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carlando · 3 years ago

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I posted 4,051 times in 2021

1001 posts created (25%)

3050 posts reblogged (75%)

For every post I created, I reblogged 3.0 posts.

I added 3,918 tags in 2021

#lando norris - 970 posts

#carlos sainz jr - 782 posts

#f1 - 432 posts

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#responses - 347 posts

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#on the other i feel like because it’s the middle east some people feel better going against the cultural norm where in every other western

My Top Posts in 2021

LANDO IS SO CLUMSY I CANNOT WITH THIS BOY

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i posted this on twt, tumblr should see it too

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discovered dream and george on sunday and i just want to ask you all if you’re alright? in the eight years i’ve been online, i have never seen a pair like this, i survived early yt era shipping and that was wild but this? this? this is f*cking mad, folks. if two cc’s made as many jokes or comments about their own ship to the public, people would lose their minds. like i’ve been sat here three days in silence watching clips of dream saying “my future is your future” and george planning marriage “fraud” at least three times like it’s not absolute insanity,

the “i’ve known him for six years”, the “we could...kiss?”, the “i’ll win if you tell me you love me, george”, the “have you compared your best friend to any of your past bf/gf’s” followed by “n-no-no!” and george’s quiet “well..”, the “are you dating dream?” followed by george’s “he wishes”, with “me and george have no plans to date...we’re just bro’s, just homies” making toby and tommy start wheezing like they can’t breathe, “yeah i have it set up so dream’s call comes through when he needs me” george said, “i love you dream” he says before exiting, and dream just blatantly says “the only man i’m into is george”, like.

all the suggestive texts (what?) the constant confusion of their relationship from their friends (okay) the late calls that last hours (fine) the unsure reaction george has when dream says something provacative concerning their relationship (huh?) when dream stutters or falls quiet when he’s caught off guard where it concerns george (how?) the soft voice they use only for the other (i...) fans being used to dream liking ship fanart (it doesn’t surprise you anymore) no like how they’ve known each other for more than half a decade and george still doesn’t know what he looks like - and is okay with that,

the fact that dream’s always looking for george, hearing george, focused on george, to the point where he has his stream open, looking for george’s reactions, only. i don’t think you folks understand how absolutely mad this is. you’re used to it and i genuinely don’t know what’s going on here. just, i love my friends, but i know i don’t love them the same way dream loves george.

1081 notes • Posted 2021-08-06 14:01:00 GMT

TWITCH LEAK DAY SHENANIGANS

1335 notes • Posted 2021-10-06 15:59:15 GMT

You've never seen Toto like this.

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ingoldentent · 5 years ago

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Happy New Year, Spirale!

Very soon, it will be 12:00 at night. In other words, 24:00.

When you think about it, isn’t 24:00 a strange time? ...It can be called 24:00, and it can also be called 00:00. It’s the hour at the culmination of the previous day, ...and at the same time, it is hour zero as the next day begins.

And tonight, that time would be even stranger, for it’s almost 24:00 of December 31st, 2019. But when that time comes, it won’t be December, or 2019, anymore. It’ll be 00:00 of Januray 1st, 2020. The next day, the next year, the next decade are about to begin.

When there is only about 5 minutes left to midnight, a small cloud of golden butterflies can be seen flying up to the sky. For most citizens, the identity of the one creating them should be at least superficially familiar.

In a seamless manner, Battler Ushiromiya materializes himself up in the skies of Spirale City. On his hands, he carries a microphone, and to his sides, Beatrice’s iconic shoulder towers float up - however, rather than artillery, they only carry a bunch of sound boxes in them.

“Goooood evening, people of Spirale!!” He shouts, the sound boxes making it so the whole city should be able of hearing him. From the height he is, though, it shouldn’t carry that obnoxiously loud sound microphones might produce when turned on.

“I hope you’re all ready to end 2019 with a bang! ...Dang, what a year this was, huh? We got to experience life as ‘normal’ humans in a ‘normal’ city...” He makes air quotes at those words. “We dealt with an asshole cat god and his balloons, we saw the world end and turn into a fantasy MMORPG, we had a summer festival, we were given some chill time at a happy dream world, we faced ever changing apocalypses, we had a winter festival and we even had an episode of musical bodies!”

Whew, that truly was a lot. And this is only considering the major city developments. Who knows what sorts of plots and changes the people here went through, be it for better or worse? Battler knows his own, and everyone else knows theirs.

“...Now, I know what some of you might be thinking right now. ‘All of that in a year? That was hell! And next year there will be only more hell!’ And honestly, I don’t blame at all the people who hate this place. Heck, I’ve my fair share of complaints about Spirale too! But unfortunately, the power to leave this place is beyond everyone here, which means that we can only count on ourselves and each other to survive here.”

“...So rely on each other. Don’t try keeping your burdens to yourselves. Make it so, in this upcoming year, you strive to become better people than you are today. If you can’t do it by the end of next year, it’s ok. Your efforts are worthy by themselves. But we, as Humans and Witches and demons and ghosts and robots and Pokémon and whatever other species that lives on this island, can do much more when we work together. We can surpass any pain together. ...I believe in all of you. And I hope you’ll believe in yourselves and each other.”

A couple seconds of silence later... “Buuut enough of me giving out pep talks! It’s almost midnight, and there is one thing that I know you’re all anxious for!” He looks at his wristwatch. Yup, it’s 23:59. “Time to start the festivities! Soundboxes...” He snaps his fingers. “ON!”

Upon his words, an upbeat melody would begin playing at exactly 47 seconds before midnight. This is the only sound the following firework show will generate, for there is no need to create loud explosions sounds tonight.

It begins with what seems like gentle ripples in the sky. To the beat of the song, as if the sky was one of those soundboards with colored bars, several small wave patterns begin to spread in the sky, of all different colors imaginable.

The first bell sound plays, and with that the first firework proper illuminates in the sky. The waves’ intensity increases, as more beats are added up in the song. And once what seems to be the main melody kicks in, fireworks of numbers begin to appear in the sky, marking the final seconds of the decade, with each number being bigger than the last.

10... 9... 8...

7... 6...

5... 4...

3...

2...

1...

“<HAPPY NEW YEAAAAAR!!!!>”

Several fireworks appear at once. They spell, in quite legible numbers...

‘2020′.

That is it! The old year is officially over! But this party... is only beginning.

As more fireworks begin to pop in the sky, in a beautiful spectacle of colors, golden butterflies begin dropping down on the streets. Soon they coalesce... into animals? Well, not real animals. They are animals made of firework, you could say. And not just animals. From humanoid figures to silhouettes resembling inanimate objects, several firework beings roamed the streets of Spirale, with one goal and one goal only...

Dance to the kickass beat of the 1:14 mark in the song!!

And the citizens don’t have to stand still. On the contrary, the firework folks, with all their bright colors and cheerful disposition, invite folks to dance alongside them, although they won’t force anyone to follow along. Some prefer staying quiet, that is fair.

The show in the sky isn’t lacking either. Fireworks keep popping up, now far more than just spark shaped. Some shapes begin to form, at first simple geometrical patterns like triangles and circles and squares, then a bit more complex stuff like hearts and stars.

They get progressively more detailed, so by now you get photorealistic roses and butterflies and cookies. You’ve got dogs and cats and birds and rats. There are even faces of some citizens Battler is familiar with in the sky! Obviously he doesn’t know everyone in the city, so not everyone is there, and some people wouldn’t authorize their faces to be exhibited like this, but if you wouldn’t mind having the whole city see your face... maybe you’re there!

Once 2 minutes and 11 seconds have passed, the firework entities begin changing their dancing style. Alongside that, two noodle like streams of firework energy begin to sprout from Battler’s arms. It’s a number he actually pulled off last year, but in a much bigger scale, due to the much bigger crowd, plus a couple tweaks here and there at the presentation.

The streams fall close to ground level, then proceed to gain details. They’re two Chinese dragons, one golden with red details, the other silver with blue details. At first, the dragons float around the streets in a slow pace, simply bobbing to the song’s beat. In their trail, smaller fireworks appear and come to life, bobbing along to the beat.

At the return of the main melody at the 2:39 mark, their movements become faster, as they release harmless fire from their mouths. They zig zag the streets in astonishing speed, yet with enough precision and speed not to hit a single person at the crowd. They form beautiful patterns with their flight trail, which lasts a few seconds after their passage.

They also come close to each other, and with the same grace as usual, they dodge each other with absolute perfection. It’s a harmonic dance, one that keeps speeding up as the song’s momentum increases.

At 3:06, they ascend to the sky. Without the risk at hitting people, they take on more complex, riskier patterns in their flight, forming knots and untangling, passing by firework rings, forming rings with their own fire for each other to pass by.

And once the violin hits its climatic notes, they ascend higher and higher in the sky, flying in perfect parallel to each other. A trail of gold and silver dust falls gently over the city during this flight. And at 3:20...

They burst on each other, all by the sorcerer’s command. For a brief moment, it’s as if the sun has emerged prematurely - a sun that shines with its light decomposed into all the colors of the rainbow, that is. Once the night sky returns to normal, there are still fireworks appearing, but their frequency is diminished, as per the less frequent song beat. The firework beings also seem to act slower and slower... By 3:54, they are immobile.

And then we return to the initial soundboard like colored ripples in the sky. As this phase occurs, a change begins to occur to the firework beings. See, he feels like he should make this presentation more tone fitting to 2020 specifically. He isn’t a clairvoyant, though, so he has to work with things that are absolutely certain about this new year.

And after pondering a lot about this during the show’s planning phase, one simple solution came to mind - it’s the Year of the Rat! Therefore, now every single firework being has been turned... into firework rats!! Rats of all sizes and colors are now standing at the streets of Spirale City...

The hard beat soon returns at 4:22, and at the signal, all the firework rats begin doing the crab rave dance, to the energetic tone permeating the city. Once again, the citizens are invited to join their ranks, perhaps to pull off innovative dance numbers of their own!

Their dance goes on a crescendo as the main melody returns, jumping and squeaking happily in a rat parade in the streets. There is now colored lighting of unseen sources bathing the streets, making them look like a rave. They don’t flash, though. No need to cause epileptic attacks with this. They calm down a bit by 5:03, just bobbing in place to the tune as the next part of the show begins.

By 5:30, normal fireworks appear once again in the sky. This time, besides repeating the pattern of simple sparks to simple figures and then those figures growing in complexity, there is an abundance of rat fireworks. Besides realistic looking rats, there are also fireworks of Pokémon that look like fireworks, creatures that he has seen during his time back in the old city (sorry, Morpeko, that excludes you).

Golden butterflies go around the streets providing people with glowsticks. They should disappear once this party is over, but until then, the citizens can keep up with the rave mood. For those who want it, the golden butterflies can also turn into those discardable water cups, or in glasses of champagne. Again, they should all disappear once the party is over. He is an ecofriendly witch, after all!

The song hits the 6:27 mark, and with that the rats turn back into a more varied range of firework beings. Now, Battler summons two orbs on his hands, one of dark energy and one of light energy. He combines the two, and the result is something akin to one of those disco globes.

The globe is covered in a checkered pattern. From the white squares, rays of white light fall down the city, and from the black squares, a veil of darkness covers it instead. Just like in disco, the globe spins around slowly, intercalating the areas covered in light or darkness. It creates the perfect environment to keep everyone’s spirits up and dancing while the show keeps going.

At last, it is time for the grand finale. At the 6:55 mark, the firework entities dissolve into golden butterflies, which then proceed to move towards the city’s center. They fly en masse, under the growing beat of the song, all concentrating at the hole. A couple stay around the streets, glowing with colors that change to the beat, but the big bulk is now hovering above the central hole.

The fireworks continue to pop on the sky during this mass migration. For those too far from the hole to see it in person, the remaining butterflies tune closeby TVs into showing the proceedings. Once enough butterflies are concentrated over the hole, they begin flying up in an ascending spiral, while a pillar of golden light begins to form inside said spiral.

Soon, the butterflies’ spiral reach Battler’s height, which means he is now also inside the pillar of light. Just in time, as the 7:22 cue comes, causing the butterflies’ flight pattern to change from a simple ascension to a wave-like up and down beat. The light pillar reaches the globe, intensifying its pattern spread so that, rather than a slow spin, it’s now switching each tile from light to dark to light according to the song’s beat.

All of these lights are probably a bit too dizzy for some citizens, so he diminishes their intensity for everyone’s comfort. All except the pillar of light, which is now oscillating itself like a sound record being played live. Meanwhile, the fireworks become bigger and bigger in their size, showing even more complex images like famous landscapes of the city, like the Beach, Savior’s Respite, the main Fibonacci buildings and the Lake of Koi.

As the song hits its climax once again, the fireworks coalesce into even bigger pictures, until, at last, there is a full upside down replica of Spirale City made entirely of fireworks over the real deal. The light pillar and the butterfly spiral, on the other hand, are vibrating frenetically, about to collapse into nothingness at any moment...!

And then... they do. At 7:36, the globe stops spinning. The firework city is undone, turning instead into a firework cascade that gently falls over the citizens, but it dissolves high enough that it has no chance at hurting anyone. Likewise, the light pillar and the butterflies combine into a wave of magical energy that spreads throughout the city, with no other effect besides being bright and pretty.

The cascade’s beautiful colors, whose spectrum covers beyond the expected in the rainbow, is truly magnificent. And when combined with the magical wave... it’s like the whole city has, for a single moment, been transported to an otherworldly place, where magic and fantasy reign supreme.

By the 8:11 mark, the music attempts to build itself up once again, but Battler is cutting its energetic attempts short. All remaining butterflies in the city are called back to his body, and all the water cups, all the champagne glasses, all the glow sticks begin turning back into golden butterflies, providing the city with a final beautiful image of the golden butterflies flying up in the sky.

The flight of the butterflies is marked by the constant beat of the song, just like the soundboard ripples in the sky do. Those who still have some energy left in them might keep dancing, thinking that perhaps there will be yet another number that Battler will pull for this show.

And yet... the song ends. In an instant, the butterflies, the cascade, any trait of the magical firework show disappear. And with it, the Endless Sorcerer brings an end to the spectacle. ...What an ironic thing, no?

#isola news #Inside the Island #(Happy new year everyone!!!)#(Is there such a thing as #rats cw #?)

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livesets-dj-mixes-edm-podcasts · 4 years ago

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Dazzler played: 01. Gizmo – Hurt Nobody 02. The Stunned Guys – Take That Shit Back 03. Mister DJ – Time To Get Up 04. E-man – Bass Machine 05. Ramirez – Terapia 06. DJ Gizmo & DJ Norman – Check This Out (Oldest Stylos Mixos) 07. G-Town Madness – Gangsta Trippin’ 08. DJ Youri ft. Mon-E – Groovebird (Hard Mix) 09. Kuadra – La Onda (La Onda De Einstein Mix) 10. Bass-D & King Matthew ft. Beastie Boy & Da Vinci – How Shall I? 11. Dance Overdose – Overdose Stomp (Bass X Remix) 12. Public Domain – Mellomanais 13. B.S.E. – Headache FM 14. Bass Reaction – Technophobia (Power Mix) [CLOUD9] 15. Chosen Few – Doomzday 16. The Viper & DJ Perpetrator – The DJ Rocks 17. DJ Perpetrator & DJ Attic & DJ Stylzz – The Strong Survive 18. Hardhead – T.U.L.P. (Instant Coffee Mix) 19. Darrien Kelly & The Unknown MC – The People Want More 20. Miss Groovy Meets The Wolf – Angels (Miss Groovy Remix) 21. ID – ID w/ Wasting Program – Bring That Shit Back 22. DJ Isaac & The Viper – Trigga Finga [CLOUD9] 23. Mad-E-Fact – The Hustle [BABYBOOM] 24. Neophyte – Real Hardcore [CLOUD9] 25. G-Town Madness Meets Attic & Stylzz – Bring The Pain 26. The Stunned Guys – In The Name Of Juno’s [TRAXTORM] 27. Vibes & Wishdokta – No More Tears 28. The Masochist & Chosen Few – More Drugz 29. The Prophet & Buzz Fuzz – Open Sesame! (Theme From Hell) 30. The Viper – Rock The Disc-O-Tek 31. Holy Crown Forces – Feel The Force 32. The Viper – Blow Da Club Down (G-Town Madness & The Viper Oldschool Mix) 33. DJ Sim – Simbiosis 34. Pilldriver – Pitch-Hiker [RED ALERT] 35. Neophyte – Braincracking [HOOLIGAN] 36. G-Town Madness & The Viper – Live A Lie [KYTEZO] 37. Q-Tex – E-Creation (’94 Mix) 38. General Base – Rhythm & Drums [HIGH FIVE REC.] 39. The Bazeman – Bazeman

Charly Lownoise played: [1:34:36] KAAZE – Triplet (Zany Rework) [1:37:01] DJ Isaac – Fascinating Rhythm [SCANTRAXX] [1:40:00] ID – ID [1:43:16] Kutski & Komb – Frost And Fire [SKINK] [1:45:44] DJ Isaac – Party People [SCANTRAXX] [1:48:46] Ricardo Moreno – Get Crazy [ROQ ‘N ROLLA] 46. Brennan Heart – Feel U Here (G-Town Madness & The Viper Remix) [MIDIFY] 47. T.N.T. – Kiss The Ground (ID Remix) [1:57:52] Zombie Nation – Kernkraft 400 (Alex Prospect & Jakka-B Flip) [FREE/GIGOLO] [1:59:57] Bass-D – Like A Dream 2017 (Re-Style Remix) [GUMBALLZ] [2:02:48] Re-Style – Drop That Funky Mashup 51. ID – ID [2:07:28] Re-Style – Spring [FREE] 53. Brennan Heart & The Prophet – Wake Up! (The Prophet Hardcore Remuxx) [SCANTRAXX] 54. G-Town Madness & The Viper – Here It Comes [VIPER BEATZ] 55. The Viper – Minimix #1 [2:20:45] The Viper & Neophyte – 98 To Your Mind [NEOPHYTE] [2:23:39] Nosferatu ft. Alee & LXCPR & MC Diesel – Los! (SSZD Kingsday Anthem 2017) [NEOPHYTE] [2:27:39] Bob Marley – No Woman No Cry (Mental Theo Bootleg) [ISLAND] 59. Charly Lownoise & Re-Style ft. Ricardo Moreno – City Streets [DERAILED BLACK] 60. Re-Style ft. Dune – Forever Young [FREE] 61. Maycke – Stars (Live For Ruby and Rose) [CL&MT] Promo 62. Art Of Fighters – Hardcore Makes The World Move [TRAXTORM] 63. DJ Promo – Emotions Over Anger 64. Catscan – The Agency [THE THIRD MOVEMENT] 65. Base Alert – Ojeeoink [MASTERS OF HARDCORE] 66. Meagashira – Swarm [SUPREME INTELLIGENCE] 67. DJ Niel – The Sound From The Deep 68. DJ Promo – I Come Correct [THE THIRD MOVEMENT] 69. DJ Promo – King Of Pain [ID&T] 70. Nosferatu – The Underground Stream [ENZYME] 71. Placid K – Stealin’ Beats 72. Tommyknocker – Death By Stereo 73. Endymion – Payback [ENZYME] 74. DJ Promo – Brother Of Conflict [THE THIRD MOVEMENT] 75. Art Of Fighters – Fuck You! [TRAXTORM] 76. Tha Playah & Neophyte & The Viper – Master This! [NEOPHYTE] 77. Nosferatu & Ophidian – Psychiatric Ass [ENZYME K7] 78. DJ Promo – Phreak Ya Speaka [THE THIRD MOVEMENT] 79. N-Vitral – Kombat Aktion [THE THIRD MOVEMENT] 80. Tha Playah – On The Edge [NEOPHYTE] 81. DJ Mad Dog & Amnesys – Game Over [TRAXTORM] 82. Lenny Dee – Forgotten Moments (Ophidian Remix) [INDUSTRIAL STRENGTH]

DJ Panic played: 83. Enfant Terrible – P.W.A. 84. Sequential One – Dance (Remix Part II) 85. DJ Isaac – Another Dream 86. Inferno Bros. – Slaves To The Rave (PCP Mix) [PLANET PHUTURE] 87. Neophyte vs. The Stunned Guys – Get This Motherfucker [ROTTERDAM] 88. Charly Lownoise & Mental Theo – Fantasy World [CL&MT] 89. Pino D’ambini – Up & Down Ballz 90. ID – ID 91. Lockjaw – Underground Funk 92. Buzz Fuzz – Dreamgirl 93. Buzz Fuzz – Untitled 94. Chosen Few – The Break 95. Rave Nation – Going Crazy (Forze DJ Team Remix) [FORZE] 96. Buzz Fuzz – Frequencies [BE YOURSELF] 97. Vanugenth the 5th – Here We Go Again [RUFFNECK] 98. Neophyte – Evil 99. Og’s – Tic Tac 100. 50% Of The Dreamteam – Fatal Morgana 101. Paul Elstak – Die Like A Pig 102. DJ Panda – It’s A Dream [CREATION] 103. Alienator – Prey 104. Nosferatu – Cameltoe 105. G-Town Madness & The Viper – Come As One [VIPER BEATZ] 106. Art Of Fighters – Earthquake [TRAXTORM] 107. Angerfist – Criminally Insane [PEACOCK] 108. The Masochist – Chemistry 109. Catscan – Mindfull Candy 110. Evil Activities ft. DJ Panic & MC Alee – Bigger Than Ever 111. DJ Paul vs. DJ Distortion – Fear 112. The Viper & Evil Activities – Raw To The Floor [NEOPHYTE] 113. Neophyte & Tha Playah – Still Nr. 1 [NEOPHYTE] 114. Masters Of Ceremony – Undr_Ctrl09 115. Endymion & The Viper – My Music World 116. Angerfist & Outblast – Dominators (2009 Refix) 117. Neophyte Records Allstars – Neophyte Records Mashup #2 118. DJ Mad Dog – Nasty [TRAXTORM] 119. Nosferatu & Endymion – Drunk With A Gun [ENZYME] 120. Evil Activities & DJ Panic ft. Alee – Never Fall Asleep [NEOPHYTE] 121. Juggernaut – Communism 122. Painbringer – Words Of ’95 123. ID – ID 124. Chosen Few – Name Of The DJ [MOKUM] 125. Lockjaw – Reactor 126. ID – ID 127. Masters Of Ceremony – Hardcore To Da Bone [NEOPHYTE] 128. Scott Brown & Omar Santana – Shoot This MF 129. DJ Promo – Kill Da Noise 130. 3 Steps Ahead – Drop It (Tommyknocker & The Stunned Guys Remix) [ID&T] 131. Noize Suppressor – Fingherz [NOIZE REC.] 132. Tha Playah – On The Edge [NEOPHYTE] 133. Neophyte Records All Stars – Adrenaline [NEOPHYTE] 134. Evil Activities – Evil Inside [NEOPHYTE] 135. The Prophet – Big Boys Don’t Cry [CLOUD9] 136. Jones & Stephenson – The First Rebirth (DJ Promo Rework) [BONZAI] 137. Furyan – Bass Journey [MASTERS OF HARDCORE] 138. Radium – Rockin Fire [PSYCHIK GENOCIDE] 139. D-Fence – Dissed [NEOPHYTE] 140. DJ Mad Dog – Reset [DOGFIGHT] 141. Re-Style – Get It Crackin (Sefa Remix) [MASTERS OF HARDCORE]

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evervivids · 7 years ago

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「12 04 | k.sj」

Ethereal Deaths Series List

<Wide awake wide awake, don't cry

Wide awake wide awake, no lie>

Why do we need to stay like that when everything's burning down?

00 00

Snow is falling, blood is dripping, the fire's burning, clouds are gone.

With you in my arms, I'm content. I'm scared of you disappearing.

…

11 18

"Yah, wait for me." You called out, panting at the back. I stopped and waited, seeing you run adorably to me with your short legs.

"Let me piggyback you." I blurted as my cheeks flushed.

You just laughed as you saw me.

…

11 19

You danced, your feet rapidly shifting on the ground making swishing noises. Your eyes were closed, and you're smiling that rare smile. Your body moved along to invisible music, taking the breath out of me when you did a turn, twirling like the autumn leaves falling.

…

11 20

"I'm going out." Your eyes found mine quickly, pleading me not to go. I knew how dangerous it was, but it didn't stop me.

"Don't wait up." I ruffled your hair and went out of the door.

“I’ll be fine.” I flashed a smile when you caught my eyes and closed the door.

…

11 21

You're truly a miracle. You're my wishing star, my dreams, my heart.

Without you, I'm nothing.

…

11 22

"Do it, or someone dies in your stead." the man jerked his head towards you sitting the corner, looking like the innocent angel you are. Your head tilted, questioning when I looked over to you. I smiled and shook my head.

Turning back to him, I took a deep breath and spoke. He smirked as if he knew what my reply would be.

"I'll do it."

…

11 23

Fuck it.

Fuck you.

Fuck life…

…

11 24

"Don't go," you pleaded once again. You were down with a fever, but you still staggered down to the door to persuade me to ditch. I couldn't, my eyes tried to send a plea. It's you or me.

Scooping you up, I placed you on the couch. Your eyes were drooping and you smiled, thinking you won. Closing my eyes, I quickly kissed your cheek and darted out.

I'm sorry. I'm in too deep to walk away alive.

…

11 25

Merry Christmas.

I am early once again because I hate the actual date. So let me wish you this one month in advance, alright?

…

11 26

What's there to do today? Oh right, it.

Orange, blue, transparent. My favourite colours in the world.

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11 27

Oh, add red too. It's so delicious.

The feel of the metal slicing through the air, the spurting of liquid on my face and the spatter of mini reds. Like a flower, it blooms on me.

I feel so honoured.

…

11 28

The pleads from them were always what I hated. They remind me of my weaknesses. I had to shut them out. Thus, I love absolute silence when I'm doing it.

They used to haunt me, but kissing you made it vanish.

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11 29

Silent screams are going to be what I'll wake up to, manifesting themselves as nightmares. Really, mind? I rather have a red flower blooming on me.

…

11 30

Lilies. I ripped them apart and threw the petals in the air. They swirled in the air, landing on the red sea beneath me.

I'm neither seeking for forgiveness nor am I pleading for my sins too. They remind me of you, and why I started doing it.

…

12 01

Life was bleak enough, you once said. I just scoffed at your comment. Life was wonderful, I countered.

Years down the road, I came to realise you're right. Life ain't what I thought when my innocence was shattered.

Naive thoughts and naive minds. Why wasn't I seeing clearly then?

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12 02

Flames started licking at the end of my vision. Am I seeing things? They don't seem to burn me, but everything around me.

Is this the destruction power you talked about, dongsaeng?

I feel the power coursing through me. I feel invincible, for once after standing too much in the shadows finishing off what the big shots left behind.

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12 03

I'm unstoppable. I am that strong.

Bringing the blade down, it sliced cleanly through. As silent and quick as it can get, it found its mark.

I no longer must finish off, because I can now do it on my own.

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12 04

The knife pierced through me, instead of him standing in front of me. Why? I spurted blood from my mouth, feeling pain explode within me like firecrackers. Beautiful at first glance but actually deadly. Then I remembered. This knife will not kill anyone but yourself when faced with the situation of you and your loved one. That was what Namjoonie told me. I fucking forgot, in my crazed daze of killing.

Is this how my life is supposed to be? Burn bright and shine like a diamond, but once it turns black I'm back to be useless and worthless. My power that I obtained, does it kill me more than heal me?

Memories of the past came back to me. I was once like that too, and to destroy them, I burned everything down. I thought I changed when I met you, but I got worse. I started burning and slashing everything down, bringing it down to ashes instead of just leaving them after destroying what's around them. I felt the excitement in the blood spraying across my face, how my blades danced in rhythm to the skin it cut across. Such harmony and it finished with my signature kerosene waterfall and a click and throw of the firelighter.

A show I've come to perfect while I grew up, being oppressed by anyone and everyone. The only one that welcomed me was you, and the only one who exhausted all ways to save me from the demon within me.

I dropped to the ground, gurgling from the blood spilling out from me. You came running, tears already streaming down your eyes. You placed my head on your lap, mumbling "Don't talk, stay awake." repeatedly, almost feverishly. You fumbled for your phone and called the ambulance. You gave them our location and immediately looked back at me again. I was looking up at you, feeling my sight blackening. I tried to speak amidst the blood I was coughing out.

"My dear, you aren't at fault. You tried to save me," I coughed again, more blood coming out. You hushed me and held my head closer to your chest. I could hear your heartbeat thumping in fear. I closed my eyes and enjoyed it. After all, I could never ever hear it again when I'm gone.

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Epilogue

The adrenaline and the thrill drained out. It was illusionary to think it was fun, but it ain't. I coughed again, blood was continuously flowing. Jimin was looking like he's going to break down. "I'm sorry." I gasped, raising a bloodied hand up to his cheek.

"Don't," Jimin closed his eyes, more tears streaming down his face. Oh by the angels…I don’t want to leave you too. I smiled despite the dire situation I was in. I chose this. I couldn't let him die. I would be nothing without him. If anything, he has to survive.

A distance away, a few bodies twitched. They were dead, with pools of blood around them. All with a knife stuck in the head or the throat. They had tried to attack Jimin when he was out with Seokjin, but Seokjin took them all down.

But, someone managed to get close to Jimin. He was about to deliver the killing strike when Seokjin appeared, taking the blow. Ignoring the pain, he bought the knife through the person's head and sliced down. All the adrenaline up to this died down, and he loosened his grip on the knife.

Jimin was shell-shocked, frozen. He was broken out of his frozen state when he saw Seokjin turn back and smiling before vomiting out blood and falling. He ran over and knelt down, cradling Seokjin's neck. He was trying to speak amongst the blood spilling out, but Jimin was already crying and desperate to save him that he didn't hear much of them.

It was only when Seokjin placed a hand on his cheek did he realise, Seokjin was trying to say something. "I.. love... you.." he was trying to say, his smile widening to show his blood-stained teeth.

"My dear, you aren't at fault. You tried to save me," Seokjin continued, rasping harshly. Jimin was dreading this moment. He knew Seokjin had run out of luck, and this was the last bit of time he could have. He wanted to deny and furiously scream at the sky, but he couldn't. All that could be for later.

"I love you," he choked out, tears still blurring his face. He took Seokjin's hands and kissed them. His fingers brushed off Seokjin's hair and his lips kissed them, tasting the rusty copper of his blood. His fingers trembled as they traced Seokjin's face, trying to imprint all this in his mind because it was the last time he could this. His lips went down again to touch Seokjin's, ignoring the copper taste but feeling the softness of Seokjin's lips, remembering how they taste like - blooming, pink cherry blossoms in all its innocence - and branding it in his memory. Seokjin's lips turned up. Breaking contact, they looked at each other.

Seokjin drew his last breath and broke into a full-blown smile, radiating all that innocence and happiness. Time seemed to slow down as his face then went slack, head lolling to the side. Death has come to fetch him, to a better place.

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12 05

Jimin let loose a scream, echoing and bouncing off the walls. It was enough to let those hearing feel the overwhelming pity and sympathy. His tears came down harder than before, and he felt they hurt more than ever. Like little stones hitting down in his face, they brought jolts and jolts of pain. The pain was horrendous, but the grief kept him awake. He can't lose sight of Seokjin, he needs to see him feel a tad better.

Why didn't he save him? Why did he give up?

××₰××

Sirens flooded the neighbourhood. The paramedics hopped out of the ambulance and rushed to the alley. They quickly stepped over the bodies and saw Jimin cradling Seokjin, his lips moving like he's silently chanting some message. They reached him and quickly took Seokjin's pulse. "11 30. Patient dead, when we reached." One paramedic quickly rushed down to grab a body bag. The other was trying to pry Seokjin off Jimin, but one hiss from Jimin sent him reeling back in fear.

Those eyes looked murderous yet dull with grief, he thought. He made a quick decision and went to Jimin. He uttered an apology and brought his hand down to render Jimin unconscious. They brought Jimin to the hospital and treated his injuries.

When he woke, a doctor rushed over. "Sir, please don't move. We need you to go through some check-ups. We're suspecting you're suffering from PTSD-" Jimin glared at her. "Shut up. Bring me to Seokjin." The doctor was confused. "The one who came here with me!" Jimin was getting impatient, swinging his legs down off the bed. "But sir-" she protested.

"Bring me to Seokjin," he muttered again, making her shut up. "The morgue, sir. He's in there," she whispered, flinching as if waiting for him to explode. Jimin just walked off, shuffling down the hallways to find Seokjin. He barged into the morgue and found Seokjin, all cleaned up, on the table. A nurse behind was telling him to leave, but he ignored and told them he was collecting this body for burial.

They gave him a gurney and brought him to a meadow filled with flowers. Jimin bowed in thanks and wheeled Seokjin to the middle, apologising when the wheels hit something hard that made Seokjin's lifeless body arch up. With a grunt, Jimin hauled Seokjin off and dragged him to their favourite spot. Setting Seokjin on the position he likes, Jimin circled his arms around Seokjin. "Hyung, do you remember.."

He talked about all their times. He laughed, he cried, he smiled, he got angry, he got irritated. But, Seokjin couldn't hear him and appease him. Jimin never felt so lonely than ever. It was so frustrating, to not hear Seokjin's snarky yet amusing replies.

He looked up at the sky and saw grey clouds. "Are you going to cry for me? I've got no more energy too." he faintly smiled. As if on cue, rain started dripping on their skins, trickling down to the ground.

In the rapidly growing rain, Jimin cradled Seokjin and hummed.

<But baby don't be so elusive, I'm trying so hard to refute this,

And every night I just dream this dream of you

You're wearing that same old silly smile,

Decked out in pink clothes and no less,

And calling out the same name over and over again,

And it's me>

"Jimin ah, don't cry." the faint whisper of Seokjin in Jimin's ears made him tighten his hug around Seokjin, closing his eyes. If he could just imagine him here right now, scolding him for being soaked in the rain…

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12 06

"What's your most beautiful moment in life?" Jimin asked, tilting his head to see Seokjin. He was looking back at Jimin and he smiled. "You," he said, reaching his hands out to touch Jimin's nose. Jimin smiled in return. "But hyung, there should be more right?"

Seokjin shook his head. "Nothing else worth that title." he shrugged, turning back to the game he paused. Jimin groaned. "That's so lame," he grumbled. His lips formed a pout as he sulked. Seokjin wasn't paying attention though since he was engrossed in his game.

Seokjin sensed something off when he didn't hear the chatter of the usually talkative younger. He switched off his phone and looked at Jimin. As expected, that adorable kid was having one of his tantrums. "Jimin ah," Seokjin said, trying to start a conversation. Jimin huffed and turned his back to him. Seokjin couldn't help but chuckle at his antics. He laughed till he started guffawing.

"Ah, why?" Jimin couldn't stop himself from asking. "You, puah ha ha ha ha!" Seokjin couldn't stop laughing. Jimin's eyes narrowed as he started poking Seokjin's shoulder. "Why. Are. You. Laughing." With each poke, he voiced his question. "Ah ah, the pain!" Seokjin cried out, his face distorting into agony.

Jimin's anger dissipated as worry replaced them. "Where?" he asked, concern lacing his tone. Seokjin cheekily smiled and pointed to his heart. "You hurt me," he explained, pouting. Jimin scoffed and moved away, making the older whine.

"Jimin~" he whined, taking one of Jimin's arms and swinging them back and forth. Jimin ignored him. "You know, this is why I said you're my most beautiful moment in life." Seokjin's words made Jimin direct his attention to the older. Seokjin smiled when he achieved his aim. "Because with you," his arms shot out and pinched Jimin's cheeks. "Life's never boring. Complete, even." Jimin's ears turned red after hearing this.

"And because," Seokjin added, not done with his monologue. "You're the most beautiful being landing in my life and I can't believe how blessed I am." Seokjin's lips found Jimin's as they tangled in a harmony, arms wrapped around one another. Cherry blossoms flooded Jimin's senses while lilies overwhelmed Seokjin. Such innocence, they thought as their lips moved in sync. They never wanted to break contact, not willing to let this kiss end.

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