#I still remember when I first found those cutesy bright eyed boys all those years ago…
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Well this one fucking hurts.
#not svt#not seventeen#astro#astro rocky#I still remember when I first found those cutesy bright eyed boys all those years ago…#I generally don’t like cute concepts as much as others and I was confused as to what I was seeing/feeling but it was their light#Rocky in particular….idek.#he’s always mesmerized me in ways other idols have never been able to replicate#as a disabled person who wishes/dreams of learning to dance maybe one day…idk.#as I’m laying in bed in pain watching him makes me feel like I can fly. it makes my body and heart feel lighter#it leaves me breathless and in awe.#this one ….really fucking hurts. in a unique way.#anyone who pays attention to Astro at all knows that stuff has been shit for them…so I guess it’s not as much of a surprise#when I think about it#but…..hearing this felt like a punch to the chest. I went numb so fast I barely noticed it.#this….isn’t how I was expecting to spend my birthday but…here we are I guess.#obviously above all else I just want him to be happy and I’ll support him in anything he does in the future#but I suppose it was just a really harsh slap in the face this morning. Astro are something special and I’ll continue to support them#but I’ll always miss Astro’s Rocky. Astro is always 6.#idk how to end this. more than anything I’m just…tired.#shits sad rn and it’s going to take me a hot minute to process and a bit longer to accept but if anyone even reads this#I guess just stan Astro and Rocky. they’re beautiful as people and as performers and they deserve the world.#I’m just sorry shit had to go this way I suppose. fuck fantagio lmao.#once an aroha always an aroha.
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