#I see glimpses sometimes. but he’s Someone doffernt now
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#I lost wh my brother used to be. god I miss him . I ducking miss him so bad sometimes#he went on that fucking mission. he went to go and follow religion and share it to others.#he may have come back from it. but he came back a fucking shell of who he was#I miss him#I see glimpses sometimes. but he’s Someone doffernt now#I think about who I was before Kevin#before I was turned better#I was. I don’t even know what to call it#I was annoying. I talked too much. I was brash#I was a ducking coward . I was fucking fearless#and he beat it out of me#he beat my fearlessness out#I fucking lost who I was#I lost Brianna. she was the only one who heard anything about Kevin when things were happening#I lost Mason . because god knows who he is now isn’t who he was. I know it#I know it.#god. I just miss#I miss so bad#I . I feel like shit#I fant sleep#it feels a little bit like sometiems the fact that Tommy loves me is one of the only things holding me up.
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