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[kinomiakai]

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#it's always interesting to think about sasuke since he's pretty nonviolent at heart but he has so conditioned himself to be a perfect fight

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#5

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Naruto Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Uchiha Sasuke/Uzumaki Naruto Characters: Uzumaki Naruto, Uchiha Sasuke Additional Tags: Snowed In, Snow, SNStober 2021 (Naruto), Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Love Confessions, Confessions, Friendship/Love, Idiots in Love, Present Tense, POV Uchiha Sasuke, POV Third Person Limited, One Shot, Pining, Mutual Pining, Romance, collaboration with monosrojo for snstober!!!!!!!!!

Summary: The blizzard outside is in his head, but he knows fighting these thoughts will only make them build and burst, and then there would be no way they wouldn't make it to Naruto—and so Sasuke has to let them come. Meet the snow as it falls, find the footprints he's already placed.

SNS, canonverse, one shot, written for SNStober 2021! Collaboration with @monosrojo!!!!

Surprise!! @monosrojo and I collaborated for SNStober 2021!!! It was so much fun and I am so happy to have been able to do it, check out their art for the story here!!! Or wait ‘till you’ve finished the fic...Either way, please accept our submission for Day 20 - Snowed In!

68 notes • Posted 2021-10-20 04:41:49 GMT

#4

i saw your post about the college headcanons and absolutely loved them!! so i was wondering what are you canonverse sns hcs?

Ahhh thank you so much anon!! I’m so glad you liked it!!! Oooh this is really tough, I tend to keep playing around with canonverse ideas, but specific headcanons…hmmmmm okay okay, I’m going to focus on post-war fun stuff! Here we go:

It takes time. Naruto is over the moon to have Sasuke back but has no idea where to put all of his “I need to get Sasuke back” energy and Sasuke is too scared & tired to want anything at all. Sasuke is closer to admitting it than Naruto is, and on some level, Sasuke’s acknowledged and accepted how he feels. Naruto catches up pretty quick once he realizes that pulling Sasuke back from where he’d been spiralling into hasn’t actually miraculously solved all the ways he feels about him.

Both of them have a big barrier to saying it out loud even after they start to realize things. They stay sort of stuck in the “you’re the most important person in my life. I know you from the inside out. I feel the best when you’re beside me.” and don’t really let themselves touch the implications of that. It all feels too dangerous & they’re fine with physical danger but emotional is a whole different beast.

There’s a LOT of realization moments once they both come to terms with the fact that they’re in love (and have been for a long time). It’s those revisits of your past that you had totally different rationalizations for at the time, but now that you know it suddenly makes so much more sense, like, “oh. that’s why I felt so warm whenever I’d look at him” and “oh. that’s why I hated when he’d ignore me that much”

They feel the closest when they’re sparring. It’s muscle memory, like they never really forgot. It lets them indulge in nostalgia and in each other, and it’s a convenient excuse to move together in movements they have pretty much memorized without having to question why or say anything out loud. It’s comfortable and easy.

Nightmares abound, lots of guilt and sad nights. Naruto tries to stifle his tears because of the whole “it’s only okay to cry when you’re happy” bt and Sasuke challenges every single one of his thoughts until he breaks. Sasuke is full of quiet guilt and regret, and Naruto coaxes him out of it every day. There’s a lot Sasuke doesn’t want to talk about, but Naruto talks for him, and Sasuke feels strangely…settled, after it all. Naruto slowly learns to just find Sasuke and be like “…call me a crybaby already” when he feels it coming on. 

Naruto never wants to blame other people and so Sasuke does it for him. For every thought Naruto has that explains why he should have been good enough, should have been able to do something, Sasuke has twenty for all the adults around him. Naruto really struggles with being able to admit he was mistreated because he turned out fine!! he’s okay!! so what if he was stuck in an apartment alone with barely enough money to survive and no one ever checked on him, they were busy! But if Sasuke talks about his childhood, Naruto’s the first to say it wasn’t right. That someone should have gotten Sasuke out of there. That someone should have done something. And when Sasuke points out that Naruto doesn’t think that about himself, Naruto just says “it’s different. That’s not the same.” Sasuke says something along the lines of “you only think that because it was done to you.”

In that way, they’re good for each other. Sasuke makes Naruto revisit the part of himself that’s angry with the world for how it treated him, and Naruto makes Sasuke revisit the part of himself that wants to believe in people. That loved freely and easily and that let himself feel it all, because everyone was worth that love. 

They live together, somehow. It’s not all the time. It’s not necessarily even in Konoha. But either Naruto is sneaking off to see Sasuke every chance he gets or Sasuke appears in Naruto’s room almost every night. If they’re not together, it’s a mountain of letters back and forth. Once they break the silence between them, it’s like a flood. They can’t stop talking. It feels like their friendship is completely unharmed by so many years apart—it’s just effortless.

The first time they kiss is confusing and amazing because a part of them KNOWS they feel the same, the same way a part of them knew they were in love, but it’s so, so hard to admit. And they both wait for the rejection, for it to be a dream, for it to be too good to be true. That feeling lasts a long, long time.

The rest of the details tend to change from fic to fic, I think, but these headcanons stay pretty strong between them, even if they aren’t explicitly visited. I hope you liked these!!

72 notes • Posted 2021-05-18 00:01:20 GMT

#3

A few months ago I opened up fic requests for anyone who sent me proof of their donation to a BLM cause. As of today (Mar/17/2021), I’ll be doing the same thing now for Anti-Asian Violence - if you donate, send me a message and I’ll write a ficlet/piece of a story for you - you can look at the other ones I’ve done here <3

If you’re not sure where to donate, here, here, and here are some pretty big lists lists of resources and organizations to look into. (sns is my comfort zone, so that’s what I can promise, & there are certain things I won’t write, but we can work it out. If you want to run a prompt by me before you donate, go ahead!)

81 notes • Posted 2021-03-17 19:03:05 GMT

#2

they ask you how you are, and you just have to say you’re fine when you’re not really fine, but you just can’t get into it, because they would never understand.

97 notes • Posted 2021-05-02 22:54:23 GMT

#1

Which are your top 10 SNS college headcanons?

Anon!!! this one took me AGES!! I took so long to try and piece together the hcs I specifically had for a college au. These are in no particular order, I will never reply to you if I have to rank them dffsdfds. But here! Top 10!

In their first year, they’re roommates in residence, but they live together after their first year by choice in a student house of some kind

Both of them stay up way too late for completely different reasons

If sasuke ever goes to a party it’s because naruto dragged him there (he begrudgingly has fun, but only because naruto is a moron and it’s hilarious to watch him make a fool out of himself)

Naruto falls asleep in sasuke’s bed periodically. this so unfortunately forces Sasuke to use Naruto’s, which is cozy and smells like Naruto and is somehow way more comfortable than his bed even though they should have the same mattress......it’s nothing though of course :)

There’s gotta be some sort of clothes stealing, whether it’s Sasuke stealing naruto’s hoodies at night because leather and/or suit jackets do not make for something cozy or nice - or Naruto stealing Sasuke’s dress shoes and ties whenever he has a big presentation

Naruto actually works really hard & Sasuke admires that about him/finds it endearing. He doesn’t know how to help properly so he does things like buying instant ramen around exam time & “accidentally” getting the wrong drink from the coffee shop & putting Naruto’s big fluffy orange blanket over him when he falls asleep at his desk (this is earlier on in their relationship)

Sasuke never talks about his marks but Naruto wrestles them from him & they’re always incredible. He beats himself up over anything less than a 90% (which Naruto challenges & yells about Sasuke’s double standards because how is Naruto supposed to be proud of his 82 if Sasuke treats an 88 as a failure) - in contrast, Naruto starts out quietly convinced that certain marks are & will always be out of his range, just because of who he is. The first time he confesses that to Sasuke, Sasuke is Enraged

Naruto’s summer/hot weather default mode is shirtless and Sasuke Suffers

They get really competitive in whatever sport they pick up. Like Really into it. They usually end up on the ground, exhausted and laughing. They pretty much have to carry each other back to the dorm (they both love & treasure those moments but never say it out loud)

They’re really fucking in love and everybody sees it except for them. Each is 100% convinced the other really loves them as a friend and will never see them as anything more because why would they? They’re perfect and amazing and all that good stuff

I think those are the hcs that stay pretty consistent across my college/university aus, no matter which one I’m writing hahaha. I’m sure there’s something I’m forgetting but thank you for the ask anon!! It took me a while but it was really fun to brainstorm this stuff.

109 notes • Posted 2021-05-12 01:33:52 GMT

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