. I can relate, Nesta

Briallen? Who the fuck is that?

Scars being trapped in magic? Good fuck that’s dark

“Ooh a dark skin character? Lit

OH SHIT SHE CANT FLY HER WINGS ARE CLIPPED

Is her name Emery?

“I am the monster your fear” BBY OMG GET THERAPY

Gwyn? Seems a bit aloof

“Two gentle conversations” GOOD JOB

Fairy lights omg lol

Nesta reading smutty books.....I’m imagining this omg

THE HOUSE IS ALIVE? Sweet

OMG ELAIN SHIT!!!! BBY

“All she wanted to do was touch him” OOOOOHHHHH NESSIAN

“All I need is a hot meal and a good book.” Mood

Nesta’s worried about Mor??? REEEEEEE

“Nesta needed Feyre more than she realized.“ OOOOOOO

OOOOOOOOO FAE BARGANS

They’re bound by magic on the body?? Ooh

IT’S TRAINING TIME BITCHES

“I don’t hate you too,Cassian” OMGGGGGG REEEEE

Nesta SMILED

THEY MENTIONED VALKYRIES!!!!!

“You might be my only friend.” HMMMMMMM

*hears how cassian was born * OMG HOLY SHIT CASSIAN

*hears cassians backstory* DAMN THESE CHARACTERS NEED THERAPY

OOP SLIGHT DEPRESSION SEX

OOP CLOTHING REMOVAL

“I’ve loved you since the first moment I held you in my arms.” HMMMMMMMM

I’m loving this Nessian sparring training.

ELAIN! SHES IN THE STORY KIND OF

Elain has small boobs........same

“I thought I would drop by to see how you were doing.” AWWWWWWWWW

Yayy.....awkward sister talks........

“She was the monster.” Nesta.............I can relate.

Nesta’s angry at Elain.............

Elain’s trying to reach out and Nesta’s denying it.

MY HEART

AGAIN...THE👏RA👏PY👏

“No more seeing her sisters without her permisson.” That’s smart.

Soooooooooo......Rhys is now a German Shepard.........?

OMG CASSIAN KILLED EVERYONE THAT HELPED KILL HIS MOM........good for him

“Use that training and make me.” OOOOOOOMGGGGGG

Rhys is overprotective of Feyre and shields her......daaaaaaaaaaaaamn

“What exactly happened in the cauldron?” FEYRE BAD IDEA BAD IDEA BAD IDEA

Again, Nesta, ✨THERAPY✨

Put a stop to what, D-does the IC know of the ✨depression smut?✨

“There was touching, but with her permission” WE 👏STAN 👏A KING👏

THAT ASKS👏FOR👏CON👏SENT👏

“Who do you think I am?” “A drunk fool who’s wasting my time?” OOOOOOOHHHHH SHOOTS FIRED!!!

Emery and Nesta to Emery’s cousin: GO HOME YOUR DRUNK ASSHOLE

*hears Nesta’s grand✨mama✨* me: grandmama, it’s me....ANASTASIA

Bruh...NESTA BIT CASS’S EAR

ugh the tool

“Baby making” hehe lol

“Nesta like gwyn”...............could she also be biiiiiiiii??????????!!!!!! YAY FIRST FRIEND IM PROUD OF YOUUUUU

NESTA SMILES AGAIN YAY!!

Alright, Meryl is BITCH

GWYN’S A QUARTER NYMPH?? Cool

“She’s failed everything.” BBY

HER POWERS? HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT SILVER FLAMES

ICY FIRE??? FUUUUUUUUUCK

Nesta must’ve been petrified being surrounded by fire

It’s a dream? THE FUCK

WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT SHE WAS DREAMING????

Cassian saw HER TRAUMA?????? FUUUUUUCK

HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT HER POWER IS DEAAAAATHH FUUUUUUCK

THE BABY HAS WIIIIINGS!!!!!!

Why is Rhys angry about the wing thing?

Ohhhhhhhhhh shiiiiiiiiiit the tool

*hearing the possibilities of half Illyrian baby* OOOOOOOOOOOOHHHH FUUUUUCK OMG

“I loved it when you fucked my mouth cassian?” GAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH NEEESTAAAAA THIS ISNT HEALTHY

“What could go wrong?” DONT JINX IT

fairy monsters? OHOHOHOOOO

NONONONOOOOOO NOT AN ASH ARROW

BLACK EYES???? Fuck fuck are they in the cauldron?

OMG THE KELPIE IS DOING SHIT TO NESTA!!! Are they on the cauldron?

the MAAAAAAASK

ohOOOOOOOMGOMGOMGOMG SHE SUMMONED THE FUCKING DEAD REEEEEEEEEEE

Omg NESTAS POWERS ARE SO FUCKING COOL

She LITERALLY HAS AN UNDEAD ARMYYYYY

death HERself........badass

“Because you and cassian has been giving each other sultry looks all morning” SHE KNOWS

“For the first time in her life, she finally felt good in her own skin.” GROWTH

Omg Nesta created a swooooord!!!!! Cool

ITS INFUSED WITH MAGIC??? HELL YEAH

“I can’t lie to her!” SIIIIIIIMP

“I’d be careful when fucking her.” Oh amren

FUUUUUUCK FUCK BOOOOOOOOO TAMLIN

“You will not touch us.” YES TELL HIM

“I can’t believe Feyre ever loved tamlin.” ME TOO

“Elain saw everything Nesta did.” Daaaaaaaaamn

OOOOOOOO NESTAS PIIIIIIIISSED

OOOOOOOOOOO SECRETS FEYRE’S PIIIIIIISED

Nesta messed up and I think she realizes that

Rhys is pissed now and wants to kill Nesta....SHIIIIIIIT

Nesta: heads for a tavern me: NONONONONO GODS DAMN IT YOU’VE COME SO FAR

“I will fight for him. For us. Until I can’t anymore.” FEYRE IS GONNA BE A GREAT MOM

“Wishing to disappear into nothing.” I’ve been there.

“Cassian knew Nesta hated herself, but didn’t know how sometimes she wanted to unexist.” I RELATE TO THAT SHIT

“She had been born wrong.” AWWWWW BBY SHIIIIIT

“Was she worth being counted?” I CAN RELATE

*hearing Nesta blaming herself for her fathers death and for the horrible things she’s done, saying she can’t fix it* SHIT IM CRYING (I’m not joking)

“ I deserve nothing.” I CAN RELATE BITCH IM ACTUALLY CRYING

*hears Cassian calmly reassuring and comforting her* AWWWWW I NEED THIS QUOTE

CASSIAN CARES SO MUCH FOR HER I LOVE THIS

(I really needed that cassian talk. I literally wrote most of the quote down just in case. Thank you SJM)

EMERY CAN SENSE THE SEX HOLY SHIT

“After he’d fucked her with her fingers...” O NONONONOOO

*skips to chapter 52*

Lanthis??? Who the fuck is that?

“Gwyn and Emery are my friends” SHES GROWN SO MUCH!!!

26 dimensions? OH THIS IS SOME DOCTOR STRANGE SHIT

IT CANT BE KILLED

cassian and Nesta really went *yeet* .......... I’m sorry

THE SWORDS NAME IS ADORAXIA!!!!!!!!!!!sounds like a dnd character IDEAS

OHOHOHOOOOO BLACK THRONE AND A CROWN DEATH QUEEN NESTA WITH HER HAIR DOOOOOOWN

Rhys vs Cassian standoff *western duel music starts*

NESTA APOLOGIZED FOR EARLIER IM SO PROUD

Did Elain have a vision? DID SHE???

“I want you to seduce him.” NESTA THE HIDDEN BARD ROLL FOR PERSUASION

Mor teaching Nesta the waltz? NESTA AND MOR CAN NOT HATE EACH OTHER

Are they back at their childhood home? Because oooooooooooof ✨ childhood trauma✨

MOR AND NESTA HAVING A CONVERSATION YAY!!!!! (This’ll make rping them so maybe easier)

“We’re in a book!” Holy shit they know. HIDE THE FANFICTION

The relationship between Nesta, Emery, and Gwyn is so wholesome

“Oh FUCK you” .... NESTA

“I was just checking on dessert” MOOD

MOR AND NESTA ARE HAVING A FRIENDLY CONVERSATION

I sense tension between amren and Nesta

ERIS WANTS NESTA????

“I’m not with you.” Lier

A SNOWBALL FIGHT WITH THE BATBOIS??? Holy shit they do have one(1) brain cell

A sleepover with Emery, Nesta, and Gwyn? SIGN ME UP

“Do it for the miniature Pegasus!” INSIDE JOKES

OOOOHHH i see the gwynriel ship

Wait....HER POWERS MADE THE HOUSE BE ALIVE??? Sweet

Alright 2 months til FEYSAND baby

The mating bond between cassian and Nesta?????.............

“Say it, SAY IT” GODS DAMN IT NESTA SAY THE FUCKING THING

So, Nesta’s afraid she’s gonna loose her humanity?

EMERIE NESTA AND GWYN ARE IN THE BLOODRITE? Fuuuuuuuuuck

OH NO EMERIE!!!!!!

“High Fae bitch” PUT THAT ON A SHIRT

OMG OMG OMG HELL YES VALKRIES

oh Cassian you restless bastard you

*hears Emerie’s backstory and their heart to heart* AWWWWWW I LOVE THEM

“The morrigan.” The fuck Eris?

“She’d hit the archway of stone” OOOOOOOOOOF

“For being my friends when I didn’t deserve it.” AWWWWWWWWWW

What about Feyre’s pregnancy???? Hewwo?

“Lord of bastards” heh true that’s cassian alright

Wait, OTHER set of wings

CASSIAN!!!!!!!!!!

“Now, I’m going to slit your little throat.” FUUUUUUUUCK NONONONOOOOO THIS ISNT CASS FUUUUCK

What’s the trove?

NONONONONOOOO WHYD HE GET STABBED SHIT HE GOT STABBED

Nesta’s pissed.....MAGIC TIME

wait wait wait wait wait HES NOT STABBED HELL YEAH!!!!

“You are my mate, Cassian.” ITS ABOUT FUCKING TIME

Nessian: kissing when the world is in ruin

“She started bleeding hours ago. “ BABY TIME???

*hears the blood and feyre’s appearance*!FUUUUUUUUUCK

So, no C section? OOOOOOH SHIT THEYRE DOING IT

IM SCARED IM SCARED IM SCARED

“Silent babe?” Shiiiiiiiiiiiiit

Nesta Nesta Nesta What the fuck are you doing???????? FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK

SHE HAS ALL 3! ONONONOOOOOFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK

OHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOOOOOOSHE PLUCKED IT FUCK

SHE STOPPED TIME?????????

WHOS the female voice?

“ I love you, Feyre” SHE DID IT IM SO PROUD!!!!!

What is she doing what is she doing what is she doiiiiingggg?

GIVE WHAT BACK?????

WHAAAAAT? A BARGAIN WITH THE FUCKING CAULDRON???

feyres alive? FEYRE’S ALIVE!!!!!!!

NESTA THE MVP!!!!

*the sister hug* AWWWWWWWWWWW

AWWWWWW I LOVE THE NAME NYX!!!!

How much did the Cauldron take from Nesta, tho?

FEYSAND IS BEST PARENTS

Alright, I want to see LOADS OF WHOLESOME FANFICS AND FANART ABOUT DOMESTIC IC AND ELAIN AND NESTA GOT IT?

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ACOSF 1/2 Way Point Impressions: The Women

Part rant post and part keep my thoughts straight post. All the spoilers.

I have waited 4 years for this book and I was one of the biggest Nessian stans, even had the url nessiansmut that’s how pro ship I was. I never outright hated Feysand but acknowledged a lot of the issues in their relationship and their characters in general. ACoSF has really put a magnifying glass on everyone in the Inner Circle for me. I get why Nesta does some of the things she does but damn this book is hard to read. So here’s my breakdown and rant. Characters in no particular order.

Mor - I am so damn thrilled Mor is barely in this book so far. I can’t handle the unnecessary drama there. Nesta is never outwardly warm and fuzzy towards Mor, but the way Mor goes at her is stressful as hell. For someone who’s power is truth their relationship could have been amazing. In Nesta’s inner monolog she’s always had a thing for Cassian, he’s always had a thing for her. Cassian crawling to her in Hybern, her panicking after the Summer Court attack, and then her yelling for him in the last battles. How would she the seer of truth not see that very obvious mating bond? Instead her character is used to constantly be catty and attack Nesta and I don’t blame her for being a bitch when provoked. Even if you take Cassian out of it how does/did she not see all the self hate Nesta has?

Favorite quote: “Morrigan was a self-righteous busybody.”

Elain - I’m glad we’re getting to see more of Elain’s personality which isn’t smol precious flower child that must be protected because the world is scary. Her character is always background to Feyre and Nesta and probably the least interesting. I’m glad she’s finally starting to have a voice but she might be a bigger asshole than Nesta. She really does seem to jump from situation to situation, person to person for whatever gives her more for less. She has a nice quote about people not having it both ways with her being a gardener with a quiet life or getting into all of their messes which was spot on. 

Favorite quote: “Elain was like a dog, loyal to whatever master kept her fed and in comfort.

Feyre - Started off bitchy and now we’re here. After the first 6 chapters I wanted to just be done. She has a habit of making apologies for Rhys no matter the infraction then rewards him with sex because I guess being a controlling asshole is a turn on. I’m glad to see she’s finally starting to voice that his behavior isn’t cool. I don’t know how long that will honestly last but my brain now says protect Feyre from Rhys because something is very not right with that man. She has a habit of being with abusive men and I just want her to get help. She’s done a lot of shit in her life and deserves someone who actually respects and thinks of her not how she can positively effect them.

Favorite quote: “Rhysand overracted. He completely and utterly overreacted.”

Amren - She could have stayed dead honestly. She’s mad at Nesta because she refused to train with her after the war. Sounds like someone who’s just pissy because she lost her powers and Nesta has hers still. Her new Rhys should rule everything philosophy is cringy and scary. She makes The Children of the Blessed seem rational. The Mother wants you to have this, she gave you 3 powerful sisters, now weapons, etc. I swear my copy says “you wanted a blow job so here I am” but apparently that was just me reading between the lines. Hell that whole line about Cassian being turned into something when they screw was beyond. If they need a sacrifice at any point I volunteer her.

Gwyn: I love her. It hurts my heart that she doesn’t think she deserves to wear her stone like the rest of the priestesses and that she went through what she did at her temple. Loving though that she has a parent from the Autumn Court. Kind of hope that turns into something. 

Emerie: I was scared she was going to be used as a love triangle character with Nesta and Cassian and I’m so damn glad that hasn’t happened. I love that she’s so supportive of not just Nesta but also Gwyn. The parallel of her being abused and seeing her scars vs Gwyn with the internal ones and Nesta balanced in the middle is *chef’s kiss.* 

[hellsbellschime]

Omfg Nesta Archeron is not Hayley Marshall wtf is this?! She was a crappy sister, but so was Elain. Everyone always blames Nesta for not stepping up to help their starving family, but Elain was the older sister too and yet she always gets a free pass. And yes Nesta is mean and cruel when people try to reach out to her, but her book was about why she’s that way. Why she constantly pushes people away because she would rather them hate her than see who she really is and then leave. I know you, Hillary, have not read these books so this is all meaning nothing to you. Sorry, but damn I will not deal seeing someone say Nesta is Hayley. That makes zero fucking sense. Nesta has depth and character development. She’s not a character everyone worships and praises for literally nothing.

rhysand from acotar often reminds me of damon salvatore but more likable ig? and also watered down. he’s often fancasted as ian too. actually the show’s main ship - feysand - is frequently fancasted as delena which is funny bc in sjm’s other series (throne of glass) the main ship rowaelin i’ve seen fan casted as klaroline in edits.

i mean sure nesta could be scarlet personality-wise but scarlet literally works for everything she gets, is consistently ambitious and bring herself back up from the ground. nesta doesn’t do any of these things she allowes her 13 years old sister feyre to risk her life going hunting for them and solely supporting their family while nesta abuses and belittles the shit out of her to the point were feyre is embarrassed to learn how to read because nesta used to make fun of her for it being illiterate. i can sympathize with nesta at certain points but she’s consistently terrible to the one person who ever gave a shit about her survival for reasons i don’t understand (and i didn’t even like feyre), and is incredibly inconsistent. her narrative is all over the place and she’s often described as things we’ve never seen her be.

In the originals hayley had scenes were everyone literally kneeled in front of her. In acotar it got so bad that for Nesta to be accepted by the main characters she had to literally kneel in front of someone who called her a waste of life when she was suffering from severe ptsd. I don't know how your anon can compare the treatment hayley got with the one Nesta got. If anything feyre is a blend of Elena hayley right down to being extra special and the pregnancy trope and the delena type of ship.

People often say Nesta was villainzed like she was literally awful to people who had done nothing to her what reaction do stans expect other characters to have towards Nesta when she went around being an asshole to everyone for no reason at all? And the worst part is that the one person that was never an asshole to Nesta is Feyre who is also the one person Nesta consistently emotionally/verbally abused for no reason.

people will shit on nesta but the praise the fuck out of rhys who is also absolutely awful misogyny smells

Nesta is the type of character obsessed with status she’s never gonna get back. But she literally never does anything to try and get it back. Interpret what you can from that.

ion like this anti nesta talk yall better be rhys antis too

hellacioushag said: i swear to the satan shoes if i see one more person say nesta is hayley…

tyrellsmoon said: nesta was sent to train because she was literally self-destructing not because she was having sex with people.

elainissus said: she is nothing like hayley

maevelin said: the sacrilege to compare nesta archeron to hayley… i am without words lol

maevelin said: lol… generally speaking the acotar fandom as a whole is a mess. hate or love characters… everyone gets passionate about them… and the fandom wars… wait till this gets adapted to a show… tvd to fandom wars will seem a fond memory lol

hellacioushag said: @maevelin oh god the fandom wars are already so intense right now i can’t imagine how bad it will be once it actually is a show. some fans on twitter just threatened to kidnap the author’s toddler for agreeing to adapt it in the first place. the crazy can only get worse from here.

maevelin said: @hellacioushag what the actual.. yeah i am not going to touch another kind of fandom fuckery like this with a ten foot pole… i am too old for that shit 😂…i didn’t survive plec for this lol

Jesus Christ.

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Izzy's Secret

Izzy: -I walked over to the kitchen in Rhys’ place and opened the refrigerator door. It was a classic hodgepodge of bachelor food with the few add-ins I'd purchased. So as I grabbed a juice I chuckled. Mine male had a penchant for all things work out related and it made me fall that much more for him. As I take a sip of juice my phone chimes from the text that comes in- Oh.. damn… -juice droplets run down my chin as I fish my phone from my purse at the same time I put the small juice bottle down and find a paper towel- Rhys would get a kick out of this if he was here. -he’d been called into his job at the bar leaving me here alone but should be back soon. The text was from one of my regular clients and was wanting to know if tomorrow would be good. I reply for him and his girl to stop in at #InkedDominion after sundown. All my regulars got a kick out of my hours and it totally clicked with my wardrobe style. So win-win for me. As I put my cell back I look out the window and my mind drifts back to when I was a young, scared girl with no idea what the world had to offer. That was when my father arranged for me to meet someone I didn't know and they attacked me. When I got home broken, bruised and bloody he'd yelled at me for betraying him and his plans for power. My mahmen had sided with him out of fear and my older brother, Jarrod, had done the same. I didn't realize it but a tear had slid down my cheek as I was lost to the memory I'd sought to keep shoved into the deepest part of my brain- Rhys: |Mike called me to come in for a few hours on my night off because Stan was tied up with something. As much as I hated leaving Izzy, I could use the money. Thankfully Stan showed up a few hours later. Once I cashed out, I dematted back to my loft. Taking a couple deep breaths, I took the stairs two at a time, the need to get to Izzy driving me. We only knew each other for a short time, but she was my heart. As I opened the door, I caught the scent of morning dew. She was crying or just had cried as the scent was faint. I saw her at the window and slowly walked over to her, making sure she heard my footfalls.| Izzy? Leelan? What's wrong? Izzy: -I heard the familiar footsteps but couldn't respond until he called my name. His scent of mint and evergreen calling me as loudly as his voice. When I turn around to look at Rhys the tears glisten in my eyes- Rhys… -my voice chokes up and I simply run to him, putting my arms around his waist- Just a memory, nallum. -the word tumbling out but full of the emotions I hadn't put into words- A memory I wish I didn't have. But… -I look up into his gray eyes pleading with my gaze for him to want to hear it and for him to not abandon me- Rhys: |I catch Izzy as she throws herself in my arms. Wrapping my arms tightly around her I wish I could take her pain away. Her tears causing my chest to ache for her. Gently I kiss her head and wipe her tears from her cheeks.| Tell me Izzy. What happened? |I scoop her up, carrying her bridal style to the couch and settle down with her on my lap.| You can tell me anything. Please, let me in. It pains me to see you hurting. Izzy: -I lay my head against your chest letting the warmth of your skin and your scent calm me. I lift my head up once I'm settled safely on your lap and leans into the caress of your fingers as you wipe away the dampness off my cheeks- Don't hate me. -the nagging fear of being abandoned by someone I held close to me ran deep in my psyche I couldn't help it and right now I felt vulnerable- I feel for you things I never thought was possible. I don't want to lose you, nallum. Not… like… my birth family. Please. -I cup your face the best I can in my hands to hold your gaze with mine. My green eyes letting you see just how deep my feelings truly ran- Rhys: |I didn't think my heart could hurt more than it did when she spoke of losing me. In that moment, my bonding scent roared to life and I wanted nothing more than to show her that she would never lose me. However I knew she needed to talk about whatever was causing her distress. Staring in her emerald eyes, I tried to convey all that I was feeling to her with my gray ones.| Leelan, you won't lose me. Nothing you can say will ever change how I feel about you. I swear upon my life that I will never walk away from you. Now….what pains you? And who do I need to kill? Izzy: -the warmth of your musk filled bonding scent invades my very pores wrapping me up in it like a blanket so that I nuzzle against your chest before our eyes lock again. My body reacting to your scent and presence as only you have ever stirred within me- It has to do with my birth family and a past I wish to forget, but one you should know of. -I delicately trace the pads of my fingers along your cheeks stopping at the corners of your lips while I inhale deeply- I was born glymera. A family of wealth and privilege but mine father always wanted more of everything. He sought power and influence. I once thought I'd do anything to gain his love so when he brought in a male I did not know outside the fact that his family's wealth and power would increase my father's status. I agreed to go out not knowing my father had promised him marriage. Once we were out things took a turn and this so called respectable male showed his true colors. I was beaten and nearly broken. He brought me home after I clawed his face disfiguring him in the process. -inhaling a shaky breath I let my emerald eyes look into the gray depths of yours for support- Mine father was enraged that a female would do such. He told me I was no daughter of his as he knocked me to the floor. Each member of my family took a shot at kicking me though my mother did hesitate before bending to my father's will. My brother, Jarrod, well he did not hesitate. He wanted his father's approval so he would have done anything ordered of him. I got away with only what I had on and the money in my pocket. -I break down into tears as the memory floods into my mind. I was sobbing as tears streamed anew and I await what you have to say. Rhys: |Softly I stroked your arm as you began to speak, thinking nothing of what you were going to say. The moment I heard you share your abuse my blood began to boil. No male should lay a hand on a female. Females were revered in our race, especially daughters. So to hear that your own father kicked you and threw you out on top of what that male did brought a growl to my lips. My hands wanted to hit something and my heart was screaming for justice. Yet I knew what you needed right now was love and support. Placing gentle hands on the sides of your face, I capture your lips with mine.| Those animals are not your family and are certainly not worthy of being called glymera. They should be tied down and beaten like they did to you. I do not think any less of you. In fact, you have made me love you more. You rose up from a horrid experience and made you who you are today. Fuck family. You got me now and I will make sure no harm comes to you again. Izzy: -as your lips touch mine I feel the peace of acknowledgement but your words soothed my soul… the one I'd thought was beyond the memory of the past but there was more- I am so thankful for you being in my life. So much in fact that I cannot put it into words. -my words coming between kisses before I meet your eyes once more- But there is more.. -I weighed your reaction in your gaze before continuing- My brother is still alive and I have seen him in my shop. He spoke of my birth parents being in the Fade before he bolted from the premises. -lays a hand over your heart- I know I shouldn't but a piece of me wants to mourn mine mahmen and their passing, but another says good riddance. I'm not sure which would be best. -my voice holds the uncertainty that I feel- Rhys: |Seeing you smile, even for the briefest moment sends my heart to heaven. I will forever make sure there is always a smile on your face. Nodding slightly, I understand your feelings about your parents, yet part of me is happy they are no longer here.| I am not going to tell you what you should or should not do, just as I cannot tell you how to feel. I will tell you this though, you should try to make peace with them. Otherwise, the past will forever haunt you. Mourn, scream, cry at them. Tell them how what they did to you made you feel. And tell them what an incredible female you have become. As for your brother, if he steps foot near you again, I want to know. I do not want him near you. Not now, not ever. And Scribe help him if I find him. Izzy: -leans my forehead to yours for a moment then pulls back with a soft smile on my lips- Thank you for hearing me out and giving me your opinion. I'll have to figure it all out and mourn them in some way. The screaming at them sounds like a plan. -gently brushes my lips against yours before nodding- I will let you know if he appears at any point. That's a promise but know that I have questions for him. I want to know what happened to my birth parents even if I have to take a pound or more of his flesh to get it. I may not be their daughter in name but my blood is still theirs. Rhys: I understand that, I do, but I would appreciate it if you waited until I was with you. From what you have told me, I don't trust him. |I kiss your forehead and pull you close to me, wrapping my arms around you as if I could shield you from the world outside.| If anything happened to you, I don't know what I would do Izzy. You are my world. |Burying my head in your hair, I inhale your sweet cinnamon scent, letting it calm me.| Izzy: -nods my head gently as you breathe in the scent of my hair and my natural scent before shifting on your lap as I lift my head to look at your face- I promise to do my best. As for losing someone I would follow you should something happen to you. You are my other half. I didn't even know I was missing that piece until we met. -looks into your gray eyes nervously as the words simply tumble out- Did I say too much? Rhys: |laughs softly and kisses your nose.| You haven’t said too much. I love you Izzy. I didn't know what I was missing in my life until I met you. Would I be saying too much if I say I want your name on my back? |I look deeply in your emerald eyes and know that if I had to, I would wait forever for you or gladly lay down my life for yours.| Izzy: -blinks a couple of times to let your words sink in before a smile spreads across my lips. “He loves me!”, on repeat in my head as happy tears well in my eyes- Well you get my name inked and yours will be on mine. -I can't contain my utter happiness any longer and would be screaming my next words if not for the kisses I place on your lips between each one- I -kiss- love -kiss- you. -eases my tongue between your lips halting all words as I eagerly seek to show you with actions how deep my love is- Rhys: |I wrap my arms tighter around you and push myself up from the couch, kissing you while making my way to the bed. My bonding scent flaring at your declaration of love. Yes I wanted your name inked on my skin but also carved. I would tell you that at a later time. Right now I just wanted you. I sit down on the edge of the bed, straddling your legs over mine. Slowly I lift the hem of your shirt, breaking the kiss just long enough to pull it over your head and tossing it aside.| I love you too Izzy. Forever and unto the Fade. Izzy: -wrapping my legs around your waist when you stand up. My lips never leaving yours until I feel the bed give beneath us and your hands lift my shirt up- Unto the Fade and Beyond. -whispering huskily as I arch up to help you get my shirt off then reaches my hands out gripping the hem of your t-shirt and tugs upwards letting the palms of my hands skim up over your abs towards your chest as it’s exposed- Rhys: |A possessive growl comes from deep down in my chest at your touch, your fingers igniting a fire within me. My cock hardens instantly, tenting against my jean clad thighs. My mind had two things going through it, mark you and make you shellan and find your fucker of a brother and put the fear of Rabid Rhys in him. One would have to wait until later, but the other I could do now. At least half of it. Before I could stop the words coming out of my mouth, I speak in the old language.| My dearest Izzy, I lay my heart, soul, and body in your hands. I would be blessed and honored if you would be my shellan. Izzy: -your growl vibrates to the deepest, most intimate of places inside me sending a surge of heat and moisture between my thighs while your words sink to my very soul. Everything in me is in sync with you. Your expression of intent and desire speaking to my innermost thoughts and desires- My heart, my soul, my all is yours. I would be honored to be your shellan and to have you as mine hellren. -the words flowing from inside me expressing how deep my feelings run while my cinnamon and sugar scent grows more heated and I drag my nails down your sides then feverishly moves my fingers to unfasten the waist of your jeans I needed your skin on mine… /in/ mine marking me inside and out- Rhys… I want you… -shakes my head from side to side- No I /need/ you on me and inside me in every way possible. -my body was literally aching driving me to beg and plead to be fully and utterly claimed as only you could ever do- Rhys: |Hearing your acceptance of my proposal brings my bonding scent out of me. The mixture of your sweet scent and arousal combined with my evergreen and mint musk is a perfect combination, just like us. I lift my hips up, letting you work my jeans down my legs, my cock springing towards your sex as if it had a homing beacon on it.| Your wish is my command my shellan. It is my pleasure to pleasure you. |In one swift motion, I have you on your back and your pants ripped off. Spreading your legs, I dip my head, inhaling your arousal. Separating your glistening folds, I push one finger deep inside your wetness, swirling it around until I find your sweet spot. Dipping my head, I suck your clit between my lips, nipping just enough to cause pleasure and pain| So beautiful Izzy. You are perfect and you are mine! Izzy: -the smell of your bonding coupled with the evergreen and mint of your natural scent mingling with the cinnamon and sugar heat of my arousal was enough to drive me to the brink of insanity. My hands work your jeans off then I have to bite my lip when I catch sight of your cock springing forth- Rhys… -your name comes out a husky moan as I grab your hair with one hand and the sheets beside my hip with the other when your mouth lays claim to my swollen clit while your fingers swirl inside my wet folds until you find the sweet spot within and I cry out as I arch my back off the bed and my eyes flutter closed as every sensation feels like the first time- Mine.. Nallum.. -each word breathed out more aching and need filled than the next as I start to roll my hips to grind against the pressure of your hand and adding to the pain/pleasure combo of your teeth nipping and sucking on my far too sensitive clit- Rhys: |Your cries of pure ecstasy are music to my ears. I drive another digit into you dripping pussy lapping your sweet cream. The bite of you pulling my hair making my aching cock that much harder. Before you can have your release, I rise above you, capturing your lips with mine and slam balls deep into your waiting cunt. Your walls milking my length with every thrust I pound you with. Roughly I palm your tit, pinching your nipple through the thin fabric you are still wearing. It as though a switch was flipped and I wanted nothing more than you to be covered in my scent. No male would come near you after tonight.| Take from me all you need leelan. Take all of me. Izzy: -the lace of my bra is all that is between your palm and my breast and it is too much distance. My legs lift and wrap around your waist as a mewling cry of pleasure rushes past my lips when your thick cock slams deep inside my waiting core. The sensations seem to increase tenfold as I roll my hips against yours while my inner folds tighten and seek to milk your length of all you have to offer- Bra.. Off! -my tone was of demanding need before my fangs elongate to their fullest and sinks into the flesh above the pulsepoint in your neck. The fingers of one hand tug at your short hair to angle your head to one side while the other claws down your back to grip one of your ass cheeks to urge you for more as my body seems to know no limit to its desire and craving for the one male who is mine- Rhys: Fuck me! |My balls draw up, dangerously close to falling over the edge when your fangs pierce my skin. My own descend, shredding the lace covering your ample breasts and sinking in just beside your nipple. Your sweet nectar coating my parched throat, urging my hips to piston faster. One hand palms your ass, lifting your hips to an angle,letting me go deeper. Sweat begins to bead on my brow, my muscles tremble from exertion but the need for your release keeps me going.| Let go leelan….let everything go. Izzy: -as the warmth of your blood flows down my throat filling cells I didn’t even know were famished I roll my hips faster. The feel of your fangs piercing the flesh of my breast sends another wave of heat to my womb so that my inner folds tighten harder before I seal the wounds on your neck with a swipe of my tongue and let out a scream of pleasure never heard before and feels the rush of my cream flowing out between us coating us both in my liquid heat- Nallum mine… I love you! -my words growing louder as my orgasm seems to never ebb but rather increases in intensity with every thrust of your hips- Rhys: |I feel the moment you let go, your orgasm choking my length until I fill you with my seed. I toss my head back, roaring out my release, still thrusting deep inside your heat. Once I feel our bodies slow down, I gently roll off you, pulling you to my chest. I kiss the top of your head and wrap my arms around you.| I love you too Izzy. You have made me the happiest male on earth this night. I promise I will never leave you and I will protect you with my life. Izzy: -my body is covered by a fine sheen of sweat as every thrust sends my mind into the stratosphere and I’m left clinging to you as my center. I feel the heat of your release spread within me so that your scent invades every inch of me inside and out- We are the two happiest people on earth. -my words are only whispered as a roll onto your chest. My body utterly sated for the time being and I slip my hand down your side to rest on your hip- I want none other than you. To the Fade and beyond.