#I started watching Severance this week and have watched the whole show. Twice.
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Rose Recaps 2024 - Korea [ Thailand | Japan ]
Starting my list of favourite shows with Korea. They gave us so much angst, and some of them I still haven't fully been able to shake. Let's go.
The one with the existential dread
Love For Love's Sake
I was not ready. Not that I think there was a way I would be, but still. I was floored. It was an ambitious concept but executed pretty much flawlessly. If they had a bit more time, I think the world building could've benefited a little, cause there were parts that felt a bit rushed but overall the themes were well conveyed throughout. This show can be interpreted in a variety of ways, and one can take from it different things. For so much of this show I was filled with anxiety and sadness, but by the end the overall message of self love healed a small part of me. The visuals were strong and the actors did a wonderful job.
Favourite Moment:
Obvious perhaps, but no one can deny the beauty of this moment. Just the pure relief and joy I felt, made it one of my favourites of the year.
The one with all the yearning
The Time of Fever
I was so normal about this show. First let me just say, that I don't think of this show as a prequel. I know it is one, but I prefer to think of it as its own thing. This show drove me crazy. I suffered through it twice, and I kept finding new things that drove me insane. The yearning, the pining, the love these two have for each other that can only be rivalled by the fear they both share. Hotae is afraid of his feelings, because he can't understand them or can't accept them, but he also can't resist the pull. Donghee is afraid because he does understand, but he also knows what it means, so he needs to protect his friend from all the ugliness he himself has endured. And the actors just portrait these emotions so well. Truly some of the best acting I've seen this year. The camera work is outstanding, the framing always intentional and the lighting is good enough to break your heart.
Favourite Moment:
The heater between them??? Incredible. I'm still in awe of this whole scene. From the feeding of the orange slice to the kiss itself and their body language right to their expressions at the end. It was a flawless scene.
The one with all the trauma
Let Free the Curse of Taekwondo
Every week I was filled with excitement and dread waiting for new episodes. It was a painful journey for them and for me. Such a raw depiction of how trauma follows you long after you left the place where you endured it behind you. Closure is such an overused word, because it always sounds like there's a switch you can flip, and you're fine. Like it's that simple. The way Dohoe carried all of the abuse with him, how he shaped his life around it unconsciously, all along believing he was healing himself, it was heartbreaking to watch. And JuYeong. The boy who waited. The boy who understood and gave him the space to heal. Time stopped for 12 years for both of them. But they have a lifetime left to heal together and find happiness in the simple act of loving and being loved by each other.
Favourite Moment:
The symbolism destroyed me. The cross, the wall, the confession. Masterful.
The one that wasn't like the others
Love In The Big City
I don't even know what to say any more. It was an amazing adaption. Stellar acting, great script, gorgeous visuals. It's messy and it all feels so real. Young is one of my favourite characters of all time, both the one from the book and the one from the series. I wanted to hug him and hit him over the head at several points. I did appreciate the bigger presence of the T-aras, it left me more hopeful than the novel. I'm still not over the break up though.
Favourite Moment:
The honesty, the unconditional acceptance. To watch Young experience it for the first time was overwhelming.
Honourable mention to Boys Be Brave that I adored. And the only reason is not in this list is because of the second couple. They needed more time, and even with the time they had I thought the writing of that storyline was a bit messy. But I loved the mains.
Be back soon with the next one. Maybeđ
#love for love's sake#the time of fever#let free the curse of taekwondo#love in the big city#korean bl#multi bl#rose recaps 2024
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â carlos sainz being a simp for you.
he always puts his arm over your shoulder without saying anything or takes his hand out of his pockets to hold yours when you approach him. kisses on the back of your hand when heâs a little distracted by the phone, but still wants to show you affection while you wait for your coffee orders at the cafe. casual hugs at concerts or festivals and him dropping a kiss on the top or back of the neck.
he quietly sneaks up behind you and puts his chin on your shoulder, one arm loosely wrapped around you. and sometimes he doesnât say a word, casually watching whatever youâre doing on your device; but most times, he starts small conversation like what youâre having for dinner. and often he turns you around mid-conversation so that he can give you a proper hug and a few kisses on your forehead, temple and lips.
itâs not strange for him to know a thing or two about you like which days of the week youâre free. but he pleasantly catches you off-guard by remembering your favorite food, tv shows and characters, and what kinds of pets you want, even when you donât even remember you told him. and thereâs the little not-so-subtle pride and joy in his eyes and grin when he sees youâre touched although he tries to act cool about it by saying without thinking, âwhy wouldnât i know that about you? we spend a lot of time together,â
he hugs with his whole heart, like heâs pouring his love for you through the embrace, wrapping his arms around your waist and pulling you close; the kind of hugs that are just tight enough that they make you feel safe and protected. and sometimes, youâre startled by his arms suddenly encircling around you from the side or behind and he chuckles softly against your hair, âsorry baby; just wanted you in my arms,â
he loves to see you sleep. not in a creepy way, but in a genuine and loving way. seeing you sleep peacefully in his arms is one of the few things that makes him feel at peace and forget about everything; he gently runs his finger over your face, as if heâs decorating every detail of you with his fingertips. he either brushes your hair out of your face or else just stands there, watching you calmly with his eyes shining with love and affection like never before. and before going to sleep too, he smiles sideways and leaves a kiss on your forehead before carefully hugging you as if that would protect you - and him - from the whole world.
when he sees you tired or even dozing, he doesnât think twice about pulling you to him; your head resting on his chest or his lap. he wraps his arms around you and holds you tightly, as if to make sure you know youâll be safe with him, that nothing bad will happen while heâs here.
he loves taking photos of you; when you travel, you donât even need to ask him to take photos of you, he simply takes his phone out of his pocket and says âstay thereâ and walks away a little and starts taking several photos of you. he also likes to take candid photos because he thinks youâre so beautiful and he just canât resist.
he is always looking out for you in the smallest ways. hair out of place? heâll fix it and then kiss your head while saying âi got itâ. walking around? his hand is on your lower back as he guides you around. heâs also really good at reading your body language and knows when to step in if youâre feeling uncomfortable or tired; will take your hand and kiss your knuckles, saying âi got youâ while he takes you home.
doesnât like being away from you for too long. when heâs away, he sends you pictures of everything he sees and things that remind him of you. âlook! these flowers are so pretty, and theyâre your favorite color!â or âiâm going to bring you here someday. i promise.â will randomly facetime you just to see your face and hear your voice. from i love youâs to good morning texts, he wants to stay connected with you no matter what.
#f1 x reader#f1 imagine#f1 fic#f1 fanfic#carlos sainz headcanon#carlos sainz x y/n#carlos sainz x you#carlos sainz fic#carlos sainz x reader#carlos sainz fluff#carlos sainz imagine#carlos sainz fanfic
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Ren Little M77
#IntheLittleWood #Rendog #Hermitshipping #DocM77 #PG13
âI do.â Said Ren. His ears flickering back and forth and his eyes filling with bright tears.
âWe do.â Said DocM77 and IntheLittleWood at the same time. There had been weeks of discussion who would say it second. The compromise was that they would say it in unison as we not I. In practice it was fine. In the emotion of the moment it sounded as if both men were plural.
The tears gave up resisting and awashed Renâs face in clear joy. Years of dating both men and the struggle and pain it brought had finally culminated in this moment. The three shared a kiss. Doc on Renâs left and Martyn on Renâs right. He truly did love both of these men with his whole heart.
Doc turned off the wedding video as Ren cried happy tears on the couch at 3 in the morning. Doc and Ren were alone this week while Martyn was away on business but instead of appreciating the alone time with him, Ren was up watching the wedding video missing Martyn.
Doc had asked Martyn before he left if he really needed to go on this trip. Martynâs reply nearly broke him.
âListen, if you think I donât know what you are about to go through, you are SORELY mistaken, mate. I took the wedding video from him one night because I was sick of it and he wandered around the house like a widow waiting for her sailor to come home, complete with gauzy lacy robe which I havenât seen since. You were with your Mum for two weeks! Good luck. I donât envy you.â
Martyn looked at the pain on my face and pitied me. âBut if you let him get to the kissing part he cries himself to sleep on the couch and you can carry him to bed. Itâll be a very fun morning when he wakes.â
Doc scooped up a softly sobbing Ren and tucked him into the middle of the bed and took his side of the California King. He rubbed Renâs back and shortly his twice crowned king fell asleep. Doc spent his remaining conscious moments thinking about the drama that led to the wedding.
Renâs broken engagement to Martyn after Doc asked Ren to get revenge on the Buttercups. Ren had agreed without thought and Martyn couldnât stand him spending all that time with Doc, Renâs ex. Doc being left at the altar not long after when Martyn showed up and quoted Brokeback Mountainâs âI canât quit you!â to Ren while he got ready for the ceremony.
The severe embarrassment being left so publicly caused Doc to get absolutely wasted with The Hive Mind who had made up most of his side of the wedding chapel. After passing out he woke up in a bathtub with a note pinned to his half unbutton tux shirt.
âThe only way is thru, both of you should marry him together.â Doc hadnât recognized the handwriting but he did recognize the genius. Undoubtedly Ren would come crawling back with his tail between his legs begging for forgiveness. Doc started to write up a contract for him and Martyn to consider when that happened. As much as Doc hated having a rival for Renâs affection he respected that Martyn was unapologetically evil and would likely benefit from cooperation.
In the months since the triple wedding there had been long stretches of peace. Ren spending time in the garden with Doc pulling weeds and tending to the 27 varieties of tomatoes growing there. Ren and Martyn had reenacted an encounter with an asshole at the grocery store along with makeshift costumes and props.
However, there had also been moments of all out prank wars to snag moments of Renâs full attention. Doc woke up floating on an air mattress in the middle of the lake next to the house. Doc had responded by trapping Martyn in a pitfall with anime figures he had been fawning over as bait.
Doc would say Ren enjoyed the rivalry but he had his moments. Ren confessed that he thought Martyn and Doc would eventually fall for one another and there would either be peace or Doc and Martyn abandon Ren and run away together. Martyn and Doc had taken a long look at one another and both decided they werenât one anotherâs type.
Ren was devastated for a few days afterwards. The realization that he had basically married into a war zone finally set in. He was truly a lover and not a fighter in every sense of the word. Ren had spent days telling both Doc and Martyn all the wonderful things about the other until it drove them mad. Doc and Martyn came together and made him stop by making it clear the pranks were an agreed upon method of venting frustrations. Martyn had agreed not to mess with Docâs redstone and Doc would not destroy any anime or Japanese related items.
Our polymarriage was wild. The first fight was relating to the specific legal details of the marriage.
âListen, I have a right to know why you two were in our shared bedroom dressed up in a conjoined sniffer costume. â Martyn looked exasperated at Doc and Ren, shirt in disarray with his hair sticking out in all directions from running both hands through it.
Doc contemplated his response and Ren looked abashed. âItâs not a sexual thing.â
âWhat?! Thatâs worse! You know thatâs worse that it wasnât a kink I didnât know about between my other husbands. Wait, is Doc my husband as well?â Doc chuckled and wheezed.
âNo you are both married to me not each other. Like Iâm a Mormon husband and you are my wives.â Ren nodded knowingly. Confident in this.
Docâs chuckle stopped suddenly. It was Martynâs turn to look serious and sullen. âI am not the wife! YOU are the wife Ren and we are the husbands.â
âNo you both married me but not one another so you are my wives.â Ren looked proud of himself.
Doc turned to Martyn. âAnd youâre ok with this?â
âListen, I donât mind being called a wife. I minded being married to YOU.â Martyn snarked.
âWHAT?!â I am an amazing husband. A much better husband than you. I got into the sniffer suit without being super judgey.â Doc shrieked at Martyn whose face turned bright red.
âIâm ok with being the second best husband as long as it means Iâm not having my butt sniffed in a furry costume.â Martynâs snark sent Doc into a full fury.
The arguing went on for awhile until Doc finally convinced Martyn to try on the sniffer costume and then took blackmail pictures. The rest of the night was Martyn fighting Doc to destroy the photos off the phone.
Doc listened to Ren snoring. He looked at the man he loved and wondered what his life would be like if he had taken a different path.
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ghostface ŕż wm
summary: in which wanda has been missing for months, and the last place you expected to find her was behind a ghost mask with a knife in her hand.
words: 7.7K
warnings: ghostface!wanda, top!wanda, fem!reader, blood kink, knifeplay, dubcon/noncon, cumstrap (r receiving), horror and fear, lots of blood, some more blood too, also there is blood
this post is a dark!fic and is for 18+ only. minors dni.
masterlist.
Steve passed behind the couch and handed a bottle of beer over your head. âThanks, Rogers,â you said as you took the chilled bottle, handing it to Natasha who sat beside you on the couch for her to open it for you.
You watched as Nat reached into the pocket of her leather jacket and took out her switchblade, flicking the lever so that the dainty but incredibly sharp knife popped up in front of her face. The light from the movie playing on the television in the dark room reflected off the spotless blade. She smirked a little, always proud to show off her knife skills, as she took your beer bottle and used the knife to pop the cap, cold smoke hissing from the bottleâs rim. She handed it back to you and tossed the cap onto the pile of beer caps sitting on the coffee table in front of you. The three of you had really blown through several cold ones that night.
You, Steve, and Natasha had recently started having weekly Friday movie nights. Each Friday, you got together in Natashaâs homely little apartment and ate pizza and drank beer while watching a scary movie of your choice. Naturally, Natasha chose the Texas Chainsaw Massacre the first night, and the next week, Steve chose the original black and white Frankenstein movie which he said was scary enough for him. This week it was your turn to choose, and you had chosen The Conjuring.
Steve winced from behind his beer bottle as the movie played. He looked funny, a large muscular man, cuddling up on the old blue recliner and struggling to hold his stomach down as the movie played. Natasha watched it with wide eyes that didnât blink and an amused smirk on her lips. You were somewhere in the middle, not as easily bothered as Steve but not coldhearted sociopath like Nat. Still, when something did get to you, you always grabbed Natâs arm and hid your face in her hair.
Things had been different the last few months. Before, there would be two more people in your partyâWanda and Vision. They were soulmates in the form of best friends, although everyone knew Vision had a crush on Wanda. Although she found him annoying, he was a doting friend whom she cared a lot aboutâyou all cared a lot about.
Two months ago, Vision was driving when his car was struck by a large truck losing control. He died twiceâonce on the road, his bloodied bodied having flung through the windshield and onto the concrete where his head cracked. The paramedics were able to revive his pulse and take him to the hospital. In the middle of an emergency surgery that was supposed to save his life, his pulse stopped and did not come back.
The worst part was that Wanda was there the whole timeâin the car with him before the wreck, crouched over his body as the paramedics resuscitated him, holding his hand in the screeching ambulance, and outside the room when the doctors pronounced him dead again. Vision had died twiceâand Wanda watched each time.
It was Visionâs dying wish to have his body dedicated to science, so there was no burial. When Wanda completely disappeared, there was not even a funeral held. No one had seen or heard from her since Vision died, and you remembered that every time you saw your friends. Her absence was unignorable.
When the movie was finally over, Steve insisted that you watch something lighter so that he could feel better before going home. Natasha laughed as he put Bluey on.
âGod, I feel drunk,â you groaned as you laid your head back against Natâs sofa and cast your legs across her lap. âWe drink too much.â
âYou drink too much, bunny,â Nat remarked as she opened another beer for herself. âYouâve gotta remember youâre still a lightweight.â
âHave some water,â Steve said, grabbing a water bottle from the table and tossing it to you. The water felt refreshing on your tongue as you chugged half of it in one go.
âWoah there, everything you just drank is gonna come right back up,â Nat laughed, gently taking the water bottle away from your mouth as you swallowed the last bit and wiped the stray drops from your mouth.
Feeling antsy from the movie, Steve opened his phone and checked his messages. You watched as his eyebrows sewed together, his eyes widening. âGuys.â
âWhat?â Nat sighed, casually casting an arm over your shoulder as she stared mindlessly at the TV.
âSam just sent me this article,â Steve said, turning the phone so that you and Nat could see the screen. âApparently, we got a killer on the loose.â
Natasha leaned forward with concern, reaching over you to grab Steveâs phone so she could read it. You peered over her shoulder and saw that the article said there have been multiple fatal stabbings across the city in the past week all linked to one unidentified suspect. Out of abundance of caution, the police department was issuing a citywide curfew starting at 11 p.m. and warned citizens to be on the lookout for a tall, cloaked individual wearing a white ghost mask.
âGhost mask,â Natasha remarked as her eyes read over the words at the same time as yours. âJesus Christ.â She handed Steveâs phone back to him.
Steve sighed and read over the article again. âWhat has the world come to?â
Your face was set in an expression of concern as you thought over the circumstance, and then you remembered that the city has issued a curfew. Grabbing Natâs wrist, you turned it and looked at the time on her watch. âItâs 10:50. The curfew starts a 11.â
âShit,â Steve groaned in realization, looking at his watch, too.
âYou guys can just stay here tonight,â Nat offered, sitting up with urgency.
âNah, Nat. I have to train early in the morning,â Steve said, pushing his phone into his pocket and downing the last of his beer before slamming it down on the coffee table. âAnd after that movie, Iâm barely gonna get enough sleep tonight as it is.â
âI bet I could make it home before 11 if I leave now,â you said, standing up to your feet.
âI donât think thatâs a good idea,â Nat said as she sprung to her feet with you. You looked at her questioningly, and she tilted her head and hesitated. âIf there really is a killer on the loose, you shouldnât be walking home alone at night, curfew or not.â
âI need to get home to feed my neighborâs cat,â you argued. Natâs eyebrows raised, and you sighed and explained, âShe went on vacation for a week, and Iâm supposed to feed the cat every night. Itâs already so lateâthe kittyâs probably starving by now.â
âThen let me walk you home.â
You tilted your head like hers. âThen you would be the one walking home alone, silly.â
âIâll get her home,â Steve announced as he slipped his brown jacket on. âHer apartment is on the way to mine.â Nat stared at him, not very convinced. âIt will be fine, Nat. But if sheâs going to leave, we need to do it now.â
Throwing her head back in frustration, Nat gave in. âFine. But you better use yourself as a human shield if a guy in a ghost mask jumps out of an alley at you.â
Steve crouched and leveled his fists in front of his face, punching the air in front of him. You and Nat just stared blankly at him as he straightened and smiled sheepishly.
âArenât you the one who just nearly pissed your underwear from a scary movie?â said Nat.
âThatâs demons!â he argued. âIâm a total boss in real life.â
âDonât ever say total boss again,â Nat grumbled as she picked up your jacket from over the couch and slipped it over your arms gently. Nat was always extra caring and protective over you. Whether it was a best friend thing, a sister thing, or something more, she always did everything possible to make you feel safe and taken care of, especially after Wanda disappeared. She knew how close the two of you were and how much it affected you when she up and left.
Natasha walked the two of you to her front door, Steve leaving first and you following after. Before you passed through the door, you stopped, turning to Natasha who stood close to you.
You hesitated. You had asked everyone you knew this question a million times, almost every other day. You felt annoying and absurd, but you just couldnât help the constant gnawing feeling inside you that was driving you crazy. But you knew Nat would never judge you.
Natasha read the concern on your face, crinkling her brow and leaning closer to you. Looking up at her, your lips opened a few times before you whispered, âHave you heard from Wanda?â
She must have assumed that was what you were going to ask, because her lips pressed into a straight line and her eyebrow softened. âNo, I havenât bunny,â her raspy voice assured you.
Disappointed, you sighed and looked at the ground. Natâs hand met your shoulder, her warm palm rubbing it comfortingly.
âShe just needs some time.â
âItâs been two months, Nat.â
âEveryone grieves differently, bunny,â she told you as she had told you a million times before, after each time you had asked her. âSheâs grieving Vision, and youâre grieving her. Just as you want her to move on, you need to move on, too.â Hearing someone tell you to just move on was never the best advice, but with the way Nat was holding your shoulder and the gentleness laced in her voice, as if she was afraid that talking too loudly might break you, you found it assuring.
âOkay,â you whispered. She gave you a look questioning if you were okay, to which you answered with a slow nod and a soft smile.
â10:52!â Steve called from down the apartment hallway.
Nat quickly leaned forward and kissed the top of your head. âBe safe, bunny.â
âYou, too.â You patted her arm and turned away, catching up to Steve who led you down the stairs.
Everyone had taken the curfew seriously, because the streets were nearly empty as Steve walked you home. He talked about all the training he had to do in the morning, to which you disinterestedly listened because it comforted you from the dark, quiet streets. Once you finally made it home, Steve hugged you goodbye and left to go to his apartment just a couple blocks over.
First, you took out the key your neighbor had given you and went into her apartment, being met with her orange and white cat who was already meowing at the door when you walked in.
âHi, kitty,â you cooed, leaning down to rub the catâs back as he pushed his forehead against your shin, his tail curling around your calf. âIâm sorry kitty, I know youâre so hungry.â
You got the food out from the cabinet where your neighbor kept it and poured it into the catâs bowl, watching him instantly settle down into proper loaf position to hungrily eat.
âIâll be earlier tomorrow,â you promised him, giving him a few more pets before you watered your neighborâs succulents and then left, making sure the door was locked behind you. A door down, you entered your own apartment, sighing and letting your back lean against the cool door for a moment.
Coming back home alone was always depressing. You didnât understand. You had lived alone for years because you liked it that wayâyou liked having your own space, your own things, your own comfort zone to relax in. The past two months, the emptiness was deafening.
âMaybe I should invest in a cat,â you murmured to yourself as you slid your jacket off and hung it on the coatrack.
After taking a shower, you still felt a little too tipsy to sleep. Plus, as braver you were than Steve, the movie did have you feeling a little on edge. So instead of going to bed like you normally would, you dragged your favorite fuzzy blanket from your bed to the couch and turned on Bluey, starting where you left off at Natâs. You also got a bowl of Lucky Charms both for comfort and because you needed your stomach to settle from all the pizza grease and alcohol.
Five minutes into Bluey and stuffing your face, you felt your phone ringing from the table beside the couch. Crunching on the cereal, you glanced over to your phone that vibrated, moving slightly atop the table. It was Natâs contact lighting up your phone, the screen filled with your favorite picture of her where sheâs wearing a green face mask with a cucumber slice over one eye, her other eye squinting open.
Shifting the bowl to your right hand, you reached to your left and grabbed the phone, tapping the answer icon and bringing it to your ear.
âYes, I made it home safe, Nat. Steve didnât get stabbed, nor did I, and everythingâs safe. You can sleep soundly tonight,â you immediately answered with a little giggle, already knowing that she was calling to bombard you with questions about if you made it back safely.
There was a beat of silence where all you heard was Bluey playing in front of you and the distant sounds of your neighborâs cat meowing. A staticky hushing sound flooded through your phoneâs speaker, and then a voice.
âSpeaking too soon?â
The left side of your face where the phone was pressed tingled at the unfamiliarity of the voice in your ear. It was a strange, raspy voice, and you could tell almost instantly that it sounded audibly modified.
You second guessed yourselfâwas it someone else who called you? You took the phone away from your ear and looked at it again, but it was still Natâs name in heart emojis and the picture of her in the green face mask with the cucumber slice over her eye. You brought it back to your ear, eyebrows sewing in confusion.
âWho is this?â
âWhatâs your favorite scary movie?â the voice drawled, low and hoarse in your ear, a tone of excitement laced in their voice.
You couldnât help but feel a tendril of fear in your chest as the logical side of you tried to sort through all the possibilities of why Natâs number had called you, yet you were not speaking to Nat.
âIs this a scam caller?â you blurted. âI know they figured out how to make it look like one of your contacts is calling you, but Iâm not interested in your multilevel marketing scheme tonight, okay, buddy? Try again with a geriatric and maybe youâll catch your luck.â
You were about to hang up before the voice spoke again, loud but hushing in your ear. âLetâs see⌠The Texas Chainsaw Massacre? No, thatâs Natashaâs. What about Frankenstein? No, youâre too young for that. That would be more of Steveâs liking, wouldnât it?â
Your lips fell open as the voice piqued your concern again. This definitely was not a scam caller, because there was no way a random stranger would know not only your friendsâ names, but also which movies they had picked for movie night the last two Fridays in a row.
âWhat about⌠The Conjuring?!â The personâs voice rose in excitement, blaring through the speaker of the phone. A hissing laugh flooded the line, and your heart was starting to noticeably pound in your chest.
âSam?!â you confidently asked, despite the seeping fear in your chest. Sam would know what you all had watched together, and he would definitely be the one to prank call you using a voice modifier just to scare the shit out of you.
âIs Conjuring your favorite movie, y/n?â
Your body froze as your brain started to run out of possibilities as to who it could be. The sounds of Bluey and the neighborâs cat started to drown out of your hearing, your hand on your bowl of cereal turning sweaty and hot.
âWhy donât you put the Lucky Charms down so we can have a proper conversation?â
A gasp struck out of your throat as you set the Lucky Charms down harshly on the table, a few marshmallows and some milk spilling out of the bowl and onto the table. Pushing your blanket off your body that was now growing hot, you turned around to look around your apartment. The kitchen was empty, and so was the bathroom that you could see into, and so was your bedroom whose door was open.
âWho are you?â you demanded shakily, whipping your head to the window where your blinds had broken and hadnât been replaced, looking out at the fire escape and seeing no one there.
âDonât turn your head too hard there, y/n. Youâve had a lot to drink tonight, havenât you?â the sinister voice said over the phone, and now your entire body was starting to throb in fear.
âIf this is a prank caller, you should know my friend is a hacker and she will find out who you are,â you said, jumping up to your feet and turning in circles around your apartment even though you still saw no one there.
âOne⌠two⌠three⌠fourâŚâ The voice counted, and on the other end of the line you could hear the light clinking of metal. âThirteen⌠fourteen⌠fifteen! Fifteen beer caps!â
Your eyes went wide and instinctively started to moisten as you realized that the sound of metal was the pile of beer caps that the three of you had built on Natâs table.
âOh, you said your friend is a hacker? Are you talking about Natasha? Well, I hate to be the bearer of bad news, but Natasha wonât be helping you out with anything anytime soonâor ever.â
Could it be Natasha herself prank calling you? That would be extremely out of the blue for her, since she seemed so worried about you walking home and she knew you were feeling extra sensitive about everything that had happened in the last few months. There was no way she would do that. But it was Natâs number calling you, and there was the sound of the beer caps in her apartment, and the words of the person telling you that Nat was in some way incapacitated permanently.
âIâm calling the cops!â you yelled, taking the phone away from your face and instantly ending the call. Your trembling fingers fumbled to go back to the call app and dial the local police stationâs number, accidentally opening other apps. Before you could dial anything, Natâs contact lit up your screen again. Frustrated, you denied it, but almost instantly it blocked your screen again.
Maybe it was all a joke and now Nat was calling you to tell you she was okay, you thought. You answered the call with a very frustrated, âHello?â
âYou hang up on me again and I will gut you like a fish!â the voice angrily hissed with such power and fury that it made your back straighten suddenly. The loudness of their voice overpowered the voice modifier, but even as their voice changed, you still couldnât put a finger on if you recognized it or not.
You just closed your mouth, breathing hard as your forehead grew sweaty and feverish.
âUnless you want me to slice pretty little Natâs throat right open, I suggest you sit still and comply.â
Relief washed over you as you took the callerâs words meaning that Nat was still okay. In the silence on the line, you could hear the sound of a car in the background. This person was driving.
âWhat do you want?â you asked, and now that you knew for sure they werenât near you, you ran to your bedroom and opened the drawer of your nightstand as quietly as you could.
âI want you to tell me your favorite scary movie,â they lolled with bemusement.
Focused on getting the gun out of your drawer and bullets from a pack of ammo to load it, you didnât say anything.
âOh, câmon. Itâs a simple question. Everyone has a favorite scary movie.â
You realized that you didnât hear the sound of a driving car in the background anymore, and they were getting impatient, so you blurted the first thing you could think of. âSaw.â
âSaw? With all that blood and gore?!â
âItâs a classic,â you breathed as you loaded the gun and then held it up, carefully walking back into the living room.
âYou Americans always follow the sheep,â they said with a despicable laugh, and you could hear noises in the background.
âSo⌠youâre not American?â you asked, trying to get more information about who was calling you. While you wanted to hang up and call the police, you knew they would just keep calling you back quicker than you could dial 911, and you thought you might as well try to figure out more.
They dodged your question completely. âWhat do you like so much about Bluey?â
Gasping, you turned towards your TV and pointed your gun at the animated characters on the screen. It was sickening, looking at the cute, childish show while you were holding a gun and being held hostage on the phone by a psychopath. You were starting to think they must be just a prank caller. Maybe they picked some random person, who happened to be you, and followed you to Natâs apartment. They saw you were drinking and used their own beer caps to make you think they were in Natâs apartment. Maybe they had seen you through the window eating Lucky Charms and watching Bluey. It had to be a prank.
âItâs⌠itâs cute,â you faintly answered, going to the window slowly, with your gun pointed at the glass.
The voice laughed again, singeing your nerves as you peered out of the window into the darkness, looking around as far as you could to make sure no one was there.
âDo you wanna hear a joke?â
Seeing that no one was anywhere near the window, you moved back across your living room.
âSure,â you whispered.
âKnock⌠Knock.â
Your eyes instantly shifted to the front door which was right ahead of you. Did you even lock it? Were they mentioning the door because they were right outside?
Quickly, you jumped to the door and locked the handle and slammed the chain shut at the top of the door. Holding your breath, you brought your eye up close to the peephole, expecting to see some strange man standing outside your door. To your relief, there was no one there.
âW-Whoâs there?â you whispered, keeping your eye at the peephole in case they jumped into sight.
You were met with the sound of the call being disconnected. Confused, you looked down at your phone, but the moment you did, you heard the piercing sound of glass shattering. Out of fright, you dropped your gun, and it slid out of reach under the kitchen table.
Shrieking, you turned around and saw that the window you were just standing at had been kicked through. In came a dark figure slinking through the broken window, heavy boots crunching the shards of broken glass on the floor as they stepped into the apartment. You froze. Their other foot came through, the trail of their black cloak slipping over the windowsill as they stepped fully inside your home. They stood, straightening themselves like a demonic shadow standing across the room from you.
What should have scared you the most was the large, shiny knife they held in their hand. But what really scared you was when they lifted their face to show a white ghost mask with darkness for eyes and a horribly, sickeningly twisted open mouth in the shape of a scream. From across the room, you saw the blood splattered across the mask, staining its otherwise spotless white surface. The black glove on their hand squeaked as they tightened their fist around the knife, the ghost mask tilting slowly to the side as they stared you down from behind the mask.
Your phone slipped out of your hands, and the sound of it crashing to the floor propelled you out of your frozen state. Unable to breathe, you grunted in fear as you turned and started to unlock your door so you could run away.
Heavy booted footsteps came thudding towards you as your sweaty fingers struggled to unlock the door, and you turned your head to see that they were coming right at you, raising the knife in the air which spread their black cloak out like wings of a black bird coming down to snatch their prey. You shrieked and jumped to the side right as their arm came down, hearing their large knife stick right into the wood of the door.
Stumbling like an idiot, you sprinted to the only other exit in sightâthe broken window they had just come through. You had a little time as they were pulling their knife out of the door, but right as you got to the window, they were running towards you again.
The fear and adrenaline pumping through your blood was making you dizzy. You let out another undignified squeal of terror as you moved away from the window and jumped between the couch and the TV.
The masked killer which you had read about in the article stopped when they saw you moving directions, now standing on the other side of the couch from you. You jumped to the right, but they moved with you.
âStop!â you screamed, moving to the left only to have them move at the same time as you, still holding up the shiny knife that glinted under the light of your apartment.
You were cornered. There was nowhere to go now. You just stood there, your knees shaking, crouched, just waiting for them to make their move.
In a sudden swoop, they leaped over the couch and lunged at you. You screamed, jumping away just in time for their knife to slice across your upper arm in a non-fatal catch. The person fell right into the TV, the screen on which Bluey still played turning into glitches as they knocked it right off the wall in a loud crash.
Sprinting to your bedroom, you slammed the door shut and locked it, lunging towards the window by your bed. You could hear them fumbling to get up in the other room.
You had this window glued shut several years before out of fear for your own safety. You lived in a dangerous city. There was a fire escape right outside your window. It was only common sense to have glued it shut so that no one would sneak into the window right beside where you lay sleeping in bed.
The cut on your arm was already gushing, bright red lines of blood flooding down your arm and trickling into your palm, making your grip on the window slippery. The cut hurt, and as you tugged upwards on the window, it hurt even more, but you were desperate. People could lift cars out of their own adrenaline, surely you could snap the barrier of super glue standing between you and your last effort to escape.
The doorknob to your bedroom aggressively throttled. You could hear them shoving their shoulder against the locked door, and you started to sob as you tried harder to open your window, feeling like there was a timer right over your head counting down to your own death. It was a manic state you were in, pulling at the window as your arm covered itself in your own blood and the person started using their boot to heavily kick down the door.
âCome on!â you cried, your bloody hand slipping off the window.
With another powerful kick to the door, it came right off the hinges, slamming into the adjacent wall as the cloaked, masked person started storming towards you.
There was nothing left to do. You tugged at the window again, not even bothering to watch them come towards you. If you were going to be murdered, you didnât want to see them as they did it.
Instead of a knife, you felt two gloved hands grab you by your sides and lift you, throwing you onto your bed. You lost your breath as your back hit the mattress with force, and you watched as the person climbed over you. You were at least going to give them a fight.
Raising your legs, you tried to kick them away, but they grabbed hold of your ankles as they climbed between your thighs, using a great deal of strength to keep your legs still. You even heard them grunt in frustration, and the sound of them struggling to hold you down gave you a boost of confidence to jump up and punch them right in the mask. The person took one hand away from your leg to cover the mouth part of the mask, and you used the opportunity to kick them in the chest. To your surprise, they hardly faltered. The mask faced you again, and something in you twisted. The mask did not change its expression, but you knew now they were very, very angry.
They snatched your free leg and climbed further over you, leaning down and snapping their knifeless hand over your throat, squeezing hard. You watched as they raised the knife above your head. You choked and grabbed at their hand, using your legs to try and kick at them again, but they were kneeling between them, so all you could do was dig your heels into their hips which didnât have any effect.
Their hand squeezed your throat hard, the leather of their gloves digging into your skin. Losing air, you grabbed at their iron grip on your throat, staring up at the horrifying ghost face above you and their knife positioned to strike.
If they were going to kill you, your dying wish was to see who this serial killer was. They were breathing hard, loudly, distracted by the passion of their pending kill, so you flew your hands to their face and ripped the mask off.
A head of red hair came spilling out of the mask as you tugged it off, and you were met with wide green eyes. If you werenât already being choked, you would have lost your breath at the sight of Wanda above you.
âW-Wanda?â you choked, your face going bright red as your vision blurred. Your eyes shifted between the mask in your hand and her faceâit was her the whole time.
Her lips snarled, showing her canines at you. Her pupils were wide and frenzied, a pink flush in her face and a shine on her forehead whether from the efforts of trying to catch you or from excitement of finally catching you. Her lip was busted from when you had punched her over the mask, a little blood bubbling into her mouth and spreading across her teeth.
She looked at you for a moment, her face hardening, and she released her hand from your neck right before you were about to pass out. You desperately sucked in air, coughing and choking as your lungs filled with oxygen.
âSo I did get you,â she said, her eyes moving to your bloody arm. Her tongue ran over her lower lip as she reached down and ran her gloved hand over the cut, smearing more blood across your skin. Fear twisted inside you as you watched her pink lips turn into a demonic smile.
âWanda,â you whispered, breathing heavily as you saw her more clearly now. âWhat have you done?â
Was she the same ghostfaced serial killer who had been killing people in the city? Is this where she has been for these two months, breaking into peopleâs homes and stabbing them to death?
âIt didnât take long for Natasha to swoop in, did it?â she asked, and you realized then that when the voice modifier glitched over the phone, it had been her voice you heard. Itâd been so long since you heard it that you hadnât even recognized it, but you knew now.
âWhat?â you breathed, eyes flickering to the knife still in her hands.
âIâve been gone for two months, and she already has you in her grip,â she spat, her lips curling in anger.
âWhere did you go?â you blurted. âWhy did you disappear?â
A smile stretched at her mouth. âI needed some time adjust my⌠perspective.â She enunciated the word slowly and sharply as she brought the knife to your bruised throat.
You gasped and flinched when you felt the cold metal lay flat across your skin and then turn so that the point pushed against your flesh, threatening to rip it.
âI used to be so selfless. I avoided you for Visionâs sake, so as to not hurt his precious feelings.â She started dragging the point of the knife down the column of your throat, her breath hissing between her teeth in excitement. âBut Nat was still there after he died, so I left. I couldnât be around if I couldnât have you still.â
You watched her in terror as she spoke, her wide pupils focused on the way the knife moved across your skin, pressing in but not cutting.
âI sat back and watched. I watched you see her nearly every day. I watched you go to her house for those stupid little movie nights. I watched you sit at home and talk to her on the phone. God, how could you stand listening to her voice that much?â
âNat was there for me when you werenât,â you spat, forgetting that she had a knife to the most vulnerable part of your body.
Her eyes shot up at you again, seized with anger. She dragged the knife down to the collar of your shirt as her other hand grabbed a fistful of the fabric, and she started cutting it right off your body. You were reminded that Wanda was not herself now, that she had spent the last two months going insane. You were not safe.
You gasped as Wanda cut right down the fabric of your shirt so easily that it made you realize just how sharp her knife was. She pulled the fabric off your body and threw it down, leaving your upper body entirely naked. She looked down at your chest and seethed.
âYouâve always been so perfect,â she whispered, using her knife to draw a gentle line down your sternum. âI love watching you through the cameras but seeing you in real life is so⌠fucking⌠hot.â
She got a little ahead of herself as she dragged the knife down between your breasts, her hand jerking and cutting the skin on the inside of your breast. You shrieked and jumped, feeling tears well up in your eyes and spill down your hot face.
âC-Cameras?â you stuttered, your chest heaving as you breathed through the pain.
Wanda looked up ahead of you, and you tilted your head up to follow her eyes. How could you be so unobservant? In the top corner of your room was a little black circle with a lens, and as your eyes shifted, you saw that every single corner of the room had a little black lens.
âAnd in every other corner of your apartment, sweet cheeks, as well as Natashaâs.â She laughed at the terror on your face as you realized that you had been watched for weeks on end without even knowing.
Her eyes fell down to your chest where the cut on your breast was bleeding now, gravity tugging a drop of the blood down the center of your stomach. She let out a shuddering, primal growl as she leaned down and brought her lips to the cut.
Your body stiffened as you felt her lips, so close to a sensitive part of your body, kissing the deep cut that started to bleed more. She kissed it again and then ran her tongue over it, moaning at the taste of your blood. It made your face go hot and red as Wandaâs hair tickled your arms, her tongue moving upwards until it swirled around your nipple.
You squealed, thinking about asking her to stop but knowing it was no use, anyway. It scared you the way your body reacted to her, your nipple hardening in her warm mouth as she sucked on it.
She let it go with a pop, coming back up to reveal that her lips and chin were smeared with your blood. You glanced down to see that the breast she had paid attention to had smudges of blood all over it.
âWanda, please,â you begged. âIâm sorry for whatever you think I did. I didnât mean to hurt you orââ
A sudden slap to your face stopped you from where you spoke. Your head whipped to the side with the force of the slap, and through the stinging pain of the leathered force you also felt a sharp painâshe had been holding the knife. Warm blood trinkled down your sliced cheek as your flooding tears mixed with it.
âDonât be so sad, detka,â she purred, taking your chin with hypocritical gentleness and turning your face to look back at her. âYou canât help it youâre a needy slut. I mean, just look at whatâs happening. Here I am, cutting you up, and your little pussy is already so wet, isnât it?â
She rolled her hips forward suddenly, and you felt a hard bulge under the cloak press against your core. The friction made your body shiver, and it was then you realized the wetness between your legs. Wanda grinned widely down at you, looking like a predator with her pearly smile covered in blood.
âBesides, itâs Natasha who stole you from me, and I donât have to worry about her anymore.â
She looked down at your shorts and started to tug them off, but your eyes widened at her words. âNat? What did you do to her?!â
âShhhhâŚâ she shushed you as she peeled your shorts and panties to the floor, leaving you completely naked under her. âDonât worry, detka. I always clean my knife between kills.â She smirked at you and sat up, kneeling between your open legs.
Your mind raced at thoughts of Natashaâwas she dead? Was it your fault? Was Wanda going to kill you, too?
You jumped when you felt the knife dragging across your inner thigh, slicing open your skin that bubbled with more blood. Wanda groaned at the sight, and you felt a mix of relief and fear when she set her knife down on the bed near her hand, far enough out of your reach.
âJust look at you, detka,â she purred as she smeared the blood around on your thigh, the pain vibrating through you. The terror of bloody craze on her face struck a chord inside you that made you both scared and thrilled. âAll bloody for meâand so fucking wet.â She moved her eyes to your pussy, using her finger to spread your lips open. Your cheeks burned when you heard the wet sound of your folds moving.
Wanda reached down and grabbed at her crotch, grinning as she leaned back down to you and started kissing the bloody side of your face. âIâve been waiting so long for you,â she whispered right into your ear, making your skin hot. When her tongue licked up the blood on the side your face, you cringed and whined. She moved her kisses to your neck, biting you with force as she started to grind her hips against you, getting excited.
Your core was throbbing hard as her bulge moved right against you, your knees bending up around her and threatening to spread wider for her. She was putting you under a bloodied haze, and your body was yielding to her. It made you cry harder, but your hand met her shoulder and begged her closer against you.
âFuck,â she groaned, grinding harder against you. She was breathing heavier now, and when she leaned up to look at you again, there was even more blood on her face. âI want you to watch me fuck you.â She reached down between her legs, and chills ran up your spine as your body tensed in preparation. âI want you to look me in the eyes as I fuck your pussy the way it should be fuckedâbecause itâs mine and youâre mine, and thereâs just nothing you can do about that, can you, pretty little doll?â
Your hands grabbed desperately at her arms, words leaving you as your body grew hotter and hotter with desire. She shifted the fabric of her cloak, and pressed herself down against you, her hand still reaching down.
âMy pretty little doll,â she breathed as she stared down at you. Suddenly, you felt the tip of something large pressing into you, and suddenly her strap was sliding all the way inside you. You groaned as your walls stretched around her girth, hands grabbing a fistful of her cloak as she buried her cock deep inside you. Wanda only laughed at the look of pain on your face, snapping her hips so that the entirety of her length pushed into you.
âWanda,â you beggedâbegged for her to stop, for her to continue, for her to kiss you, for her to let you goâyou didnât know what for.
âJust as tight as I thought youâd be,â Wanda groaned, her eyes rolling back as she started to move her hips. You laid under her, legs spread, bloodied and cut up, letting her fuck you right there on her own bed.
âToo big,â you whined when she started moving faster, her strap bulging tightly inside your pussy. She only laughed again.
âTake my cock, detka. Or would you rather take my knife?â She grabbed the knife again and pushed it right against your throat, causing you to screech in fear. âI would like to leave as many cuts on your pretty body as I can, but I think you might not want me to cut right here, would you?â
You wanted to shake your head but quickly decided against it with how hard the knife was pressed to your throat, so you gave a pathetic, âNo.â
âGood,â she growled, her free hand grabbing your hip to keep you still as she started fucking you harder. Grunts of pain left your lips and grunts of pleasure left hers as she drove herself inside you over and over again, thrusting her hips upwards to meet that sweet spot inside you just to drive you a little crazier and make your body betray your mind even more.
It was working. The pain faded and pleasure filled in all the cracks as she fucked you. She was groaning like a wild animal, and the sight of your blood on her face made you even more sickeningly turned on.
Keeping the knife on your throat, steadied with her elbow digging into your collarbone, she slipped her hand down between you and started rubbing your clit with her gloved fingers. The leather was painful at first, but as she massaged your clit just right, it started to propel your pleasure.
Disgusting sounds filled your ears. The squeaking of the bed under her forceful thrusts, the wet squelching of your pussy as she filled it with her cock, the sound of her grunting, and the vibrations of your own moans in your throat that you tried your hardest to keep silent.
Wanda took notice of this and pushed the knife harder on your neck. âGo ahead and let it out, baby. Iâve always wanted to hear you scream.â
It came tumbling out of you as you moaned for Wanda, and it encouraged her to fuck you even harder. The blood from the cut on your inner thigh was mixing with your own juices, causing a symphony of wetness and squelching from between your legs as she defiled you.
Pressure built in your lower tummy that bulged from her large strap filling you up. âThatâs it. Cum on my cock, detka. Give yourself to me.â
Wanda was close to cumming herself, and it was evident in the way her hips thrust wildly and without rhythm, her eyes struggling to stay open.
âWanda,â you moaned, grabbing at her as your orgasm started to crash over you. You couldnât help but scream as your insides quivered around her, her strap still hitting all the right places inside you as you helplessly came.
Wanda grunted and opened her mouth, quickly reaching down and squeezing the base of the strap as she came. In the middle of your climax, you felt her faux cum spill inside you all at once, pumping you full until you could feel it in your lower tummy.
You were blinded by many thingsâfrom the shattering orgasm Wanda had just given you, from the blood loss you were enduring, from the fear and terror of the situation. By the time you came down from your high and could see again, Wanda was looking at your throat. In the heat of the moment, she had accidentally cut it just a littleânot enough to really hurt you, but enough to make her go even crazier at the mere thought.
You were shaking and panting as Wanda smirked in victory and in malevolence. She looked over to the ghostface mask beside you and picked it up, pulling it on back over her head. She leaned down closer to you, the black eyes of the mask boring into your own as her head tilted.
âLetâs do another round, yeah? This time with the mask on.â
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fluffy headcanons - gabriel <3
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warnings: none!
made a gabe gif cause there weren't any <3 sorry for the quality holy shit đ
let's pretend that by some miracle, his family didn't ship him off to the hospital after the whole incident after all. they convinced alice's dad to not press charges, but he never saw her again. he started working harder to contol him impulses, met you, and even got to move into your apartment with you :) now, let's begin.
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⢠gabe would love your apartment. he likes that you have it all set up and decorated, instead of plain or minimalistic.
⢠he would lounge around with you when you were both home from work, always laying his head in your lap while you were reading a book or spooning you on the couch while you were watching a movie.
⢠he'd be very hygienic, always muttering to himself about being a 'clean machine'. you honestly found it adorable, and it wasn't like he was hurting anything by being clean.
⢠you guys would go to the diner he showed you twice a week, and he would always order the same thing (hash and eggs with cheese :) plus a copious amount of ketchup).
⢠he'd like going on walks with you around the area of the city you lived in, which was fairly quiet. he'd especially like going at night, when the street lamps were the only thing illuminating the quiet streets and no one was around to interrupt you guys.
⢠he'd help you make dinner when you guys have the time <3. some days you'd order take out, it just depended on how work went for the two of you.
⢠he'd compliment you so much!!
"is that shirt mine? you look so pretty."
"i love your eyes, they're beautiful.."
"your hair looks different, did you change something? i like it :)."
⢠he'd like sitting with you outside when he smokes, whether you smoke or not. if you did, he would share with you or offer you your own.
⢠he'd love spooning you, he'd love when you laid on his chest, he'd love laying his head on your stomach with his arms hugging your waist.. pretty much any way he could touch you, he loved.
⢠if you had any pets, he would probably be obsessed with them. always giving them treats, cuddling up to them on the couch, etc. it'd be so adorable, and you would have several photos.
⢠nights with you would be his absolute favorite. he'd love cuddling up with you, muttering to you about his day and such before you both went to sleep.
⢠he would always be clinging to you when you woke up, he'd just love you so much <3.
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A/N: today was so funnn omg, i got to hang out with my favorite people <3. hope you enjoyed, there's not enough gabe content on here :).
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Build Me Up - Chapter 4 (Final Chapter)
Pairing: William âIronheadâ Miller x f!reader (inclusive - stock photos suck)
Word Count: 3200+
Rating: M for mature - 18+ only!
Warnings: Mature themes and some canon mentioned. Just like ao3, âcreator chooses not to use warnings.â If you click Keep Reading, that means you agree that youâre the age to handle mature themes. Also by clicking Keep Reading, you understand warnings may not be complete in order to avoid spoilers for the story.Â
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<<;Chapter 3<<
Several months later, Will takes you out for drinks after a nice dinner, your usual Friday night date. It was a great chance for you both to catch up on what the other was doing during the week, as sometimes life got so busy youâd barely get a chance to speak. This last week, Will had been out of town at a few different bases, making his speech about joining the Armed Forces, so your conversations take longer than normal. Will places a drink order with the bartender, leaning against the bar on his elbow as he watches you talk about the kids archery camp youâve been instructing, eyes lighting up as you talk about them, when his eyes glance over your shoulder and his smile drops, his eyes instantly becoming hard. You stop talking and follow his gaze to a really pretty women, tall, lean, and blonde.
His ex fiance.
Sheâs with a friend but splits from them, pointing to the bar directly where Will was standing. You try to drag him away but itâs like heâs frozen, unable or unsure of what to do.Â
âOh. Hey, Will.â
He stares at her for a few moments longer than socially acceptable. âAshley.â
She glances at you and back at Will, making the connection that youâre together. She sticks a hand out to you.Â
âHi, you must be the new girlfriend. Iâm Ashley. Will and I used toâŚwell, we were engaged.â She says the last word like it holds some giant meaning, like she was hoping it would cause a fight between you both. You take her hand, gripping it firmly and shake.
âOh so youâre the ex fiance? Amber?â
Her eyes narrow at you slightly. âAshley.â
âRight, right. I knew it was something that starts with A.âÂ
She glares at you for a second before rallying, schooling a look of indifference on her face. âSo, how long have you two been dating?â She looks at Will but he seems incapable of answering her so you take over.
âAbout a year.â
She raises her eyebrows. âA year? You made it a whole year?â She sounds like sheâs shocked, as if she wasnât with him long enough to be engaged.Â
âYeah. Willâs great.â
She smiles at you, but the look in her eyes, like she knows some terrible secret and is going to save you from something, makes you want to punch her even more. She leans in closer to you, but still speaks loud enough for Will to just hear it over the sounds of the bar.
âHe can beâŚa lot. Did he tell you to say that?â
âWhat?â
She leans in closer. âBlink twice if youâre in trouble.â
The color on Willâs face drains and you square your shoulders, sitting up straighter as you turn the full force of your gaze on her.Â
âThatâs really not funny. And honestly? Iâm glad you couldn't handle him because that made him available for me. Will is the best thing to ever happen to me-â
Ashley waves her hand, cutting you off. âYeah, yeah. Just wait until he finally shows you who he is in bed. A real freak. If you need help, just blink and Iâll call someone.â
You stand abruptly, your barstool wobbling dangerously on one leg as you do. âYou know, I have to thank you.â
She blinks at you. âOh? So you do need help?â
âThank you for showing me exactly what a terrible person you are. Itâs easy to see who the problem is. Now, unkindly, get the fuck out of our way.â You take Willâs hand and pull him up, Ashley staring at you open mouthed as you push past her, Willâs hand squeezing yours as you make your way through the crowd and out of the packed bar, heading straight for his truck. Will fishes his keys from his pocket and unlocks it, hopping in and you do the same. He starts it but doesnât move, letting the ac cool it down.Â
âWhat a fucking bitch,â You say, half to yourself and half to Will.
Heâs quiet a moment. âI never thoughtâŚI didnât know she was still in town.â
âWell fuck her. She is so rude. I wanted to fight her but I didnât want to ruin date night.â
Will chuckles lightly. âNow that I wouldâve loved to have seen.â
âOh? I can go in there and drag her ass out here,â You point over your shoulder with your thumb, pretending to go for the doorhandle. Will smiles, but it doesnât quite meet his eyes as he shakes his head.Â
âHeyâŚwhere are you?â You reach out and cup his cheek. Will leans into it for a moment, sighing deeply.
âShe justâŚbrought up a lot of memories. Ones that I didnât want to think about again.â
âYouâre a good man, Will. I know I say it all the time. Iâm hoping itâll sink in that Ironhead of yours one day.â
He smiles a little brighter this time, still not reaching his eyes. âI know.â
You watch him for a few moments before scooting close to him, pressing your lips to his and letting him lead. He responds after a second or two, kissing you back and pushing his tongue into your mouth. Moaning into him, you toss your leg over his lap, your hands sliding around the back of his neck, gripping and tugging on his hair. You tug a little harder, his head moving back and he smirks at you, that glint in his eye when he knows youâre about to sparkling in the dim light. Sucking at a spot on his neck, Will whimpers, fingers digging into your hips as you let go, a hickey quickly rising in palace of your lips. Will fumbles with his belt and you slap his hands away, quickly undoing his belt and jeans, pulling him out as he gasps at your touch, kissing him once more as you take him in hand and pump him a few times. Moving your panties aside you sit up and slide yourself down onto him slowly, which apparently doesnât work for Will as he grips your hips and pulls you down quickly while thrusting up into you, chuckling darkly at your cry.Â
âFuck, Will! You feel so good!â
He guides you as you fuck him, pulling you down harder as you chant his name, random words and sounds tumbling from your lips as he fucks you. One hand is gripping his arm and the other slaps against the window and itâs then you see her. Ashley, standing a car length or two away, staring directly at you and Will having sex. As Will leans forward to suck hard on your neck, you smirk at Ashley, giving her a small wave and flipping her off as Will hits that spot inside of you and you cum, screaming his name a little louder than you probably needed to. Will comes a moment later, grunting and panting your name as he spurts inside of you, biting you hard on the shoulder. Chests heaving, Will looks up at you, eyes still dark as he takes in your face, hair all askew and sweaty.Â
âI fucking love you, Robin.â
A smile spreads across your face. âI fucking love you, Will Miller.â
âMove in with me?â
âWas the sex that good?â
He chuckles. âItâs always that good with you.â
âWhy donât you ask me that when youâre not balls deep inside of me.â
He grips your chin lightly with his thumb and pointer finger and you meet his gaze.Â
âI mean it, Robin. Iâve been dying to ask you for a few months. I justâŚâ
âYou never have to be afraid to ask me anything, Will.â
He nods. âI know. SoâŚwill you?â
âYes. But if you feel different in the morning, itâs ok. Just tell me.â
âDeal.â
â----
He does not feel different in the morning, and he proves this to you by burying his face between your legs until you beg him to stop, overstimulated and nearly crying from so much bliss.Â
â742,â Will says matter of factly.
â742? Really?â
He smiles proudly. âI love to make my girl cum.â
âI still canât believe you track that.â
âWanna know how many times weâve had sex?â
You throw a pillow at him and he throws it back, expertly hitting you in the head.
â
Both of you take a couple weeks to pack your things and move them over slowly, since work was still super busy. Once youâre moved in, you settle into a comfortable routine, making Will a quick breakfast and coffee before he heads into work or off to the airport to make another recruitment speech. You can see his job wears on him, but when you ask him about it, he shrugs and says âItâs what I can do.â Once you pressed him more and he said a lot of places donât want to hire veterans that have seen active combat. They donât outwardly say it, but heâs been turned down for jobs that he interviewed great at, making it all the way through the process until they saw his forms, suddenly not so interested. Heâd once asked a recruiter why and they mumbled something about ânot worth the riskâ.Â
He takes up archery with you as his coach and he takes to it well, which doesnât surprise you in the slightest, considering his history. Will also pays very close attention to detail, making it easier for him to hone in on the target and how best to get there. He still loves it when you come and stand behind him, fixing an elbow here or a wrist there. You finally got him to snap out of concentration Will when you came up behind him and pretended to adjust something on his posture before he drew and ground your hips into his ass. Will burst out laughing, not used to being the one grinded on and you both laughed about that for a long while.Â
Youâve been together a year and a half and finally, Will gets to meet your family. Theyâre having their annual â2nd of Julyâ celebration, as most of the family will be inside on the fourth, none of the veterans big fans of all the firework noise. Theyâd had to cancel last year and so were extra excited for this year, especially since you were able to fly in with the now infamous Captain William Miller.Â
âDo I look ok?â Will asks, fidgeting with his collar in the hotel mirror.Â
âLet me see.â
He turns to face you, arms outstretched to his sides. âDo I need to change?â
âAs much as Iâd love to take this shirt off of you, you look fine, Will. You donât need to impress anyone.â
âEasy for you to say. Everyone loves you.â
âThey have to. Theyâre family.â
When you arrive, Will knocks on the door, wiping his palms on his jeans that youâd convinced him to wear over business pants. Heâs visibly nervous and you can see him getting in his head. So you lean up to him, speaking quietly by his ear.
âIf you relax, we can stop at the store on the way back to get that stuff for that thing youâve been wanting to try in the bedroom.â
Willâs eyes snap to yours, darkening instantly. His eyebrows raise but before he can say anything, the door opens and your dad is there, hugging you and grasping Willâs outstretched hand, a smile on his face.
âWill! Itâs so good to finally meet you! You want a burger or a dog?â
âWhatever you have more of, sir.â
âSir! You hear him? I like him already.â
âDad!â
He chuckles. âAlright, alright. No need to call me sir. Iâm fairly certain you outrank me.â
Will shakes his head. âNegative. You are the father of the love of my life. You definitely outrank me for bringing her into this world.â
Your dad stops, looking between Will and you and seeing the look of utter devotion on both of your faces. âThatâs very kind of you to say, Will. Now come on - letâs get you some food before these heathens eat it all.â
Willâs eyes widen when you step out into the backyard and he sees the amount of people gathered here. Kids running around with sparklers, throwing snaps at each other and laughing, some people swimming in the pool, and others talking, some loudly and some not, red, white, and blue colors everywhere.Â
âI thought you said it was quiet?â He doesnât look at you but the corner of his mouth ticks up.
âIt is. We donât do fireworks so itâs quiet for 2nd of July.â
You make the rounds, introducing Will to everyone, his shoulders relaxing more with every new person that he meets. âYou werenât kidding - almost everyone here has served or is serving.â
âYup. I told you the truth that day in Publix.â
Everyone loved Will, but no one more than your mom. She fawned over him, squeezing his arm, making sure he had enough to eat and drink, that he knew where all the exits were and that there were no pets, the best places to stand with your back against a wall and clear line of sight to the door. The backyard was set up so you could stand pretty much anywhere and achieve this, but she wanted any excuse to talk to him. When your dad came over and pulled Will towards the grill to âhelp himâ, your mom came up to you and gushed about Will, how he was so respectful and kind and a really nice man.Â
True to your word, no fireworks were had that night. Instead, your parents had put up a giant inflatable screen and played a video of fireworks with no sound effects, just classical music over top. Will and you sit on the ground, Will leaning back on his hands and you between his legs as you watch.Â
âThis is amazing, Robin. I gotta tell the guys about this. We should do something like this back home.â
You lean back into his lap further, turning slightly to the side to look at him. âThatâs a great idea! Frankie and Vanessa have plenty of room in their yard for this sort of screen. They arenât too expensive. And their daughters would love to watch Frozen on this thing.â
The fireworks end and you sigh, stretching slightly as you stand up, finally able to make a full stretch. You turn to Will to offer him your hand, but your voice gets stuck in your throat when you look at him, kneeling on one knee, a ring box sitting in his hand.
âRobin, I know Iâm not an easy man. Hell, you met me in the middle of a PTSD episode in the middle of a Publix. But somehow, even though I didnât know you, you were able to pull me out. You saved me that day, but more than that, youâve saved me every day since then. I feelâŚnormal around you. Or as normal as I can be. You make me feel safe..safe to be me, all of me. I never thought that was possible. I thought that I would have to live my life half a person. You never judge me for the things Iâve had to do, any of the nightmares or quirks, none of it. Other women wouldâve walked away, but you take my hand and guide me through the fog. And I hope I give you even an ounce of the happiness you bring me and I want to spend the rest of my life making sure that youâre happy and feel loved.â Will opens the little black box, exposing a beautifully crafted ring. âWill you marry-â
âYES!âÂ
You launch yourself at him, cutting off his sentence to laughter and whoops all around, your lips crashing to his as everyone cheers. You take his face in both hands and pull back, tears falling not just from your eyes but his as well.Â
âI love you, Captain William Miller.â
âI love you so much, darlinâ.â
On your flight home, you covertly join the mile high club, Will grinning from ear to ear watching you exit the bathroom and smoothe down your dress a few minutes after heâd left the same one.Â
â----
Everyone flies out to your parentâs house for the wedding, as they had practically begged you to have the wedding there. And Will enthusiastically agreed, as the yard was literally set up for veterans. Everyone was there, even Santi flew up from his job in Colombia and asked you to tell him who your single family members were with a wink.Â
The wedding was small but grand, flowers picked from your momâs garden were woven into your braided updo, mathing the ones your mom had hand embroidered onto the outer layer of your dress, a matching embroidered handkerchief in Willâs coat pocket.
The reception went on long into the night, the kids all passed out on sleeping bags in the living room as they watched a movie. Will always had a hand on you at all times since you said âI doâ, pressed to your lower back, lightly gripping your arm, or linking fingers with you and pressing a kiss to the back of your hand.Â
Youâd both decided to skip the honeymoon and save that money towards a downpayment on a house of your own, a discussion of kids sometime in the next couple of years or so. âWe can always go on some fancy trip later,â you say as you take another sip of the beer Will had brought you.Â
You did, however, take the week off anyway and spend it in bed, only leaving it to make food and use the bathroom, Will demanding that the only clothing you were allowed to wear was one of his shirts and nothing else. When you said âYes, sirâ he growled and chased you until he pushed you into the bed, both of you living out your now shared dark desires.Â
And in the morning, you woke before him, watching his sleeping face as the light hits it just right and you think about how lucky you were to have been in Publix that day and how much you love the man in front of you, even if he was snoring loudly.
â----
About a year or so later, Will and you are sitting on the couch cuddling, yelling out wrong answers to Wheel of Fortune, when his phone lights up. He leans forward and grabs it off the coffee table, letting you settle back into his side while he looks at the screen.
âEverything ok?â
âYeah. I just got a text from Santi.â
âIf itâs about some girl, I donât need to know.â
âNo. He says he has a job for us.â
â----
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Hereâs my very delayed World of Winx Season 2 review
Ok so itâs been like a few weeks since I watched it so I wonât have too many complaints, Iâll just list the major ones I have.
Firstly the episodes were super boring and felt dragged out. In season 1 the side plot of finding the talents was entertaining and honestly I miss the WoW show as it was fun and Ace despite being a dick, was neat. Now thereâs this Neverland bullshit which makes even less sense with Captain Hookâs mega forehead and Peter Pan actually growing up, or implied to. And the Evil Queen being Tinkerbelle feels wrong especially with the romance with Matt (Peter Panâs son)
Now, the Nemesis. Most of them were disappointing and the worst offender was Bloomâs. I didnât vibe with the clown aesthetic. Despite being the worst one at least her creation made sense, with the shadows stealing part of her magic to corrupt. The other Nemesis justâŚspawn. Otherwise Virus and Banshee were my favorites and Eclipsa was alright. I liked Stellaâs backstory but it contradicts things like them being on Earth for a few months. Sinka also felt she should have come before Mattâs character growth. Speaking of MattâŚ
I was expecting to absolutely hate him but no Sky is still the worst by a long shot. Matt is very annoying with his âIâm know more than youâ attitude when he a LOSER, but at least everyone hates him for it until he gets turned to stone. Other than that I enjoyed his character and how heâs incorporated into the Winx group like when they disguise as art enthusiasts. Heâs also one of the only non-villain dudes in the series to use magic, yay! However, the fact he suddenly gets better at sword fighting by acquiring a fairy blade despite pro warrior Tiger Lily saying he sucks ass at it is just plot convenient, I instead prefer his deception and acting skills which do come back when he deceives the mermaids. Another is I wish Matt got involved in Hookâs defeat, like some on. He made a great point about trusting Hook and Hookâs the one who sent Smee to kidnap him.
The Winx are alright eh, I mean, I wasnât invested in any of them and they donât have any story going on, they just stole Anabelleâs dream of being performers and this hot lady named Venomya hates them, and omg just bring Ace back please. The WoW show was fun as Bloom had arguments with Ace but now she and the others have near nothing as Venomya isnât important until the very end. Onyrix isnât really better than Dreamix, I canât decide which oneâs worse, but yeah they get it out of nowhere, at least let the Forest Spirit gift it to them it have them earn Onyrix after defeating their Nemesis smh. Iâm also not sure what Onyrix does likeâŚwhatâs the point?
Anyway letâs get to the villains now, starting with Jim and Smee. Heâs on the Winxâs side but for the majority of the plot heâs not involved in anything, just tells Smee to kidnap Matt twice and thatâs about it. He could have done like Valtor where he directly involves himself but nooooo, forget the Switzerland stuff, heâll not do anything until the end. Smee is also a terrible comedic relief. However, I love Smee. The fact he was painted as the villain by Hook despite following his orders and was ultimately the one to take Jim down and save Neverland, MUAH, perfect. Onto not perfect, Tinkerbelle. So her whole motive was Peter Pan liked Wendy instead of her and now she mad I guess, then she falls in love with Matt and suddenly sheâsâŚgood..now? I mean, yeah thatâs, Winx should just stick to one-dimensional villains. Not to mention her youtuber ass âI have made a severe and continuous lapse in judgementâ ass apology, like I like that she acknowledges she treated the Neverland people horribly but donât add âplease forgive meâ at the end it really shows her priorities. Another villain I like is Shaman. Heâs the Shaman! He sounds like if Jack Black stuffed himself with brownies and got sleepy! Him being by Tinkerbelleâs side after she got weakened and even trying to save her and talking some sense in Tiger Lily made me wish he ended with Tinkerbelle instead of Matt.
And yeah the fact Tinkerbelle ends up with Matt, aka Peter Panâs son, when her whole motive for being evil is Peter Pan didnât love herâŚâŚâŚneed I saw more? Itâs just wrong. She should make out with the Shaman.
Anyway onto some other characters. I loved the zombie pirates in their spotlight episode but they went back to being evil kinda and donât correct their mistake like Tiger Lily, so rip I enjoyed them a lot, and I miss the wizards. The sirens were annoying as FUCK. I only like their human designs augh. Alligator man was eh alright? He looks more like a crocodile and Crocodile man looks like an alligator. I wish theyâd talk even if it was a Knut impression, itâd make their significance more meaningful.
And lastly, the plot twist in the final episode where Venomyaâs a witch, Baba Yaga and got an old ashy granny design. God, the whiplash I got, I was so upset because the best part, aka her design, was not just an illusion Mrs Baba Yaga used. Bruuuh đ. The idea of Witches being rivals with fairies is interesting but eh I donât think weâre getting a season 3 anytime soon so yeah. Maybe theyâd have introduced the Trix so maybe that was a bullet we dodged? The Trix are so overused. Anyways the ending was alright but that cliffhanger and Venomya being a granny ruined it.
Thatâs all I have to say. Iâm getting a wicked headache and Iâll see you guys on the flipside.
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There's a lot that's frustrating to me about Angel the Series but a major thing is the Gunn and Fred relationship.
Because I love 'em both, but they remind me of Riley and Buffy. Two people who worked in a similar field and should have just stayed friends, because they may have been physically attracted to one another but really they had extremely little in common.
And it's not just that the show was setting up a love triangle, and Fred would have to choose who she loved more (which is also bad and I have never EVER seen a love triangle that didn't frustrate me). It's that the show WAS setting up Wes as Fred's love interest from the getgo. Wesley cared for Fred when she was crazy. He held her in Caritas when Gunn's friends were shooting it up. He was giving her dopey smiles and adoring looks first. They researched together and worked like a well-oiled machine, and the only reason he didn't make a move sooner was because of the whole "Billy" episode, where he was bespelled to be abusive towards her, and Gunn was a little bit, too, but Wesley took it so hard he shut himself up in his apartment for several days until Fred herself asked him to come back. As far as we know Gunn had no such guilt over that spell.
And out of nowhere Gunn decides he likes Fred too, but I think they just don't click. As aformentioned, they don't have a lot in common. He teases her for caring, and barely noticed or paid attention to her when she was dealing with the Pylea aftermath crazies.
Wes confided in Cordy that he wanted to ask Fred out, and she could see it, even. Gunn confided in nobody. In this same episode, "Waiting in the Wings," Fred says she wants to ask Cordy something and Cordy says "I think you two are perfect for each other" and then claims she used her demon powers to know what Fred was talking about when, actually, Fred wasn't talking about Wesley at all. Cordy then takes this false information and tells Wes that Fred is interested. How is this not setting up Wes as the underdog, and the one we should be rooting for, even though we love Gunn as a character, too?
When Wes sees Fred and Gunn kissing, it's a blow that comes out of nowhere for him, because he never suspected and Cordy had hinted that Fred was interested in him. Wes is more shy, he's more careful, he wants to be more sure and he's absolutely still thinking about the abuser stuff between them, but the show decided he took too long and gave her to Gunn instead.
And when he sees it... he steps back. He doesn't say a word. He doesn't discourage them, doesn't act hostile to Gunn, even though we can see how earth shattering this is for him. He has to watch Gunn and Fred be all gooey and sappy in front of him, and he bears his secret. If he'd said something to Fred at the time, I imagine she would have been apologetic, but would have said that Gunn asked her first and he's the one she chooses, and that would have been that. But she would have known, at least. Known she was loved by someone else, known that she didn't have to say yes to the first person who asked her. Wes doesn't put that burden on her, and carries it all himself.
He will have to wait two years before she admits feelings for him. Two years in which he will try to carry on fighting the good fight as before, he will try to protect Connor from being killed and kidnapped, he will have his neck sliced open, he will search tirelessly all summer to dig Angel up out of the ocean, he will deal with all the drama and demons and supernatural every single week as always, he will have his memory tampered with-- twice-- and will start a hate relationship with his enemy, who he will force to dress up as Fred because he's taking everything out on Lilah anyway.
He will watch Gunn and Fred fall apart because they were never going to be sustainable, and still he won't say a thing. Everyone at Wolfram and Hart in S5, including Spike but excluding Angel, will know that Wes is into Fred. And yet Wes will again have to watch Knox (I called him Holden at first, whoops) try to get his foot in the door with her, until finally, finally, Fred expresses her interest, and they get to kiss for the very first time.
That's at the end of "Smile Time." And the next episode, "A Hole in the World," is where Fred gets sick. Right at the start of the episode. Right after Gunn says he's glad Wes and Fred get a chance; he had his with her and he recognizes it's time for her to move on.
Wes and Fred didn't get one episode together. They didn't even get ten minutes of screen time together before she started dying.
They got one of the best love declaration speeches in the history of television... but it was about two minutes before she died, and seven episodes before he died and the show ended.
As I said, there's lots that frustrating about AtS, and I know Cangel also was teased and teased and teased before being snatched away in the most brutal and lazy way possible. But at least their final episode was really a good one. Angel and Cordelia had so much time and history together and were pretty much in a relationship anyway without being official about it. It was even brought up to both of them as a possibilty and both dismissed it, so it's not like they didn't have time and chances.
(And I know none of the BtVs relationships ended well or happily either, but we're not talking about this show right now, lol)
Fred and Gunn got a season and a half, almost, of cutesy smiles and breakfast at the same diner every morning and raising Connor when no one else was around, pretty much only because they were in close proximity and not dating anyone else.
Wesley-- who granted is not without his flaws and dark character arcs-- loved Fred deeply from the start and waiting patiently for years only to have her die in his arms pretty much 24 hours after they started dating.
It would have been better if we'd never had even that, or Wes had confessed his feelings and Fred had truly never been into him. The way it was just shows all the time that was wasted and lost between them.
Of all the cruel and frustrating things that show did, in my opinion this was the worst.
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Can't stop
Emily cuddled close her hand resting on my erection as we watched the video on her phone. Dameon the college kid from down the block had Emily bent over the hood of her car as he drove his thick black cock in and out of her pussy. She moaned and cried out as making him fuck her harder. The whole video was only 4 minutes long.
"His cousin Marcus was filming" she told me. She lifted her hand as I tried to hump it. "Here is Marcus's turn" she hit play again and I watched as another young black man fucked my wife.
It had been months since she had let me inside her. Usually I settled for a handjob. it had started one night when trying to spice up our sex life, we added her toy. Emily had a 8 inch purple vibrator. One night I took it and while I went down on her i slipped it inside her. She loved it. But not as much as I did. I got so excited I came in my underwear just from dry humping the bed as I ate her out.
We talked about it at length. And I confessed to a fantasy I had of her having another man. A well hung man. Emily loved the idea. It didn't take long for her to act on it. At first she thought I want to be there. But when I chickened out twice. Emily took it in her own hands and would tell me about her sexual experiences with other men. The further she explored the more it turned me on. I wanted her to be a total slut for me.
It had only been a few weeks and Emily had already been experimenting with several different men. Emily loved teasing me about it all. And would deny me sex. Now four months later and we where watching her fucking to young black men on her phone.
"Paul is there any other things you want to confess?" Emily asked as the video ended.
"What?" I asked just wanting to take her right then.
"Is there anything else you like to try" shs spread her legs and led my hand to her used pussy. I slipped my finger inside her.
"They didn't use protection" she told me as she opened her shirt. My fingers swimming in these two young men's cum.
"Taste it" she teased. I looked at her stunned.
"It's okay try it" she assured me her hand rubbing me thru my jeans again. She pulled my fingers out and held them to my mouth.
I looked at glob of cum start to move down my hand. She pushed my hand to my lips. Then leaned in and kissed me with my fingers on both of our lips.
"Taste it" she cooed licking her own lips. I licked mine. As soon as I did she pushed my fingers into my mouth.
"Do you like it?" She asked. I blushed.
"Go ahead get some more" she dared me. I dipped my fingers into her again. This time I licked my fingers as she watched. Shs pushed me back and sat onntop of me. She held her cum filled pussy just above my head. Then lowered herself so I could lick and suck her used cunt.
Emily went crazy bucking and rocking back and forth on my mouth. Cum filled my mouth in huge globs. I had no choice but to swallow.
Emily collapsed on top of me. She rolled off. I went to get up and brush my teeth but Emily pulled my dick out and started to jerk me off.
"You loved that as much as I did" Emily told me. I came all over my stomach in under a minute.
Emily became even more slutty after that. Often becoming involved in orgies, or pulling a train. She didn't hide it either. Fucking my friends even some of my cousins. Men and woman didn't matter. She showed me a video of her getting double penatrated in her ass.
She fed me her used pussy, and denied me more and more. That along with everyone knowing that I was a total cuckold. I even came in my pants one day after a group of guys started to tease me how they had all fucked my wife.
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Donors Wanted Part 2 - Chris Motionless
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AN: I know this one is slightly boring compared to the first but I am trying to establish a bit of context and background... I promise it will heat up eventually :)
âWell, what do you want to know?â I ask him, looking over at him as he sits on my bed next to me, keeping an eye on me. We both lock eyes a couple times but I try not to let it show that this intimidates me, makes me feel a little anxious every time this happens.Â
âI think right now it is more important that you ask me what you want to know about me, this process, whatever you want to know. I want you to feel comfortable about this all, comfortable with me because we are going to be spending a decent chunk of time together,â Chris says. His eyes watching me closely, why I am not too sure honestly.
âI mean yeah I have some questions. Everyone kind of rushes me into this without much explanation, which I understand given how rough you looked but yeah. I guess just how does this whole thing work honestly?â I ask, still laying back against my pillows, feeling exhausted but that is probably a given with him drinking my blood just a little bit ago.
âDo you mean like how we meet up or the whole thing? For how we decide when we both just stay in communication and decide when works best for each of us once a week is usually the minimum but typically twice in a week span. Typically it would be here just so after if youâre feeling weak you are somewhat comfortable but you normally would not feel this exhausted and drained, this time is only this bad because I had to take more than I typically would have because of how weak and sick I was. I promise you that usually I can control myself better, I just couldnât this time with how bad I was. As for the process, you select the location on the website and then itâll match the person with someone in need, or itâll add you to a holding list until someone needs help. There are several other clans that work with us across the country that use the same website which is why we have the location question in the application process,â he answers honestly, his eyes still watching me as he speaks.
I feel slightly intimidated having him watching me like this, I am not even totally sure why it is bothering me so much but it is. It is almost like I can feel the power he holds as the leader, if that makes any sense. I nod slightly, thinking of another question.
âWhy? Why go to all this trouble when you could easily just overpower someone every time you are hungry and be done with it? Does it cause you trouble with other vampires who donât agree with what you do?â I ask, genuinely curious about all of this. I quickly cover another yawn with my hand as I start to chew on another cracker.
âI must say I am not used to getting this many questions, it is refreshing. Having someone who is interested in it all rather than just the donation process. The reason why we do it is simple, we donât want to hurt anyone, to kill anyone, unless it absolutely winds up necessary. We do it this way because we feel strongly about that, it still sucks that we have to hurt someone to feed but we at least arenât killing anyone, and unlike popular belief after the whole Twilight thing we unfortunately canât rely on animal blood.  And yes, there are other clans and rogues that disagree with what we do, but it has never been a problem of anyone coming after us or anything.â He answers, and while I probably shouldnât believe him given what he is, part of me does. Maybe it is just because of how tired I am or something but despite feeling like I shouldnât trust him I somehow want to.
âThatâs why you got so sick, because you could have gone and just drank from someone but you refused to because you didnât want to hurt anyoneâŚ. Thatâs honestly commendable. Stupid because you werenât taking care of yourself but commendable,â I say softly. Realizing what I just said and flushing slightly. I probably shouldnât have called a vampire who could easily off me stupid.
Chris just laughs, genuinely laughs at my words, making a small smile form on my own face.
âYou know, not many people would dare call a clan leader stupid. But you arenât totally wrong, in some ways it probably is stupid of me to do, but I feel strongly about what we do, what I do.â I can still see the amused look on his face after he finishes speaking.Â
âSorry youâll learn pretty quick. I don't have a filter and suck at thinking before I speak, so I will word vomit things like that by accident more than once,â I admit sheepishly, a little smile of my own on my face after hearing him laugh.
âItâs refreshing, someone that will tell me like it is. Usually people try to sugarcoat what they think or say what they think I will want to hear because of what I am, because I am the leader of the clan. Any other questions?â He asks, his whole demeanor different now, it almost feels like he has let his guard down a little bit and itâs nice. Honestly, happiness looks good on him.
âI, I donât think so. Not as of now anyways but Iâm sure I will have more in eventually. You can ask about me too, you know,â I offer with a smile. Slowly working my way through my crackers, knowing it is for the best even though I really do not want to eat them.
âWell, can I ask why? You donât strike me as the usual type of people who sign up to do this?â He asks, I can tell he genuinely wants to know.
âOh Sierra had to talk me into it, I was very skeptical about it at first and almost didnât believe her at all that this was an actual thing. I only agreed because when she said that this person genuinely would have died and I saw her actual concern on her face, and I, well I enjoy helping people so I said fine. And then when they brought you and I was still unsure, seeing how much they all cared about you and seeing how much you genuinely needed it convinced me. Thatâs why I do pediatric nursing, I like knowing I am helping children and families.â I say, shrugging like it's no big deal.
âI think thatâs awesome, in a way we arenât as much alike as what it shows are we?â He asks, giving me another smile while also moving to pull my blanket over me when he noticed I shivered.
âI guess not, we just do so in our own ways⌠hey Chris, can I ask you another question and you can say no if you donât want to answer,â I ask, no longer feeling scared of him but rather, enjoying his presence and watching how he responds to me. There is something about him that keeps drawing me in, making me interested in knowing more about him, in seeing what makes him tick. When he nods I know that it is okay to ask, even if it's personal and I know he might not like my question and I am okay with that.
âWas there a specific moment that changed your mind and made you turn towards this type of system or were you always into this? You, you donât have to tell me if you donât want to. I am just curious about what makes you well, you,â I say, hoping he doesnât take my question the wrong way. I donât want to make him uncomfortable or anything, I just want to know what makes him tick.
âThere was something that happened, that kind of turned me towards this. I, I donât talk about it with anyone but it⌠I hurt someone I grew really close to and it changed a lot of how I viewed my lifestyle at the time. It was many many years ago and led me to develop this system. It was a lot harder back in the day to set up these donor relationships and everything but luckily the internet became a thing and really helped us out with this,â he answers. I notice how he looks away while talking about all of this, I can tell that whatever it was that happened was a hard moment in his life for him and it makes me regret asking it. Without thinking about it I reach over, my hand settling over one of his for a moment, wanting to comfort him.Â
He looks down at our hands for a moment, I canât tell if it is because he is wanting to move, if I made him uncomfortable, or if he enjoyed it but he never made a move to pull his hand out from underneath mine, so I took it as okay. We both sit there quietly for a moment, neither of us making an effort to break the silence, neither of us caring about it as we sat there together. Somehow it was like we both were kind of stuck, enjoying the touch and comfort of the moment.
âWhy did you choose nursing specifically? Did you have one who impacted you a lot in a positive way as a child or did you just think it was the right thing for you?â Chris asks quietly, still looking down at our hands and no longer at me.
âThere is a reason actually, my brother had multiple life saving surgeries as a child, I spent lots of time watching the nurses help save him and take care of him, and got to see things they did for other children to comfort them in the pediatric ICU while he was there. As I got older I never forgot the care and compassion they had for him and other children so when it was time to decide what I wanted to do in college and everything it was just the natural choice. I love children and I want to help them so it just fits. And now I do that for work, working in the pediatric ICU and getting to comfort, take care of, and help children everyday and I love it.â I answered, a little embarrassed that I rambled slightly, but Chris didnât seem to care, he was now watching me speak again. If I didnât know any better I would say there is almost a look of admiration on his face as I share my story.
We both sit there in silence again, the exhaustion really starting to hit me harder now. I try to fight it but I am struggling, but I also am enjoying this time with him, getting to know each other. I donât want to let it go but I know I will have too soon.
âHey, donât fight it. Go to sleep, Iâll sit here with you until you fall asleep okay?â Chris says, moving to brush some hair from my face again with a soft smile.
I try to fight it but it becomes almost too much, I eventually fall asleep laying in my bed, my hand still covering his as we both sit there in the quiet. I feel more peaceful falling asleep tonight than I have in a long time⌠and that honestly scares me a little bit.
#donors wanted#chris motionless fanfiction#chris motionless fanfic#chris motionless fic#chris motionless imagines#chris motionless x reader#chris motionless#motionless in white fanfiction#motionless in white fic#motionless in white fanfic#bree sucks at fanfiction#fanfiction#motionless in white#motionless in white imagine#miw#miw band
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Ground Zero
Prologue: Fresh blood
"Damn it, Bianca, you can't just leave Mystic Falls!" Klaus shouted, making me stop on the stairs leading to the floor where my room was. A sly smile appeared on my face as I turned to my friend.
"A bet, Klaus?"
Don't bet with me.
"How's it going, Klaus? Any pee break or no?" I asked, taking my eyes off the road for a split second to look at my grumpy friend, who was scrolling through social media. Klaus forbade me from going, even though after so many years (sometimes I forgot how many) I deserved a vacation. Wasn't it true?
"At least check where we are," I said, seeing that houses began to appear around. My new home, here I come!
 "Ten miles from some town called Beacon Hills," Klaus replied, taking a swig from his coffee mug. Then he winced as he put the cup back in its holder. "Gross"
"And yet you're still drinking it," I laughed. âWe'll stop at the nearest station and wait until morning. I'm getting tired" I explained, and the man nodded. I continued to drive, when Klaus suddenly shifted in his seat, glancing intently in the side mirror.
"I think we'll might have to stop a little further" I furrowed my brows and looked in the mirror. I caught a glimpse of the driver of the car behind us in the mirror and smiled sly at him.
"Klaus, turn the music up"Â The man did what I asked for and fastened his seatbelts. "This is going to be fun" I said, suddenly hitting the gas. The car following us was also speeding up.
"Any idea?" Klaus asked.
"Hunters. They're going after me for a few weeks. I changed gears and looked in the mirror.
"Automatic transmission is easier, you know?"
"Manual funnier," I said, shifting gears again. Seeing that the car was still following us, I frowned.
"God, I can't have one day off?" I asked, annoyed, and suddenly turned left.
"What's the plan?"
"We're stopping at Beacon Hills. Find some house on sale" he raised his eyebrows, but he didn't comment on it, he just started looking for a house to buy. Money has never been a problem for me. I had loads of them and liked to spend them.
"They're still coming after us?" I asked, focusing on the rough and dark road.
I could see well in the dark, but I preferred to be careful.
"Yupp, they are" he smiled slowly, slowly realizing what I mean. He stretched his arms out in front of him, stretching after a long trip. Wish I could do the same.
I noticed, that the road is closing, so I slowed down and swerved hard, making us face the car that was still following us.
Klaus quickly got out of the car, stretching his body and getting ready for a fight. I stayed in the car, carefully watching the car stop in front of my friend. I noticed something in the woods, like a pair of eyes. I ignored it, though. Seeing the second car, I got out of my car. Several people got out of the cars. There weren't many, maybe five or six.
"Hungry?" asked Klaus, turning his head back to smile at you. You chuckled, showing him your fangs.
The man turned around, as hunters attacked him. They only paid attention to Klaus, which made me yawn and move closer to one of them. I tapped his shoulder twice, and when he turned around, I punched his nose. He tried to punch me back, but his eyes were filled with tears.
I quickly grabbed his hand that was outstretched towards me, and with no hesitation, threw him over my shoulder. As I leaned over to knock him unconscious, another man pulled me back and punched me in the nose.
My head snapped back and my whole body followed, causing me to fall over and roll a few meters. I groaned, feeling tears in my eyes making it difficult to see.
My other senses, luckily, still worked, and I sensed the man approaching me.Â
He grabbed my right leg, lifting it up, and when he did, I bounced off the other which, thanks to my grace, allowed me to jump on his back. I wrapped my arms around his neck and squeezed hard, choking him.
When he finally lost consciousness, he fell forward, allowing me to stand calmly on my feet. I ran my tongue over my teeth, feeling hunger grow stronger through the smell of blood, but there was still one man left. I turned around, facing the last man back, as he fought with Klaus. I came up from behind and hit his temple, which made him lose consciousness quickly as he fell down. I looked at my friend and frowned, seeing as his mouth was already stained by blood.
"And here I was thinking, that you would wait for me with dinner" I sighed, shaking my head, as I moved to one man. I didn't know who it was, all that mattered was the beautiful smell of his blood. He must have had a good diet because his smell was the most inviting. I bend down extending my fangs again, and I quickly showed my fangs into his vein. His blood tasted amazing and fresh.
"Now, now, we talk about not getting used to fresh blood again" Klaus said, pulling me back. I turned around to him, rolling my eyes. He laughed as he came a little closer, gently wiping the blood from around my mouth.
"And now you look decent" he stood up again, giving me his hand to help me up. I accepted the help and when I got up we walked to my car together. Klaus got in, but I felt the need to look around the forest.
I was almost sure that I locked eyes with someone or something, but I shrugged it off and got into the car. I noticed that the sun was slowly rising, so I started the engine and drove away, heading for Beacon Hills, where I had been gone for a long time.
#teen wolf fanfiction#teen wolf imagine#teen wolf#the vampire diares imagine#derek hale x reader#isaac lahey#isaac lahey imagine#peter hale imagine#klaus mikaelson x reader#klaus mikaleson imagine
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SPOILERS FOR CHAPTER 19 AHEAD!
Ericaâs convulsing did not let up as Scott jumped into the back of the Jeep with her - him being the only one able to restrain her. âWhere are we even taking her? Derek hasnât gone back to his house for weeks!â Zaida exclaimed, the shaking in her hands starting to spread up her arms. She gripped the passenger seat beneath her and gritted her teeth, trying not to let it show, but Stiles noticed. Stiles always noticed. He sent her a worried expression with wide eyes, but she shook her head slightly, indicating for him to drop it. She didnât want Scott to know just yet. Not when they had bigger things to worry about.
âTheâŚrailroad depot.â Erica managed to ground out between full-body spasms and choking sounds.
Stiles didnât need to be told twice, he knew exactly where she was talking about and slammed his foot onto the pedal. They made it there within ten minutes and several ran red lights. From there on in, Scott led the way with his nose, managing to get inside through a back entrance. In their haste, they descended the stairs two at a time into the darkness of the abandoned building. Derek must have sensed that they were there because he was ready to meet them, opening the doors to a railway car.
âThe Kanima attacked, and she just started seizing, we donât know what to do,â Zaida explained frantically, her voice shaking from the nauseating fear within her stomach. The shaking had now spread to almost her whole body as if she was shivering. âWasnât her whole reason for taking the bite because it was supposed to stop the seizures? So, why is this happening?â
âWas she paralysed?â Derek questioned as Stiles sunk to the floor, holding Erica in his arms. The boy nodded and Derek kneeled beside him as Scott and Zaida watched on. âThe Kanima venom stopped her accelerated healing. Thatâs why sheâs having a seizure. Hold her up.â
âIs she dying?â Stiles asked anxiously, trying desperately to keep Erica as still as he possibly could while she writhed in his lap.
âShe might. Which is why this is gonna hurt.â Derek answered blankly and reached out to clutch one of Ericaâs arms with both hands, wrenching them to break the bone clean in half with a loud snap. Erica threw her head back and screamed. The sound of it was agonizing in and of itself, but for ZaidaâŚit felt as if it was happening to her. She cried out and whimpered, biting her lip to stifle the noise so fiercely that she could taste the metallic essence of warm blood on her tongue. If her own pain was only an echo of what Erica was feelingâŚshe truly felt horrible for the girl. Her eyes flickered between Scott and Derek, who were both so focused on Erica that they assumed Zaida was simply crying out in shock.
âYou broke her arm!â Stiles exclaimed, outraged at the wolfâs actions. Zaida was too distracted to see the sense in it.
âIt'll trigger the healing process. I still gotta get the venom out - this is where it's really gonna hurt.â Derek warned and Zaida braced herself, gripping the metal bars of the seat legs. Surely enough, the stabbing pain came, and tears spilled from her eyes as she struggled not to scream the way Erica was. Instead, she sobbed, watching through blurry vision as Derek dug his claws into Ericaâs broken arm, draining the blood from the limb. Scott reached out to squeeze Zaidaâs shoulder in support, believing she was having an emotional reaction to watching what was going on. From the look on Stilesâ face as she caught his eye, he knew. The boy couldnât do anything to help her, lest he expose her secret, and she wasnât yet ready for her newfound abilities to be out in the open yet. She sighed in sweet relief when Ericaâs seizure stopped, resulting in the pain fading and the shaking stopping. The blonde wolf sagged in Stilesâ arms as she went quiet.
âStiles...you make a good BatmanâŚâ She smiled up at him weakly and Zaida felt a pang of some unrecognisable emotion in her chest that left as swiftly as it came.
#teenwolf fanfiction#teen wolf fanfiction#teen wolf fanfic#teenwolf#teen wolf#stiles x oc#stiles#stiles stilinski#erica reyes#scott mccall#derek hale
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Whatâs been going on with me?
No one asked but this is the oversharing website and well. Iâve always treated my blog like my own personal diary. For those of you who know me irl, feel free to ignore. You either already know or you Iâm planning on telling you when I get the chance (only you get more details then what Iâll post online). Under the cut for length and other reasons.
I debated posting this but I am incapable of shutting up and telling everyone my business. Well sort of. Obviously, I donât go into a lot of detail but I share what Iâm comfortable telling strangers online.
I had something happen roughly a month ago that massively triggered my ptsd. I also had a whole lot going on in my personal life and I decided to take a break from tumblr for about a week. That break was great. But it became clear not long after I came back from my week break that it wasnât long enough. Now, if weâre mutuals itâs likely that youâve noticed I havenât exactly taken a full break from tumblr and Iâve been here lurking and liking. But I definitely took a break from posting. June and July are already extremely rough months for me mentally and there were things about being on tumblr that made me feelâŚnot great. So I decided to take a step back for myself. I also cut down on the amount of shows Iâm watching. I had to place a lot of shows on hold because I no longer had the brain space for them. Iâm planning on watching them when I have the time and capacity though.
I have also beenâŚphysically ill. I donât talk about it a whole lot on here but I am chronically ill and it doesnât often flare up and it doesnât often flare up bad enough to impact my life but I can honestly say that the month of July has been one of the toughest months of my life. (Please donât worry about me, I have a rock solid support system and I am doing okay.)
But as a result of my ptsd being triggered and my mental health tanking so severely, I really sat with why tumblr was contributing to this. And I had to come to a decision. I realized that over the past few years, in an attempt to make my blog as safe a space as possible for everyone, I have turned myself into a doormat. I have said before that it is a struggle for me to be kind because my natural state of being is to be mean. So Iâve decided that Iâm just gonna be myself. I am going to be mean. Thatâs not to say that Iâm going to go out of my way to be mean and rude and cruel to people. What I mean is, Iâm gonna stop pulling punches if people come to me. If you do something weird, I am going to call a spade a spade and call you on it. My motto in real life and now on tumblr is âdonât start nothing, wonât be nothing.â Before I can make my blog a safe space for others, I need to make it a safe space for me. Because I was very close to deactivating my blog and never turning back. BL tumblr can be a wonderful community and I genuinely love it with all my heart (why I am still here and did not deactivate) but dear god we all need to stop policing each other. Itâs one thing to have boundaries and itâs entirely another to tell people if they donât post the way you do, that theyâre wrong. If you come on my blog, if you interact with me in some way, you do not get to control what I say, how I say it, or how I post. By all means, if I am being problematic, call me on that shit. But if all we have is a difference of opinion, you donât get to say shit. Thatâs not to mean that we canât have a difference of opinion, but if you in any way imply that I am wrong to be sharing my opinion in any way, then congrats, youâll see what Iâm like when Iâm mean. (To be clear, I have a whole list of blocked people now but tumblr is shit so I still see some toxic shit here because tumblrâs blocking system is ass. and before you tell me to use xkit, I do on my laptop but that doesnât help if Iâm on my phone.)
So now that Iâve saidâŚall that. I want to share two things from the past week or so:
I saw Deadpool & Wolverine twice. Those two did definitely fuck in that van. The soundtrack slapped and Iâm not just saying that because Stray Kids has a songâŚsomewhereâŚin that movie. Apparently. Also their song for the movie goes SO HARD. Check out Slash by Stray Kids and then tell me your thoughts.
Speaking of Stray Kids. I saw them at Lollapalooza yesterday! They were GREAT. I was not. I felt wholey unwell the whole time. I am too introverted, too old, and too ill for music festivals. But if you get a chance to see some clips of the performanceâŚjust think of me, in the crowd, screaming despite feeling not too hot. (And when I say ill I mean my chronic illness not that I went to a crowded place with a contagious disease). I made a new friend there and I got to see them perform so many songs live. I donât have a lot of videos or photos of the performances because I was too busy being entranced but I will say that I didnât know I had to see Super Bowl live until I did. I did not realize I bad I wanted it. And seeing Back Door and Godâs Menu live was simply a dream come true. I was close to tears but I held back because I needed to be able to SEE.
And speaking of lollaâŚone of the bands I saw there (same stage as Stray Kids) is Sundial and they are justâŚdelightful. Wonderful stage presence and a fuckton of talent and if you are looking for some new music/new artist to check out, I HIGHLY recommend. They had a new fan out of me before the first song even ended.
I donât have much else to add. As always you are welcome to DM me, reply, or send me things to my ask box but energy will be matched. If youâre kind and understanding and approach me genuinely, weâll get on well. I have made some truly amazing friends here. I mean this when I say that my mutuals are really some of the greatest people on the planet and they deserve all of the love in the world. I love you all so much that I couldnât leave despite how close I came to leaving. I also would like to add that despite all of the above, I am genuinely and truly fine. I will start posting again and annoy you all with my unhinged thoughts yet again <3
#rae irl#personal post#probably the most personal post i'm gonna post on here and that's saying something#feel free to read or ignore#not my business what you do#anyway love yall i'm gonna go eat a pickle methinks
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Some poorly organized thoughts, now that I have consumed a stack of Warhammer books about necrons. (Cannot thank @ocelly enough for sending them to me.)
Spoilers for the Infinite and the Divine and thr Twice Dead King books. I'm not talking about Severed because I am genuinely tired of bursting into tears! I have become a parody of a human being.
Orikan deserves it nearly every time Trazyn leaves him in a mangled heap somewhere. No forgiveness or quarter for breaking those pots during his initial theft of the astrarium! I mean, I get where Orikan is coming from; Necrons as a whole are slaved to their past and their inability to change will destroy them. But also, priceless ancient pottery, you raging douchebag. You also didn't have to break Trazyn's walking stick.
Executioner Philias deserves the chance to decapitate both of them, as a treat. And Sannet deserves a vacation somewhere quiet and restful.
I know Orikan tends to be characterized as a shrieking gremlin in contrast to Trazyn's laconic smarminess but they both engage in a lot of shrieking gremlin antics here.
I love how the rise and fall of Serenade's civilizations is used as a framing device for the whole story. I love the approach to time itself in the book in general, with the necrons moving on incomprehensibly vast timelines. Pauses in conversations take hours; three years pass in the middle of a brainstorming session between Trazyn and his staff. Orikan manipulates the timeline with wild abandon to occasionally disastrous and frequently hilarious ends. It's a very fun premise, and it drives home the idea of necrons as not just immortal, but also impossibly old.
(It feels like a treat to read something like this after some of the ideas I've chewed on in my Sea of Stars fic. It's hard not to draw parallels, and some part of me desires an entirely senseless crossover. Trazyn would have a delightful time getting to show off his archives to Resh'an, up until the Vial of Time starts breaking down the chronostasis fields in some of the exhibits. Whoops.)
Thinking about the curatorial/transformational dichotomy in fandom makes me want to contemplate an incredibly stupid AU where Trazyn and Orikan have been getting into flamewars with each other on gaming message boards since the early 90s. They have been banned from attending the same conventions and tournaments after getting in one too many fistfights with each other.
I'm not going to write that. (I'm not likely to write anything...but if I do, it's probably going to be porn where Orikan gets dismembered. *sigh* I'm always predictable to myself, of course, but sometimes the mortifying ordeal of being known weighs upon one's mind.)
I just picked up the audio book, so I may give my eyes a break in the coming week and give it a listen.
Zahndrekh's cameo in Ruin, followed by the revelation in Reign that he's wrapped up in the Carnotite conclave bullshit makes me wildly curious as to where Crowley is headed with these stories. Also the fact that Zahndrekh was as weird and off-putting to people when he was alive as he is when he's a necron is so, so fucking hilarious. He's just like that normally! Incredible. I love him more than words can describe.
I feel like if I were better versed in ancient Greek philosophy and Egyptian mythology, I'd have been picking up a lot more of the references and allusions in Twice Dead King. I've also never watched Battlestar Galactica, so I don't know how much the parallels between BG and Reign line up beyond the superficial.
(It may be Locked Tomb brainrot at work making me assume there are additional levels to the story that I'm missing. Not that there aren't already plenty of levels to the story!)
Going back through pieces of Ruin after finishing Reign makes everything hurt even more! Wow. Incredible.
Reading Ruin: Oltyx you absolute gay disaster baby, please get a grip
Reading Reign: wait no not like that oh god no
Yenekh gets to subvert the 'best friend who dies tragically to support the hero' trope because he's not the best friend, he's the love interest. Oltyx spends the first six chapters of Ruin waxing poetic about his dear friend's graceful curves and shining carapace, come on.
(Their reunion on the Polyphemus also made me cry, unsurprisingly. Love wins! Which is the central theme of course; Oltyx's salvation comes from the people who love him.)
Lysikor manages to steal every scene he's in, which is hilariously appropriate. He's just the distilled essence of that one thief in every D&D campaign who rolls way too high on his pickpocket checks. I have to assume that he's relying on his obsession with stealing shit to stave off his own descent into the flayer curse, since he is originally from Ithakas.
If/when he gets turned, he can go to Drazak and make out sloppy style with Oltyx while Yenekh looks on in horror before joining in.
...I mean I guess Lysikor doesn't need to be turned for that, necessarily. It's going to be an extremely messy endeavor, regardless.
Between The Locked Tomb, and Twice-Dead King, it feels like there's a lot of ritualistic cannibalism with skeletons going on around here. đ¤ˇââď¸
#nattering#necrons#warhams#the infinite and the divine#the twice dead king#i feel like an eddie izzard skit; 'two fandoms? no one can live at that speed!'#this may fizzle out but we'll see
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disorganized best (and worst) books/films/shows of 2024
I finished 68 books, watched 105 films and 35 TV shows, and finished 3 games.
Honestly, the math might be off because it turns out this was a terrible idea. At the start of the year I was like 'oh it will be fun to do one big list!' It was not fun to do one big list. It was really hard to keep count. I already have a plan for next year, it's going to be much more organized. If you can decipher these lists feel free to ask me for a review about any entry on the list.
This isn't really going to be a top 5 or 10 or anything because I felt like it would be more fun just to kind of highlight my favorites (and least favorites) rather than forcing myself to pick a specific number. Fits the theme of disorganization like the lists above.
Onwards!
I had a really good TV year, book and film were a little more meh, not a lot is sticking out in the same way the best TV shows are:
SILO!!! (AppleTV). I'll be real honest, I started watching this because post-Dune Part II, I had a crush on Rebecca Ferguson. It had NO BUSINESS being this good for a show I was exclusively watching disrespectfully for Rebecca Ferguson wearing tank tops. That doesn't usually work out this well for me. But it is so good. There are flaws but also no there aren't, because it's made so earnestly that some of the shakier acting performances and awkward dialogue moments just don't matter to me. It's almost like the shows I used to watch on SyFy Fridays except with AppleTV money and production values. Which makes it so fun.
Severance (AppleTV). This is where I really knew I was in trouble with AppleTV. I was not going to be cancelling that free trial. This show is SO good and I cannot wait for the new season in a couple weeks.
AppleTV honestly kind of killed it this year, I also really enjoyed Dark Matter and Constellation, which both meet my criteria for multiverse shows, aka 'could these be branches of The OA's multiverse tree'. I've also been really enjoying Shrinking, even though it's not my usual genre. I'm so mad I signed up for a free trial and then got so completely hooked on the quality of their shows that I've continued to subscribe long after the trial ended. Outrageous. How dare they be making such excellent, high quality television. I'm appalled.
Giri/Haji (Netflix). It turns out that the show that keeps appearing on 'hidden gems of streaming' is good actually. WHO KNEW? The excellent characters and performances really elevated this gang war crime drama.
Scavenger's Reign (Originally HBO, but I watched it on Netflix). This show was gorgeous and so creative. I'm so sad they're not getting a second season. I cried twice. It was short but it made an impact.
Special Film Category: Films that Actually Scared Me.
Since I mainly watch horror, I significant marker of quality for me is if I actually get scared watching a movie and two movies genuinely freaked me out this year: Oddity (2024) and Pyewacket (2017). For both, there were moments where I was like 'oh no I don't want to go to bed alone tonight'. Normally I love living alone. Regretted it only after these movies. The concept of the murder in Oddity was enough to freak me out but even outside of the inciting incident, it kept delivering with the deeply unsettling scenes. Pyewacket wasn't perfect, I think Adam MacDonald is the kind of filmmaker who builds a whole film based off one scene he has in his mind and the rest of film isn't quite as strong as that one scene. But that scene is so disturbing and I haven't stopped thinking about it. (Same with his Backcountry (2017), it was fairly weak except for this ONE scene that I'll never get out of my head.)
Also Dune Part II was pretty great, super glad I saw it on IMAX and I'm pretty sure it's like half the reason Hans Zimmer ended up on my Spotify top 5 this year. (Interstellar was the other half, SO glad I finally after a decade got to see it on IMAX!)
For books, I really enjoyed The Fishermen by John Langan. It's a great meditation on death, AND had a dark ocean, which you know I love.
Silver In the Wood by Emily Tesh's only crime was how short it was! I do still have to pick up the sequel, but I was definitely down for a full length novel of this.
This was the year I also discovered I CAN listen to audiobooks, which is part of why my count is higher than ever. I'm not done with this but I've been listening to Leviathan Wakes by James SA Corey and really liking it. I'm hoping to read the whole of that series in 2025.
Also, of course, while the quality of the individual books varied, my marathon of the Star Wars High Republic series was probably the most fun I've had with a series in years. Looking forward to the last couple books in 2025, though I'm sad to see it end.
worst of the year + notable DNFs under the cut so you don't have to scroll past my griping if you want to stay positive on this New Year's Dat. I'll reveal the list here in case I am saying mean things about your fave and you don't want to click the readmore: The Acolyte, Ronin by Emma Mieko Canton, City of Brass by SA Chakraborty, Aurora by David Koepp, Episode Thirteen by Craig DiLouie
The Acolyte (Disney+). Ok first off, I don't want to downplay that the experience of watching The Acolyte was one of my top of the year. Watching and theorizing week-to-week, live reaction posting, my High Republic book marathon leading up to it, those parts were SO fun. However. The longer I think about this show, the more I just cannot ignore how bad the structural issues are. This is even setting aside my personal issues with the show -- mainly the second-half pivot toward the enemies-to-lovers romance that really didn't land for me, and the treatment of Vernestra's character, and some of the things Headland said in interviews. The two full flashback episodes with no framing devices or any content in the present is just...bad television structure. I mean the first one just dumped on us was bad enough, but the second one where the episode before looked like it was setting up a framing for the flashback, only for the finale to be like 'never mind, that's not what was happening at all', was absurd. I dream of living in the branch of the multiverse where this is properly edited. Imagine how good it could have been, if the flashbacks were properly cut into the primary story, and we had more development of all the characters? Every time I watched something this year with extensive flashbacks (The Head, Dune: Prophecy, Black Doves, Giri/Haji) I thought 'alas, what if??' I think what happened though is Headland came up with the Rashomon comparison early and didn't change when the story would have been better served by not doing the conflicting perspective Rashomon thing, and using a more normal flashback structure.
There were good things! The fight choreography was truly excellent, episode 5 was a standout, and it didn't deserve the hate it got from toxic fans, but ultimately it had more downsides for me than up and I can't say I was particularly disappointed when it wasn't renewed. Though even that wasn't really deserved because it's FAR from the only Disney+ show to have really deep structural issues. Most of their series actually just aren't very good television. This isn't even the first time I had a great experience watching something and was engaged enough to write fic for it, only to in hindsight realize how flawed it was. (Loki came first, then Obi-Wan Kenobi, though the fic inspired by The Acolyte is shaping up to be the longest -- the others really only got short oneshots, I'm looking at a beast with this fic, 40k and counting!) And unless Disney+ makes some major changes in the TV production wing...I doubt it will be the last.
Ronin by Emma Mieko Canton (DNF). Technically, I would say this book isn't bad and why I labeled this section 'notable DNFs' as well. I think it's a good example of the way that concepts work really well in some formats, and don't translate well to others. I LOVE Visions, and I love "The Duel", specifically because the studios aren't bound by Star Wars canon. The open creativity of that series is a feature, not a bug. But I didn't find it translated well to the longer format of the book. I would follow the plot for a while and then get absolutely thrown by worldbuilding or backstory I couldn't follow. I think it needed more exposition. It was kind of odd that it was written like any other licensed book that didn't need exposition, but it was so different from standard canon it was hard to follow and I ended up giving up.
City of Brass by SA Chakraborty. I tried, babes, I tried. Everything said to make it to 50% and it would get better but I just could not do it. Nahri was so deeply annoying and I wasn't engaged enough in the rest of the plot to keep going. If she 'realized' one more thing I was going to lose my entire mind. I'm sorry.
Aurora by David Koepp. This is another where, like Ronin, it's not technically bad. I just ended up getting kind of pissed off by the end. It felt like it was trying to be Station Eleven but was too cynical. And maybe just now because my parents live in an area that gets a lot of power outages, I was kind of pissed that he reduced the accomplishment of getting the power grid working again to one line towards the end. I would have been way more interested to hear about that collective effort over the 'the suburbs make a utopian commune while all those scary urban people immediately descended into chaos' thing.
Episode Thirteen by Craig DiLouie. I feel so bad for saying this, but Craig DiLouie just wasn't intellectual enough to achieve what he was aiming for in this. Or at least he didn't put enough time or effort in to developing th? It couldn't counteract the truly stupid moments like the time when a character says he's going to shoot a ghost. But hey, it did lead to a reread of House of Leaves and further appreciation for one of my favorite underrated found footage films, As Above So Below. Because that was the crux of my problem with this book, that it wasn't well thought out enough to be House of Leaves and it didn't have enough heart to be As Above So Below.
I don't know why almost all of my least favorites this year were books, I guess I just have a lot of opinions on books. I also tend to DNF books less, so I end up having more negative thoughts about books, whereas with TV or film if I don't like it I just don't finish it or don't pay attention.
Congratulations for getting to the end. Again, feel free to ask thoughts about anything else on the list if you want (and can read it). I promise it will be more organized next year. Happy New Year! What were your favorite/least favorite things this year?
#2024 wrap up#silo apply tv#severance apple tv#giri/haji netflix#scavenger's reign netflix#oddity#pyewacket#silver in the wood#the high republic#the fisherman#long post
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Get to Know Me (tag game)
Thanks @burntheedges and @sydneyinacoma for the tags! đ
I guess I donât post much about myself on here, so behold the mystery of Jyarâika revealed under the cut (because I waffle and didn't wanna take up yâallâs dashes)âŚ
Ahh space to include GIFs (*is happy*)...
1. Were you named after anyone? Hmm, thatâs a sneaky way to get a name reveal outta me. Alright, I donât mind⌠apparently one of the hosts on Blue Peter (the longest-running childrenâs TV show in the world - youâre not getting an age reveal outta me too!) had a baby just before I was born. Why my parents were watching a childrenâs TV show I have no idea, but this host evidently wrote/sang some kinda song on air about calling her baby daughter Jemma with a J not Gemma with a G. So I was named after a terribly trite and obscure TV reference that nobody will ever remember. You may call me Jem if you wish, my friends all do, and if youâre bothering to read this then youâre in that category.
(If you're wondering about the GIF, the show was always broadcast live and they had several pets. The outtakes are numerous.)
2. When was the last time you cried? I think Iâm weird⌠I donât tend to cry? Or only if Iâm really really upset. Maybe Iâm Cameron Diaz in The Holiday? So yeah, I canât actually remember đ¤.
3. Do you have kids? Nope, although itâs a fairly recent decision to not have them. I spent much of my life assuming I wanted kids until I realised I had been conditioned by society to think I did. Since I started considering what I genuinely want and need in my life, Iâve never been happier! I'd make an exception to adopt a certain little green guy, though.
4. What sports do you play/have played? Ugh, I hate questions like this. Nope, Iâm a lazy asshole and now you all know it đŤŁ. I mean, I activity-hopped throughout my school years (gymnastics, karate, soccer), but these days I live in front of a computer. My exercise is lugging 24 bottles of water up 4 flights of stairs twice a week.
5. Do you use sarcasm? Iâm British. Sarcasm is my mother tongue.
6. Whatâs the first thing you notice about people? Iâm the least observant person ever! So voices a lot of the time, I think. Pretty sure thatâs why something clicked inside me as soon as Din Djarin spoke his first on-screen words.
7. Whatâs your eye color? Depends on the light, but somewhere between dark blue and grey.
8. Scary movies or happy endings? Iâm an absolute wuss when it comes to scary movies, so I donât put myself through that. Also, the literature student in me desperately wants to point out that these things are not mutually exclusive, as you can have scary movies with happy endings, so a more appropriate âeither/orâ scenario would be tragedies or happy endings. But either way, I will say no to the former and yes to the latter. I dislike making myself feel scared or sad â I consume fiction (in all formats) to feel good, so Iâll always look for the positive. Iâm currently experimenting to see if I can write a massively angsty fic, and it was supposed to be done by the New Year, but Iâm struggling. I will also have to include one of those open-ended âmaybe it could work out after allâ epilogues. I just canât leave my characters in pain.
9. Any talents? Not sure what constitutes a talent⌠I can sing, play guitar, write a longass Din Djarin fanfic that people seem quite keen on, uh⌠cook, I guess (though I rarely bother), understand quite a few languages (less proficient at speaking them). Iâm sort of a jack of all trades, master of none. I would say I have a talent for procrastination â I can complete a whole workday and get barely anything of substance done!
10. Where were you born? In a village outside a town in Surrey, England. It's only about 30 miles from London. Lots of trees. Very dull. I left as soon as I could.
11. What are your hobbies? Writing is my main obsession, specifically Din Djarin-related, of course. Also reading (same genre). Throughout my entire life Iâve enjoyed stories in all formats â reading, writing, watching, listening, proofreading the fuck out of them â so if itâs a good yarn, Iâll have a good time.
12. Do you have any pets? Not currently, my landlord wonât allow it. I used to own 3 rats who were the most adorable boys and so smart â they knew their names, responded to commands, liked to snuggle. When I can finally buy my own place Iâll probably get a dog, as I like pets that listen to you, even if only sporadically. I had a very non-communicative chameleon once. He was called Minion. He was not a good minion.
13. How tall are you? 5â4. Not tiny, but sometimes I have to go up on my tippytoes to reach stuff.
14. Favorite subject in school? English literature (see hobbies question above). When I got to university and enrolled on an English lit/lang degree, I tried to take as many literature courses and avoid the language ones. It wasnât until years after graduating when I started proofing/editing and writing more seriously that I developed a respect for all the mandatory language courses I had to do. I also liked media studies and film studies; you can guess why. Psychology was interesting too, itâs good to understand human nature if you want to write realistic characters.
15. Dream job? I wish I could write novels for a living. Itâs a goal as well as a dream. I know a couple of authors whoâve self-published via Kindle Direct Publishing (I proofread/edited for one of them), and they were successful enough to turn that into their careers. They keep encouraging me to try, although Iâm currently in my âobsessed with Din Djarin so just writing fanfic to develop my authorial voiceâ era. When my obsession wanes, as obsessions inevitably do, Iâll hopefully feel ready to write something original and take my shot. But Iâm not pressuring myself, and right now Iâm happy attempting to entertain the Mandalorian fan community. I feel safe here đ
Now I know Iâm supposed to tag people since thatâs the point of a tag game⌠but Iâm that autistic kid in the corner who is too shy and worried about tagging people who might not reply. So Iâm foregoing tags today. But, if youâve bothered to read this and you haven't already played: TAG YOUâRE IT! Thatâs me tagging you, please take it seriously and thank me for your tag in your own post (I will be genuinely thrilled if anybody does this, and Iâm sending advance love to anyone who does â you donât know how much it means to someone autistic to have the decision-making element dealt with for them). So go on, now itâs your turn!
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