#I simply do not have the confidence to talk abt it much 😭
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petrichorium · 1 year ago
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Genuinely unironically I’ve been quiet lately bc all I have been able to think abt since I watched opla is shanks and I feel so hesitant to Post™ abt him bc I don’t know shit 😔
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ln444 · 1 year ago
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dating lando. . .
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cw: mentions of sex, f!reader, fluff, slight smut.
notes: my first post 😭 i'm not very confident abt it but i hope you guys will like it! my requests are open so don't hesitate if you have any suggestions or just want to talk ! enjoy<3
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physical touch; i feel like lando would be incredibly touchy, even if it's just his hand on your thigh or sitting beside you with your shoulders touching. he simply needs to feel close to you every chance he gets. in public, he might dial back his affection slightly because he treasures those private moments, but that won't stop him from stealing sweet, discreet kisses when no one is watching or quietly holding your hand because he just can't keep his hands off you. in crowded places, he's the kind of person who instinctively puts his arm around your waist to ensure your safety. when it's just the two of you, lando can't help but be hands-on. he'll find any excuse to touch you, whether it's running his fingers through your hair or playing with your hands while you're chilling. he'll pull you closer every time you're beside him, or even have you on his lap while he's engrossed in some random pc game. kissing you is practically an obsession for him, and it's not limited to your lips. he adores exploring every inch of your skin, planting kisses on your neck, nose, cheeks, hands, and thighs. however, his absolute favorite place to kiss is still your lips. every kiss from lando feels as passionate and full of adoration as the first time, and he can never get enough of it.
quality time; he would definitely message you whenever he's available to spend time with you and invite you to hang out. he absolutely loves your company, even if it's just the two of you relaxing on the bed, watching entertaining videos and tiktoks, or having silly conversations. however, his favorite moments are when you embark on fun dates, like going to the arcade or go karting. his heart is full of joy from seeing you happy during these moments and he wants to tattoo every second of them into his memory. lando likes all types of dates because his primary desire is to share time with you. it might depend on his mood; sometimes he just wants to chill with you all day, staying in bed or playing games together. other times; he wants to venture out and go dance with you all night or go for a midnight swim. in the end, what really matters is that you are together.
words; in the early days of your relationship it was kinda hard for lando to express his feelings, he felt a bit uneasy because he was not used to vocalizing his feelings, he's more the type to keep everything for himself. but, with you, he learns surprisingly fast to talk about how he feels, both negative or positive emotions. you became his safe place. he would always praise you when he has the chance to even if it's for small random things, he would always remind you how much he's proud of you (and you do the same too ofc). even if this man loves teasing you, he also knows when to be serious and how to make you feel valued and loved. he uses a lot of nicknames like "angel", "love" or "sweetheart" because he knows how much you love them and how special it makes you feel. you were definitely the first one to say i love you, not that lando didn't want to say it but he was just too nervous to do it but since you did, he can't help but say it everyday.
sex; lando always makes sure you feel safe and comfortable when you're having sex. it doesn't mean that he doesn't like it rough tho, he absolutely loves having rough sex with you, even more when he's stressed or frustrated because of a race; hair pulling, spanking, face fucking, dirty talk... but always while making sure that you're okay. when it comes to vanilla sex, lando can become the softest man ever, he would whisper sweet things to you like; "that's my pretty girl", "i'm so lucky to have such a beautiful girl just for me", "you're doing so good angel", accompanied by gentle touches and kisses all over your body or when he's softly making love to you. his favorite thing is eating you out, he's literally obsessed with your pussy and will find any excuses to get a taste, even more when you ride his face while your eyes are locked with his.
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unboundndd · 2 years ago
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Omg finally someone who is willing to write for kayn 😭😭😭 I have been starved FOR AGES i'm telling you. For the past months or so all I've been thinking abt is how Kayn would develop a relationship with a reader who's from the kinkou (a whole enemies to lovers if you will). Just some general headcanons about the relationship tysm ❤️😭😭 can't wait to see more of your writing!
hELLO hello!! I swear uni has been keeping me from writing, i had no energy but i am a bit more free for now~ i’ve been starving for Kayn content too so let’s get started!!!
//tag: enemies to lovers, kayn has no idea what emotions are
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·:¨༺ ♱✮♱ ༻¨:· If anybody were to ask Kayn what he thinks about you they would be met with silence. It’s normal for him as he isn’t too keen on talking about topics like this and he finds the question a bit obvious: you’re Kinkou, he’s not. You’re trying to bring back the balance that Ionia has lost back alongside Shen, which means you’re actively trying to stop him from reaching his goals and true potential.
·:¨༺ ♱✮♱ ༻¨:· If only this was what he truly thought, in fact his feelings towards you are much more complex. It’s not a mere matter of blindly hating you because of the group you’re affiliated with, it has to do with the fact that you seem to periodically appear where he is and always try to obstacle him. Despite that he has never felt the instinct to kill you, as if his brain doesn’t completely think of you as an useless nuisance.
·:¨༺ ♱✮♱ ༻¨:· The fact is that you challenge him and motivate him to get better, fighting against you doesn't trigger the same deeply engrained reflexes he'd have when killing any other Kinkou alcyote or Noxian soldier. Every encounter with you keeps him alert, reminds him of the high he gets when conquering something that isn't handed to him that easily and despite the two of you being on the opposing sides of such a difficult conflict you can't help but look for one another.
·:¨༺ ♱✮♱ ༻¨:· Accepting that you might have a crush on the man you're supposed to hate is hard, more than any normal crush. Apart from wondering if you're misinterpreting his actions like when he spared you after one of your missions went wrong or the time he patched you up as you hid from Noxian soldiers who were passing by, you also needed to conceal your feelings. If Kayn was simply toying with you he could use the feelings you grew against you, maybe this was just a cold manipulation technique to encourage you to lower your guard or maybe he couldn't feel any love at all.
·:¨༺ ♱✮♱ ༻¨:· That said you still were unable to stop staring at him during another one of your run-ins, you were both alone and your eyes would keep wandering to his lips that were perpetually graced by a confident smirk. You wanted to slap him, kiss him, anything to make him shut up and stop taunting you. It was getting to your head and soon enough you found yourself on the floor, pinned against him and with Rhaast's blade dangerously close to your neck.
·:¨༺ ♱✮♱ ༻¨:· If Rhaast's eye wasn't creepily staring at you, then at kayn and then back to you it would have been better. Maybe even enjoyable as the weight of his entire body was crushing your hips and legs, his expression wasn't revealing anything of his intentions so you had no idea if he was going to let you go or if he was done with playing with you.
·:¨༺ ♱✮♱ ༻¨:· The fact that Kayn suddenly kissed you was so far away from your possible predictions that you thought you were already dead and this was just your brain conjuring up a happy scenario to aid you in passing into the spirit realm. He wasn't exactly doing a great job, teeth clanking against yours and clumsily trying to understand what exactly he needed to do, only when you kissed him back with the same fervor did he start to finally understand what he needed to do.
·:¨༺ ♱✮♱ ༻¨:· "This is what you wanted, didn't you? Get. Out! Out of my head. It's- You're the one who's been distracting me!"
·:¨༺ ♱✮♱ ༻¨:· You were starting to feel like maybe there was a chance your feelings were reciprocated, Kayn wasn't looking like his usual confident self once he finally had to part from your lips. He was confused and angry at the fact that in the end you managed to beat him by thanks to your wit and your personality.
·:¨༺ ♱✮♱ ༻¨:· Ever since that day you and Kayn have been meeting in secret, ignoring the loyality you were both supposed to have for your respective factions. You never have as much time together as you wish and you spend your days either sparring or lazily laying in each other's arms, it mostly depends on how Kayn is feeling.
·:¨༺ ♱✮♱ ༻¨:· You're quite amused when Kayn admits to you that he's never had any kind of relationship, don't tease him for it though, not if you want him to deprive you of all of the affection you crave for the sake of sweet revenge. He loves to hear you beg for him to just kiss you or when you ask for a hug, the fact that he's the only one who will ever see you like this makes him feel very proud of himself.
·:¨༺ ♱✮♱ ༻¨:· You also find out that Rhaast has been the one guiding Kayn and telling him what people in a relationship do, he basically has a corrupted, cruel but extremely experienced wingman by his side.
·:¨༺ ♱✮♱ ༻¨:· Sometimes you have to sneak in/out from each other's rooms when it's late at night and even though you've both been training hard to be stealthy it's still not perfect. Shen knows, and Zed does too and both have decided not to interfere for the time being. Who knows, perhaps something interesting will come out of your new relationship.
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theragethatisdesire · 1 year ago
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I’M ACTUALLY EARLY ENOUGH TO PARTICIPATE IN THIS YAY 😭😭
okay okay okay so i’m thinking 236 with plug!eren. i feel like he’d love to see you wearing his things like wearing his hoodie after six could easily start up a round two.
and then that last chapter got me thinking abt 116 w/ him too, i can’t wait to see a more possessive/protective side to him in the future possibly 👀 that “my girl” had me feeling things lol
and then 8 for jean. i have no specific reason, he’s just sexy and i’m impulsive so i wanna fuck him there, but he’s also tall as hell so it would be a struggle for him LMAO
this was just an excuse to talk to you abt plug!eren and jean, please don’t think i’m expecting drabble from you i just wanna ramble 😭😭🥹
DLFADLFDA hi bestie!!!! you're so full of ideas i literally love it so much i just.....you're so right. ESP about plug!eren he's so possessive on the low and he tries to hold himself back but he can't always help himself. like, he def has you dressed up all in his little hoodies and t-shirts and you're always covered in little bites and bruises and hickeys and going through dozens of bottles of concealer and he absolutely gets you a little necklace with an E charm on it like that's not canon but it's canon <333 i LOVE him!!!!
but your idea with jean....i....i simply couldn't resist....
NSFW below the cut >:)
The first thing you learned about Jean Kirschstein was that his ego knows no bounds. He isn't a selfish person, quite the opposite, actually, but as the starting pitcher for Paradis University's top-ranking baseball team, he has a constant supply of ego-fueling screams from the stands to keep his self-image bloated and well-fed.
Hundreds of girls screaming their name would make any man unreasonably confident, but Jean has the gall to blame his borderline-conceit on you of all people. You expect me not to have a big head when I have a girlfriend this gorgeous? C'mon babe, be serious.
Jean's favorite way to feed his ego, by extension, is by taking you anywhere he wants, any time. Considering that he leaves your legs shaking and your voice raspy, you're not one to complain, but this tendency of his does force you into some rather suspect situations.
Take tonight, for example. The Paradis Devils pulled a 5-3 victory off over the Marley Warriors, their conference rival, and it was, frankly, mostly thanks to Jean's signature curveball pitch. When he eyed you in the stands from the pitch, a toothpick sticking out from his smirk and a dark glint to his smile that only you knew how to interpret, the deafening cheers in the stadium faded to a low hum in comparison to the rush of blood to your face.
"Jean, we're going to get caught-"
"Sh," Jean hushes you, shoving you none-too-gently against the door of his flashy pickup truck, "who cares?"
"Me," you whine pitifully into his mouth, already limp and malleable in his strong hands.
"Not going to help me celebrate my victory? You know you're the reason we won," Jean mouths his way down your neck, pulling a whimper from you, "do it all for you, baby."
"But there's people around Jean, the game just let out."
"Hop in, then," Jean smacks your ass playfully, "windows are tinted, remember?"
As if you don't know the windows are tinted, not after Jean's last game, the baseball banquet, your Honor's Society awards dinner...you acquiesce him with a roll of your eyes, clambering up into the backseat.
Jean follows you, hazel eyes hooded and hungry and hat backwards on his head, never letting his hands drift from you for long. He wrestles his jersey off before climbing in, tossing it carelessly into the passenger seat and laying his long body over yours. He reaches back and fumbles for the door handle, finally finding purchase and swinging it closed, only to accidentally thwack his leg, shooting his body forward and consequently knocking your head into the opposite door.
"Fuck."
"Ow!"
"Car sex always looks so much easier in the movies," Jean winces, shaking his head.
"Then why can't we just wait until we get home? Your apartment's only five minutes away," you giggle, only half-meaning your words when Jean's muscled torso is pressing into your heated skin.
Jean doesn't answer at first, instead dipping his hand down to rub insistently over your clothed, pulsing cunt. He chuckles darkly at your responding moan, the way your hips buck up desperately into his hand, betraying your words.
"If you think you're getting out of this car without my cum dripping down your legs, you've lost your goddamn mind."
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twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat · 6 months ago
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HAIIIII ARIII:33333 i am here with a silly little question hehehee which of your blorbos do you think would get along the best???? i immediately thought of suguru and laios honestly..... (also something something abt suguru eating curses and laios eating monsters something something) but i just really do think they'd really like each other!!!!!! sugu would listen to him ramble abt monsters with a faint little smile, his head resting on his palm:3333
but alsoooo would satoru like maomao and jinshi?? i think actually know them but i just.... have a feeling that he would!!! they all seem so cute and silly hehehehee
this question popped into my head when i thought abt putting toji and dazai in a room together btw😭😭 poor toji i think he would NOTTT like dazai at all😭😭😭😭😭 my kitty cats are fighting.... HEHEHEHE ANYWAYYY ILYYY I HOPE YOUR DAY IS GOING WELLL MY LOVE!!!!!! MWAHMWAH MWAHH!!!! - @teddybeartoji
HAI HAIIIIII MICKEY :3333 i’m picking you up and spinning you around btw <3333333 WHAT A FUN QUESTION AAAAA ……
OK BUT . LAIOS/SUGU IS SO BIGBRAINED. I AGREE SO MUCH. you reminded me of this one fanart owwllly made of them lmao ….. i treasure it soooooo dearly laios is so silly . I REALLY DO THINK THEY’D GET ALONG. they’re both sweeties :((( and sugu is such a good listener…….. laios would probably find him really dependable too. AND. HEAR ME OUT….. i just really really feel like laios would try to eat one of suguru’s curses 💀 and i think that would unironically bring them closer together. idk i’m just always thinking about suguru and how alone he felt simply become no one else could comprehend how awful they taste…. only for mr golden retriever himbo man to walk into his life and WILLINGLY eat them. sniffle. they could be so wholesome :(((((((
AND THEN . SATORU AND JINMAO 🥺🥺🥺 wahhhhh what a cute crossover….. HERE’S THE THING. i do Not think jinshi would like his ass ‼️‼️ maybe gojo would find him cute in an older brother kinda way . but they’re just. so similar. jinshi is basically just cult leader geto and teen toru mashed together. i think gojo would piss him off so much 😭 BUT MAOMAO….. well. she would definitely find gojo annoying too!!! but i think he’d like her soooo much :3 that’s his daughter actually. he’d just find her funny. two little meowmeows <3333
….. then we have toji and dazai 😭😭😭 PJDPDJDKDJDJ. MICKEY I CRIEDDDD THEY WOULD BE SO FUCKING FUNNY….. i remember seeing a tiktok once where . a guy did a filter thing that gave him four different characters to go to therapy with . he got toji + dazai + two other sickos and someone commented ”you know it’s bad when toji is the most mentally stable person in the room” 💀💀💀 I JUST THINK IT’S SO FUNNY…. toji would be so weirded out by him lmao . BUTTT in my heart and soul dazai is a dilfhunter so ik he’d try to seduce toji <3333 would he succeed? no . but i respect the attempt!!!!!! i think they could learn to get along…. for you…….. (the good ending would be toji realizing dazai reminds him of you and being like 😐😐😐 i guess i HAVE to tolerate you.)
BUT . to actually . answer your question……… one blorbo crossover pairing i’ve been thinking of a lot lately is :333 satoru . and kazui (from milgram)……. every time i say that kissing a dilf could fix gojo i’m talking about Him btw. they’re just. so similar!!! the big difference is their confidence i think…. ik you aren’t aquainted w this blorbo but. kazui is just… a very tired very guilty liar of a man. constantly putting up a front. has a very low opinion of himself but is actually very kind….. :((((((( i love him so much. and i think gojo and him would see through each other’s respective masks, you know?? in that sense maybe kazui would be a little freaked out but . i think they could find some comfort in it too!!! i just really need them to be friends…..
ANYWAYYYYY tysm for the lovely question my lovely mickey <33333 I LOVE YOUUUU i hope you’re having a nice day……. i hope you’re watching lots of movies and enjoying your free time…… me and dazai and toji r covering you in kisses mwah mwah mwahhhh <33333
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wrongcaitlyn · 9 months ago
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about your series dear reader, will we ever get to see Nico having a collab or featured song in the future... heehe... love your work btw
thank u for the ask!! and thank u for reading i’m so glad you like it <3 i’ve actually thought abt this quite a bit!! the thing with collabs, is that either i could use an irl celebrity, or i could make a character a celebrity and make them work with nico—so here are my thoughts on both options:
1) a real celebrity - i try to stay away from involving real life people in the fic, as in interactions, because i don’t know any of those people irl and i would hate to, like, mischaracterize someone or write positively abt someone who eventually gets revealed to be like a shitty person, yk? the most i’ve ever done, i think, is that one time i mentioned nico taking a picture with lorde - but even then, it wasn’t him talking abt her, it was just a picture that was posted. that, and the absurd amount of taylor swift name drops that i have, which i will never stop😭
basically, though i have considered it (my mind is literally CONSTANTLY imagine collabs of nico and other celebs/other songs), i literally have a playlist of them, i don’t think i would ever include it in the fic. simply bc of the concerns mentioned above :/
(however, i would like everyone to know that ive been imagining nico as a surprise guest on the rep tour, and having him featured on rep tv, for like- literally as long as ive had this au in my head. ill never write him collating with taylor (bc again idk i just feel strange writing abt real ppl) but in my head, it’s canon)
2) creating a new celeb - this one is hard, pretty much bc i’m… out of characters.
like, i still HAVE characters to use, but i already have plans for most of them and a majority of them aren’t actually part of the music industry. i could justify a collab between alex and nico bc she’s like the only music person i have written, but i also don’t wanna force that
if i ever do, which i doubt, bc i don’t have any plans to at the moment, it’ll be a pjo character, i just don’t have any idea of who that would be :/
oh and! last reason why i’m hesitant to add a collab - i feel like nico writing music is so engrained with him working with apollo as a producer, and their studio dynamic. obviously, it’s good to step out of your comfort zone, but i think that it’s also some sense of caution and comfort between them, that they’re the same people who will work on every nico di angelo song and album.
either way, i have seven albums outlined in total. the time span of greatest of luxuries goes from 2018-2024. that may be subject to change, but im feeling pretty confident abt it (it used to be 2028 btw😭) and anything PAST that time range is completely up to the reader!! i have lots of ideas of what could happen beyond that seventh album, and i have an idea (and a playlist) of the eighth album, but i can definitely imagine a lot of features in the future as he branches out. (and also him on rep tv. or ttpd. will update when ttpd comes out if i think there’s a specific song he’d slay as a feature on)
and lastly, for features. yes. he is on the hunger games tbosas soundtrack bc i say so‼️
(i imagine yellow flicker beat by lorde, even tho that was written for mockingjay, i just feel like it fits his vibe, but also, can’t catch me now works perfectly too)
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dav3katz · 3 years ago
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resident feferi simp here. could we get some general relationship headcanons for feferi? fef content is in short supply
It’s abt time I got some fef rqs lol ! I love her very much!
Feferi relationship hcs
- she’s so excited to be in a relationship with you, like !! She totally squealed when you said yes to dating her :))
- she’s very affectionate, in more ways than one! She’s constantly telling you how much she adores you, or how cute you are, and loves giving you hugs and kisses
- however, tell her when a hug is too tight .. for the love of god
- she gets too caught up !! Sometimes !! And doesn’t realize when she’s being too much, she will back off if you tell her she’s overwhelming you in anyway, cause that’s something she doesn’t wanna do !
- loves kissing all over your face !
- does that thing when she smushes your cheeks together and nuzzles your cheeks together? (Bro does that make sense i goddamn hope so)
- likes when you play with her hair, just be careful! It gets tangled easily
- cuddles are a huge thing in your relationship! She’s very big and tall and cuddly ! Easily the best person to cuddle with and make you feel safe and protected in her arms!
- always talks about you, she gets so excited and happy whenever you’re brought up it’s like you’re a hyperfixation 😭
- but seriously !! Loves talking about you and it’s clear she loves you and she trusts you so much !
- she likes to tease you and make jokes from time to time as well
- and she will always defend you, especially if eridan somehow tries to get involved lol
- she would protect you with everything in her and do everything she could to keep you safe, especially with the shit eridans done !
- she’s pretty clingy, but she isn’t as bad as others are and keeps some space! She knows boundaries
- she likes talking to you about anything, loves hearing you talk about any interests you may have, and actively tries to get into your interests
- you guys are the “t)(ey asked for no pickles” meme for real
- speaking of she totally sends you those love emoji memes or something
- she also gets into your interests so she can impress you lol, so when you talk about something she knows the specific terminology or whatever the case may be for the interest
- likes picnic dates a lot believe it or not, of course, beach dates or dates by the water in general are a given! But she enjoys picnics for some reason!
- it’s not hard to make her flustered, aside from touching her fins, simply complimenting her has her blushing !
- she loves dancing with you, it’s fun 38D
- she is the kinda girlfriend who will try to get you to have fun, be involved in more things, face your fears, etc .
- so like if you were scared of roller coasters you better hope fef doesn’t take you to an amusement park
- she loves to exercise and work out with you
- I’d also like to say fef is confident in your relationship, not to the point of overconfidence, but she typically isn’t a jealous person !
- and she just wants the best for you and cares about you so much
- so in conclusion fef is the perfect matesprit yup
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favoringeyes · 2 years ago
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lena hey hii i read ur tags on angie's post abt ra*bits being exaggerated assets of nazuna's insecurities and since i dont read many of their stories i would rlly like to hear ur thoughts abt it 😸
I FORGOT TO ANSWER THIS IM SORRY NIKI SOB. but yes yes i love talking abt how flawed nazuna's treatment of ra*bits was in the beginning thank u.bc its overlooked a loooot but it wasnt as toxic as his relationship in ex-valk since he barely even knew these kids when he left valk. ANYWAY. im sorry if this doesnt make sense i am insane and terrible with words but i hope u enjoy either way (also theres a lot of words. like fair warning its really massive so i understand if u dont read all of it 😭)
nazuna when he first began to help hajime, tomoya, and mitsuru had a shallow view of each of them. he sees hajime as the good girly kid, mitsuru has the bad rowdy kid, and tomoya as the normal kid. (he literally states this in a story i think its happy spring?) so lets start with what ra*bits was formed on as a whole: being cute. nazuna thought tht without shu or valkyrie his only saving grace was his looks, so he projected tht onto ra*bits when he first started to form the unit. he thought the only way he could "save" these kids was to exploit their cute looks since thts the only worth he saw in himself, it was the only worth he saw in them as idols. but to get more specific lets start with hajime. hajime is the epitome of a cute idol, girly, quiet, warm personality etc. hajime represents nazuna's insecurity abt his girlish appearance, and hajime at first, was insecure abt it as well, and was only keeping up this image to help ra*bits. but as time goes on, he slowly begins to enjoy being tht kind of idol, and embraces all his girlish traits to the full, finding strength and joy in it, which nazuna could never accomplish. moving onto mitsuru, hes basically the fun rowdy more boyish of the group. he isnt really afraid to act like himself and do whatever he wants, he loves to run and be loud, and he wears his emotions on his sleeve. but this gets him in trouble a lot, and he often gets scolded for things he simply enjoys doing or gets told hes a "bad kid." in the story "bad boys" this frustrates him, he believes the ppl he loves so much dont feel the same, and see him as a nuisance, even when he's one of the most emotionally sensitive characters in enstars, he just doesnt want to be alone again. but slowly through time, mitsuru learns tht this part of him is what makes him a wonderful idol. he also learns tht his feelings do matter, and he doesnt have to be a troubled kid all the time, bc he isnt, hes just mitsuru. this is probably a stretch, but i think this is supposed to represent nazuna's insecurity abt acting too "out of his image." or not being the good quiet doll he was so used to being for so long. and finally tomoya. tomoya is normal, hes not pretty like hajime, or bright as the sun like mitsuru. tomoya knows this, in fact its mentioned in almost every story he's in, either by himself or someone around him. this makes him feel inadequate to those around him, like he will never be able to catch up to everyone else, but especially his fellow unitmates. but, through time, he begins to realize "being normal" is like a super power for him as an idol. he utilizes it, being able to stay grounded and be completely balanced as his own idol. like his feature scout is titled he is "the epitome of idols." others can look to him for the example of what an idol is supposed to be. tomoya probably represents nazuna's biggest insecurity, his fear of being inferior in the eyes of others. its the whole reason he became shu's "doll" in the first place. shu let him stand above the rest, it gave him confidence. when shu broke down, this meant nazuna would become "nothing." just an ordinary person destroyed by the war and forgotten. so, thts why nazuna is so quick to categorize ra*bits into their basic traits, bc he's scared tht ra*bits will far apart. he feared tht if he didnt do this, if he attempted to break through the mold he fit ra*bits into, he would go back to before. he wouldnt matter unless he acted a certain way. he always wants to fit into roles tht r useful in some way (i think this is why he wanted ra*bits to see him as a big brother, as their guide, bc this made him extremely precious to them) bc tht way he doesnt have to acknowledge how insecure he really feels. as he gets attached to ra*bits though and begins to really see them like his kids, he's forced to learn tht these molds he fit all of them into didnt do them or him any good, it only managed to damage the kids so precious to him. and so through loving ra*bits, he learns to love the parts of himself he loathes the most.
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laissez-fire-oh · 3 years ago
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CUPCAKEEEEE! I LOVE THOSE PENDANTS they are so cute 😭❤
Also, thank you for the game. I love them all. Can I please ask for an fs reading? (Its in one of your celebration games) <3
The rules in that game stated that we have to write a few lines for your fs and send you a few pictures which represent us -
Your future spouse might ask for your opinion a lot. It's simply because they'll find you more creative than them. They can stress or worry a lot sometimes. Another thing which I am seeing here is that they like listening to you talk and following you. 😭 aww this is cute. Following you as in, "I'll go where she goes". But not in a pushy way. Your person is religious. They strongly stand on their ground and do what feels right. They might like studying history too. They are honest. Truthfulness is important to them. So much so that they can even be a lawyer or maybe do a government job. Someone who follows rules and laws because they know how essential they are. They are affluent. They know what they are talking about because their social skills combined with their confidence and determination is absolutely amazing. They know what they are doing. Your future spouse also thinks quite a lot. They listen to their heart when they need to learn more about themselves or get in touch with their emotions. Not a very materialistic behaviour but someone who is hardworking. Your person might love to cuddle while sleeping :"3
A song that I channeled for you -
Okay that's all I am getting for now bsbnssj. Now onto the ask. I tried making a moodboard which I think might represent me somehow -
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Please take as much time as you need with this and honestly, ignore it if it's too much. Take care of yourself and your energy and stay hydrated. Ilysm. Byeii ❤
Pumpkin omg this 😭😭 thank you sm for the exchange, I am sorry I made a bit of a mess and had you also work for me 😭💔 Btw I love him already🥺 lol. I got also in other readings and pacs that he may be honest, thoughtful, affluent and be good with communication and hardworking, skilled and determined soo huge confirmations luv! Thanks! Cuddly when sleepy ngl I kinda felt someone hugging me the other night and it was cozy<3 I wasn't scared even if I probably should have? Lol Idk. But this too is a confirmation, I got in pacs they like to hug and I am gonna be okay with that ofc! Also following me and asking me for opinions aww 🥺 soo sweet ❤ they will have to teach me history tbh cause I am generally pretty bad at it haha! But thanks love, also the song (James Arthur 💕) is soo lovely😭 I can't find any other words, sorry but thank you sm for this, for your time and energy!! ❤❤🍩🧁🫖
Now, to you. Gonna try to give you an insight, cause I got the same guy (brown hair and tan, a very light beard, the amazing jawline and smile, kinda tall) and probably your second date together.
It may be summer cause I see them wearing a white shirt, rolled up sleeves to the elbow, and probably shorts or trousers, not sure if dark or light tbh. They have sunglasses on (they are removing them though) and are smiling at you, cheering you. They were waiting for you - maybe you reached for them somewhere? You are meeting near the sea, it is a very lovely day. I see flowers, I think they bought you some or you are wearing a dress with some flowers on. They want to walk and talk, you both feel more relaxed, like if you were both more sure abt yourselves. I think your talk is gonna last long cause I see you two also at night, and he is kinda blushing in the dark, soo sweet! He may confess to you (I thought about them asking to marry you but the mood seems different tbh, still cute though🥺).
You were probably walking on a jetty btw, I also see some paitings so maybe there was an exhibition, and he invited you cause he knows you like them or maybe he was involved? I think half and half.
They might have been also some time away from you, so yeah maybe they travelled for work but you still kept in touch and now you reached for them. I think they felt your first meeting wasn't very good cause he was anxious and probably you too, so he wanted to make a better impression this time. I think you are gonna have fun but also talk about important things to each other. I got a few songs that guided me and goodies as well. Oh! I got libra and sagittarius as signs, and also moon, but I take it more as a confirmation for the night time than related to the sag sign (I got sag right after moon tbh). I also got they might be foreign, but it could be also that they trabel abroad for work.
They may feel like you don't like them much or scared that you will or have found someone else while being away tbh. Thete might also be a trip by car involved, but I cannot see it, sorry 🥺
But I got this song, so... 😅 yeah maybe they wait for your reply to their confession.
Hope you liked luv, please take care and stay hydrated❤❤
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midoriima · 3 years ago
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Hi! Congrats on 150!! I’m here for a Tokyo revengers matchup >:)
To start off, my pronouns are she/her and though I’m pansexual, i lean a bit more towards guys.
As for personality, I’m a bit goal-oriented, because I have a fear of failure. I’m confident, to a point where sometimes it gets narcissistic (I’m out here thinking I’m the absolute shit. Unironically), but I usually only do that as a joke. I love humour and try my best to be funny and playful sometimes. Though im introverted and prefer to be around a few people of choice, I can handle crowds and I tend to be a bit loud/excited in certain social settings. People often mistake me for an extrovert. Im a bit studious, and I love to be right so I’ll always bullshit my way through arguments or debates just so I can win them. I’m also a little arrogant and my sense of empathy/sympathy is incredibly low. It’s hard for me to even befriend people who are sensitive because I’ll accidentally hurt them and then not understand why it would even hurt them. (A psychologist once told me that I could potentially break my lover if they were a sensitive person yikes).
As for appearance, I stand at about 5’6. Im pretty strong and it shows lol. Im a brunette with brown eyes (yes ik very unique). My hair is about shoulder-length and I usually don’t care for it much, so it’s not the smoothest you’d ever see. I don’t exactly put a lot of importance on the physical appearance other than watching my weight and a very minimal skin routine because I personally don’t see the use (I am indeed a lazy person in this aspect rip).
I don’t have many hobbies aside from the gym. It’s like my main sport and so I like it a lot. Other things I like are cats, spending time alone, disney movies and talking with my close friends. In another person, I like a nice sense of humour, a certain level of independency (clingy is ok tho. Clingy is GOOD tho if they’re independent), and someone who shares a few values or opinions with me. I also like someone who’s somewhat motivated and won’t simply sit around moping abt what they could have done but didn’t. That’s one of my pet-peeves. I kinda like my men to have their shit together to a certain degree.
In dislikes, ironically, I don’t like people who think they’re all that but can’t back that fact up. I also don’t like car guys. I don’t like guys who are dependent.
So I think that’s it!! Again, congrats on 150!! I’m looking forward to seeing you get 300 followers!!
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MITSVYASWIFE: HI OMFG TYSM FOR JOINING MY EVENT???? also, we're soooo much alike it's crazy?? also, coming from an (ex??)omnisexual if you like all but have a preference, you could be omni but that's rly up to you :)) ANYWAYS I HOPE YOU LIKE THIS 😭😭
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I pair you up with...
i feel like you two would be like that pair that everyone didn't see happening at first but then people start saying things like, "stay with him forever" like that.
you and i are very alike so i can understand the "confident, to a point where it sometimes gets narcissistic" part. when i start acting like that, i start saying things like "ugh i'm so hot" or "i'm better than you guys" (as a joke, but half not if it's directed to guys LMAO) so if ever it's like that in your case, mitsuya would hype you up like crazzzyyyyy!!
you and mitsuya could be walking past a group of dumbass boys who think bringing down girls for male validation is cool but then you'll say something that's the opposite of what they said then start hyping yourself up and mitsuya would join in, then they'd walk away feeling bitter about it LMAO this is a constant scenario in my head-
anyways, aside from that, mitsuya definitely thinks you're cool for being able to hit the gym or even like it. i think he's okay with it but will definitely not go to the gym unless he's there solely for the treadmill. but seeing you doing your thing around the gym? maybe he should put more work in his workout and try to impress you 🤔
i also feel like mitsuya would be the type to like tall women but just doesn't want them to be taller than him?? LMAOO i'm pretty sure you're both the same height and i kind of think he'll see that as a competition and start getting serious about his height lengthening workout to grow at least 2 inches taller than you.
if you were to tell him, "i don't like car guys" he'd definitely agree with that?? like you're just chatting and all, then you'll being that up out of the blue and he'll exclaim an, "OHH!!! YEAH ME TOO?!"
i just feel like mitsuya understands you a ton??
anyways let's move on to other hcs 😁
dates. dates. dates. mitsuya will definitely see a whole day with you as a date and make it feel like it. first, early morning, going out on a stroll or a jog! next is breakfast at a cute cafe! for lunch will definitely be somewhere where you can do fun activities? from sports or to anywhere with board games. like a beach resto! or a place like this!
you could dine in there and i'm pretty sure there were board games there? anyways, after dining in, you'd play a little before doing something else! for dinner would be somewhere with a bonfire, especially in colder weather/seasons!
i also feel like mitsuya would be the type to spend the midnight with you as well. it could be driving around the city, talking, watching a movie, or photography that late. this causes his mum to smack his head for being out so late and worrying his sisters LMAOO
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petrichorium · 2 months ago
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very off base from your most recent shanks thirst but my ass is nosy buuuut say you and shanks met when he was still a roger's pirate, how do you think your friendship to lovers i mean annoyance to lovers i mean- how do you think the shenanigans would have ensued?
I mean JDNXKNED so I’m. Four yrs older than him in selfship canon which makes a childhood romance thing more finnicky,,,,,,, I imagine we’d meet at 12 and 16ish, which is around when I begin my keeper apprenticeship, and is genuinely reasonable we’d meet considering the Roger pirates canonically visited every island yk. I think it’d be something like the baby’s first crush u have on ur babysitter 😭😭😭 very Dipper and Wendy from gravity falls coded, except shanks has the confidence a preteen can only get from being raised by Gol D. Roger and I am wildly awkward abt the situation (tho I do pick up on it I’m not completely oblivious as to why he’s chasing my skirts).
I’m tempted to say Buggy would also be a bit infatuated but mostly like. Quite simply bc shanks is LMFAOOOOOO I def think of them as annoying kids and don’t take them seriously. Shanks fell hard and fast as soon as he saw me, Buggy heard him wistfully saying my name and got competitive so they devolve into fighting for my attention immediately. Roger finds it the funniest thing in the world, my teacher is less enthused by the two of them constantly getting underfoot. I have to rescue Buggy from the tide at one point and they are promptly banned from the lighthouse for distracting me when I’m supposed to be learning.
If we wanna get rlly fun w things perhaps im a bit moony-eyed over Rayleigh (Roger is too boisterous I would be terrified of him I fear) (“moony-eyed” being too awkward and shy to talk to him but quietly thinking he’s handsome and cool and asking shanks n buggy for stories about him a bunch) obviously Rayleigh takes me even less seriously than I take Shanks but I am giggling over the concept of Shanks being wildly intense abt the situation and challenging Rayleigh to a duel over it which Rayleigh accepts out of both amusement and for shanks’ training. Shanks is soundly beaten and comes crying to me w his tail between his legs to pout until I patch him up. Then buggy complains and I put a band-aid on his very much not injured cheek.
I think the romance aspect would go down very similar to normal honestly, bc it’s not happening when we’re kids obvi. The Roger pirates wouldn’t stay very long, maybe a week tops, and then I wouldn’t see shanks again for over a decade whereupon I have a “holy fuck he is Not that little kid anymore” realization when pulling him out of the water and seeing him in that soaked barely buttoned shirt………. I also assume he doesn’t remember me but he Very Much Does and seeing me even after fifteen years has him feeling like a blushing little kid w a crush again………
I don’t think he’d have an easier time winning me over bc I’d little brother zone him out of panic pls give an f in the chat (the red-haired pirates find this WILDLY hilarious) but we would have an even more explosive first kiss after i brush off his unabashed flirting one too many times 🫠
Anyway there we go! I hope that satisfies your thirst for childhood friendships LMFAOOOOOOO truthfully I don’t rlly vibe w the trope much (nothing against it obvi it’s just not rlly my thing) so this is abt as good as it gets from me 🫣
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tentglitch · 2 years ago
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For the bingo Yusuke (love ur blog btw)
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Thank you so much <3 and sorry this is late. This one won't be nearly as long as the Naoto one prommy 😭 also I didn't mean to mark the listening to songs one but didn't want to remake the entire thing sfjsjtstkd
Obsessed with their character arc
I'm mainly referring to his character arc in Madarame's palace. I don't know how to talk about it without sounding redundant but I just really sympathize with him and what he goes through. The guy discovers his whole life is essentially a lie and the man who he looked up to as a father and mentor was a lying, greedy PoS who never really cared about him. And it's really nice to see him able to cope with it and learn to face the truth even though it hurts. Also kind of off topic but his awakening is also one of my favorites, it's so cool esp the part where he's clawing at the ground and blood drips from his fingertips. Also I had a phase where I would watch all the awakenings fairly often and I nearly have his whole monologue memorized 😭
Adoption papers
I simply want to provide this man a proper home and source of food so he doesn't have to worry about it anymore. He talks abt how he'd prefer to be an artist who paints what they want to as opposed to a sellout and I just wanna make sure he can do that w/o going hungry </3
Done dirty by creators/not enough screentime
This thing kinda happens with all persona characters at least a little but especially with Yusuke. After the writers are done focusing on the character they sorta get reduced to stereotypes for comic relief. I'm not saying comic relief is wrong, just that you don't have to reduce a character down to make that possible. Like the whole no food and no money and poor thing just kinda becomes his entire character at times? Especially in the spinoffs it's so terrible. It feels like this also completely ignores his whole confidant (more so second half bc that's when the money conversation comes up) as it was about him wanting to strive as an artist despite these hardships as opposed to him selling out for the sake of money and becoming the very thing he despised. It's just supposed to be a facet of his character and really shouldn't be comedy relief as it sorta makes light of that decision he made.
What's wrong with them (affectionate)
He's such a weird guy I love him rafusgjsjgsgk the church scene is peak. He's so passionate that it makes him a little insane sometimes and I love him for that </3
Like them but don't think about them much, don't have much to say about them
I kinda just marked these because I do like Yusuke a lot, I just can't rant about him for hours like I can for other characters. Also when I'm not actively playing p5 or the spinoffs I don't really think abt him too much just bc I'm usually fixated on other stuff at the time.
Thanks for sending this again and I'd be glad to do more. This is really fun :D
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